#like . i really dont know what is causing it but its bad its so bad lol

[zajquor]

Doctors are so useless with a lot of people. Like oh maybe that person is fat BECAUSE ITS A SYMPTOM??? Maybe they really want to be thin but they cannot because there is something wrong in the gut, and allergy mayhaps? Maybe they dont want to have acne but they are sick. maybe they do all the sports but their back is fucked up. They see a symptom and think its a cause. Oh but you shouldnt have pain at your age, try lose weight. try eat better. try more sports. they tell that to me, someone who has been on a near impossibly exemplary diet and is doing sports everyday, for over 15 years.

now after years of doctors accusing me of having a bad diet and not doing sports and idk hallucinating pain ig. i finally found one doctor who just bothered to do a lab test and low and behold, because of a subtle allergy against who knows what my entire liver is fucked up, and my guts are full of acid.

none of which had anything to do with my behaviour.

"oh you're probably eating too much chocolate"

sure.

I really need people to understand that straightforwardly the only diagnostic criteria for obesity is a person's BMI, which by itself is about as medically dubious as it gets. Like, It's just a simple calculation of a person's height and weight, it doesn't even take into account the difference between muscle and adipose tissue, no health effects could be reasonably measured from it. However obesity itself is heavily medicalized, doctors will immediately tell you to lose weight if you even look a little bit fat.

[bacchuschucklefuck]

pygmalion and galatea for aroace people

you should tell your friends what I look like, riz gukgak.

[deoidesign]

Btw just want to be clear that Time and Time Again is set to, and will if I don't pause, conclude in May 2025!

Webtoon didn't want to renew or give me any extra episodes so I'm trying to work with what I have. I'm sorry it's ending sooner than I'd like, it's been difficult to come to terms with and challenging to condense my plans.

You deserve a solid conclusion, and I've spent months writing to try and reach that. If there's anything you'd really like to see before it ends, do let me know in case I can (and want to) fit it in.

I'd rather not work with them again, and I hope I won't have to! But coming off of years being overworked and underpaid does not make that easy, to say the least...

I'm doing my best, and I hope you like what I have coming up.

[juaneloriginal]

silly thingy

@blackkatdraws's sillies

[iminaworldofpureimagination]

convinced they just think males can't be abuse victims. dont see anyone defending moxies dad who acutally succeded in killing his wife don't seen anyone defending blitzs dad or stolas dad.. who are abusive fathers. but stella.. gets all the defense just cause she's a woman.. it's very telling. we have way more shitty dads than moms in the show and they want to scream its sexism to make stella an abuser like givemeabreak.. Wifes can be abusive

seen it float around that due her being married young i is a good reason for how she acts but its no excuse to abuse stolas.. as it wouldn't be an excuse for him to abuse her . the whole we need to think of how she felt she married young too falls flat cause there is never a good reason to abuse people. he didn't have a say in marrying her either.. a forced marriage doesnt mean you can abuse your spouse.

while cheating is never a good thing people act that they were in love the whole time and stolas betrayed her when that wasn't the case at all. .. she's mad cause he slept with someone deemed inferior and ruined their image it had nothing to do with her feeling hurt because someone she loved cheated. when she was just mad and embarrased of how dare you cheat on me with a lowerclass person.. not because i love you and you betrayed me. and so many keep acting like thats' the case when it wasnt. that they were madly in love and stolas ruined it all. . when it was more complicated than that.

sure she could have more development but to many are gonna use it to go SEE she's the victim andStolas is the Abuser .. and it doesnt sit right with me.

.. im so tired of stella defenders not understanding you can like a villian and not defend everything they do. I liked Adam from HB and he's a geocidal sexist POS. I have female favs worse than STella but seeing people defend her abuse the view on male abuse victims is troubling

they would be the ones to say Men can't be victims. He probably liked it anyway.. as the lines her saying he just.. stare at the wall while she.. went at it was .. concerning.

it seems they want stella to have an abusive past to give her an excuse to be abusive and go See there' a reason she's abusive she's the real victim here . When a tragic past wouldnt excuse anything just explain things

its possibley at the start they were doing their best they were young and stuff people can get worse all the time and people aren't abusive all the time either they have good moments and thats prob what via would remember .. but to act like stella is a pefect mom when via seemed to be rather spooked by her at the end of matermind she backed up before pull into the hug and her having drawings of her/stolas but nothing of stella i telling . Via was closer to stolas and now is left with her abusive mom of course she's angry about it.. its a bad court caes of a child is left with the abusive parent but you also love them cause their your parent.. doesn't make the mom any less an abuser just cause the kid loves them. I know that firsthand.. i have a abusive mom they never went as far as he does but the . so this abuse apolgism really does hit home to me. there is far to much victim blaming by stolas haters at this point.. it gives off the impression they dont care if men are abused.. they must deserve it.. and moms can't possibly abuse their kids..

im just so tired of seeing stella defended.. cause.. viz hates woman.. when there are 3 abusive dads and one abusive mom and mammon a father figure is an abuser.. but one abusive woman =sexist writing? doesn't make sense to me..

“Stolas should have stayed evil.”

“Pilot Stolas is better”

My brother and sister in Christ you can’t even handle Andre, Stella and Valentino three of the most horrible and abusive characters of the show what makes y’all think that Stolas staying an abusive asshole would’ve been better????

And yes I’ve seen people that have said multiple times that Stolas and Stella’s roles should have reversed. Why do you want to watch a woman be a domestic violence victim? That’s equally bad as being a male domestic violence victim.

[rapidhighway]

avoidance is my fucking doom man, i know i should go to class but i fucking cant get myself to

[moeblob]

Lil warm up doodle because I'd been playing some Thropes and then watched some dubbed DunMeshi and am a Damien Haas enjoyer so. Enjoy a Shez.

[kakapim]

I'm back to seeing news about Detective Conans movie 27 and. I've never been a Kaishin shipper because I've always liked the frienemies dynamic better, but it's wild that they're implying these 2 are related like ??? 😭 30 years of NOTHING and then they suddenly say these guys are cousins? Like... Kaito wasn't even canon for 99% of the series. Crazy. That's 3 decades of yaoi fancontent down the drain 💀💀

[writing-nothing-but-spilled-ink]

No cause the thought of there being a Gotham seamstress is so funny like imagine

Random villain

DRAMATICALLY BURSTS THROUGH THE DOOR

"THEY RIPPED MY COSTUME LOOK AT IT ITS RUINED I NEED TEN MORE EXACTLY LIKE THIS"

The seamstress just looks up from her sewing machine like sir I have twenty orders to complete before midnight and one of them im pretty sure is for the clown prince *looks them up and down*, and honestly you currently pose no threat to me or my business so your gonna have to either sit and wait or help me with these deliveries if you want ur costume fixed...

The villain is like kite man and he's just like "YOU DONT UNDERSTAND I CANT FLY LIKE THIS LOOK ITS TORN🥺",

The seamstress then points at an old sewing machine in the corner and is like exasperated if you really want it fixed do it yourself and if condiment king comes in tell him I will no longer be making his costume and if he tries what he pulled last time I'm giving the bats all his locations and secret base locations as well as the gcpd and shredding his final costume pickup that I have here..

She goes to a back room to work

She has 1 dress to create out of living plants without killing them and she has no idea how to manage this exactly but she was given explicit instructions and she didn't wanna be in ivy's bad side

She has 3 different suits to make .. two of witch require two different suits to be sown together which is the easy part the hard part is the measurements because why is one side a bit uneven from the other and what do u mean you need both sides to fit exactly and your not coming in for measurements ...

She has 3 dresses specifically tailored for a man one of which is like a maid dress and a cocktail dress with some of the most extravagant fabric and requests she's ever seen and honestly she's taken these measurements before and is certain this is for joker but he pays well and he likes her alive because he claims she's the only one that can get the "vibes perfect for his date with bats", and Harley refuses to let him kill her because she helped her bedazzle her favorite bat and hammer ..

There's a giant backroom that's as big as a warehouse full of fully done commissioned costumes for various villains there's at least 2 dozen for the riddler, cause who else requests a green suit with question marks on them?! , a dozen mini suits for a weird creepy doll , there's at least one commission for a brown leather jacket to be cleaned because the client got it covered in blood and "really likes how this specific one fits and even if one is made exactly the same it won't be the same", which any argument that she's a seamstress nor a cleaner fell on deaf ears ... At one point batman breaks through her window looking for information on scare crow because he thinks she makes his costume and knows his whereabouts because he's threatening to bomb Gotham again.. she just sighs and says listen you could've used the front door do you know how many times I've replaced those windows as for scare crow idk he hasn't picked up his order in months and honestly I no longer supply his costumes they're ugly and its like stuffing a weird potato sack with straw and he skimps on the tip and constantly threatens to show me my worst fears you find him tell him I'm shredding all the remaining commissions I have of his done if he doesn't pay me by the end of the month... Bats is just like do you even have a permit she then pulls out a logbook that has documents that her business is insured and legal and only operates at night because that's the best business she gets is at night .. she then throws him a broom and is like at least sweep up the glass and walks away exasperated for some reason Bruce obliges and then leaves but also leaves behind a check and a card to get the window fixed .. she just shrugs and puts it into a folder.. and finally sits down under the sewing machine to start sewing together the suits she promised two face who surprisingly pays well and tips really well .. it takes hours of work but they're done right as some random goon walks in asking if he can pick up the maids costume because if he doesn't get it for his employer his employer will kill him .. she simply pulls out like four maid dresses and shows them to the goon because no she does not know which he's picking up .. the goon just throws a wad of money mutters keep the change and collects them all and then leaves .. she just got paid like 5 grand in cash for 3 costumes ..

Do y’all think Two-Face personally sews his half and half suite? Like are they suits Dent had already and just cut in half? Has he always had the sewing machine needed and he’s just bent over it evilly removing pins because the line needs to be straight damnit as he puts the two sides together? Has he needed to tailor them a little since if they’re from different manufacturers they’ll fit a little differently, or were they all so highly tailored beforehand they fit perfectly now?

Or is it infinitely funnier to think that there’s some random seamster out there in Gotham sewing suit halves together thinking this isn’t even the weirdest request they’ve gotten?

I have so many questions.

[mohntilyet]

not to mention the entire antaam fleet like 😭 that was the PERFECT moment to show off what the lords could do!!! The antaam fucked over rivain, theyve been a thorn in the whole nations side for a long time now, they would not pass up a chance for payback via full scale naval warfare so that the veilguard can do what they need to!! Sure dreadnoughts are dangerous but at this point they probably have tricks up their sleeve, thats one of the few things they have!

also wouldn't it be personal because does solas not try to blow up kont-aar because he's trying to 5d chess tevinter and the qunari into destroying each other. like. i know technically this would not be incredible widespread news because the attack was stopped, but i don't think the wonderful citizens of kont-aar would have missed the tsunami that nearly hit them and the shockwave that actually hit them. rumors go around. and i assume irian/vadis tell varric. who i think would tell isabela. who would tell the group she leads. who would care because ofc, they LIVE IN RIVAIN, and now know that solas and his followers thinks they can trade rivaini lives* to further his plans.

*while i also think there's probably a divide between kont-aar and the rest of the nation, it's one that the rivaini love to jump across and back over. an interesting comparison to be made here with most of rivain having similar sentiments towards dairsmuid and the chantry. like this is the country specifically mentioned to have a lot of citizens who follow the qun/are non-andrastian + it being MUCH more multicultural and accepting than other nations. any attack on rivain, even if it's a qunari settlement, would fan a lot of flames that solas cannot put out so the idea of trying to him taking multiple steps back because he didn't realise how intensely the qun/rivaini/lords would react is very fun for me. it would have been soo interesting for rivain to be a hub for efforts against solas because of how it's not influenced by andrastianism, how he (or his agents) specifically fucked them over, and (maddeningly for solas) also part of this resistance has spirits who willingly guide them against him. this could have even been a plot device where the door goes both ways and solas finds out rook's plans because he manages to eavesdrop through a seer or something.

and on the spirits. all the stuff where the mourn watch regularly communicates with spirits could have been done with rivain as well, and with different takes on being 'friendly' with spirits. iirc there's a spirit in the hall of valor which is so interesting but it's literally just there for flavour text. THERE'S A SPIRIT IN THE HALL OF VALOR THAT DOES NOTHING BESIDES LIKE. SAY HI. ??? bioware i would have liked to see more spirits and seers and the matriarchal pantheists you have talked about please. and also the idea of the peaceful qunari settlement being pushed to protect the country they are part of and what that means for them as qunari vs. rivaini. taash's storyline could have contributed to this . so A LOT less about choosing a side, more about how kont-aar has developed, changed, how rivain has influenced it and what it means to be qunari. not the qunari agents and fighters that we have seen, but their 'civillian' way of life in kont-aar.

complete waste not seeing any of established lore reflected in the lords of fortune or rivain because i stupidly actually thought we were going to see some kind of settlement and be introduced to a very different cultural norms.. in my beautiful mind i like to think taash is a little taken aback by how badly mages/elves/etc are treated. like they understood it was different outside of rivain (they would have been young when the dairsmuid circle annulment happened right? so they don't 'remember' it themself, they likely heard others talking about it when they're old enough to understand) but until they actually saw what was happening first hand, they had a weird dissonance about it. but what we got was a deserted beach, ties to another faction (wardens are fine!! they are great !!!! the fourth blight is interesting!!!! yet they are not the faction with a lack of info about them!!!!!) and also the hall of valor that exists as flavor text with nothing meaningful behind it besides a pub used in a few cutscenes and a minigame.

[dykedvonte]

I think the most baffling thing about the Tulpar as a vessel to me is the fact that the ship really did only have a one way communication system.

I know it was cheap but even the most basic of vessels regarding major transport would have some way, shape or form for outside communication. Not only that but there was absolutely no form of innate emergency signal to show they may have been offline or in trouble despite clearly having a system to dock credits if they went off course. It's another factor that really shows that bad situations are made to get worse by design. One person who is required to relay all information to the crew and make all the choices without feedback. No way to update or call for help in case of a dire situation. No way to inform of inner personal conflicts and acquire procedures accordingly.

It really is like they are all in some sort of fucked up solitary confinement. They have their own world with strict roles that are meaningless in the end, as long as the cargo makes it, it doesn't matter what happens on that ship to the company. They don't want to hear anything and will come to conclusions on what happened based on how much pay they can withhold from the workers. Even what they do send is short, sterile and corporate to the extent it was likely written and sent out with a command by some random unmanned computer in an office.

There's something to be said about how unfair it is to force absolute power and control onto one person when you as an entity could do so much more to offload it but I've said it many times before so I won't again.

[xxplastic-cubexx]

what is your favorite thing about charles and your favorite thing about erik? separately, as in what you like most about their characters :]

a devious question this one is, my friend!!! it's hard enough for me to explain my thoughts cohesively, but having to pick ONE thing i particularly love is difficult. with characters like charles and erik, theres been so much done with their characters over the decades and so they have so many components to them that make them so interesting and fun to observe. BUT I TRY FOR YOU TODAY. under the cut i kinda ramble and the size of this text box makin me anxious

i think if i were to be simple and broad, what i enjoy most about charles is his determination to help others, even if he isn't really thanked and/or if people don't even like him. ofc, this isn't to say he hasn't done wrong- to be honest, the fact he does wrong/questionable things at times is another aspect of him i really enjoy, maybe because- broadly speaking- he's meant to be altruistic (intent vs outcome and all that). i don't know if that's super exciting to most people, but it is for me

as for erik, my reason for liking him is easier to explain tbh. To Be Simple And Broad, his progression from villain to antihero over the decades has been fun to observe (as much as i have so far anyhow) and analyze. i think to be a bit more specific, him using his rage and pain as justifications for his villainous actions is definitely what compels me the most: hurt people hurt and the sort, an idea i've always found interesting (something something vicious cycles and the like). yet now, he recognizes this wasn't really. A Just Thing To Do and is beginning to change that, which i enjoy

[engagemythrusters]

right ways to get mad at catholics: your institution and your practice of beliefs has irreperably harmed millions of people, end the lives of more, and brought struggle and strife to many cultures on a global scale

wrong ways to get mad at catholics: you believe in "sky daddy" so you are stupid as fuck

[kissingarthurclaus]

I'm just gonna let my queue do it's thing, but I'm not gonna be super active here cause I'm kinda going through some family stuff. Love you all 💖

[phagodyke]

the masculine urge to take a saucepan off thr draining board and bash myself repeatedly over the head with it until I pass out and no longer have to experience feeling Bad 😍

[picorimori]

i wanted to say since theyre putting slightly more focus on donkey kong i hope they port donkey kong jungle beat to the switch but i realized if they do, it will just be the wii remake and not the bongos