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you ever just get a break from #education and ur like..oughhhh im gonna do so many things during this free time. and then you do nothing.
#dreamy talks#like ^_^ im actually quite upset#all this bc i decided not to take my adhd meds bc i use them for Studying not for my day-to-day living#i hope i can make the best of the 3 days i have left q_q
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Hello sorry for tagging. I am very sick, my asthma is at its maximum level, my nose freezes, I have no medicine or food. I am in bad shape financially, I am a black disabled, who uses multiple medications, I pay for my food and lodging
Unfortunately I do not have all the resources to keep me safe, that is why I need your help, whatever you can contribute to me will be of great help.
Okay kids, are you ready for a lesson in SPOTTING ONLINE SCAMS????
*please don't message this person or harass them-- i do recommend that you report and block them, however.
right now it's incredibly important to give time, attention, and money to online fundraisers. but it's also incredibly important not to let scammers take advantage of that and steal money that could actually save lives right now.
firstly-- if we go to this person's blog, and navigate to "archive--"
this person's blog has only existed for a few days, only has a handful of generic posts (many reblogged multiple times,) and made their first reblog the same day that they posted their "fundraiser" post. this is a MASSIVE red flag.
please also note that neither their ask nor post actually mention palestine or gaza at all, but it's still tagged with "free palestine" and "gaza."
though this one should obviously be taken with a grain of salt, it is also worth noting the poor grammar here, because this can be (but isn't always!!!) another red flag. Note also that all the details are really vague and don't quite make sense... user describes "enduring cold" and their "nose freezing" though it's the middle of the summer. This user says that they're "sick," but doesn't really offer any further details about this. This user says that they need money for "resources," but don't elaborate on what exactly they need. They vaguely elude to a need for lodging, caretakers, and medicine, but don't actually give us any details-- despite this they have a "$1200" goal. What is this specific goal of $1200 for? Is that the cost of their medication? Overdue medical bills? Cost for rent this month?... They also apologize in their ask for "tagging" me... but they didn't tag me. They sent me an ask.
Another red flag is that their link labeled "Fundraiser link" leads directly to a Paypal donation page rather than a gofundme or anything else. If someone chooses to collect aid through paypal, venmo, etc. instead of through a gofundme, that's not a huge issue in and of itself... but it is fishy that it's mislabeled like this.
And if we GOOGLE this user's tumblr name or paypal name, we can find results like this:
This also led me to find them on @/kyra45's blog on their list of current scam accounts.
Despite all this, they have close to 100 reblogs from well-meaning people trying to signal boost and ask for donations on their behalf.
With the current situation in Palestine and the amount of actual, legitimate fundraisers and donations being circulated right now, for Palestine, Sudan, the Congo, or otherwise, it is more important than ever to be aware of people who are trying to take advantage of the situation for their own personal gain. Whenever possible, please take the time to do some due diligence when you receive messages like this and check to see if a fundraiser is legitimate! It always sucks for someone to be the victim of a scam and lose money to someone playing pretend on the internet... but it sucks even more when that money could have gone to people in actual, acute, dire need.
Here's some more information about spotting scams on tumblr! Shoutout to tumblr user kyra45 for compiling this, and for all the other hard work they do-- thanks.
Here's an actual, vetted, and legitimate campaign that could use your support. After receiving this ask, I went and donated. If you have the means to do so, it would be amazing if you did so, too.
[ see ALL gaza funds campaigns here ]
#long post#sorry but this makes me deeply upset so im funneling it into. this. considered putting it under a readmore but like. actually... no i wont#important#palestine#donations#mutual aid#fundraising#scammers#im gonna go and fucking... reblog a bunch of fundraisers after this... i dont reblog enough of them....#usually i just delete scam asks like this but the fact that they are using the palestine/gaza tags#to falsely imply theyre a palestinian in need of aid and to try to trick ppl/gain attention... really makes me quite angry :')
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Xelqua, God child, can destroy the server if he wanted to and rewrite history….. throws a tantrum over Grian giving him the wrong cup at dinner
#‘’I don’t want that one..’’ ‘’what ? there’s already drink in it’’ ‘’but I don’t want that one’’ tears immediately#quite literally sinks to the floor crying#grian internally like I knew he shouldn’t have skipped a nap#it’s only a mild tantrum there’s nothing to worry abt#it’s funny to imagine his actual bratty moments. he is just a little kid. they get upset easily sometimes#xelqua hovering close to the sink with the cup and grians like if you pour it out im not getting you another ok pal?#Xelqua’s back on the floor
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redrew an oc thing from last year :3
#while working on this youtube wouldnt fucking load and i was trying to listen to an album so i sat there for like 20 minutes#trying to get it to work and it made so upset i got a headache#anyways#not including the original cuz honestly. this is barely a redraw of the contents its more abt the style / process i used#only one of these guys was in the original . the other two didnt even exist yet i think#actually. im not sure . their designs definetly didnt exist but i cant quite rmemeber when i was first coming up w their rough concepts#the proportions are probably awful i didnt sketch this out#but i dont care anymore ive barely been able to being myself to draw lately anythint is good enough#scribbles#ocposting#furry tag#sfw furry#anthro art#eyestrain#bright colors#eyestrain art#id in alt text#i dont eemmebrr what else to tag i feel like im forgetting somethint#the ID might be kinda bad srry#oc stuff is hard for me to describe especially cuz idfk how to explain their designs they just.. exist#artists on tumblr
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they thought i was dead!
extra ~ here’s another gif i made from the video
#i’m actually quite upset about these gifs#i made a whole bunch of them from my fave shots from the actual video like the one above#and i was gonna make those creepy ass shots tagged on this post as a link to the ones with those in it#but 5/6 were too big for tumblr despite me sizing it correctly and whatnot#file sizes… grrrr#if anybody knows any loopholes lmk bc ive seen some long ass gifs on here and im lowkey wondering how the fuck those got in here#while mine didn’t#like wtf#i was really proud of them too boooo#gif set#my gifs#gifs#gifset#tyler the creator gifs#tyler the creator#tyler okonma#chromakopia#thought i was dead#odd future
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still haven't moved on from zane in this episode (aka I hit tag limit again and am unhappy about it)
#alek insanity#not gonna main tag this but prepare for a tiny rant#home is actually really good zane characterization and its super cool to me how it holds up to this day#s1 characterization is very specific to me because the behaviors displayed by the ninja there (mostly) isnt bc thats how they really are but#its due to societal pressure. cole originally being more 'stone faced tough guy' -> 'down to earth' -> 'really sensible easy to talk to guy'#is because hes always been a sensitive guy... but he felt he couldnt express that true version of himself. thats the whole thing behind his#true potential. jay going from s1 -> s6 -> now is less of societal pressure and more teenager figuring himself out but it still applies. ish#seeing how much the ninja have changed or grown from then to now is amazing because back then they all wore masks. they didnt know each#other all that well. but theyve gained that comfortability with each other and also have grown and matured as people#some seasons / eps characterization for certain people im not a fan of (lloyds random misogyny arc in s13) but i mean the overall trend here#and then there is zane. zane in home was pretty dead on to how he behaves now (at least... when it comes to his faults?) and i dont want to#say people skim over that but i am the sf proclaimed n1 s1e2 fan and overthink every scene. zane's early characterization is some of my fav#for him period. he also goes through a ton of traumatic stuff and a ton of bad writing bouts but why he acts so 'weird' or 'distant' has#always been a thread sewn in. he changed so much he stayed the same in a way... if that makes sense. -> ohhh the ninja get mail and he#doesnt? oh he has no family? he quite literally walks away from that situation. oh the ninja are yelling in his face and asking whats wrong#with him? he literally walks away from that situation. he says its to follow the falcon but seeing how he apologized to them by not only#baking a ton of pies (cough... the food fight is what led to him leaving at first) but he also found them a whole entire new house.#zane is unable to truly value what he does for others. insert him in s11 saying he 'tried' to fufill his goal of protecting others.#everything he has ever done still isnt good enough. then the ninja tried to apologize and he didnt really... let them.#that one post about characters putting on facades and that facade being how people really see them. even in fandom. thats zane to me#the guy who lies about being upset and avoids his problems ran away after being yelled at? and he said he wasnt really mad? that is a lie!!#him being a ~360 when it comes to his character development is neat to me because he never hid behind a mask in the same way the others did#cole wanting to seem tough vs being really soft? kai wanting approval so bad he starts being selfish? kai isnt selfish usually!#he is self centered but that is a whole different thing. just wanting to fit in and breaking free of that. zane's true potential came in the#form of 'i finally know why i am not normal' instead of 'i will be my true self'. zane never pretended to not be weird#(instert book) states he literally didnt know why people got mad at him. he just existed and it was 'wrong'. the mask he hid behind was#avoidance. he was pretty open about how he actually was (most of the time). when he was upset he would audibly sigh and walk away lol#but for him saying he wasnt upset / saddened by the ninja... it felt like a moment of selflessness. if that makes sense. he blamed himself#for the monestary burning down. so he didnt deserve the apologies (ish) in the virtues of spinjitzu zane is shown as the generous one iirc#he puts the needs of others over his own. he will bear whatever burden he needs if others are happy. at that same time he doesnt allow
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Hey what if instead of Ralsei's suspicious behavior being the result of some grand plan with the prophecy, it was the result of a core flaw with how he attempts to treat discomfort, both his own and others'
Do you think sitting alone for god-knows how long with nothing but your thoughts wouldnt lead you to dark mental spaces? what do you do when all you have to spend your time on is wait?
I can speak from experience to some degree. You spend your time by trying not to think about it. because when you think, you realize how much time is passing.
Its perhaps not a stretch to assume the guy who says "I just wish I knew what being [me] like means" is a character designed to explore dissociation.
#strange troubling questions arise from a frightening encounter with a man who knows more than he should? just dont think about it.#hes just a corrupted program. The words he spoke dont mean anything. Dont worry about it. Worrying is going to make you upset and thats bad#the only time he seemingly has the 'difficult conversations' is with Kris. The only one who can never escape the situation they're in.#And he puts us away somewhere else. because he wouldnt want us to worry.#Its almost kind in a way. He knows we wouldnt want to be in the situation we're in if we knew what was happening to Kris#deltarune#ralsei#deltarune analysis#ACTUALLY WAIT IM NOT QUITE DONE#This is also why he does things like only bring up the roaring when its absolutely necessary.
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im a hundred percent positive Devon's the only person I can not get inherently snappy with 😭🙏🏽
#one injust find it hard to actually be mean to them#and two we're too comfortable 😪#we dont take each other being upset seriously (i mean. we do. but like we dont take it to heart)#plus anything mean i say to them i think they take as a quip❓ i do#everyone else however#sorry if im mean to you im exhausted#and Devons quite literally the only one i can tolerate 25/8#otherwise id hit block on everyone in my notifs and proceed on with my day until i realize somethings wrong when im sober 🤧
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ffxiv garlemald discourse is so funny because people will go "ugh people just cant stand it when things aren't black and white" and then you look at how the empire are portrayed in stormblood and shadowbringers and its like hm. that seems like a pretty intense and accurate display of violent imperialism to me! Wow I wonder why people in this day and age may find it hard to feel sympathy for them or even hate them on principal. god its such a mystery.
the games like 50/50 to me on how it tackles these themes because I actually like the garlemald arc in EW, I think it has a lot of horrific and powerful scenes depicting how self destructive fascist propaganda and beliefs are, but I also think it doesn't go far enough on some fronts. the garleans' xenophobia is most notably and obstacle to getting them to accept the contingent's help, which is what they're there to do,
but there's never an admission of harm from any garleans on the uuuuuuuuh massive amount of war crimes the nations around them are still suffering from they're just kind of like "we misjudged you...but you actually wanted to help us all along" like yeah thats great now can we get you all some deprogramming because you keep talking about returning to your prime and glory days and I think we need to unpack some stuff you really SHOULDNT return to. im not even really talking about EW proper but the patches where things are a bit more chilled out and people are recovering.
It feels like they wanted to have their critique of imperialism and also have things end with the beauty of human connection and reaching out and these things just don't mesh well because hey a lot of your modern day audience is not gonna like having to treat people yelling xenophobic things at the cast and your character with kid gloves after you showed them hours and hours of the awful things these people's beliefs have done. especially in the present day hoo boy.
#im kind of torn between 'no characters dont need to be 'punished' to be redeemed but also the characters just being so lenient with the#colonizers after we see far too many people being lenient if not supportive of the colonizers irl. well. it really blows afslkjfalkf and#yeah you can argue if they'd gone through with the garlemald expansion they would've had more time to go into this but the fact is that its#absent from what they did do and I especially think the patches when we go to garlemald and the EW role quests going 'hey maybe the#provinces can help us rebuild' as if they'd have any goddamn right to ask that just make me feel like they didnt stick the landing#seeing all the characters who have suffering time and time again bc of the garleans or seen the results of their actions having to clamp#their mouths shut every time someone said something xenophobic in EW isnt satisfying and it leaves so much unsaid!#also some people feel like the narrative didnt blame emet enough but ngl I think thats reductive even with his micromanaging scheming littl#ass and the intention of garlemald turning out a shitshow that doesnt make anyone else less complicit. most governments like this exaggerat#and lie and spread propaganda but I dont think most people here excuse the actions of a bigot because 'they were raised that way'#this is also my issue with gaius' writing. hes primarily upset that ascians were behind what he thought was his good old fashioned natural#conquering ideology :( and doesnt it suck so much he killed people for it. like yeah he seems pretty aware what he did was wrong but his#ideology remains bizarrely intact and unchallenged by the characters around him. no dude it wasnt just the ascians the system is a lot more#complex than that by this point aaaaaugh#final fantasy xiv#ffxiv#siren says#I hope people are nice to me about this I dont think I said anything particularly controversial to the Tumblr crowd (twt maybe but fuck em)#ig my main point with this post is that the game isnt perfect at writing this and also that look. I actually liked the main arc in EW and I#like quite a few garlean characters but I completely understand why others didnt like it or any garleans esp if they have their own persona#experiences with colonialism and I dont get to tell them they're invalid for that. too many people get judgmental about this understandably#upsetting topic and you just gotta accept that this is a big line for many people
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#mod chilchuck#uhhhh yeah#ive been having a fun time.#been having more hypochondria#realized i might have a personality disorder thanks to mod mithrun being helpful#ive been dealing with some of the worst emetophobia in my life recently#like. my most common anxiety symptom is nausea and its also a trigger for more anxiety bc of emetophobia#ive also been getting nauseous when i get upset about anything. sooo#im ballin here#i hate my damn job#also realized i have ptsd with the help of mod mithrun's wife#i plan on quitting once the local highschools get out#but i worry that this may actually be the best job i could have even though its absolute shit.#i worry that any new job is gonna be worse#whagever#im looking into getting a therepist because god be damned. i need one.#what happens when a bitch is off of his meds
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im sorry to hear people are stomping all over your boundaries, big props to you for sticking up for yourself and putting your foot down. I hope you're doing ok (/gen)
on another, hopefully happier note, i noticed your info post mentions that you self ship! I'd love to hear about your favourite self ships if you're comfortable talking about them some time?
i actually never did or had interest in this but then haitham waltzed in so hes the first and only one (this whole thing flusters me so its smth i indulge in for myself in private by reading or daydreaming or sometimes i babble and ramble about him very in depth)
(most hkvthm things i draw is just me going 'wish that was me' and drawing it LMFAO)
ohh also same w kaveh but in a slightly different way than haitham (theyre both the only ones) i want them to hold hands. i want them to hold my hands. there
#i dont feel attraction to ppl irl mostly bc im just not comfortable around ppl#and the ones i am are my friends and theres obv no romantic attraction#so when i saw haitham and learned more and mroe of him and how he and i share so many traits and ideas and things it was#instant comfort and the feeling of being understood#that its like#if he was real i would seek out his warmth and presence instead of getting away frm it like with my ex partners when it was too much for me#knowing that he would understand me therefore knowing how to handle me without making me uncomfortable or upset#uhh so basically. he made me realize all i want is just someone who perfetly understands me and knows how to treat me#when to come close and when to give me space#perfectly knowing me and reading me#i cant speak and in the rare moments i am able to im often struggling to form my thoughts into sentences that make sense#so he would still understand and put together that garbled mess and know exactly what i mean#not misunderstanding and acusing me of things or tones i never said or used#ppl and things messed me up quite a bit in the past that im having trouble w lots of things unless im alone#only when im alone i feel truly comfortable and safe bc nothing can hurt or upset me but even then you kinda realize in some moments that#you actually want someone with you but it has to be smn you trust and who knows you inside out and all that#i dont have anyone like that and idk if i ever will but rn this character is jsut rotating in my head giving me these things i crave and#thats enough#sorry that was a lot of gay rambling there but yea idk if it sounds stupid or nah but my#mental health issues got way better and balanced ever since haitham so he really#grounds me and gives me strength and comfort to deal with things i would have be unable to do in the past year#bc even if i dont have smn who truly knows and understands me#inside me there is someone#reply#tags tbd#in case i get embarrassed LMFAO
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stimming by listening to epic the musical
#this is not a joke actually LMAO#cringe#literally listening to the last saga bc i was feeling upset and weird and need to sleep#embarassing#get a grip#anyways before this it was Rent for like a year#epic the musical#also the steven universe soundtrack for quite a few months#dear evan hansen for awhile#epics is severe though#im high
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i feel like commentary youtubers are so much harder for me to START watching now. like i get them recommended a lot because i dont watch youtube often and when i do its usually because the commentary youtubers i watch whom upload once a month or less have uploaded. but when i try scrolling and new people get recommended to me, i either see people with nice clean setups who i automatically feel like i cant relate to, or people with takes i just dont really agree with, or, worst of all, people with takes i do agree with that choose really annoying overused and complainy topics for the sake of making frequent videos
#sorry im yapping but seriously. i feel like i cannot get into any new generation commentary youtubers#i think partially because the ones i've been watching since like 2020 have moved toward more video essay styles and my taste has also#shifted toward that as i simply dont care about whatevr new tiktok trend i've nevr heard of is problematic or weird#im not interested in the same 5 reskinned topics rehashed from 4 years ago ovr and ovr. i get it im sorry#and i dont mean this in any mean way its just not somehting im interested in anymore. i prefer content that is more than just being upset#about or making fun of somethingthats stupid. stuff that actually feels like its saying something#i think maybe danny is the only exception here because he doesnt make super introspective content i just find him quite funny which is also#something i feel like i nevr get when trying to watch new youtubers. i just dont find them. funny. and i know they're trying to be#trinket reflects
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"He realized then what was wrong with her expression: it was like an imitation of things she had seen others do, without any real understanding of what it meant."
oh that is RICH coming from little mister social observation calculus manipulator. IS THERE A SCRIPT DOCTOR IN THE HOUSE? senstitivity reader maybe? just a swing and miss for character paralleling.
#some shit#dragon book placeholder tag#[mimes the baseball swing and throwing the bat. literally actually in real life i want u to know that]#the thing is i KNOWWW hes unrealible narrator man but also i KNOW yall saying this doesnt get adressed and ALSO#MOON IS LIKE. QUITE ASUTE in a lot of ways. of reading ppl. he has to be#not like. PERFECTLY SO. and with big enough blindspots. BUT U KNOW WHATI MEAN RIGHT?#this just. idk dog it kinda sucks lol#IMREADING A BOOK BY CHOICE DO NOT BREAK GLASS.#do not get upset im blogging more the sucky fell bits than all the parts i like#i. MEANT TO. but i read it faster and i cant touch things i like that much as easily as i can. gestures.#dont read into that.
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Can someone just fucking deck some sense into me and make me quit the studio job
#im so serious i need to quit i just ufgghghghghghg#i need my manager to quit like he said he might so i have reason to quit dbdDNDN#i finally told them i won't be able to come assist with the short film tomorrow and im. upset about it actually dhdhDNDNDN
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