#[ i really want to push myself out of the comfort zone of pairing jihoon with music-adjacent y/n ]
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just realized i've started an unconscious series featuring svt & their burner accounts (chan x fansite!reader, wonwoo x streamer!reader, mingyu x pop base admin!reader) ... wanted to yap really quickly about some of the other solo smaus i have on the backburner, following -ish the trend 〔´∇`〕 some of these are tentative + subject to change. some of these are more well-developed + may soon see light of day. when will they be published? we never know. anyway,, 𖹭 seungkwan x fangirl!reader, where kwan is your oomf on stan twitter (this is canon to #me) 𖹭 minghao x artist!reader, where hao follows your art account and even commissions from you 𖹭 soonyoung x choreographer!reader, where soonyoung provides unsolicited advice on your dance break vids ... 𖹭 vernon x cinephile!reader, where vernon gets into arguments with you over your opinions on movies. letterboxd makes an appearance 𖹭 seungcheol x fanbase!reader. because of course seungcheol would be in to a competent y/n who runs a svt fanbase the other members are still little clanging around in my brain. we will get them eventually ( ‾́ ◡ ‾́ )
#���─ ᵎᵎ ✦ yapping#[ just a peek in to my Musings .. ]#[ adding some more in the tags because. yeah. anyway -- ]#[ seokmin x baseball fan!reader ? will i know enough about baseball to pull this off ]#[ photographer!reader is calling to me but im not sure yet who to pair them with ]#[ i considered coups x kkuma fan page!reader briefly LMAOOOO it was a Moment. i fear ]#[ jeonghan x internet friend!reader. just someone he meets online & they dont know who he is ]#[ another one i cant quite translate: shua x craftsy reader?? like yn who runs a crafts page etc ]#[ i really want to push myself out of the comfort zone of pairing jihoon with music-adjacent y/n ]#[ and . i contemplated jun x translating acc./reader but it's a bit close to my preexisting minghao fic lols ]#[ WE WILL GET THERE EVENTUALLY ]#[ focusing on ot13 + milestone for now but just putting this out in the world !!! ]#[ pls dont steal. i ll cry ]
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Hidden omega (part 22)
Fandom: Bts (Got7 + Big Bang + B.A.P + Monsta X + Seventeen + Block B+Vixx+TVXQ) Who doesn’t love a good ensemb Pairing: Namjoon x Everybody Genre: Smut/Fluff/Angst Au: Canon / Omegaverse au Length: 3.1k
Part 1, Part 2, Part 3, Part 4, Part 5, Part 6, Part 7, Part 8, Part 9, Part 10, Part 11, Part 12, Part 13, Part 14, Part 15, Part 16, Part 17, Part 18, Part 19, Part 20, Part 21, Part 22, Part 23
Summary:
Taehyung gets to spend some time with Seventeen, and some truth bombs nobody is ready for... Things are about to get much more complicated
“Taehyung!” Wonwoo’s voice seemed far away fro Taehyung, the whole world seemed to be floating for some reason.
“What happened?!” Jihoon’s voice was high and sounded… scared? What happened? Why did his head feel so heavy?
“I don’t know, he saw the cloth and then he just zoned out and when I touched him he just collapsed! I only just managed to catch him before he hit the ground.” now Wonwoo’s voice was full of panic as well “I don’t know what I did! I never meant to hurt him! He just normally like cute things, so I thought he would like the shirt! He was fine when we went and fed the ducks two weeks ago! I’m sorry!”
Then Taehyung felt a sudden pain his right cheek as something smacked him accross the face, and it was like he get jerked back into his own body as he opened his eyes and gasped for air suddenly aware of the fact that all member of the older Seventeen pack was standing around him. Seokmin was the one leaning over him with his hand raised “I’m sorry, but I were worried when you didn’t react.”
Taehyung nodded still a little confused about it all and he rubbed his cheek, then noticing he was more or less lying on Wonwoo “It’s okay Seokie, I… I don’t know what happened, I saw the duck and I…”
Then he remembered what he had seen and he looked away from them “I just remembered thing’s I didn’t want to remember.” he mumbled a little ashamed of his episode.
“Ey don’t do that.” Wonwoo mumbled, still holding the beta close to his chest “You don’t have to hide from us, we know the whole story, it’s okay around us.” he was half hiding his face in the olders hair, he had been worried that he had somehow broken Taehyung.
Before Taehyung could speak up Seungcheol did it instead “What about we all get some food, and some of us have vocal practice to attend to.” With that he looked at the vocal unit members one after another.
Wonwoo helped Taehyung up on his legs showing him the kitchen shutting the door behind him leaving Seungcheol with the vocal members, Joshua being the first to speak up “I thought we were in this together! All of us! You can’t just ship half of us to practice, we all care for Tae!” his normal soft and wellmanered person gone.
Seungcheol sighed “That is not what this is about, I’m not trying to push anybody out or doing so only we spend time with Tae… But I don’t want to overwhelm him right now, and you guys do actually have practice. So we spend the time now, get him to calm down and talk, and when we go to practice later you guys will be here and we don’t overwhelm him.” he looked at Jihoon for assistance, the pack alpha just nodded.
“He is right and we all know it, we still have no idea what happened with BTS to push him to this point, but it is the worst point he has been in in a long time, and I don’t want to overwhelm him with to many people, neither do I want to leave him alone when we go to train.”
Surprisingly it was Seungkwan that acted first, grabbing Seokmin and Joshua under the arm “The faster we get there and finish the faster we get back here, now stop complaining.”
And then the youngest omega of the vocal group somehow managed the drag both an alpha and a beta out of the room, leaving Jeonghan, Jihoon and Seungcheol behind. The omega looked after his leaving members “So I understand that Taehyung needs space, but is there an option where I just go back and sleeps? I promise I won’t overwhelm him.”
“You lazy bastard, we are going to practice,” by that Jihoon grabbed the long haired omega by the wrist to start dragging him “And please be careful with Tae, I have this feeling that something bad have happened, much worse than we think.”
The Seventeen leader just nodded looking after them, he had the feeling that it was much worse than they expected as well. He wasn’t really sure what he expected when he went back into the kitchen, maybe a hostile and none welcoming environment. What he definitely didn’t expect was Taehyung sitting on Wonwoo lap while Vernon was busy trying to shove way too much rice into his mouth, Mingyu looking like he was about to die from laughter as Taehyung’s cheeks swelled up like chipmunk.
“Do I even want to know what is going on?” Seungcheol asked laughing a little under his breath.
“I’m feeding our baby!” Vernon exclaimed, trying to hold back the laughter.
Taehyung didn’t seem to agree with this point “I’m older than you!” he exclaimed with rice going everywhere, just coursing everybody to laugh more “And I can feed myself.”
“Shhhh babies don’t speak” Wonwoo teased, holding him in his position when he struggled to get down.
Taehyung looked at Seungcheol with a begging look to free him, while yes it was fun the oldest beta ended up taking mercy on him, “Let Taehyung down, it looks like he is about the be killed by rice down the wrong pipe.”
“You are so boring,” Vernon teased but he removed the food away from Taehyung’s mouth as the BTS member got let down, quickly taking hiding behind Seungcheol.
“They are evil!” he theater whispered into Seungcheol’s ear, which made a light laughter settle over the entire kitchen, before everybody sat down to actually eat.
The table was in comfortable silence until Wonwoo broke it “Are you sure you are okay? You cheek is very red.”
Taehyung had completely forgotten that he had gotten slapped and as he lightly touched the skin it was sensitive and hot, but it didn’t really annoy him “It’s fine, I needed it I couldn’t focus for some reason it was very weird.”
“I can’t wait for your fans to see you with a handprint on your cheek,” Vernon teased mouth full while he spoke making Seungcheol look at him disgusted, “I can’t wait to see who they blame!”
“Maybe they blame your rude ass?” Mingyu teased.
Taehyung felt so happy sitting here between them as they teased each other, it had been a long time since his own pack was this carefree with each other. With all the issues going on, and their seeming inability to talk to each other moment’s like this had been sparse and long between. This was what he missed, the light teasing each other without anybody feeling threatened. Moments while an omega like Vernon could tease the older alpha Mingyu without feeling threatened.
Taehyung could remember before him and the rest of the maknae line had presented, Jimin could tease Jungkook without flinching every time he moved. He missed those days, he missed just huddling up and nobody thinking about their sub gender, “Tae? You are spacing out again, and you dropped your rice onto your towel, had you noticed you are still only wearing a towel?” Vernon questioned while casually eating, like he had just asked Taehyung if he had noticed that it was raining outside.
Taehyung looked down, and… yes he was indeed still only wearing a towel! How had he not noticed this?! “The cloths is still in the hallway if you are okay wearing the shirt?” Wonwoo was hesitant with this, which he should be cause he got slapped in the back of the head by Mingyu.
“Of course he isn’t okay with wearing it! Do you even try to use our brain?” even tho the younger was scolding him, there was still no heat in his voice, and really it just coursed Wonwoo to whine out loud
“Stop hitting me, asshole!” this just coursed Vernon laugh, cause apparently he was a kid that still found the word asshole funny, which coursed Taehyung to giggle as well trying to cover his mouth.
“Please stop, I’m fine wearing the shirt it was very cute. I just hadn’t expected it.” he giggled, eyes sparkling and box smile showing, which stopped the two alpha’s bickering.
“If all we need for them to stop fighting like small kids is for you to smile at them, we are keeping you and that was not a request.” Seungcheol teased.
Vernon had gone back to eating, and again spoke with his mouthful “I’m pretty sure that it’s foreplay for them!”
Instead of denying it both alpha’s just blushed and looked away from each other, which made Taehyung look for person to person with a wide grin on his face “oh my god! You are right! It’s totally their pre fucking ritual!”
“Go find you cloth Taehyung! See if I ever get you something again just because it’s cute!” Wonwoo pouted now, looking much more like a sad puppy with his long black bangs falling into his eyes than the oldest alpha of the pack.
“Don’t worry TaeTae! I will get you cute thing’s instead! I am the leader of cute things!” he jumped up the grab Taehyung’s arm to once again drag the beta around, this time to his cloth.
Taehyung blushed as he looked at the cloth and then to Vernon who didn’t look away, “uhm are you going to turn around?”
At that Vernon just looked confused “Why? I have seen you naked before? You rode me during my heat! You have nothing to be shy about?”
Again Taehyung blushed, this time a full body blush “We agreed on not talking about that!”
“Why it was hot! Jeonghan agreed!” the omega couldn’t stop himself from teasing Taehyung was just too adorable to not.
Taehyung threw his towel at Vernon’s head quickly grabbing for the underwear to get on, which he didn’t manage to finish before a light slap was delivered to his ass coursing him to whine “Vernon!”
“Sorry! I couldn’t stop myself, you can get dressed now I promise!”
Taehyung quickly pulled on the rest of the cloth, a pair of loose shorts smelling faintly of pomegranate telling him that they were probably from Wonwoo’s closet, the sweater tho smell completely clean and seemed to be knew, the fabric soft. As he pulled it on the sweater was big enough to glide down one of his shoulders the giant yellow duck proudly sitting on the front of it “This is new isn’t it?”
“Yeah we got it for you, so you don’t have to borrow cloth from everybody else!” Vernon said again dragging him towards the room he shared with Seungkwon.
“Why do I feel like I have been kidnapped?” Taehyung asked a little hesitantly when he got pushed down onto the bed and then arranged however he wanted before Vernon koaled up behind him hugging him close with both legs and arms.
“Don’t call it that” Vernon laughed, teasing Taehyung by blowing into his ear, Taehyung’s scent of peanuts mixing with Vernon’s own twix scent.
“We smell like the world's best Chocolate bar!” which coursed both of them to giggle and Taehyung relaxed into Vernon’s sweet omega scent, with only having Jimin as an omega in BTS and Jimin prefering to cuddle with the alpha’s it was so rare that he actually got to enjoy this until he noticed something.
“Are you trying to inhale my hair?”
Vernon just giggled and went back to burying his head in Taehyng’s hair “Laugh all you want, we only have 2 beta’s and Seungcheol is busy doing leading stuff whatever that means! And Joshua is rewatching one piece, which you are not going to make me do unless you have a gun at my head!” he whined.
Taehyung couldn’t stop himself from giggling at that, “I understand that way too much,”
“So is this a cute chocolate-bar party thing only or can the rest of us join since you rudely left us?” seemed that the rest of Seventeen’s HipHop unit had finally noticed that they were missing for to long to just be getting Taehyung some cloth.
“You sure you aren’t busy with leader stuff?” Vernon pouted sticking his tongue out at Seungcheol who just shook his head.
“You are still pouty that I weren’t home for your heat aren’t you? We are 9 people and you still get pouty when we aren’t all here.” The leader teased, and from Vernon’s spot behind Taehyung he could feel how the omega was blushing, “Taehyung? Are you ready to talk about what happened, you know it feels better after you talked about it.”
Seungcheol took a spot on the floor resting against the wall, not overwhelming the BTS beta with two many people being too close to him at once, not that Mingyu seemed to care as he sat infront of Taehyung leaning his back against the bed so Taehyung could lightly scratch his hair and play with the undercut his hair was currently in. Wonwoo ended up pushing Seungcheol around until the olderman was sitting between his legs and he himself was leaning against the wall.
Taehyung took a deep breath, he knew that they were right he always felt better after talking, and they were the only people that he could actually talk to about this, “Namjoon presented as an omega.”
“Aren’t he dud? And 21? That’s a little late to present.” Vernon questioned gently petting Taehyung’s stomach under the oversized sweater.
“Yeah, turned out he wasn’t a dud. He was suppressing his sub-gender without knowing, he was starving himself to be a better idol… We didn’t notice, so he ended up having a heart attack that forced his presentation on him. He was in the hospital, and I were already feeling bad cause I hadn’t noticed how our leader was suffering. We… We had kicked him out of the nest, Jungkook was having trouble sleepings, and kicking out an omega is… it’s bad, and Jungkook had alpha ordered him when we found out that Namjoon had been taking Jungkook’s shirts, probably for the scent. Then Jungkook flipped out, I didn’t really understand what happened, I were in my own head. Suddenly T.O.P-sunbaenim was holding him while the doctor was knocking him out with a needle. Then Jinnie left, running away, so me and Jimin agreed to follow Jungkook to where he was going to wake up, cause it turned out that he had problems with his hormones.” Taehyung took a short break to center himself again, Vernon’s strong present behind him and Mingyu’s hair under his fingertips, he could do this, “We had to walk past the cancer ward… one of the doors were open and I saw a child crying next to what look like her mother’s bed. I all got to much… I needed to get out of there.” He hadn’t noticed he had started crying until Vernon was whispering sweet nothing into his ear to calm him down.
“Tae it’s understandable that you got upset, Mingyu had turned around so he were now looking at Taehyung, taking his hands between his “You shouldn’t feel bad, I understand that the issues with Namjoon are bad, and it’s something you guys have to work on as a pack, but you shouldn’t feel bad for getting out of there. I know that you don’t feel comfortable sharing with them the reason, or sharing it with anybody really, but you can’t help anybody if you don’t help yourself first, you understand that right baby?” Mingyu’s voice was mild and calming and Taehyung just nodded, he knew that Mingyu was right it was just hard to deal with. Had he not been in shock over what had happened to Namjoon and he hadn’t really noticed that they were in a hospital he would probably have freaked out.
Most of the time he freaked out just with the mention of a hospital and specially with the idea of going there, they held too many bad memories. That made Taehyung think of the first time he really met Seventeen, it had been after a some kind of award show they had still been at, Taehyung had long since forgot which one it was he could just remember that Jimin had hurt his leg quite badly. They would have to go to the hospital, and Yoongi was freaking out a little bit, it was the first time Jimin had gotten hurt since he and Taehyung had presented, Yoongi was trying to get them all to the hospital with Jimin but Taehyung had freaked out. He couldn’t go to the hospital! He knew he couldn’t go to the hospital!
He had refused, hit Yoongi when he had reached for him, he couldn’t explain why he could go he simply wasn’t ready! Yoongi hadn’t understood, all he knew was that their only omega was hurt, that he was the pack alpha and his beta was acting like a child! In the end he had just given up yelled at an already scared Taehyung that if he was going to be a child about it he could just stay here and found his way home alone!
He had left Taehyung standing in the room alone, the moment Yoongi was out of side Taehyung had tears running down his eyes, and he couldn’t breath as he felt an panic attack coming up, as he reached a point where he thought he was going to die, where the breathing problems just got too bad somebody was there to guide him out of it. Telling him to take deep breaths, and yes that was good, he was being good boy, just to keep breathing like that.
When the worst of the panic attack was finally over and Taehyung opened his eyes, he found Jihoon the pink haired alpha was… a lot shorter than him, but he was smiling softly at Taehyung “That’s better?”
Taehyung nodded slowly a little ashamed that he had been caught having a panic attack “Yeah… Thank you, uhm… how much did you hear?”
Jihoon just shrugged his shoulder’s “All of it , but we doesn’t have to talk about it. I understand, I also understand that you are all alone here now? We are going home to get food we got a spot for one more if you want?”
“Really?” Taehyung had been surprised that they would allow that, but then he hesitantly nodded. He wasn’t sure how to get home really, and he knew he didn’t want to return to their empty dorm.
“Of course! We are so many people already that one more doesn’t hurt!” Jihoon had said, taking his hand in his much much smaller one, wow he had smaller hands than Jimin! And showed him over to the rest of Seventeen that happily welcomed him, a good few of the members hadn’t presented yet, and some of them was even older than Taehyung.
He ended up actually enjoying his time with Seventeen, and he became close friends with them, but that wasn’t the day he told them the full story, that was months later. Jungkook had presented and BTS had had a fight, this time about how Seokjin would just in the middle of conversation get up and leave, Taehyung had needed a space to feel safe and that was the Seventeen dorm. When he arrived there only a few members had been there, and Taehyung had broken down and confessed everything, his past, how he felt that he was a failure to his mother because he wasn’t an omega. The sad memory of that day had turned happy, and he no longer remembered it as the time his pack fought but the time he finally told the truth.
At the present Taehyung had fallen asleep crying, exhausted himself. Mingyu leaning over to kiss him on the forehead, pulling back when Wonwoo spoke up “Don’t get too attached Min… You know he isn’t ours…”
“But he could be… He could be happy with us.”
“No Min… He is happy with BTS… We are not going to ruin that for him.”
“You love him to!” Mingyu insisted.
Wonwoo just smiled sadly “Sadly… Mine or anybody else in this packs feelings doesn’t matter… So yes… I love him just as much as you do… Enough to let him go, you and Jeonghan need’s to do that… You know I’m right.
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