#literally gonna go insane
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tbh like. we dont have enough time. i know this isn't new and unheard of but we really don't have time. like. i need to go to school and i need to work and i need to eat but where is my time to cook and enjoy it? where is my time to enjoy the things i need to do? i want to cook and read and write and paint and i want to sew but i want to enjoy it; i don't want to have to do it because i need to survive, because if i hone the skill/s, i can make money off of it. i want to do it and not need to meet expectations other than mine. i want to do it for fun and because i love it and i want to do it for the people i love and i don't want them to feel like they should repay me or anything. i want to do alterations for you because i love you. i want to tailor clothes for you, make them for you because i love you and i love creating things. i want to write something for you not to prove to anyone that i can write but because i want to show you that i will create for you. i don't want to do things for others to validate my own actions. i dont want to do it so i can be told that i'm good at it and/or that i should make a career, a side hustle out of it. i just wanna do it for funsies fr
#kat talks#literally gonna go insane#im writing a review for an assignment and im doing it on the dress i made#but like. in hindsight a lot of the reactions i got were like#wow this is so good you should do this as a side job#or like wow this is such a good lifeskill to have#yeah both are true and relevant in this day and age but like. i had so much fun making it and i barely get to talk about that at all#idk if this is a cohesive post man i just want to scream#i also don't wanna do my review on my dress anymore idk who i chose it#but too late i cbb changing and restarting#i also talk about atla in this HAHA bc katara says 'what does being a girl have to do with sewing' and i actually watched that ep while i#was sewing and find it an interesting thing to have happened#okay anyways back to my assignment sigh
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How to accept you aren't a gifted kid anymore no borax no glue
#im going through it#wtf happened to me#im going to cry abt this#why does god hate me#i dont even believe in god#anyways#153#it will haunt me forever#i better score better on my actual test or im gonna kms#only a little serious (64% serious)#younger me is DISSAPOINTED#they are probably upset#I KNOW ITS A PASSING SCORE#BUT IT ISNT HIGH ENOUGH#IT ISNT WHAT I EXPECTED#IM SO DUMB#RAHHHH IM LITERALLY GOING TO STUDY SM I CRY EVERYWHERE#LITERALLY GONNA GO INSANE#:( it sucks when a subject youve prided yourself on is suddenly somwthing not to be proud of#153...bro i wanted atleast a 160....never telling anyone ik irl my score#no one will know anything except if i passed or not#god...imma cry.#if i pass one more pract test tho i can take those two actual tests#and then all id have left is the other two tests and im done and i can be freeeeee
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they should work together idk guys
#‘what could’ve been’ pairings make me SO UPSET BUT ITS SO GOOD AND INSANE#need them to hold hands while solving cases together#if you’re gonna follow me you have to go through all my seven different art styles#literally every art I made for this pair are different like how did this happen at all#meronia#mellonear#mello#near#mihael keehl#nate river#death note#death note fanart#myart#hope y’all aren’t sick of me
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one downside to digital mediums of art is that you cant see the tear stains (they just slide down the screen)
#turtlearts#tf2#team fortress 2#not even gonna lie i dont think ive ever struggled to draw as much as i had during this time#these are also a couple months old . and oh my god#i literally thought i was going insane. deep in the clutches of 3/4 head hell and i couldnt escape#like no sleep levels of drawing the same thing again and again until i either got exhausted or just gave up#when the therapist and psych nurse i had at uni said that i have ocd tendencies maybe they were onto something lowkey#side note but thanks to tf2 spy i got a butterfly knife trainer bc i wanted to do tricks#unfortunately i lost the knife :(( but i did learn a couple (really simple) tricks which was neat :)
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i've said it before but it will forever and always make me insane that jacob's ending is to join the cullens for the sake of bella not having to give anything up. they find out jake will be immortal & tied to renesmee forever, so bella gets to smile & say "my family is finally complete! ^-^" but jake already HAS a family. he has a father and 2 sisters. quil, embry, seth and sam are like his brothers. jacob and leah were planning to run away together. he's always been welcome in emily's home, sue has been a family friend since before his birth. bella abandons her mortality by choice because she feels no connection to the people around her, but jacob has really strong bonds. it's clear that every character we meet in la push is like family to him, he's an active member of the community. jake would've graduated high school and been a mechanic, would've grown into a young man. a good friend, a fun uncle, a present son. he's set up to have such a rich life. and he's just magically compelled to give that up. beyond his control, he loses sight of everything, because his high school crush's baby is now the singular most important thing to him. he's perpetually 18 with his perpetually 18 year old girlfriend, running around vancouver or alaska or wherever with the girl who friendzoned him at 16 & her in-laws (who were antagonistic to him for months). and i'm just supposed to say omg yay now he doesn't have to let go of bella! everyone is happy! it's complete madness
#like even putting aside the utter insanity of him imprinting on a newborn (WHICH IS HARD TO PUT ASIDE) it is still CRAZY#like bella was never gonna do anything but be a vampire. from the moment she meets them the only ending for her is to join the cullens.#throughout the series the only thing we see tying bella to humanity is jacob. that's the conflict for her. thats what she must forfeit.#ofc there's charlie but SHE makes the decision that giving that relationship up is worth it to her#bella was never going to do anything else but jake WAS. jake HAD a whole life ahead of him that was taken from him#HE HAS NO CHOICE. HE'S JUST COMPELLED TO DO IT#ugh. jacob can be the Worst sometimes but ultimately he's a victim of the narrative fr#being kinda shitty & unable to get over a girl at 16 shouldn't condemn u to giving up literally every other relationship in ur life#also the phrasing of 'the girl who friendzoned him' in this post makes it sound like i think bella is wrong for that & to be clear i don't#i just mean to emphasize like. how young they are & how trivial their relationship drama would seem to them years down the line#jacob black#twilight#the twilight saga#twilight blog#bella swan#jacob twilight#quil ateara#seth clearwater#leah clearwater#embry call#sam uley#stephanie meyer#smeyer#new moon#eclipse#breaking dawn#twilight critical#mine#jake
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don't get on that train
#i was gonna add an lol but this is actually devastating me nevermind#'i realized too late' literally the romcom protagonist as their beloved goes to the train station#also 'i want someone to care whether i stay or go. i want someone to want me'#we got direct full moon parallels but HELLO there is so much apology tour referencing here also#insane. okay. insane#mine#helluva boss#helluva boss spoilers#helluva boss mastermind#helluva boss blitz#blitz helluva boss#stolas helluva boss#helluva boss stolas#stolitz#e: mastermind#blitz#stolas
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Grian The Reversed Sun: Card of false optimism, the illusion of double victory that they could never have, the echo of its time a tragedy pathed with love;
Scott The Upright Star: Card of faith, a champion raised from alliance of trust, first of the place of healing from betrayals, a testament to his skills;
Pearl The Upright Moon: Card of complicated relationships, of the pair that never was, of the story cut too short, a story that didn't bloom, uncertain they stood victorious and still apart;
Martyn The Upright Tower, the card of violence, a winner of swift end, chaos and destruction, untrustworthy force that plays dirty, shifting the perception of one in the eye of the audience, the song of betrayal in the middle of madness;
Scar The Reversed Devil, the card of independence, the one who's been forced to stay alone, seen as liability, takes the spot as the survivor, after a season of isolation he reclaims control of his own narrative showing his true power;
Joel The Reversed Temperance, the card of imbalance, in the world of discord he thrives, a wild card of his own, the story of recklessness and haste paints the picture of the winner, seeing the warnings he chooses a new path that leads to brighter future, for love is worth nothing less then extreme, he burns bright, he burns quick, and at the end his in a rush, to fight, to trap, to win, and even in victory the imperfection is still his downfall.
#life series#life series winners#wild life smp#wild life spoilers#grian#scott smajor#pearlescentmoon#martyn inthelittlewood#goodtimeswithscar#joel smallishbeans#im so done guys life series is sooi tarot coded and im done pretending that i belive in the solar system narrative#BTW IM INSANE BC I SAID THAT'S JOEL GONNA WIN THE NEXT LIFE SERIES AT THE END OF SECRET LIFE#they literally go in reverse order with a little mix up with the star and moon CRYING EMOJI#guys this whole symbolism is so easy you should all listen to me instead of debating about the sky/silly#trafficblr
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im on my bs yall /lh/j
sorry im gonna be not normal abt tf:one but i watched the trailer again and realized somethin wasn't quite right w the way elita-1/ariel moved
and yall
I REALIZED IT LOOKED OFF AND I ZOOMED IN AND???
SHE ROUNDHOUSE KICKS BUT SHE KEEPS A FOOT F I R M L Y PLANTED. HOMEGIRL SWIVELS HER HIPS INDEPENDENTLY OF HER TORSO AND LEG TO GET POWER BEHIND THE KICK. IT MAKES TOTAL SENSE SHE'S A ROBOT SHES NOT A HUMAN HER JOINTS ARE DIFFERENT THAN OURS.
STILL. THATS SO COOL AND IT ALSO ISNT ANYTHING I WOULD HAVE THOUGHT OF MYSELF. THATS SO COOL.
#CYBERTRONIAN ANATOMY MY BELOVED#this does raise some Questions#are the legs literally ball sockets? are there no connecting wires?#but the questions are being ignored due to sheer UTTER EPIC FACTOR#BRO I HADNT EVEN THOUGHT OF THAT#the joints being able to move independently of each other... for a robot it makes SENSE#IM GONNA GO INSANE??? THIS IS ACTUALLY SUCH A COOL IDEA#imagine what else could be done with this... imagine epic battles where they can move in ways humans just CANT bc theyre NOT HUMAN#AND THEIR JOINTS ARE DIFFERENT#ITS AN ENTIRE NEW WAY TO FIGHT AND IM GONNA SCREAM ITS SO COOL#transformers#transformers one#maccadam#elita 1
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Happy new year to everyone!! ❤❤
#i speedran this#i'm v happy to have met so many great artists this year 😭❤#literally blows my mind#and the support had been insane too i literally read everything u guys say and think about it for days 😭❤❤#hes gonna do it btw#go get your man dazai#bsd#bungo stray dogs#dazai osamu#dazai#chuuya nakahara#skk#soukoku#chuuya#illustration
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If I had a nickel for every time I had an alien with a portable pocket dimension who's likely the last of their kind as a comfort character, i'd have two nickels. /ref
#wander over yonder#woy wander#woy fanart#monkey wrench#shrike sanchez#this is the most niche drawing ive ever made gat damm#going from drawing wander to drawing shrike gave me whiplash lol the styles are so different#also drawing shrike was LITERAL HELL i cant imagine BUCKIGN ANIMATING HIM---MONKEY WRENCH ANIMATORS WHAT ARE YOU ON????#i would pay someone to make a comic of these two interacting (i could do it but im way too lazy)#i cant believe i spent so much time on this stupid doggarn thing im gonna cry /lh#also the height difference between these two is insane I made shrike kneel and wander is STILL barely in frame HAHH
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ii16 spoilers 💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥
#i literally made this in like 20 minutes#im gonna pretend like i didnt go on a 7 month hiatus Hi inanimate insanityers!#ohhhh my god im not normal. im actually not normal.#holy shit#ohhhhh my goddd#inanimate insanity#ii#ii16#ii 16 spoilers#inanimate insanity 16#inanimate insanity 16 spoilers#ii spoilers#inanimate insanity spoilers#adding every spoiler tag cuz this is like. a big spoiler#ii suitcase#ii knife#steve cobs#ii steve cobs#my art#dahlia.png#IM DONE IM SO DONE ITS SO JOEVER OH MY GODDDDDDDDD#WHAT DO YOU MEAN THEY ARENT REAL#WHY ARE PICKLE AND OJ AND (presumably) NICKEL DEAD WHAT THE FUCKKKKKKK#2022 me wouldve been so upset over ojs death its not even funny
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.... alright, which fic was this adapted from?
dont be shy, you can come out and admit it.
#THE KUNIGIRI SNEAK IS INSANE#“how exactly do you feel about me” i literally thought he was gonna go on a romantic monologue holy shit#this is like the 5th gayest thing to happen to the anime#interesting the anime decided to make reo consider this the “reunite” point bc in manshine it sure didn't look it 😭#mikage reo#nagi seishirou#nagireo#reonagi#blue lock#bllk#chigiri hyoma
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he literally main charactered too close to the sun. he used to be so invisible that the door physically wouldn't open for him to be part of the scene. he was out of focus, cut out of the shot. he was physically barred from stepping foot in the precinct. but he found a way to use that, to leverage his status as a background character to get a foot in the door. he delivered food, he replaced tech guy without anyone batting an eye. but he pushed it too far, because now he's The Character. everyone is saying his name and everyone knows his face and his story and they have control of it now. now that he's in the spotlight they have to prod pluck and primp and make sure everything is in it's rightful spot. the show must go on. the story restructures itself around him in order to get to the finale on time. and now they're casting him in the villain role and jamming together random pieces of the puzzle so it all adds up and the show has a satisfying ending..... I'm....
#are you listening.#and now he's taking the narrative by the throat and saying no. you don't get to define who i am;#and even the title of the episode like!!! he's not the waiter or the tech guy or the bad guy anymore. he's willis wu.#im going insane. everyone watch interior chinatown right now#he is LITERALLY looking the audience dead in the eye and saying I see you too. and this is not gonna be how this ends#interior chinatown
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captain jasmine "jazz" drake broke into my brain and is now living there rent free help
#i uhm i uhhh i i i#queen too. i was introduced to queen and uh i uhuhm i yeahgh huhuhu#those two get me all giggly kicking my feet yknow#ep91 killed me three times im triple dead can s omeone help im so deep in my riptide fixation istg if i pick up any vocal stims bc of this#istg if i start going lalala. well idk what id do but smth..#just roll with it#jrwi riptide#jrwi jazz#jasmine drake#chip jrwi#jay ferin#gillion tidestrider#i got to their big revamped designs yiippeeee#N JAYS MAGI C WING S IM SO HYPE#my art#oki now i need to learn how to draw queen uhm i was scared for their debut bc i knew i would be insane but yeah ok i nee d to go like i nee#to leave i cant hes literally perfect i cant deal with it im gonna cry i l ove her sm istg theyer evertyhtinnhg
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forced to once again remember how shadow is laughing when he says "i think i figured out what the ultimate lifeform is! it might be you!"
#speaking#he says this while literally actively dying in space losing energy enough that he isn't too prideful to say straight up#that he can't last very long like this while sonic's almost every voice line has some variant of 'shadow you okay?!?!'#he just fucking. laughs. i can only imagine it's that tired exhausted manic state that makes him go 'haha ... sonic!!!'#insane to me. like . jesus christ dude. what the fuck.#i was gonna say this is an unhinged reaction to reframing your entire life and purpose but at the same time i guess he already did that#smth smth 'i have to keep my promise to maria ... and you' (dies) (im talking about myself but him too he dies too)
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CAN WE PLEAAAASE TALK ABOUT THIS
#im gonna be sick#JORDAN LITERALLY WAITING FOR MARIE AT HER FEET#im going insane#LETS ALL SCREAM TOGETHER CUZ WHAT#they care so much about marie it's actually game over for me#THIS WAS SO CUTE#gen v#jordan li#limoreau#marie moreau#mariejordan
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