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every day spotify bullies me
#like pls dont call me out like this#most of the time i dont even be listening to these playlists i just see how bad i grt roasted
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The whole transandrophobia discussion thing is weird bc it feels like it's a bunch of poc and jewish trans people being like "here are my experiences of how specifically being MASCULINE had affected me, and the discrimination and violence I experienced based on that. And here is how that relates to me being a racial/ethnic minority"
And then a few loud white trans people going "ohhh you wanna be oppressed so bad you *slur*. This is why there aren't any poc in your movement it's because REAL poc understand intersectionality"
#hot take white culturally christian or athiest leftests do not properly interpret white jewish ppl#like as a poc i and other poc understand that white jewish ppl often get racial privilege#but a) not always b) they experience oppression based off of their ethnicity#idk from my perspective it seems like white goyim either see jewish ppl as 'the disgusting exotic enemy' or 'basically WASPS but they#wanna feel special'#with no nuance. no recognition#look maybe this next part is bc i didnt grow up with jewish ppl and therefore didnt know until I was 18/19 that jewish ppl can count as#white. but like. idk how to say this. i dont wanna speak over white jewish ppl. but like.#jewish ppl that have obvious jewish features (whether Ashkenazi facial features OR they dont have those but wear eg kippahs)#arent like. white. idk pls correct me if this is antisemitic or incorrect or something.#but like. light skinned =/= white obviously.#i just struggle to see how my bestfriend with her lovely dark eyes and curls and nice nose counts as 'white' when ppl call her the k slur#across the street. ykwim?#like white doesnt mean light skinned. it means 'part of the in-group of white ppl'#like my ex who is white and jewish? yeah hes white. if he didnt wear his necklace then goyim wouldnt know. you know#like obvs he still experiences ethnic oppression but he doesnt experience racial oppression#but other ppl with more prominent eg ashkenazi (im singling them out bc most jewish ppl here are ash.) like i dont GET how they have racial#privilege.
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just realized i've started an unconscious series featuring svt & their burner accounts (chan x fansite!reader, wonwoo x streamer!reader, mingyu x pop base admin!reader) ... wanted to yap really quickly about some of the other solo smaus i have on the backburner, following -ish the trend 〔´∇`〕 some of these are tentative + subject to change. some of these are more well-developed + may soon see light of day. when will they be published? we never know. anyway,, 𖹭 seungkwan x fangirl!reader, where kwan is your oomf on stan twitter (this is canon to #me) 𖹭 minghao x artist!reader, where hao follows your art account and even commissions from you 𖹭 soonyoung x choreographer!reader, where soonyoung provides unsolicited advice on your dance break vids ... 𖹭 vernon x cinephile!reader, where vernon gets into arguments with you over your opinions on movies. letterboxd makes an appearance 𖹭 seungcheol x fanbase!reader. because of course seungcheol would be in to a competent y/n who runs a svt fanbase the other members are still little clanging around in my brain. we will get them eventually ( ‾́ ◡ ‾́ )
#── ᵎ�� ✦ yapping#[ just a peek in to my Musings .. ]#[ adding some more in the tags because. yeah. anyway -- ]#[ seokmin x baseball fan!reader ? will i know enough about baseball to pull this off ]#[ photographer!reader is calling to me but im not sure yet who to pair them with ]#[ i considered coups x kkuma fan page!reader briefly LMAOOOO it was a Moment. i fear ]#[ jeonghan x internet friend!reader. just someone he meets online & they dont know who he is ]#[ another one i cant quite translate: shua x craftsy reader?? like yn who runs a crafts page etc ]#[ i really want to push myself out of the comfort zone of pairing jihoon with music-adjacent y/n ]#[ and . i contemplated jun x translating acc./reader but it's a bit close to my preexisting minghao fic lols ]#[ WE WILL GET THERE EVENTUALLY ]#[ focusing on ot13 + milestone for now but just putting this out in the world !!! ]#[ pls dont steal. i ll cry ]
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Ace-centric aspecs will literally call alloaros "violently aphobic" for politely asking to be included and to stop pretending like we don't exist
Who cares that I constantly get kicked out of aspec spaces for being alloaro and talking about my sexuality
Who cares that I have people in real life constantly be like "you're ace right?" When I've mentioned being aro before
Who cares that other aspecs tell me that I'm invading their spaces
Who cares that other aspecs throw me under the bus as an argument against exclusionists
Who cares that 90% of alloaros don't know they're alloaro because they either don't know what aro is or assume they have to be ace to be aro
Who cares that aces constantly derail every single non-ace aspec post to make it all about them and erase every single trace of alloaros
Who cares that people specifically want me to be ace because having sexual attraction without romantic attraction is disgusting and shameful and it makes them more comfortable if I lack attraction completely
Who cares that every single aromantic character in media is immediately assumed to be aroace and my representation is seen as "lesser" and unimportant compared to asexual representation
Who cares that the aro flag is constantly left out of pride merch lineups because either people don't know what it is or assume the ace flag is enough
Who cares, right? Who cares that I don't feel safe in either the aspec or the allox2 queer communities?
You can't separate aro and ace so clearly that means you get to tell me I'm aphobic for saying that I don't want to be called aroace.
Fuck me, right? Clearly it's a lot to ask that people just make an effort to include non-ace aros in aro posts that apply to us. Clearly it's too much to ask that non-ace aros just don't fucking derail OUR explicitly alloaro posts to make it about them, right?
Clearly alloaros are the aphobic ones for asking the most represented part of the community to stop actively silencing us.
I'm just a violent aphobe who's disgusted by the mere existence of aroaces.
No no no. Aroace are the victims because I *checks notes* asked them not to contribute to my oppression.
#sarcasm#me: dont call me an identity im not pls#some aroaces: this is literally disgusting how could you be so violently aphobic#just cannot catch a break#like just say youre uncomfortable with no longer being the center of attention#just say youre uncomfortable with alloaros and non-ace aros being just as important as aces#you dont have to call us violently aphobic for wanting a place next to you#its exactly the same as every other group with some amount of privilege over another#we want to be on the same level and youre freaking out and being all “you want us gone!”#aromantic#alloaro#aro#arospec#aspec#aroallo#aromanticism#alloarophobia
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harpoon shipping doodle :3
w/some hcs! cause UH ofc there r!!!! uhhhh also theyre supposed 2 b like tweens in this dont ask how or where theyre hanging out ok? yay <3
IF U DONT LIKE THE SHIP PLS JUST DONT INTERACT LIKE PLS JUST DONT B WEIRD ok love u
#eyestrain#<- just in case#these spot the difference games r getting harder((roy & wally)) im joking i think i draw them vry differently#i mean they both have freckles- but wally has way brighter hair & WAY MORE freckles + a different nose & green eyes-#listen i try ok#ALSO I TRED 2 DRAW SOME ACNE ON ROY CAN U SEE IT????? its vry smallll#also ahhaha ninjago referance hehehehKJHEkjhejKHFhesFHGiuaslfa idk i just wanted 2 draw it#i mean its not a DIRECT referance but if u see it u see it!#im not super happy w/my garth tbhhhhh i didnt know exactly wtf i was doing#i wish i knew how tf 2 draw scales aaaaaahhhhhhhhh ill figure it out 1 day#bc i started liking harpoon during the tt cartoon i decided 2 pull most of my decisions from there#although theres like barely any I CAN SEE THEM#anwaysy ANWYAYS tags.....uhm#thisis the scary part LMAOOO#harpoon shipping#roygarth#garthroy#???? which 1 do ppl use??? i just call them harpoon its cuter#blehhhhhhhhhhaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa#roy harper#garth#i dont want 2 tag them#jfc im scared#listen if u dont like me pls block me pls i beg of u oh man#puppee art#me posting smth that isnt my usual stuff>??? weirdddd
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DUDEEE my parents ordered some wine and it was just delivered when it was only me in the house and the guy was like "ID please" but i don't have a drivers licence and idk where we keep the passports so i panicked and practically screeched "UHH HH U CAN JUS LEAVE THE WINE WITH ME I'M EIGHTEEN PLS BELIEVE ME" which obviously didn't help my case at all
#shut the door in his face being like ahahahahah let me just get my id and called my mum in a panic#but ofc she didnt fuckitntr PICK UPP so i have to talk 2 the guy again bc ive shut him out for a suspiciously long time#guy doesnt care obviously but i still felt awkwqrs as SHIT but like. i Still dont have id#so i was like pls come bqck later when my parents are here ^_^ which obviously makes it seem like im fucken 15 or smth#yena talks
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i literally planned to post this like two weeks ago but i was scared people would think im delusional (i am, actually)
BUT im on a high rn after that vi clip and im just bouncing off the walls and im actually so excited and after linkin park was finally announced to be part of the ost i really wanted to post this…
but what if chappell roan is the mystery artist on the ost…
I KNOW WHAT UR PROBABLY THINKING BUT JUST HEAR ME OUT DUDE (this is a joke pls dont take this seriously 🙏🙏)
HERE IS MY EVIDENCE:
i made a post of how chappell and jinx have a joan of arc inspired getup
this one is obviously a very big stretch because anyone can reference joan of arc, so i would like to turn your attention to her vma performance.
first off, the obvious reference is she has two braids for jinx. but lets observe the prop she has in her hands. a crossbow headed for a castle…almost a parallel to an ultra mega death rocket hitting a certain council building…
when she shoots the crossbow, spark effects form an X and the lighting turns BLUE, not an expected red or orange, again another reference to jinx.
i think what really made me start developing this theory is this pose chappell does. she does it twice during the performance. i think it might be a reference to jinx’s obsession with guns and this little moment. also why tf would she go out of her way to make this pose?? when she’s singing in this part, she isn’t saying the lyric “shoot another shot” (which is when u would expect her to make this pose).
this may also explain why track ten has been hidden. around a year ago, when someone from arcane said they were in contact with a big artist, which im assuming is linkin park (theyre ranked like 34 on spotify), chappell wasnt a huge celebrity yet. it wasnt until around april that she really started to gain popularity, and i mean A LOT of popularity, probably to almost the same degree as linkin park. at this point, the team prolly just decided to hide her song for shits and giggles like they did with the linkin park song.
anyways this is the part where my theory is based off pure no evidence speculation and personal indulgence, but if this ends up coming true, i hope her song ‘subway’ is the one for arcane cuz it fits caitvi so well and i need that banger released NEOW. not to mention, if it is track ten, it would be played in the middle of the season, which is during the speculated caitvi divorce arc. (also, im pretty sure chappell started performing the song in early june and yk what else came out early june?? THE ARCANE S2 TEASER)
either way, it probably isnt chappell roan (EVEN THOUGH I WOULD LOVE IF IT WAS). im dying to know who the track ten song belongs to. why is it still hidden?? is it somehow an artist bigger than linkin park?? someone mentioned rihanna since fenty worked with riot on mel’s design, and i really like that idea (although it is DEF not happening rihanna is too big of an artist). now that i think about it, i would love a song about mel…
anyways this is a complete shitpost (that i spent WAY too much time on) if ur reading this and somehow put up with me yapping about my delusions, thank you ur a real one 🫡🫡
#they call me a chef with the way i cook 🗣️🗣️#no but like actually this is a joke#pls dont take it srsly 🙅♀️🙅♀️#arcane#arcane spoilers#arcane s2#i just wanted the point out the like three jinx references i noticed dude#and it turned into a whole yapfest
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when someone calls scorbus ‘jegulus-coded’ or compares them to drarry (of all ships), or calls albus ‘regulus-coded’ it does my head in. regulus and jegulus are in your head whilst scorbus and albus are on paper, and drarry’s dynamic is LEAGUES different to scorbus come on now
#marauders fans be swearing the cursed child and its plot and characters arent canon and then have dorcas and marlene and mary and regulus—#—fully fleshed out in their head#(but this is mostly tiktok marauder fans so tumblr ur ok)#drarry fans will call scorbus the ‘drarry they never got 🥺🥺🥺’ when both boys are more like their mums#dont even get me started on how they think james sirius is a mix of james and sirius#i can assure you jsp is not influenced whatsoever by those lond dead characters LOL#pls leave next gen fandom alone 😭#harry potter#hp#cursed child#scorpius malfoy#albus severus potter#harry potter and the cursed child#hpcc#james sirius potter#albus potter#drarry#draco malfoy#jegulus#james potter#regulus black#hp next gen#marauders#rewriting#ofc jegulus and regulus can be real characters to you though that doesnt change their meaning to you#this isnt regulus or jegulus hate its just#pls dont stamp everything as related to the marauders its super annoying for others
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art fight dump !!!! didnt feel like drafting up nine different posts so here they all are in one place instead lmao
characters in order of appearance: venus belongs to @ssilentwillow parker belongs to ~alovestuck (AF) naoko belongs to @fghniki athens and ser belong to @jaspersketch yuri belongs to ~Tobago (AF) claire and anais belong to @acetoons torin belongs to ~HowlAashir (AF) merry and zachary belong to ~Andientart (AF) milo belongs to ~Alt_asher_art (AF)
#my art#art fight#eventually decided to post .. ehh why not LMAO#i hope no one minds being tagged or having me post these i can edit to remove urs if you want !#im dumping these here for archive and also bc i never post here lol. so i hope no one i tag feels pressured to reblog or respond i just wan#to credit you. lmao. pls dont worry about it haha#hi art blog i am alive . im basically just posting on @duskerot instead of here but i will reblog art over here if i post it#i kinda just dont post my ocs art? and thats all i make . hence the silence#i might start posting ocs soon tho ! who knows#anyway art fight was fun this year lotsa fun guys out therre#this character torin is the first time ive found someone else with an oc called torin . which is my main ocs name . so i was like i HAVE TO
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OKAY. DONE. the update was SOOOOO fucking good i enjoyed that sm
#num speaks#AGAIN SPOILERS FOR TKATB DAYS ONE AND TWO#JUST A WARNING FOR ANYONE WHO HASNT PLAYED!#that was so fucking good actually#ALSO I STILL DONT HAVE THOSE TWO REMAINING CROWE CGS? THE LITTLE PARTS OF THEM I MEAN? I DUNNO HOW TO GET EM#if anyone knows how to get em. pls lemme know. because wdym 1 out of 4 and 5 out of 6 is locked. NO? WHAT?#the little dinner date with sol and getting to nickname him im falling apart#i actually started giggling guys it was embarrassing#BUT ITS NOT MY FAULT#HE CALLED ME AN AFFECTIONATE NICKNAME AND I BROKE FR#im gonna ignore that he drugs us! that last part? didnt happen! we had a nice little dinner date where he was basically my husband and then#yeah whatever! yknow!#im REALLY liking how this is going though#its super interesting i love all the characters#and i am madly in love with both sol and crowe#YIPPEE! WE ALL JUMPED FOR JOY!#going to ignore the bad ending.#i had a blast.#ART.... ART SOON? MAYBE?#cg redraws... sound very fun... esp with the new ones OUGH#SO GOOD SO FUN#does this mean i need to work on my assignment now. GUHHHHHHHH
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Several months late, the landlord finally picked up the dehumidifier from my kitchen
Would've been nice had I been told they were coming though 💀 so I could've cleaned up the grocery bags on the floor that I hadn't put away yet 💀💀💀💀💀
#speculation nation#at least i did do the dishes yesterday so the kitchen is in much better shape than it was before. still not great though.#i wonder if i could put in a complaint lol. like Please dont enter my unit unannounced 😭 that's a violation im pretty sure 😭😭😭#actually i might call them. like Hey. can you guys um..not lol#well. the office is closed now so i cant call them. but i wonder if i should email.#i also wonder if it's even worth the fuss. like if they dont bother me about the state of my apartment then like oh well ykno?#except i very much did have a hospital bank statement out in full view which is kinda personal information lol. lmao even.#... actually yknow what i think i will email. bc like. even if they dont complain. it's kind of embarrassing lol.#had i known they were coming i wouldve done that little bit more before leaving. and i shouldve had the option.#this certainly wasnt an emergency. i should have gotten notice. they conducted a violation of tenants rights.#and YEAH ok people might say i should just keep my apartment clean always regardless of if someone is coming.#and while thatd be nice. get this. im a full time student with adhd and ive been having a HELL of a time lately.#so no i hadnt fully put away my groceries. and i left some empty bags on the floor. bc i didnt think itd matter.#so Yeah im going to email them with a friendly 'hey next time could you guys pls give me 24 hour notice? like it says in the law? thanks :)
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guess whos not going in at all this week, actually
#MY MANAGER EMAILED LIKE 2 HOURS B4 I HAD TO GO IN#she finally changed my schedule (1 day) to the night shift today#(i emailed her to be safe just kinda casually reaffirming im going in at the new time & then asking if any other shifts wanted 2 be changed#bcs that sounds great to me whstever option she goes with#she ignored that question & i get a new email from her asking if i completed a training. lets called it DOC#basically a long time ago she said 'i will send you DOC instructions soon' .. a few days pass and i get three 50 paged packets#one is called NAVIGATING DOC#im like oh ok cool that must be the DOC training shes talking abt bcs the other 2 packets were abt various trainings#NAH BRUH. APPARENTLY THE DAY IM SUPPOSED TO GO IN. SHE MESSAGES ME SOME ENTIRELY ALIEN PROGRAM#and is like 'u completed this right? cus if u didnt u cant come in today.'#LIKE?? MAYBE I WOULDA IF U SENT THE SHIT#but it's also like. dam i shouldve emailed prompting her to send what she said she would n clarifying BUT FUCK#WHY DO I GOTTA?? IM NOT THE MANAGER#she literally told me the name of the program rn thru email so i type it in and see like four hour long modules to complete#mind u i aint never even been informed a WHISPER abt this new program. nothings even labeled DOC TRAINING#but my struggle is. was i notified this?? and i just didnt see??? was i supposed to clarify with her what the DOC training was exactly??#the only thing ive heard abt doc training b4 this is 'i need to send u DOC training soon' in EMAIL. so i expected an alert#abt THE DOC TRAINING... in an EMAIL notification. WHAT THE HELL IS THIS#idk man#i dont even care bro like im busy as hell & the work is just to build clinic hours so i dont care abt the money factor#it's just like. can we get this first day jitters thing over with already?? im so over this bro#yaddayadda i emailed her an apology n ill be on that ASAP shit. but i did let her know i am basically justnnow seeing this site#n if there was any email or notif that couldve/tried to inform me of its existence 2 pls let me know / figure out how to find it#so the issue doesnt occur again & i dont have to keep botherinher which im so srry of bcs med is stress n shes just trying to get by#but still bro im a lil miffed bcs she probably thinks im stupid now and now im wondering if i AM#bcs WDYM ONLINE MODULES. AINT NOBODY SAID SH IT EVEN ABT THE EXISTENCE OF THEM!!! i wouldve pressed harder 4 clarification#if i knew it was an ONLINE MODULE i had to look out for on some randomass site i didnt even know the name of until now#instead of the EMAIL UVE BEEN 'COMMUNICATING' WITH ME ON#ARREGHHHHHHHH IM NOT STUPID. I SWEAR IM NOT STUPID FUCCK MY BAKA LIFE
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struggling rn cause i wish i knew other lesbians irl to talk to or have as a rolemodel.
#my workplace is fun and while i do not have the impression they are homophobic they are all straight and#the girls my age there really always blocked off when talking about dating stuff even though thry ALWAYS tell me avout their tinder guys#is this queer loneliness??#idk#i listen to yall really but every single day some guy from apps like😭 pls#and then to always block off when i start about girls and my dating life#ok i get it you are disgusted by me ig#ugh#but then they call you pet names and think yoh want smth or so#😭 im so sorry i needed to get this out somewhere#im feeling alone lowkey like i did in school when i wasnt out#but it will be better#when i see my friends again#and my best friend also has a boyfriend now which i am sooo happy about (he sounds wonderfullll!!!!!)#but can anyone around me not talk about dating men every day😮💨#dont get me wrong i love you all and i am happy for you and will gladly listen but give me the same energy#rant#personal#lesbian#lgbtq
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i never had the experience of having to help my parents/grandparents with tech stuff because they're all very tech savvy but i do think that being the one they go to about health stuff might be worse 👍
#pls dont tell me about how it might be cancer and send me ur abnormal results before you know more#and i know that is so selfish to say bc i know its scary and ppl wanna talk about it#but i am NOT A DOCTOR i dont know!!!#and the hematologist is calling him next week he said that himself!!!!#and he knowwwws i have health anxiety#like please i know we dont get along but i dont want my dad to have cancer and im gonna be freaking out abt this now#sams ramblings#delete later
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21. Friends hear through hotel walls? (Arabia and Ivy) for the WIP Ask Game !!!!!!!!!
Send me an ask from my WIP List and I'll post a little snippet or tell you something about it!
Ack sorry in advance this one is... Not Fun??? *hides under my desk* idk where this idea came from but I ended up writing it as a way to feel more comfortable writing Arabia/Ivy (there's nothing quite like putting character's in a crisis to get to know them better I guess??). Anyways, idk if I'm gonna post this one because everyone will banish me to angst jail and attack me with hammers and mean comments haha. But uh, here you go?? Enjoy???? (abuse tw)
Arabella curls up into a ball with her back against the headboard, trying to make herself as small as possible, trying to get away from the awful sounds coming from the next room, now entirely unmistakable as Satine’s boyfriend hitting her while she begs for him to stop. “You’re okay, Bella,” Ivy murmurs, momentarily covering the receiver with one hand while she rubs Arabella’s leg with the other. “They’re on the way. They’ll be here in a few minutes. It’s going to be okay.” Arabella shakes her head; she can’t seem to stop trembling, but it feels like it’s happening to someone else. Something glass shatters next door and Satine sobs and Arabella thinks she’s going to be sick right here on the mattress. Nothing about this is okay. She wants to lean closer to her girlfriend but she can’t seem to make herself move; besides, everything inside her is screaming at her to get away from everyone. Arabella covers her ears and squeezes her eyes shut tight, trying to block out the sound of her friend’s suffering, feeling guilty all the while that she has this option. There’s another loud thump from next door and Satine’s voice cuts off mid-scream. Ivy drops the receiver, her hand stilling on Arabella’s knee. For a moment neither of them moves or even dares to breathe, both imagining the worst. It turns out there is a more horrible noise than her friend’s cries for help, and that’s them going abruptly, horrifically, bone-chillingly silent.
#the few good things to come out of this are i think im getting more comfortable with writing them??#idk i feel like if you can write them experiencing their worst. their best comes easily??#Character Study. or something#am i any good at capturing arabia's voice??? UNKNOWN. but i sure am. trying my best. im doing Something idk#or her inner monologue at least since she shuts down and doesnt speak in this snippet#i also have decided that ivy calls arabella 'bella' and i think that is Very Cute#does that make up for the angst???? (probably not)#like everything else ive posted today this is. entirely unedited#sorry if you thought this was gonna be FUN and instead you got gifted THE HORRORS#i guess what happened here is we talked about how arabia hates loud noises and shuts down when people yell#and likely has her own history of mistreatment and/or abuse#and i was thinking about the dynamics of arabia who has escaped her abuser x satine who hasnt yet and how that would play out#also what would happen if arabia witnessed it but she couldnt get to satine in order to help?#abuse tw#thank you for the ask!!#im sorry? or youre welcome?? idk at this point.....#pls dont hate me#my fic
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Do you have any other celebrity crushes :)
oscar isaac! last leg of moon knight ep02 had me gripping my sheets n i never looked back!!
currently, per eriksson is the one plaguing my mind (n here i thought i only had to watch out for cosmo sylvan, then per comes barrelling in n rocking my world)
thank u sm for asking teehee <33 hby? id love to know ur (yalls) celeb crushes!!
#pls dont call me out on the fact theyre older than me by lots 😭#its a problem i dont wanna recognize#i love getting asks like this :(( like u? wanna know more abt me?? hb we kiss rn#anon#ask
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