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lemon-wedges · 1 year ago

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#getting back into perspectivr and bg drawing and only letting myself practice in sketchbooks #its real hard man #bUT #i wont feel bad about this!!!#i will catch up to where i was last year and get better #and this time it will be for ME #i gotta look more into landscape and bg designers and just decide where i want to go #i really did love will westons classes #for some reason he can just break down perspective and design in a way my brain understands #his stuff is so....weighty? idk its satisfying to my eye in a way i like figures to look #.....#i cant wait to make better fanart with this lol

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bacchuschucklefuck · 8 months ago

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dreaming abt sophomore year class swap bard!riz

#fantasy high #fantasy high sophomore year #fhsy #riz gukgak #ft. kalina #fh class quangle #tbh Im not suuuper happy with the bones of these designs yet #but also its just a bit hard to measure up to how strong ''kid who wears suit to school'' is #I kiinda gear the sophomore year design specifically towards like. cameraman-esque aesthetics #kind of dude who's working the light rig And the audio at the same time. dude who's running inbetween two huge tripods #theres also a thing with the freshman year arcade scene that I wanted to draw but just do not have the energy today #maybe in the future! if I can be bothered to draw biz lmao #I wanna draw something for cleric!gorgug first anyway... specifically his death in freshman year #man I'm so glad I tossed bard!riz into investigative journalism that is SO annoying. exactly what I set out to do with my classswaps #can you imagine going to school with that guy. can you imagine going to school with tintin #this also makes kipperlilly vs riz even funnier like influencer vs journalist? it'd be the Worst #man thinking of it I should rework gorgug's design too. currently his sophomore design is really zac core lmao #and zac can pull it off but character design wise its. really nothing. laughs #his junior year design is full aerith at least so that one Im very happy with. what if I tell u cassandra is the deity of #the inbetween spaces in this class swap thingy. and gorgug offers her domain as a stop for folks fresh out of a faith to gather themselves #that being transgender as fuck is kinda coincidental lmao. but well I stand by it I like that #nobody's design has jumped out to me like riz and gorgug yet. adaine I have a prreeetty good idea for #mostly bc shes the hoodie kid this time round lmao. gamer adaine true believers rise up #we take it easy! we take it easy as we go. these comics-lite were real fun to do. I should do that more

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bunnieswithknives · 6 months ago

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Okay but does Peri KNOW that Dev has a robotic leg when he shows up? Something about the fact that Peri's wand is a cane and the fact that Dev could have kept his leg and just had a cane for the rest of his life instead tickles my brain.

I mean he doesn't know immediately, he wasn't like briefed or anything, but he basically lives in Dev's house so he definitely finds out. Peri doesn't comment on or react to it all though really, there's no reason for him to think anything of it, plenty of people have missing limbs, a lot of people are born without them, it doesn't necessarily mean anything sinister happened. He had no reason to pry or ask and I think Peri's lack of reaction to it helped Dev feel a bit more comfortable in his skin. (Not by much but.. a little bit.)

#fop #fairly oddparents #fop a new wish #fop dev #dev dimmadome #dale dimmadome #fop dale #fop Nature AU #<- I might rename it to something else idk give me ideas #LITERALLY thinking about the ableism implications of my AU so hard #Dale doesn't even stop to think that his son might not want a prosthetic leg #(Within the context of the AU the technology is good enough its basically indistinguishable from a real leg aside from lack of sensation)#he's basically deciding FOR his son that having his leg fully replaced would be better than living with a mild disability #After being the cause of that disability!! Double traumatization whammy!#If he stopped even for a second to ask Dev what he wanted he'd have learned that this was absolutely not it!#Half the reason Dev is so secretive is because he thinks being visibly disabled is showing weakness and is some terrible thing #You need accommodations right now man!!! Tell people what you need!!#Dale doesn't actually care all that much about people knowing about the prosthetic leg as long as Dev is quiet about the cause #and doesn't make him look bad #tbh he's kinda proud of the prosthetic leg. Im sure half the reason he was so eager to push it onto his son was because his own company mad #it and wanted to try it out #I have so many thoughts this is getting so long

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baalzebufo · 2 years ago

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big fan of the funny pizza game

#1 like = 1 tip for peppinos hard work and service #alloyart #pizza tower #peppino spaghetti #to absolutely nobodys surprise . ive got a thing for the weird middle aged cartoon man #but also like. real shit pizza tower is SO fun. please play it #or at least listen to the soundtrack if its not your type of game cause its wall to wall bangers

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pinky-lemon · 10 months ago

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various doodles again

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astralzeraphias · 2 months ago

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“he was mentally ill. this monster was a- was a sick fantasy. a product of his dementia.”

“…i saw it too. does that make me disturbed? demented? does… that make me sick too?”

#txf #the x files #dana scully #fox mulder #folie a deux #this episode … this EPISODE!!!!!!#genuinely so indicative of how much they trust each other….#between mulder just . having to rely on scully for the last part of the ep #scully thinking he’s off his fucking rocker and still looking into what he asks her to look into bc she TRUSTS him . bc she LOVES him !!!!#and maybe he’s a little nuts but goddamnit she will at least check it out !! just in case he’s right!!!#AND she lies for him all the time . i mean she always does this whenever he decides to go nuts But specifically in this ep…#looks skinner in the eye and goes . yea man im totally fully with mulder on this . and he’s definitely not being weird and i definitely kno #what’s going on with him #she lies for mulder all the time its soooo…#anyways . drawing wise this drove me nuts i hate drawing mulder . he’s so hard for me to draw #they’re kinda kirie and shuichi coded in the bottom part but . well . why not . might as well be #ALSOOO i chose that quote for the bottom bc . well . does she think he’s crazy? like actually for real?#i feel like every time scully talks about mulder (up to season five at least as thats where im at) its contained in some way?#in her reports . to family . to skinner . to mulder !#i think the only time she’s Really honest is in the confessional but even then…#bc its not like she’s against speaking her mind . i mean generally and situational but for ppl she’s close to she usually isnt #but when it comes to mulder it always feels contained and like she’s making excuses for him (he is always her exception .#llike whenevrr he gets some disease or affliction or whatever she ALWAYS jumps to going ‘but well… sometimes there’s this excuse’ and she #does this w a lot considering shes science focused but w mulder shes always like . well he ISNT crazy because uhhhh .#this hyperspecific scenario that is in no fuckin way the case)#but does she think he’s crazy? does HE think she thinks he’s crazy?#is he asking about this specific case or is he asking in general? over the entirety of the show?#its been five years scully. is he crazy? sick? demented?#has this all been a sick fantasy fueled by mental illness? youre the doctor scully . surely you have the answer?#anyways i dont think she knows . and if that is the case — what does that mean for her?

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ithroweggsatbillionaires · 3 months ago

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Disclaimers on that last part

I have not yet seen Season 2 and I based it on the impression I got from other posts

I thought the zesty Romeo image was real (see no.1)

The creator of zesty Romeo is "hero :)" or "ivorsblocksleeve" on Tiktok

#I'm trying real hard man but why does Tiktok give its users two different names #if that doesn't suffice I'll replace the image #I know now that it was fanmade but the longer I look at Zesty Romeo next to normal MCSM screenshots the stupider I feel #mcsm #minecraft story mode #mcsm gill #mcsm aiden #mcsm ivor #mcsm jesse #mcsm magnus #mcsm ellegaard #mcsm witherstorm #mcsm axel #mcsm olivia #mcsm soren #mcsm gabriel #mcsm lukas #mcsm romeo #ivorren

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thethespacecoyote · 3 months ago

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contemplating what exactly it was about ford that made bill feel important now

#text #gravity falls #billford #because hes had countless worshippers over the centuries #I wonder what made ford special and what made his 'betrayal' more painful #I have no answers its just interesting to think about #and I love hearing peoples feelings on the complexities of mortal/immortal relationships esp with these freaks #whatever it is I do think if we take some of bills feelings as genuine #despite his proclamations that ford was a pawn and a pet #I think there are enough hints that maybe for the first time he viewed a mortal being on a somewhat equal footing #and maybe thats the distinction #he couldve killed ford easily in the first weirdmaggedon ep especially since in the moment he didnt know he was trapped by the barrier #and yet he doesnt #and when he does unfreeze ford he offers him power and a place at his side #which was primarily a manipulation tactic but man...I dont know #of course its hard to tell with a character like bill what was a lie and what is genuine #thats the whole point #I do think there are real feelings he has but theyre so hidden under irony and self loathing that I dont even know if hes aware of them

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rbtlvr · 1 year ago

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(text from this post, fic is little kid with a big death wish by @remedyturtles)

i'm genuinely not sure where to start here - ig first of all this fic is absolutely incredible and if you somehow haven't read it yet you absolutely should!

okay. man. rem, this fic means so so much to me and i'm so glad i got to be here for it. i think this is one of those fics that'll stick with me years down the line even if one day i'm not into tmnt anymore, one i'll come back to over and over again

your writing has touched so so many people myself very much included, and i just. want to thank you so much for writing this fic and thank you for sharing it. you're an amazing writer and an amazing person and i'm lucky to know you. i can't wait to see what you do next

#rottmnt #rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles #rise of the tmnt #tmnt #little kid with a big death wish #my art #forgor all my tags its ok ill come back later <3 anyway #god theres legit so so so much more i wanted to say but i cant get. the words right augh #i kinda tried to put some of it in the comic though so. yeah. the emotions anyway #idk idk i just have a Lot of feelings abt this fic and how real it feels and just . man. it hits so so hard /pos #just... the fact that dw leo has been through everything he has and is capable of recovery and living. even if he doesnt want to live just #yet. hes getting there. makes me feel like i can too as cheesy as that sounds lajfd;lajlfkl #anyway ive rambled enough i spent ten (10) full days on this comic i am setting it loose into the world. be free #suicide attempt cw #dissociation cw #<- just to be safe. ask to tag if theres anything else lafj;dljsafkl

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mitskiluvr · 5 months ago

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watched the persona 5 proof of justice ova from years ago and was getting acid reflux with how queer everything was... what do you mean its just 20 minutes of joker mourning his boyfriend. that's the entire ova.

#persona 5 #akechi goro #akira kurusu #shuake #akeshu #like call me crazy but good god if i had twice the brain power that i do right now i could write a dissertation picking apart the--#--queer themes of shuake alone #something something self hatred something something two sides of the same coin...#i don't know man i think it's hard to deny the very true realness of shuake when everything in canon points to them being tied together #for better or for worse but i'd like to think for better #also the “if only we'd met a few years earlier” thing #why dont you... choke me out and strangle me and dump my body in the river the way that that line took me out #akechi i love you akechi they could never make me hate you #except for when i'm actually playing the game and then i'm filled with nothing but rage everytime he comes on screen #but its loving rage of course

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justanaromantic · 2 months ago

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man literally what even is romantic attraction . is it just you see someone and you're like I want to kiss and hold hands w them . is that all it is ???? I'm pretty sure it's not but like . genuinely what is it . because I have no idea man .

#is it like . all the friends feelings of i want to have this person in my life and spend time with them .#but plus kissing ???#because im almost certain there's more different emotions in it than that but i havent the foggiest idea of what they might be #man .#its very weird being aro and genuinely not understanding even a little bit what romantic attraction actually is #and being in fandom and enjoying ships but . not . getting it #like its so hard for me to write fics bcs i have no idea how the characters feel #and its especially hard when i hc the characters as aceallo #bcs with completely allo characters i can be like ok they like the person and they think theyre hot and want to have sex #but what if they don't want to have sex #what the fuck man idk #anyways #just curious #idk if ill get any sort of real answer but I'm throwing this out into the void #aromantic #arospec #aspec #aro

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defiledtomb · 1 month ago

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merry xmas! im drinking rum with aleks and listening to some really old techno. i blurted everything about ouro and all the tough things surrounding, and its future, and i got so excited i yelled and yodeled into the dead and dark forest. it's been such. such a good christmas. 2025 got nothing on me. we live we die and we fucking live again. hold my hand. giggle with me. have some zacapa. i love you

#!!!!!!!#when the end of year actually feels like the exhale of a breath you've held for years? i mean. this feels almost too good to be true #not to say im not struggling. but its hard to acknowledge that when everything feels like this. like hope. like homecoming.#a force majeure of optimism but still. grounded? real? yeah. real. more real than anything has felt in years and years #i wish you a lovely holiday whether you celebrate or not #and i wish. i wish upon a thousand stars and the black matter in between that i can be present for the creativity that is a physical thing #an anchor in my body. an anvil. something i just yearn to make real and place in someone elses hands #i have no idea if im doing it the right way! if it reads as i recieve it from the frail ends of my synapses. but god damn it if i wont try #ouro got me this far (even if you had to wait for the story- the story gave me what i needed to just. change what needed to be changed befo #e I tell it to you. i truly don't know how to explain it. im just shaking your shoulders and rattling trees and telling the cosmos thank yo #!!!!! augh difficult to explain can't do it #im smiling angelically at you while man o to is playing on the speakers. and there are stars in the sky and good company beside me.#hope tonight treats you kindly #happy holidays<3

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mizzyislost · 5 days ago

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this may be a twitter trend that died like a year ago but. the seven gourm souls

#see i actually started this when it was kind of still relavent!#but then of course i never finished it until now so here we are #the guy who said gourmy bears youre so real #honestly it was mostly just a practice with my highlighter brush #but i think they look silly so here we are #its just like draw a vague blob first and then chisel out. a gourm that was the strat #like real fine art does #rain world gourmand #rain world #rain world downpour #slugcat #man its been awhile since ive tagged those huh #dont worry i have still been intensively playing rain world im stuck on arti's campaign </33 #i may be bad #various meanderings #can you tell which one i did. a literal year after the others #its not that hard ill give you three guesses

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jerreeeeeee · 5 months ago

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i don’t know if i’m ever gonna write the fic but i’ve been thinking abt like. the eternal stockade. the implications. lup, a lich who was trapped in a dark featureless cell for a decade completely isolated with nothing to keep her sanity but her own mind. she has to put people in the eternal stockade. how many liches does she see herself in. how many liches started out just like her. how many liches are truly too far gone. and the only liches we ever see other than her and barry are edward and lydia. they’re certainly evil, but mad? they seem pretty sane. they’re not, like, tattered echoes of souls, they’re definitely still people. even as much of a grudge as lup surely has against them, wouldn’t they remind her incredibly strongly of herself? do they deserve to be trapped just like she was? for eternity? isn’t eternity what turned john to existential despair in the first place?

#mine #taz balance #taz lup #lup #like idk i think lup’s down to kick necromancer ass but when it comes to being like. WARDENS of a PRISON. would that not be uncomfortable??#but like taking the job is the only way to avoid HER being thrown in prison??#idk the raven queen being a cool & chill goddess boss is definitely fun but when you actually think abt it #i don’t think i’d agree with her. i think if i lived in that world i’d think she were sort of evil #which like also to get into the hunger vs authority its not very explored because its not at all the point #the hunger is meant to be nihilism and despair and dissatisfaction its at its core an emotional story about joy & love #but like john starts out rebelling against laws. laws of the universe; except that it turns out a being wrote those laws (jeffandrew)#so the hunger is also sort of a force of rebelling against unjust constraints in the pursuit of freedom?#and the heroes end up preserving the status quo and saying you just have to find joy within those unjust limitations #which again. like. the point is that life is unfair and you can find joy and meaning despite it. which is true to real life.#i’m not saying the hunger was right or that despair is the only way or w/e like #yk like taz balance is not a story about society its more about. philosophy i guess #the point is that life’s really hard and you find meaning anyway and that’s preferable to despair and death #thematically for the audience we understand these are standins for ways of viewing reality #and in the real world reality is what it is. its just the world. there’s no authority that writes the laws of nature #like its not a ‘man vs authority’ story its a ‘man vs nature’ story #but IN UNIVERSE nature IS an authority. jeffandrew and the gods. regardless of how much joy you can find in an unjust world #if i lived in it i’d want to make it more just! but anyway like yeah barry & lup working for the raven queen #is kinda an extension on that idea of preserving the status quo #although i guess you could say gods are just forces of nature. theyre not PEOPLE theyre just personifications of existent natural laws #and it ties in w istus and fate as well #although fate is like a comforting guiding force rather than restricting & horrifying #^ pay no attention to any of this i don’t think it really means anything i’m just like. writing thoughts as i have them #not like a hard stance i’m taking just exploring some ideas #any ways #THERES A TAG LIMIT??

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homeorthodontics · 2 months ago

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#guyry #my art #got paranoid so i cropped it #gary king #guy shepherd #feel free to dm for full image if youre over 18 #hes wearing briefs its not all that gross #tried real hard to do modern gary but man. that hair is abysmal to draw

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cozylittleartblog · 2 years ago

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random note about king on that animation, i got really lucky with how simple his animation was and how clean my sketches were to begin with that i was able to do very minimal cleanup on what i had sketched (and add back. his horn. it's supposed to take place just after echoes of the past, Oops) and call it done that way instead of having to redraw the entire thing like i had to on his dad

first sketch > line cleanup > nearly final animation (i'd added slight eye movements last-second but otherwise that's the final)

#toh #the owl house #animation #gif #king clawthorne #the lineart slightly flickers on his one paw where i had to erase the tag and i thought it would bother me a lot more #but most people seem to use the internet on their phones - coupled with the darker palette and color of his fur #it basically completely hides it #based on feedback i don't think a lot of people realize i made that and it's not a gif from the show lmfao #BUT ITS STILL REALLY NICE THAT PEOPLE THINK IT IS!!!! I AM NOT AN ANIMATOR I AM JUST A HOBBYIST...#i animate like once a year... shits hard man.... but apparently when i do animate. its extremely good :) proud of that #even if i have an extremely unhinged way of animating #i don't have an animation program i draw everything individually frame by frame in photoshop #each character had their own psd file with the same background and every frame was its own group. twice. one for sketch one for colors #i do test takes with gifcam (there are literally 55 WIP gifs in my documents folder rn) by switching between layers and taking a 'frame'#and i compile in blender's video editor and to move things separately i save each character's frame in its own .png 'cel'#so luz was her own 'cel'. king was his own 'cel.' etc. and then i have to manually slide the lengths of the frames around #to match the right framerate. traditionally animation is animated at 24 FPS on 2's - so 12 frames a second. i go on 3s. 4 to slow down #anime-ass framerate. i'm insane apparently but its what i like to do #i dont understand real animation programs they have too many pieces but i DO understand photoshop and my funny brushes #imagine having Digital Programs and Still basically doing ye olde traditional animation method just in the computer #if im Just making a gif then i only use gifcam and switch between layers. like digital stop motion. somethings wrong with me

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