#like excuse me MOTHER you will do no such thing
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Cassandra’s daughters are born knowing 2-3 languages by default (their mom’s languages and English) and Alcina declared that her granddaughters don’t need to learn Latin since it’s difficult and a dead language anyway so don’t need to bother with that.
That got her looks from her three daughters and Cassandra was like “WTH??” Like ‘I had to go through that Latin drilling as a child and now you’re saying it’s not necessary???’
Cass and her sisters call bullshit and Wife is just amused.
#house dimitrescu#resident evil village#cassandra dimitrescu#daniela dimitrescu#resident evil 8#bela dimitrescu#re8#alcina dimitrescu#Alcina totally being a grandmother spoiling her grandchildren#but her daughterS won’t allow it#like excuse me MOTHER you will do no such thing
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actually in hindsight why did Rick repeatedly have Piper solve all the ghost problems on the Argo II when. Hazel was right there. A daughter of Pluto. who by all logic should be able to control ghosts even a little bit. like, we know she has at least some of those types of powers. she just never gets to actually practically use them. ever. and then when there are zombies Hazel once again. does not get to use her powers about it. what.
#pjo#riordanverse#hazel levesque#does hazel EVER use necromancy powers? besides *maybe* a little bit when working for gaea to raise giants?#though that was pretty explicitly mostly geokinesis#where is hazel's necromancy cmon#but like. ''oh no people are getting possessed. i know! PIPER! FIX THE PROBLEM WITH YOUR CHARMSPEAK''#''rather than oh i dont know HAZEL. THE PERSON WITH GHOST POWERS DIRECTLY NEXT TO ME.''#heck Hazel is very familiar with people being possessed. her mother was for. awhile.#why not just have hazel go ''hm yup. that's possession if i've ever seen it. hold on i've got this'' and then she uses pluto powers#you cant even use the excuse ''oh but she wouldn't know how to-''#she's been hanging out with her brother Nico ''Ghost King'' di Angelo for what. eight? ten months? something like that?#and one of her major things is that she's pretty good at picking things up quickly and has highly honed her powers#you're telling me nico never told her ''btw just in case: if you ever need to exorcise a ghost from someone just idk smack 'em''#like why is the exorcising ghosts piper's job#and why with the zombie apocalypse was it like ''oh no we can't do anything until apollo comes over to help us or whatever''#''if only we had a CENTURION WITH NECROMANCY POWERS. like a CHILD OF PLUTO OR SOMETHING''#''WHOSE BROTHER VERY FAMOUSLY GOT A ZOMBIE AS A BIRTHDAY GIFT''#and its like. yes hazel does ultimately play a significant role in stopping the zombie problem#but functionally COMPLETELY UNRELATED TO HER POWERS?
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not to hornets nest again so soon but erm. ok. i love when ppl have many different hcs for characters, like with sexuality and race and the like! ithink it's valuable and fun and insightful, and there's just so much to chew on about how different lenses can shape and mold the subject of them. at the same time. however. i do think you have to mb unpack. how certain things reflect and how they can become coded. mb. like we should think about why we think certain things. in my opinion.
#like. gestures. you always hc the 'caretaker' in yr fictional relationship as buff and stone cold and visibly brown. hm.#you only give certain traits to characters you don't find desirable so you have an excuse to not care about them /loaded#you hc all yr adult autistic characters as children who need to be coddled you hc women as only sisters mothers easily written around props#like idkkkkkkkkk. and not to be dsmp pilled but we rlly gotta think abt that damn coding. maybe.#hcing a character who is a violent torturous coercive abuser murderer who stalks and kidnaps white children#and has massive arcs abt feeling entitled to land that doesnt belong to him to the point of enacting mass terrorism and mass murder abt it#having all that get coded w making the character indigenous 🧍♂️ . ddo you . do i really need to spell out. wwhy that's 🧍♂️#anyways UNPACK 🤏🕶🤨 why you think things and confront the implications please yr making me nauseous at work#huri.txt#discourse
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I’ve always been curious about Obikin, because it never felt right to me, but it isn’t exactly a pro-ship? I can never really tell. On one hand there’s the “you were my brother Anakin” on the other theres the headcanons. I just wanna know what the appeal is from someone who ships them. /gen
i’m not the best person to answer this bc i really don’t care at all if a ship is problematic or proshipper or whatever lol, i mean the first thing i did after watching the kenobi show was to look out for art and fics of vader nonconning obi-wan 🤪 and even if anakin and obiwan were siblings (which they aren’t let’s be real) i’m all for the dead dove ngl!! also it’s fiction… have a little more fun cuz this shouldn’t be that different than playing with our barbies when we were 4 and making them kill each other or have orgies together lol
but to answer your question, first i found their cat-and-mouse dynamic in kenobi really hot. vader obsessing diligently on his old master who he claims he doesn’t care about anymore was crazy. however, i think obikin is a beautifully complicated relationship. it’s canon that both anakin and obi-wan’s entire relationship is built on duality: master and apprentice, dark and light, love and hate, two halves of the same coin. this is some soulmatism shit that i fuck with and i was never into the whole soulmates tbh. i also think obi-wan is a heavily repressed man in terms of love and attachments and following the code to the core, and ofc struggles with his love for anakin: he cannot control him in any way for the force against humanity that anakin is (he’s such a momboy) plus he had the chance to kill him a couple of times and yet he couldn’t bring himself to do it and finally free him from the misery of being darth vader, bc of his love for him. he even spent his life in exile and probably didn’t kill himself just for the sake of anakin’s children. it’s not a coincidence that he decided to finally die and join the force when luke and leia were reunited and he guaranteed their safety
and then you have anakin who is anything but someone who subdues his feelings: he thrives for love, love is was fuels him and the reason he Fell on the first place, he pushes and pushes like the way he did to get padme to love him. i simply love how their own approach to love complements each other so well and i cannot get enough of it, bc at the end of the day they are both each other’s most important person. like look at this extract of this novel where anakin finally joins the force after ROTJ and how obi-wan has his own whole sentence from the other ones (even from padme!!!! or shmi!!!!)
idk man i just love them so much
#obikin#also ppl need to stop calling incest whatever they don’t like#saying that their age difference is too big is one thing BUT INCEST??? 😭#they are literally not siblings or neither grew up together in that way so that statement is just simply wrong#and feels like a lazy excuse idk… in any case they were “brother in arms”#but honestly? whatever like even if i they were i would still find it hot (or maybe even hotter)#i have literally drawn noncon obikin scenarios of anakin molesting a 12 y/o obi-wan or anakin fucking his biologic mother obiwan#do you think “you were my brother anakin” does face me 🤣
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does anyone else find it fucked up that moon's friends protect themselves from her with the skyfire at the end of moon rising?
#wings of fire#moonwatcher#look okay i've been slowly rereading the series on and off again bc one of my friends is getting into the series#so correct me where i'm wrong in asking why kinkajou feels entitled for moon to disclaim she's a telepath and seer upon first meeting her#when the news that nightwings don't have powers anymore and that they manipulated the entire sandwing succession war conflict#for their own gain went PUBLIC so nightwings are a hated tribe#nevermind the fact that moon feels like an outcast among her tribe because she hatched off of the volcano and never had to suffer#though it's sweet that her mother cares for her and worries about her she still calls moon her 'weird little diamond'#and impresses upon her 'secret hidden safe' which is basically wof's conceal don't feel#when was moon supposed to feel safe enough in disclosing her power she's hated FOR having and hated for NOT having#do you (general) think she's in ANY position to advertise she's the tribe's ONLY true seer and telepath in generations safely?#'i get what kinkajou means but it feels almost like having to disclaim your trans or disabled. Is a bit fucked' is what my friend said#it's the same fucking thing as 'i'm losing the person i once knew' but perhaps not in those words and not nearly as harshly#i know kinkajou comes around to moon eventually and they remain friends. but there's something REALLY fucked about it imo#same friend pointed out there's a queerness to this which i will 100% agree on like it stings on a personal level#like. look i still like the series but man reading it critically and interacting with it in a more adult lens#is definitely an action i am doing right now.#i think i'm still correct in saying darkstalker was a child. evil is not created in a vacuum. hatred is taught not inherent.#it does not excuse him from the evil he did commit. but he was a child. he was a FUCKING ABUSED CHILD. augh. (quietly losing my mind)#rex rambles
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Do I really have to make myself breaking-down-sobbing miserable over not doing something every single time I am not perfectly productive for you to believe that I have a disability that disables me from being perfectly productive
#nathan's notes#this is aimed towards my mother#like i am fucking sorry that i am not physically disabled for you to actually see that i cannot do some things#the way you'd expect a normal person to#i just thought that maybe the OFFICIAL DIAGNOSIS I HAVE MADE BY A PROFESSIONAL PSYCHOLOGIST WOULD HAVE FUCKING CLUED YOU IN TO THAT FACT#JESUS CHRIST#I KNOW IT IS LITERALLY THE SAME ''EXCUSE'' WHENEVER I DON'T DO THINGS#BUT I DONT KNOW HOW TO EXPLAIN TO YOU THAT A MENTAL ILLNESS DOESN'T STOP DISABLING ME ONCE IVE USED IT TO EXPLAIN MY CURRENT UNPRODUCTIVITY#YES. IT IS STILL ACTIVE. IT DOES NOT HAVE A COOLDOWN. IT FUCKS ME UP EVEN IF IT'S ANNOYING FOR YOU#IT FUCKS ME UP EVEN IF IT'S ANNOYING FOR *ME*#IF I COULD GET RID OF THIS BITCH I COULD BUT UNFORTUNATELY THIS IS NOT THAT TYPE OF WORLD#AND NO. PILLS DO NOT ''HEAL'' ME. THE ADHD IS STILL THERE. IT'S JUST LESS INTENSE *SOMETIMES*#oh my fucking god#vent#having a normal one lads
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if i had a penny every time i was severely turned on by the sight of andrew koji committing several human rights violations in a row while covered in blood i would have two pennies, which isn't a lot, but oh boy am i fucking glad that it happened twice cos that shit woke me up faster than Pedro Pascal's starbucks order
#warrior#warrior s3#warrior hbo#warrior s3 ep6#ah sahm#when I tell you he had me GAGGED#we didn't get andrew 'pretty crier' koji but holy shit did he make up for it#he knows what the girlies want#and the girlies want VIOLENCE#he went OFF okay THAT SHIT WAS THE SEXIEST FUCKING THING I HAVE EVER WITNESSED#it is TEN IN THE MORNING okay#I LITERALLY JUST WOKE UP#Warrior (hbo) Scenes That Woke Me Up Faster than Pedro Pascal's Starbucks Order#what's 400 milligrams of caffeine to a man literally doing the sexiest thing on earth? (killing racists)#i can almost excuse the lack of mom and mommy tho like WHERE ARE MY MOTHERS#my fingers just started twirling my hair of their own accord
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does not help anxiety when every time you get into a somewhat stable mental state you have to call your mother. and you can’t not talk to her for too long because she throws a hissy fit, which leaves you feeling much worse than before. But you also don’t want to cut her off, especially because as an only child you’re used to being weirdly codependent on her and she wasn’t a bad mother
#I know this is a pretty classic case and it sounds like I’m making excuses for her#But trust me it’s not fucking easy to not#Also right now I’m mostly pissed because it’s affecting my productivity and I have so much to do#Like my entire education depends on this. every other conversation I have with her sends me on a spiral. I don’t have time for this#Look I have problems with my dad too but he’s mostly fine with me calling him once a month#And he’d judge from a distance I can deal with that and doesn’t generally give a shit what you do as long as ur successful and don’t fuck u#Uhh ranting again. I bloody can’t#Worst thing mothers do is not realize you are not and never were a mini-them#And if you aren’t they feel betrayed
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I just want to be allowed to scream at my sister the way she screams at me. I want to be allowed to slam doors and throw things and break things. I want to be allowed to react to the way she treats us and not be called selfish.
#hot fucking take but I don’t really see much dialogue on how fucking traumatizing it can be to live with an autistic person#whose autism outwardly manifests the most behaviorally#her not being able to help being dysregulated does not negate how fucking scary it is#to be on the receiving end of that behavior#and to be conditioned for your entire life that you’re bad if you react in any way#this is less about neurodivergence than it is about my fucking mother#especially because I’m likely on the spectrum as well#but if someone that wasn’t autistic did those same things it would be considered an abusive environment#I’m not saying that my sister is abusive#but I am saying that it is so incredibly emotionally damaging to live in this house#any harm done to me by the screaming and throwing and breaking things is not even allowed to be considered#because she ‘can’t help herself’#and the quotes there are again less about neurodivergence than my mother#because my sister actually has really solid coping skills… when my mother is not involved#my mother will make excuses and enables her in a way that is so frustrating#my sister would actually do much better if she were living in a dorm/group home like she previously was#but that costs a lot of money#and so she lives here with my enabling permissive mother#and is more dysregulated than she has been in YEARS#because so many of the skills and coping tools she learned at her resident program#she has completely stopped utilizing because she doesn’t have to#because instead of trying to work through it my mother will make excuses for her#so instead of trying to work through it she screams so loud my ears ring#and slams doors so hard they break#and throws things in a way that makes me scared she’s going to hurt one of us#but if I display any reaction to what in any other circumstance would be recognized as a frightening and harmful situation#I’m making things worse and I’m being selfish#I’m like. fine. in the way that I’ve had to be my whole life.#which is mostly dissociating and spending as little time home as possible#but every time it happens it makes me wish I was not alive
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Not my mother asking me if I wanna go to japan with her. Like?? I said no. I just told you I cant afford it.
#she thinks money is going to fall out of the sky??#like#excuse me mother#youre the one who said I had to pay for my own plane ticket#I can pay for the plane ticket#but i wont be able to have enough money to spend in Japan#what do you expect me to do with roughly maybe 200?#what do you think I can buy in Japan the place that makes the pokemon amd digimons#you expect to smell the country and thats it#you dont think thete are a ton of things i wish I can buy there?#plushies ml shit#i cant afford to do that if I go now
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Randomly remembered the half-reason i call my oc-verse by the name it has while laying in bed. One-half of the reason i still knew, but I had forgotten what had truly, really cemented it jointly until now
(it was a song from my favourite band I haven't listened to in a while.)
(the song fit so well at the time, still does, that i needed to hold onto it for the main protagonists forever, by partially naming their story in reference.)
Does this explanation make any sense? Does anyone know why I'm tearing up remembering this. Aahh
#(I'm emotional because I've been feeling bad about it all lately. enjoying things I make I mean—art or ocs or frivilous things.)#(So remembering that song and when it came out. That I couldn't see them in person. But i held onto it my own way. As something I loved)#(Something I still do love a lot... Parts of me saying no—you don't hate it. No. I'll help you remember more. I'm a little misty about it.)#The song is just The Killers - Run For Cover. I couldn't see them in person all those years ago—family went without me.#All my new oc rework with Zin and Hunter and Caia were like a year old or so.#It's a little silly. But the character Zin's derived from was a lightning mage so I stuck to it—I like monhun's zinogre for what its worth#So there's recurring theme and imagery. Thunder's not lightning but the sound and the feeling after the flash the flame and strike.#There's that meaningful thought—the story is the aftermath of a big tragedy. It matches what I like in monsters and other chars.#And at that time—my favourite band I missed out on puts out a really good song I download everywhere and it goes like:#He motioned me to the sky/ I heard heaven and thunder cry/ Run for cover/ Run while you can baby don't look back/ You gotta run for cover#And it goes on of course. The rest of the song's still really good. There's more that fits but point is; More evocative imagery.#So there. Why my bundle of OCs—Zinadia Hunter and Caia's story—is called Thunder 20XX. minus the 20XX. That's tongue-in-cheek#About some day I'll manage to make something tangeable or broadly shareable with them. I guarentee this century!#Thunder... oh my darling Thunder. Eight years man. More than that if I really want to count pre-rework INTO the complete original work. but#I like that it's definably 8. I like that I remembered I've always loved them a lot. Always been my thing to lean on even by name...#I need to get to sleep. Ive gotten a little more emotional over one song than I'd rather regularly be. Give it a listen maybe? Goodnight#Armour clanking#I need an oc tag#What have you gathered to report to your progenitors?🎶Are your excuses any better than your senator's🎶He held a conference#and his wife was standing by his side🎶He did her dirty but no-one died🎶#I saw Sonny Liston on the street last-night black-fisted and strong singing🎶Redemption song🎶#He motioned me to the sky🎶I heard heaven and thunder cry🎶RUN FOR COVER#What are you waiting for—a kiss or an apology?🎶You think by now you'd have an A in toxicology🎶#It's hard to pack the car when all you do is shame us🎶Even harder when the dirtbag's famous🎶#I saw my mother on the street last night all pretty and strong singin🎶The road is long🎶#I said 'Mama I know you tried!'🎶But she fell on her knees and cried🎶RUN FOR COVER#Just run for cover - you've got nothin left to lose...
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//btw apologies for the bad english, i swear i'm doing my best!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
#//reason number one i'm not writing long loooong things anymore: i got burn out using another language than my mother tongue and it got me#good so i'm trying my best to avoid that again if i can i do try for longer stuff but it's waaay harder and longer still got blocked when#tho trying lmaooooo//#//also people making fun of you and making no effort to help you when obviously you're struggling with that didn't help#//it's not an excuse just trying to put the issue into words???#//tho it's not bc i can't write longer stuff that you have to stop yourself from writing it i still have an issue WRITING not READING i#love reading my rp partners ramblings it makes me feel like they enjoy the interaction lol//#ooc;;asterrambles#ooc;;tobedeleted
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Fuck you Young Royals for forcing me to go through this painful process while patient notes keep piling.
I hate you. Except I don’t. ❤️🩹
#this explains why i ‘never had a favorite show’#didn’t know my own taste (pun intended) so i pretended to like things i didn’t actually like#this show is a good one#it has helped me tremendously.#and this process has helped me tremendously in the journey to finding inner peace ❤️🩹#and it helps me get rid of absolutist thinking. which is harmful for the surgeon per their role in society.#i recognize that i do not have to like every single character in a show for it to be my favorite show#i just have to like the main couple#also a shoutout FU to omar (affectionate)#i love you king ❤️🩹#(like fuck you to simon’s sister for real.#it makes me incredibly uncomfortable that she only felt the need to sincerely apologize to simon#after she had felt slighted by her loved one.#oh and her autism and adhd isn’t a fucking excuse#my co-resident is one of the kindest men i’ve ever met and he just recently discovered he had ADHD.#he’s dealing with that while in residency to provide for his family.#just because life is difficult he keeps going.#and look at Simon!!!#same mother and father and upbringing.#and i don’t even need to get into wille’s own selflessness.#nah for real. FUCK. HER.)#thank you for coming to my Ted talk.#you can see yourself out. 🎤#young royals#wilmon
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the arguments homophobic people make against same sex couples raising kids makes literally zero sense considering they raise no problem to single parent families. the problem really isn't that there's an absent gender, because if it was they would chase and/or blame single parents and they don't.
#i never had a father and im okay with that i grew up just fine#my only problem was having to see people push down my throat my mother's ex was a father figure to me when he wasn't#just because he payed bills lol#homophobic people really turn a blind eye to abusive relationships and abandonment who actually traumatise children but look at two people#wanting to build a family who most likely have the resources to give them a happy life and suddenly the world is ending because they are#the same gender#it has no logic other than most of those people don't know how to critically read a 2000 year old book ✌️#i don't accept religion as an excuse because there's plenty of religious people who respect others#feeling angry about homophobia on this monday morning sorry about that#if i could push a homophobe in the face rn i would imagine caring other people are living their lives and trying to be happy 😭#by doing normal things too 😭#how dare you be gay (out of the norm) and try to perform normal society tasks that do not alienate you further from me?#< what they sound like#they're literally just scared that a gay person can look like them and do what they do#imagine your own sense of identity being so weak...#and by normal i mean what's expected from couples obviously not having kids is okay#it should be normalised too#anyways ignore me people have a good day if you by chance read this xd
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Lamorak's motivation is actually really interesting, I feel like you don't get to see that often. When does selfless lead you on the path to villainy, indeed
FOR REAL he fascinates me!!!
Like we joke and joke about how he's the "i can fix him" type of guy, but also like, how rare it is to have an antagonist being set up fully on the fact that he just wants to help the main antagonist getting better, even if it means playing along with the villainy yaknow?
And i just think it's fascinating, especially with the thematic going on with the Wales Brothers and all.
Aglovale dealt with his grief seeing everyone as the enemy, he became uncaring, unloving, seeing the worst in people even when they did nothing wrong to him.
Lamorak dealt with his grief the complete opposite way. He started to care too much, to love too much, to see why everyone walked with a broken heart just like he did, seeing constantly what good was inside a person no matter the amount of villainy in their action.
Percival is the one who balanced it out. He's kind and caring but if someone is acting vile, no matter their reason to act this way, he will not let it stand. He still has problems and everything, but ultimately he came out of it with a pretty healthy outlook on how to connect with people in a way neither of his brothers did, because Aglovale gave too little, and Lamorak gave too much.
And i also just adore how Lamorak's whole thing, the whole reason he's like this, is because he failed to heal his mother, and he failed to be able to develop healing magic, so he's going to "heal" people the only way he has left. He doesn't want failing healing people anymore, and since he can't heal them physically, he will heal them mentally, emotionally, as much as he can.
and this is because he has this healer motivation that he's currently an antagonist. He's villain because, at heart, he's a healer. How rare is that as well?
And of course his motivations on the long term is still to sabotage Merlin, to not have Merlin cause the destruction he seeks, but in order to save Merlin from his own grief, Lamorak still has to play along with his plans. He will bear the price of being a villain if it means staying at Merlin's side so that eventually down the line he could help him get better.
Lamorak is such a fascinating character and i'm obsessed with him.
#he's a total mess though and he DOES do villainous things#like the attack on Dalmore that he did Sabotage enough that Merlin keeps throwing back at his face#he still pretty much caused mayhem here#but i still love how 1) it was also an excuse to tease Tor on how Aglovale loved him#2) that he pretty much did it trusting Gawain would oppose him#and as a Lamorak x Gawain truther this means a lot to me#but aside from Dalmore honestly when you look at what he participated in in StW#it's hard to see it as anything other than villainy#and he took no pleasure in that but it was to help Rowley and Merlin with their own problems#he wanted to help them and heal them so bad that he endangered Arthur and Mordred and everything#oghh. anyway. i love him. he's so good.#as someone who started playing gbf ways before he came back to the story i can say i'm so thrilled#i had so many theories about what Lamorak became and i was sure he would be fucked up over how he failed to heal his mother#i've just been vindicated ever since but i love the subtle approach and the contrast and all#the wales brothers are so fascinating and all#ichareply#ichafantalks gbf#ichablogging 4kishi
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there's such a long list of interests and hobbies i've wished i pursued for years but never started. even the hobbies i have i hardly partake in because i'm constantly simultaneously exhausted and restless. i don't even do my schoolwork most of the time; the once in a while that i can force myself to do something it's that. i have all this curiosity and interest and people used to say i was so smart and i'm letting all my passion rot away but it doesn't feel like i can physically do anything else.
#i want to learn aboyt linguistics and philosophy and computer science#there are so many movies i want to watch and books i want to read#i want to pick up coding again#i want to play guitar#i want to write stories again but i haven't written anything for years#i want to paint more#i love painting i know i do#i know this one's outlandish but i want to learn to fence#i used to want to learn about the stars and space so bad but i never started learning about it and my curiosity rotted#i know even a normal person can't do of these things but they maybe could do two#i don't have an excuse for it other than my shit brain#it's not like i'm putting all my energy into schoolwork- i'm failing my history class#(despite finding it interesting as all fuck mind you. it's not like i don't care)#i don't have a part time job#i have friends who have a 4.0 and a job and all these hobbies and friends#why can't i do any of that?#something is wrong with me and the doctors agree but the doctors said the medicine would help and it doesn't#everyone i know except my physiatrist and my mother thinks i'm not trying hard enough#and honestly i'm not trying but i'm trying to try#i'm trying to try so hard and failing
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