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sometimes i randomly remember how insane maggie stiefvater was for making ronan lynch—a man that can create reality—a man of god, when he himself is a god of a man. then to take this man and have him be not only in love with, but a literal soulmate of a man named adam. parrish. adam parrish. who, mind you, lives above ronan's very own place of worship. and is the namesake of the first of mankind that the bible says god made from the literal dust of the ground (adam parrish: comes from nothing, hair "dusty" in color) and appoints him to care for the garden of eden (adam parrish: sacrifices himself to ronan's sentient forest). then has adam viewing ronan as a god and ronan saying "maybe he dreamt (created)" adam???? like who just fucking writes that and goes about their life?
#if i think about them too long i start going actually insane#maggie pay for my therapy bills please#me and my ignored religious trauma are literally have never been able to handle it#the raven cycle#pynch#ronan lynch#adam parrish#and the fact that i read the series pretty soon after i realized that pretending i believed in god was doing more harm than good and left#i was still a kid and had very bad undiagnosed ocd that made my implusive thoughts surrounding hell and eternal damnation and the end days#and it terrified me so much as a queer trans kid to realize i didnt believe but still had thoughts of that in my head and then to read this#series like a year or 2 later was brain altering for me#anyways where was i going with this#ahahahha#im having a moment#adam's last name is pretty self explanatory too like....miss girl
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organizing my art folder I found this one drawing sitting there for months bc I didn't like how it turned out and meant to come back to it later but never did lol
but on second thought I guess it looks fine so I might as well post it now 😅
also I've been pretty much MIA these past few months bc life (good and bad) and tbh it was nice, so I'll mostly stay that way, I think... pop back now and then, whenever I finish more drawings lol
#good omens#good omens fanart#aziracrow#ineffable husbands#crowley x aziraphale#aziraphale#crowley#anthony j crowley#my art#me coming back after the most life altering burnout and weeks feeling like I had been hit by a bus repeatedly:#hi guysss 👋#so how are y'all doing? I've been chilling 😎 reading lots... watching tv... going out... yk the usual#also might open commissions sometime bc I left my job#(it was a good thing - see aforementioned burnout lol)#but not sure yet#we'll see how it'll pan out
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recks cleo !
she's a human btw, not a robot teehee ^_^
#another one of those with 'a few' alterations#yall were joking about ship of theseus with etho. well what about now?#the only original body part she has left is the brain btw#recks au#recks!cleo#my art#sketch#ALSO#again posting the most up-to-date ref first and then all the old stuff
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the barbie (2023) experience as an afab non binary person is just [reconnecting with your femininity and love for pink bc you couldnt when u were younger bc being too girly will get u made fun of] [feeling guilt bc u dont identify with being a girl but girlhood is so inherently beautiful and magical and no experience is truly like it] [healing the inner child in you by allowing yourself to enjoy dolls and pink and maximalism] [unapologetically letting yourself wear pink and be stereotypically girly in a society where being non binary means you have to be presenting androgynous 24/7] [getting your grown-up heart shattered and then put back together again by your inner child using sparkly glue over and over in the span of two hours] [realizing that no matter what you do you have somewhat experienced girlhood and it shaped you to be the person you are today and you will never get to erase that experience or truly disconnect yourself from it] [appreciating and understanding your mother in a way that you thought wasnt possible without experiecing motherhood]
#my brain has permanently been altered by the barbie movie#ALSO THE MOMMY ISSUES IN THE MOVIE GOD FUCKING DAMN#when barbie said that the old woman is beautiful it makes me not fear getting old anymore#it's just all this time i feel so guilty like nothing but guilt when i present myself as femme and act all feminine but then identify with#being enby#and when i vocally advocate for feminism and all that but theres a little voice in my head going#but youre not a part of that club anymore you left them#BUT I KNOW ITS NOT WITHIN MY CONTROL BC I DONT HAVE CONTROL OF MY GENDER AND HOW I FEEL ABOUT IT#barbie#barbie movie#barbie 2023#ken#margot robbie#ryan gosling#mine#queer#woah 1k?????#1k#2k
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Prompt 338
So the GIW is the Ghost Investigation Ward and not the Ghost Extermination Ward, yes? Hear me out, hm?
See, it’s really hard to study ecto-entities when they’re going all over in and out of the world. Really hard! And of course they aren’t like, sentient, studies for years before the boom in this one town showed this! But, the overgrown not-birds (they’re still debating that) are really hard to watch doing their natural thing when they naturally mimic people around them!
So! They got this idea, right? Their operatives can capture some! They’ve even made enclosures based off of what they currently know! It’s like containing crows, down to the mimicry & puzzle solving just er, with opposable thumbs and intangibility.
And they don’t succeed first tries of course (Wow were said operatives frustrated and maybe cursing a bit that might be a bit violently) but then they get some assistance from the Fentons! Trying to hit an ecto-entities’ wings in a way to not permanently injure them is hard, but the new net canons that a ghost can’t pass through? Perfect!
They have so many specimens now! They even released a few that were very much uncontainable- they rely on technology a bit and that entity kept unlocking all the doors. So catch and release with that one it is!��
They even managed to catch the white-haired ghost! In double! Which might not seem that important, but! As they realize during intake & initial examination (wow are they bitey) the two appear to be young! Something their ectobiologists only theorized about but oh are they excited! (Now if only the two would stop trying to escape their enclosure that’d be swell! Look, toys! Foo- oh dear God that baby ecto-entity is melting- Oh few, okay note taken to raise ambient ecto levels in that room dear god that was horrifying and stressful. … Maybe get some feelers out for feeding unstable energy entities…)
#my art#DCxDP#DPxDC#Prompts#Ghosts Have Wings#But I combined it with dragon ghosts sort of so more like Ghosts are humanoid Quetzals#Everyone thinks the GIW are trying to kill the ghosts but they’re trying to study them#Ghosts also speak Ghost Speak & humans can’t understand#Danny is panicking when Ellie starts to melt#He also is now terrified of leaving because the thing keeping her stable is the high ecto in the enclosure#The GIW scientists: It���s like having a heat lamp with chicks to keep their temperature from dropping but like ecto levels!#Technus poking at altered wildlife collar: What a strange snazzy necklace!#Danny: I wonder where Johnny & Kitty are- it’s been quiet from them for a bit…#Kitty & Johnny: Yo let us out let us out Let Us Out jesus fuckin christ they can’t hear us through this glass#Skulker brooding on the perch in the wall of his cell: I would shoot you if I had any weapons left- if you come in here I Will Gut You#GIW: Wow what a large variety of vocalizations! So much Science!#Fentons: Huh I wonder where Danny is- gotta finish this contract first though!#Jazz calling JL non emergency line because the police have already dismissed her: my brother is missing and idk what to do
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Seeing Ghosts Part I - Choices
I have decided to make the sappy fluff drama AU Comic into a little series. It will have four parts, with "Seeing Ghosts" ultimately being the third part chronologically.
Honestly, I have no idea where the pink color scheme came from when I made this part, but it looked nice so I rolled with it (It´s also the reason why their eyes don´t look properly purple lol).
#house of the dragon#aegon ii targaryen#aemond targaryen#altered universe#digital art#series#my favorite tragic siblings#just a bit of targaryen drama#they should have just left Rhaenyra and Alicent to sort their sh*t out
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my dream dress finally arrived so i hung her up on my wall to admire her whenever i want~ ft. my milk family ♡
#i also shortened the elastic in the bodice to fit me better today ^__^ my first real alteration..#now all that's left to do is replace the missing ribbons at the top of the sleeves#then she will be Perfect...i will cherish her forever#egl#innocent world#diary
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hello chat i need to stretch my wrist
#body horror#eye contact#stanford pines#ford pines#bill cipher#hes in the back there#billford#its what i was thinking of when i was drawing it#my art#gravity falls#anyways lore behind this is that during fords decades going through the dimensions it leaves its marks and he forgets what he looks like#which like. dream logic alters his appearance#it Mostly reverts when he gets back to his home dimension but theres always marks left that arent from our reality#oh look how tumblr quality massacres my boy........#click on it pretty please :)
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my life was changed three years ago when i first heard mike faist as riff lorton utter the pet name “girly girl” and i have not been the same since
#the chemical balance in me altered#was truly a changed person#walked into that cinema a girl and left it a woman#i think about it so often#too often#diorgirl444#flo answers#mike faist#mike faist x reader#riff lorton#riff lorton x reader
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Who are you, really?
#Alternate title yeah i played this vr game but it didn’t do anything for fazbear’s reputation i just realized i have a dissociative disorder#Oops !!#fnaf#my art#vanessa sb#vanessa security breach#vanny#vanny fnaf#Vanny the bunny#princess quest fnaf#princess quest#Btw the two standing with ness in the last picture are loche(left) and crown(right) theyre nessa’s alters feel free to ask abt them#System nessa is real tomme
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"God Complex"
C'mon, he's a cult leader and is so close to causing the end of the world....how could this man NOT believe he's the next "messiah" or "god" himself? I've noticed it's sort of a common theme within cults...
And considering history, he's also using the crane as a symbol of fortune and good fortune so his "prophecy" can become true.
He's obsessed with this symbol of luck. No wonder he made pants WITH the crane symbol on them 😭🙏 (ep 30)
#school bus graveyard#webtoon#sbg#origami cranes#ryan sbg#jasmine sbg#maverick sbg#mr. thomas#thomas walter#charlie sbg#god complex#cult#cult leader#maniac#that's what he is#a true psychopath#lowkey he probably killed people or made people sacrifice themselves for the cause#people prob left their families for him#you get what I mean?#he's a brainswasher#HE EXPERIMENTED ON SOMEONE WHO WAS STILL ALIVE FOR CRYING OUT LOUD#btw I have a funny theory that 'thomas' is some alter ego to his mind#like the humane side#anyways#bird man
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me the entirety of the ORT raid
#my art#fgo#fate/grand order#gudako#fate/#lostbelt 7#lb7 spoilers#so you see goredolf was real nice to tell me in advance to not go all out on the first encounter with the damn thing#and what did i do#go all out on the thing#and was left with barely any alter egos for the rest of all the foreigner gauges#scraping by with foreigners only to be left with barely any for berserkers#IM SORRY GOREDOLF FOR NOT LISTENING#spare me from this hell
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that's lone star for you; losing family and gaining another, losing a relationship and gaining your soulmate. losing something but getting so many different weights and shades of love in return because that's what their good hearts deserve. the blood family and chosen ones. that stubborn goodness in all of them that just never gives up on fighting for one another. the loss and the uphill battles they've all been through. the grief. the grief!!! that leaves a forever pit but THE LOVE that sees them through knowingly and unknowingly and at all times.........THAT'S LONE STAR FOR YOU 🤧🤧🤧
#THAT'S FAMILY THROUGH AND THROUGH#they all ended up where they belong#even if that place is their past and hometown. they're a family by the virtue of everything they've been through together and every#life altering good thing they left in each other.#IT'S 126 FOREVER 😭😭😭#911 lone star#911ls#126#5x12#homecoming#owen strand#marjan marwani#tk strand#tarlos#tommy vega#mateo chavez#paul strickland#carlos reyes
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pov it was all a bad dream and she is there, capcom never forgot her
#ace attorney#athena cykes#capcom cafe#capcom cafe ace attorney collab#my art#edited official art#for legal reasons this is fanmade i drew this she isnt there and im angry#i coudnt do gina......so sorry gina nation..... i wasnt strong enough#I would had added filters and altered her color bcus she is too saturated compared to the rest but I'm in a rush out of my home so yeh#Aa fanart#Aa art#edit I LEFT FUCKING PARTS OF THE LAYER UNDERNEAT OMFG IM GONNA DIEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE. added the filters tho so yeah
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WAKE UP BABES, NEW OC DROPPED.
Wonderland [Any pronouns]
#my art#puppy#puppy oc#dalmation#furry#furry art#sfw furry#feral#sfw feral#idktags#anyways this is actually an unknown alter#they kinda just popped up#said their name and then left me with this#so idek atm
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I kind of ended up w a small pile of Hatake ocs and lore to fill the early konoha timeline void, and a big thing is like. They all die to preserve the narrative. A lot of them very young bc again, made to fill the time line, so logically, there had to be some Hatake kids/teenagers who met an unfortunate end.
So I'm kinda sitting here considering a 4 part fic where each chapter revolves around a specific Hatake and their inevitable death, w maybe a bonus chapter at the end being about Sakumo
"Death of the Wolves," the unfortunate end of the Hatake's, told in 4 parts
The Hatake's helped set the Konoha standard rule of "a team can only be made up of so many % of one clan" (with special exceptions) after a large chunk of them got sent on a mission together bc of their specializations and all wound up dead, wiping out a solid 90% of the clan in one night.
Actually, expanding on that bc the tragedy is so good -> I already established that in my time line, the Hatake head, Haruka (Sakumo's mother, Tobirama and Hashirama's aunt) died under a week after Tobirama's death, and she would have lead that failed mission. Does that mean one of Hiruzen's first acts as war time Hokage resulted in the accidental slaughter of his beloved dead Sensei's mother's clan? That's amazing actually, so much drama there. I bet him Danzo and Kagami argued like crazy after that monumental fuck up, probably went on to define how he feels ab being Hokage / what that entails. Fun times!
Anyways, I'd also be very interested in exploring early konoha politics n stuff. Especially from the multiple views of not the people in charge of making the village but the ones who are living in it. The view from the ground up, instead of looking down from the tower. The younger generations being brought to this new village, going from their isolated clan lands to suddenly being surrounded by others their age from different clans, possible for the first time ever depending on their age and their clans level of secrecy.
Also, I really wanna poke at the outsider pov of Madara and other founders— but mostly Madara bc I find his downfall very fun to think about, especially from the POV of someone not in his clan.
I'm so in love w the take of the Hatake's being fond of Madara bc "he'd make a very good Hatake." Something about the two tropes of the Uchiha being a clan that loves love and the Hatake being a clan w similar values when it comes to family and loyalty just meshes so well.
Comedy moment where Haruka is weirdly insistent on Madara potentially marrying into the clan, not even for the politics or anything but specifically bc she NEEDS a cute squishy Hatake baby with his massive hair. She NEEDS IT, MADARA.
Anyways also just the early konoha inter clan drama but like. From the eyes of the clan kids. The Uchiha kids seem to be having some sort of terf war with the Senju— but it was interrupted by the Hyuuga, and now the Senju and Uchiha kids are somehow banding together against the Hyuuga? But oh no now the Nara kids are teaming up w the Hyuuga, and the Hatake kid (singular bc there's literally only like 1) seems to have an actual blood feud going on with the Hyuuga clan heir— but the older Hatake teenagers are fond of the Hyuuga's baby clan heir so it's just a mess. All the clan drama but with none of the tragedy bc everyone involved is a child.
Meanwhile the older clan members are somehow bonding over their children's fights bc they're all struggling to pull them away, or going "what the fuck do you mean you teamed up with the SENJU??" Then sharing a disbelieving Look(tm) w the opposing Senju's parents before realizing what they just did and having a crisis of faith ab it
Meanwhile the teenagers are having a wonderful time, especially those from smaller more isolated clans like the Hatake. There's so much romantic drama, there's probably a whole shinobi soap opera happening in that direction. Hormonal shinobi teenagers from opposing clans just got dropped into the same dating pool it's gonna be a MESSSS.
Even funnier if you take crumbs from my senju weed empire au and like. Some of these clans regularly smoke n stuff. Meanwhile other clans have never touched a psychedelic in their life. Some are especially vulnerable to drugs due to heightened senses (Orochi, Inuzuka, Hatake) while others have been smoking since they were younger and have an insane tolerance and very much distorted views of a reasonable amount of weed to smoke (Senju, Nara, Shiranui) There is no way in hell that goes well. Someone is going to get fucked up in a MAJOR way.
Well-intentioned Nara accidentally gets a bunch of dog wired guys and one snake high out of their fucking minds, the high lasts a full week for some of them and one sometimes wonders if they ever really came down from it
Anyways I got a bit off track but yeah! Early Konoha fic that revolves around the daily lives of differently aged Hatake ocs, taking a look from different angles of Konoha and all the silly clan drama and daily lives of an early Konoha shinobi— each chapter being different degrees of generally lighthearted, but ending in the Hatake's death. The fact that each Hatake is in with a different crowd and is a different age would make it even more fun and easier to explore the different layers Konoha has to offer! It's for sure on my list of things I wanna write
(Also I'd really love to have it just so I can point to it as a good introduction for my Hatake ocs. I love tricking people into learning ab my ocs it's great)
#my current favorite of the hatake ocs to think ab is the twins I originally tossed in as a throw away line in ome step three steps#Ive mapped out a lot for them actually#They're besties w a Nara and the trio of them are like little lackeys to the Hyuuga heir#but like. Only bc its funny.#The Hyuuga heir is like half their height and only 2 quarters their age and they think it's hilarious to go#“Yes boss of course boss u know I love u more than anyone (including my clan) boss 🥺”#“Uncooth Hatake dogs” “woof <3”#the hyuuga heir is also the one w mad beef with Ichigo#and also they get to die young too bc I dont like making ocs that actually alter canon#i prefer making ocs that just fill the void and leave everything canon compliant#so the heir gets to die like a week before theyre supposed to become clan head#and their younger sibling takes the cake instead and is left with MAJOR complexes bc of it <3#oh also the Hatake twins Nara bestie dies with them#its very fun I promise#The Nara's last words are smthn alomg the lines of “I always knew you lunatics would get me killed” (affectionatley)#then they do a suicide run or smthn and fight to their lasy breaths yayyy drama#birds fic talk#hatake ocs#hatake oc#hatake clan lore#hatake clan#hatake#naruto#hatake sakumo#uchiha madara#hatake lore#naruto founders#konoha founders#konoha#naruto au
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