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boygirlctommy · 2 years ago

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USHDJKH i forgot the email i used for girlboyctommy and now i cant log in :( i thought my computer saved it but it didnttttt

#my post #I THREW AWAY SUCH A BEAUTIFUL USERNAME... AND FOR WHAT???#hm everyone should report the account so it gets taken down maybe. bcsu then maybe the user will go back into circulation #its that or wait 4 years ig #also i used a fake email :)))) i am so smart #anyways hiiii back from post limit hell how are you

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em-b-sides · 7 months ago

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I think about that tiktok trend where you like paint your partners eye color on your nails or make a bracelet or something with the color a lot actually

#like its so cute honestly but sometimes i wonder how hard it would actually be to like find the right color match #maybe one day... but for now probably expect oc art with this trend in it maybe 💀#the thing about it too is i have like dark eyes and idk if ive ever seen like a dark brown nail polish. beads or thread yeah but ya #oh nvm i googled. it exists i just dont pay attention ig #OH you know what i can do... i can paint pepperonis eye color on my nails.... my baby... my kitty......#dude it feels like 5 am why is it only 2 #amyways. 4 monsters was a big mistake i think... i feel quite icky...#it doesnt help i didnt eat for a majority of the day it was just monster. im really unhealthy. need water maybe #wait i was talking about nail polish how did i get here #i just want to actually do cute couple things. i must heal. im gonna be so healthy.#its fine. lmao. i just know im not ready #oh i did eat btw dont worry lmao i had. chicken nuggets #i actually have to eat more bc i need to gain back some weight or they wont let me donate plasma #my extra pokemon money..... nawr...#i dropped like 10 pounds. my current job is very physical. lots of scuttling around.#i thought about working out too? i had a short phase last year in like spring or something where i started doing workout type stuff #so like.. maybe. probably should. healtly mindset shit yk #i also maybe want some more clothes. like update my wardrobe a bit. really figure out my style.#like some cool shirts and maybe pants. cause i wear a lot of the same stuff #also again. dropped weight so. need better fitting pants.....#i want more mens pants. big pockets... gender....#anyways. nice chatting with you besties. love you guys my silly little tumblr besties.#some of you that follow this sideblog have supported me on here for a while. i see you. i appreciate you. thank you 💖#genuinely there are names that pop up and im like !! hello!!! its you!!!!!#you guys probably know who you are. go get yourself a little treat you deserve it. or like. idk what you enjoy.#play a good game. watch your favorite show. idk. be happy. love yourself.#this also goes out to those of you who are more passive on my blog. i appreciate you too!! thank you!#all my little tumblr followers.... my besties..... unles you are a bot i havent cleared out lmao #k i might have to go to bed idk im tired well see

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zymstarz · 8 months ago

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yeah sure that's how i'll [re]come out

#zymart #zymtalk #rant in the tags ->#okay listen to me this is really important and also i have a witness. this was not intentionally supposed to be posted on june 1st #the stars just aligned for this to be at its funniest. which means its also easier for me to dismiss LOL #i drew this like a week ago after trying to draw a whole like. 5 page comic about it and then stopping it mid-board #bc it was horrifying imagining being perceived that much. so i needed to make it into a joke instead and this was the funniest route #and then i was like 'UGH. UGH!!!! i can not be 20 and deal with this like im 13. if i dont post it by the end of the week #then [the witness to all my rants on this topic. shoutout to twig bc they got the most of it] can joke abt it as if i did anyway'#and now its the end of the week and i looked at the date and went 'oh my god didnt may just start what happened'#'WAIT ITS JUNE FIRST. GOD. THATS TOO FUNNY TO NOT SAY SOMETHING' and who am i if i dont prioritize the bit honestly #in all honesty. kinda hate it! not bc of internalized homophobia but actually bc of internalized arophobia that has somehow been emphasized #after having my brain shift from '1000% aromantic without a doubt no exceptions' to 'just arospec ig lol??'#but tragically as it turns out. you can not just try and self analyze yourself into speedrunning closure.#horrible news for the oscar zymstarz community frankly #SO i needed a way 2 justify shoving this off my plate and into the trash as fast as possible.#im impatient and cant acknowledge my own emotions. its a flaw im working on it #oh and for all the ppl who know the running gag abt 'my allegations' [i do not have any real allegations for anyone not in jems server]:#that was in fact just a running gag for like well over a year and a half. like that was just a long running bit COMPLETELY unrelated to thi #i only started having this weird sexuality shift or whatever not too long ago lol. like long enough to go through 4 of the 5 stages of grie #[evidently bc like. im posting this. i got close enough to 5 to throw in the towel ykwim]#but on 'oscar zymstarz emotional acknowledgement' time that is....... not long.#but yeah ig tldr like. still ace [thank god] just arospec [probably demiro? i hate trying to figure out my own labels] instead of Aro now #idk none of this is that deep but also like it kinda is unfortunately bc i have to actually talk abt it to be able to ignore it ykwim #but i did! we're done talking abt it now! and now i can act like i dont care and try to make jokes about it to speedrun the rest of it #anyway. Happy Pride everyone. Fukign kitty.#side message to jem. by no means does this mean im not still gonna bully you. its a sign of love but also it is you specific bullying 🫶#you are not safe #edit: this is karma for saying 'thank god'. might be demiace too. this is the worst month of my life /j

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coridallasmultipass · 1 month ago

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Guys I missed the countdown by 7 minutes can we redo it?

#would anyone believe me if i said i was distracted by wrestling cable around a piece of wood #i got the best shower thought to pull my amp so it faces into my room instead of into the corner #just rotating it #and the fuckening cable was stuck under a wooden art project (like a canvas) and i had a sbahj moment trying to figure out...#...which side of the canvas the majority of the cable was on #i know where the cable is connected to the wall but i didnt know how far along i pushed it along the wall #ughhhhshdjdossb #rip my back but im determined to go into the new year playing guitar #so can we redo it now 14 minutes later? bc i cant explain the configuration of my room #ShitPost.exe #OBLIGATORY: 'DISCLAIMER: i'M HI (HIGH)' TAG #wait i need more minutes i think i gotta tune to C please hold idk what tune this band does #firmly grasp the moment. go back to 2359 and hold the moment for me ill hit unpuase when im good and ready #edit: unpause i was being dramatic its only drop D but i found the keyboard riff so ill learn that on guitar instead #WE'LL START FROM FIVE... 4... 3.. 2.. fuckyou #dundundununundundjndunnizndnndndjsn #listen up yall #edit 2: i wasn't being dramatic lmao the song i was planning on in the shower was actually C #but i changed my mind when i sat down bc i couldnt remember which song (ive had the playlist on repeat most of today #so fuck my life back to tuning ig #its okay tho i fiddled around on the midnight in my heart #wow can i say anything without innuendo #edit 3: oh thank god its drop c not c lmao still maybe i should prank future cori by leaving my guitar in drop c for the next time i play #gonna pull it out like 'holy shit whats wrong with this thang' (i would not lol i tune it every time)#but ill remember this moment and shake my fist at past cori bc theres nothing future cori can do to stop present cori #can u tell im procrastinating lol. my amp made a funny sound when i turned it on and its not nearly old enough to need warming up yet #fuck i mean i need time to warm up too but like . fuck lol.

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itsalwaysdark · 3 months ago

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its so embarassing likee. going to talk abt a feeling you have but you already know ppl will be like Oh that sounds like depression lol and its like. well yes . i know . trust me i am so aware i am depressed . but its still like a thing ive been thinking abt and wanting to talk abt but ik itll just be like Ok hun 👍. idk idk what response i would want tho ig FNFNFNF

#not anything serious i was just thinking how like. idk. this is gonna sound rly stupid #but for me personally like. sometimes. How do i phrase this without sounding rly evil #i think obv ppl can spend their money however they want but like. its kind of hard 4 me to grasp sometimes like. there r things that ppl #spend a lot of money on bc it makes them happy like umm. vacations or pets or hobbies or whathaveyou. and obviously thats fine but #i iust feel like its all so. temporary and like. idk. idt im ohrasing this right at all i just likee. the thought of working all year to #afford to take a vacation and then working again to afford another vacation just makes me feel like i want to die. like. idk... i like #vacations we dont need to go on them a lot but ig its just like. everything we do just feels like a waste of time. not in like a Ohh you #should be doing more work Obviously its just like. idk. maybe it is just me. but i feel like im just waiting until i die and can be done #with it i guess. and everything i do is just to fill time until that happens. yk ? which is silly bc of my whole. Thing i cant talk abt #but ppl talk abt like. going out and partying or going on vacation or whatever and i like. I like those things its nice when they happen #but they dont rly make me longterm any happier i guess. everything just feels like another thing im doing. idk. this rly isnt coming out the #way it is in my head. and Again i know this is just depression shit or whatever im just like. its all exhausting. it just makes me feel so #tired. to think abt working and working and working so i can pay to be alive and i can save to do one fun thing every so often to keep me #sane enough to keep working and working and working and i probably wont ever be able to retire itll just be. work. and then ill die. yk.#but i feel like the vacations and stuff dont like. refresh me very much. maybe its just bc ive only been on one 'vacation' as an adult and #it was just like. coming home to see my family. and realizing id have to move back home yk..#+ like. my mom nd my gran taking me out for a weekend when i lived up there #nd those things were nice and all but once its over its like. it doesnt fuel me to keep going it doesnt make me feel any better abt having #to work for the rest of my life #ik im being ridiculous bc im literally unemployed and i cant even get up off my ass to get my stupid fucking ged so i can get a job and be #Useful to my family its just like. idk.... i try so hard to be like Oh nothing mayters and thats why everything matters type thing like. Yes #all things end and the point is to just try to be happy until it does #but i feel like it just doesnt happen for me. i feel like any happiness i feel is so insanely like. it happens and then its gone. and its #back to just. the knowledge that im still fucking stuck here. and i will be until it happens. yk. i play video games tomoass the time until #i go back to sleep then i wake up and i make a spreadsheet to pass the time until i go back to sleep #and everyday just feels like passing the time until i go back to sleep and itll just keep going until it happens. and its nice to have nice #days but whats like. the point. yk. everything just ends #IDK. this is all very whiny im sry. ive just been feeling it a lot lately . i hope this doesnt feel like me being like Ohhh you ppl r so #dumb participating in hobbies and going out and having fun dont you know yr gonna DIE? thats not what im trying to be like #its just like. i feel like it doesnt make me as happy as it does other ppl like. none of it refreshes me or makes me want to keep going

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puhpandas · 4 months ago

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unless they drop the hw2 dlc trailer randomly someday on a tuesday in October they're literally either not making it or it's coming out after sotm😭

#its not even that fnaf fans are in a drought or anyrhing like #weve been eatinf good recently #its just that the stuff thats been revealed (sotm) im just not into #i know i would be rlly into hw2 dlc which i know has existed since January and have been waiting for #i already know that i personally am gonna be waiting until after sotm before im rlly looking forward to releases #but i was wishing id have hw2 dlc in the meanntime ig #im just not rlly looking forward to waiting another like entire year for any chance of 3 star content #if sotm comes out spring/summer plus the wait for whatever game comes after it #thatd be in the 4 year range and thatsss insane #pandas.txt #pre hw2 dlc #pre sotm #discourse #just bc im beinf a bit negative

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waywardsalt · 6 months ago

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fuck it, unedited snippet from an early early post-ph scene i decided to write one night

#uhhh. how do i tag this #post-ph #yeahhhhh #this is meant to be a bit after bellum runs into link and linebeck (mostly linebeck) and theyre just. talkin #like a day after running jnto each other so theyre just figuring things out with the shared theme of how tf are ypu alive #i like linebecks response it feels very. 19 years old idk. hes not like. entirely chill during this hes tired and wary #hes just got a lil more humor in thsi bit. writing this to try out how i might want to do bellum’s dialogue #and get his perspective on linebeck’s survival and just have a literal dialogue about that topic specifically #and also figure out some other ideas like linebeck waiting to actually tell link whi bellum is and whatnot #i think i like the idea of bellum having a slighrly childish side with the ‘youre the weird one’ line #some kinda balance between him using more complex phrases and ideas in his speech while also talking casually and roughly #and having little indignant childish moments usually in response to something or to demean someone #tbfh mostly posting this bc i wanted to work on it. cuz ive been reading scps and in my enjoyment of it as a cool fiction collection site #forgot that its like. horror. and fucked up some times. and its been a while since i delved into this kinda stuff and forgot my own limits #yknow how it is. prolly gonna play fire emblem or maybe smash bros havent touched that in a while #specifically smash 4 3ds havent played it in a while most been playing ultimate. i have 6 smash mains or w/e. characters i like #sheik ganondorf lucario greninja cloud corrin. used to do lucina but shes a bit too standard swordfighter to be fun for me so now corrin #anyways this is a decent snippet ig. its a lil funny and kinda gives an idea of the convo without giving too much away #not aure if i want rhem to more or less figure out why linebeck survived in this first interaction. tbh its not too hard i think #since bellum does some deductive reasoning comparing jt to past experiences and is like ah. maybe ill save it #maybe he gets conveniently cut off while theyre figuring it out. tbh it works wirh wanting to have link join in somewhat

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sexynetra · 7 months ago

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GAS PROMO GAS PROMO GAS PROMO I KNOW IVE BEEN GONE BUT IM BACK BITCHES THEYRE FINALLY AIRING A DRAG RACE SEASON I CARE ABOUT IM NEVER GOING TO SHUT UP AGAIN

#get ready for me to be soooooooo annoying about soa and Eva #I’ve been waiting for this day since I first saw the rumored cast almost a year ago #back then I only cared about soa #but now I have seen drph so both soa and Eva I need you to double win okay girlies #Soa de muse #Eva le queen #the rest of the cast is cool too ig #I don’t know all the queens but I’m excited to meet them!#global all stars #of course Alyssa will be fun but you will not catch me out here rooting for a queen from an English speaking franchise #sorry to the girls they picked from those 4 who are all great queens who I like and would like to see succeed #but an actual international queen needs to win one of these #AND ITS GONNA BE EVA OR SOA SO HELP ME GOD #what do y’all think will be the ship of the season btw y’all think anyone’s gonna kiss

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raincandy-u · 9 months ago

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watching/reading a condition called love is honestly like therapy to me... im sorry to say it but hananoi is basically comically relatable to me at this point and just seeing his and hotaru's relationship be as open and honest as it is gets me to cry every single time

#i literally have no idea what is gonna happen later bc im not caught up on the manga so maybe it'll all blow up in my face #if it does i'll put my clown shoes on ig.... but atm its all SO SO good!!#if anyone does know what happens don't spoil it for me p l e a s e #im waiting for my local bookstore to get vol 4 of the manga in stock and then i can read more!! which im very much wanting to do!! so bad!!#i know literally no one cares abt a post like this but gjdgh i need to get it out of my system #like this has the potential to be my favorite shoujo romance ever....#im 5 years old

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anambermusicbox · 11 months ago

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not me refreshing weibo every 10 min the past 2 weeks

#in my head I KNOW any announcemnt is honna be made at 9:29 pm but still ddmjfJDJFJFJ #IM VERY PATIENT I SWEAR 😵‍💫#tbh before the 二专 announcement i couldve waited another 4 years and it wouldnt have mattered #we’re so well fed anyways LOL #but post annoucement im so O___O ill never know peace until its out #like im ACUTELY aware of every passing day djfjJFJFKKGKSAJFJF #does zs realize that waiting is making the anticipation even higher…#ig it depends on the person whether thats a good thing #but idk for zhou ‘dont set ur expectations too high im just a normal singer [proceeds to blow everyone’s mind]’ shen #ramble tag

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acrobaticcatfeline · 19 days ago

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Fascism ? I'm my "free speech" country ? It's more likely than you'd think !

#fe rambles #getting mad getting angry getting violent im so sick and fucking tired of this shit #californias on fire but the imaginary chinese threat is so much more dire #californians are dying and the supreme court is doing away with the most reliable form of news we have in the states during it all #this place is a joke its such a joke i cant fucking stand it everything in the world is wrong bc money is more important than human life #ill repeat what i heard of if ceos were being shot as often as school children were theyd have done something about it years ago.#i fucking hate it here what is even the point how am i supposed to do any fucking good in this no good awful fucking world #honestly feeling like at this point i dont want to live through another 4 years of this #its not worth it lol #ig tw vent too #idk #cant wait for everything else to get set on fire and for all of us to die while the 200 people with more money than god laugh at us

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radrobotz · 3 months ago

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did i only watch the avgn movie 2 days ago thats fucked up its already felt like a week at least. but anyways i am still thinking about it i dont know why the practical effects were really goofy but charming i liked when you could very clearly tell when something was a miniature. and that fucking puppet

#i love that puppet hes so ugly but it is very reminiscent of what it was inspired by. with of course a probably different budget #idk why this year has been watching movies i never did and like at least 2 of those was youtubers #the other ones it was 4 halloween so it was all spooooooky movies (and little shop of horrors hi little shop of horrors<3)#and they were followed up with by. smosh and tfone and nolan batman 1-3 and Then avgn #^ one of those things is not like the other (actually inarguably Peak)#idk if im forgetting anything i feel like i am but obviously tfone was enough to wipe whatever it was from my memory #cuz i know we were like WOW THAT WAS WAY BETTER THAN WHICHEVER WE WATCHED FIRST WE CANT FOLLOW THAT UP WITH WHICHEVER ONE NEXT....#so ig of the movies mentioned i would recommend tfone its so so so so awesome. and little shop of horrors little shop of horrors was fun #but my brother got the one with the alt ending and i think that actually elevated the experience not knowing it Was the alt ending #wait this was avgn the movie post sorry. you could watch that if you want too

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the-mozzarella-brothers · 8 months ago

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do any of yall ever see a post that mentions the capital city in ur boring little state that no one has ever heard about like ever and youre about to act so excited but then you realise you’ll dox yourself if you do so you cant.

#just me? okay #this hasnt happened much obviously because like the city isnt well known #but like the 2 times that it happened were so exciting #on youtube i found a creator from here and shes like not exacty my vibe but also like. my little city. hell yeah #so i subscribed #i think probably all her subscribers are from here no one is actually like ‘oh im gonna visit ___ thanks for the tourist destinations!!’#like who tf would come here we have like nothing (this is a lie there are 2 cool areas in tbe city)#oh wait and theres another cool place further away #oh and anothwr one #so like. 4? total? in the whole state #for like shopping ig hanging out #nature stuff we have a decent amount actually. pretty cool. i just live near it so its boring for me haha #people are always like ‘ur house is in such a pretty area!!’ like yeah ig. idk i just live here lol #like its pretty but not exciting yk #im so glad its small here though like everyone knows everyone and there arent any tollways. there used to be though #like its so small though like #my dance teacher used to live with this family frm my primary school.#now the school was tiny. like the most it had whwn i was there was like 150 kids total reception-year 7 #so like what are the chances that he knew someone there #AND ALSO someone from my dance school my bestie also went to that school. he came to my dance school and i was likeWHAT #we werent friends in primary school cos hes a decent amount younger than me but at ballet we are besties now #anyway i have been rambling non stop soery guys #idk why im apologiising. its my post not urs. idc what yall think

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butchlifeguard · 1 year ago

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do i. go ahead and text her what i'm thinking for next years campaign

#I NEED TO FIND SOMETHING TO CALL HER ON MY BLOG ™️#technically she has one too but im countinf on her not being active because i think id die #anyway.. 'next year i buy all our supplies and we make the posters together. like we cant Technically team up but lets look like it'#LIKE. is it presumptuous to say 'When we run for class officer again'#because its kind of a weird miss if im wrong right #but if someone just assumed that *i* was going for president without question id probably fall in Love #whatever risk vs reward ig #ill tell her in person actually. butchkilljoyheads will have to wait like 4 days for an update but ill be Blogging

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yosh-iro · 2 years ago

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i now have both a costco card and a credit card like a proper adult :)

#i got preapproved for the credit card months ago i just kept forgetting to finish the application #i wont have it for 1-3 weeks cuz i have to wait for it in the mail but its cool i have one ig #imma prob set the limit to $500 cuz i want to make sure i can pay back what i borrow lmao #ill probably raise it when i get a job tho cuz then ill actually have a source of income so ill have an easier time paying it off #watch me get a job in the next 2 weeks and i dont have my card yet and i have to go back to the bank to update my employment info #watch me say that and not get a job seeing as ive only gotten 2 interviews in the past 3-4 years #not even joking ive prob applied for almost 100 jobs just since the start of the year :(#the second half of last year i applied for at least 150 :////#ughhhh #but yk these lazy gen z kids dont want to work apparently #yoshi talk

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csainzoperator · 1 year ago

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baby : CL16 ☆

summary: y/n horner has dropped a new single. its a sexy and fun song. but y/n had broken up 4 years ago, and since then there was one superhit album with a sad and shady vibe. new year, new y/n? or new man? let's find out.

(charles leclerc × singer!reader)

trigger warnings: sexual intendos, typos (tried my best to not make any)

face claim: barbara palvin