#jealous wolfstar

[mrsfrecklesmarauders]

It was Peter's nature to drool after girls that didn't even register him. In a scale of 1 to 10. Peter focused on the top ones. Remus had told him in multiple occasions that the scale was bullshit. And that Peter was more than a stupid number. Because if Remus thought about that scale, Sirius was an eleven. And Remus barely got to five. Therefore, nothing could ever happen between them.

"Only blokes like Sirius or James can get tens, Moony. That's why I go for numbers lower than mine"

"And what number are you?"

"Clearly a seven" Peter shrugged "Susan was a solid six. Decent, pretty. But not a ten"

Remus could see Peter said that because he was actually hurt. Even if Peter's first girlfriend had been a bitch, Peter had loved her.

Now that Peter was single, he focused on every single girl at Hogwarts. Make them pretty, with decent curves, bam, he was in love. Peter had talked and talked about the beauty of being single and having eyes for all "the babes".

Mary Macdonald clearly was one of the babes this term. Marlene was out of the market for liking girls and Lily practically belonged to James, but Mary was single. Single and very very pretty.

The first weekend of term, James and Peter volunteered to help girls unpack, lift their books or trunks, with the mere purpose of gaining their chances as they put it.

That morning, Sirius and Remus watched as their friends played gentlemen to flirt.

"Look at them, Moony. Practically slaves to get a snog" Sirius tutted.

James was helping Lily, who was more friendly with him lately and Peter helped Mary lift her books to store in her new locker.

"Thank you, darling" Mary smiled when Peter was done "You're really sweet" and she squeezed his cheek.

"You're welcome"

The gesture made Peter go bright red as Mary walked away. Which was a good opportunity for his friends to make fun of him.

"Pete is such a sweet boy!" Sirius mumbled in a voice people only used on babies and puppies.

"Are you blushing?" Remus asked with a mockery tone "Look Sirius, he is going red!"

"What?" Peter shrugged "Mary is very pretty"

"Aaaw she's pretty!" Remus teased with a smile.

"Peteboo is in love" Sirius added patting his cheeks.

Despite the fact his blush didn't go, Peter was smiling "Do you think she would give me a chance?"

"You want to go after Macdonald?" Sirius snorted.

"Maybe..." Peter answered as he stared at Mary's dress "She's fine, ain't she?"

"Come on, Wormtail" Sirius smiled "Mary is an easy target"

"Yeah" Peter nodded.

"But she is not that desperate, mate" Sirius laughed.

"Sirius..." Remus warned. Sometimes Sirius needed to be more subtle, more considerate with Peter. What Remus had learned was that James and Sirius liked to tease Peter around. And sometimes it was in an innocent way, all jokes. A rare show of affection. But sometimes Sirius didn't measure the line.

"You think I don't have a chance with her?" Peter snapped angrily.

Sirius was smiling "Not to offend, Wormy. But you're a bit thick when it comes to girls"

"Oh! Because you are a fucking expert, aren't you?"

Everything with Sirius was explosive. He did and said without thinking. Everything about him was competition, fun, and danger.

"As a matter of fact, yes. I am an expert in women" Sirius snapped back "I can have anyone I want. Even Macdonald"

"Guys..." Remus tried to intervene. He sensed a fight. But they weren't paying attention at him anymore.

Peter laughed "As if Mary would give you a chance"

"Maybe she hasn't because I haven't gone after her" Sirius answered "And I actually don't know why. She is bloody hot"

Remus rolled his eyes. He didn't know why he thought Sirius would be different this term. On the past year, Remus had realized Sirius was not the cute boy who never wanted to get married anymore. He was a handsome teenager. And for Remus's disfortune, Sirius had his history with girls. Even if Remus fancied him, he was not going to stop being the flirtatious asshole everyone knew.

"I thought you said it was because she's James's ex and it is against rules going after the same girl..." Remus reminded them "Marauders Code"

"Prongs is not going to care. He's obsessed with Evans now" Sirius said.

"Going against the code, eh Padfoot?" Peter tutted.

"Scared I might steal Macdonald from you, Wormtail?"

"You don't even like her, Pads" Remus intercepted trying not to sound jealous.

"Everyone thinks Mary is hot" Sirius shrugged "We've all fantasized about her for sure"

Everyone? Remus hadn't. He'd fantasized with Sirius though, a lot.

"I'm not scared!" Peter spat, ignoring them "Not all girls are into you, pretty boy"

"Pretty boy?" Sirius asked.

"I can conquer Macdonald before you. Do you want to bet?"

Last term, it had hurt Remus that Sirius had kissed Marlene. Because Marlene was not any other girl. She was an amazing girl and their friend. And even if Marlene turned out to be a lesbian, the same thing applied for Mary. Mary was a friend. And a really nice girl.

"Shouldn't we ask Prongs first?" Remus asked looking between the two.

"Bet is on, Pettigrew!" Sirius extended his hand with a stupid smirk.

Remus wanted to stop them. He really did.

"Right on, Black" Peter shook his hand.

But boys were boys. They did stupid things sometimes like making stupid bets.

For the next days, Sirius and Peter competed to gain Mary's attention. They got her gifts, complimented her looks, suggested plans.

Remus tried to think Sirius wasn't actually interested in Mary. He did it all because he was an idiot. Though Remus tried to find excuses to finish this nonsense.

Mary didn't seem to mind. She found the whole thing amusing. She was the kind of girl who loved the attention.

"I'm flattered honestly" she told Remus and the girls one time "I know this is all a joke" she giggled "But it still fun. I want to see what they do next"

"It's horrid, Mary" Lily tutted "Boys are truly idiots"

"You don't mind when it is James flirting with you and giving you gifts"

Lily blushed at that comment "We're not talking about me"

Remus made a mental note to tell James later.

And talking about James, he laughed when the boys told him about the bet. Remus had the hope he would stop it. But he didn't.

"You are fools if you think Mary is going to give any of you a chance" he had said "But carry on. I want to see how this goes"

"What about the code, James?" Remus asked him "Mary is your ex"

The boy shrugged "I love Mary but she's in the past. I'm all Evans now. We're getting closer now that we're Head Boy and Head Girl"

So that gave green light for Sirius and Peter to carry on. Mary accepted the flirting and gifts but when they asked for a chance or a date, she refused.

"That's sounds wonderful, Pete. And you're adorable. But I am busy this weekend"

"No, Sirius. I won't be one of your other conquers, darling. Shame you're cute"

Remus decided to relax and enjoy the show. For one, it was really funny and satisfying to see Sirius being rejected. But on the other side, Remus's mind told him that this was a sign that Sirius would always be after some girl. Even if it wasn't Mary, other girls would come, girls who would be dying to give him a chance. And Remus had to sit and watch all of that happen. That was the sad thing of being in love with his best friend.

"Why don't you stop with this nonsense, Sirius?" Remus asked, practically groaning when Mary rejected an invitation to Hogsmeade. "You don't even fancy the girl. Why bother?"

Sirius smiled as he grabbed the cigarette from Remus's hand without permission and took a drag before answering.

"Sirius Black never backs up from a challenge" he grinned before letting the smoke out.

"Peter actually fancies her, Pads" Remus added, feeling his throat go dry "Give him a chance"

"Peter is a horny wanker. He likes everyone" Sirius laughed "I saw him staring at Mildred Greenfield the other day when she bended to pick up her pencil and her blouse's buttons popped open"

"And you surely noticed that as well" Remus rolled his eyes.

Sirius simply shrugged with a smile and kept smoking.

"And that's my fag!" Remus snapped taking the cigarette for himself.

"Don't be pouty, Moony" Sirius said, squeezing Remus's chin "I only do it for my honor. Plus, maybe with the pressure, Pettigrew might actually get somewhere with Macdonald"

Remus rolled his eyes "Whatever"

"Do not let Sirius quit the bet or let me win out of pity, Remus!" Peter told him later "I want to prove he's not that impressive among birds. I can get girls as well. Right?"

"Sure, Wormy. But I don't want you guys to fight over this"

"You think I can not get a ten?" Peter asked while looking at Remus with disdain "I know Mary is a ten and tens are difficult. But I am sick of going after fives or sixs. I want the bloody ten!"

There was no use. Remus thought this stupid game would last forever. Maybe risking the Marauders integrity. Though Sirius and Peter were the usual same. Bickering like brothers when it came to Mary. But loving each other as always. James was too busy with the Rugby Team now that he was captain and his Head Boy duties. So it was up to Remus to endure this alone.

Two weeks lasted this nonsense until everything changed when Remus was approached by someone at breakfast.

"Hey Reminald"

Remus had met Emmeline Vance in a party over the summer. She was pretty even if she wasn't commonly feminine as the rest of the girls in this school. She had piercings and tattoos which Remus considered cool. And she had surprised Remus with a kiss that night. But Remus had been slightly drunk to actually enjoy it.

Remus saw her again in the train at the beginning of term when they had a more sober chat in which Emmeline made him laugh "You have a very pretty laugh, Reminald"

Remus didn't know how to flirt. He wasn’t Sirius. So he blushed instead.

"My name is Remus"

"Reminald is like my nickname for you, mate" Emmeline smiled amused "I guess I'll see you around school"

Since classes started, Remus hadn't seen her until now.

The usual friend group had been teasing James and Lily who insisted of being only friends when it was obvious they both fancied each other. But were interrupted when Emmeline approached. They all looked between Remus and Emmeline with amusement. Except for Sirius who rolled his eyes.

"Hey Emmeline" Remus could feel his cheeks on fire. He hated the attention.

"This might sound kind of upfront and bold but I am sick and tired of waiting for you to ask me out"

Remus heard the gasps and giggles from his friends. And he went more red if possible.

Emmeline Vance was not the kind of girl to get embarrassed. She smiled with satisfaction and Remus found her extremely hot.

"I know you are shy which is cute but think about it, okay?"

Remus simply nodded because he was frozen to do anything else. Emmeline smiled in response.

"Bye guys" she announced to the group before walking away. So beautiful and confident as she was.

Immediately after, Remus's friends began teasing.

"Blimey, Moony. You cheeky dog!"

"Aaw she is totally into you"

"What did you do to her to leave her like that?"

"Remus is blushing!!"

"Oh shut up!" Remus covered his eyes.

They teased and smiled. Sirius had been absolutely quiet. Remus wondered why.

"You two had been asking Mary out for days and now Remus shows you how it is done" Marlene proclaimed "You're too slow"

James began laughing loudly until Sirius said: "If we're talking about turtles, James Potter wins the prize. Am I right, Evans?"

"Oh!" Peter exclaimed hitting Sirius’s palm.

James rolled his eyes. Lily hid her smile.

"All I know is that if Remus asked me out I would say yes" Mary said as she winked.

As the teasing began again, Remus hid his face under his sweater.

The next day, Remus watched as Peter ran after Mary the minute she got out of the girls' dorm. James joined Lily's side as she took his arm. Sirius stayed behind.

"Not going after Mary, Pads?" Remus asked with a smile "Peter might get ahead of you, you know?"

Sirius shrugged uninterested.

"What about you? Are you asking Vance out?" Sirius asked giving Emmeline a nasty look. When Remus turned and she waved, he waved back.

"I don't know" Remus answered.

He had never been asked out on a date. His immediate response would be no. Because even if Remus found Emmeline hot and interesting, his heart always came back to Sirius.

But since Sirius clearly was too busy with the bet and interested in other girls in the meantime, Remus thought why not? He couldn't wait for Sirius forever. For something that might actually not happen at all.

"Moony, let's forget about birds" Sirius snapped, making Remus look away from Emmeline towards him "Potter can have Evans and Pettigrew can have Macdonald if he likes. You and me... We don't need girls. We are fine on our own. Yeah?"

Remus blinked in surprise.

"What... What about the bet?"

Sirius shrugged "I don't care about the bet"

When just yesterday Sirius was saying he would not let Peter win. What changed?

"Is this about Emmeline?" Remus asked.

"You don't fancy her" Sirius answered with pouty eyes "Right?"

"You don't fancy Mary however you were willing to be at her feet only to win Peter"

Remus's temper was rising. Sirius had the free will to go after girls even if it was a game but Remus had not? Was that how things worked?

"You were right. I don't fancy Mary" Sirius said "And you don't fancy Vance...." then he leaned in "We need to be single. We are young. Let's just have fun"

Remus wanted to punch him.

"What's wrong with you?" Remus snapped "So let me see. Prongs can go after Lily. Wormtail can go after Mary. And you, you can have anyone you want. Now that I get the attention of someone. Finally! What? I cannot do anything about it?"

Sirius was silent. He looked guilty and his eyes showed he was going through a million thoughts.

"It's not that, Remus" Sirius said softly, looking to the floor "I just... I don't want to lose you"

"What are you talking about?" Remus raised his voice "That I should never date anyone so you don't suffer?"

Sirius didn't answer.

"What if I actually want to date Emmeline? What if I do? Are you going to stop me?"

Sirius opened his mouth to say something but instantly regretted.

"I might ask her out!"

"Fine!" Sirius snapped back "Do whatever you want, Remus"

"Maybe I will!!" Remus yelled "You fucking wanker!"

"Don't be angry with me"

"I just..." Remus was so furious he couldn't speak "I just don't understand you! Going after girls is a fucking joke to you. You don't even fancy them you just want to prove you can have them. You do that even if it... Even if I..."

Sirius kept looking at him curiously.

Even if it hurt Remus. But Sirius couldn't know about Remus's feelings. It was fine. Maybe Remus had to accept the fact that Sirius would never feel the same. That he was too straight, too flirty and too popular for Remus. But what pissed Remus off was that Sirius didn't leave him be.

"Whatever, go and date Vance" Sirius shrugged "I don't care"

Maybe it would be good to date Emmeline. Finally focuse on someone who wasn't fucking Sirius Black. Even forget about him once and for all. But if Sirius acted like this, Remus got his hopes up, thinking perhaps Sirius was jealous.

But it wasn't true. Sirius just loved to be the center of attention. He couldn't let Peter have Mary. He couldn't let James be happy with Lily. He couldn't let Remus free. He was just selfish.

"Ok. I will"

Remus sometimes hated to love this stupid wanker. He knew Sirius was better than this. He knew a better version of him. Yet, Sirius kept showing the worst of him. He was hurting because of his bloody family. And instead of showing his pain he pretended to be a complete arsehole.

Remus walked away before those puppy eyes would make him feel guilty. This love was going to drive him insane. Even when Remus hated Sirius’s guts, even in his worse, Remus was absolutely in love with him. And he hated that.

"Oi, Emmeline!"

Remus deserved someone nice. Someone better. Someone who didn't make him feel this way. Maybe Emmeline could be the one.

"Reminald!" Emmeline smirked as Remus caught her up "Finally made your mind?"

Remus knew Sirius was watching. So that gave him the confidence to lean in and kiss Emmeline's mouth. He wanted to prove he could flirt and have girls as well.

"Wanna do something after school?" he asked trying to sound confident.

Emmeline's smile was gorgeous.

"Sure!" she exclaimed as she grabbed his arm and they started walking "What do you have in mind?"

[marauders-tiktok-curator]

“Why am I like this?” asking myself the same questions dude, probably all the fanfic though when it comes to me

[daddiesdrarryy]

Sirius: What do you see on the map, Prongs?

James: Nothing, Pads. Moony is alone, like I told you

James: Wait! He just walked up to a woman!

Sirius: A female woman? PRONGS, IS IT A FEMALE WOMAN?

[gabriels-golden-kazoo]

There was no doubt about it that Evan Rosier was beautiful. Girls whispered as he passed in the halls, boys winked at him at parties, beckoning him to the dark corners of the common rooms where they could remain undiscovered.

Yes, there was no doubt that Evan was beautiful, but he didn’t feel pretty.

He wasn’t sure when the word had become significant, it was as if the word beautiful was superficial, as if he was superficial. He supposed the meaning had started to sound different when he listened to them come from Dorcas’ mouth. The way she described Marlene, as if words could only pale in comparison, Shakespeare himself would be threatened by the pure emotion that dripped from Dorcas’ words, so much so that the word pretty made Marlene sound like the greatest treasure ever to grace the earth.

Fucking lesbians.

Evan had never felt like a treasure, as an heir he was worth something, but that was a job, his birthright.

He had never once believed that there were soulmates, someone who could mirror even the darkest most broken parts of his soul, someone who would accept every flaw, every scar, every wall that his mind put up. But watching his friends with their partners?

Watching them made him believe that someone could truly love him unconditionally, like they needed him like air, as if the sun couldn’t rise without him. He believed there was a chance, but that didn’t mean he was deserving of it. He could hope, maybe even pray, but at the end of the day he couldn’t imagine even a soul as broken as his could have once come in a matching pair.

That was until, of course, he met Barty Crouch Jr.

And by Merlin and Morgana alike did that boy make his soul sing.

[wolfstargazer]

5th November - The Three Broomsticks - @wolfstarmicrofic - word count: 498

It had been Sirius that had pushed it but now as he, James and Peter sat unobserved at the back of The Three Broomsticks, watching as Remus, flushed from the cold outside and the heat of the fire, waited for his date to arrive, Sirius felt a nagging feeling in the pit of his stomach that he was having difficulty ignoring.

"Budge up, Padfoot," Peter complained, straining to see over the heads of their classmates crowded around other tables and obscuring his view. "I can't see!"

"There's nothing to see," Sirius snapped, surprised at his own surliness.

"I wouldn't be so sure," James said as he nodded discreetly in the direction of the door.

A petite, fourth-year Hufflepuff girl with her hair in a plait entered, looking around nervously before her eyes alighted on Remus sitting by the fire. She gave a shy smile.

It was the same smile Sirius had seen every time she had watched Remus enter the History of Magic classroom, unnoticed by Remus who had a habit of not quite meeting anyone's eye apart from the Marauders.

Remus had been very perplexed when Sirius, feeling devilish one afternoon, had pointed it out.

"She's looking over again," Sirius had whispered as Professor Binns had floated languidly past.

"Who?" Remus asked.

Sirius had nodded slightly in her direction, and Remus had looked over. The girl went pink and hurriedly turned away, asking a question of the girl beside her.

"I think you'll find she was looking at you," Remus replied.

Sirius sighed. Sometimes, Remus' modesty could be intensely irritating.

Sirius hadn't let it drop. All Remus needed was a little push. So Sirius had found invisible ways to throw them more together. He'd even roped James into his schemes. And it had worked. Finally, about two weeks ago, the girl had plucked up the courage to ask Remus if he'd like to meet her in the Three Broomsticks on their next visit to Hogsmeade.

To all of the Marauders' surprise, Remus had agreed.

Sirius was pleased for his friend, he told himself. He watched Remus stand on instinct as the girl approached, polite and a little old fashioned.

James gave a snort.

"Shut up," Sirius hushed, bad tempered, as he watched them both sit down. Remus must have said something that set her at ease because she gave a coy laugh and took off her scarf. Their heads were close together as they talked.

"I'm bored of this," Sirius suddenly announced, downing the remnants of his Butterbeer.

"This was your bright idea!" James retorted, but standing and pulling on his coat. "What if Moony needs our assistance? What if he needs to escape?"

Sirius stole a glance over to where the pair were talking. Remus was smiling a little, that smile that started in his eyes before it spread across his face. Sirius knew that smile.

"He seems fine," Sirius replied shortly, a pang of something he didn't really want to pay attention to increasing the more he looked. "Let's go."

[uhhlifeig]

Hog's Head - Nov. 14 - word count: 324 - @wolfstarmicrofic

The party pulsed with energy, the common room glowing warmly from the fire and the twinkling fairy lights draped across the ceiling. 

The air was thick with the scent of firewhiskey sourced from the Hog’s Head, as well as Butterbeer and some food from the kitchens. 

Remus Lupin leaned against the wall, taking small sips from his cup to keep himself busy. 

Across the room, Sirius Black lounged on the couch, a familiar cocky grin on his face as he threw an arm around Oliver, his new boyfriend. 

The dirty-blonde boy felt a tightness in his chest at the sight. How did he move on so fast? It’s only been two weeks.

A second later, Emily, his new girlfriend, walked up and slipped her hand into Remus’s, fingers intertwining with his. 

She was vibrant and captivating, with a mischievous smile and hair as dark as the night. In the right light, she could have been Sirius’s twin, and Remus hated that he noticed. 

Emily leaned close to him. “You’re staring again,” she teased. 

“Just distracted,” the scarred boy muttered, tearing his gaze away from the couch. But it was too late; Sirius had caught him looking. 

Their eyes locked, and his ex-best-friend's grin faltered for a moment before he masked it again. He turned back to his new boyfriend, saying something that made him laugh. 

Remus swallowed hard. He felt Emily shift beside him, her fingers tightening around his. He looked at her, at her bright eyes and confident smile, and saw the shadow of who he wished she could be. 

It wasn’t fair to her. 

It wasn’t fair to any of them. 

“You don’t look very happy to be here, Lupin,” Sirius suddenly called out over the noise. 

The werewolf clenched his jaw. “Maybe I just don’t find you as entertaining as I used to, Black.”

Sirius just stared for a moment before finally turning away, leaving Remus alone with his many regrets.

@estellethewriter

pt 1, pt 2

[littleliterarylesbian]

It was a bad habit, watching them just to let the ugly, no good, disastrous, feeling bubble up. Remus was just torturing himself at this point.

Sirius and James had always been close, probably closer than a pair of people could ever be. It didn't bother him before, he would hear the whispers of 'you're my best friend' and other mindless reassurances when curfew hits every night, hidden behind red curtains. It's in a different light now.

Remus remembers when James ambushed him in the library, sweaty and nervous and jumpy and Remus could hardly even get a word in before words were spilled.

"I shouldn't, but I do. He's just- he's just so pretty Moons. Do you think his hair is as soft as it looks?" James had said, looking so and truly distraught, "You can't tell Pads. Please. I just needed to get this off my chest."

And James is touchy. He's always been a bit sticky, needing an arm around someone's shoulders or a hand in his. It didn't used to be a bother, how close the two always were, side by side and hip attached to hip. But now it gnaws at him. Something sickly and dark wanting to climb up his throat and reach and take until what he wants is his. All his. hishishis.

He thinks Moony is acting differently too. James ended up in the infirmity when the sun rose. But some part of him, a part that just wants to claim and yank and devour, revels at how Sirius stays by his side. Worrying and biting down on his bottom lip and Remus has to fist the sheets to not do something he would regret.

He wants though, he wants so much.

It infects him, poisoning his thoughts and bleeding into his dreams. One's where Sirius' mouth is hot and tastes like cigarette smoke. Addictive enough that Remus would never need another hit. He catches himself wishing James could just... disappear. Thinking about what would happen if James were to walk into the forest, getting lost until the next full moon where it would be too late to run from him. James has noticed the hostility. Remus is surprised that not everyone has noticed it yet. But Sirius has always been a bit oblivious.

It makes him feel sick. But he doesn't want that smile pointed towards anyone but himself. White teeth and pale skin and black hair and blue eyes. It tears him up inside whenever Sirius looks for a few seconds too long. When he sits a bit too close and their thighs are touching or when he leans in and Remus can't help but to think about how easy, so incredibly easy, it would be to grab and pull until he had a lap full.

But he can't. So instead he watches as James looks dreamily at Sirius as they sit across the table from one another. Oblivious little lamb. If only he knew that the wolf wanted to shred him to pieces.

[crimsonlovebartylus]

Barty and Sirius hanging out:

Regulus: I don't like this. *crossing his arms*

Remus: I don't either. *crossing their arms*

Regulus: ask him out already before he takes away my boyfriend.

Remus: wh-.. what? first of all, in order for barty to be your boyfriend, you need to ask him out.

Regulus: *waves them off* ask my brother out, i'll ask barty out.

Remus; you first.

Regulus: no you.

Sirius across the room: *whispers* is it working?

Barty: I think so, if we kiss would it speed up the process?

Sirius: maybe, should we?

Barty:

Sirius:

Barty: maybe?

Sirius: okay.. *leans forward to kiss Barty, when hes yank back* REGULUS OUCH?

Regulus: DONT KISS MY BOYFRIEND

REMUS: DONT KISS MY BOYFRIEND

Barty and Sirius looks at each other: it worked

[your-neighbourhood-antisocial]

Harry hugs Hermione more often than ron. And everytime he does that ron gets jealous not bc Harry's hugging Hermione, but bc he is hugging her and NOT him. He gets all pouty after that..

Fred and George snicker alongside Sirius and remus

[lexithwrites]

He’d been looking at Sirius since he walked in. Eyes from across the dance floor scanning him up and down hungrily, a predator watching his prey, and a smirk playing at the corner of his mouth. He’d been eye fucking him all night, honestly.

And god did Remus want to kill him.

Sirius had told him countless times he never cared that people looked at him because he would never give anyone a chance. He had Remus, who else would he go for? But sometimes it got under Remus’ skin, and that’s when it became a problem.

“Love, you’re ignoring me.” Sirius pouted, leaning back against the bar as Remus stood beside him, body half twisted around to glare at the guy who still couldn’t look away. Sirius did look amazing, of course he did, in his leather pants and oversized shirt—it was Remus’—but that didn’t give anyone the right to stare.

“I’m not.”

“Now whose staring when they shouldn’t be?” Sirius’ finger curved against his chin and tugged Remus’ head to face him, and he smiled. “Down boy, I’m not going anywhere.” Remus huffed, but ran his large hand across the expanse of Sirius’ back and around his waist, gripping it firmly. Sirius looked over the moon.

Mine, Remus thought.

Yours, Sirius moaned against his skin later that night.

[mrsfrecklesmarauders]

Jealous Remus is quiet. He stares. He swallows his tears. He doesn't say anything. He might clench his nails on his palm or destroy whatever he is holding. But he is sad. He knows Sirius deserves better so he doesn't say anything. He might cry when he is alone. But he never shows it.

Jealous Sirius is aggressive. He gets in between. He doesn't conceal. He is mean with whoever flirts with or dates Remus. He tries to show how better he knows Remus, how he is better for him. Then he feels awful because he has been acting like an idiot and thinks Remus doesn't deserve him. He is better off without him.

[marauders-tiktok-curator]

but he needed more than me

[wylanlupin]

wolfstar micro fic - 655 words

genderfluid sirius black, jealous remus lupin, sirius black uses she/her and they/them pronouns, famous au, marauders are actors

The camera zooms into the scene, everyone is quiet, while they’re filming. Only Sirius and her scene partner Barty, are allowed to talk.

Remus is sitting on his chair, watching his girlfriend work. He loves watching Sirius act, they’re so talented and always put their everything in each scene. And he is truly in awe of her.

Lily is the holder of their camera today. Being in a film set so long, with all your friends, just screams to be filmed from their perspective. Everyday someone else is the “camera-holder” as James calls it.

Maybe the fans someday will get to see a little footage of it, but it’s more only for them. Their management team and filming team, are responsible for the footage the fans will have for behind the scenes and bloopers.

Remus is sipping on his ice matcha, with his whole focus on his girlfriend, that he doesn’t even realise that Lily is filming his face up close.

For the twelfth time in the last half hour, does Barty lean down and capture Sirius’ lips in his. He’s holding her face with both of his hands and pressing them against the wall.

It’s a very intense kissing scene and is taking way too long and too many takes, if you ask Remus.

“Cut!” Barty immediately takes a step back and Sirius drives her delicate fingers through her hair. A bright smile takes over her face, which releases a warm feeling in Remus’ chest. “Ok, we have it.” Their director says and the staff starts cleaning the scene.

Sirius is still talking to Barty, so Lily focus the video back on Remus. “How do you feel?”

“Much better now, knowing that this terrible scene is over. And I don’t have to watch Barty kissing my girl.” He grins at the camera and Lily can’t suspend her giggles. “And why is that?”

“Because this mother-“ he just mouths ”f_cker”before he speaks loudly again, “has a crush on Sirius and isn’t even a little subtle about it.”

It bothers Remus a lot, how open and vocal this idiot is about, being in love with Remus’ girlfriend. Lily just chuckles again and zooms into the conversation Sirius is having with Barty.

They’re shouting a series and at the moment, Barty is playing the boyfriend of Sirius’ character, but not for long. They already filmed the break up scene between the characters.

Right now though, has Sirius dressed in the short pink pyjama pants and a white crop shirt. In short, she looks absolutely stunning and Remus would love to ruin her hair, but it were Barty’s hands, that made them this dishevelled.

And the worst part is, that Remus can’t even be mad at Barty, because of course everyone has a crush on Sirius. Everyone here knows how attractive and pretty she is, everyone on set sees what a talented and stunning actress she is and everyone observe, how kind and selfless she is.

Remus can live with that, the whole fucking world loves her, but Barty? He could at least have the respect and not officially tell people how in love he is with them. It wouldn’t bother Remus so much, if he wouldn’t post and talk about her so often.

Finally, Sirius is coming over to Remus and sitting down on his lap. “Hey, my love.” She greets him and gives him a long kiss.

Remus is a simple man, of course he relaxes into her and wraps his arms around hers waist to keep her close. He forgets Barty, the second her tongue meets his.

A cough gets Sirius’ attention and she looks over at Lily, who holds the rolling camera in their faces. “Hi, Lils.” And Remus is not only a simple man, but also pathetic. He forgot about Lily, the camera and his matcha and only remembers those things, when Sirius leaves his lap.

[seekmemystar]

Hc that instead of merlin's beard/Godric Gryffindor Sirius starts using variations of Lupin's name as exclamations in his everyday language like

"Lupin's furry tail, that was close"

"By Lupin's name, I will hex you"

"Remoony's baggy Y-fronts, Minnie's going to kill us!!"

"Lupin's most luxurious pelt, those dungbombs did a number, huh?"

"Moony's pants, what have we done"

It drives Remus up the wall but it catches up with James, Pete and the girls and by extension, the whole Gryffindor tower and soon there are several variations going around and almost on every corner you can hear someone go

"Acting the Lupin"

"Buggering Lupin"

"Gobsmacked Remus"

"In the name of Lupin"

"By the power invested in me by Remus Lupin"

It's hilarious and by the end of their time at Hogwarts, Remus doesn't even notice it anymore to the extent that it goes from blushing profusely and dropping whatever he's holding in surprise to blushing mildly and stuttering.

[emmersonisdesperate]

Romantic Moonwater, Platonic Wolfstar, Homewrecker Sirius

*Remus complaining sex is getting a bit boring*

Sirius, his ex bf of 8 years:

Sirius: I know how to fix that

*just as regulus joins them, Sirius puts one hand on Remus's face, turning his face, kisses his cheek, then seductively trails the hand down from face, neck to shoulders*

Regulus:

Remus, still processing:

*Sirius winks at him, then turns to regulus, shocked*: oh when did you get here! we were just...talking about work.

*regulus glares at him*

*Sirius squeezes and rubs Remus's shoulder before dropping his arm*: well I'll head out now, we'll...talk about this later okay, moony?

*Regulus turns to Remus, still pissed af: I thought my brother doesn't like you anymore?!

Remus, confused, scared and horny for angry regulus: I--I guess not???

*Regulus pushes Remus into a wall, kissing hard, biting skin, absolutely feral*: Then I'll fucking show him why he shouldn't.

-

*glowing, satisfied regulus comes out of the room with a messed-up, covered-in-bites Remus*

Remus: 👍

Sirius, smug: 👍

[nevvaraven]

Jealous wolfstar has done more for my mental health than any serotonin drug could ever dream of