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I can't do this
#im gonna kill myself later#i genuinely cant do this#i lost her#thats my last straw#i cant#ive started my period#ive most definitely lost my job#and ive lost her#she was the ONLY ONE that mattered#the only person i could stay here for#i cant do this#i just need her#how do i not see her every day#how do i not see her beautodul smile#and her pretty eyes#and even when she gets angry woth me#shes everything ove ever wanted#i just dont know how to do this#i love you please stay#mine
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if anyone is able to help me out i'd appreciate it, im still broke as hell. this month has been really difficult for me. i worked a total of 5 days all month and my bank account is in the negatives again after paying bills and getting some living essentials. i dont know how im going to pay my rent like this. i applied to a financial relief fund from a local trans advocacy group but it's going to be a few weeks until anything comes from that. if you have literally anything to spare it would help me out a lot 😭🙏 i feel bad ive been asking for help so often and i know everyone is struggling, im working on getting my life back in order but everything fucking sucks and is difficult right now :( even just spreading this is a huge help
pp: paypal.me/bewearrr vnm: tobias_leviathan
thank you 💕💕
#im looking for a new job but i dont think its gonna happen any time soon :( my current job is fucking miserable#im working on comms to the best of my ability but i can only draw so fast and i dont want to injure myself and its hard to stay motivated#when ur mental health is tanking so hard#my physical health has been tanking too like stress is getting to me so hard i fucking started a period out of nowhere#i havent menstruated in like 10 years legitimately#im so beyond stressed i have to stop myself from panicking all the time#i have a bunch of work coming up this week but its nowhere near full time#they schedule based 'on performance' when youre part time and since im only here one day a week and they put me at the station i hate--#the most its almost inevitable that theyre using this as a way to get me to not be there. i dont think my boss likes me very much.#bc then they can claim my performance isnt good BECAUSE YOU PUT ME ON THE TASK THAT IVE SAID FROM DAY ONE I DONT WANT TO DO
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here is the root of the root and the bud of the bud!!
✷(print shop)✷
#mine#original#euheuhe hello..i hope everyone is having a good day#we are going on a bird boat thing on wednesday im very excited about it#what else.....me and my bf went on a walk on sunday and i saw damsel flies and shield bugs and a duck with 13 ducklings#i bought a jellycat sun bag which is now all i talk about#ive started reading assassins apprentice by robin hobb!!!! its so good!!!!#im so excited there are so many books in the series to read#i doubt i will like all of them but i will give them all a go#today i will stop and hve dinner n then walk the dog and then do exercise and have a bath#and then i will. play zelda#and then tomorrow i will do shop stuff and also help my mum buy a bench apparently#i need to buy snacks also. i hve a snack stash in my rooom bc of mental illness purposes and i am low.....need snacks#maybe i will do that tomorrow. brain schedule is full up for today sorry#also. unrelated. i have my period???? again????? ive already had it this month hello i dont need another im good im all done#my hormones r going ??OAGHGHGHUH#also i want like . cute bra. but like not a bra like just cloth thats like. tit shaped. a bralet? is that what that is? no idea#anyway. hve nice evening. or else.#i have a headache#OH ALSO. i need to legally chnage my name SKFSABJSBK#put that on th todo list#i cant rmemeber how 2 do it i think it was very straight forward n cost like. £10 or smth
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PERIOD DRAMA APPRECIATION WEEK 2024!
day seven: the white queen based on philippa gregory's the white queen (favorite adaptation)
#perioddramaappreciation24#perioddramaappreciationweek24#the white queen#elizabeth woodville#edward iv#elizabeth of york#rebecca ferguson#max irons#perioddramaedit#perioddramasource#(listen ik i've used twq three times now but i'd be lying if i didnt say it was my fav adaptation!)#literally started my interest in history + period dramas !
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This is my idea btw if anyone wants to see what’s making me shake and cry and scream and dry heave and hide from my own reflection in the mirror
#idk it’s just an idea but it could be fun idk#ive written maybe 700words for it just to start like idk#sketching out what this all is#i have maybe two characters potentially 3… anyways…….#this is embarrassing LOL anyway!! fuck me#maybe I’ll just turn it into fic and like write it as an AU maybe that will help#haha! I hate this….#goodbye…..forever….. im gong to disappear now….#I should be in prison#every god out there has heard me praying to get even like the barest outline on a page but im blocked by all deities#nobody is listening…. to me………….#you can absolutely tell when im posting on my period lol this website is like a period tracker for me…
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it's hilarious to me when people suggest resources for homelessness like i haven't already tried/considered them.
yes, homeless people know the local shelters and food banks. yes, homeless people know what a case manager is and often work with them. yes, homeless people know what food stamps are.
i've been doing this for over 4 years in 2 seperate states. if this had been military service, i'd be considered a veteran twice over. you don't know more about this lifestyle than i do. i have your pamphlets, your phone numbers, and your resource guides. i have all the business cards.
obviously people can't know what my experience is, and it's a good idea to suggest resources just in case. the thing is, whenever i say 'yeah, i tried that,' and 'i didn't like that place at all' people get... disheartened? annoyed? it's hard to tell. they don't seem to take it well in any case, especially cops.
not every homeless person wants a job, or medication, or rehab, and not all the resources are good. some of them are actively bad for homeless people.
not sure what my point with this post was, but i guess just listen to homeless people. instead of approaching with an idea of how you could help them, ask them what they want or need right now. trust them to lead their own lives. help them because they are people, not because you want them to get a job
#homeless#homelessness#got a meal from this guy one time that was going on about 'yeah ive been there man i know how it is'#and i was grateful obviously but then he started telling me about the job fair nearby and how i should go and i was like#'oh im disabled idk if thats a good idea right now. it makes it harder to get approved and itd just stress me out'#you know. the truth#and then he mentioned he was couch hopping for 3 months and the job fair helped him out of that situation#like sorry for your period of instability but your homelessness and my homelessness are very very different buddy#anyway#he was nice and i got a sandwich out of it
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Vox sketch dump
Cw: Ones suggestive
#the unfortunate circumstances of my birth have left me deeply unable to write cohesively (i am about to start my period)#truly a skill issue i know#ive been drawing vox terribly to pass the time until my braincells decide to start working again#vox#vox x reader#hazbin hotel#hazbin hotel vox#shit quality art
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I wrote out an entire dissertation length rant but I'm actually deleting it & just leaving a gif that captures the energy of my current predicament in far less words
#*company i work for* is literally so stupid & i knew that already but oh my god. lol.#how are you going to give me 3 days a week as a sub then PROMOTE me to part time at 1 day a week w/zero potential to pick up new shifts...#bc im not ALLOWED to work more than 24 hrs a pay period (2 weeks) ...????? why??????#every other PT job ive had capped at 35 hrs a WEEK. this is 12 hrs a week cap. what rhe fuck#and they have to hire another PT person anyways so why not let me take what they would get??? fucking demented#here i go starting to rewrite the rant in the tags. theres much more believe me im being very restrained rn#who the fuck can survive on 750 dollars a month#i have to get a second job now! yayyy!!
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free miracle cure for some of the takes & winning poll options that've been on my dash lately. get well soon
#some of you are basing strong opinions off of inaccurate 18+ month old memories of your last watch and it shows#like if your ship is the main/only part of a show that you care about great. you do you. Ive had shows like that. have fun however it's fun#just. if that's you why are you jumping into arguments about the other stuff#if your perception of the show is built on yt scene packs of your ship spliced together with frog dna to fill in the boring parts#(aka The Actual Plot) where are you getting the confidence to argue dickishly about characters and themes you clearly pay no attention to?#also gesturing vaguely to that post about periodically renewing your license by rewatching the source material#anyway.#don't mind me I'm just an old man grumbling on my porch as I see tourists start to filter back into town as the weather warms up#(resumes whittling)#shitposts
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Alright, the kewk classic 'face hole' design it is~ 📊✅
"Ain't he a doll?" 💋💦💕
And now while I fuck with this anatomy sketch 5ever, we gotta decide on a background! I'm thinking Sal would prefer to do his love-sick swooning in the privacy of his bedroom, but where, exactly? 🤔
'The bed'-
Perks: seems more routine, sowft snuggly nest to daydream and swoon in, [darling] collage on the wall, '... okay, what have you been doing with that pillow...?'
Drawbacks: Limited space, have to take stability/sinking into account with props, perspective is Hard and I will make that headboard look good or die trying
'The floor'-
Perks: seems more impulsive, more yan/NEET clutter potential (more room to spread out), a glimpse under his bed (and at all the [darling] stuff he's got shoved under there)
Drawbacks: That carpet is UGLY, I will probably (definitely) bite off more than I can chew trying to fill all that space with props, it hurts my Everything just thinking about lying on the floor like that for too long
'Secret third thing'-
....???? idk you tell me lol
#sally face#sal fisher#love sick sally#tw yandere#tw unsanitary#sorry steve#lime#(just implied a little ((for flavor))#im laughing at the potential of the 'secret third thing'#planking on his dresser? Chillin like a vamp on the ceiling?? Sliding up the wall like a slug???#Periodic reminder: Your only artistic limitation is your own imagination...~🌈♾#i gotta come up with a tag for this redraw so all the posts can be dug up later#i was gonna just make a chain of reblogs with the original post but decided it would get waaaaay too long by the time im done#im so flattered that yall chose the face hole design fr qwq 💖💖💖#I'd have been happy either way but it was a close race for a while and im just pleasantly surprised 🥺💗#side note: ive recently been going down an OG l/oony tunes rabbit hole (bu-dum-tss) so if my doodles start lookin more cartoony thats why#k.e.w.k. x sally#(I'll probably be doing little selfship doodles on this at almost every stage of this redraw bc it sparks joy and i deserve it uwu 💙)
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RIP Martin Mull
August 18th 1943 - June 27th 2024
#watching clue#because ive been rewatching Madeline Kahn movies#but now also because i just found out the news#rip Martin Mull#Martin Mull#colonel mustard#clue#clue the movie#now just got to this part and got super emotional#ugh i just started my period forgive me im a mess
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"i wonder why i feel so shit today"
a list (in order) of what ive eaten today
two ibuprofen
an energy drink
a very sad sausage butty
a brownie
another energy drink
a paracetamol
another ibuprofen
#and ive started my period#if u couldnt tell#and have had a collective 6 hours of sleep over the past few days#DONT WORRY IM GOING TO EAT SMTH GOOD FOR DINNER
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i rlly wish i could mute blogs without blocking cuz i dont want anyone to be mad at me but GOD some peoples takes just piss me off so unbelievably badly
#im incapable of not taking it personally when people SEVERELY mischaracterize saiki k characters#but i DREAD the 'WHY DID U BLOCK *X PERSON*' messages and i also just dont WANT to block certain people. i just dont like their posts.#ive just gotta take a deep breath and move on lmao#im autistic shhh im allowed to be dramatic !! (joking)#its ok cuz i know people feel the same abt me#this is how u know im about to start my period#im even less rational than usual#meows post
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re:kinder doodle dump part three !!! drawings with wildly different moods www they are more polished ans complete than my other doodles because. why not🥺!!!
#re:kinder#rekinder#fanart#ryou re:kinder#mami re:kinder#takumiel re:kinder#yuuichi mizuoka#i will now provide commentary ...#the first one i did was the takumiel one lets start with him#that one was done in ms paint MERELY for the sake of me making a speedpaint in the style of 2010's speedpaints#turned out great . put some nightcore on it... not placing it here because tumblr does not take it kindly to me putting speedpaints here#(im still petty about that)#the chie one as you can see. is not a line from re:kinder. it is a line from “If...” another game by parun#where the girl who says it has the same sprite as chie. so i drew chie based on the line. chie in the multiverse...#mami was because i just dont draw her enough for being one of the characters with a drawn portrait and why not#ryou candy because i can ive been meaning to draw him more properly for a while outside of silly little projects i just never got to it#so there he is with the layout of clip studio paint because the drawing looked bland. and i didnt know what to use as a background#i do not use clip studio on light mode. i just thought itd look better with the background. all for composition sake...!!!#now about the yuu drawing i did that this morning its funny actually... if you see it that way i prefer seeing things as comedic if possible#today's morning dread would simply not leave so i decided to draw rekinder because its my go to for whenever im feeling low#and i decided. i will channel my feeling into this drawing because i can i will channel it outwards so i dont have to deal with it#so at first i was very dreadful and sad drawing. but then as i was finishing it#and the drawing looked more gloomy than it had ever had I HAD GLEE ONCE MORE!! IT WORKED!! i did channel it outwards im a genius#so i totally would recommend if you dont want to deal with dread and are in a state where you can draw#you should make your drawing feel it so you dont have to. its great#its like when one manifests their period cramps onto goku from dragon ball z.... at least i do that#i do love goku. what kind of latinoamerican would i be if i didnt id be a disgrace but im not strong enough i know he can fight it
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#im literally killing myself i ve an exam day after and ive been crying nonstop bc of my period and my mother just made everything even worse#nad i have so much left to study i just dont know what to do bc i just start crying every other second#ughhhhhhhh fuck this
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i love good cop so much. she's my little tootsit whatsit i need to give her all my life savings. bad cop is ballin too both of the cops are awesome but good cop is my silly little guy so sorry bad cop i have a fave and it's your brother. LOOK AT HER. MY PRETTY PRINCESS. I LOVE GOOD COP 😭
i guess benny likes good cop too (:
#the lego movie#lego movie#gcbc#good cop bad cop#benny the spaceman#benny tlm#ive rly been fuckin with this style lately#im not gonna post exclusively in it but i like it it's so silly#also good cop is such a cutie patootie it's unreal#also starting now there may be longer periods between drawings since i wanna hard focus on my cos#since con is innnnnn two weeks!!! and i need to be the focuser#so uhhh hold me to that (and when i say longer periods it's not gonna be that long lol just not like every day/every other day#as ive been doin the past week or two haha#alright ill stop yapping in the tags now if youve read this far go get urself a snack or smthn pal
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