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i donât⊠iâm not understanding something right. âŠthey KEEP saying theyâre targeting Hamas, but they have ONLY only only only only killed civilians. theyâve targeting hospitals, safe zone camps, ambulances, already bombed cars with a single surviving child inside- is there anyone who genuinely in good faith believes that Israel is ACCIDENTALLY killing all these civilians?? âŠhave they hit a single fucking target that wasnât 100% civilians??? what the fuck
but even then. âIsrael says it was targeting Hamas compoundâ âŠokay? well you missed. areâŠyou going to be held accountable for this little oopsie? this thing you claimed was an accident? you said it was a mistake but you keep keep keep keep keep keep keep keep keep keep keep keep doing it. this wasnât the fist âmissâ. itâs not even close to the first. i genuinely donât understand how it can be this blatant. how they can lie so blatantly and the whole world just goes âđ€·ââïžđ€·đ€·ââïž they said they were trying to hit Hamas. Hamas is the bad guy in all of this and Israel are the good guys. What arenât you getting about that?â
The Financial Times needs to be on the chopping block
#i dont understand#this disconnect is actually fucking sending me rn. they so clearly arent targeting anyone other than civilians? and havent since the start#actually genuienly mind boggling#like okay. you want to pull the blanket over your head and pretend its all okay? fine#but how do explain all the âmissesâ all the âwe were TRYING to hit hamas..â its. every. day.#every day its some other civilian camp. some refuge. some safe area.#âfool me onceâ and all that. what the fuck are yall ON??? i literally dont know what it would take for you people#you cant be fooled at this point. nobody is in the dark. if you stand with Israel you are a fucking monster. end of story.#rant#sorry for hijacking this post but it just. keeps happening. its ALWAYS âoopsiepoobless we missed hamas again teeheeđ€Ș silly us!â#like??? NOONE BELIEVES YOU#NOBODY IS FOOLED!! WHAT THE FUCK#âthere is no war in ba sing seâ FUCK
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i love reading haikyuu tiktok shipping discourse comment sections. it's so entertaining seeing so many people with such bad taste.
#it's always the exact same shit every time too#âname a ship everyone ships but you hateâ and it's always kurootsukki oikage atsuhina and tsukkikage#like with the amount of times i've seen those ships mentioned in that context i'm starting to believe that NO ONE ships them actually#how is atsuhina hate so common when 2AM mac n cheese literally exists#everyone's excuse is always 1 of 3 things: âi ship kagehinaâ âi ship sakuatsuâ or âthey're just friendsâ#guys... i hate to be the bearer or bad news.... but all three of these things can coexist#you can ship atsuhina AND sakuatsu AND kagehina... AND atsuhina can be besties#i mean i'm out here shipping tobio with half the fucking cast#these aren't real people. it's all about what makes you the happiest at that given moment#today i ship tsukikage. yesterday i shipped kagehina. tomorrow i will probably ship yamakage. WHO GIVES A FUCK#it boggles my mind that there are people out there who won't consider any other ship because they've already set their mind on one#HAIKYUU HAS AN INSANE LINEUP. YOU CAN'T SHIP JUST ONE#i saw someone who was scared to admit they shipped suna and atsumu......... guys#it's not that serious i promise#ALSO THE TERUYAMA HATE I SAW#âthey haven't even metâ BOOOOOORINGGGGG BOO BOO TOMATO TOMATO#fuck it. i'm gonna start shipping kiyoko with kanoka. kanokiyo. my new otp#kanokiyoyachi. my new fave ship. 100k mutual pining hurt/comfort slowburn coming soon to an ao3 page near you#we need to release ourselves from the chains of hatred and start getting crazier with this cast#haikyuu has too much shipping potential for y'all to be shipping the same 5 ships#lets get poly with it. shall we?#THE KAGEHINATSUKKIYAMA GRIND STARTS NOWđȘ#ASADAISUGA GANG WE RIDE AT DAWNđŁïž#ATSUHINAKAGE AND/OR ATSUOIKAGE BRETHEREN WE DEPART AT HIGH NOONđ„#FUKUYAKUKUROKEN SHIPPERS OUR TIME IS NOWđŠ#sigh.......... you guys get it#volleyball guys
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look at her face.
i never wanna see another "xalphys doesnt care abt the rest of the xtale gang and she never has muh muh muh" ever fucking again do you hear me.
SHE DOESNT SHOW THAT SHE CARES BC SHE KNOWS ITS POINTLESS. THAT SHE CANT HELP ANYWAY SO ITS BETTER AND EASIER TO JUST PUSH THE OTHERS AWAY BC AT LEAST THEN THEY WONT BE HURT WHEN SHE HAS TO ACT AGAINST THEM. BC THEYLL EXPECT IT FROM SOMEONE "UNCARING" LIKE HER. BC THEYLL KNOW WHERE HER LOYALTIES LIE ALREADY. THAT DOESNT MEAN SHE ACTUALLY DOESNT CARE. THESE ARE HER FRIENDS, HER FUCKING FAMILY. OF COURSE SHE CARES.
NONE OF YOU GET HER LIKE I DO NONE OF YOU!! NONE OF YOU SEE HOW AWESOME EPIC SHE IS NONE. OF. YOU!!
#i will fight for her honor#ms xalphys you are kind of a shitty person but its believable and justifiable and noone gets your angst like i do#i am her number one do you hear me.
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Again back with the point what Gortash enforces his narrative while Ketheric and Orin are the captives of it.
It think it can be easily melted down to if they're satisfied, deep down, with how things are going for them (aside from the Dead Three plan falling. Imagine what it's not falling apart)
I don't think Orin actively thinks of her feelings and her intentions; she is in the never-ending chase for Father's love while knowing down well how much his disapproval and punishment hurts. And she is locked into that position without any way out, doesn't even consider a way out because it's all she has ever known and all she knows there to be and matter. But it's not happy or satisfying existence, Bhaal has no worshippers, only victims.
Ketheric got what he so desperately craved: Isobel is back.
And it's almost as if nothing else matters now. He is a lost man, someone who was good and kind and righteous once, and some part of him remembers this man, remembers the man his wife fell in love with, and hates who he has become. He would do anything Myrkul told him to for Isobel, because Myrkul brought Isobel back. But is he happy? Is he satisfied? Absolutely not. He is Tired. He is the man just waiting to die.
Gortash loves his evil plans and his machinations and he loves his genius and his Steel Watch and all the manipulations he pulls of. It makes him feel clever, better than everyone else, it makes him feel in control of everything, like he truly solved life and everyone else is just clueless a clueless senseless mass of bystanders.
He likes innovation and technology, power and control; and he likes combining these things together.
The only part what's missing is an equal to bask in his glory. The perfect equal candidate was Durge, but Durge is gone (if not played as origin), but some wandering adventurer who managed to defeat Ketheric will suffice, they show promise.
He isn't remorseful, isn't trapped, everything is going according to plan (imagine what it does and the Elder Brain doesn't beat him up to it). He doesn't even feel fear. (I believe he was controlled by that feeling for the majority of his young life, absolutely hated it and got himself a cloth of authority to Cancel This Damn Emotion Forever)
He might be lonely, deep down, he is clearly resentful towards Raphael, the warlock who bought him, and his parents, and everyone who has ever wronged him. But he'll get to them, or already got to them. He loves exactly three things: himself, his inventions and his empire.
Someone by his side is a nice bonus, but it's not the requirement.
#ketheric thorm#orin the red#enver gortash#lord enver gortash#like he is such unremorseful bastard I love him with my whole heart#truly said ânoone but me matters actuallyâ and acted on it#I also believe he would profit greatly from some fucking human connection#get attached idiot *throws Durge into his face*#get absolutely destroyed by caring for someone other than yourself *takes Durge away and tadpoles them*#how do you like that huh??? HUH? try working with Orin now#oh and if Durge is ever coming back they'll not recognize you. Does it sting huh? does it???
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Anyways, my brother made me binge watch the first season of The Office and everyone kept telling me this was a sitcom, yet nobody told me this was actually a horror series (im joking, yes it's a funny haha series) (but if you have ever worked in this exact kind of life-sucking job in your life. Then you know. And this is my own personal hell)
#granted i never had a boss like that#but i had a colleague twice my age who wouldn't stop muttering my name whenever he saw me#i was paid to organize binders by color#smoking and lunch breaks where noone talked#and that was the highlight of my day because I had noone waiting for me at home#can't believe The Office came out in 2005 and yet its depiction of a working environment is way more âââwokeâââ than the one-#-I had 15 years later#my take is that i've watched The Amazing Digital Circus back to back with The Office. And you know what ?#They're the same picture.
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i finally finished High Noon Over Camelot. I am...........unwell
#Trans rights and trans wrongs and poly rights and poly wrongs but at what cost#Moral of the story is that you can avoid your tragic ending if- 1)you remember and accept trans people exist and 2) dont be xenophobic#But it really gets me that The Mechs like supported Mordred in him wanting peace#They were at his side! Even if Gawain and Arthur believed him to be weak the narrative was on his side#And the tragedy was that he lost faith in his ideals because of the cruelties of his world#Also why are so many people are like 'haha tragedy could have been averted if Galahad hadnt sit on ppl killing chair'#When like the only reason they all had a fighting chance for a happy ending was because of him#And the sacrifices he made because he genuinely wanted everyone to survive. Both by sitting on ppl killing chair and by sacrificing himself#(Even if it was all for naught)#justiceformyman. So what if he is so intense he comes across as every single stereotypical corrupt crazed priest/cult leader#Anyway my favourite songs were Hellfire and Skin and Bone#high noon over camelot#the mechanisms#galahad hnoc#arthur hnoc#guinevere hnoc#lancelot hnoc#hnoc#mordred hnoc#gawain hnoc#drumbot brian#special shoutout to him. He was trying his best#empty thoughts
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just realized there's probably a lot of new people in sunnyblr so im gonna shill again the sunny spec script I wrote in 2020 in 2 days
#iasip#it's always sunny in philadelphia#always sunny#macdennis#macden#this script got me the email of bryan swamberg because i tagged him and he said he'd be happy to read it but legally can't unless i sign a-#document. and i wouldve signed it. but he never sent it to me after i contacted him. choosing to believe its bc i predicted their twist#if you read this script i ENCOURAGE YOU to look too deep into it#i am telling you right now it's all intended to be meta. every single line#i feel like this still holds up tbh tho Some small details dont feel as relevant now with s15 out. just a couple tho#please dont be shy to give feedback i live for it and to this day i feel like noone dissected ALL the things i put in. and many ppl read it#i love analysis and meta đ#also it has my old twt handle in there lmao#this script almost reached rcg đ bryan u never got back to me..... heartbreaking#it's ok i dont wanna work in script writing anyway i just wanted crew to read it lol
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S3E12 my beloved. one of my fav episodes in the entire series house vs his biggest weakness: human connection
#also as an atheist/agnostic i feel very spoken to/represented lol#which is not very common#âlife doesn't have meaning unless theres more after thisâ#âall the meaning is in This lifeâ#this and s1ep21 three stories#the exchange btwn him n cameron thats like#âyou find it comforting to believe this is it?â#âi find it comforting to believe this isnt just a Testâ#thats basically the whole reason for my atheism like i believe in Me and This Life#you Make meaning meaning isnt derived from the promise of a heaven#ehh this one is a bit personal idk if i wanna put it in the main tag#eh noone reads tags#house md
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anyway, another aesthetic for despa x teru (oc) in an imperial-1870s-convenient-marriage!au.
teru frowned, "dear prince despa, you have shown no regard that indicated you esteem or admire me! you see that if we marry it will be for my luck than yours, don't you?"
"oh how so?"
despa's face took an air of complete innocence; it took her entire limbs to not roll her eyes.
"my dowry is not as grand as that of the now empress," she grits. "i have no material inheritance except for my father's book and...âoh, don't tell me you covet his collections, you horrid man!"
he laughed, "perhaps i do, but thenâwho said that your dowry is insignificant?! you are the granddaughter the king masse, and combined with the income my brother will bestow upon me after this unionâmy dear, we will live like kings of the south!"
teru scoffed, "if your desire is purely material, its hardly worth considering."
"my brother wants to shoo me and ouken to independenceâand that pup won't marry his darling before i do. desha was also lecturing about ...," despa waved his hands about, "expanding and maintaining the dynasty, whatever; though i bet he wouldn't even take that responsibility hadn't he seen and fell over himself with your cousin. well, fortunately and unfortunately, such is the present duty for us three. and its not like there will or has been a proposal as good as this, princess teru."
she rose from her seat, a flurry of ruffles walking over him. "oh, you and your insolent mouth!
his footsteps trailed after her pleats further into the glass house, "you and your spirits! this is what i likeâand what drove that miserable duke away and leave all the blessings for me to win your hand."
"you're no better than those perverse fiends spurred on by sheer feminine disdainâi want nothing of it!"
"i haven't talked to you as any less than human now, have i? tell me, teru, would you like a man who'd cower and nod at whatever you say or take an engaging partner?"
"peace and tranquility wont kill anyone. you'd never leave me to my own company."
"quite the contrary!âhave you forgotten those months ahead of the wedding? we got along splendid! and i intend to take you around the world, teru. see places; towns, villages, castles, beaches and those valleys under your mountain. i'd speak as my brothers emissary in stadiums and universities where you'd be welcome to its histories and architectures. what sights of the world! surely it will be better than wandering about your cousin's court? and don't you think we'd make a fine couple together? even if you do tire of me, i'm sure honi will take you inâ"
teru bristled, "i won't depend on anyone!"
"then i'm offering my other house in the country. when you tire of me, i give you leave to go there and live your pastoral life."
teru's heart had soared at the thought of travels - but then with his offers for separate living might seem kindly but 'tis as if he doesn't want anything to do with her. her father would frown at it. not that it's a concern to be voiced now.
"there's hardly any benefit for you in this," teru said, sitting down on an old wooden bench before the orchids. "money, yes perhaps - but then what? companionship? a-and then even about the money; i might spend it more than you estimated and you'll have the same or less as you usually life on!"
"i'm sure you'll manage my allowance instead, so i have no worry on that part. you forget status! marriage is respected in the underworld (or will be, with what impression we're trying to build now), especially to a member of such a respected, old dynasty of sky-warriors like you! we'll be force a in the underworld - our brain, our looks, our character! imagine what you - we! can achieve together. teru, i see no one else filling that position of the grand duchess."
despa had paused in gesturing as if to drive his earnestness deep into her. she looked up at him, meeting his brown eyes. there was none of his goading smiles despite the fire in his eyes. the gift was unwrapped in her hand, she need only pocket it.
"don't make me laugh"
"nonsense. i have scoped the continent last year, none of these young ladies hold a candle to you. i thought you striking at our first meeting, and further months of contemplation only proved thatâwell, i won'tâneither of us, that is! we won't will like it if you choose a fool instead."
teru smiled as he reverted into flattery. the preening lion of the underworld, desperate for a woman well-past the marriage market. she would not crumble as easily... but he was right in the sense that it is an opportunity...
so will she throw it all away and languish like a dusty, priced tome or seize the opportunity like a wick to a flame? to burst together into a fire cracker? it is simply too tempting...
"give me time." with that teru rose, resuming back into her ingrained royal air - back tall with an extended hand, "come to dinner tomorrow, prince despa."
#they got married dw#honeymooned by train if you can believe it.#other than my fair lady i think they also have that rhett butler-scarlett o'hara air#with all the mischief they get into with their income#imagine despa proposing like higgins offering liza those chocolates#âyou'll have boxes of them evry morning by your bedsideâ#âand me out of your sight until noonâ#ousama ranking oc#ousama ranking#ranking of kings#despa#prince despa#canon x oc#art#headcanons#anime headcanons#moodboard#aesthetic moodboard#royal moodboard#anime fic#original character#1870s au#ousama ranking fic
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cat hacker reintroduces mspec lesbian discourse into my life my brain obliterates itself in ocd-fueled recursive self-argumentation
#ânoones identity lives in a bubble and the self-id of others DOES effect broader culture and cause potential ramificationsâ#and#âjfc iâm not the center of the god damn universe and REGARDLESS of whatever petty semantic preference i have towards âmyâ definition that#doesnât mean shit for other people + the idea that queer people can be âinvalidatedâ or âexcludedâ is fucking STUPID that isnât how queers#work we arenât a fucking club we can kick people out of for not doing things ~correctly~â#can seemingly coexist in my brain but they keep biting each other#oh and in addendum to the first one âmy lesbianism is fundamentally disinterested in men as both ID and interest to the point that it has#can feel (<- FEEL) like active misgendering to imply its definitionally compatible with other conceptions of the word.#not to mention the whole âi canât even fucking figure out how my sexuality treats bigender people at all. like iâm consciously fine with#them from a like⊠impersonal framework but LUST-WISE it feels like dividing by zero. i donât know. fucking logic puzzle ass shit.â#ON MY END IâM FUCKING MISGENDERING SOMEONE EITHER WAY ITS. GAH. HELP#IT MAKES ME FEEL BADLY PROGRAMMED. CANâT EVEN HANDLE A LITTLE GENDER FUCKERY. INFANT BRAIN.#you can pry my ID from my cold dead hands and if you imply its bigoted or ~separatist~ in origin iâll fucking gut you. but also teehee its#just MY id and you can ID however you want just donât tell me how to identify sparkle sparkle~<3#but also my id IS mutually exclusive of yours definitially and WILL cause problems going forward from a clerical & organizational standpoint#homonym ass queer theory relied on by a fucking spineless little shit who refuses to take a hard stance for what she believes is right OR c#correct. the spineless coward is me. by homonym i mean the same word and spelling meaning different things to different people to the point#it might as well not be same word at all#âi think my definition of lesbian is objectively better and wish people using other definitions would please stop but ALSO if you think less#of other people for using other definitions i will beat your skull in with a rock you bitchâ is. what i boil down to.#âi think inclus vs exclus language is stupid and not how the lgbt+ community works but going by the logic i donât like the existence of the#ID but also literally almost all my bestest friends in the world are inclus on the subject and despite my semantic arguments i donât disagre#disagree with them. i still pray every night that i might wake up to a world where my actual opinions are unnecessary and my consciousness k#knows pure unchallenged peace thoughâ#while also recognizing that dream of personal peace by way of ignorance of the identity of others is pretty fucking selfish lol#i keep writing addendums. this can go on forever.
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The Vestige becoming Silencer in ESOÂ âs Dark Brotherhood storyline despite the Gold Coast Sanctuary having older and more experienced members made me sure that the Dark Brotherhood cares about accomplishments more than age and experience.
#i was like 'ok so the HoK became Lucien's Silencer because there was noone else'#but in ESO there is way more experienced members like Astara or Elam yet Speaker Terenus names you as his Silencer#so I believe they look at how good you can murder#now i wonder who appoints you as the Silencer the Speaker or the Black Hand?
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how do i know if im actually nonbinary or if im just a girl faking it. i dont wanna be a girl sometimes but sometimes i do. sometimes i wanna be feminine. i dont know what nonbinary means. i will not have surgery, passing as a girl is convenient for me sometimes, just like passing is convenient for binary trans people. but it doesnt mean i wanna be a girl or that i enjoy it when its detatched from how much people respect me, i just dont wanna be disrespected sometimes and im not not a girl because what the hell even is nonbinary? but then i feel like a traitor and not a real trans person. i constantly feel like someones about to call me out on faking it. maybe i do fake it a bit and for example use only it/its instead of she/it (my actual preferred pronouns) because i feel like people wouldnt acknowledge it otherwise. i hate it here i hate it everywhere. i just wanna be myself but i dont have the courage to do it because the overlap of people who would support various aspects of me is very small and i have to lie a little bit every time i talk to someone (this also applies to things besides gender..)
but yea im not binary because i never enjoyed being a girl unless it was an opportunity to get praise from people i have to be around. i know this about myself. i dont experiance gender euphoria or dysphoria as far as i know. there are even aspects of my personality that i can make a nonbinary gender label out of, even though they might be fleeting so i usually dont.. but i should. but yeah im nonbinary
#my more defined nonbinary labels are currently a mistery but i used to identify as an artist#even before i gave myself permission to be nonbinary i would think to myself 'im an artist before im a girl'#and then today i posted (and then deleted) 'i identify as an evil monarch/overlord and sometimes a nerd'#i dont know how true is that#i also identify as a robot sometimes but i need to refine it bc i mean a specific way of depicting robots#+how i would affirm being a robot is a slippery slope (me @ myself: 'we are not getting a wrist chip we are not getting body mods')#i get to decide who i am and even if someone doesnt like it they cant stop me... heheheheeeehhehe thats wonderful#and you know what. im gonna go on a leap and say if someone tells me im not a real enby thats transphobic#even if its a fellow trans person. sorry. im serious! that should be my attitude#but im planning ahead for no reason. noone told me that yet lol#well. a person at school scoffed at me when i told it but it believes people are divided into men and non-men sođidc#+like yeah no matter what bs it spouts its still an expert in its own gender. full respect. but! its not an expert on MY gender
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Heads up: Fem! Reader x Lee Chan, elements of a humiliation kink (f. receiving), dirty talk, praise (f. receiving), hints of possesive! Chan, mentions of fingering and oral sex (f. receiving), somewhat sadistic! Chan, overstimulation (f. receiving), unprotected piv sex, Chan being condescending and the use of baby as a petname.
I will block you if you are a minor and/or have no easily visible indication of your age on your blog if you interact with me in any way.
[01:45]
Cuddling with Chan has just become part of your everyday routine. Sometimes, he crawls into your bed, and other days, you make your way into his. It's a habit you don't quite remember how exactly the two of you started forming, but as you nuzzle against his arm, you don't think tracing the beginnings of this matters all that much.
Most people would likely think you were lying if you told them that it had been innocent and platonic. Given how attractive your roommate is, their scepticism wouldn't be misplaced. However, it'd been true. You and Chan rarely strayed away from innocent touches and cuddles with discussions of your respective days sprinkled in. His hand on your hip and your face nestled into his neck being as scandalous as the two of you would get.
Well, that used to be true anyways.
Now you find yourself with your thighs spread for roommate. Your face warmer than you can ever recall it being and your pussy wet and swollen from what has felt like hours of Chan toying with you. Forcing you to cum on his tongue and fingers three times but, not letting you feel his cock yet. He seemed more than happy to watch you fracture into pieces, and tears streak down your face as he kept curling his fingers through your orgasms.
You'd never thought he could be sadistic but, the gleam in his eyes and the way his cock twitched with every pitchy sob from your mouth might indicate otherwise.
"I want you to hold your thighs open for me," he says, his evil, evil tongue chasing the taste of you on his mouth and as far as it can reach. Lidded eyes meeting your own momentarily with the command in them clear as day before they drift between your thighs.
"Ch-Chan, that's embarrassing," you whine, clamping your thighs shut and turning your head away to look anywhere but him.
The air stills in your lungs when his fingers grip your jaw and force your eyes to meet his blazing ones once more. "It's embarrassing? But, you're already so fucking wet for me," he mutters, his lips spreading into a smirk when he snakes his way between your thighs with his unoccupied hand to drag his fingers along your slit. A moan tumbling out of you when he lightly brushes your swollen clit.
"Something tells me you like being embarrassed," he says before pulling away and resuming his earlier position. It takes everything in you not to whine at the loss of contact.
"Well?" You really, really hate how attractive he looks with his eyebrow raised. Waiting for you to comply because if tonight has proven anything, it's that your resolve immediately crumbles when it comes to Lee Chan.
So, you do. Prickles of embarrassment heating your face further as you hold onto the backs of your thighs and, borderline present yourself for him. Feeling exposed and vulnerable and more turned on than you have in ages.
"That's my good girl," Chan coos and squirm at the words. Your walls clenching hard around nothing and feeling painfully empty as your eyes land on his cock resting against his toned abdomen.
"Is there something you want?" He asks with another one of stupid, aggravating smirks. Before you can mouth off to him, Chan is one step ahead. Grabbing himself and running his tip along your soaked folds, a barely there groan, leaving him when he briefly reaches your entrance before almost immediately shifting upwards once more.
"Chan please," you heave, your thighs quivering and he hadn't even fucked you properly yet. It's maddening. He's maddening.
"Please what?" You've never wanted to punch a man more in your entire life.
"Please fuck me. Please please please," you wouldn't be surprised if you were crying again, frustration and want creating a highstrung, volatile cocktail within you, "Please, I want your cock inside of me. Plea-"
You cut yourself off with a sharp gasp, your fingernails biting into your thighs as he starts to sink into you. His eyes are intense and unwavering as he takes in every minute detail of the expressions that cross your face. For your part, you're barely coherent. Your eyes rolling into the back of your head and breathy whimpers falling from your lips from the mind-numbing stretch he provides.
It's only when he's fully sheathed inside of you that Chan looks down and, he regrets it immediately. You clamping down on him felt otherworldly already, but to see it? To see how you cling to him and cover him in your wetness? He's a fucking goner.
"See, now was that so hard?" He asks but, any condescension is severely undercut by how fucked out he already sounds too.
"No," you respond, just trying to remember how to adequately breathe with him nestled so far inside of you.
You thought just him sinking into you was overwhelming, but it got so much worse when he finally started moving. He started off slow, not wanting to give you too much too quickly, and even then, you can feel your toes already beginning to curl and your thighs quaking once more.
"You're taking me so well, baby," he mutters into your ear, his hands replacing your own and practically folding you in half as he fucks into you. The petname is new and sudden, forcing a gush of wetness from you and your hands to find purchase on his biceps in an attempt to steady yourself.
All you can muster in response is a jumbled mess of his names interspersed with moans and whimpers and keens. With how precisely and deliciously he drags along your walls with every thrust, it's frankly a miracle you haven't blacked out yet.
"Aw, is my baby already too fucked out on my dick?" He asks with faux sympathy, one of his hands turning your face to meet his gaze once more. Apparently, your roommate really has a thing for eye contact.
You try your best to nod, eyelashes fluttering when he hits a particularly dizzying spot. You don't fail to notice the addition of 'my' to the already new petname. A sadistic possesive man. Just your luck.
"Can't even speak? Poor baby," he coos, kissing below your ear before moving to the rest of your neck. His kisses are all tongue and teeth, chuckling into your skin every time he finds a place that makes you squirm and tighten around him. You're just so responsive. Chan can't help himself.
You choke on your spit when he reaches between your overheated bodies to draw quick circles on your clit. You've been teetering on the edge of a fourth orgasm for some time now but, you don't know if you can do another one. You're so sensitive and swollen and, Chan's thick cock determined to fuck you stupid certainly isn't helping.
"One more, baby," he mutters, a twinge of delirium colouring his voice as he continues his merciless pace and the patterns his fingers draw.
"Ch-Chan, I don-don't know if I-I can," you whine but, you can already feel it building. You think Chan does too from the way he moans against you, his teeth ghosting over your throat.
"You can, baby. I know you can. You'll be good for me and cum one more time, right?"
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#j recs.#dino rec.#rj đ#mark me down as in SEVERE. DISTRESS.#dom chan has to be done *just right* for me to get into it and here you come with this. putting it on my dash. sending me into orbit.#I canât believe this rj im not kidding I have fucking. brain fog. after reading this. i donât even know what day it is right now#has this awoken something that i didnât even know ab myself lmfaoooo stop i am GONNA COMBUST#I have to drive somewhere in like ten minutes and i am literally insane right now. WHAT HAVE YOU DONE TO ME#âthatâs embarrassingâ âsomething tells me you like being embarrassedâ IM NOT KIDDING IF THIS MAN LOOKED ME IN THE EYES AND SAID THOSE WORDS#I WOULD DISSOLVE INTO THE BEDSHEETS. NOONE WOULD SEE ME EVER AGAIN. WHAT THE FUCK IM SCREECHING#only dogs can hear me right now#get me a paper bag I need to do some breathing exercises đđđđđđđ#god i am not your strongest soldier. i am so weak and feeling so pathetic over this. donât even perceive me rn#im going through a LOT and it is YOUR FAULT#(1000000/10 will be reading and suffering again<3)
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UKIYO ⧠jeon Jungkook
summary: itâs the start of summer and thereâs nothing better than dipping your toes in the sand and falling for a local boy who plays beach volleyball in his free time. heâs charming in a way youâve never seen and you seem to understand each other better than one could imagine. both stuck in an awkward time of self discovery, you try to live in the moment and forget about your worries till they become too hard to ignore.
The Japanese word ukiyo (pronounced "u-key-yo") means "living in the moment" or "detached from the troubles of life".
⧠genre/au: summer romance, local beach boy!jk x city girl!y/n, [she/her, afab]
⧠17.7k words
warnings: smut, fluff, âcoming of ageâ but theyâre in their twenties, jk falls first. oral [f receiving]. unprotected bc theyâre literally on a boat. hair pulling. jk is kinda rich boy. oc seems mean but sheâs got mean vibes but just sassy and jk likes it. jk was previously engaged. law student jk. intimate missionary. jk is a volleyball player. think beach town vibes. his ex is kinda stuck upâall his friends are. jk is kinda lovesick puppy who needs aftercare lol
inspired by, Nicholas Sparksâ âThe Last Songâ
songs: tyrant â coldplay, mind over matter â young the giant, left hands free â alt-j, omg â suki waterhouse, sex drug etc â beach weather
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For a long time, summer was the only thing to look forward to in the year. The days were longer spent outside enjoying time with your friends and letting yourself sleep in until noon. As you grew older with more responsibilities that didnât suddenly disappear when the temperature grew warmer, you began to lose feelings for the season. It made no difference in your life anymore and you longed for the days it would.
Maybe thatâs why it was so easy for you to drop everything and leave your worries behind. A couple months in the sun, no stress, nothing holding you back.
âI still canât believe I managed to convince you,â Your friend said for the third time in the last hour. You couldnât help but roll your eyes, again, âI still canât believe it either, donât make me regret it.â
Hoseok mocked you using a high pitched voice, turning the Jeep Wrangler into the driveway of a modern beach house, âHow could you regret these next few weeks waking up to the waves crashing on the shore?â
âWhat magazine did you read that off of?â Your friend asked from the backseat, laughing to herself at his expense, âI hate when you talk corny.â
âWhatever, you guys are so ungrateful,â Hoseok jokes, pulling the car in âparkâ and powering the engine off, âNext time Iâll invite someone else to come withâsomeone who I won't have to beg!â
âBoohoo,â You pretended to whine, getting out of the car and racing to get to your luggage first, âYou love begging for me.â
âYou wish,â He says with a scoff, âHurry up and find your rooms, I want to get down to the beach as soon as possible.â
The beach was at its peak time of day where the sun sat the highest and almost every foot of sand was covered with peopleâs belongings. Not far from shore were rows of volleyball courts and crowds of people watching and as much as you wanted to avoid that busy side, it was the way to the boardwalk. You had no choice but to follow your friends in that direction. They were steps before you, already arguing about which store to go into first or what food stand youâll go to but you were distracted by the large Ferris wheel in the back.
Maybe your focus should have been on the matches happening all around you but by the time you realized that it was too late. The white ball barely grazed your side when a tall figure headed straight into you with a loud thud.
A low grunt left your lips as you hit the sand with such a force that it physically ached for a moment. Your hands and face were practically covered in sand it was hard to acknowledge whatever gibberish your assailant spat out.
He didnât have time to get a good look at you as he rushed to his feet, taking your arm and pulling you up abruptly, âShit, Iâm so sorry, Iââ
âItâs fine,â your tone came out harsher than expected and it probably had something to do with the guy who loomed over you, and how embarrassed you felt. Up ahead your two friends were barely realizing you werenât behind them and turning to find you, laughing once they did.
The stranger let his gaze trace over you with sudden curiosity, not at all intimidated by your attempt at a scowl. Now that he was looking at you up close, he had to admit he liked what he saw. He couldnât help but grin nervously, âIâm sorry.â
His smile made you glare as you dusted sand off your jeans, âReally? I canât tell.â
âI⊠itâs just, usually when thereâs a ball flying people tend to dodge it,â he was walking backwards now as you tried leaving, he wanted to face you when he talked and it made his cocky smile all the more unbearable. Youâve just met the guy and he hadnât given the best impression yet. Honestly, youâre just tired from the trip and youâre hungry so you blame that on your mood but you just want to escape this embarrassment of falling.
A scoff left your lips, âAre you saying that this is my fault? Maybe if you all played the game on the court, you wouldnât have run after it.â
You were giving him attitude and yet he didnât back down from returning it with a sweet smile.
âJungkook!â Someone called from behind but the guy didnât bother to even look back at the paused game. Instead he kept up with you, âYouâre right, itâs partially my fault too so how can I make this up to you?â
You stopped walking, looking at him. You didnât know him and he didnât know you so there was no need to hold him up from his game any longer, âDonât worry about it.â
âBut I canât go on like this,â The stranger, Jungkook, said, âNot until I know youâre not mad anymore.â
The way you rolled your eyes excited him in a good way. He wasnât amusing enough for you and it was rare for him not to be.
âJungkook! Come on man, the game!â
âY/n!â Hoseok said loudly, âHurry up, Iâm starving.â
Just like that, the two of you walked away from each other and you had to tell yourself not to look back at him. You didnât want to catch him doing the same before he went back to playing.
âAre you okay?â Hyeri asked, still laughing lightly, helping you shake off sand, âI was going to help you but then I saw you talking to that hot guy and I didnât want to intervene.â
âSo considerate,â you mumbled sarcastically, trying to hide your smile as you walked the steps up to the pier and forgot about whatever was happening on the sand.
The stranger really was attractive, and if he hadnât toppled you over like it was nothing you might have stayed a little longer. When you spotted him below you couldnât help but look him over. He wore a pair of blue and white striped swimming trunks and no shirt which gave you a good look at his muscular back and sleeve of tattoos. Compared to the players around him, he looked noticeably different from the rest and you kind of liked that.
âWhat are we eating?â You asked your friends who shrugged, still indecisive.
Hours after the sunset and Jungkookâs adrenaline from winning began to slowly settle down, he walked along the boardwalk with his partner. The two of them are trying to waste time for a while before their night plans come along.
âI know Yeaun is around here somewhere and if sheâs here then that means Chae-hi isnât far,â Jimin said looking around the crowded boardwalk while Jungkook followed behind lazily, âWhich means a fun night for us so letâs find them.â
He could hear what Jimin was saying but he wasnât truly listening. His attention had drifted away from the conversation the second he looked to the side and found a familiar silhouette in the distance. Well, not too familiar but he recognized it from when he crashed into you earlier.
You were with your friends at some jewelry stand looking over all the handmade bracelets and necklaces, such a short distance from him. He could easily make it over to you in no time.
âI donât really want to see Yeaun,â Jungkook said, eyes trained on you. Jimin groaned in response, whipping back to his friend and shaking his head. He followed his line of sight and jumped in front of him.
âNo, look over here, weâve got plans,â Jimin said hoping to pull Jungkookâs attention away from some stranger, âWe told Chae-hi and Yeaun weâd met them tonight.â
âNo, you have plans, I never agreed to anything,â Jungkook said with a laugh, clearly amused. He tried to see if you were still there but when he looked back you were already walking away.
âDonât be that way, think about me. Your best friend, who has been trying to get with Chae-hi for weeks now,â Jimin begged, making Jungkook sigh with defeat. He didnât say anything as he motioned for Jimin to lead the way and went on with his life.
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Thereâs a story about how you found yourself moving into a beach house with your best friends for the summer. The opportunity sort of fell at your feet when Hoseokâs sister had to leave abroad for a couple months because of her job. She lived in a nice house on the beach that would need to be looked after and thatâs when she decided to tell her younger brother about it.
Not long after, he came to you and Hyeri and asked if you wanted to join. It took a long time for him to convince you but when you realized how shitty life currently was back home, there was nothing holding you back.
Your first week has been fun getting to enjoy the warm water and sand between your toes. Youâve gotten into a bit of a routine in the area and youâve begun to familiarize yourself with the roads and places. Thatâs probably why you were doing Hoseok a favor by helping him out today.
Heâs busy taking care of some errands for his sister and asked if you could bring his car into the shop for some maintenance, considering Hyeri liked sleeping past noon, you had no choice but to agree to it all on your own.
âWhat can we do for you?â A guy in a dark gray button up and oil streaks across his hands asked you once you made it to the auto shop.
âJust an oil change.â
Jungkook had nearly forgotten about his encounter on the beach. There wasnât much for him to remember anyway and heâs never been the type to hold onto something so meaningless. He carried on with his usual routine and busied himself away at work.
The shop he worked at was busy all of the time and it was a great distraction from whatever else happened in his life so he truly loved it. He loved getting to work with cars and getting his hands dirty. He worked with people he was friends with and sometimes, if heâs really lucky, someone who catches his attention will stagger in.
When he found you standing in the office with his boss signing papers he was visibly taken back. He had been too busy helping Namjoon take a wheel off a black Sedan, to notice when you came in but he was too late now. You were already finishing up whatever you were doing with Jin and leaving.
âIâll be back,â Jungkook told Namjoon, tossing him the wrench he had been using and heading straight to the front.
You went across the street to the small diner and he had to think about this. Part of him didnât feel the need to see you again, mostly because he was embarrassed by toppling you over and probably how he sounded. Part of him wanted to ask for your name, apologize and try and see if youâll talk to him.
âIâm taking an early lunch,â Jungkook told him without much of a car as he hurried to clock out and leave for the diner.
You sat alone in a booth with your laptop open and scrolling through a website filled with job offers. It was partially out of boredom and a reminder that you needed to find somewhere for when you get back home. You could look for something in the field you used to study in but how far could you get with it?
âExcuse me,â he stood in front of you now, âI donât know if you remember me from a few days ago butââ
âI remember,â you said blandly, looking up at Jungkook with a mixture of boredom and a small hint of possible curiosity. He looked very different with a shirt on, his abs werenât as distracting but he still had an intimidating build. Thatâs why his pretty face surprised you under all that sweat and car grease. He was clearly one of the mechanics and has somehow made his way to you.
âRight, uh,â he swooped in to sit across from you, âI wanted to apologize. I didnât mean to knock you down and sometimes when Iâm playing, I kinda get a little too excited so Iâm sure I was just talking and talking.â
Youâre assuming he meant how he followed after you and smiled so arrogantly when you looked visibly annoyed with him. What you donât get is why heâs apologizing again, you werenât still upset over that.
âItâs fine,â you reminded him with a confused look, trying to read what he was really here for, âYou work across the street?â
âYeah, Iâm Jungkook,â He finally introduced himself, âI saw you earlier and it was time for lunch so I came to talk to you.â
You didnât say anything for a while and the silence wasnât broken until the waitress came and asked what Jungkook would like. He brushed her off with a âWhatever sheâs havingâ and looked at you curiously.
âOkay,â Youâre definitely not from around here because he wouldâve recognized you so just who are you? He cleared his throat awkwardly, âUm, yknow, usually when someone gives you their name you say yours back.â
âY/n,â You said distantly, âCan I ask you something?â
âYes, anything,â Jungkook sat straighter, almost reaching up to fix his hair but stopping himself. He wasnât nervous or anything but youâre not speaking to him with the same flirtatious tone and itâs confusing him.
âWhat are some fun things you can do around here other than the usual tourist stuff?â You asked him suddenly, âYou are a local, I assume.â
âYou assume right,â Jungkook nodded as he bit his lip in thought, âI could always show you better than I can tell you.â
âYouâre a funny guy, yâknow?â You smiled, âBut seriously, what is there to do?â
Heâs pretty sure that was just a rejection so it took him a moment to bounce back from it and tried to catch himself from doing it again.
By the time the car was ready, you were paying for your meal and hurrying to leave while Jungkook ate and enjoyed the last of his break. For the rest of the day he found himself thinking about you.
Heâs lived a very repetitive and predictable life. Since early childhood heâs had the same classmates and friends, and gone to the same places and events. Heâs known the same girls and has hung out with the same people for years. The only time he got any sense of independence is when he was gone for law school but now that heâs done and has returned home for the sake of his family and friends, heâs reminded once again of the repetitiveness.
Maybe thatâs why heâs a little excited to meet someone new. He just had a strong feeling that you were more interesting than you let on and he wanted to know more.
He didnât know that you felt the same and had to ignore these thoughts so you wouldnât start anything with him. Jungkook was attractive and youâve moved on from the fall aside from the slight bruising, and you were just trying to enjoy your time. Did you really need to meet someone?
In all honesty, he didnât seem as arrogant covered in sweat, he looked good and he seemed nice.
But did that mean you wanted to waste your time with him?
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It was a crush, nothing but a small, schoolboy crush that occupied his mind from time to time. In all honesty, it was easy to ignore when he got carried away in his day to day life, itâs only when he sees you or you cross his mind for the shortest of seconds, that he finds himself getting lost. He doesnât care for the girls his best friend likes to hang around, nor does he feel the need to upturn himself out there. Lately, all heâs wanted is to be with someone who makes him forget about himself and maybe he wasnât looking in the right places if he thought you could help.
It was wishful thinking for him to hold so much thought over a stranger who couldnât care less to know his name, but thatâs what he liked. He wondered when he would run into you again, what he might say in hopes of getting a response and what would happen after that. He even wondered if youâd be at the beach tonight while everyone told ghost stories and drank bottles of Soju one after the other.
What does he say when he finally sees you looking at him?
You spotted him first, hating how much you wanted for him to look up and see you too. He was with his friends and you had no intentions to approach him but⊠well, he was cute. You canât act like he isnât and heâs oddly charming which makes him memorable but it was a bad idea. This trip was meant to be fun with your friends and thatâs itâyou werenât going to make time for strangers.
âFor once we donât have to worry about an Uber and can walk our asses home,â Hoseok said standing over a keg, âSo I donât know about you guys, but Iâm blacking out tonight.â
âWhen has anything ever stopped you from accomplishing that?â You asked him, turning your back to the familiar stranger, âYouâre never the one ordering it anyway.â
âNo, heâs usually the one weâre pushing into the backseat,â Hyeri joined in on the teasing.
âShh, why do I always feel judged by you two? Is this what friends are for?â Hoseok pretended to be hurt as he filled your cup with beer.
âSheâs not from around here, is she?â Jungkook asked as he looked across at you. You havenât noticed himâhe doesnât thinkâbut heâs noticed you and for some reason that excited him. Well, for one specific reason and it was simply the fact that he likes you. Does he know enough about you to pinpoint this statement? No, but he knows that he feels strange when youâre around. That has to mean something. The longest relationship heâs ever been in was with Yeaun and he doesnât remember feeling this excited to meet someone.
âHow would I know?â Jimin asked when a scoff, barely bothering to look over at you. He couldnât help but roll his eyes, âYou rather think about her than Yeaun? Youâre insane.â
âAre you sure itâs Chae-hi you like and not Yeaun? You sure do bring her up around me a lot,â Jungkook rolled his eyes.
âIsnât it obvious? I want you to get back together with Yeaun so that Chae-hi will think about me instead of her âheartbrokenâ friend,â Jimin handed him a cup of beer, âTake one for the team.â
âNo, I donât think so,â He chuckled, âWe broke up for a reason so donât push it.â
âNot a good reason,â Jimin mumbled under his breath but Jungkook chose to ignore it.
âThere you are,â the devil herself said as she found him, âWe were wondering where you two ran off, right?â
âRight,â Chae-hi agreed, âHi Jimin.â
âSo, itâs kind of boring here isnât it?â Yeaun asked looking at Jungkook for assurance, âPlus all the low lives are starting to come in and I really donât want to be around any of them. We were wondering if you guys wanted to come back to mine.â
âTo do what?â Jimin asked while Jungkook stood back disinterested and distracted. He couldnât even pretend to be interested when he was focused on someone else entirely.
By pure luck, he looked back to see if you were still standing where you were before and this time you locked eyes with him. Without much care for the conversation he was supposed to be in right now, he walked off while they discussed plans involving a hot tub.
âIâm starting to think youâre following me,â Jungkook first said as you nearly bumped into him in an attempt to get closer to the bonfire. He walked alongside you with ease, âFirst, on the court, then at my job and now here?â
That made you snort in disbelief, shaking your head and trying not to smile, âSomeone seems flattered but I think you have it the wrong way.â
âAs in Iâm the one doing the most to run into you? No, never,â Jungkook spoke dramatically, âThis is all by chance. Thereâs no way I couldâve seen you from over there and decided to come and talk to you instead. That would make me seem desperate, wouldnât it?â
âIt would,â you agreed, slightly amused now as you broke into a small smile, âI didnât take you as the type.â
âWell thatâs because you havenât tried to get to know me, Iâm honestly a catch,â Jungkook joked lightly, following you where you walked off to, âOr are you scared?â
âScared? Of what?â You asked, stopping abruptly and turning to face him with furrowed brows. He couldnât help but smirk, âOh I donât know⊠getting to know someone new. You give me the vibe that you donât like meeting new people.â
âI love meeting new people,â You exaggerated childishly, âWhen they donât fall on top of me.â
âI caught myself, so letâs not lie now,â Jungkook snorted, âBesides, whoâs the one who walked into the middle of a game?â
As he said that, the two of you seemed to have drifted far enough from where the fire had been going, that you found yourself not too far from one of the volleyball nets on the shore. Jungkook looked down at you with clear amusement as you looked up at the net and he walked up to the abandoned volleyball that sat in the sand.
âDo you eat, sleep, and breathe volleyball?â You jokingly asked, finally giving Jungkook some response that implied you were interested in him even slightly.
âOnly on the weekends, sometimes around noon or after work if Iâm free,â Jungkook told you, picking up the ball, âDo you play?â
âNo,â you told him as he began to bounce the ball back and forth between his hands. You looked back at your friends who seemed preoccupied with whatever new friends they made for the night.
âItâs easy,â Jungkook said, âThereâs really only one basic rule, donât let the ball touch the ground.â
âAre you giving me a lesson now?â You asked with slight amusement as he moved to the other side of the net, âIâm warning you, I wonât be any good at it.â
âIâll take it easy on you,â Jungkook tossed the ball your way and although you reached out to hit it, you missed and it landed a few feet behind you. He couldnât help but laugh, âOkay, maybe you try and throw it.â
âBut how do I throw it?â You looked up the tall net wondering how you would make it over. You held it up and tried doing a practice hit while he tried teaching you.
âJust try a simple serve, you can hit it from under or throââ
âOh my god,â you broke out into a nervous laugh as Jungkook covered his face with his hand. The ball sat at his feet, completely oblivious to the fact it had just pummeled straight into his face. You covered your mouth in an attempt to stop laughing but you were embarrassed and couldnât do anything but try and laugh it off, âIâm so sorry.â
âReally? I canât tell?â Jungkook said sarcastically, sounding eerily similar to you when you first met but still playful. In all honesty, the pain wasnât too bad but it was humiliating and the only thing he could think about is how youâre trying not to laugh, âYou think itâs funny?â
âNo! No, I donât, I just um,â you tried to stop, âI justâŠâ
âYou just what?â Jungkook looked at you, slowly making his way to your side and you inadvertently began to step back, worried he might actually be upset, âYou like laughing at causing other people pain?â
âDid it actually hurt?â You asked with surprise, still stepping back the closer he got.
âMy ego, yeah,â he joked, âAnd I feel like we need to get even.â
âWe did, think about it as me getting back at you for the other day!â You tried to say, feeling the edge of the ride begin to touch your feet the farther you walked from him.
âReally? So this was all part of revenge?â Jungkook asked, âI donât think so, I suggest you run.â
âWhat?â You stopped to think, âJungkââ
And it began. He kicked water at you once the tide was close again and without thinking, you jumped back. You werenât wearing a bathing suit or anything appropriate for the water so he canât. Youâre in a simple top and flowy, long skirt, not something you wanted wet, âDonât you dare.â
âWhy? Scared of a little water?â He tried to kick water again but this time you moved back in time and he smirked, âItâs better than getting hit in the face. Will you take care of me if I get a concussion?â
You scoffed, laughing, âDonât you wisâJungkook!â
He ran after you as you took off in a jog and before he knew it, you were splashing water back at him, not caring about how wet you got. The night was young and you were having a good time, there wasnât much to worry about other than making sure you got Jungkook before he could get you.
Not far from where the two of you played in the ocean with the moon reflecting against the waves, a few pairs of eyes watched you unimpressed. Jimin didnât have much to think about the matter, he just couldnât understand it. Why would Jungkook waste his time on someone he didnât even know?
Yeaun was right here desperate to have him back and instead heâs wandered off with some stranger acting childish. It doesnât make sense, and neither does the big grin on Jungkookâs face once he caught you and tackled you into the low tide, both getting drenched in water.
âJungkook!â He ignored the call of his name as he watched you shake sand out of your hair with curiosity. You looked annoyed even if you smiled and he knows you probably are considering he pushed you into the water but youâre not cussing him out yet. Youâre not screaming at him for getting you into the water so maybe it was a good sign.
âAre we even now?â You asked breathlessly as you looked forward to where your friends were and turned away from Jungkook.
âI guess, for now at least,â He teased, walking toward Jimin, âIt depends on if I bruise or not.â
âI didnât hit you that hard,â you scoffed, smiling and shaking your head in disbelief. At some point in your ascend back up the shore, Jungkook got you to finally give him your number. You didnât question when his friend approached him, going on about something you didnât bother listening to and turned in search for someone you knew.
âYou look like you need a towel,â someone said from your right. It took you a second to realize she was talking to you, much less holding out a clean towel for you.
âThanks,â you said, trying to wipe off some of the sand with the beach towel the stranger handed to you. Hyeri was off talking with some guy and you had no clue where Hoseok was so as of now, you were on your own here. The girl was pretty and she seemed nice enough so you didnât mind responding to her approach.
âIâm getting sand all over it,â you tried to make some sort of conversation, âSorry, Iïżœïżœm Y/n.â
âDonât even worry about it, Iâm Yeaun,â She said with a smile, âYouâre not from around here, are you?â
âIs it that obvious?â You asked, laughing lightly. Yeaun just shrugged as she got closer to you, âNot really, but, well⊠thereâs just some people you should always avoid.â
Your brows began to furrow with confusion, âLike?â
âNo, I donât want to start anything,â she shook her head no, âWe donât know each other and youâll probably think Iâm meddling but⊠okay, Jeon Jungkook.â
You didnât say anything to that as you tried to get a good look at the girl. Yeaun was pretty with sun-kissed skin and golden hair that shone under the moonlight. She seemed soft and glowed with a brightness that felt contagious but you didnât know her. You donât know why she brought up Jungkook or why she even approached you so you had nothing to say back to her.
âI just mean⊠youâre not from around here and you seem smart,â Yeaun said sympathetically, âJungkookâs kind of a known player and I donât want you to fall for his tricks, trust me, heâs not worth it.â
âTrust me, itâs not like that,â you said, suddenly disinterested in conversation with her and more focused on finding your friends, âThanks for looking out for me though.â
Yeaun watched you walk away and not bother to turn back and she had to leave like it didnât bother her to be brushed to the side. She canât tell if you took what she said into consideration or if you couldnât care less and she didnât like that. She didnât like that she didnât know you and she didnât know about your relationship with Jungkook or how you know him.
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His life was utterly perfect to anyone who thought about it. He had the bestest of friends, the closest family, the most money and a promising future. Everything he had ever wanted was handed right to him and in a sense, it made him arrogant. It was a given that he would end up that way and maybe thatâs why heâs always surrounded himself with people of the like. He didnât despise any of his friends, just sometimes, when he listened to the conversations they would have, he wanted to disagree.
âYeaun said youâve been avoiding her,â Jin said as he pulled a golf club out of his bag.
âGreat, now youâre talking about her too?â Jungkook asked, lining his club up with a shiny white golf ball, âI already get enough of it from my parents and Jimin.â
âWell yeah, when you suddenly call off a year long engagement with someone youâve known all your life, people question it,â Jin said, watching Jungkook swing the club back and shoot the ball into the air, âWeâre worried about you.â
âDonât be,â Jungkook mumbled, âBesides, thereâs someone else, I donât know if you know her, her nameâs Y/n.â
âDoesnât ring a bell,â Jin shrugged, moving his visor down to block more of the summer sun out of his eyes. He wore white golfing gloves and a pair of Raybans, making him look straight out of a country club catalog.
Jungkook sighed, growing more restless by the minute. Heâs only seen you on few occasions and heâs yet to leave a good impression on you where he can ask for your number or something, âShe was hanging out with this guy, I know you know him but I canât think of his nameâyou dated his sister.â
âHoseok?â Jin asked, âI remember hearing about how he was in town. How do you know this isnât his girlfriend youâre hitting on?â
âItâs not,â Jungkook said, âI donât think. I donât know.â
âBut what about her?â Jin asked, hopping in the passengerâs side of the golf cart, âYou donât know a thing about the girl but you like her and youâre willing to throw away your future because of it.â
âIâm not throwing anything away,â Jungkook said with a scoff, âBut whatever, you donât get it.â
He spent the evening golfing on a private course not far from the beach where you wandered around with a book in hand.
You enjoyed passing time with your friends but sometimes, you just needed time to yourself and you would find yourself wandering off on your own without much care for anything else. Your friends didnât mind when you went off and you always made sure to tell them where you would go so there was never any problem. Ever since you got here, youâve been doing things on your own.
âI knew I would find you around here.â
You didnât respond at first, still debating if the person was talking to you, but one look up told you he was. Although you wanted to resist the urge to smile, you couldnât help it.
âStalker,â You said with a small sigh, closing your book. He didnât say anything as he took a seat down in the sand next to you. âYouâre on my turf, remember? What are you reading by the way?â
You glanced at the cover of your book, âNothing excitingâhowâd you know I was here?â
âI looked for a dark, brooding figure and assumed it was you,â Jungkook joked, âAnd just an fyi, my face still hurts.â
âIâm sure you've been hit worse,â You said sarcastically, sitting up and watching him get comfortable. He was dressed in a light color linen button up and shorts, the first buttons were undone and a cliche shell necklace sat perfectly against his collarbone. He was attractive and youâve thought so since the beginning but something was holding you back.
Did you really want to waste your time on a stranger you wonât know in a few months?
âWhat are you doing tonight?â He asks suddenly.
âSleeping, hopefully,â you told him, a small smile when you noticed him roll his eyes.
âItâs the summer, the sunâs out, you live on the beachâdonât look at me like that, itâs a small town. Word gets around when a new person shows up,â Jungkook said with a shrug, knowing itâs him who had been asking about you.
âYouâre just solidifying my stalker allegations, should I report you?â You asked, laughing slightly.
âIâll have you know, a lot of people would love to be stalked by me, you should feel flattered,â He nudged your knee with his.
âWhat? Like itâs hard? Word gets around,â You said to him, âIâve already been warned about getting too close to you.â
Jungkook let his brows furrow as he took in what you said but it didnât take long for it to dawn on him. As much as he wanted to act like there was no way his ex girlfriend would approach you, he knew her too well. Who else would talk down on him? Who else would feel threatened when he ignores them? What does she think she gains from telling you to stay away from him? Isnât it his decision who he approaches and does she think youâre just going to fall in line like everyone else does?
This is the sort of thing that pisses him off. Heâs not a bad guy at all, he doesnât sleep around, he focuses on his goals, he has fun with his friends⊠so why?
âBut if it makes you feel any better, Iâm not very good at listening to what Iâm told,â You finally said, standing up with your book in hand and pulling the sand-covered towel, âAnd Iâm starving, so whereâs a good place to eat around here?â
As much as he wanted to act like the cool guy and seem indifferent, he couldnât help but break out into a grin. Without wasting another second, he got up and motioned to carry your things, âThereâs a good food shack on the boardwalk. I guess I could show you around.â
âIf it isnât too much of a hassle,â You said playfully, handing him your things.
âSo, I want to know, whatâs a big city girl like yourself doing all the way over here?â He asked on the way up, âOr do you still want to play at being mysterious?â
You rolled your eyes, âI don't usually play games like that, I think youâve got me confused with someone else. I just donât talk if I have nothing to say.â
âInteresting take, I personally never know when to shut up,â Jungkook smiled, pointing up to the restaurant and walking in behind you, âBut seriously, usually the tourists come to pollute our water and get away.â
âAre you always so observant? You give me the vibe that you like to watch other people,â You told him, sitting down at a high round table across from him.
âAnd you give me the vibe that you hate talking about yourself. Why else would you avoid every question I ask?â He asked, raising a brow making you scoff but you couldnât deny it. When the server brought out your menus, she made sure to greet Jungkook like old friends.
âDo you really care to know?â You asked quietly.
âWhy else would I ask? Iâm not pretending to be interested, if thatâs what you think,â Jungkook said honestly.
You didnât say anything for a moment, looking down at the menu contemplating what to order and what to say, âThings were getting a little too complicated back home and my friend asked if I wanted to pack up my things and follow him down for the summer and I said yes.â
âHow broad,â Jungkook said with a small smile, lifting a brow and waiting to see if you would add to it.
âItâs the truth,â you shrugged.
âWhat was complicated?â Jungkook asked.
He looked amused when you narrowed your eyes in response to his probing. âAdulting.â
âYouâll figure it out,â Jungkook shrugged, waiting for the server to come back to take your orders. He let you order first, watching the server give you a look as she listened and followed after with his own.
âHow wise of you to say. What about you?â You asked him, handing the menus back and sliding your drink closer to you.
Jungkook distracted himself playing with the wrapper of his straw and shrugged, âWhat about me? Weâll get to me when you give me the juicy details.â
You couldnât help but scoff, looking out the window to the view of the waves crashing against the shore, âWhat? I told you everything.â
He chuckled, âBarely.â
Rolling your eyes, âRude.â
âReally?â He asked, biting back a smile.
âNo. Youâre actually pretty nice,â once again, you sighed, as if admitting that was hard for you.
âNice? Thatâs what you tell a guy when youâre going to reject him. I just want to know more about you but thereâs not much I can go with. How long are you staying?â Jungkook finally asked you.
âA couple months, are you already dreading it when I leave?â You asked, sounding sarcastic and amused.
âMaybe, youâve left an impression despite what you might think. Crushing you under my incredible physique was destiny.â He could tell you wanted to laugh but were refusing to do so.
âCorny.â
âFunny.â He crossed his arms over his chest, leaning back in his chair and making it known that he was going to wait for you however long it took.
âI had this bad roommate situation I couldnât take anymore and my lease doesnât end for another two months so when Hobi asked me to come with I jumped at the chance. I left my job because itâs draining me and I felt useless so I figured itâd be easier to run away to the beach and deal with it all later. Happy? I was honest.â You rushed the words, half-assed the pace.
It was his turn to narrow his eyes suspiciously but gave in, âContent. Youâll figure it out, you donât seem like the type to wait around for things to fix themselves.â
âReally? Because that feels like what Iâm doing right now. Iâm all the way over here where I havenât done anything but run into this strange guy at the beach who I think might be stalking me,â You said, joking at the end.
âNo, right now youâre trying to live in the moment, nothing wrong with that,â he chuckled, ignoring your joke.
You donât remember much of what you said to him but for some reason Jungkook was very easy to talk to. Maybe itâs because you donât really know him or expect anything from him at all but he got you too open up to him like youâve known him for years. In reality you didnât know anything about him or anyone here for that matter.
âOkay, okay, enough about me. Itâs your turn,â you had finally said between mouthfuls of whatever the two of you ordered and Jungkook couldnât avoid it any longer.
âAlright, Iâm⊠also trying to figure things out on my own. Iâm used to being with certain people and doing certain things and I donât know, at one point I kind of got fed up with everything being so predictable. I want to meet people on my own and not because they know who I am or something,â He rushed his words, âIf I could, Iâd move far away from here but right now I donât think thatâs an option so I settle for next best and stick it out. In all honesty, everythingâs kind of been a bore until I met you, youâre different.â
You raised a brow, mirroring his earlier stance and crossing your arms over your chest, unamused, âHow?â
He smirked, âI donât know yet, I can just tell.â
You never believe a guy when he goes on about how different you are from other girls because usually theyâre just full of shit. Youâre not good at picking the right person so it makes you wary to believe anything he says despite how good he looks saying it.
By the time the bill came, the server made sure to sit it without checking if thatâs what either of you wanted but you didnât hesitate to reach for yours. Jungkook snatched the small slip out of your hand and hurried the server back so he could pay for it in full, giving her a tight smile, âJust one check, thanks.â
âSure thing,â she said with a light scoff that had you looking after her with furrowed brows. Something about the way she acted left you feeling confused.
âWhat a good first date.â Jungkook said at the end, walking outside with you.
âThis wasnât a date,â you teased, thanking him for the meal nevertheless, âBut I should probably call it a night, yâknow.â
âOh yeah, me too,â Jungkook shrugged âBut if youâre not doing anything tomorrow night, we should see each other again.â
âHm, Iâll think about it,â You said playfully, âIf Iâm not busy.â
âYou wonât be,â He smirked, bumping your shoulder with his as the walk turned bumpy and more trail-like as he walked you home, âBut why donât you give me your number and we can talk about it more on the phone.â
âHah, smooth guy, arenât you?â You asked, taking his phone and typing your number in. When you got to the soft trail of greenery and sand that led up to the backyard of the beach house.
âHow about we watch the last few minutes of the sun set together,â he reached for your head and stopped you before you could head up the wooden steps.
âHow about you donât kidnap my friend for the whole evening!â Hoseok shouted suddenly, tripping over his own feet as he ran out the sliding glass door that led to the pool deck, âIâve been worried sick about Y/n.â
âNot true, heâs been sleeping!â Hyeri yelled after him, âBut youâre the guy who tackled my best friend on our first day here.â
âMy reputation precedes me,â Jungkook held his hands up in surrender, âIâm Jungkook. I was just asking if you guys wanted to join us and watch the sun set.â
âHow aesthetic, let me grab some bottles of Soju.â
Your attempt to end your time with Jungkook failed and he seemed pleased with himself for that. He was also polite enough to try and get to know your friends too.
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He was having a crisis, he thinks. A real life identity crisis because for the first time in his life he thinks he likes someoneâin a way heâs never liked anyone before. Itâs pathetic and makes him feel so stupid because he barely knows anything about you but itâs the truth. If anything thatâs what makes him like you so much. He likes that he canât tell what youâll say or how youâll react to him, itâs exciting.
He just wants to know if heâs on your mind too.
âWeâre still on for this weekend right?â
âWhat are we doing again?â The road ahead was a scenic path between mountain and sea that led all the way to this private property of his childhood home.
âChae-hiâs birthday trip.â Jimin spoke from the passengerâs seat of the black pick-up truck his best friend paraded in when he wasnât on his dirtbike.
âOh, yeah Iâm not going. I was thinking of taking Y/n sailing,â Jungkook said with a small smile, looking sideways, unable to miss the way Jimin stiffened and went silent. He looked back to the road, hand tightening around the steering wheel slightly, âWhat?â
âNothing,â Jimin scoffed, looking out the window annoyed now. The drive was silent for a while, nothing but the low sound of music and wind blowing through the topless truck.
âWhatâs up with you lately?â He finally asked, âYou barely know the girl and sheâs all you talk about. Weâve had plans to go with everyone.â
By everyone he meant their mutual friendsânot just his ex and her friendâwhich made things worse. Heâs known them all for years and itâs hard to see them when he wants to move on and do his own thing. Jungkook tried not to let Jiminâs tone ruin his mood and sighed, âSorry, man, but Iâm not going. Are we playing later or what?â
âYou sure youâre not busy with your new friends?â Jimin asked, remembering about the night Jungkook had dinner with you. He tried calling him that night to see if he wanted to go out for drinks just to be rejected because Jungkook was too busy with you and your friends.
Jungkook chuckled, âDonât be jealous, youâll always be first in my heart.â
âOh fuck off,â Jimin rolled his eyes, trying to not sound bitter as he asked, âWhatâs your girl doing anyway?â
âY/nâs not my girlâyet, I donât know. She hasnât texted back,â Jungkook said worriedly, making Jimin stare at him strangely.
Itâs not that he had anything against you personally, he just doesnât get it. Youâre a complete stranger who wonât stick around so why has his best friend chosen to hang out with you so much recently. What did you have over the people heâs known all his life? What do you bring to the table?
What did you gain from being around Jungkook?
You couldnât explain it either. All you really knew was that a cute guy who sort of annoyed you in the beginning was starting to rub off on you. Youâve come to enjoy running into him and forcing yourself to open up because heâll listen. It made you feel weird in a good way. You wanted to think about how fun it was to be around him and ignore all the worries youâve had recently.
Even with your close friends, youâve long since stopped talking about the people you were interested in. It wasnât because you didnât trust them or want their advice but sometimes you didnât feel the need to say anythingâespecially if it was harmless fun. Thatâs why when Hyeri approached you about Jungkook, you werenât sure what to say.
âItâs no fair,â Hyeri picked through a crate of strawberries, dropping them into a basket, âI wanted to find a little beach boyfriend, whyâd you get lucky instead.â
âWhat are you talking about?â You asked dumbly, following her down the aisle of produce at the farmerâs market.
âYou know exactly what Iâm talking about,â Hyeri said accusingly, âJungkook.â
âWeâre just hanging out,â You said with a shrug that made her laugh, pushing her sunglasses into her hairline. You knocked against one end of a green watermelon, hoisting it in your hands and continuing past her.
âRight, is that what you called your date the other night? Just a nice early dinner with a hot guy who asked to watch the sunset with you?â She said playfully, âYou like him, donât you.â
âI donât know him,â You insisted. Yes, youâve talked a lot with Jungkook recently and youâve begun to talk about real things in your lives but did that really mean anything? âBesides, in a month and a half Iâll be in my new place settling back into the old routine. Itâs just fun hanging out with him, nothing more, itâd be too complicated.â
âWhatever you say,â Hyeri sighed.
Youâre lying, obviously youâre lying because you do sort of like him but you didnât want to think about it. You didnât want to think about what you could become, you only want to think about now and how things progress. Whatever happens, happens. Thatâs it. Could you pretend like you have no worries aside from who youâll run into on the beach instead?
When your phone rang, you knew immediately who it couldâve been and although Hyeri walked ahead, acting like she couldnât hear it, she was clearly listening. When you answered Jungkookâs call, he was quick to ask about your plans for the upcoming weekend.
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âYou want to take me sailing?â
Despite the early hours where the sun has yet to shine through, you still couldnât wrap your mind around it. Even walking along the dock following after Jungkook who led the way through the darkness of the starry sky. âOr are you plotting my murder?â
âWhich would you prefer I do?â He asked teasingly, looking back at you with a grin, âBut seriously, itâll be fun.â
Fun wasnât waking up before the sun did, nor was it following a man you barely know out to the sea. If it werenât for Hyeri begging you to take up his offer, you wouldnât be here right now.
The sailing yacht was bigger than you expected with a small cabin area below deck to sleep and wash up in. Youâve never been on a sailboat before but you didnât think they would look this nice and clean.
âThis is yours?â You asked, watching him put in the arm work to undo the rope that tied the boat to the dock.
âUm, yeah,â Jungkook answered blandly, âKinda?â
âKinda?â
âYeah, itâs mine,â he cleared his throat, helping you carry your bag down to the room before bringing you back up to the galley, âI used to be on a sailing team when I was in school and after I graduated I got this for my friends and I.â
âNice,â You looked around, still in shock at the size of the sails. It was a Beneteau Oceanis 48 with such a sleek, clean look you were scared to sit on any part of it. You wanted to ask how much it was but resisted the urge to, scared youâd sound rude.
Still half asleep, you watched Jungkook set sail behind the wheel, his jacket already off and the sleeves of his linen shirt.
âSleep a little, weâve got time,â he said lastly.
It went easy between you two, you felt comfortable and for some reason safe with him enough to letyourself relax around him. You can't remember falling asleep but at some point you had and when you were woken up it was with him dropping anchor in the middle of the open sea.
The waves were calm, breathtaking deep blue and you could see the line of gold separating the ocean from the sky. It was beginning to warm up but you still shivered in your thin sweater, looking up feeling awestruck by the view.
"Look who's finally awake," Jungkook said softly as he secured the wheel and came over to where you sat. He grabbed his jacket â that he had grown too hot for â and placed it over your front. You took in the light scent of his cologne that lingered on the Northface and thanked him, "You said I could sleep."
"I know," he sat across from you, looking at you with a gentle look on his eyes, "I did wake you up pretty early, but look at the view. Do you like it?"
"Yeah, it's nice," You leaned against the edge of the seat, staring down at the dark navy blue water, almost catching your reflection in it. The line of gold was beginning to widen and a circle of light was bouncing off the ocean beautifully. "If you plan on pushing me over the edge, now's the time."
"You're dumb," he laughed, kicking your foot with his playfully. You smiled, trying not to laugh as you looked at him, "Aren't you cold?"
"No, it's hard work getting a sail boat out and I was starting to sweat," Jungkook lifted an arm, flexing it, "But these guns never fail me."
"That's too bad, I was hoping you'd want to keep me warm but I don't want you to overheat," You teased, looking at him invitingly and his eyes shifted to the open space next to you. To set it off, you even winked.
"You know what, now that you mention it, being surrounded by this sea breeze is making me a little chilly," Jungkook pretended to shiver as he got up.
"The sun's rising, I'm sure you'll warm up again really soon," You said as he sat next to you, touching your leg and making you put it on his lap.
"Who knows, I'm suddenly freezing, come closer," he rested his arm on the back of your seat, pulling you onto his lap, "I heard body heat is good to warm up."
"You can always just put your jacket on," You pretended to argue making him roll your eyes, almost sassily.
"But you look so much better in it," He brushed hair out of your face that the wind blew over, finger softly tracing the side of your face.
"I hate to admit this but... you're too good to be true," You said honestly, shifting your gaze away, "Like, too perfect."
"But I'm not," Jungkook argued quietly, "I'm just... I don't know, I'm not acting like myselfâor maybe I am and haven't realized it but I think it's you. I want to impress you."
You didn't know how to respond but he didn't mind. He was more focused on the soft glimmer in your eye as you watched the sky turn a powder blue with orange, hearing the seagulls and light whooshing sound of the sails.
It's bad how affected you're leaving him and you don't even know it.
"Y/n," Jungkook tried getting your attention again, leaned his head against your shoulder. You didn't have to say anything to know what he was asking. The first soft brush of his lips against your jaw had you succumbing to his effect. He tilted your chin with the tip of his fingers, catching your lips with his, finally.
How do you describe it?
How do you explain how soft and tender his lips felt? How his fingers grazing your skin sent a shiver down your spine and how he was surprisingly very loving with his affection?
This man who you barely knew and trusted too much was making you melt in his arms, kissing you and making it feel like you've never been kissed before.
"This is bad," he mumbled against your lips, pulling back to catch his breath, eyes still closed, "I really like you."
You gave him one quick peck of a kiss, sitting up, "Tell me all about it then."
Jungkook couldn't he'll but crack a grin, licking the taste of you off his lips. He wouldn't be able to shut up if he did.
You're beautiful, stunning, truly.
Even with your face in sand or your hair a mess, a scowl or pout, just beautiful to him. It was so stupid for him to be swayed by that but it's obviously what pulled him in first.
You were so meanâhe thought, at leastâbut it never stopped him from approaching you. It's like he knew it wasn't your intention to come off so cold and when you'd joke back with him, he could see the hint of mischief in your eyes. It made him want to push your buttons or say something he knew would get a reaction from you.
You're different and he wishes it didn't sound so stupid like he knew you would think if he ever told you but you are. You're like no one he's metâreally met, beyond surface level interests or habits. You responded differently, looked at him differently, treated him different.
"I won't shut up if I do," he said honestly, "Can't I just show you, instead?"
"How suggestive," you giggled, letting him kiss you again. There was more force to it this time, like he really meant it. The first one was firm and teasing, really testing the waters when his hand disappeared into your hair to keep you from pulling away.
You were spending the golden hour of the late sunrise with Jungkook sailing on a boat in the ocean. The view was amazing and his lips were so soft.
His lip ring is surprisingly warm when it brushes your lips, and his tongue feels slick against yours. He held you closely making you feel secure and safe [?], and at one point you made it onto his lap, practically straddling him.
You pressed closer to him eagerly and the movement makes his hands travel toward your hips for support, his jacket long forgotten on the floor. The seat was hard underneath him but if he mentioned it you might pull away and that's the last thing he wanted in the moment. Jungkook liked kissing you, he liked feeling your lips trail down his jaw and toward his neck where you didn't shy away from leaving open mouth kissed against his Adam's apple or under his ear.
"Y/nâ" his hands circled around you tighter, "Have you gotten a good look at the cabin?"
Your brows furrowed momentarily, looking down the short steps to the cabin door where a big bed was seen through the window, "No, want to show me?"
You began to get up from Jungkook's lap, making his hands slide off down your hip, leading you to the cabin.
Jungkook wasnât as subtle as he hoped to be when he pressed you into his chest, peppering your shoulder with light and teasing kisses taking you further into the room. A small smile played on your lips when you turned to face him, circling your arms around his neck.
He didnât question it when you walked him toward the bed instead, making him sit down as you kissed and straddling him once more. You were a good kissed and Jungkook could attest to that by the way your tongue slid between his lips to seek his out. It was a surprise for you to be so forward with him but he wasnât complaining at all. If anything it made him want to take it further. He wasnât shy with his touches anymore and you could feel his hands circle down to your butt, pressing you firmly into his lap.
It was hard to ignore his arousal from your simple make-out. It was evident in his shorts and it made you want to keep going. You began to rock your hips against him lightly, feeling his growing bulge apply pressure between your legs.
âCan we get this off?â Jungkook asked about your jacket first, feeling you miles away and when you unzipped it, you pulled off your shirt too leaving him breathless, âYouâre bolder than I thought.â
âIs that a bad thing?â You asked, watching his fingers trace down your bare sides, looking at your bra and chest. His finger hooked into the hem of your jeans as if to teasingly ask if they can come off next and you gave him the go ahead, starting to unbutton his shirt for him.
âNever,â he sighed, eyes closing when your hands touched his muscular chest. His hands snuck under her jeans playing with your underwear and grinding your hips against his worn more purpose drawing out a small groan in the process.
When your hips began to move on their own, teasing his aching member, he leaned forward to kiss along your neck, finding your pulse points with ease and reaching behind you for the clasp of your bra to get it off next.
Your arms circled his neck, hugging his head close to feel his lips on your skin and moved your hips with more determined rhythm. Youâd be lying if you said his kisses werenât turning you on and sending shivers down your spine. Jungkook slid your bra off letting it hit the floor while you wrestled his opened shirt off his shoulders and hugged him in a kiss.
âYouâre so sexy,â Jungkook whispered, kissing the soft mound of your breasts, âEven when I had you in the ground covered in sand thatâs all I could think about.â
âAnd here I thought it was my personality that drew you in,â You teased, letting him finally turn you on your back beneath him. He pulled your jeans off leaving you in your small slither of panty.
âTrust me, it did,â Jungkook said, kissing along your thighs, âHurt my feelings that the pretty girl from the beach couldnât care less about me.â
âA real shot to your ego,â you raised your knees
Jungkook leaned forward to catch your lips in a kiss, hovering over your body, âIt really was.â
A small gasp left your lips as you felt his hand trace down the curve of your sides, slipping into your underwear and feeling the soft slope of your nether region. Your thighs parted more, letting his finger tease your clit.
âI wasnât too impressed in the beginning,â You joked, lifting your hips when you felt his finger begin to feel around your folds, surely finding where the slick began to puddle. He used the wetness to coat your clit, raising a light sigh from your lips there he swallowed in a kiss.
âIâm well aware,â Jungkook whispered against your lips. You rose your hips to meet his hand, finding some stimulation that made your body respond with raise bumps in pleasure, âWhat about now?â
As he asked, his coated middle finger finally pressed into your wet cunt, with his palm against your clit and grinding into it as he pushed his finger into the hilt. You dug your nails into his tatted forearm to ground yourself against the sudden feeling and holding back the loud moan that almost slipped. He smiled, clearly amused by your reaction. He maneuvered his hand around so his thumb could find your clit and with it covered in your arousal it made the slide so much easier.
Jungkookâs long finger slide into your pussy with slight restriction, curling when he pushed all the way in and finding that sweet spot that had your breath hitching and probing at it. You were at a loss for words and he loved it, it made him want to kiss you as he brought you pleasure with just his hand. He wasnât even asking for a response anymore, he was just trying to tell you how heâs felt while he makes you feel good on an expensive sail boat in the sea.
The sunrise had long been forgotten and replaced by the thought of how good he made you feel and he was happy about that.
"Oh, fuck." You gasped, gripping his armas he hooks his finger at just the right angle. You didnât even have to tell him that was the spot that made your toes curl, itâs like he just knew it.
"Like it?" He asked, repeating his previous action, kissing along your neck for added stimulation.
He could feel you on edge of orgasm by the way you pinched his arm but he didnât care about the slight sting. He cared more for the glazed look in your eyes, walls tightening around his finger.
Itâs like he knew exactly when the last push would be, and his pace grew more rough, ready to get you there and finally your body gave way to pleasure.
âPretty,â Jungkook said softly, feeling your release around his hand, letting you ride out your high and pulling his hand back when you were ready. Your breathing was shallow and the sight of your breasts falling and rising with each breath was hypnotizing. When he pulled back, he couldnât stand the constriction of his shorts anymore. Without thinking, he licked your release off his hand before yanking his shorts down along with his usual Calvin Kleins.
Jungkook didnât say he was ready to go further, but you could tell just by the way his cock sprung free from its confines. It was pretty and long, not too think nor skinny and fit his physique perfectly. He stroked himself here and there for some friction but didnât hurry you along. Instead, he let you catch your breath as he watched in awe at the fact that he had you in bed with him.
âCome here,â you motioned for him to come closer with your index finger and sat up, fully naked before him and getting him in the bed with you. Jungkook followed in a trance, kissing you thoughtlessly and nearly biting your lip in surprise when your fingers touched the tip of his dick, feeling the pre-cum that leaked from the slit.
You barely had your hand wrapped around his pretty cock, giving him a small jerk up his length when his fingers circled around your waist to stop you, âNot tonight.â
You tried to read the expression in his eyes but he just kissed you lovingly, âI want to feel you, all of you.â
âWhat a giver,â You said playfully, kissing the tip of his nose and laying back with him following after you. He held your legs apart, lining his cock at your entrance, âCan I? Iâll pull out.â
You gave a nod of your head, looking down as his cock pressed forward, aching to feel the tightness of your wet walls hugging him.
Youâre not sure what came over you then, but the feel of his dick pushing past your entrance made you feel bold. Your leg hooked around his waist, pulling him forward and watching how his jaw went slack. Jungkook looked down at how eagerly you took him and his arms nearly gave out, eyes rolling as he processed the sudden pleasure.
You still needed a moment to adjust to his size and he practically fused himself to your body, trapping you beneath his muscular figure, âFuck.â
His movements were slow at first, thrusting gently to find what felt good and what didnât, running gentle hands over your breasts so he could feel the fullness of them. When he thrusted his hard length in, his thumbs were circled your nipples, pulling his cock out and pinching at them. Something about the leg you had around him drove him wild, feeling your territoriality over him even if there was a chance it meant nothing.
âJungkook,â you moaned softly at a particularly harsh thrust, scratching at his back unintentionally, âFeels good.â
Something was happening inside of him that he couldnât explain. He wanted to say things he shouldnât, things that were too soon to admit and he had to bite his tongue to stop himself. The only other way he could stop himself from sounding like a fool was with his mouth on you and the closest thing to him were your perky nipples.
Jungkook never slowed the steady pace he set fucking you but with the added pleasure to your chest, his tongue circling around your nipple and sucking lightly, had you seeing stars. Youâd nearly forgotten where you were till you looked out the windows, seeing the clear sky and the pretty water making this all feel more surreal.
Jungkook hugged you close, hand gripping your thigh and inching it higher around himself as he fucked you rougher, taking pleasure in bringing you close again and this time around he couldnât bother being as gentle. He wanted to, he swears, but heâs so turned on by you that he couldnât be patient at all. You didnât even seem to mind when his hips slammed into yours, turning you to lay on your side, fucking yourself on his cock with more vigor knowing he needed release too, and let him manhandle you however he wanted. His free hand snuck into your hair, pulling slightly when he dragged you into another kiss and groaned against your lips.
Neither of you had to say anything to know you were both close, and it made you impatient. You moaned at the roughness, letting yourself get lost in the feeling unripe you couldnât take it anymore, once again cumming with little control of yourself. He held you so roughly to his body, not letting you go as you struggled to catch your breath and you knew it was taking everything in him to not let go inside you. Thatâs the only thing that had you pushing away from him, trying to sneak a hand down to touch him but the second you did, his cock spilled thick cum into your hand, creamy and white. You wanted a taste badly.
Jungkook moaned your name quietly, feeling pathetic to cum so easily by your hand but he couldnât hold back anymore. It took him longer to bounce back than you, and when he opened his eyes he caught you pressing a finger to your tongue, taking a small taste that left him shuddering.
âDonât do that,â his voice said, raspy and tired tone.
âYou did it to me,â You said, licking your finger clean, âAnd you made a mess.â
âSorry,â he couldnât help but pout, looking surprisingly cute to you even with his hair a sweaty mess and the afterglow of sex on his naked body, âKiss?â
A grin spreads over his face when you lean in to kiss him, happily kissing you back more gently now.
âWould I sound wimpy if I said I needed a nap?â It pained him to even ask but he was suddenly so tired and relaxed in your arms. It made him feel unmanly to even think to ask but he couldnât help it, he could lay in bed all day with you if it was an option, âWe can worry about breakfast laterâperhaps when itâs consider lunch or an afternoon snack.â
You laughed softly, snuggling into him further, âLet me at least clean up a little and then we can sleep for as long as you want.â
Jungkook smiled happily, letting you leave to the bathroom as he hurriedly tugged the bedding off. He wasnât too worried about the boat, knowing he properly set anchor and the water was calm today. If anything the light rocking of the boat could lull him to sleep if you were in his arms.
âAre you sick of me yet?â Jungkook asked, watching you drift in and out of sleep as he drove away from the shipping dock. It was the evening and the hours spent in the open sun was exhausting, even with how sweet it felt. At least he thinks you might feel that way.
If he were being honest, he could still be with you longer. There hadnât been enough hours in the day for him, âOr do you think we could still get dinner?â
âWe can, but I need a shower, Iâm sticky and sweaty,â You said absentmindedly, catching the way he bit his lip with a smirk that had you smacking his arm, âDonât be gross.â
âI didnât say anything,â He laughed, grinning as he thought about the way you said his name when you were naked in his arms, âBut, I want to take you to my family home. My parents are gone for the weekend and itâs closer than my apartment.â
âAre you hiding your apartment from me?â You asked jokingly.
âNo, but I live with Jimin and I want to be selfish and have you to myself longer so your place is out of the question too,â Jungkook admitted.
âAnd what am I supposed to wear? I didnât really pack clothes,â You looked down at his linen shirt you currently wore, only panties underneath thinking youâd be going home after the eventful day.
âSomething mine, you look good in whatâs mine,â Jungkook said with a wink, âIâll make us something niceâmaybe get something orderedâŠâ
âOh I guess.â
You didnât question the drive away from the houses lining the beach in his pick up truck. You stared out the window and watched the view turn more scenic would hillsides and small rocky edges, more nature-esque.
Songs played quietly that Jungkook would sometimes hum along too with a perfect pitch that had looking over at him from time to time. When he would catch you looking, heâd stop immediately and tighten his hands over the steering wheel.
He was nervous.
His family home was empty and he could go to it whenever he pleased but did he really want to bring you along? Open up another side of himself just for a few more moments alone? Did you mean this much to him?
Swallowing his nerves, he turned down a private road with tall trees and white gravel. It stretched on for a mile before ending at private gates. You sat up, slightly more aware of what was going on when he lowered his window to type in some code, hearing someone speak through an intercom, âWelcome home, sir.â
He could feel your eyes on him and he just smiled, âWash up first?â
âPlease,â You said, looking away, staring straight ahead at the colonial house that appeared in view. It was obscenely large with endless windows and greenery surrounding it making it all the more intimidating.
This is his family home, yours couldnât compare.
Still, you tried not to question it.
Jungkook didnât bother driving back to the private garage, he pulled up to the circular driveway by the fountain of a water nymph and got out of his truck, opening the door for you. It shouldâve dawned on him that something was going to happen. The lights were on when no one should be home.
Still, heâs already brought you this far.
âJungkook?â
His hand stopped at the handle of your door, just barely pulling it open but with little room for you to step out. You stopped moving instantly, watching the way he visibly stiffened, face hardening as he looked off to the distance.
âYouâre here, what a surprise.â
âMom,â he turned around immediately, âI thought you guys werenât home.â
âWell, if you would answer the phone, when I call, you would know your fatherâs trip was canceled,â a women in a tweed Chanel suit and a tight smile stepped down from the entrance, âYouâve brought company?â
As if being summoned, Jungkook looked at you, motioning for you to step out and although you didnât want you, you didâundressed and exhausted. The woman was stunning and classy like youâd never seen, somewhat taken back that she was the mother of the beach boy youâve met.
Not to mention, it was too early to meet anyoneâs parents. It made you sick to your stomach even as you smiled politely, âHello.â
âThis is Y/n,â Jungkook reached for your hand, âWe were just stopping by.â
âWhen you thought no one was home?â She asked, making you look at him. He was grown, clearly, but still scolded and questioned like a child.
Jungkook didnât say anything but you could feel him squeeze your hand when her eyes traveled over your barely dressed figure. He at least had on a t-shirt that was in his truck and his shorts.
âWhy donât the two of you clean up, weâre having dinner on the terrace,â She said looking unimpressed, âIâll have a maid find you something more appropriate.â
âOh, we donât want to boââ
âWe have guests so donât make a scene, I already had to make an excuse for why you wouldnât be here, you canât leave now. Even if you do have sudden company.â
That shut Jungkook up quicker than youâd ever seen. It wasnât that you couldnât catch on to what was happening, but more so you could wrap your mind around the reality of it. You moved almost as robotically as he did, sneaking into the house unsure what was going on aside from doing as told. He took you into his bedroom, pulling you in the bathroom with him and washing up. His entire demeanor changed and you didnât know what to do.
âShould I go? I could probably get Hoseok to get me,â You told him honestly. You werenât upset â not yet. As far as you knew, Jungkook might have a complicated relationship with his parents meeting the person heâs sleeping with, especially considering how recent things are with you. Neither of you are ready to meet the family, itâs just fun summer things. Youâd say the biggest shock was that Jungkook seemed to be wealthy and likes to keep that private but does that make you worried?
âNo, I want you here with me,â Jungkook said, swallowing hard and opening the door to his room, finding something folded on the edge of his bed. He handed it to you without much thought as he got dressed.
It was nothing crazy, just a light colored sundress and you had to dry off quickly so you could join him downstairs. Part of you wanted to call your friends but what would it mean if you did?
âWhat a surprise, brother, and I see youâve finally brought someone new along,â an arrogant voice spoke up from the large dinner table on the terrace. It was a candle lit dinner with six guests aside from the two of you and you immediately reconciled a familiar face.
âHello, sorry for keeping everyone waiting,â Jungkook said stiffly, âThis is Y/n.â
âWeâve met,â Yeaun said when the others looked at you confused. Their greetings were bland and uncaring but you tried not to think too hard on it, âOn the beach, right?â
âYes, I remember,â You tried to smile, looking at Jungkook just as confused as everyone.
âYeaun is a family friend,â Jungkook explained to you.
âAn ex-fiancĂ©e,â His mother said coldly, making him freeze.
Why was she saying this?
âDarling,â an older version of Jungkook with salt and pepper hair said to his wife in warning.
âWeâre on good terms though,â Yeaun smiled tightly, âThings have been changing recently, havenât they?â
She asked you like you would knowâlike you were the reason for it but you were too stuck on what she was to care.
Ex-what?
âSo, are you still going with the firm?â A woman sitting next to his brother said to him. That made his brother laugh, âHeâs still playing around Jinâs auto shop.â
âIs everyone already eating? What about us?â Jungkook looked at you suddenly, âShould we get served?â
The firm? What firm? What fiancée? What was going on?
âY/n, what about you? Are you new in town? Who are your parents?â The dad asked, making all heads turn toward you, a member of who you assumed was house staff, began to serve you and Jungkook dinner.
âDad,â Jungkook tried to say but he didnât get very far.
âIâm just here for the summer, Iâm from the city,â You told him with a smile.
âHowâd you meet?â Jungkookâs mother asked.
âOn the beach,â You told her plainly. She didnât say anything in response but you could feel the way her eyes narrowed at you like she was trying to read you. You werenât lying or anything but it felt like she didnât believe you. Under the table, Jungkookâs hand touched your thigh but in all honesty you didnât even want him to touch you. Itâs not anything serious, you were just confused and uncomfortable in this situation. He shouldâve just taken you home or let you call Hoseok.
âA city girl, huh? You must have a big job, right? What do you do?â His brother asked.
âIâm in between work right now,â You said honestly, just as you had told Jungkook who seemed to be open to that idea and understood why. Sometimes, doing the same routine in a career you didnât have passion anymore left you drained and you needed a change of pace. You explained this to him and he made it all feel okay so why were you being looked at strangely?
âSo wasting your time over here is what you want to be doing?â His mom asked.
Jungkook took a deep breath, wanting to speak up but unsure how to do so. He obviously hasnât told you anything but his relationship with his family is complicated. The added guests made it all the worse. Has he always been such a coward?
âThatâs what it seems like,â You said bitterly, looking over at Jungkook with a cold expression.
You donât remember much of the rest of dinner, only that you hated every second of it and how you just wanted to go home. You checked out of all conversations after a while and watched the tension between them with little interest. What youâve learned is that Jungkook is good at keeping things from others even when he begs to know more himself.
The irony, it was annoying. By the end of dinner, you didnât care to know what any of them had to say, much less Yeaun who everyone continued to remind you was his ex that they all loved dearly. They were saying it for a reason, like if you wanted to take her place and be with Jungkook who belonged to a group of people who wonât let outsiders in.
âWell at least sheâs pretty,â you remember being told.
âIâm sorry,â was the first thing Jungkook said after dinner but you didnât bother to acknowledge him. Instead, you led the way to his truck so he could take you home.
The car ride was so eerily silent that it felt deafening. He tried and tried to talk to you but you just ignored him, not caring at all for whatever might come out of his mouth and he canât really blame you.
âYou lied to me,â You said finally, staring holes into his dashboard.
âI didnât mean to,â Jungkook admitted, âEverything Iâve said to you is true.â
You scoffed, rolling your eyes and looking out the dark window, âJust take me home.â
âY/n,â Jungkook reached across the middle console for your hand but you crossed your arms over your chest and shifted away from him even more, âIâm sorry, we shouldâve just gone somewhere elââ
âLook, it was never going to work out anyway so just take me home and we can both go on with our lives because clearly weâre nothing alike at all,â You said bitterly, âI was just dumb enough to believe we are. Itâs been a long day.â
He wanted to argue but for the first time since heâs met you, heâs left silent. Heâs a coward, heâs aware of that now and it felt sickening to realize it finally. Heâs always been the type to do what heâs told, follow the plan his parents have set out for him and this is the first time heâs realizing how much he hates it.
When the truck pulled up to the front of your house, he began to unbuckle his belt, quietly saying, âIâll walk you to the dââ
The car door slammed shut in the middle of his words and although he knew it was better for him to give you space, he just couldnât. He couldnât let you walk off on him without trying to really hear him outâjust let him get his thoughts together. As pathetic as it sounds, Jungkook feels like a kid again. He feels anxious to be ignored or scolded.
Without a care for gentleness, he swung his side door open to the large truck and got down to follow after you, âIâm sorry, okay? I didnât realize they would be home and if I did I wouldnât have invited you over. I just wanted to spend more time with you.â
âThatâs not the problem, Jungkook,â you said back to him, âThe problem is that youâre so secretive about everything and fine, whatever, you donât have to tell me but donât act like you want to know anything about me then if I canât expect the same.â
You released a sigh at his silence, turning away, âGo home.â
Your front door slammed in his face shutting him out and he could see people staring through the window; probably overhearing everything and he wanted to disappear. When had things gotten so complicated for him?
He missed the days when he didnât have anything to worry about but now that heâs starting to see the people around him more clearly, heâs realizing he doesnât like it at all.
â§
It took you days to think about Jungkook again, mostly because you wanted to ignore him and he was making it easy for you. He has only messaged and called a couple times before he got the hint that you donât want to talk to him and gave up.
You canât tell if you preferred that or wished he kept trying but you had to move on. The two of you werenât dating, you hooked up on a boat before realizing his family are pretentious assholes and wanted nothing to do with him now.
You know heâs not his family but at the same time these are people he surrounds himself with and if he was attracted to someone like Yeaun, there was no way he was into you too. You barely know her but you know enough to see that youâre nothing alike.
âWhat are you looking at?â Hoseok asked, looming over your shoulder.
âApartments, I still canât find anything good, I think I need to go home for a few days and do some in-person tours,â You told him with a sigh, scrolling through listings, sitting alone in the beach themed living room that looked fresh out of a cape cod magazine.
âItâs not a quick commute,â He said, âBesides, I already said you can stay with me till we find you a place, thereâs no rush.â
âI know, but thereâs nothing better to do,â You said with a shrug.
âItâs called avoiding,â Hyeri said, sitting on the edge of the couch, âSo Y/nâs probably not gonna come back if she leaves now. Youâre mad at Jungkook.â
âNo, Iâm not,â you rolled your eyes, âThatâs over and I havenât done anything but laze around all day. I need to get my shit together.â
You just want to go home.
âWhatâs up with you? Youâve looked mad all day,â Jimin pointed out as he mindlessly dug his feet into the sand. Heâs dragged Jungkook out after days of not seeing him but his friend couldnât care less about the beach or hanging out with him. He actually didn't want to hang out with anyone.
âIs it the thing from the other night?â Jimin asked like it was so simple, âYeaun was talking about it, so youâve introduced your new girl to the family and it didnât go so well?â
âJimin.â
âYeah?â
âAre you really my friend?â Jungkook asked, sitting at the bottom of one of the net posts, squinting up at the sun.
âAre you kidding? Iâve been around since you were in diapers, youâre like a brother to me,â Jimin said with a laugh, âI just donât agree with some of the decisions you make.â
âLike?â He pressed for more.
âI donât know, I just think you have a lot going for you and lately youâve been acting like you donât,â Jimin said, shrugging, âYou passed the Bar Exam a while ago and instead of going to your dadâs firm youâre wasting time at Jinâs. You donât answer the phone when your family calls and you ignore your friends forâŠâ
âSay it.â
âFor some chick you donât know,â Jimin scoffed, âI donât get it. Itâs always been you and I, Chaehi and Yeaun. Always. Since we were kids and suddenly you break it off with one of the only girls whoâs been here for you and find someone new to entertain yourself with. Itâs weird.â
âAsshole,â Jungkook rolled his eyes, kicking off the ground and leaving his friend behind. He wasnât sure where he was going but he just wanted to be alone.
Were you really just some girl? Is that what everyone thought? Yes, things had been incredibly easy with you but did that mean you werenât anything more than a fling? As dramatic as it sounds, every interaction with you has been probably the best heâs ever had.
Youâre funny, pretty, smart, and so much more than he ever imagined. You pulled him in and pushed him away in the best way possible. Of course itâs been strange getting rejected but you do it in a way that tells him to keep going. You were always there to listen to his obnoxious flirting and when he did decide to tell you anything about himself, you didnât judge.
Heâs so stupid for not doing the same. He wanted you to open up to him because he wanted to get closer to you but he didnât allow himself to do it too. It was unfair so he understands why youâre mad but he canât stand it.
He wants to call you but would you want to listen?
Jungkook found himself walking toward the boardwalk hoping the bustling energy from midday was enough to distract him. He thinks you remind him of something different, being somewhere different where he didnât have to worry so much about what he did or who he was with. Jiminâs right that lately Jungkook hasnât been doing anything to be apart of his familyâs plans for him. Heâs kind of been trying to live in the moment and clearly that wasnât so bad. Thatâs how he met you and besides, itâs not like he hasnât been thinking about his future. He just doesnât see it here in this small town where everyone knows his name. He sees himself somewhere far in the city where he could just blend in with everyone else and do what he wants to do, be with who he wants to. Itâs you, itâs seriously you.
Youâve opened up his eyes a little and he hates that his lack of honesty has pushed you away. He canât even blame it on the uncomfortable dinner because if he wasnât such a coward, he wouldâve done more. He canât deny that thereâs something up with him and he has no doubt in his mind that you have something to do with it. Barely knowing you has done so much more for him than the people heâs known all his life.
Your best friends wanted you to forget about your plans on leaving, knowing you too well to believe you would come back. Youâre not the type to do so. If you set your mind on leaving, even for a short time, you wouldnât come back especially knowing you could run into Jungkook whenever. Maybe you were a coward too because all you ever wanted to do was run away when things get complicated and the last thing you had wanted was for this trip to get that way too.
They dragged you out of the house for a late lunch that you werenât even hungry for and as a way to distract you but it did the complete opposite of that. Instead, you were brought to that restaurant you came to with Jungkook and the same server who youâve seen now talk with a girl Yeaun was always around. They were friends and it shouldâve been the first sign that you would never get him. You were never part of the plan around here, you were a step back to everyone involved with him and it made you bitter.
Howâd you catch the attention of someone so unavailable?
âCome on, I havenât bought a single thing here, Iâve been too busy working on my tan,â Hyeri said, pulling you along behind her to a clothing stand of sundresses, âWeâve got a few more weeks here, I think itâs time I fit the vibe, right?â
âYeah,â You told her, looking through the rack of dresses absentmindedly. You wandered away just a little, to a table filled with jewelry and ran your fingers over certain metals and gems. You werenât thinking much on what was going on around you, too distracted choosing between gold and silver to notice the person standing yards away looking stunned.
For the first time in over a week, Jungkook has found you again, on the beach, looking as breathtaking as usual. After all youâve been avoiding him, he canât help but hesitate. Does he approach you or not?
âY/n?â
You looked up, brows furrowed slightly at who stood in front of you, âYeaun.â
âHey! How good to see you,â She smiled her usual tight smile that never quite reached her eyes. Up close you could see just how perfect she must seem to everyone from her height to her figure and tone of voice. She usually wore gold accessories and bikini tops or dresses. She was your perfect âGirl Next Doorâ but if you paid enough attention to some of the things she said, youâd see how backhanded it all seemed.
âIt was such a surprise to see you the other night. I guess none of us knew you were with Jungkook,â Yeaun said it so casually even if you could tell she was prying, âWhere is he by the way?â
âWhy donât you ask his mother? The two of you seem close,â You tried not to sound bitter but youâre sure your body language gave away that you were. You searched for Hyeri who was looking at dresses on herself in the mirror and Hoseok left to get snow cones so once again, you were alone in her presence.
âYeah, sorry about that, our parents go way back,â Yeaun said with a wave of her hand, âItâs a small town, yâknow. Everyone knew we were high school sweethearts and when we got engaged everyone was so excited. You can imagine their surprise when we broke it offâsorry, you probably donât want to hear about this again. Iâm sure Jungkook has said enough.â
âIt might sound strange but he doesnât bring you up at all,â You told her, failing to say how you havenât talked to him, âI guess he got over it a long time before anyone else did.â
âI guess so,â her stupid smile once again, âI like you, youâre good for him and Iâm sorry if his family seemed closed off. Theyâre kind of exclusive with who they bring around. They donât want just anyone around their sons. Iâm sure you can see why, Jungkook is perfect, right? A lawyer in the making, athletic, kindâŠâ
âSilver or gold?â You asked, holding up two different sets of earrings. She blinked in surprise, choosing one and trying to carry on, âWhat I mean is, heâs the whole package so everyone wants him but he also has a lot of responsibilities. If someone isnât able to stand behind them all and support him⊠maybe theyâre not the right fitâespecially if they wonât stick around.â
You didnât say anything for a moment, setting the earrings back down and smiling, amused by her audacity, âWho broke it off with who?â
âIt was mutual.â
âDoesnât sound like it was,â You said with a smile, beginning to walk away from her, âBut donât worry, I donât usually like competing for someoneâs attention. I guess I didnât realize you did, so good luck.â
âMeaning?â Her eyes narrowed.
âMeaning, youâre wasting your breath talking to me because I donât care what you have to say,â You said sweetly, âBut it was so nice seeing you again, hopefully next time weâll have something new to talk about.â
With that, you left her behind, nearly walking past Hyeri on the way, âWhere you going?â
âMy phoneâs dying, Iâm going the house,â you told her quickly, continuing to leave before anyone else could run into you.
âWhatâd you say to Y/n?â Jungkook asked, pushing his way through the crowds of people, getting to the stand too late and watching you walk away.
âNothing,â Yeaun raised her hands in feigned surrender, âI was just catching up. Why so worried?â
âWhereâs she going?â Jungkook asked Hyeri, ignoring Yeaun who called for him.
âTo the house?â Hyeri said, confused by whatever she missed but she couldnât even ask when Jungkook practically ran after you.
You cut through the beach instead of taking the long route down the street. You walked farther and farther away from him but he never stopped.
âY/n! Can we talk?â He asks, catching you by surprise but you didnât even act like it. You merely threw him a glance before walking faster.
âIâm kind of in a hurry,â You lied, stepping over the grassy parts in the white sand where you could see more residential properties.
âLook, Iâm sorry. I really am, I shouldâve been more up front from the beginning but I swear I didnât keep things from you to hurt you,â Jungkook said, not stopping his pace even when he can see your house in the distance.
âItâs fine, Iâm over it,â You told him, not turning back again as you looked up at the back deck of your house. You still walked closer to down the shore than the trail but you would get there soon.
âBut Iâm not, I⊠canât stand the thought of you being done with me,â Jungkook said honestly, âSince Iâve met you all I can do is think about you and Iâm kicking myself over letting you find things out in a hard way. I donât like the way you were talked to and I shouldâve said more but I didnât and I regret it so much.â
âJungkook, I donât care,â you groaned, whipping around to face him, âI donât care that you kept things from me. I donât care that thereâs something seriously wrong with your family or your ex fiancĂ©e. I donât care if everyone thinks Iâm not good enough for you and do you want to know why? Because itâs the summer and Iâm not from here and it was fun to fool around in the moment but itâs too complicated now. I don't want anything to do with it. Are you getting it now? I want to go home and forget all about this.â
âYou want to leave?â He asked, getting closer and closer, âAnd what happens then? We just never see each other again because I didnât mean anything to you?â
âI guess if thatâs how youâre seeing itââ
âBullshit,â He scoffed, âI donât care how long weâve known each other or not, you want me just as much as I want you but youâre letting everything else get in the way. Iâm sorry, I donât know what else I can say or do to express that.â
âIâm leaving,â You argued, stepping away, âIâm going back to my normal life and you can go back to yours. Stop making this a bigger deal than it was.â
âWhat if I donât want to? What if I think youâre the best thing to happen to me in a while and the thought of you just leaving doesnât sit right with me? What if I say I donât want this to just be a summer thing and I will follow you wherever you go if it means I get to talk to you more?â Jungkook kept going.
âOh my god, Jungkook. Open your eyes! Join the real world, please!â You groaned, too frustrated to bother getting away, âWe still donât know much about each other, clearly. You live in this perfect little bubble with people who care about you and have plans for you. Why canât you see that? Why are you wanting to throw that away for someone you barely know?â
âIâm not mad, I promise,â You tried to say, âOur lives are just too different and Iâm ready to go back to mineââ
Your words were cut off by the rough pull into his arms. Jungkookâs touch was tender yet forceful, dragging your face toward his until your lips clashed messily and you kissed him back. Like a fool, you kissed him too despite everything you were saying.
It made your heart race, practically feeling his want for you and unable to help yourself from succumbing to it.
He canât remember how long the kiss was, but long enough for his chest to grow heavy with a need to breathe that he had to pull away. His forehead rested against yours, âIf you still want to leave⊠okay. I canât make you stay but I really want you to, Y/n.â
You didnât say anything, knowing you did want to leave. At this point it was more for yourself. No matter how harsh they were, they were right. You needed to get your act together and stop avoiding the problems in your life and that meant you needed to go home.
âAnd I promise that Iâm going to see you again whether it be here or somewhere else,â Jungkook said.
FOUR WEEKS LATER
Jungkook was enamored by city life, heâs grown to learn about himself. Something about the tall skyscrapers and bustling traffic excited him like no other while other people hated them. Of course he missed the beach, surfing, volleyball, his friends⊠but this was for himself. He needed to do something on his own even if it meant doing something unimaginable but it was for the better.
He misses working with cars but he knows better. He put all that work into law school just so he could avoid it and do something else and he needed that to stop. Even if he didnât work in his fatherâs firm, that didnât mean he couldnât get his foot in the door somewhere else.
After you left and all his distractions were gone, he was able to focus more on what he wanted to do. He got on his laptop to look at internships at other law firms and one day, in his endless searching, he found a small office to work in. It was in the city and it didnât take him long to pack up his things and go to it. It started problemsâof courseâ but it didnât stop him, especially knowing you were somewhere here too.
Youâve barely talked since you moved back but he still misses you. He missed you and him on the beach or sailing in the sea. He misses making you laugh or roll your eyes and he wonders how youâre doing. He kept in touch with Hoseok and Hyeri after you left and when they followed suit at the end of vacation, he wanted to ask them about you but he knew better. He knows you werenât just a fling but maybe one day youâll come back and give it another shot.
âIced Americano?â
âI didnât order one,â Jungkook said as he sat alone at a table in a nice cafe. He didnât look up until the cup was set down in front of him and when he was ready to tell the barista it wasnât for him, he froze.
âI know, you donât really give me âCoffee Drinkerâ vibes but I figured it was worth a shot,â You sat down across from him.
âAre you stalking me?â He asked, dumbfounded and confused but more excited than anything. He couldnât believe you were here, at the same place as him by chance.
âWell, I was going to ask the same, this is my usual stop before work and Iâve never seen you here before,â You said, continuing the conversation with him like it never ended.
Jungkook couldnât help but smile, âWell, you see, Iâm new to town and trying new places since this is on my way to work.â
âIs it?â You asked, âYou must live around here.â
âAs it turns out I do,â Jungkook cleared his throat, âItâs a recent move but one I donât regret.â
âHow are you?â You asked with a shy smile and flushed cheeks, the autumn air beginning to take over.
âBetter nowâafter this coffee I mean,â he teased, taking a sip and scrunching his face in disgust.
You bit your lip in thought, âActually um, itâs good Iâve run into you. I think thereâs some things we should talk about but I have to get to work soon.â
âWell I still have your number, and we can always catch up over dinner?â
âYeah, Iâd like that,â You smiled nervously, standing up, âTonight?â
That made his heart race, âItâs a date.â
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I am planning out my next 2 days and oh boy theyâre going to feel so humiliating for no reason lol
#actually there is a reason itâs called doing stuff the last minute#but believe me itâs not because I wanted to. no I had time during the week but also I kinda didnât because thatâs sleepy time#you cannot negotiate sleepy time so the less sleepy time you sacrifice the better#anyways I have an essay on a journal article due tomorrow and a discussion board for that class due tomorrow#so going to try to get at least half of that essay done tonight#then I have pattern samples due Monday at noon#but we also have to print them out#and thereâs a nice fancy printer at school I have free access to except the optimal time to print wouldâve been before Friday#and I only had 2/16 done#now I have like. 4 or 5?#but anyways I could come extra early on Monday but I donât want to risk the crowd of people all printing 16 pages#(especially because the printer will likely run out after a couple of people if only one person tbh)#and I know thereâs more paper and a way to refill it. but idk how#so Iâve opted to going to staples at 8:30ish to pay (what will probably be) too much money to print them out#I do have other things I want to print as well there so thatâs also a reason to go but still lol#THEN#after that#Iâm going to drive to a little area to take photos I think#Idk Iâm hoping Iâll have enough time to go home and relax a bit before I have to drive to school but Iâm going to prepare myself to not be#able to#pinks college diary
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#what matters isnt if hes right or wrong#what matters is if what hes doing is REALLY funny (it is đ)
While we're on the topic
Before Solas there was no discussion about how Thedas needed to be 'fixed' because the Veil was 'wrong'
So when people say they arrived to this conclusion naturally, or that this is obvious, and use that to prove he's 'right' or justify his actions and preconceptions re: choosing to disconnect from others, and yeah his racism, I feel very skeptical about it
#okay i promise i'm Trying to contain myself here; sorry op#1. good lord yeah i need to dig out that piece i posted half of ages ago#of saar giving solas the biggest WTF look for his plan to deal with the evanuris (while 40ft tall ghilan'nain is looming over them)#still can't believe that 'haha wouldn't this be hilarious' goof thing is basically canon now lmao#2. NoOne was talking about mortality being the elves' biggest problem (even though the og elves being immortal Was part of the lore already#and now there are. at least Some people. who are like 'elves are Literally Dying Everyday bc solas fucked up'#as if That is somehow the worst thing that's happening to elves these days and also the worst thing the veil being up ever did#idk it's just. uh. fascinating to me how people who are v firmly in the 'he's Right' camp absolve him of the horrible shit he's doing#while also heaping blame for So Many things on him which are either#not the fucking issue (elves being mortal)#or not his goddamn fault (mages and elves being oppressed)#anyway. the veil coming down is not the magic bullet solution you want it to be; and if it Was? that would make for a much worse story imo#OKAY I'M DONE#solas#meta#da:i
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