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straight ships only work if its:
silly pathetic man who’s obsessed with his gf prbly adhd coded X perfect amazing slightly angry girl who’s prbly autistic coded
#percabeth#romione#peraltiago#gomez and morticia#every ship in total drama#hercules and meg#joel and wednesday#brad and janet from rocky horror picture show#chidi and eleanor#daring charming and rosabella#dexter charming and raven#ive proven my point#the loml#jily#beastboy and raven#dick grayson and starfire
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Bartylus as Gallavich (last one for the day) part 3:
Barty: I can't believe you thought I did it.
Regulus: I can't believe you thought i did it, i'm not the one fucking prone to murder here!
Barty: prone to mur-.. *looks at him offended* name me one person i've murdered!
#okay thank you for joining my brainrot and spam#regulus black#barty crouch jr#bartylus#starkiller#the marauders#barty x regulus#barty and regulus#harry potter#marauders#aka ive proven my point that bartylus is gallavich coded#dead wizards from the 70s
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my gender is like meat leaf i think. boy materials in the structure of girl. like im a girl made out of boy things but not in a transman way like i like being female im just. a girl-leaning boygirl. maybe??
#u dont understand ive been insisting to all of my friends for like 6 years that im NOT a trans man#i cannot be proven wrong at this point i'll lose it#and anyways im not actually a guy#im definitely a girl just like. a type of girl that scientists haven't discovered yet#and that sounds like a joke but im soooo fucking serious#im a fucking student geneticist dude#i think theres some autosomal gene (or probably multiple) that regulate gender in convoluted ways#probably linked and i think there's probably multiple types of fem and masc genders not to mention non fem OR masc genders#codominant? incomplete dominance? is it different on different scales?#its a completely possible and furthermore plausible concept like from my perspective it'd be really weird if gender genetics weren't a thing#i think theyve already lowkey been proven to be a thing cause of that paper comparing trans brains to cis brains#& finding a link where trans men had a certain section that was the same as cis men#and that same section in trans women was the same in cis women#its an OLD study too#anyways i want to research this one day but i also dont because i dont trust humanity with that information#but if i found proof that it exists maybe it could seriously back trans people with scientific evidence#not that they should fucking NEED it testimony should be fucking good enough#ive been bio obsessed since i was born and im a natural skeptic#but when i was 11 i asked a trans person i knew like 2 fucking questions and they answered me and i was like 'yeah this makes sense'#figured anything that didnt make sense was just something i didnt understand yet#and now that im older and in college level biology and genetics classes i know i was right#it would be really really weird if trans people didnt exist did you know that? all the kinds too like nb genderfluid agender genderq demi#i dont fucking care it makes SENSE#'nonbinary' was a good term to adopt because it really just fits perfectly#nothing in biology is ever ever ever truly binary especially not a neurological and psychological phenomenon#especially not in a species with a brain so overly complex and tangled up like HOMO SAPIENS??#are you kidding?? the fact that we even have a concept of art and music let alone have talents and passions for them is proof alone dude#that shit doesn't help us survive its a modified version of pattern recognition and uncanny valley#combine that shit with the fact that intersex people exist?? like#nonbinary gender is literally the combination of intersexuality and human neurology
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How do you get characterization so PERFECT?!?!?!?!??!?!?!??!? HOW PLEASE ITS SO BEAURIFUL MY EYES TURNED TO TEARS PLEASE
i'm not sure if i'd say Perfect but thank you! accurate characterization is very important to me, and one of my favorite things to do is analyze the shit out of characters until i feel like i Know Them
#this is actually why yall havent gotten an actual welcome home fic outta me yet#i feel like i have a better grasp on everyone but mmmmm im missing important pieces to fully Understand yk#ive been fascinated with picking apart characters for years and years#i remember being a freshman in highschool deconstructing bakugo until i was like 'oh ok im the only bitch who gets him. ok'#and i have only ever been proven right and vindicated Since!#but i try i try#if im making something thats actively memey i let myself be a little lax on characterization#but the rest of the time im like This Needs To Be As On Point As I Can Manage#for myself! for others! for the Source!#rambles from the bog#something that helps me stay focused and determined#is asking myself 'how would it feel to have people mischaracterize MY brain guys'#and then my soul shrivels up and i start studying whoever im writing lmao#im always scared that im falling short... i hate writing things that are ooc...
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it just sucks to think im good at something that i love to do when the reality check of it being the exact opposite hits like a brick wall every single time
#but anyways#i need to stop talking about this. i see theres a reason people dont care about my work when im just a whiny bitch about it#im just gonna make dinner. its whatever i think ive proven my point how pointless and worthless me trying really is#night is an absolute mess on main
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how tf have i seen more arguments handled like civil debates on fucking reddit than tumblr??? WHAT
#maybe im misunderstanding something but i thought reddit was one of those places stereotyped for being stupid argumentative#but deadass i just witnessed a disagreement on a very sensitive topic handled with complete maturity on both sides#and the person in the wrong realised their mistake and apologised#and no one else butted in with something snide or veered off topic#but on tumblr its like “hey you said one thing that i dont agree with so im gonna misconstrue the entire point of your post”#and then when theyre proven wrong they refuse to change#idk. i know wider reddit and wider tumblr are both toxic as hell but still#and this is specifically in reference to small fandoms or small subreddits going into anything larger is a death wish on both sites#just... something ive noticed lately#my dumbass ramblings
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whats fun is looking at the thread youre hanging on by and seeing where it's about to snap. whats even more fun is deliberately cutting through that thread because you know it'll just snap anyways so why bother clinging to it as if youll make it somehow
#im at the point of complete and total apathy#no matter how many ''life plans'' i make itll all end with me killing myself anyways#ive already proven that i cant change so why bother trying#shes right i did go right back to how i was before going away. no actually thats a lie i got even worse ahah#i dont care. i just dont care.#i actually got a library card on my own today. i even reserved some books and just have to wait for another local library to send them over#i even have plans on friday to get an actual id! but yknow what?#i could still jump off a bridge tomorrow without batting an eye.#i dont care about ''making it'' anymore. whats the point when once i die i'll just reincarnate into the world i was supposed to be in?#whats the point when even if i do manage to become a successful person i'll just be cutting myself and planning my suicide either way?#i dont care. i'll put on my favorite outfit and go jump somewhere high enough that theres no chance id survive i dont care.#i'll even bring all my pills and my box cutter with me for good measure#i really dont care. i really think this is gonna be it.#i rethink for a second when i remember how those i love are going to feel but then i remember i wont be alive in this world to see it#i'll see everyone again when im home anyways. if i will it enough i can bring them along and we'll all be happy#and even if i never wake again then even nonexistence will be better than this#i see no real reason not to anymore. i dont have a future that doesnt end in me taking my own life anyways#i really could do it tomorrow if i have the willpower for it. im going to be left alone in the house for a few hours so#no one could stop me#its tempting#and you know me#self-destructively impulsive without a care in the world towards self-control?#we'll see. we will see.#please pray i will make it home everyone.
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Me: Man! How am I suddenly good with [art skill] overnight and with no practice whatsoever?
The many failed and successful drawings I've made the past few months unintentionally practicing those skills I'm now praising: Hey.
Me: It must be divine intervention.
#carime rambles#why can i suddenly draw weird face angles? ((all my doodles of weird face angles can be seen in the distance))#why can i suddenly draw weird poses? ((all the drawings ive made these past few months+ bc bo pointed out i always drew the same pose))#why can i suddenly draw digital lineart? ((trying not to just clean up my sketches but actually draw proper lineart on top))#what about hands? ((you draw hands all the time & also drew a SIX HANDED CHARACTER with every hand in WEIRD POSES of COURSE its easier now))#and folds of clothing? ((that... i genuinely have no answer to. all my clothes tend to be slapped on with random folds- nvm i remember now))#basically: *bonks head* YOU DIDNT GET GOOD OVERNIGHT! IT'S ALL PRACTICE!!! ALL OF IT!!!! EVEN IF YOU DONT REMEMBER IT!!!!!!#i still have trouble with all of the things ive mentioned here but now it's easier to me. and why? bc of all the ugly drawings ive failed at#i now trust my own process#even when i feel i couldnt possibly get the a result of the same quality as before#ive proven my intuition (the one telling me it won't look good) wrong before and i can do it again
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guy who doesn’t know shit about shit: so like that hybrid prophecy was definitely written to be about the doctor & clara in the show, but the way it shakes out, it’s about the master instead right.
#(buzzfeed unsolved voice) ive connected the dots#im going to keep saying this until i actually get to the point in the show where im proven weong#but until then im granting my cat prophetic destruction status#doctor who
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He won't leave my fucking friends alone.
#tales from diana#sorry this is about that bad friend i have to break up w that ive posted abt on and off the past couple weeks/months maybe#i still have to send him that final 'i dont wanna speak to you ever again'#ive been fucking busy ok. my summer has been full of family events and obligations#i have one brother getting married and the other having a baby!!! i have a LIFE and SHIT TO DO and PPL TO BE THERE FOR other than YOU!!!#i havent spoken to him in over 2 months too and he knows it's bc i don't want to#he's so difficult bc you can't fucking tell him the truth. you can't!!! he can't handle it!!! do you know how hard it is to handle???#the things i have to do to cut him off. because he doesn't respect normal fucking boundaries. make ME feel like im in the wrong#like im the shady person and the liar.#i can't drift from him bc hell pull me back#i can't communicate w him bc he won't hear anything i have to say he'll just turn it around & make it abt himself.#he literally does not understand ppl having motivations to do things that don't relate to him#and he has no sympathy for what he does to other ppl. nothing but self-pity for how they don't like him anymore.#if he dealt w someone who put him through half of what he put ME through. no he couldn't actually.#i only allowed him to manipulate me for so long because i cared abt him. who i thought he was.#and he just point blank period doesn't care about other ppl. so he could never go through what ive gone through w him.#i feel like all this friend breakup has proven to me is that im actually a good person and it can be used against me by ppl who arent#some fucking lesson i needed to learn huh?#i hate feeling as negatively towards anyone as i do towards him. it's so hard for me not to have at least#a little spark of hope deep down for everyone. even ppl ive removed from my life before. i dont HATE them#theyve disappointed me or insulted me or mistreated me but at least their motivations seemed simple and clear#and MOST of them seemed to understand SOMEWHAT that they were in the wrong#even if they don't admit it to me or still find an excuse to hate me. whatever#i can see them as ppl who might feel remorse someday and grow from it#i do not see it in this guy. bc if you have a problem w him he'll only make it 20 times worse.#he's so selfish it genuinely baffles me to think about it. and he's one of the least honest ppl ive ever known.#he'll never see the error of his ways. i do not believe he has that capacity.#and will i say none of this to him? no#im just going to say thanks for leaving me alone these past couple months. it's been good for me.#i don't think i can continue our friendship anymore for my own sake.
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#another tag vent session#ivebeen lonely my entire life but sometimes it feels like its swallowed me whole and rn is one of those moment sahah#no ones ever stuck with me for longer than 2 years the only person that did was a friend of 5 years and then one day they told me they#wanted a 'break' from me and said theyd talk again soon and i never heard from fhem again 😁#ican try and forget abt it but god it creeps up on me all ghe time how tf am i supposed to have any semblance of self love when its been#proven to me over and over again how truly impossible it is for. ppl to even tolerate me for extended periods of time#idk what im doing that makes me so unbearable i feel like throwing up#ive always beenand will always remain nothing to ppl and idk how much longer i can keep up the fromt that im content with that#i dont even see the point in trying anymore yknow like theres something fundamentally wrong with me im just doing everyone a favour if i#stay afraid of everything and everyone now#im so cooland awesome everyone love s me 😁
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I think ice nine kills needs to make a public stance of their political stance
do they support the queer community?
do they support black lives matter?
do they support woman’s right?
do they support stop asian hate?
there is a lot of bigotry in their fanbase and at least acknowledging any of these things would get rid of a lot of problems i encounter at their concerts
until they acknowledge issues im going to have to assume they support bigotry
sorry not sorry
#ice nine kills#absolutely scalding take#im going to get roasted alive for this#ive posted about it before and my point still stands#music has always been political#guilty until proven innocent#sorry not even remotely sorry
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im glad to be friends with one person who at least gets me and is so very patient with me even tho we dont talk much bc of timezones because if not i wouldve been worst off. recently been reaffirmed again and again that the world will keep blaming me for things i never did and will nitpick me of my mistakes because i forgot left something a mess after my routine of cleaning consistently or something like that.
#i may or may not be in crisis mode#ive unfortunately broke my streak of blunt SH#no cuts. but ive been hitting myself again and i hate it.#thank fucking god for my system but also god im so guilty.#just a goddamn burden because i cant get any help#im supposed to help myself but woof woof bark bitch i dont have the resources to.#my art isnt good enough for people. they all think its worth 12 dollars tops and the rest is overspending.#like im sorry i have needs and the world is expensive.#i wonder where it started. my overall negativity. what if i werent alive anymore would that ease my parent's burdens? haha.#that theory hasnt been proven yet on yes or no.#kasalanan ko nanaman lahat. bakit kung naging engineer ba ako mas madali buhay? parang di rin.#parang at that point nagpakamatay na sana ako nung pandemic for real.#vent#im on my period and its so. fucking heavy and it hurts for once again btw so maybe thats why im emotional but fucking hell i wanna perish.#i feel insane right now i feel like . well. nothing.
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⛈️ ❌ ❌ ❌ // 2:09 am, tbd ;
#this is a fucking vent so just gnore the venty ass tags but i have nowhere else to place this that feels safe other than just.#shouting into a void where no one hears. aka here ig.#bc its better i shout into a void alone than drag others down with me somehow—i dont. know#regardless… i’m just… i dont know what to think.#things are really bad lately & i’m struggling again to stop myself from sh utting down every time i try being vulnerable & opening up.#i keep clamming up & letting my mind take the reins when it tells me to just erase anything i say. to not open up.#to swallow every single emotion & experience that’s hurting me & let that poison kill me slowly instead. deal with it alone#because it feels like its wrong to open up. like its wrong to say anything. like me being open is just.#me being a fucking burden or something. i don’t know. i shouldn’t be like this. i’m supposed to be fucking better than t his.#what the fuck happened to the version of myself that could just keep suppressing & suppressing & not being a goddamn thorn in ppl’s sides.#esp bc all the things i’m having a difficult / painful time with is all fucking trigger heavy shit or things that i just don’t.#fucking know what to do with anymore because its not shit within my control.#a lot of it’s shit im still just processing that has hurt a lot & havingg to cope w that grief alone.#but then there’s also other circumtances too that are hard to navigate & my BPD having a field day w me in recent history too#i don’t know what the fuck is wrong w me at this point. & im scared & i can’t stand being fucking alone in this shit yet.#i feel like i have to. i have to. i have to. beccause this is my own issue & to dare express anything is me just. using ppl isn’t it.#that’s all it is right. & besides how many times has it been proven that ppl get sick of me for not being okay.#how many times have ppl walked away because they realize im just some fucking deadweight emotionally or something. id on’t fucking know.#am i spiraling? who fucking knows! maybe! because im fucking tired of what my life has been in general & im. overwhelmed.#overwhelmed by existence itself i fucking guess & what its meant for me overwhelmed by expectations overwhelmed by vulnerability thats just.#bleeding out through the fucking cracks of this fucking mess of a person i am.#& constantly fucking afraid that im just. too much. too much. too much for anyone.#too emotional in fucking general too intense too overwhelming for others regardless if its overwhelming them via pos or neg emotions.#afraid im going to get discarded afraid of what’s to come afraid in fucking general. fear & grief & pain & rage & hatred &.#desperation to feel anything other than this & desperation to feel loved thats got me having rly foul compulsions too#all my emotions feel like some kind of fuckihng hairtrigger & its hard to stop it in fucking general. i dont fucking know. & like i said it.#feels like shit to deal with completely alone. not bc i wanna deal with alone but bc i /have/ to bc if i dont then im just. a problem. or.#i dont know. im tired of everything tired of my emotions tired of this life tired of all that ive had to face up til this point & tired of.#fear & idk how to handle things alone anymore. my friends deserve better than this emotional burden i am to be around ig.#it feels so much like i have to apologize to those i befriend for being. well. this. for all of me & for being ‘too much’ in general.
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28/02/2024, 10.20am
Gonna be surrounded by fakeness in an hour lol
#the bitch is in and her deluded fakie is in too.#so theyll be going around acting like theyre besties and the greatest things ever to walk on the earthf#funng how i say rhings and tven im proven#like i literallt get given tbings i can use as examples to back up my pounts#she didnr do her role for the new starters proeprly#and for some fucking reason its me whos being given the emials to and asked for things#the fucking birch who can do no wrong did wrong and will just get awau with it#ive highlighted it to the fakeone multiple times to make her understand my point f#but i know shell end up taking it oit on somone else#cant let little miss bitcy look bad#mytalks#work2.0
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Hey, I saw your tags on the one post about abuse, and I wanted to reach out and say that I also struggled a lot and hurt a lot of people during a very low part of my life - and I’m proud of you, and of me, for doing our best to change ❤️🫂 I hope recovery for you is going well, brother, and that you have a great day/night. 🫶
aw thank you !! 🥺 same to you, homie. i hope everything's going well, & i'm proud of you for doing your best, too <3 🫂
it's been hard, especially since i lost my most recent job a year or two ago at this point, which has kind of put my brain into an isolative bubble. but i'm definitely still trying to be my best possible self.
#ask#ive been keeping myself out of social spaces for a long time to avoid relapsing. but i don't think my isolation is doing me too many favors.#so i'm trying to open up again. and that's been hard. but i'm doing my best#i've been doing better about catching my shitty behavior and i'm slowly getting used to like. going back on the shit i say#and apologizing for it. because i know it's shitty. and it feels shitty for me to backpedal.#especially when i try so hard not to say shit i don't mean lmao- i go so far as to make a point in speaking in definitives 🥴#because at the end of the day. i Don't know everything. and for me to confidently say that i know something only to be proven incorrect#damages my pride ig lmao- & i have my mom 2 thank 4 that mindset 🥴 tho that's no excuse for me to stay shitty.#i don't Want to be too proud to admit my faults. & i'm creeping and crawling away from that attitude.#it's been easier since my mom's been doing the same; she's trying her best to do better. and i can tell that she's trying.#she's more patient with my snippiness than she used to be. and that's been a big help.#we're all doing the best we can. especially with the resources we have; some are better off than others.#but we're all still trying our best to not be shitty.#(unrelated but on the note of not speaking in definitives. one lady was asking if i could add a gift card to her already-in-progress order-)#(& i said 'im not sure if i can do that' & so i asked my manager & she also said 🤷♂️. & when she came up & asked the customer what was up)#(the customer said ''ur cashier (me) said i couldn't add this to my order when other people have done it for me'')#(& i said '...thats not what i said.' & she said 'yes it was. u said i couldn't do this' & my manager was like 'w/e we'll do it this way')#(& i had 2 stop myself from doubling down & telling the customer that i make a point not to speak in definitives-)#(-therefore i Know for a Fact that i said ''i'm not sure.'' lmao. of all the things i was sure of in that transaction. that was it. lol)
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