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Living well with your aromanticism, not despite of it, gets easier when you notice that this world wasn't made for you. You are not restricted by expectations, you don't have to follow a pre-planned course of steps to what happiness should be at; being aromantic can bring upon you the will to mold your life to whatever shape you want, because you know fully well what's expected won't fulfill you. Instead, you have the power and time to find what does.
You can live alone, unabashedly happy, surrounded by the little things that give you comfort.
You can build meaningful, long-lasting relationships that have not even a hint of romance.
You can have fleeting relations with people that make you feel good and not deepen your bond.
You can have one-night stands and leave before the morning comes if it feels right for you.
You can be present in your family or community, helping and being helped by people you trust and feel like a gift of being part of.
You can hear stories from the mouth of your companions and elders, and tell your own.
You can find beauty where people don't usually care to look at, revel in how much wonder is within you.
You can do what people usually feel like they need a romantic partner to do, without the limitations or complications one would need to fit themself around; ranging for dates to caring for children.
You can pursue hobbies, engage with art and craftsmanship, explore nature, do research, fill your days with the joy of creation all by yourself, just because you can.
The world was not built for you, but it doesn't mean it can't fill your days with joy, or that you can never belong in it. There is so much more than romance.
#aromanticism is neither an inherent bless or curse but it has the potential to be either#sorry for rambling. dealing with romantic advances suck ass and i needed to find a bright side to this bullshit#*Not kin related#*My post#aromanticism#aroallo#alloaro#non sam aro#romance repulsed#amatonormativity#aromantic#aromantic allosexual#loveless aro#loveloose aro#lovequeer aro#aromantic positivity#arospec#non partnering#heartless aro
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would you believe me if i told you i had to redraw zack like 3 times
Sephiroth | Genesis | Angeal | Zack | Aerith | Tifa
#biohazards art#the kin bullshit#okay to reblog 👍#ffvii#ff7#zack fair#cloud strife#zakkura#i had to bust out the 3d model#i had to honestly keep myself from going ham bc these do kinda have a theme#and i have ideas for aerith and tifa that follow said theme#so zack not following it would be on brand but like i Gotta#maybe someday ill do the ideas i had when making this
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spaulding rodeo clown wip
#his name was ringo btw#had to quit cause he got his back broke lol#i have a whole elaborate lore on this if yall ever wanna know id be happy to tell👍#over half a decades worth of insane corpses canon building 🧍♂️#mine#captain spaulding#house of 1000 corpses#the devil's rejects#dont tag as kin id blah blah any of that stupid bullshit or ill sic my dog on ya
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Genuinely don’t know what I identify as anymore.
I say I’m transmasc and I do prefer He/they pronouns and I’d definitely prefer to be born male if I was given the option. But on the other hand I also feel like I don’t tick certain boxes when it comes to being trans masculine? It’s hard to explain really. I do want a flat chest but would I really want a penis? I don’t think so. Also, thinking about being extremely hairy (like a moustache or hand hair/feet hair) makes me extremely uncomfortable. And on top of that I don’t think I’d wanna transition medically (apart from maybe top surgery or breast reduction at least) so no testosterone or bottom surgery.
My ideal body would just be a totally flat chest with preferably no nipples and no genitalia, just a small hole to pee out of kinda like a doll.
I also really struggle to see myself as human in general so identifying my gender has been such a struggle. It seems like anytime I think I have it figured out it only lasts a few months at most till the doubt and identity crisis hit again.
Maybe I’m just somewhere on the nonbinary/a gender spectrum? I can’t even tell anymore.
Xenogenders/neopronouns have been a thing I’ve been wanting to experiment with online to see if that would help with the “not feeling human” thing.
Life would me so much easier if I was a cat or a small floating orb of light lol
#non binary#agender#trans struggles#transgender#transmasc#transmasculine#xenogender#neopronouns#neoprns#catgender#gender nonconforming#trans#gender crisis#gender is bullshit#gender identity#gender dysphoria#otherkin#character kin
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Robot Brain: Ew, leg hair
Werewolf Brain: Fuck yeah, leg hair!
Mermaid Brain: Ew, legs
#having a body is weird and I don't like it#val's random bullshit#therian#otherkin#otherhearted#wolf therian#wolf theriotype#werewolf kin#werewolfkin#werewolfhearted#android kin#androidkin#androidhearted#robot kin#robotkin#robothearted#mermaid kin#mermaidkin#mermaidhearted#siren kin#sirenkin#sirenhearted
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Self indulgent 2BDamned moodboard for Mod 2B with themes of "doctor stuff", syringes and blood
#technically it was a tester but#it apparently came out good so#mod deimos#(mod hank actually but he made it)#(shrug)#madness combat#fictive blog#fictive help blog#kin help blog#madcom#kin blog#madness combat moodboard#madcom moodboard#moodboard#2bdamned#madness combat 2bdammed#2bdamned moodboard#madness combat fictive#madness combat kinnie#tw blood#tw blade#tw needle#tw syringe#why is that spelled like that? who made that word? what the fuck#this is bullshit
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And if I say that both Anakin and Thrawn suffered the same childhood trauma and it manifests in completely different ways that makes their dynamic very interesting, what then? The loss of a family member and how they reacted to it is crucial in their characters. It is the loss of Shmi that turns Anakin’s love into a possessive, obsessive, abandonment fearing mess. It is the loss of Vurika/Borika, that informs Thrawn’s view of himself and others as just assets to a larger cause.
Regardless if Anakin could or couldn’t have saved his mother if the council listened, Shmi’s death in his mind is framed as an event in that Anakin was too late, he wasn’t there. It is a loss that turns into this idea that if he doesn’t protect what he loves, someone or something will take it from him. We see this in the Rush Clovis arc, we see it in the way he immediately jumps to jealousy at Obi Wan in ROTS despite Obi Wan never having such a relation with Padme. For Anakin, loss is always framed as someone took something from me. Even platonically, we see this in the Rako Hardeen arc. And it is evident that this started after Shmi’s death because Anakin does not have the same sort of hatred for Maul who killed Quigon.
For Anakin, it will always be that someone took something from me, so I have to do something about that. And it’s why Palpatine can manipulate him so easily, because all Palps has to do is point at someone, give him a target to blame and say kill.
For Thrawn, yes it is slightly different as Borika isn’t dead. But it is a loss nevertheless. Thrawn on the flip side of Anakin, registers loss as something inevitable and thus why harbor deep attachments? Not to say he doesn’t care because we know he does. Thrass, Ar’alani, and Eli all speak to the fact that he does very much care and love. But in every instance, he does keep them at a distance, he pushes them away just as they get close. And it stems from Borika because the reason why he loses her is so she could serve the Ascendancy. It is not a choice she made and he knows this. And that informs why everything he does is for this goal, because all he knows is that everything, even things that caused him pain is supposed to be for this goal.
Where Anakin sought to justify the loss in blaming himself and then others, Thrawn justifies the loss by trying to give the pain purpose. If it meant something then he shouldn’t be upset. It is what it is. Yet, just like how Anakin’s possessiveness leads to his downfall by Palpatine, by pushing all his friends away instead of keeping them close, Thrawn leaves himself vulnerable and surrounded by his enemies instead. All those friends will serve the larger goal, the Ascendancy, but who is left looking to him?
Idk what I’m really trying to say other than yeah that’s some interesting character dynamics. The idea that both these characters are defined by loss as much as they are also defined by hope as their shining moments of good.
#thrawn#anakin skywalker#and lol my thranto loving ass has to stick this in here: this is why Eli Vanto needs to come back#b/c it would be so perfect for him to haul his ass home because fuck ur bullshit u can’t push me away#like ‘when one is remembered by a friend’#but aren’t u tired of remembering? don’t u want to gain new memories#and it would further parallel Anakin because how does he come back?#luke. luke who rejects the possessive love of anakin/vader in ESB and in ROTJ Luke steps forward and claims Anakin as his kin#not the other way around. and that inspires the selfless love of anakin to return to kill Palps
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I just woke up from a dream where i was so certain i had just come to a groundbreaking realization about bloodborne and now that i'm awake it was really silly but i think this part of it still holds true so I made the exact image i was making in that dream. What this means is up to interpretation but it's interesting i suppose
#im mostly surprised my brain came up with something that wasnt bullshit and made up while i dreamt#even if it doesnt really mean anything#altho i will say it does mean one thing: when people design fanmade great ones/kin they get the ocean inspiration alright#but people rarely ever realize how much of it is reminiscent of plants as well#it is equally id say. perhaps even more so#the ocean aspect is mostly tied to kos everything else is very plant based#think about the luminescent flowers and rom and the gardens of eyes etc...#its especially true of anything that has ties to the chalices#for example in kin. the gardens of eyes are more tied to research around the chalices#whereas the celestial emissaries are a product of research on kos#rom is the only really notable exception id say because shes tied to both#she researched the tombs but she communed with kos#she guards a lake but she is plant based
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Legal disclaimer (/j) but I do not give a fuck what Ubisoft or canon say next season, Jacklust is forever
#If you've seen certain leaks then you know what might happen lmao#“Not canon-compliant” my beloved tag#My kin memories are better than ubisofts lore anyways /J /J /J#jacklust#Just dance#Like honestly I'm writing so much off canon bullshit about everyone when it comes to my Bard In Red storyline so idgaf
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BACK IN MY DAY WE CALLED IT KINNING
#YOUR ‘ALTERS’ ARE NOT FAE THE FLOWER BUNNY KAI THR 27 YEAR OLD AND SANS UNDERTALE#SORRY NOT SORRY#THIS IS DANGEROUS BULLSHIT BEHAVIOR#JUST CALL IT KINNING
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the way i have no one to grieve with and it’s fucking killing me slowly.
#ooc. o kaptain.#[everything is so secretive and so private and I’m not supposed to tell people about xyz but also… doing this alone is agony? looking at#my aunt’s and my grandparents’ old jewelry sent me into a sobbing fit the entire time. I’ve inherited three generations of shit and I’m the#only one left with any memory or firsthand account of who these things belonged to. do you know how lonely it is to carry all the fucking#ghosts of your entire family. your mom your aunt your grandfather your grandmother. and it’s all you. and you have no one to share these#things with… because everyone who knew them is gone. but I’m also not SUPPOSED to share most of this for 10000 legal reasons (don’t worry#it’s not shit I can’t mention or something) and I just… can’t fucking do this alone. I just had a breakdown screaming in my house about#how bad I miss… everyone. but this whole process is just legal bullshit lawyer this protect this so my shithead father can’t get it since#he’s my ‘next of kin’ when in reality the only thing I’d like to leave him in my will is a fucking gps with directions set to a very long#walk off a very short pier. I just… my aunt just fucking died? everyone in my immediate family is gone??? when the fuck do I get to just… be#sad?? to grieve?? to fucking hurt??????]#negativity /
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okay this one was on purpose
Sephiroth | Genesis | Angeal | Zack | Aerith | Tifa
#biohazards art#the kin bullshit#ffvii#ff7#cloud strife#genesis rhapsodos#i actually have 0 idea if they have a ship tag outside of AGSZC#slowly chipping thru everyone giving kissy#okay to reblog 👍#strifesodos
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As an archivist, thinking about the right to be forgotten in a specifically archival context, and the idea that not everyone wants their stories or their records to be made available to anyone/for everyone; that often, what a community judges to be the best preservation for their own histories and culture is not what is beneficial to outsiders, especially outside academics.
More specifically, thinking about this in the context of Lord of the Rings/The Hobbit/The Silmarillion/other Legendarium books as “historical” texts. Thinking about maybe the “authors” not writing everything down because they understand the power of stories and how the telling of a thing grants a certain power over it, over how it is known and spread, and positions the teller as a figure of authority over what (and who) is depicted.
We already know that Bilbo is an unreliable narrator, that he changes things and leaves things out. There were a few posts and fics years ago, when the Hobbit movies came out, about Bilbo befriending a young Estel in Rivendell and deliberately leaving that out of his stories at Gandalf/Elrond’s request. What other things might he have left out, perhaps, out of respect for his friends in the Company and their desire to keep their culture and language private and closed?
Pengolodh compiling the Annals of Beleriand from which came the greater part of The Silmarillion - but he was in Gondolin for much of the First Age, and would have had to rely on other sources to give an account of the rest of Beleriand. Who did he talk to? What might they have said and not said, and what might they have requested he include or keep out?
Anyways, the Legendarium as an archive, something actively created and shaped by the different people in and around it, who both added things and left things out unintentionally or by design or on request.
#lotr#silmarillion#ironically this would make the archivists of middle-earth more respectful and conscious of this than many irl archivists#i jest; there are many excellent archivists who are putting the time and the effort in to do the work right and to spearhead change#not that there aren't still a great many traditionally trained archivists who are being absurdly obstinate about this#but there is progress; however slow; being made in the archival field about recognizing people's rights to their own records#writing this instead of my personal archives paper asdfghjkl;#this isn't the main point of this post but i also like to headcanon post war of wrath burgeoning loremaster elrond#travelling around and meeting different communities and hearing their stories#and sometimes they ask him to share those stories with others and many other times they ask him not to spread them#he meets a kindi tribe in the east who have no desire to be involved in any of the bullshit happening over in the west#they are fine with him as a friend but explicitly ask that he not let anyone else know about their existence#he befriends dwarves living in the blue mountains who wish people to remember the glory of tumunzahar and gabilgathol#but who don't want their culture and language widely spread for outsiders to know#he reestablishes contact with the silvan elves in the greenwood who are eager to hear news of their long sundered kin#and request that he bring news of them to the survivors of ossiriand
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Feeling aquatic, might start an H2O rewatch later
#val's random bullshit#h2o just add water#h2o: just add water#mermaid kin#mermaidhearted#mermaidkin#merfolkin#merkin
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qbit art i forgot to post :>
#sneks random bullshit#qbit stuff#robotkin#sona#sona art#art#mspaint#ms paint#ms paint art#mspaint art#otherkin#alterhuman#otherkin art#alterhuman art#kin art#robot#robotgirl
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