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Finally replied to the email. Currently feeling like a prey animal being stalked.
#they've already picked me for the commission anyway but not having any portfolio to speak of on the go is killing me#since they asked for more of my drawings to see if i fit 'any more projects'#like they are already sold on me doing this one so no biggie but also AAAAAAAAH#and like I've met the man and he isn't 'portfolio or nothing' type of guy#he is very 'i'm looking for young talent no matter their education level/diploma/whatever certification'#so it's not like i walked into norma editorial or something butt naked or anything#like THEY sought ME#also i just realized my email is nowhere public........#which must mean it was given to them 🧐#(most likely the workshop teachers)#(you are watching me winding myself up into a sleepless night)#me.txt
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#this is a reminder for myself to watch TGCF season 2#art#myart#my art#long time no art tumblr nation!!!#i got an ipad finally#life is good#I'll be leaving to college in like. 2 days#aaaaaa#tgcf#just experimenting#tian guan ci fu#heaven official's blessing#i genuinely need to learn the art fundamentals cuz ik i suck lmaoooo#hua cheng#san lang#crimson rain sought flower#i did not flip the canvas im so sorry#I'm so blocked rn#anatomy? facial anatomy? who is she?#me things#loner vociferation
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my TGCF x Little Shop of Horrors AU where xie lian is a beautiful 80s woman with an abusive boyfriend and hua cheng is a sweaty nerd that loves rare plants
#DI YOU SEE THE VISION#i’ll elaborate.#jun wu is orin scrivello#i.e. ‘when i was younger / just a bad little kid / my guoshis noticed funny things i did’#(looking at jun wu) THE GUY SURE LOOKS LIKE PLANT FOOD TO ME !!!#hua cheng actually dug out his eye to feed his plant#which here is a white flower like the one that crimson rain sought lol#hes still an orphan also#when i thought of this xie lian was orgiinally the nerd but i realized hua cheng fits that better#theyre still t4t autism4autism here also#tgcf spoilers#tgcf#hualian#tian guan ci fu#hua cheng#xie lian#tgcf au#lsop#little shop of horrors#my art#art#doodles#id in alt
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This parallel makes me insane actually (and there is something incredibly Lawlu about it to me)
#One Piece#Monkey D. Luffy#Sanji#Trafalgar Law#Lawlu#something about Luffy saying almost the exact same thing that Corazon said to Law makes me so emotional actually#It's easy to think Corazon and Luffy would get along. they are both kindhearted goofy sweethearts#but it's more than JUST that#it's that deeper thing where they understand and carry the pain of the people they hold dear#And it's the fact that overhearing Corazon say this is pretty much what changed Law's life#To know that he is cared for and seen and someone wants the best for him#And then Law loses him#And then years later he aligns himself with Monkey D Luffy#Someone who has these echoes of Corazon in him#The echoes of the person he held so close to his heart#Like. It's no wonder Law is so compelled and mystified by Luffy in equal measure#I think if Law heard Luffy say this to Sanji he'd go insane#cause I know he's remember everything Cora said that night exactly#and it might tell him why he sought out and believed in Luffy against all odds and logic#(why he cares for him so much too. why Luffy's stubborn insistence on loving him without condition is so familiar)#I don't even know if these tags are making any sense but IM FEELING THINGS OK#donquixote rosinante#Corazon
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had to draw this to understand the way i feel about him now that the manga's ended. 🥲 on that note: if you like hawks and his ending, maybe don't read my tags lol. it's not bashing (imo) but they're not v nice. 😅
bg + unobstructed pose under the cut!
his expression's a lil different 'cuz i only changed the merged layer, all the lighting effects already flattened onto it. 💀 alas.
#hawks#mha hawks#bnha hawks#takami keigo#keigo takami#bnha#bnha fanart#mha#mha fanart#spoilers#bnha spoilers#mha spoilers#it's not very positive lol i don't really like the way his character ended 🥲#i think his hero worship for endeavor blinded him from seeing or doing anything that could make a difference#i was so let down when he didm't have any sort of critique or moral dilemma after the touya reveal#and just immediately supported endeavor--it made me think he wss incapable of being critical of his idol.#only further underscored with the way he remembers his endeavor plushie while he defends the rabking system.#like. he thinks about his childhood toy of his hero while he defends the system that ultimately caused that ''hero'' to ruin his family.#so blinded by that pedestal that he unironically thinks about the BIGGEST example of why the ranking system does NOT work#WHILE he defends said system.#he was introduced as this morally complicated guy and instead of his childhood worship of a flawed guy making him more interesting#by having him really THINK about what it means that his hero inadvertently created a super villain#he was instead flattened into an endeavor fan boy. and even tho he was introduced as a guy w a complicated bg of#villainous father + harshly trained by the HPSC from a young age he still doesn't do very much with the system of which he's gained charge.#if he thought of the plushie as a memory of what it meant to have a symbol of hope in his hands it's like...#hawks... abolishing the ranking system wont stop merch and news articles and good PR from happening...#anyways yeah. he was one of my faves for a really long time but the way he ends... i dont like that guy.#that being said him becoming president of the HPSC isnt smth i hate even tho idve given him a vacay and his sought-after free time.#and i like that he brings a katana around now. i tried to make the projection make it look like his epilogue self has wings.#oh and i hated the tiny epilogue panel that made it look like endeavor replaced his entire set of kids. :) just. absolutely loathed it. :))
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ren hana stamps, similar to the ones you made for strade?
my pleasure
#✐#THANK YOU for REQUESTING#ren was always my least favorite so i never sought out art of him#and id never* seen that bottom middle picture of him#i gasped#why is he looking at me like that#scared the shit out of me on the walk home#ren hana#boyfriend to death#the price of flesh#westernmedia#mystuff#upl
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i've had these scenarios written down since volo's debut in pokemon masters and i just really wanted to scribble them down and finally release them
#pokemon#volo#pokemon volo#pokemon jacq#n harmonia#pokemon rei#trainer rei#clai's art#trying to write n's specific brand of being mean is hard to me for some reason#in the initial idea i had him outright call volo stupid but i didnt know if that was too far so i just took it out BJFBFJF#but anyway volo being a historian who had to have studied many walks of life but has still come to the conclusion that the world is hopeless#jacq being someone who's very positive and sees the best in people even if they are very much not great to him (see: raifort)#finally realizing someone he knows is like. inexcusably horrible#n's situation wasn't even that different from volo's. both saw injustice in society and sought to change it#but even n. who hated humanity for what he thought they were all responsible for. didnt want humans to Die for what they did!!#and rei. rei was a scared kid who saw the very worst of volo firsthand. rei needed friends and one of them despised him in the end#isnt it soooo funny how volo thinks he's alone yet keeps pushing away all the people who want to connect with him :) i hate pla so much :)))#as another note too. perhaps the rei thing could end in two ways#satisfying good ending where it kicks off volo's realization that hey maybe people do trust me unconditionally#or no good bad ending where volo takes this as another betrayal. rei only liked him for his facade like everyone else so why does it matter#volo almost makes me feel as ill as n does. hate this stupid guy i shouldnt have bought pla for my birthday i should have gotten. p/kmin idk
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what rlly gets me about callums return to indycar isnt just that he’ll be returning to indy but he’s gonna do it with prema specifically. prema, who have a good eye for talent (as demonstrated by the long list of successful (f1 and other) drivers who’ve been with prema) and they seemingly sought callum out specifically even tho they couldve had dozens of other drivers. they wanted callum to help them succeed in indycar bc they know his value and they know the skill talent and hard work he possesses. they wanted HIM
#text*#call me back in 5 business days when ive gone back to being normal abt callum#callum ilott#he says in the video that rene and angelina contacted him like. that reads like they specifically sought him out#all i ever wanted was the world (for callum ilott)#ok im done im vibrating at a frequency
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i used to be so scared when adults told me my life would only get worse once i left grade school, or said that high school would be the best years of my life. there was a lot happening with me that i didn't understand and i was terrified of what would happen once i was in the "real world."
but you know what? i turned 20 last week. i've been out of high school for three years. i can say with confidence that things have gotten better—and i'm better equipped to deal with the bad shit, besides. the best years of my life are still ahead of me.
realistically, yes, i've experienced more serious things than some of the stuff i worried about in middle and high school, but being fourteen is fucking hard. i'm happier than i was then.
so if you're young and you've heard things like that, just know that life happens differently for everyone. some of us are late bloomers. sometimes it takes a while to strike a balance and find your people, but it will happen. it does get better.
#sorry for the ramble i just love my friends#they're extremely supportive#i think my birthday last week was the first year i didn't feel empty#like i was missing out#and i didnt even want anything crazy but my friends sought me out and we had a good time#:)#it gets better#i never used to believe it but it does get better#mental health
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#ursaluna#they look SO distraught that they have to be regular ursaluna instead of blood moon ursaluna#what the fuck even happened with blood moon ursaluna?? it had a super fun questline but why the hell was it so. sought-after#was it super busted or something? i assume so‚ considering the level of power creep that was already in gen 9#and especially the level of power creep that we saw with gen 8's DLC in urshifu that i've already talked about#i also like. never even used this thing as a mount in legends arceus. they made me use it for the one quest we got it for#and then never again. it wasn't fast enough to replace wyrdeer and the items it found were like. never that good#so it just never got used. soz ursaluna :( that must be why they put it in gen 9. to make it more popular. then they succeeded..!#now folks are trading shinies for this thing on the pokémon home gts#well. not this thing. the bloodmoon version of this thing. soz again ursaluna :(
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kaitos diabolical machiavellianist scheme to stop his classmates from hating themselves
#thinking about how him bothering shuichi and maki into training was actually a really good move#like they both hate themselves but sorta show it in different ways#shuichi is way more timid about it and would probably worry about ''bothering'' kaito if he sought him out for training#while maki doesn't believe she deserves to get better or have friends or that she even can#so when kaito drags them both along instead of going ''im so selfish for making him do this/i don't deserve this''#they can blame kaito for being annoying instead of putting the blame on themselves for seeking help#sorry if this makes no sense but i keep thinking about it and i swear it makes sense to me#kaito momota#shuichi saihara#maki harukawa#training trio
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I'M GOING TO LIVE
#lobotomy corporation#lobcorp#lobotomy corp spoilers#lobcorp spoilers#it was intended for 100% abno codex though technically...#library of ruina#angela lobcorp#angela lobotomy corporation#angela lor#eep.. enough tags i hope#the smile she had during the cutscene stuck with me. i got spoiled on what it looked like but the context of it still has me pause#i wanted to try and have it look hurt? a desperate wild thing thats burning with loneliness. a laughter you make when youre rejected by the#very thing you desired and sought after#its hard to describe the feeling. it hurts so much and feels like its eating you inside but it just feels so laughable#it was such an earnest want... to live. project? greater good of humanity? Sickness? What does it matter? what does any of that mean to her?#unable to even see the humanity they wanted to save. only seeing and suffering the horrific steps the project entails. not even having#anyone to call a friend in that eternity. of course... of course she wouldve. oh baby bird#anyways enough semi coherent yappin. the piece still feels like its missing smthn. ehh...
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End of Empathy (time for violence)
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#poorly drawn mdzs#mdzs#wei wuxian#lan jingyi#jin ling#lan sizhui#We are back to the present! Honestly I think I'm going to try and truncate the rest of this arc.#I LOVE yi-city and I really appreciate all of the support the yi-city lovers have given me. And the patience of those who aren't.#But it's been two months. And I need to move this along </3#Anyways; I love the start of ep 3 so much. The worried concern of the juniors is so cute#but the crown jewel by far is wwx responding like a parent that's very hungover but trying so hard to be nice about it#like 'shhh shhhh guys hi I'm up now. Can you keep the volume down. Can you get me some water and my sunglasses from the glovebox.'#and of course the incredible wham line of 'Xue Yang Must Die.'#'Is YX irredeemable? I'm pro 'everyone is capable of change and deserves a chance.' So Im of the camp of 'if he had the opportunity...maybe#The issue is that this setting has no structure to provide those opportunities. You are perceived as a threat therefor you must die#XY is a very interesting parallel to the YLLZ because they both meet the same fate: outsiders determining that they need to be killed#plus both did war crimes. I know it's easy to forget the YLLZ actually did do some of the things he was accused of (most wrong)#but wwx also has blood on his hands. He also sought revenge in pretty twisted ways. Both were given opportunities to step away and refused#The difference is that we empathize with and like XXC & SL and A-Qing. The Narrative says they were wronged and that is an injustice.'
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Instead of Ghost King Danny (Monarchies are icky)(Danny deserves better) may I present to you Speaker of Peace Danny
In this headcanon the Infinite Realms are treated as a loose collection of states and peoples that don't always like each other and have no unifying federal government. Speakers are individuals who have earned the respect of those powers by performing some kind of communal service.
Wulf is the Speaker of the Journey, because all travel in the ghost zone has a thirty percent chance of getting so lost you'll never find home again and Wulf, as one of the only proficient portal users around, frequently helps the lost find their way home, earning his title.
Danny earns his title by repeatedly bringing peace through either diplomacy, or beating idiots up until they're ready to listen to that diplomacy. He redefined ghostly/living relations, helped Dora take her throne over her brother who everyone hated, and calmed down four separate wars and helped the ghosts involved find a resolution that wasn't 'kill each other again'.
Basically, Speaker of Peace is the realms interpretation of the superhero duties he's taken on.
#in this headcanon Pariah Dark was an arrogant fool who sought to conquer the unconquerable#everyone is glad he's gone#i also like this headcanon because it lets danby be more free#he still has duties but not the kind of coutly bullshit that went out of fashion forever ago#there are so many different kinds of government i don't know why the Infinite Realms would limit themselves to one really stupid one#also 'infinite' strikes me as really hard to centralize#some people have been lost behind the forest of hungry trees for three millenia#how is some king they've never met going to tell them what to do?#danny phantom#danny fenton#fandom stuff#my thoughts#headcanon#anti monarchy
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i need helena diaz bashing to be an official ao3 tag at this point
#fr i will fight this woman if i catch her in the streets#that zoom call alone has me feeling like buck at the end of s8e1 🤨😤🤬#THIS WOMAN HAS NEVER CARED ABOUT HER OWN SON AND HIS WELLBEING!!!!!! SHE HAS ONLY EVER SOUGHT TO HAVE CONTROL OVER HIM AND CHRIS#911 abc#eddie diaz#buddie#911 s8#911 season 8#911 fandom#911 fanfic#helena diaz#911
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"Rhaenyra isn't the stepmother, she's the mother who stepped up!"
The HOTD writers themselves are hardly doing anything to support that narrative, so I take this rhetoric with a grain of salt. While I think, in some way, Rhaenyra does care for Baela and Rhaena....if I had to point out a motherly figure for them that could pose as someone stepping in Laena's place, Rhaenyra would not be it.
#house of the dragon#hotd#hotd critical#rhaenyra targaryen critical#baela targaryen#rhaena targaryen#this mainly just comes from my frustration with this fandom painting rhae as overly motherly toward baela & rhaena#making it seem like we had so much to go on for her being a good stepmother when it's really the bear minimum#there's more with rhaenys being there for them than with rhae--- both physically & verbally#even with scenes where she's with them: for baela it holds more of political means with her having a dragon and then using her to see corly#like sure she could be concerned about her well-being but it's definitely not on the same level as with her sons#don't even get me started on with rhaena bc that “be a mother to them” line had me 🤬#and her referring to her sons as hers and the pain of sending them away but not adhering to rhaena's emotional needs and feelings of inferi#rity--- like it didn't sit right with me especially when she couldn't even be bothered to hug her#i like to enjoy headcanons about their relationship but the canon material doesn't stray far either#rhaenys raised baela alongside her on driftmark she sought rhaena out when they met after so long#she advocated for rhaena to her husband over joffery--- she's their grandMOTHER that stepped up tbh#tbh i wouldn't really be rocking with my stepmom if she sought after & slept with my dad at my mom & stillborn brother's funeral#barely comforted my sister and i when we were injured in a fight (only her sons)#then got married to said father not long after said funeral...like i'd be pressed tbh!#dni if you can't have a collected conversation about this#rhaenys targaryen#(also just bc im a little critical of rhae doesn't mean i hate her in comparison to others she's not that bad tbh)
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