#but yeah here’s a bunch of sappy bullshit for tofay

[dragonfruitghosts]

This year hasn’t been going well. A lot of bad things have happened over the course of two months (specifically my mother but we won’t get into that). I’ve felt so scared and alone and all I would want was for that pain to be over. But I don’t want to keep being scared for the rest of my life. It might take a while for me to be free from all of this, but I’ll get there eventually.

For now, I’ll keep living on. I’ll keep living, no matter what happens.

To keep the mood light (because I don’t need to bring down the mood with all my trauma stuff lol), to my brother: thank you for sticking by me. I know I’ve said this a lot, but you’ve saved me from my own self hatred so many times. I’m glad I have you in my life. I don’t know why I’d do without you. You’re an amazing artist, an amazing writer, an amazing friend, and an amazing brother. I’ll keep going for you, you will never be able to get rid of me. I love you <3 /sib

Also to the mutuals I have of the funny hellsite: You all are great. I’m not very good and talking to other people a lot of the time (and also I’ve kinda been bad at posting a lot lmao) but I’m glad you decided to stick with me and my silly creature posting. You all are really cool, I don’t know how to say it any better, but you all are incredible artists and I think you are super swag and win.