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☁️ ⇢ what made you choose your username?
🍬 ⇢ post an unpopular opinion about a popular fandom character
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🍄 ⇢ share a head canon for one of your favourite ships or pairings
!!! so nice to see you on my tl again :) <3
SO UNIRONICALLY I SENT IN YOUR ASK AFTER I FINISHED RESPONDING TO MINE (it's been a long day; i meant to ask you earlier but. long day) AND SEEING YOUR ASK IN MY BOX IMMEDIATELY GAVE ME A HEART ATTACK
Anyway. I need to sleep because I'm rising early tomorrow but you know what fuck later me, this is better.
➼ what made you choose your username?
God. The username mania-sama is such a relic. I've had this username for so long I don't even know who I would be without it honestly.
The story behind it is kind of simple. Me and my friends (who I met on Wattpad, of all places) were cooking up some Instagram usernames for me, since I was the last to join. Well, they all had a mental disorder followed by a Japanese honorific as their usernames. Why? We were thirteen and stupid (I was also not a very Internet-safe child then, so. There's that). So obviously I decided I wanted to join in and ALSO have a mental disorder followed by a Japanese honorific. I will not be naming them because they are significantly more problematic than mine so we should probably keep it in the vault.
And well. After sifting through various mental illnesses I thought, you know, mania rolls off the tongue. Then we went through the honorifics that haven't been taken, and -sama was the "coolest" (still is pretty cool, but that is biased I suppose). Thus, Instagram user mania.sama was born. And she somehow stuck around.
My Instagram is... a relic in and of itself. The furthest back anything goes is 2021, mainly because it's been revamped like 3 times before you see what it is today. It was, in fact, originally a Bakugou stan and art account but we don't talk about that. I have obviously done a lot of growing since then, and even though I was cringe or whatever, I am still hesitant to do another revamp on it. I'm pretty sentimental. I'm not on Instagram like at all anymore for no particular reason, so my last Instagram story dates back probably around April??? 2024, maybe. I wouldn't recommend going through it just because it is. Well. Not really representative of who I am now, but if you want a window into younger me, then... It's there I suppose!
(I would also like to put it out there that I am much more well informed on mental illnesses and Japanese honorifics than I was when I created the username... just in case it was in doubt.)
➼ post an unpopular opinion about a popular fandom character
I'm gonna be honest, most of my opinions I think align with the popular ones. Most people have it going pretty well for characterization honestly. My most unpopular stuff comes from Andrew Minyard from All For The Game, but I already made a post about that, so I'll pick someone else.
Hunk Garrett from Voltron: Legendary Defender. And the only reason I say that this opinion is unpopular is because I simply disagree on the consensus of his character treatment in the fandom.
So a lot of people in the VLD fandom claim two things: 1. Hunk was treated poorly by the VLD show (correct). 2. Hunk is treated poorly by the fandom (not as correct). Obviously I hate VLD and it's pisspoor attempt at giving Hunk an arc, because they DIDN'T. They did give him so many good things, like a girlfriend and a genuinely good personality, and he has a really good moment with Keith at the end but I'm hesitant to compliment the show on that scene just because Keith is the one giving the speech about how brave Hunk is. Really good speech though, and an accurate reflection of Hunk's character. But they still didn't give him an actual arc. They just. Made the fat one a chef that is nervous, gives good hugs, is the armor of Voltron, and loves to eat. Yes. Fuck Voltron.
But here's the thing: VLD fucked every character up except for Pidge, and Keith, kind of, in a way. So Hunk is only special in the regard that they literally did not even attempt to give him a conclusive arc, and instead pretended they gave him one by letting their poster child (Keith) give a speech.
The fandom, for all its misgivings, was very receptive to how objectively terrible VLD was to its characters. Yes they focused on Lance, Keith, and Shiro the most, but that's to be expected because the show focused on them the most and gave them the most life.
So the fandom "consensus" seems to be that Hunk is treated just as bad in the fan space as he was in the show, but I have to disagree. I see posts with him all the time, with amazing fanart and his characterization in fanfiction is always phenomenal and given much more life than the show ever did. The other major claim is that he is not given a lot of space in fanfiction, and to that I argue that you just aren't looking for his fics. I've read plenty of Hunk-centric fics. You just ain't looking.
Yeah most of the fics are Klance. Yeah, Klance fics are gonna focus on. Yknow. Keith and Lance. Like ship fics tend to do. But even then, Hunk is almost always there in a meaningful way. He was a significant part of Lance's life and a huge part of team Voltron; the Klance fanfic authors can recognize that. The show could not.
And more on that: the most recent Voltron fic I read spent so much time on how Hunk is the kindest person on the team, and in the fic, he does something that none of the other characters can do because he is just That Guy. He's just better. And that chapter is genuinely my favorite because the author puts such a deep and heart-wrenching analysis on grief in there. Good on them.
Anyway. Hunk is cool. He deserved so much better than what the show gave him.
➼ share a head canon for one of your favourite ships or pairings
Shin Soukoku have a cat. They don't realize they have a cat. At least, not at first. They are both respectively feeding the cat, grooming, letting it roam in their personal spaces, and so and so forth, not knowing that the other is ALSO doing the same thing. After a while of this, Akutagawa finally collars it (he did it in a moment of vulnerability. He never allows himself to openly vulnerable, but I like to think it comes out in these subtle ways), and Atsushi sees it when the cat comes back to him. He's a little shocked, but then he decides to send a flower onto the collar to thank the owner for finally putting a measure of safety onto the poor kitty.
Then, well, Akutagawa sends something back. And so and so forth until Atsushi follows the cat, one day, because he thought the cat was beckoning him to go somewhere (in the way cats do, only to typically lead you nowhere). Then he ends up at Akutagawa's front door, deep in enemy territory. Akutagawa opens the door to feed the cat (who starts scratching at the door) and lo and behold, a TIGER!
cue:
(Atsushi: So.... what did you name it?
Akutagawa: Cat.
Atsushi: Um.
Akutagawa: What do you suppose I should call the feline creature?
Atsushi: ...Muffinwhiskers.)
#fun fact i am very much still friends with the people i made the instagram user with#literally texting them right now#anyway sskk will always be special to me#i feel like that could be a wan episode 100%#and is so them#that would make a great little one shot im ngl#answered ask#ask game#hello ao3 and tumblr user wildflowertea
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Btw just want to be clear that Time and Time Again is set to, and will if I don't pause, conclude in May 2025!
Webtoon didn't want to renew or give me any extra episodes so I'm trying to work with what I have. I'm sorry it's ending sooner than I'd like, it's been difficult to come to terms with and challenging to condense my plans.
You deserve a solid conclusion, and I've spent months writing to try and reach that. If there's anything you'd really like to see before it ends, do let me know in case I can (and want to) fit it in.
I'd rather not work with them again, and I hope I won't have to! But coming off of years being overworked and underpaid does not make that easy, to say the least...
I'm doing my best, and I hope you like what I have coming up.
#years of being overworked. underpaid. and literally manipulated and gaslit lmfao#it does not feel good to beg to be treated equally. and then told to be satisfied with less than that#it has been repeatedly demoralizing and insulting#and im not doing it again#i would rather nanny again (most exhausting job ive ever had) than work with them again#but. i would rather not!#I'd rather continue to make comics#but to do it full time i would need like 500 patrons on the $5 tier minimum...#which is SO MANY PEOPLE and incomprehensible to me#ive already proven to myself i can live on 25k a year but obviously its tight (i live in socal)#this. is not what this post is about#it's so hard for me not to complain about them#i feel bad for my current patrons i only share stuff on discord as of right now#well i do the merch packages but like#it's mostly just my discord#just dont have the time or energy to manage my patreon#cause idk if yall know but patreons site is TERRIBLE from the creator side???#it takes like 5 minutes to upload a single post it's ridiculous#so i cant manage it rn. I've thought about hiring someone to help me with it but i cant afford any help#anyways ultimately this is informing people its gonna end#and is turning into a vent around all of the stress surrounding that#like i literally had to take a couple months to just be sad its gonna end and come to terms with that#its hard! it's hard feeling so tossed aside and having your stories controlled even in part by someone else#anyways yeah#i havent finished writing the last arc yet#so theres space for me to fit stuff if theres something people really want#so id like to get in what i could if i can!#text post#sorry i always turn any thoughts about comics into vents about webtoon#theyre so ass man..... it's fine. im gone in may...
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parents of disabled kids will be like “we know our kid is disabled but we just won’t tell them about it. we don’t want them to think they’re less valuable than other kids. we don’t want them to feel limited by their disability, we want them to know they’re capable of anything.”
meanwhile those kids are growing up thinking “why is everything so much harder for me than it is for everyone else? there’s no reason i shouldn’t be able to just do this. i guess i’m just a failed, broken person.”
#text post#ableism#like if you don’t want to get your kid diagnosed with something then that’s one thing#but not KNOWING what’s wrong with them isn’t gonna make the problem just magically disappear#and just personally speaking. SO MANY things i do that i used to feel such deep shame about?#i now realize they were because i’m autistic#the meltdowns the social awkwardness etc#and i feel so much better to know i wasn’t just being whiny or difficult or weird for no reason#i feel like my whole life i’ve been gaslighted into not knowing what i really feel#because everyone always told me i was being ‘dramatic’ or ‘too sensitive’ and eventually i decided they must be right#so now i literally can’t tell what i’m feeling sometimes#because i dismiss my own feelings as stupid and wrong
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my little frobin heart be thumpin'
#it's in the intro of the arc i'm in right now didn't even notice it soon#brook's serenading them#THEY'RE JUST BONDING LOOK#she's literally lending him a hand pls#text#frobin#franky x robin
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well what family doesn't keep a secret vampire family member hidden deep in in the basement /s
EDIT: Rest of the comic is now under the cut!
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BONUS:
#first fullpage comic in my new sketchbook woooo 🎉#poor rune. accidentally hibernated for 20 years and he didn't even do it on purpose.#you can tell by the fact that he went to nap in his freakin pajamas#as you do when you go to sleep#but then this time he just. didn't wake up. and his family assumed it was on purpose. so they just let him???#oops?????#yes munch is a surname that's been used in norway - especially in towns that had historically had contact with german merchants. fun fact#so while his dad was originally literally a windenburg townie from the sims 4... it still works#oh yeah the way i am handling language in this comic. do keep in mind it is set in norway and the canon language is actually norwegian#so while any dialog usually gets masked with english so you may actually understand wtf people are saying#text on objects do not get translated. because they're a part of the world and stuff. it's the way people see them. that makes sense right#(don't even get me started on my complex relationship with written norwegian. long story short: it is a pain)#EDIT: now with the full comic under the readmore
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happy belated valentines day quodo upon thee! originally posted on ao3 for the quodo minifest, this was my valentines for @chacusha, who organized the event! i had a ton of fun drawing them and im definitely looking forward to next year <333
+ bonus art based on the comic by Kate Beaton, Javert is in Slash Fiction:
#quodo#quodo minifest#star trek#star trek ds9#Quark/Odo Kiss ///REAL NOT FAKE/// CLICK HERE>>>>>#did someone say quodo rights night??? either way Here it IS <3#i added image descriptions to the alt text but let me know if you need them visible under the post as well!#initially i was going to post this to twitter months ago but alas. re: the state of things and life in general#anyway this was so much fun !! it literally got me motivated to draw...i couldn't stop i had to keep going and did another...then another..#i should compile all the other drawing i did of them bc oh Boy there were a Few#also getting odo's features just right was harder than i thought. meanwhile quark was like BOOM! there he is :)#also did u see the shoe. did u see the shine did u see it. bc i swear im never coloring shoes again#all the refs i had to use.....and if you think i exaggerated quark's fat ass well Think Again i only took from Reality! it's all there bby#my obligatory one art post a year....what was my art tag again.......oh well time to revamp it#myart#also pls go read the other fics!! i know i made a post of this before but i cant believe the one i received back...kisses them.#it was perfect! literally made for me! in fact im reading it right now! wedding of the century by sirenoftitan and Boy was it ever!!!
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their dynamic to a t
#this is literally canon#eliza may be zed's best friend but she can't stand his ass and i love that for her#also i'm not usually one to complain about having to do work no one asked me to do#but right now i must!#i had to break out my stylus to move the text and images cause they were so tiny#and i don't even think i moved them correctly even after all that#this was the most painful meme-creating experience i have ever had#but anyway disregard this mini rant#(i do not ship eliza and addison btw)#disney zombies#zombies#zombies 2#zombies 3#zed necrodopolis#addison wells#eliza zambi
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your honor my favorite mutual's fanart makes it clear that these two clowns have been fucking all along
#BEEFLEAF#but also#haikyuu#sk8 the infinity#which i spend so little time thinking about but every time i saw official art it was like 🤨#stephcass#you know who you are that i tagged this#fengqing#me seeing official art too they make it so touchy for no reason at all omg my aot phase rooted itself into official arts#my posts#text post#why is it literally 56F outside right now it is JANUARY it is supposed to SNOW#ik its going to be over 100F this summer im going to kms#maybe all the ants im supposed to be gathering will flee the area and commit mass suicide on the battlefield (the plastic lab counters)#im rooting for the argentine ants to win this one because the fire ants fucking bit me when i tried to give them food fuck you too bitch
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anna & carlo post xaviero's murder
#maybe important to mention that half transparent text is from the same one song#(idk literally the n1 song bout falcone siblings /all/ in my head)#anna & carlo#m2#im sorry i was silent about anna & carlo for almost half a year. ofc now i have to spam them since i gave mslf the right to#my toxic trait is taking romantic songs for not romantic relationships
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The gang’s all here!! They’re on the case!! And there’s no ghost that they wouldn’t chase!!!!!
@mysticalcats’s Foxglove, @toki-toro’s Chaumet, @emimii’s Clownaire, and my own Bluebelle :)
#this was indeed the project I was working on lmao#WHY DID THIS TAKE 17 BILLION YEARSSSSSS#I actually rly like how the actual paint turned out#ESPECIALLY FOR FOXGLOVE SQUEEEEE#he looks so cute….and I got all the colors mixed for Chaumet#watercolor oc painting: 1#back paint neck pain headache pain: 0#no but sketching this took such! a long! time!#I just straight up could not get foxglove and bluebelle right it was maddening#but I persisted and I beat the odds‼️‼️ Yipee‼️‼️#I love all of these guys so so so much I’ll prolly never stop thinking about them#please never stop talking about your ocs ever#and I am working on being coherent about Bluebelle as we speak!!!!#I got an idea and now I’m trying to make my brain not be mean about it#literally just chanting to myself ‘YOU! CAN MAKE! IT AS WEIRD!! AS! YOU WANT!!!’#shoutout to my fairytales throughout that ages book for inspiring me#100 points and a drawing of your choice if you can figure out the story Bluebelle’s backstory is based on lmao#ANYHOW#I just be rambling in these tags I perhaps need to calm down lol#I LOVE YALLS OCS FOREVER AND EVER!!!!#clownaire was literally perfect from the start I NAILED his pose first try and then he was very supportive the rest of the way through#live laugh love 🫶🫶🫶💐💐💐🩰🩰🩰#next up: Jemima painting!! with two special guests!!!#oh shit those are a lot of tags uhhhh I’m done now i promise 🫶🫶#cats the musical#cats musical#cats oc#jellicle oc#sorah’s silly scribbles#(also the text right under the drawing are a Scooby doo song LMAO it’s called Dig It Scooby Doo it’s insanely catchy)
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a dorothy timeline (some canon, mostly my hcs oops) because I am so sane about this character
#me and my autism have her by the throat right now (affectionately)#i think I want to make one of these for rose next !! it was lots of fun#not as detailed as it could be honestly… I think I’ll go into more detail in a wall-of-text post one day#yes that’s a tiny me in the corner crying over the three of them having ROSE RINGS#rose proposed for sure and had both those rings and their wedding rings thought out way before hand#if not already made & bought honestly#oh god I’m so in love with them it’s sick#also :’) a moment for tiny dorothy she’s literally precious#<- she knows no evil yet#the golden girls#dorothy zbornak#golden wives#<- because of the big mention I have a system okay#art#artist#artists on tumblr#digital art
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vent. sorry i’m honesty hangry and upset
actually i’m still annoyed. has anyone in this damn fandom heard of filtering tags. for shit. they don’t like
also like not to be ‘what about’ but seriously if your biggest problems are fucking shipping wars on tumblr dot com i envy you. truly.
#misc: personal text#also not to Make It Like That but like#a lot of the people i know who like making art about the legion and/or caecade and vulcade#are people of color as well. like do y’all not hear yourselves. asking racially marginalized people who have historically experienced#slavery/forced cultural assimilation#and a host of other issues#if they LIKE SLAVERY and APPROVE of it IN REAL LIFE#fiction can inform reality yes but truly? it is not that deep. some people like dark themes in fiction. be okay with it#i’m indigenous. much of the legion’s narrative is specifically anti-indigenous. i am *literally the product of genocide*#i still enjoy exploring stories with it. because i can choose to like things. or not like them.#some people like to explore unhealthy dynamics in fiction. that does not mean they approve of it.#and DO NOT come at me saying ‘wuh wuh wuh well that means you approve of csam and you’re a pro shipper’ or whatever the fuck people are#saying now. because that is NOT what i’m saying and it is not the same. and you damn well know that.#a piece of creative work does not have to always make you comfortable. i like exploring morally challenging narratives. i like nuance.#i like grey areas in my fiction.#does that mean i condone that irl? hell no#because i know what im about. i know my values. and they’re not necessarily reflected in my storytelling or art#personally i think that exploring horror and toxicity in fiction is a good way to build reading comprehension (once you’ve ‘built’#the thinking muscles for it).#honestly i’m just so so so so tired of this moral scare around always Liking The Right Things#and if you like the Wrong Things and Wrong Media that makes you Bad.#it’s fucking dumb#learn to filter out the shit you don’t like. you are allowed to not like things.
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and now for something stupid
#but really i also just wanted to play around w this sort of coloring style bc its been FOREVER since ive used it#and i think i can make it look better now#AND i think i can make more sillay stuff like this and not have it take as long w cleaning up lines#anyway now you all understand the terrible dynamic between these three#phobo's infodump text is just copypasted from the wikipedia page for knives.#julliet ALSO uses knives is the thing so hes actually mansplaining < JOKE#he just wants to share. even if it gives her a headache. but he wouldnt mansplain he doesnt have it in him. hes ok with felonies tho#but julis life hasnt known peace since she was told to take care of the newbies#and shes ALSO a newbie (just slightly less so) so really this is probably just tartarus hazing her#theyd take one look at the two disorganized unserious overeager newbies and think ''you know what would be fucking hilarious''#and pass them onto the neurotic slightly-less-newbie who takes everything as seriously as possible. disaster combination.#i cannot stress enough that this is a group of bandits and murderers theyre NOT above hazing.#deimos actually is doing the best job at it since he is stealing as we speak#i mean hes not supposed to do it to his teammates but still. on the right track#as for the dynamic between deimos and phobos themselves its like. theyre just bros. theyre both pretty similar in personality#except deimos is kinda more mean and cynical while phobos can be kinda. dense and naive despite literally where hes at in life#but most of the time theyre basically beavis and butthead#i would also like to stress that juli is not being homophobic she just already cannot stand these guys and cant believe the audacity#but. complete misunderstanding. karma for stealing wallets ig#this will never be cleared up by anyone ever#but again thats not their dynamic they are just beavis and butthead. and i guess that makes juli daria LOL#finn's ocs#finn's art
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THAT is the part that stuck with me and these bunch of sheep completely gloss over that. Smmfh.
#Right#why tf is this being treated like some sort of credibility killing exposé#Like………that’s so scary#Girlll she literally#said Tory text her#one night from a random number#and said I saw u on live crying#and then Megan#changed her number and shi#and then after that is#when he violated the restraining order#during that performance when dababy weird ass#brough tori out.#He is sick#10 years is not enough#He should’ve gotten 10 death penalty sentences#Or better yet treat him like old yeller if you know what I mean#❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️#This whole case had me changing my opinions and views(at least for the moment)#celebrating the police and the system#being xenophobic towards Canadian people#posting stories with reader plus white celebrities with fluffy or smutty material#nearly being racist towards black men#saying that some of them nigcels deserved to be another hashtag#and backing the death penalty.#megan thee stallion#i’m not sad for her#i’m outraged#i’m just glad she’s in a better place now#those people can speak for themselves they know who they are
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i can’t believe i took these photos oh my god i luckily had a great view of the entire concert and wow, again, had thee absolute time of my life. ❤️🩹 enhypen, you will always be loved by me.
#spent the entire day crying btw — pcd is real i need two to three business days to process everything and start functioning again#right now all i could think of is DAMN TAKE ME BACK PLS I BEG 😭#enhypen are such phenomenal performers with so much love to give oh god if i could say in words how amazing they all are I WOULD#their eyes shining while looking at the crowd OH GOD they’re everything really !!#and sunoo’s cover ???? I CRIED. sunghoon dancing gento ???? OH MY GOD I DIED AGAIN.#jake singing love yourself for us ??? hee singing give me your forever ??? RIKI LIKE THIS DANCE ??? OH MY GOD.#the fireworkd too UGH it was a perfect night like the pre concert experience wasn’t the best bc of the heat and some lapses#BUT THE CONCERT ITSELF ??? OUR BOYS ???#OH MY GOD I WOULD GO THROUGH ALL THAT AGAIN AND AGAIN IF IT MEANS SEEING ENHYPEN PERFORM AND BE LOVED AGAIN LIKE THAT.#I LOVE THEM SOSOSO MUCH I CRIED BEFORE DURING AND AFTER THE CONCERT#MY FANCAMS ARE A MESS BUT OH MY GOD IT WAS NOTHING SHORT OF MAGICAL#text post#this is my best picture everything else is unfocused coz i wanted to look at them with my eyes#they are soo beautiful ugh#the entire time i was screaming and crying and singing and dancing IT WAS LITERALLY THEE BEST NIGHT OF MY LIFE#i can’t wait to see you again#i can’t wait to see you again my sevEN 🌟🫀🧡#i talk too much & that's okay ˚◞♡
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feeling a profound sense of dread tonight unrelated to the ghouls and goblins of the season
#text#idkkkkk. im not doing anything halloweeny tonight and despite the fact that i AM doing halloween stuff over the weekend#i am feeling lonely and awful right about now#and i am scared about my trip to detroit next week bc my two friends in staying with arent on good terms anymore apparently#but like they all live in a big co op thing so ill see both of them. but theyve been besties for forever#and now im scared that one bazillion things will go wrong while im there. man. man#when will things get any easier#im tired of feeling bad and im tired of feeling so powerless about it even though im literally not#like i can go out and meet people. i live in a big city and go to a big school i can do that.#it just feels like i forgot how. and im almost graduated so it feels too late to relearn how too.#le sigh#sorry i stopped using twitter for the most part so you guys get the brunt of this now
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