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I can't do this
#im gonna kill myself later#i genuinely cant do this#i lost her#thats my last straw#i cant#ive started my period#ive most definitely lost my job#and ive lost her#she was the ONLY ONE that mattered#the only person i could stay here for#i cant do this#i just need her#how do i not see her every day#how do i not see her beautodul smile#and her pretty eyes#and even when she gets angry woth me#shes everything ove ever wanted#i just dont know how to do this#i love you please stay#mine
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idk about yall but life is good again
#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#jjk fanart#jujutsu kaisen fanart#jjk art#jjk spoilers#jjk manga spoilers#jjk leaks#megumi fushiguro#fushiguro megumi#HES SMILINIG MINUNGGJSGJVSFVSFJH#MY DARLING BOY MY SON WHOM I BIRTHED I LOVE YOU#fushiguro megumi the way i would kill/cry/die fr u ur smile cures depression waters crops etc etc#your zuko costumes pretty good but the scars on the wrong side...................#cant believe i lost the scar side coin flip smh leave it to me who does not know her lefts from her rights 2 predict the Wrong Side#sue me fr thinking yuuji lost an eye fr good n wanting them 2 have complementary injuries smh >:/#its ok im over it im over it im just so happy we got scarred!megu im so happy we got smiling!megu im so happy we got ALIVE MEGU#oh my god ive been up all night hand hurt hand ouch but its fr him its worth it i can keep going i can go all day if i need to#god its a good day 2 b a megumi stan
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Save me french yuri... Save me
#genshin impact#arledrone#sandrone#arlecchino#haha remember when we all thought that sandrone and arlecchino would both show up in fontaine and be gay together?#good times.... good times#jk i'm ready to end it all actually#I KNOW WE HAVE LIKE ONE LAST MAJOR FRENCH PATCH BEFORE NATLAN BUT IVE JUST ABOUT LOST ALL HOPE#the way that literally every wlw arle pairing got fed so well following arle's drip marketing EXCEPT for arledrn... hate it here so bad#anyways shipping aside HOW is it possible that the frenchiest of french harbingers with heavy ties to machinery#and like two major world quests tied to specifically to her lore and is even MENTIONED of being present in fontaine#also being one of the first harbingers ever mentioned dating back all the way to the description of chode's teaser trailer#just???? doesnt show up??????#Sandy enjoyers are stronger than any us marine because my GOD are we struggling out here#anyways ignore the fact that I completely forgot to draw sandy's wind up key it was hard drawing through the tears#(actually it was cause i half-assed this doodle but we dont talk about that)
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Life after Crestwood
#my art#pineflowers art#art#comic#dragon age#dragon age inquisition#lavellan#varric#solas#solavellan#solas x lavellan#vallaslin#I really wanted to see more of the interactions post Crestwood with solas and the inquisitor#how she lost a piece of herself and then lost the one she loved#and how much that has to fuck with her#and how good of a friend varric is#ive been working on this between a commission cause this comm is taking me FOREVER to shade#caelestis lavellan#caelestis
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big win for butch lesbian community
#i got bamboozled by her deep voice i thought mihoyo ended up making her a man anyway 😭#trans butch? peak. absolute peak in gacha female design#mihoyo launched star rail and was like 'let's see how much we can fuck around in this one'#gods of all kinds protect siobhan from fanarts with large breasts. ive already seen one i hate it here#honkai star rail#siobhan#we lost argenti but got siobhan in compensation
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slight redesign. love her🩻🩸
#mari's art#ok heres everything that changed:#she now has no ears (for reasons i will not explain)#no more midriff!! or any meat in her torso#shoes😙#skeletal hands#greyer skin (for the deader look)#thats p much it ig#Also yay i decided a name for her!!!#marra ebonyx#it was either that or ulia marraigh#ive lost 90% of my study time bc im so fixated on lore#i didnt cover up the writing very well u can still read it if u try#Also nice to see her other post getting attention again!!!!#ok enough yapping bye#original character#my ocs#WAIT LET ME YAP MORE#sooo i was gonna change her pigtails to be horns instead (u can see the previous designs a little there on the side)#bcuz i thought they were too childish looking#but i love them too much so theyre back#aaand basically shes enemies with the grim reaper bcuz shes a necromancer (basically something like that)#OKAY BYE FR
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DONT REPOST THIS thanks
#home#mine#turning reblogs off and taking it out of tags for a while#i might just delete it#it feels fucking dehumanizing none of you were here nobody knows what happened in these walls#even the people who live there now who probably trashed the place#neither did the people who took that grand piano out in pieces#none of you will ever understand how much i lost when they took me from here#that little girl is dead shes fucking dead and im living in some cruel imitation of her#and every time ive tried to kill myself its been so i could go home again#but i cant ill nevet go home shell never go home home isnt real anymore#r
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big fan of these two
#alek art#lego ninjago#ninjago#ninjago dragons rising#(this is my post merge zane design)#pixal borg#zane julien#2024#i cant think of anything else to tag as. not intended as ship but idrc lol#go crazy be free#sick to my stomach about how attached he is to her. in s7 he about lost his mind and now here we are. talking to brooms#smthn about how zane gets really attached to people (when his father died he died with him . twice) and how pixal struggles to find an#identity for herself that isnt an assistant bc thats what shes made for . she was scared to tell zane she didnt like being in his head lol#girl who wants alone time vs boy who will explode if hes without company#if i said bpder zane#i love pixal idk if ive talked about this
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To become a Demon King.
Yayyyyy I finally finished this piece! I've always wanted to draw our dearest Reader and now I did!
You can say that I'm quite a new fan to the series. I started reading the manhwa around the 2021 and the novel around early 2022(?). Haven't finished reading it, though I did reach a few more chapter beyond the arc in the manhwa so I wasn't that spoiled.
I been keeping it aside for quite long in favour of RoFan and shoujo isekai (especially the villainess ones, ROXANA MY FAVOURITEEEE 😭 YOU'RE NO MORE)
But uhhhhhh I was self conscious about my art style so I never tried drawing ORV fanart until now. It was partly because I really, really, really love Sleepy-C's rendition of DKOS that I decided to say fuck it and just draw.
On another note, my hand hurts. So I shall take off to my bed... and sleep.
#omniscient reader's viewpoint#kim dokja#orv#orv spoilers#drawing#art#illustration#anatomy? don't know her#ibispaintx#i think ive lost majority of my attention span#before i can finish up a novel in day but i struggled so hard to now#like with orv i thought i can finished up around half by 2021 but i didn't even reach a quarter#so sad#i think i could do better than this but the art is ok i guess#did i ever say how much i hate drawing wings#im writing this fact under here as to not get flamed but uhhhhhhhhhhhh ipreferthewebtoonversionofdkosimsorrypleasedonthurtme#theresjustsomethingaboutthehornsandpointyears
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post ep 11
#trigun stampede#trigun#meryl stryfe#nicholas d wolfwood#vash the stampede#i cant even elaborate on this episode bc ive spent all day Thinking about it yesterday#and it made me Miserable#i just want to see vash have some autonomy again...#he is a little bit more on the quieter end for stampede as less angry about things but i dont think he's more of a coward in stampede#even though he was transported into his memories and saw and heard those terrible things from the kids and wolfwood#he was able to gather himself and keep going#his resilience has always been the strongest and also saddest thing about him#so it killed me irreversibly when he lost the one person who he could always look back to reliably#the fact knives couldnt even alter anything in rem's dialogue within those memories just stands for how strong her place is in vash's memory#and potentially knives just knows that would be too ooc of her to make in any Universe if she had something horrible.#man. I TALKED ABOUT THIS IN LIKE ALL 3 PLATFORMS. I'm alright with Knives as a character but jesus#- i did it all for you - im so sad that vash had to hear something like that. im so so sad about it#anyway i hope meryl stays safe shes done so much#i love her so much <3#ruporas art
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Play limbus company and get yourself an old hag for free
#limbus company#limbus company art#outis lcb#lcb outis#limbus outis#look if you saw me post this a minute ago#no you didn't#i need to get her out of my system#wont be posting for a while since finals is coming up#pray for me.#ive spent more time playing limbus than studying so i have to make up for lost time next week urghh#anywah HRHNRGHRNS I LOVE OLD WOMAN#I LOVE THIS OLD HAG IN PARTICULAR#MY BRAIN IS JUST FULL OF HER RAHHHHH#Okay im normal now#toodles#dan's tomato scuggles
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kiddos
#pokemon#pokemon rby#pokemon frlg#trainer red#champion red#blue oak#green oak#trainer leaf#trainer green#daisy oak#the kantrio are like 4-8 here#i think ive decided on my leaf hcs#'green' is a nickname so their names all match. haven't decided who gave her it yet tho#i think any of the trio. daisy. prof oak. reds mom. or even some random kid are all good choices#if its early enough it could even be one of blue's parents. i usually characterize his mom as a collector of ppl/things she finds charming#so it wouldn't be far fetched from my hcs LMAO (girl do not treat ppl as collectables this will have lasting affects on everybody)#she lives in a city but stays with her grandparents in pallet during the summer#her last summer there was kind of awkward because red and blue were going through a friendship breakup right before their journeys#like cmon guys. and she missed most of it because she was 10 and didn't have a phone#she kind of lost contact with them afterwards (more than usual) until the summer after and saw neither red and blue were in town#millie's art#art#daisy#prof oak
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FIIIINALLY almost nailed my designs for lizzie and caspian can i get a HEEEELLL YEAAH???? i think these two make a vvery cute duo and i cannt wait to see them again. i also hope they both get hurt reaaaallly really badly. togeter
#OOOHH OH OOOHH IVE BBBEEEN REWATCHING THINGSSS ive been rewatching riptide weeee im never leaving here weeeee!!!#caspian and lizzie are SUUUUCH A CUTE COUPLE CAN I BE HONNESTT but in a princess and knight way. do you hear me.#caspian is such a 'lights her cigarette' kinda guy. hes such a dude that has made a vow to a very very special lady#he would float half of a boat w nothing but his water powers for eight days and he would do it all for her.I LOVE THEMM#IM SO HAPPY ABT LIZZIES REDESIGN BTW IM MAKIN A WHOLE DOODLY PAGE FOR HER N IM HAVING FUNNN YEAAAHHH#CASPIAN HAS ALSO BEN ENTIRELY RECYCLED IN MY MINDS EYE. they describe him as Wet sooo much. so i drew that and im happy abt it#caspian is sooo handsom in my brain thats why i draw him so rarely bc drawing pretty boys is HARD. but i DID IT.#when he first appeared i thought he was a triton too bc i didn talk to the fandom n i knew nothing abt dnd. so learning otherwise was funny#a residual effect o that mixup is me giving him ears thatre like the fins of a flying fish. he seems to light and carefree.#the lighter fins o a flying fish just fit so perfectly. also his white hair fades into mist in my mind#NOW FOR LIZZIE ART NOTES.A BLACK ROSE.sometimes a red rose.shes so roses to me!!gorgeous but coated in thorns. i wanted her hair to-#-resemble roses or smth like that. square swirls are also soo her. reevaluating her ref sheet was also fun bc WOW the triangles and birds#SO FUN!! shes so spikyy..her and caspian are such a good dynamic in everyway#personality wise and appearance wise and i wanted to capture that sortaaaa. in vibes. yknow.im veryhappy w getting their designs sorted out#ALSO I GAVE LIZZie tha jhonny da homicidal manac boots. bc i love that comic and i will never stop giving characters da boots.#also in other news ddoes anyone else still wonder abt destinys blade and how it used to be a golden lotus sword but then it also used to#be a person and caspian just had that sword for however da fuck long and then so willingly gave it to gillion after he lost his sword#llike did he know. did he know. also do you think caspian and lizzie have explored ea
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collection of fuckass qantoine sketches/drawings over the months i never got to posting for x reason
#qsmp#antoine daniel#jay draws#jaysart#was going through procreate and realised oh damn ive drawn him a lot without ever posting him lol#i’d do the same for qbagz but i think most of them r lost to thrown away papers 💀#i doodled her a lot on paper#i may get to finishing that third qantoine piece tbh it was apart of a bigger qinsuline et nicotine piece
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glass cathedral - an experiment in concepts and shapes and textures or whatever and refusing to ever ever finish the back of the build EVER
#mmmmmyea it’s a cathedral with a glass tower stuck in th middle of it. YUP. WHATTTTEVER!#needs 2 be powerwashed ASF#minecraft#mineblr#minecraft build#minecraft cathedral#bsl shaders#lode-builds#interior? i hardly know her.#do not ask about what the inside of this build looks like matter of fact dont even THINK about it!!#this is the biggest build ive made in a while and im happy with it but i thjnk it can also be improved#i got off to a great start w the shapes and stuff but kind of lost steam towards the top#and texturing it was harder than i thought itd be thats usually the easier part for me!!#idk i feel like i kinda just had a cool concept then lodeified it with the pipes and stuff so ill probably come revisit it later#and make it even awesomer#but im still glad I made something so BIG at the very least HEEHEE
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girl !!! hey girl ! whats up girl !! girl !!!
#ok so i have Reasonings for giving sunny one (1) tail instead of the usual twin tails you see for fem!sunny#mari used to do her hair in pigtails and wld say she looks adorable !! then after mari dies sunny resorts to a ponytail bc i cant imagine#she has the energy to keep her hair in pigtails All the time. its more effort than a ponytail. also symbolism for one soul of two lost#ive been seeing too many ppl anime girl-ify fem!kel so i HAD to give her the Enrichment. body hair muscles a Tall build etc. and freckles#so this technically isnt genderbend bc well. kel is genderbent yeah but sunnys not. shes transfem and i consider that Different from gb#ive been calling this au the yuri au with my friends bc the whole gang is lesbians with each other (solar system and heromari respectively)#soooooo keep an eye out for the others ig hahah#omori sunny#omori kel#sunkel#omori#yuri au#sunny omori#kel omori#omori caprisun#fanart#omori fanart#my art
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