#BUT IT ISNT HIGH ENOUGH
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How to accept you aren't a gifted kid anymore no borax no glue
#im going through it#wtf happened to me#im going to cry abt this#why does god hate me#i dont even believe in god#anyways#153#it will haunt me forever#i better score better on my actual test or im gonna kms#only a little serious (64% serious)#younger me is DISSAPOINTED#they are probably upset#I KNOW ITS A PASSING SCORE#BUT IT ISNT HIGH ENOUGH#IT ISNT WHAT I EXPECTED#IM SO DUMB#RAHHHH IM LITERALLY GOING TO STUDY SM I CRY EVERYWHERE#LITERALLY GONNA GO INSANE#:( it sucks when a subject youve prided yourself on is suddenly somwthing not to be proud of#153...bro i wanted atleast a 160....never telling anyone ik irl my score#no one will know anything except if i passed or not#god...imma cry.#if i pass one more pract test tho i can take those two actual tests#and then all id have left is the other two tests and im done and i can be freeeeee
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printed a test sticker 😳
#bunlith#merch#AAAAAAAAAA#dont have a laminate yet so it isnt ready#but we printed out a test vinyl sticker sheet on my roomates inkjet#and it came out with color and pixel density at a high enough quality#to be considered comparable to what my previous supplier did#(we're trying to go indie)
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Pookie...
#fallout 3#fallout charon#charon fo3#fo3#my art#i love him your honour...#my barter skill isnt high enough to buy his contract ffs#also why are u always BROKE in fo3 pleaew
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I love that no matter how many fucking times alison gestures to exactly where the ghosts are mike will still look up in the air for them. the fact that he makes an attempt to interact directly with them instead of just always looking to alison is so charming. but also adhd king.
#mike cooper my bestie mike cooper#when julian records him talking about the house and he looks up and goes 'thanks julian'#like... he knows that means he's there and he believes enough to interact with them even when alison isnt there#like. he means so much to me#it would be so easy for him as a character to just always be the straight man#and be going along with it for alisons sake but then roll his eyes#but he doesnt!!! he trusts that they're there! he tries to talk to them when she's not there~!!#yeah maybe he's a little bit scared of them at first but then those are his wife's family!#that's his wife's group of friends and he wants to be included!!#he wants to know their inside jokes. he pays attention. he knows which one is which.#when alison says mary is gone he says#'the one that smells like toast and spies on me in the toilet' like. yeah she had more personality than that#but he remembers who she is!!!!!!!!!!#and acknowledges that alison needs to mourn!#i'm gonna sobBB!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#bbc ghosts#i cant watch ghosts high i get so emotional
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Dead Tired Honey Swamp
Shout out to @deuces-stone-cold-style for the nightgown inspo!
#monster high#monster high fanart#monster high g1#honey swamp#dead tired#finished this a couple days ago but couldnt post it#cuz my laptop battery decided it had had enough and finally went caput on me#i have a replacement coming within a i cant really draw until then and im super bummed about it#anyway this drawing was funny#i kinda hated it but thought if i could just add some color that it would help#and it did i love her#shes one of my most detailed mh designs so drawing her is always a doozy#i wanna design a dt wydowna to match because they are ghoulfriends#also sorry the nightgown isnt that accurate to the actual reference#i dont think honey is particularly a lace ghoulie which is why i went with the wispy plant fringe#and i really dont like drawing floral patterns i just used the csp presets 🥲#i know the dt dolls come with little accessories but she gets a blankie#and i couldnt fit the sleep mask because i refused to get rid of the bow on her bonnet#id in alt#my art#sabz art
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Fuck it, Disco Elysium’s your Scarlet Hollow traits.
#scarlet hollow#that’s like all I can think to tag this as#this isnt like a high effort thing or anything I made this in like less than an hour#plus I’m not skilled enough to create an actual Disco Elysium styled portrait#I actually wanted to do more#specifically TTA and PB#but couldn’t come up with anything#crystal ball thing
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i feel like im not making any sense but does anyone else feel like there are stories that let u run with them and ones that spell everything out for you
#im reading that post that says artists are directors of audience reaction and not its dictator:#'you cannot guarantee that everyone viewing your work will react as you are trying t make them react. a good artist knows that this is what#allows work to breath. by definition you cannot have art where the viewer brings nothing to the table ... this is why you have to let go of#the urge to plainly state in text exactly how you think the work should be interpreted ... its better to be misinterpreted sometimes than#to talk down to your audience. you wont even gain any control that way; people will still develop their opinions no matter what you do#im thinking abt this again cuz i was thinking maybe the thing that lets adventure time work so well the way it does is cuz it doesnt#take itself too seriously that it gives the audience enough room to fuck with subtext and then fuck with them back yknow. i think it was#mentioned somewhere that they werent even planning to run with the postapocalyptic elements that are hinted in the show but changed their#mind after the one off with the frozen businessmen and dominoed into marcy and simons backstory. on the other side there are stories that#explain too much to let the story speak for itself and i think it ends up having to do more with the crew trying to lead ppl in a certain#direction than expand on what they have and i see a lot of this with miraculous. like when interviews and tweets are used as word of god in#arguments and it becomes a little stifling to play around with it knowing the creator can just interject. u can say its the crews effort to#engage with its audience but it feels more like micromanaging. and none of this is to say there ISNT room for stories that spell things out#theyre just suited for different things. if sesame street tried abstract approaches to themes and nuance itd be counterproductive#a lot of things fly over my head so i need help picking things apart to get it- but it doesnt have to be from the story itself. ive picked#picked up or built on my own interpretations listening to other ppl share their thoughts which creates conversation around the same thing#sometimes stories will spell things out for you without being so obvious abt it that it feels like its woven into the text. my fav example#for this might be ATLA using younger characters as its main cast but instead of feeling like its dumbed down for kids to understand why war#is bad its framed from a childs point of view so younger audiences can pick up on it by relating to the characters. maybe an 8 year old#wont get how geopolitics works but at least they get 'hey the world is a little more complicated than everyone vs. fire nation'. same for#steven universe bc its like theyre trying to describe and put feelings into words that kids might not have so they have smth to start with#especially with the metaphors around relationships bc even if it looks unfamiliar as a kid now maybe the hope is for it to be smth you can#look back to. thats why it feels like these shows grew up with me.. instead of saving difficult topics for 'when im ready for it'#as if its preparing me for high school it gave me smth to turn in my hands and revisit again and again as i grow. stories that never#treated u as dumb all along. just someone who could learn and come back to it as many times as u need to. i loved SU for the longest time#but i felt guilty for enjoying it hearing the way ppl bash it. bc i was a kid and thought other ppl understood it better than me and made#feel bad for leaning into the message of paying forward kindness and not questioning why steven didnt punish the diamonds or hold them#accountable. but im rewatching it now and going oh. i still love this show and what it was trying to teach me#yapping#diary
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My take on Kipperlilly is constantly ping ponging between "She was born with a silver spoon in her mouth and when adventure didn't fall into her lap she got angry like a baby bird trying to feed itself for the first time so she took every short cut she could find to drastic results" and "Kipperlilly had an undiagnosed mental illness and her parents never did anything about because what will the neighbors say if they found out! so she got jealous of anyone with a tragic backstory because then their pains are more believed and not pushed aside and Porter took advantage of that" and I am so much fun with either of em. It's all so juicy
#i would love to read jawbone's full file on her#what we got in canon isnt enough. i need every detail#Dimension 20#Fantasy High#Kipperlilly Copperkettle
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#protecting him isnt enough i need a gun#cash heartbreak high#cash piggott#douglas piggott#ca$h heartbreak high#heartbreak high#hbh#hbh s2#heartbreak high season 2
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okay, bc i have seen this argument alot now (and it also seems to be the view point of aonuma himself..) is that "zelda cant do everything link does bc whats the point then"
and i take personal offense on that bc its a stupid argument (in. my. very. personal. opinion.- not judging people for liking it. its a ME thing)
whats the point? its that its her. its still a different character, different in story, background, personality, but i WANT to play zelda and she can do everything link does, why does she have to be so restricted and be bend over backwards to find some new way to make her 'useful' when link gets to do basically everything no questions asked (the only thing thats hers is like .. sealing power and sacrificial maiden, which i find a little underwhelming to say the least), if theres no point to it why are there always modders that model swap link with someone else, and in that case it has even less impact bc its an artificial model swap with no changes to the story (which can and should still be different when its the vanilla game with a different protagonist... its still a different character), clearly theres joy in just the model being a different one- and that isnt even to mention the story possibilities, since, again, its stil a different character
if we ever (never ... i know who we are talking about here) get to play as ganondorf i want to him to be just as versatile and active as link is, if we got a point and click adventure game for him instead bc 'whats the point' id be disappointed too- you can find any sort of excuse/explanation for zelda to be singled out but the fact remains it tracks with how female characters are often treated, and that hits a very sore spot for me
i guess i am unfortunately one of those annoying people that want to see female characters be treated exactly the same as male characters, possibly bc i am myself afab but identify as agender and have a deeply personal dislike for anything 'traditional' feminine bc i cannot and never will be able to truly live as myself in real life, it influences all of my work, my work is as just as much as my opinion on this, very personal
and in line with my point about modding, i see theres joy in just beign able to play as her even if its like this, i get that, i also get it for the creative aspect (though that mechanic worries me even more for the future bc it really seems to be the path now that -freedom = good, linear anything = bad-) it is a different idea and its not like i cant see that value- im not trying be "right" either, just bc i have that opinion doesnt mean i need everyone to agree, its a very personal thing, if you like it good for you! not for me though, and i think both of that is equally valid
i just personally wish she was allowed to be just like link, fight just like him but be different bc its still her and not him in the end- to be physically/playstyle like jsut like him, but you know ... as her, i dont think shed stop being zelda if she could wield a sword just like him
i dont really know how to get my point/feelings across, i dont want to step too much into personal stuff nor spam people with something that ultimately doesnt interest me alot, im just saddened by it really
(EDIT: bc i forgot to add this on here again; this isnt as much of a problem as it might sound like here, just the main topic i wanted to talk about; why im so uninterested in it is MAINLY bc i dont trust them to write anything interesting/care about lore anymore after totk, im always on the more pessimistic side that thinks its most likely worse than id hope and i know even the past games arent perfect or super interestingly written, but now its much more just a general distrust, together with everything like the price ... im just much less hopeful and cant get excited until i see more of it, like im waiting for the game to get out and reveal that its just as much of a mess and money i regret spending- kind of fear)
#ganondoodles talks#zelda#person that send an ask about this in just as i was writing this- this isnt about you- i promise you#its soemthing thats been stirring in my mind since yesterday#and seeing so many of those comments- and even aonuma himself say it#just strikes a very very personal sore spot#also to that one commenter on a different post-#no- wanting female characters being allowed to wield a sword is not “badass female character mysogyni” (idk how to spell that rn)#the hollywood badass female character thing is annoying but thats bc-#its a super model woman (bc shes ALLOWED TO BE FEMININE you KNOW) fight people in high heels- bc you can be feminie AND badass-#and then does a cringy one liner 'what you thoguht a FEMALE couldnt kick your teeth in'#which comes with alot more baggage of tropes and hollywood etc etc#i long for the 'women are jsut as capable as men' in a very agender way#why do you think i intentionally design alot of female characters non tradtionally feminie or masculine#again this is a very pseronal thing to me#BUT i do think it IS questionable that its her that isnt allowed to fight with a sword#like i dont think thats much of my personal dislike there- but a valid thing to point out no matter the explanations you can come up with#anyway- i dont hate it- but its not for me- i dont want to talk much about it#i hope you can excuse me not answering the asks i got related to this- id just repeat myself#(i guess i should be glad that its the top down one that gets her as the protagonist-)#(i dont think i want to live through seeing her be animated like the typically girly feminine butt wiggle in your face tehehe)#(the botw/totk cutscnes were enough of that for me PERSONALLY)#i dont know how many times i have to say its my very biased personally personal opinion and no a judging of others#to make it clear that no one has to agree with me and i dont want to be convinced of the other opinions of this
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i wish i could express to u guys how much i think about edging yuuji 😔😔😔
#🔪 - mello talks too much#i have made multiple posts about this but it isnt enough#its a classic mello fanatasy#LOL#the way his abs would contract and the little groan he makes when he licks at his high#AJHHHHHHHH#i seriously need to write a fic
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so nona wallace definitely did a react to riz's fantasy high sophomore year finale livestream right?
#my posts#dimension 20#d20#fantasy high#riz gukgak#fhsy#fhsy finale#fhsy spoilers#the seven#the seven dimension 20#the seven d20#ostentatia wallace#nona wallace#nona wallace my absolute beloved#why isnt there ever enough content for the seven
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You were mighty and you were stronger, but I bow no longer
Well, you howl and you roar, but I am not afraid of you anymore
#wdym im very normal about Rocky#rocket raccoon#gotg#high evolutionary#(ew)#a Lord Huron song!!!!!!#called Mighty!!!!!!!#finally!!!!!!#proud isnt enough a word i need something stronger#guardians of the galaxy
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being an explorer must be one of the most inconsistent and risky jobs in the PMD world. Not because its dangerous but because your guild could take like 80% or more of the poke you earn. motherfucker a single tm is thousands and thousands of poke and your bitchass is only letting me have 200 out of 2k????
#if youre a high enough rank it pays super well#but your average explorer isnt gonna be that high#and considering the prices of most things#you will either make a lot or very little. remember to check for the right guilds#pmd#ampha.txt#pokemon mystery dungeon
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Despite being my favorite character, possibly of all time, Clawdeen is the absolute hardest for me to design outfits for.
#monster high#clawdeen wolf#her style is just so??? all over the place??#which is the point i know but damn!#anything i come up with isnt good enough#and shes the only main ghoul i really struggle with!#except abbey shes really hard too#im tentatively working on an overhaul of my redesigns for them#we'll see if i manage it before the end of the year lol#text post#i have a pretty immaculate pinterest board for mh fashion inspo and very little of it pertains to clawdeen
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In a modern au I think the wagyein would be like one of those gaint ass crocodiles that Ivan gets away with keeping because its technically a service animal. As long as its on a leash its all good and not a threat to the public!!
Ivan being rewarded with a more expensive and unique kind pet like a whole fucking crocodile honestly seems pretty in line for him 😭 especially since it adds a new "chic" flair to his photoshoots and his general aesthetic. Imagine Ivan's new photoshoot drops and he's in a suit posing with a fucking crocodile. Insane.
I really like the imagery of this large, scaly and dangerous looking reptile being tamed as Ivan's pet, something that could help boost his image and push that luxurious, enigmatic vibe. You know, like how stereotypical evil lairs have sharks or other rare and dangerous animals guarding the entrance or simply acting as accessory. That kind of vibe. I also like the imagery of this sharp creature being forced into submission and captivity. Forced to become a good, obedient pet, holding in its urges and keeping its teeth hidden. A being taken from the ruthless, grimy darkness, cleaned and maintained to perfection, forced to perform for the cameras. Ivan can empathize, he knows what it's like.
"Technically a service animal" is fucking hysterical. Ivan going Hello, sir! Please excuse my emotional support 12ft crocodile. Don't worry, he's very well-behaved.
I actually think Ivan would get along very well with his hypothetical crocodile. Just like the wagyein, he'd feel connected to it in a very personal way. Also just like the wagyein I think Ivan would be the only person it would never harm. In my head I have the mental image of Ivan petting and cuddling it as if it were a puppy.
#if ivan owns a crocodile luka would own a snake. like those unique kinds that could probably kill you#mizi would own jellyfish in a large aquarium....#i mean. in a modern au these people would literally be the nepo babies of high class rich people. endless possibilities#also you know that one interpretation of ivan and the wagyein where it's like#ivan embracing the wagyein symbolizes him embracing the idea that he is a “monster” (in his own eyes)#he can understand the wagyein on a deeper level because he is so fundamentally different from everyone else#the wagyein doesnt hurt him. even allowing him to rest in its maw unharmed#while it hurt till enough for him to literally be laying on the ground bruised in the og black sorrow storyboards. it frightens mizi too#thinking about ivans close relationship with danger. how he views himself as someone who can only hurt others#or someone who isnt even deserving enough for the pain he causes to matter to anyone (“you don't care about me”)#i think ivan embracing dangerous creatures while till fights back against them says a lot about both of their personalities#ivan is embracing and giving love to the part of himself that he knows would scare other people away. sharper. raw. intense and uninhibited#something that he has to hide or mask in order to be accepted. just like how the wagyein has to be hidden away from everyone else#SORRY MIGHT BE OOC im not in the best mindstate rn#this is just yhe thoughts in my head atm. no polish. my bad#alnst#alien stage#alien stage ivan#alnst ivan#asks
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