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the scariest part of spooky week is mentally preparing for tit at the end of the week
#suddenly seeing the detroit preshow selfie they posted made it all too real#like they’re in my time zone#a state away.. and on Friday I’ll be in the same room as them..#actually horrifying#anyway is anyone else going to the milwaukee show??#so excited to meet other phannies!! so message me if you are and would want to meet up!!#caoil rambles
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*clasps your shoulders gently and looks you straight in the eye*
Keferon. Please read Ninth by Kyn on AO3. I think you would love it very much. It has a large chapter count, but don't be intimidated, it's very easy to get into. It is currently unfinished, but is being updated regularly.
You are the seventh person that recommended this fic to me so ahahahaha yeah
I’m doing great Help I hate some parts of it but I love the other parts I’m spinning in the blender
…..I made the moodboard….
#chapter 37#of 120 or something#I must be like 90k words in haha#large word count is not an intimidation. It’s an invitation haha#I love the fics that I can’t read in just one hour:)#I gotta say I don’t enjoy the concept of making robots into organic life#it’s just my preference#seeing them as humans or animals or whatever feels so fucking wrong#the concept itself drives me off#like. Strongly#But at the same time. This fic isn’t about them being ‘haha cute organics’#it’s ‘oh god. I was turned into something I’m not’#instead of teeheee they’re fluffy#it’s please free me from this fucking nightmare. please let me be myself again.#idk how to explain. I resonate I guess#it often feels very disturbing but the characters are also disturbed#So now I’m kind of stuck reading this fic because I just can’t stop lol#just politely skipping the parts that make me too uncomfortable#also#the body horror is….damn. Impressive. I didn’t expect to read about grotesque fleshy creature turning itself inside out#it’s not even aesthetic or symbolic#it literally looks like a fucking nightmare. Which is impressive also.#the flesh is g r o s s#the beginning got me struggling and skipping#but the intermission is currently ruining my sleep schedule#oh fuck….I usually send my posts to the authors of the fics I read…..but I feel like I might offend the author of Ninth if do this……..#there’s a tiny chance they’re following me….if it’s true then I wanna tell I’m sorry pls don’t take this seriously#your fic got me waay out of my comfort zone#huge points for writing Ratchet. Drift in this fic is…the grossest fucking thing I could probably imagine but Ratchet doesn’t even hesitate#he helps him and he cares for him. Which is…..imma be real my first instinct would be to set Drift on fire to end his misery
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but you could never hold me
you liked me better in your head
#the adventure zone#the adventure zone ethersea#taz ethersea#taz#ethersea#romeo’s flowers#taz fanart#fucking around with colours and compositions again 🤸♂️#this was entirely inspired by those lyrics btw (from Dream Girl Evil by Florence + The Machine)#this is the second time a fully formed composition has been beamed into my head bc of hearing a F+TM lyric. they’re like crack#the day I stop using broken glass & smoke affects in my art is the day I’m interred in a casket & lowered into the ground#devo la main#hand of guidance#id in alt text#eyestrain#cw eyestrain
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I’m gonna work on the drawing when I get home so take these little things for now X]]]]]
Also are y’all living in the future?? Cuz it’s the 26 for me and IT’S 11 AM-
#Pizza Tower#Time zones are WILD man-#Like holy shit this is INSANE#Anyways I got no work for 3rd period so I doodled to my hearts content#Love the free time 🤙#ALSO GUGAVO UGGH I LOVE HIM#Also I’m taking the advice of many by upgrading Peppino’s eyes. I think they’re neat 💥💥💥#Peppino#Gustavo#Doodles#Paper art
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How can you ship Law and Cora? They're like father and son ??? -🦐
It’s never explicitly stated their relationship is familial and if it were I wouldn’t dream of shipping them. Grabbing what I said from an older post here lol but Cora’s not exactly a father to Law because Law had a father he loved and cherished and there’s no replacing him—so Cora’s something else. Something…more? Just more. Or different. Their relationship is never really defined which is part of the appeal for me! Some people choose to interpret their relationship as familial, I see it as something else. Again Law already has a dad and yet he didn’t spend 13 years of his life trying to avenge his dad or his family in general, it was just Cora. Which speaks of MAJOR devotion that is different from what Law feels towards his family, to me!
Feelings can change and develop over the years so I see Law’s determination to avenge Cora (which is borderline obsessive let’s be honest lmao) eventually leading to him realizing he had some sort of feelings for him. And in an AU where Cora is alive and they reunite after everything that went down, there’s an opportunity for them to get to know each other as adults and see how much they’ve changed over the years. It’s really all just personal opinion at this point haha some people may feel differently than I do and that’s okay! You don’t have to agree with me. If you see their relationship as father/son that’s fine. I see them as equals who are so devoted to each other that there’s potential for a deeper kind of relationship. It’s in the eye of the beholder so to speak lol
But yeah like I mentioned in my tags if you’re uncomfy you can just block/blacklist the tag 👍 I know it’s not everyone’s cup of tea which is totally fine and understandable so that’s why I brought it up to begin with :’)
#Shima answers questions#Coralaw#To be fair this ship is outside of my usual comfort zone for me too so like#The age gap is obviously one of the bigger things#But again they’re adults. Law is a grown ass man who can make his own decisions. LOL#Also I’ve seen time travel shenanigans where Law pulls a 26 year old Cora into the future#So they’re closer in age that way 😂#Anyway. Anyway!!#If you don’t like the ship that’s totally understandable I get it#I know it’s not for everyone#I just love them both as characters so much 😭 So seeing them together in any context makes me happy
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I think side order really showed how most popular people playing the game know absolutely zilch about splat zones and probably never play it so it’s mighty funny as a splat zones enthusiast to see them complain that a stage is too hard when they literally have almost all the upgrades, sooo many inkrails to bail out of there, and a literal free get out of the enemy cluster button called flying with the pearl drone, it’s just so strange to see these pretty famous YouTubers play like a newbie kid who got splatoon for Christmas and has never ever played anything in the series before on splat zone floors, I am trying my best to not be a backseat gamer but buddy, if you’re going to max out some chips on a cruel sisphieon splat zone’s floor and you come in with a blaster of all things with no ink coverage or ink refills by killing enemies or moving, I think you should probably just skip the floor instead of spending 7 whole minutes trying to finish a simple inking floor
#i’m not trying to be mean#but my god is it frustrating and yet kinda funny at the same time#it’s like watching someone you saw like a god tier at the game because of how many times they’ve beat side order#then become a helpless infant as soon as they’re dropped into a splat zones floor with some hazards#don’t get me started at people using brella to do like an achievement or something#It’s almost painful watching it at that point#side order#splatoon#splatoon 3#splatoon 3 dlc
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ass in the air on my hands and knees searching for link/allen (romantic platonic idgaf in this economy) fanwork i scoured the ao3 tag dry and 8 years of tumblr posts and now i am Two fists deep in pixiv, dodging projectiles of pathetic ai porn, desperately looking for crumbs. i’ve done it again folks i found a more or less dead fandom and got stuck on the niche pairing of the main character and the guy who debuted with a bowl cut and now there is nothing to be done but CRY LOUDLY and then (some time later) EQUIP PEN
#(through tears) BE THE CHANGE YOU WANT TO SEE IN THE WORLD#fuckass niche as fuck pairings always nerf me for some reason i’ve got a thing for the…. the Unexpected. or the Unperceivdd#i just think there’s something so compelling about allen’s idealism in spite of the horrors he’s experienced contrasted with#link’s single mindedness in his devotion to reveiller or whomstever the fuck (can’t spell europe)#being as he is an orphan who has never had anyone else in his life#but then allen comes along and suddenly he’s forced to be in close quarters with another human being for a long ass time#and allen obviously hates it at first but they’re both Food Enjoyers and allen’s so. he’s so idealistic. he thinks he can save everyone#meanwhile link has never cared about anyone except his friends who all became third exorcists and cocked off + leveiller + now. now now#howard ‘i’m at war with myself’ link#HOWARD LINK HAS ONLY EVER AFFORDED HIMSELF TWO MERCIES#THE FIRST IS HIS FEELINGS OF LOYALTY TOWARDS REVEILLE#WHICH AT SOME POINT IN HIS EMPLOYMENT TRANSCENDED A MERE SENSE OF OBLIGATION#THE SECOND IS ALLEN WALKER#meanwhile allen’s never had anyone see him at his lowest so often on the pure basis of fuckass watch a dog a (mario voice) duty#the forced vulnerability into a genuine sense of concern but the lines are eternally blurred#throw in link’s transparency when kanda drags him out of dog zone and he’s like okay ya this is what i’m here to do#and allen’s unequivocal acceptance of him all the same#AND THE WAY HE BLUSHES WHEN ALLEN PINCHES HIS NOSE (7999 psychic damage sustained. critical hit!)#i like unlikely and difficult connections which require infinite energy and faith to sustain#i like what they’ve got going there#it compels the Fuck out of me#ok now that i’ve yapped this much i Must. i Must write. so write i will (later)#after (?) this comic and also my mom and i finish watching blossoms in adversity which . favorite chinese period drama ever fyi#ok good night i sleep#olio#gelmo
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started thinking about the twins at a reasonable hour. zoned out. suddenly it’s 3am
#oooooops!!!!!#GOODNIGHT my gresties i love you all SO much!!!!!!!#this implies i ever stop thinking about them. i don’t. i simply mean i spent several hours just zoning out staring at gifs somehow#it is truly insane how much time i spend thinking about them. like. god. they just. they’re so…. fuck i….. fuck#how can time pass so quickly when i’m just sitting here DAYDREAMING and looking at gifs 😭😭😭#jake#josh#li speaks
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For the love of all things beyond human comprehension can someone please please just tell me what is wrong with my brain and why I act and think like this and why nobody has ever thought I’m normal except when they’re trying to deny that there’s something wrong
#cyberr speaks#vent#rant#brain#there is something wrong with me#✨psychologically✨#and I need help that I will never get#gods I just want to know what it is#I’m so tired of always playing this guessing game#of#‘is my inability to keep my room tidy just laziness or a mental block of some kind’#of ‘why can’t I just stay focused for one second’#of ‘oh hell I just zoned out’#of ‘I’ve been surpressing this thing for so long that I no longer know if it’s a real thing i experience#or if I’m just making it up’#of ‘is this a melt down or I’m really just that weak as to cry all the time’#of ‘why am#getting these thoughts. they’re not me’#of ‘why aren’t I like them. why don’t people like me. why can’t I just act like them. why do they think I’m weird. what’s wrong with me’#what’s wrong with me#always the same question#over and over and over and over#and over#again
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Okay okay, I usually hate posting selfies, but then again, I also love a little mild attention. So, to strike a balance, here are 4 recent ones, but I’m posting them at 2am so I don’t have to worry about bothering too many people. Yeah? Ok thanks I love you
#yes I know how time zones work… they’re fake. it’s night everywhere right now. duh.#sometimes a girl just wants to hear she’s pretty 🤷🏻♂️#I’m sorry I have a perpetual grumpy face. I don’t know what to do about that 🤷🏻♂️#god I’m bored. and lonely. and yearning. yeah…#I don’t want to get into that right now… ok I do but maybe let’s not do it in these tags#anyway I’m actually probably going to chop off most of my hair this weekend#I know I know. dudes cutting off long hair is a sin but also… it’s hot. my hair is heavy and gets gross easily#it’ll grow back soon enough but for now it needs to be razed#so what else what else…#this is my third night staying in the hospital while my mom is admitted#she’s doing better but I don’t really want to leave her here alone for too long#being stuck in bed feeling like shit all day gets lonely and tiresome so someone’s gotta hang with her#it’s not so bad on my part. I just sit in this chair all night on my phone and then eat breakfast in the cafeteria#easy peasy#I haven’t been home much in the past few days. just a few hours at time to nap and then head back#but it’s good. things are getting better#yup…#I guess that’s it… I don’t know what else to say#you can ignore this#take it sleazy#me#selfie#gross boy
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Every day I regret choosing to attend a Rich People university
#how are SEVEN of my classmates at Disney World today#it’s not even close? we’re in new york? and they’re all like “omg you’ve never done Christmas at Disney???“#like that’s something normal people do?#????????????#every single time I open instagram I feel like i’m in the twilight zone
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Y’know if I’m gonna be homesick I’d like to at least remember what home was like -Party
#ventish#tw vent in tags#I’ve been feeling really bitter as of late#probably doesn’t help that some of the only stuff I can remember from my past is my shitty childhood#kind of hard to ignore when I get flashbacks that send me into a nervous breakdown every time I get close to crying#I hate it#so so much#all of it#not to mention my eating disorder is a constant pain in the ass#and i don’t know what to do#I don’t think any of my headmates have anorexia#so they can’t help me#and I can’t get help from externals cause singlets are too hung up on whether or not I exist#and it seems like other systems just want individual headmates to shut the fuck up about any issues they have and pretend they’re singlets#so what the fuck am I even supposed to do#how is it that I’m in a body with 50+ other people and I feel so alone?#I need help#i really do#but this isn’t something where I can pretend to be a singlet#no mental issue is#because it’s always in some way connected to our plurality#like almost everything else in our life#and others just can’t see that and it feels shitty#y’know back in the zones I was always seen and not heard#bl/is whole propaganda around me was that I looked different and was too ‘revolutionary’#people (in bat city) never cared about what I said just what bl/i said I said#and now it’s the opposite#people hear me but they don’t fully see me#they see a singlet I never wanted to pretend to be
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Having online friends is fun and all until they forget time zones exist and the next thing you know it’s 2am and you’re reading Ao3 in bed holding your phone with one hand and it’s at that exact time that your lovely bestie decides they want to have a fun little conversation and send you lots and lots of messages over Tumblr (:
#I love my online friend but COME ON MAN#this is like the fifth time this has happened#they only know it’s happened like twice. but it’s not just that#well they’re probably gonna know now#I’m not tagging them but they know who they are#mutuals#online friends#mutual things#timezones#lmao#time zones
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✨ BRO-ZONE! ⚡️
Here’s the whole band together! Please cherish this moment forever! 🤗🤗🤗🥰🥰🥰💙❤️💚💜💛
#dreamworks trolls#trolls band together#branch#baby branch#bro zone#brozone#clay#john dory#spruce#floyd#my drawings#bro zone drawings#trolls band together drawings#many of you seem to be creating fanart about them#so here they are in my style#they’re still the best boys around if you can’t change my mind#BEST BOY BAND EVER!!! 🤩#they’re together like old times 😊#i hope you like this drawing :)
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can’t believe seventeen are actually gonna be in the uk this year and i can’t see them
#like it just hit me they’re gonna be in england#in my time zone#hope they have fun aju niceing with the glastonbury crowd
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i guess im starting a tradition of double ventposting lol but the last thing i’llsay (maybe) is like… all of that has a caveat which is that my emotional object permanence has been absolutely OBLITERATED by 3 yrs of covid hell and it is really doing a number on me. clearly
#purrs#this manifests in how not normal i am abt reading / responding to messages btw ♥️ i love depriving myself of evidence that i am loved#also somewhat relatedly (and i may have already said this but): covid also destroyed something that has always already been hard for me whi#which (ironically given how important it is to the work I do) foresight. i was not su*cidal growing up but i simply couldn’t imagine what li#life would be like after high school. it felt like the show was supposed to be over on graduation day. and everything that’s happened since#then has seemed a little fake to me… and then covid happened and it felt even more fake… and now i graduated college and WORK THERE full#time. and it’s like.. at any given moment i am about 30-40% convinced that the things that are happening to me aren’t actually real or that#they’re not supposed to be happening bc the show ended on may 30 2017. and i don’t think that’s a healthy way to experience the world lol#unreality tw#ask to tag#like ofc my day to day life is real and the week to week stuff is real. but there’s some twilight zone-ness to it. like its happening to#someone else who looks exactly like me butim in her body and not mine and not controlling anything. idk. that’s not the right metaphor its h#hard to explain and im so sleepy. but the best way i can describe it which i keep doing is like a tv show that should be over by now but is#dragging on fro some reason. like we never finished watching it but it’s like the office continuing after michael Scott left. it’s just#weird and wrong and fake and doesn’t feel real. and the fact that it actually is real but i feel that way is a very big problem
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