#i have no idea if im doing it the right way! if it reads as i recieve it from the frail ends of my synapses. but god damn it if i wont try
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cute, no?- psh
sunghoon x fem reader genre: smut MDNI!! small amount of angst wc: 4.1k warn: whore sunghoon, “inexperienced”! reader (it’s not exactly important), sensitive reader, sunghoon’s kinda a dick at first, mentions of karina, chaewon, hanni and yunjin, unprotected sex, choking, fingering, pussy eating, mouth fucking, mean! sunghoon at first, kinda soft-ish/calm sunghoon after, taking nudes and “accidentally” sending them to the wrong person, both sunghoon and reader are weird but they’re weird together, very brief kissing, if there’s anything else lmk
note: more smut i promise im thinking of some fluff to write i just keep coming up with these ideas lmao i need to get em out, also this isn’t proof read so hehe
You knew your roommate was somewhat of a whore. It never bothered you, if anything, you were jealous.
He just….snapped his fingers and girls fell at his feet.
You wished you could bag guys that easily.
Albeit you and Sunghoon rarely acknowledged each other. How did you become roommates in the first place, you may be wondering? It’s very simple. You were living with your sister, she moved out to live with her boyfriend, you needed a new roommate, Sunghoon answered your facebook ad. Simple as that.
The only rules you had were keeping the space clean and not being too loud at night.
Sunghoon definitely kept up with the first one, never having a hair out of place.
The second, well… not so much. But, it didn’t bother you. You had really good noise canceling headphones for a reason.
Though at night, you could still hear the sounds of the multitude of girls he would bring home day in and day out.
Their loud moans, whimpers, mewls, borderline screams!
You don’t know if the sex is really good, or if they’re just really sensitive.
It must be Sunghoon though, right?
But is he really that good?
Sometimes you find yourself wishing you were in those girls' places…but you know he’d never go for someone like you.
Something you haven’t mentioned, Sunghoon is like, drop dead gorgeous. You’re surprised he hasn’t been casted as a model or an idol or something.
But he’s just a struggling student like you. Clearly not struggling in the sex department though.
You’re not a virgin, but you’ve only had sex three times in your 22 years of life.
All three times were not that satisfying and personally you don’t blame yourself.
You just haven’t found that person who can really do it for you, and your own hand and toy have started to become…tired.
It’s been quite some time since you’ve felt the touch of another person. You’ve started craving, like you’re touch-starved.
Back to the topic of Sunghoon, he’s mesmerizing and you are a stereotypical nerd.
You’re not ugly, but your everyday appearance is not exactly eye-catching like what Sunghoon typically brings home.
You find yourself thinking about him more often than not. What he’s into sexually. How far he’s willing to go.
One thing about you, you’re very, very sensitive.
You’ve made yourself come 5 times in a span of 20 minutes.
Another thing about you, you’re somewhat of a freak…or maybe a major freak?
Safe to say you think about sex way more than you should, and you are not as vanilla as your friends think you are.
God, if you could just get one crack at Sunghoon, you’d be happy.
But alas, that’s just a dream.
It’s midnight on a Friday, you’ve just gotten out of the shower after doing your whole night routine.
You slip on some comfy pjs (aka an oversized tee and shorts) and make your way to the couch with a late night snack (black raspberry dark chocolate chunk ice cream) ready to indulge in the food network.
Sunghoon isn’t home, you figure he’s out at a party or with friends.
You’re digging into your pint of ice cream when the front door opens.
Sunghoon steps inside and you hear a giggle behind him.
Someone, a woman, steps in behind him.
Their lips are about to meet when her eyes find yours.
“Oh!” She exclaims, pulling away. “This must be your roommate! You didn’t tell me she was so…cute!”
This woman is gorgeous. Sleek, black hair, beautiful body that’s wrapped in a dress that fits her perfectly and her face is something out of a magazine.
She must be looking at you, with your oversized, not to mention stained, tee and shorts, glasses and ice cream in hand like you’re a joke. An utter, complete, joke.
Sunghoon barely spares a glance at you, clearing his throat and gesturing between you and this woman, “Karina, Y/N, Y/N, Karina,” he introduces you to her.
All you can do is wave before realizing the situation you’re in.
Sunghoon has once again brought a woman home and you’re clearly in the way.
You spring up from the couch, “I didn’t mean to be in the way, I'll just go to my room!”
Before either can say anything, you turn off the tv and nearly sprint to your room, ice cream still in hand.
You shut the door behind you, listening to footsteps.
You hear them making their way to Sunghoon’s room, right across from yours.
“She’s cute, no?” You hear Karina ask.
“I guess, not really my type though,” Sunghoon responds.
Ouch. You already knew it, but hearing it said aloud stings more than you thought it would.
The sex Sunghoon and Karina have that night is so loud, even your headphones can block it.
Her moans and squeals of his name infiltrate your mind into the morning, as you barely got any sleep.
You assume Karina is still in the apartment by time you get up for your early morning class.
You’re in the kitchen, preparing a cup of tea when Sunghoon comes in, rubbing his eyes.
He rubs the back of his neck awkwardly, “I hope we didn’t disturb you too much.”
This is the first time he’s ever bothered to say this to you, not to mention the first time he’s ever acknowledged you in the morning.
You shake your head, giving him a faint smile as you push up your glasses, “Not at all.”
Once you leave the apartment, the walk to campus isn’t far.
Your best friend, Chaewon, is already waiting for you in front of your first class.
By the time you’re free, you meet up with your other friends, Yunjin and Hanni.
“What’s up with you?” Hanni asks, “You seem down.”
You sigh, “Sunghoon brought a really pretty girl home last night.”
They all raise their brows at you, “Okay,” Yunjin says, “that’s never bothered you before? Why now?”
“Because,” you start, “she called me cute.”
“She called you…cute?” Chaewon questions. “Why is that bad?”
“It’s not, but after I went back into my room, I heard them and she said to Sunghoon ‘She’s cute, no?’ and Sunghoon said ‘I guess, but she’s not really my type’. I already knew I wasn’t but hearing it said out loud stung a lot.”
Hanni rubs your shoulder.
“Well who gives a fuck what Sunghoon thinks!” Yunjin says. “You know you’re beautiful, and he’s just a man at the end of the day!”
“I know!” You groan, burying your head in your arms, “I know I shouldn’t care about his opinion or whether I’m his type or not but it’s like, when someone so attractive doesn’t see you that way it’s like, damn!”
You continue, “It’s not like I’m even into him romantically or anything like that. If anything, I’m just into him sexually, cause if you guys heard what I did you probably would be too!”
“So it’s not about romantic feelings, just sexual feelings?” Hanni asks.
You nod, “More like sexual frustration. I haven’t had sex in so long and it’s kinda killing me at this point.”
“So what if you make him acknowledge you sexually?” Chaewon implies.
“How do I do that? Like he said, I’m not even his type.”
“Well number one, acknowledge that this is just for sex. You’re not changing anything about yourself for him because at the end of the day he’s just a man and we don’t change ourselves for men, right?”
“Right.”
“Okay, then, do something to get his attention. Something sexual. Something that’ll catch his eye without changing how you are or who you are.”
You all pause for a moment, thinking of possible ideas.
Yunjin, after 5 minutes, lights up, “I’ve got it!”
After a long, somewhat agitating day of classes, you find yourself back at home.
You took another long, hot shower, did your night routine and dressed yourself in the cutest pj set you have.
What exactly was Yunjin’s plan? Take some pictures and “accidentally” send them to Sunghoon.
Now, have you ever taken nudes before? No. But you did a little research and you figure it can’t be that hard.
With your top pulled up and your tits fully exposed, you sit on your bed, front camera facing your tits.
The lighting is perfect, dim, but not too dark.
As you snap the pic, flash off, you look at it and…damn. If that’s not a good pic, you don’t know what is!
You spend the next 10 minutes debating if you should really do this. What if you just embarrass yourself completely and Sunghoon doesn’t buy into it at all?
Then you’ll never live it down.
But, you won’t know if you don’t try.
You pull up his contact, saved simply as ‘Sunghoon’
and attach the photo with the invisible ink effect and type ‘what do you think?’ before hitting send.
You nearly throw your phone across the room, but instead just slam it face down as your heart starts to beat more rapidly.
You know Sunghoon isn’t home right now, nor do you even know if he’ll be coming home tonight.
The only thing you can do is hope and pray for the best.
You exit out of the messages, not wanting him to know you’re waiting for a response and scroll through your phone trying not to panic.
After an agonizing few minutes, your phone dings.
You prepare yourself for embarrassment.
Sunghoon responded.
You’re expecting shock. An exclamation of sorts. Heck, even a question mark or two.
Instead, all you see is, ‘They’re nice.’
They’re nice.
Did he just fucking say, they’re nice?
Is that good?
You text the group chat a screenshot asking the same question.
The girls respond immediately, telling you to go forth with the plan, that that’s a good sign.
You take a deep breath. Don’t overdo it.
You: omg
You: sunghoon i’m so sorry
You: i didn’t mean to send that to you
He reads it and responds immediately.
Sunghoon: then who did you mean to send it to?
You: a friend
Sunghoon: what friend?
You: don’t worry about it! just please accept my apology :( i’m so sorry again
The text bubble indicates he’s typing, then it disappears and reappears.
Sunghoon: I’m coming home.
Sunghoon: Don’t move.
That last text makes your pussy throb in your pajama shorts.
You send the screenshot to the group chat which erupts immediately.
Chaewon: oh shitttt hehehe
Hanni: i fear you’re getting fucked into the mattress tonight
Yunjin: you mean you don’t fear lmao good luck girl
You occupy yourself for the time being, knowing Sunghoon will be home shortly.
As soon as you hear that front door open, you act nonchalantly, scrolling through your phone as if you’re not ecstatic.
Sunghoon doesn’t even bother knocking, opening your door and letting himself into your room.
His hair is slightly disheveled, like he’d been running his hand through it, and his face is stoic.
You look up at him innocently.
“Is something wrong?” You ask, knowing damn well you’re playing with fire.
Sunghoon scoffs, not saying a word as he walks to the side of your bed, grabbing your phone and throwing it to the side, not even watching where it lands.
You however do watch where it lands on the floor a few feet away and are about to protest when Sunghoon grabs you by the jaw.
“Do you like playing games you know you’re not gonna win?” He asks, voice low and condescending.
Fuck, if it doesn’t make your pussy more wet than it already is.
His grip on your jaw tightens, making you whimper. But you like the pain, and he knows that immediately.
“Take your clothes off,” he commands, finally letting go of your jaw.
You move to do as he says, albeit slowly.
Starting with your top, you lift it over your head, your tits falling out into view.
His eyes latch onto them immediately, and you take note of how he licks his lower lip.
“Shorts too,” he says.
You lay back against your pillows, lifting your hips to drag your shorts down your legs, sitting back up to then throw them in the same direction as your shirt.
Sunghoon smirks in amusement, “Of course you’re not wearing underwear. You’re a little slut aren’t you?”
Your own tongue pokes out to wet your lips and you watch as his eyes follow it.
Sunghoon begins to undress himself, starting with his shirt.
His pale skin is beautiful and the expanse of his toned torso almost makes you drool.
Your eyes find his arms, taking in his biceps and how much you want them around your neck.
“Hey, eyes here,” he says, snapping you back to his own face, making you keep your focus on him.
He unbuckles his belt, taking his time undoing it, pulling it out of the loop, letting it drop to the floor.
You know for a fact that your pussy is leaking onto your bed right now, and you don’t give a damn.
Sunghoon lets his pants fall, stepping out of them.
Now, he’s just left in his boxers.
“Come here, on your knees,” he gestures to you with his finger to the floor.
You obey immediately, crawling off the bed to the floor.
The carpet of your room scratches against your knees but you don’t care.
“Take them off.”
Your hands reach for the waistband of his boxers, pulling them down gently.
His hard cock springs out, slapping against his stomach before stilling in front of you.
Sunghoon’s left hand finds the back of your head, grasping your hair tightly.
“Open your mouth, stick your tongue out.”
You do as he says, eager as he chuckles in amusement, “You must love cock don’t you?” He asks, using his right hand to slap the tip of his cock against your tongue, then spreading his pre-cum all over it as you hum in appreciation.
He quietly begins to push his cock into your mouth, before pulling back out.
You do your best to breathe through your nose, as saliva piles in your mouth and drips down the sides.
Suddenly he shoves himself into your mouth, until he hits the back of your throat, making you gag erratically.
Saliva spills out of your mouth rapidly, drilling onto the floor.
Your hands find his thighs, palms open, squeezing softly.
“I told you,” Sunghoon says, “don’t play games you’re not gonna win.”
With that, he begins to roughly thrust in and out of your mouth, getting off on how much you’re gagging.
Tears begin to pool in your eyes as spit and pre-cum mix together to coat his cock and spill everywhere.
He uses your hair as leverage, not letting up for even a second.
You keep your eyes on his as he uses you for his pleasure, even as your tears blur your vision.
“Fucking filthy,” he sneers, “I’m gonna cum in this filthy fucking mouth and you’re gonna swallow it, understood?”
You do your best to nod with his cock still in your mouth.
Suddenly he pulls out, and you gasp for air.
Sunghoon continues to pump himself, still holding onto your hair, “Stick your tongue out,” he says.
You do so and soon he’s spilling his load all over your tongue and into your mouth.
Just as he’s finished, he leans down, dropping a glob of spit on top of everything.
“Swallow.”
You do, eagerly, showing him your clean tongue once you’re done.
He pulls you up by your hair, leading you back to the bed.
Sunghoon shoves you down onto your back, pushing you so you’re up by the headboard, head on the pillows.
He’s on his knees in front of you, cock still hard.
He pushes you into a mating press, your thighs pushed against your chest, practically folded in half.
Without warning, he leans down, tongue meeting your wet, sopping pussy.
You gasp, jerking in place as you squeal from the immediate pleasure it gives you.
“Sunghoon!” You cry, eyes wide as his nonchalant ones look into yours.
“What?” He responds, as if it’s nothing.
“I’m..I’m sensitive.”
He smirks, “Then that means I get to make you come more than once.”
He goes back to your pussy, pinning you down to the bed as he eats you like a starved man.
Sunghoon groans at your taste, licking fat stripes up and down your pussy.
He takes your clit into his mouth, sucking it, flicking it with his tongue repeatedly, even having the balls to scrape it with his teeth lightly.
All this while your back arches up from the bed, hips held in place by Sunghoon’s hands.
“Oh my fucking god!” You shout into the open, knowing this would get you a one way ticket to hell.
Sunghoon then takes his tongue, fucking it into your hole.
You squeal loudly, hands gripping the bed sheets on either side of you.
More tears form in your eyes before falling like water from a faucet.
You’re full on crying from pleasure.
When you said you were sensitive, you meant it.
“Sunghoon, I’m gonna cum,” you whine,” one hand threading itself into his long locks.
He, who was occupying himself, makes his way back to your clit, licking circles around it, up and down, figure eights, anything to make you cum in his mouth.
You’re chanting to god, any god at this point.
With one final call of his name, you cum into his mouth, Sunghoon lapping it all up, swallowing it eagerly as you did to him.
Your breathing is heavy as you’re coming down from your high, noticing as Sunghoon pulls away, his lips glistening with your release on them.
He licks his lips, with that the remnants of you.
Just as you’re beginning to calm down, Sunghoon speaks, “We’re nowhere near done, sweetheart.”
Before you can say anything else, he takes his left hand and middle finger and inserts it inside you, making you gasp.
He doesn’t give you the chance to protest or adjust before he’s thrusting it in and out of you.
You throw your head back, getting used to the intrusion regardless.
Soon he’s inserting another finger, and together those fingers fuck you like no one has ever fingered you.
His fingers are long and they hit every spot inside you immediately.
Before you know it, you’re crying again in pleasure, the tears falling down your cheeks, leaving tear stains like the previous ones.
“Oh my fucking god, Sunghoon.”
“You love this, don’t you,” he says, almost like he’s mocking you.
His fingers curl, hitting that one spot inside you that has your toes curling.
Your mouth opens in shock, and stays open, refusing to close as he finger fucks you open.
Your pussy gets wetter as he goes on, more and more arousal leaking out of you onto his hand.
“You’re like a fountain,” he says, smiling almost genuinely. “You gonna cum again?”
You nod, finally closing your mouth, your lips pursing as you feel something different this time around.
“Sunghoon I think I’m gonna—”
And before you can finish, you’re squirting like an actual fountain, the liquid splashing out of you onto your sheets and Sunghoon’s hand.
You gasp, and even Sunghoon is surprised, his own mouth formed into an o.
His fingers finally slow down, pulling out of you as you finish.
Both of you are quiet for a moment before Sunghoon laughs, “That was fucking hot.”
You can’t help but blush, you’ve never squirted before.
It seems he can tell, “You’ve never done that before?”
You shake your head.
“Well, I’m glad I’m the first to do it.”
He then lands a surprisingly slap on your pussy, making you jump.
Your eyes widen, looking at him in shock and all he does is smile.
“I’m still not done with you,” he says.
“More?” You question.
“You didn’t think you’d get out of this without me fucking you, did you?”
Sunghoon pulls you towards him by your ankles, holding your legs apart before aligning himself with your hole.
You prepare yourself for his size as quickly as you can, because within seconds he’s pushing in.
You take deep breaths, “Fuck, you’re big.”
“I know,” he responds accordingly.
You pout at that, smacking his arm as he laughs at you.
He gives you time to adjust this time around, and after a moment you give him the signal to move.
You realize now he’s calmed down a little bit from before, which you don’t mind, seeing as this is a new side of him.
As he starts to piston his hips, his cock hits all the right places.
Your hands find their place on his back, your nails digging into his skin.
He groans at the feeling, liking the pain.
You mewl at the power in his thrusts, the roll of his hips.
“Fuck, yes Sunghoon.”
“You like taking my cock?”
“Love it,” you manage to get out.
“Oh you love it?” He teases you, but you can’t find it in yourself to care.
“Sunghoon,” you say.
He hums, focused on fucking you into the mattress.
You take his hand, bringing it up and wrapping it around your throat.
He looks into your eyes, his own widen for a moment before he bites his lip.
He presses down on the sides of your throat, just enough to wind you slightly.
“Dirty fucking girl.”
He keeps his hand there, steady pressure, making you feel closer and closer to cumming again.
“You gonna cum on my cock this time?” Sunghoon asks.
“Yes, yes, Sunghoon! Want you to cum in me!”
Sunghoon steadies himself, and uses his other hand to press on the bulge in your tummy.
“Cum for me, Y/N.”
You feel the band in your stomach snap for the third time tonight, cumming all around Sunghoon’s cock as you feel him cum inside you, pumping you full.
As his thrusts start to slow down and finally come to a stop, he unwraps his hand from your throat and just looks at you.
Your face, adorned by your glasses. Your red, tear stained cheeks. You look up at him, blinking a few times in succession, “What?”
Sunghoon leans down and for the first time, kisses you.
You kiss him back, albeit somewhat hesitantly.
As you pull away, he looks like there’s something on his mind.
You want to ask what it is, but choose not to.
After using the bathroom, Sunghoon helps you change your sheets and you both redress.
You figure he’s going to go back to his room, but he surprises you as he slides into your bed beside you.
Neither of you says anything for a few minutes, and then, Sunghoon speaks, “So, be honest with me. Who was that picture meant for?”
You take a deep breath, gunning between telling a lie and the truth. The truth eventually wins the battle.
“The truth is, it wasn’t meant for anyone. I sent it to you on purpose,” you say.
Sunghoon’s brows furrow, “But you said it was an accident?”
“Yeah, I lied. The truth is the other night, when you had Karina over I heard you tell her I’m not your type.”
Sunghoon starts to stutter out an excuse, “I didn’t mean—”
“I know what you meant, Sunghoon,” you say, cutting him off. “I won’t lie and say it didn’t sting but at the end of the day I already knew I wasn’t your type. The reality is I kinda just wanted you in my bed so I devised a plan with my friends to make you see me differently and well… it obviously worked.”
Sunghoon is quiet, until he’s not.
You expect him to be weirded out, curse you out and call you names. But instead, he starts laughing.
“That is the craziest shit I’ve ever heard and yet…I kinda like it.”
You look at him to find him already staring at you.
“You’re not weirded out?”
He shakes his head, “I’m oddly flattered. Maybe that’s weird but I guess that makes us both weird then.”
Suddenly, he’s shifting so he’s on top of you, caging you underneath him.
You don’t know what to do with your hands, so you, albeit somewhat awkwardly, place them on his shoulders.
“Is it safe to say you fascinate me now?” Sunghoon asks, leaning down, placing slow, deliberate kisses on your neck and shoulder.
You naturally turn your head to give him more access, “I guess not. I’ve never had someone tell me I fascinate them.”
Sunghoon’s kisses trail upwards until his lips meet yours in another fiery kiss.
Breaking away after a while, he descends until his mouth is adjacent to your clothed pussy.
“Sunghoon,” you interrupt, “we just changed the sheets.”
He looks up at you, a twinkle in his eye, “We can change them again.”
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Jealousy, or Jealous Hee: Second First Dates
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Pairing - ex!heeseung x fem!reader Genre - smut, a bit of fluff, angst Synopsis - After you hooked up with you ex-boyfriend, Heeseung, who had broken up with you out of the blue you didn't know what would happen afterward. Will you finally get your answer as to why? Word Count - 5.4k Warnings - cursing, mentions of alcohol, a bit of angst towards the end, smut, reader is insecure, mentions of manipulation and peer pressure, heeseung is an asshole in the first half, some cringe (oops), mentions of Jake & other idols, mentions of possessive heeseung, heeseung is desperate and begs for forgiveness, a little fluff, cream pie, fingering, p in v, plot twist-ish?, lmk if I missed anything!! MDNI 18+ A/N: thank you guys for the love on the first part i really appreciate it 😭 i didn't expect ppl to actually like it but im really glad you did! also if you have c.ai, i make bots over there too! my invite code here! also.. please keep in mind this is only my second time ever writing a fanfic so if it's ass in your opinion then idk what to tell you... i hope you do enjoy tho thank you in advance for reading !! <3 (even if you didn't like it)
PART ONE HERE
Waking up in your own dorm after you had hooked up with your ex at a house party last night wasn't what you expected. You thought you'd be next to him, but of course, that was crushed. At least he was a gentleman and brought you home, right? There was one question that lingered in your mind, what happens now? It was disappointing not waking up next to him, but then again, what did you really expect?
You get up out of your bed seeing your roommate's bed is empty, but then the smell of bacon hits you, she must be cooking. After getting dressed you make your way to the kitchen, you are so glad your university was at least prestigious so they had bigger dorms than the average one. You had a raging headache, as expected from the alcohol. "Hey Giselle," your voice a bit scratchy due to having just woken up.
Giselle turns around, you can see the slight concern in her eyes but also a hint of a smirk. "Y/N, you're up," she says softly, however, you still had a ton of questions in your mind. "What happened last night?" You're a bit embarrassed at the fact you had to even ask that question.
"Well.. After we went to the party we all split up and I assume you went to drink alcohol, cause the next thing we knew you were being brought out of the party by Heeseung. You were completely asleep, nothing woke you up," your face heats up a bit at the memory of getting drunk and hooking up with your ex-boyfriend who fucked you over. "Right.. and did he tell you any details about anything..” You hoped that he didn’t because it would be even more embarrassing for your friends to know you had sex with your ex who fucked you over.
Those hopes are immediately crushed by Giselle’s reply, “Y/N you were so drunk you had sex with Heeseung, your fucking ex and you don’t even remember it,” she chuckles at the end of her sentence.
Damn.. Well, now your friends know you hooked up with your ex-boyfriend.
“It was an accident..”
“Y/N it’s okay to want him back, but..” she paused for a moment emphasizing the word ‘but.’ “You shouldn’t let him get it so easily,” she continued.
Then an idea hit you, seduction.
“Giselle holy shit,” she perked up at your words while she plated the breakfast she just finished making for the two of you.
“What'd you think of girl?”
“I’m gonna post slightly revealing photos of myself on my Instagram story with little subtle jabs at him like he does to me, I’m gonna get back at him by showing him what he made himself lose,” you couldn't stop the grin that formed on your face.
“You mean you’re gonna ‘show him what he’s missing?' Isn’t that super cliché?” she might be right.. But he did it first.
“Well he’s been posting his new girls to make me jealous, so why don’t I try seducing him, and if he messages me I just play hard to get. Like you said, I shouldn’t let him get to me so easily,” you relayed your reasoning for the idea and you see Giselle think for a moment considering your words. “Okay you know what, maybe it is a good idea, after all, he fucked you over,” she almost started grinning.
After having eaten the breakfast Giselle cooked, you ran to your closet to pull over any sort of revealing clothes you had. You find a slightly-too-small black tank top, and grey shorts. You had originally planned on being comfy today since you were still hungover—you were wearing a hoodie and sweatpants, but you quickly change into the tank top and the shorts and then did your makeup.
You decided to take a selfie in bed, and so you lay down and grabbed your phone. You swiped right to open your camera, and you positioned it in a way where it would show your cleavage just enough so that it's not obvious.
It took you a bit to get the perfect one, but when you did, you open Instagram and thought of a caption to put.
'i miss you. missing you is hard, but i bet missing me makes you hard'
You knew it was definitely cringe, but it got your point across so you could live with the cringe right?
You'd clicked the 'Add to story' button almost too fast. You and Heeseung don't follow each other anymore but you know he stalks your account. He uses his friend's account to do it without it being suspicious, which you can't blame him because why else would you have Giselle's password if not to stalk your ex-boyfriend cause he stalks you?
After logging into Giselle's account you tapped on Heeseungs story to see what he had posted. You immediately regret your decision because you're met with a photo of him and his friends, with alcohol, snacks, and of course, Heeseung is with a girl. He even had the audacity to put 'this could've been you' god this asshole doesn't know when to stop does he?
He was just being nice to you last night after you hooked up, why does he keep doing this to you? Once again with the taunting...
You were so lucky not to have Saturday classes, it meant you could go anywhere you wanted to. Believe it or not, you were actually majoring in dance, and even though you didn't have to go to classes, you still at least wanted to go to the studio.
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Dancing was therapeutic to you, everyone told you not to do it as your major because it wouldn't take you anywhere they said to just leave it a hobby. However, before you even graduated college you had offers from Idol companies trying to scout you. Usually, you would have celebrated that with Heeseung but that obviously wasn't an option.
You had spent a few hours dancing and you were getting really hungry and tired so you sprayed some perfume and reapplied deodorant before grabbing your bag and leaving the studio.
You didn't want to go out to eat so you decided to settle on the on-campus cafeteria which thankfully makes decent food. It was just about lunch time so it was quite packed there. You walked up to one of the counters and looked at the menu, but you still couldn't quite see so you took a couple of steps back until you felt your back hit something... or was it, someone?
The hands that flew to your waist were a clear indicator of who it was without even needing to turn around, it was him.
Too petrified to turn around, you just stand there frozen, not knowing what to do.
"You think you're slick huh? I saw what you posted on Instagram, it's about me, isn't it? In that case, you may be right," It's like your whole body failed to react, it didn't know how to. "I will say, whatever you're trying to do, it's working," he leaned down to whisper that into your ear.
Before you can respond he lets go and walks away, finally turning around to watch him leave. What is his problem?
You ordered your food, which was tteokbokki and kimbap.
Throughout your lunch you keep thinking about what had happened with Heeseung, did he do it on purpose? There's no way he was just coincidentally there right?
Whatever his reasoning was, you didn't care, he was trying to get to you.
When you finished your lunch you didn't know what else to do today so instead you figured you'd at least hang out with your friends so you took out your phone.
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It didn't take long for you all to agree on the mall, and you're currently waiting for the others to arrive. You and Giselle had gone together since you're roommates so you were just waiting for Karina, Yujin, and Moka. Minnie wasn't able to make it since she had a test to study for.
A little while longer the other three finally arrived, the five of you walking through the mall and looking through various stores.
You decided to take this as an opportunity to buy more clothes to fuck with Heeseung. The clothes you were buying were either the slightest bit too small, making them tight so they cling to your curves, or showed some sort of skin, some a lot, some just enough that would make him crazy.
You see, one thing about Heeseung is while you two were dating he was such a sweetheart when you two were in public, but as soon as you got home is when his possessive side would show. He'd recount all the times a man looked at you a bit too much or too closely and he'd fuck your brains out.
That was one of your favorite things, how good he'd fuck you when you wore crop tops, skirts, shorts, or tank tops. He didn't control what you'd wear, he let you do whatever, but you'd be lying if you said you didn't wear revealing clothes in public on purpose cause you were horny for him to fuck you at home.
Any other time he was a sweetheart, he was perfect, he wouldn't hurt a fly but when you had sex that all went out the window.
Now, however, you're buying revealing clothes to piss him off, to make him break, to get revenge, to make him beg for mercy.
You felt as if this revenge plan was a bit bland, but you couldn't think of anything else but to just drive him insane.
You and the girls had a lot of fun, and got told to shut up a few times from laughing too loud... but at least you have had fun.
It was 8 PM by the time you and Giselle made it back to the dorms. You made it just in time for curfew so you wouldn't get in trouble. You'd always thought it was stupid for a university to give adults a curfew, but it was pretty influential so you guess the university just didn't want its reputation ruined by their students dropping out to take care of babies.
Curfew didn't do anything anyway, you just couldn't leave your specific dorm building after 8:30 PM, you didn't know what would happen if you did it anyway but you honestly didn't care enough to find out.
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That morning when you woke up you immediately thought about what to wear to make Heeseung jealous, to make him mad.
You reached over and grabbed your phone and opened Instagram in order to check Heeseungs story, of course, he has a new one. You tap on it and see a video, clearly taken by a friend of his and it's him, with a new girl—because of course it is who fucking else could it be—the video was Heeseung and his new girl, who you identified as Julie Han. She was in your dance group, and she was really good and she's really pretty. You've always admired her beauty, but also felt a bit insecure. You wanted to be like her so badly. Heeseung didn't know that, or maybe he did considering you two broke up before you even had the chance to meet your classmates.
Seeing this rubbed even more salt into the wound, the girl you'd admired, and wanted to be friends with, and that made you feel insecure. Obviously it wasn't her fault you were insecure, she was super nice to you, and she didn't say anything to make you insecure it was just all in your head.
Seeing the video of him with Julie, he had his arm around her, and they were clearly flirting. It made your blood boil, but at the same time made your eyes water. You didn't know if you should be angry, or if you should cry.
You didn't know if it was on purpose, or if he was just doing his usual girl-to-girl shit. If he did know then he was a complete asshole for using her against you.
The truth is, he did know.
Yesterday, when you were walking to the cafeteria for lunch, you were recording a voice message to send to your friends. You had run into Julie while leaving the studio. That reminded you that you hadn't even told your friends about her so that's why you were recording a voice message.
Heeseung was with you, well not with you, rather.. behind you. He was walking with his friends, and he hadn't even realized it was you until you started speaking. He couldn't stop himself from eavesdropping and when he heard what you said about Julie, he knew exactly what to do.
He wanted you back, desperately, he knew you wouldn't easily accept him back into your life so he decided to try and make you desperate, just as much as he is. He used Julie, he wanted to make you as jealous as possible so you crawl back to him. When he saw your first story with the subtle jab at him and the cleavage he knew you were trying to clap back at him, you were trying to give him a taste of his own medicine. He'd be a liar if he said it wasn't working because it was. He hated that you had posted that, that you were revealing yourself to others. He knew he fucked up, and he knew he needed you back.
After you had seen the story of Julie and Heeseung you knew you had to strike again. You got out of bed and went to your closet grabbing one of the bags of new clothes you'd gotten yesterday. After dumping the clothes on your bed you finally picked out an outfit you knew would rile him up. It was a pair of white shorts, with a dark blue top. The top was pretty much a bralette, it's not something you'd wear out, but you bought it for the purpose of making Heeseung jealous—also in case you decided to go to the bar or another party—you went to your bathroom to do your hair and makeup before taking the photo.
After you finished those you posed in front of your mirror with your phone in hand. You tried doing poses that would show off your ass or would maximize the amount of skin you show in the picture.
Finally, after about 5-10 minutes you got the perfect shot, and you went straight to Instagram to post it.
With a small filter added, all you had to do was add the caption, but what should you even put? You had no clue honestly, you weren't as witty as you had originally thought.
Maybe posting it without a witty caption would be better, making less noise will create more noise.
So that's exactly what you did. You uploaded the photo to your story and waited. Waited for Heeseung to see it., until he did.
Heeseung went onto Instagram after he hung out with his friends, plus Julie, and he saw that you had posted on your story. He clicked on it and what he saw was something he expected, but also didn't. He hated that you were posting shit like this. He couldn't take it anymore, he slid up and started typing out a reply to your story.
It was about three hours after you had posted it when you got a notification while you were scrolling through tik tok.
'heeseung.lhs69 replied to your story: Y/N can you knock this off?'
Seeing the notification shocked you, first off why does he have '69' in his username? Is he serious? Since when did he have 7th-grade boy humor? It was probably the fault of his dumbass friends.
You didn't really know how to reply to him, but what matters is your plan worked. He fell for your bait finally.
you: what're you talking abt ?
hee: you know what I'm talking abt y/n
you: no i don't think i do heeseung
hee: we should talk in person y/n
you: ykw fine when and where
hee: ice cream place where we had our first date, 6 pm, today
you: k i'll see you then ig
Although it didn't seem like it, you were really nervous. He seemed serious even if it was just over text. It was only 4:30, so you had about an hour and thirty minutes to get ready or contemplate your choices, probably both.
You started getting ready, you didn't know how to dress really. You went for simple baggy jeans, a grey tank top, and a zip-up sweater. It was now 5:30, and so you left your dorm and started walking to said ice cream place.
After entering you saw him.. he was sitting at a booth. He looked quite nervous actually which is a big contrast to how you've been seeing him for two and a half years.
You slid into the seat in front of him and he immediately looked up from the table to look at you. "Hey," his voice was soft and gentle. You looked into his eyes, his soft, big doe eyes.. Looking into his eyes was your favorite activity when you were together, they were so beautiful. "Hey," you replied, also in a soft and gentle tone.
"I think we have to talk Y/N, I just want to explain myself," you let out a sigh knowing that he's right, you do have to talk. How could he leave you like that? "Explain it to me Heeseung, explain to me why you left me like the way you did," he was immediately saddened when you raised your voice a little at him.
"Y/N, I'll explain.. Please just calm down. I don't have a good reason.. Jake, my roommate, well we were talking and he told me about all the girls he's been with, and he asked me about how many girls he and I told him we've been together for five years and he started laughing. He then told me he was gonna invite a couple of friends, which he did," you didn't interrupt him the whole time. You just listened as he continued to talk.
"When they came over, it was four of them, Jake told them what I said about you and then they all started going on about how I'm too young to be tied down like that, I should live a little. I originally shot it down but they started giving me alcohol. The more they talked about the benefits of being single, and the more they talked about all the fun they have I started to believe them. I felt as though I was tying you down, I was a burden, that you'd be better off without me," you didn't know if you should be pissed off or pity him, he was influenced by his 'friends.'
"I started to believe what they were telling me, and they were telling me I should just let you go because you're probably getting bored. I was scared of the future, I was scared you'd break it off cause you were bored, and so I broke up with you first. I started doing all the things they did, hookup, smoke, drink, party and I did it all to move on from you," his story was making sense, that's 100% something his friends would do but you were still pissed at him.
"That doesn't explain to me why you didn't just think to talk to me and express your feelings to me. We could've talked this out, but you didn't even bother to text me," he sighed knowing you were right, and he didn't even have an excuse.
"I don't have an excuse, I'm an idiot Y/N. I love you so much and I wasn't thinking, they manipulated me, and I believed it all.. It was selfish of me and I know what I did was wrong. I hurt you and I'm just realizing it. It took me this long to realize how much of an asshole I was, my actions weren't okay," he looked back down at the table like he was in shame.
"Why would you post girls in your story though? I know it was to make me jealous, your story makes sense but that part doesn't add up," honestly you believed his story. He's always been quite gullible and pliable. Obviously, you never used that as an advantage, you'd never take advantage of him.
"Well... I wanted you back but I didn't know how to contact you.. How to communicate it, how to get through to you. When you posted that on your story earlier I couldn't hold back. I know you've been using Giselle's account to view my story, and that's not exactly relevant, but I've been doing it cause I miss you, and I want you. My new persona, it's all fake. I don't like doing this stuff. I just wanted to fit in and forget about you, I was depressed and vulnerable when Jake started doing what he was doing. I love you, I miss you, I want you, and I don't have any good excuses."
He's right, his excuse isn't exactly good, he knows he fucked up, and did you wrong. He had no actual good excuse, he had no actual reason for the thing with the girls.
"You should've just talked to me Heeseung," you were disappointed in him, and you resented him. "I know Y/N, I'm an idiot, and I made a selfish, vulnerable mistake. Please, I want you to forgive me, I want to be with you again, I want to be with you forever," those last few words were kind of shocking to you. Did he mean that? You both had discussed marriage and the future briefly and that ended in a big argument so it was never brought up again.
"What are you even saying?"
"I'm saying I see a future with you, and I know we had a huge fight about the future which also led to our break up, but I'm serious. I want you back. Please," he didn't stutter, not one bit and that solidified his point. He was serious.
"Okay, but you still hurt me, you still did all these bad things that made you an asshole. I can't just forget what you did to me," he was so, so desperate for you, so desperate to get you back to him. "Please."
He kept repeating himself,
"Please Y/N,"
"Please,"
It was almost pathetic how he was begging, how he was so desperate, but at the same time, it was so sexy. You had never seen him beg you before, he'd always been the top. You looked into his eyes, and he was staring right back at you waiting for a response.
It was difficult, you didn't know if you should forgive him, after all, he happened to fall in with the wrong crowd, he was manipulated, he was molded.
"Heeseung, you still fucked me over, you still ruined me, and broke my heart. Don't you know how hard this is?" he nodded, he knew you'd be hesitant. He never expected you to give in immediately and he knew he would have to convince you. However, there was one detail he left out, one that would change everything.
"Y/N, there was a detail I left out, and it seems that you completely forgot that you also played a part in this. You're not completely innocent," you were confused, how could that even be?
"When Jake was giving me alcohol and convincing me of all these things, I texted you, I needed you, I needed your support in that moment, and I know you weren't busy either. You ignored me, ignored me when I needed you most. That, plus all the manipulation, it broke me, it made me send that text, made me spiral into who I am now," holy shit. He was right.
Nearly three years ago, two days before your first day as a college freshman, you were decorating your dorm. You and Giselle went shopping for decorations and you weren't busy at all that whole day which Heeseung knew.
You had seen the notifications coming in, you read them and you didn't reply. You remember the texts, you remember it all.
'y/n i need you rn'
'babe pls reply'
'i need you please im serious y/n pls respond'
You were so caught up in your dorm decorations, and shopping you ignored Heeseung when he needed you the most, when he needed you to save him.
You weren't busy, you just simply didn't reply.
It was partly your fault.
"Heeseung.." now it was your turn to beg, to ask for forgiveness, and it didn't feel very good. "I'm so sorry, it's my fault. I saw the texts and I just ignored them, and I don't know why. You needed me, you needed help, and I wasn't there.. Holy shit," you wanted to reach for his hand, to hold him, but you knew you didn't have the right to.
"Y/N, I needed you, I really did, and you weren't there. We both fucked up, we both contributed to the end of our relationship. What matters is that I realized what was happening, that I changed for the worst, and that I realized that they had manipulated me, and peer pressured me. We both messed it up, and I want to fix it, please," his words resonated with you and he was absolutely correct. You both fucked up.
"What do we do? Do you mean you want to get back together?" you were hoping he would say yes, you did want to get back with him, I mean that was literally the whole goal.
"Yes, I want you to be mine again, I still love you, I never stopped," you immediately nodded in response telling him you also wanted to be back together.
"I missed you, babe," the nickname had always made your heart flutter but hearing it after all these years that's not in the context of a one-night stand made your cheeks heat up.
It felt like your first date all over again, you're even in the same place, a second first date.
"Let's go back to my dorm, Jake isn't there, and he won't return till like the afternoon tomorrow," you nodded and got up. He grabbed your hand, dragging you out of the ice cream shop and back towards campus.
After you arrived at his dorm he couldn't hold himself back and immediately crashed his lips to yours. You instantly started kissing him back. It felt more real this time, it was filled with love, passion, and longing.
You felt your back hit the wall as his hands grabbed onto your hips, and your fingers got lost in his hair.
He broke away from the kiss before grabbing the hem of your shirt and pulling it off of you. "You've been driving me insane, you know, with those revealing photos of yours. Especially the one of your cleavage. I missed your tits so bad baby," his hands grab your clothed tits. You can feel him reach behind your back and make quick work of the clasp he was clearly skilled.
When he got it off you could feel his mouth attach to one of your nipples. You let out a small moan which just egged him on. "Hee— please," he let go of your nipple and looked into your eyes, but that didn't last long because he immediately started kissing your neck, and biting it gently while he unbuttoned your jean shorts.
"Shit I missed this so fucking much Y/N," you clenched around nothing at his words, you could feel that your underwear was ruined, and how drenched they were, and so could he.
Once he got your shorts off he threw them somewhere in the room, it didn't even matter. You felt his hands trace your underwear and touched your clothed pussy. He let out a groan at the feeling of how wet you were, "holy shit Y/N, you're so fucking wet already," he took your hand dragging you to his bed. He debated doing it on Jake's bed for revenge, but he didn't want any more problems or misunderstandings, he just wanted you.
Now you were lying on his bed with him hovering above you. This time it felt more real, it felt more passionate rather than when you were drunk and stupid.
He hooked his fingers under the waistband of your underwear and pulled it off, and when he did you got shy and tried to close your legs but he wouldn't let you. He gripped your thighs and pulled them apart again giving him a view of your bare, dripping pussy. The look of pure hunger in his eyes was unmistakable.
He ran one of his hands down your thigh, then to your inner thigh, and finally reached your core. He ran a finger through your folds teasing your entrance. You were so desperate you couldn't help but moan.
The wetness of your cunt made him groan, and his pants tighten. He stuck one finger in, and then a second. The intrusion made you moan and squirm, but that only made him smirk.
He thrusted his fingers in and out of you slightly curling them to hit that spot that makes you scream.
"Fuck— Right there Heeseung!" You moan out.
"Yeah? You like that baby?" He chuckled a little, and the smirk on his face grew.
He continued to move his fingers and started going even faster. You felt the familiar knot in your stomach start to tighten and you knew what was coming. "Heeseung.. Shit," he nodded slowly and spoke "Come on, cum on my fingers baby," his words made you clench around his fingers before you finally reached your limit with a moan loud enough you were sure the neighboring dorms could hear.
Both yours and his breathing were fast and heavy. He was still hovering above you while he looked at your face which was covered in a thin layer of sweat. "Can you take my cock, or are you completely spent?" He asked the question in a soft tone not wanting to hurt you or overwhelm you.
"I need your cock Heeseung," the softness in his eyes instantly left now replaced with a look of desire, and lust. "Then that's exactly what you're gonna get baby," he started removing his clothing starting with his shirt, then his belt, his pants, and finally his boxers.
When he took his boxers off you couldn't stop staring at his dick. The thick, long, veiny shaft was one you had missed in these past years. "I can see you staring my love," you couldn't even stop yourself and you just kept staring.
He gave himself a couple of pumps spreading the precum along his shaft. He then lined himself up with your entrance, he hesitated for a moment looking at you, "Do you want it rough, or slow?"
"Please give it to me rough," he didn't give you a second to think before he pushed inside of you quickly, and immediately bottomed out.
"Fuck!" You moaned out at the feeling of the stretch of your hole from his cock.
He grabbed your thighs tightly allowing him to thrust into you more efficiently. You felt him hit your G-spot every time he moved in and out. You felt your climax approaching and you bucked your hips as he groaned feeling you clench around him.
You finally went over the edge and came onto his cock, while you felt him release into you. His thrusts slowed to help you ride out your orgasm before he slowly pulled out, making you whine at the empty feeling.
He kissed your lips before lying down next to you. You turned to look at him and you stared into each other's eyes, a soft smile forming on his lips. "Goodnight my love, I missed you so much. I won't fuck this up."
You were going to respond but the exhaustion caught up to you and you fell asleep in his arms, for the first time in years as his girlfriend.
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Last part of this post before i probably make a whole new post to detail the Spicynoodles courting tournament fic i plan to write (if people are interested in hearing that and not just seeing it when i write it)
Whatever Scenario we go with, Mac is going through a rollercoaster of emotions when he learns about all the Courting Tournaments Wukong has been subjected to.
On the one hand his heart is Warmed as he reads between the lines and figures out, at least a little bit, just how commited Wukong was to not taking another Mate after him. (Tho he could also take it in the angsty direction of him feeling like he ruined Wukongs concept of romance and mates so badly the Monkey king couldnt bare the thought of opening himself up to anyone else romantically. Cause he is an angsty Emo monkey)
On the other he's internally raging at the realization of just How many Demons and Celestials dared to treat Wukong as a Prize to be won. And he's not just pissed cause of feeling possesive over his mate, his old instincts as Wukongs Warrior have been popping up more and hears about how much disrespect his King has endured in his absence has him seething.
Macaque also gains a fair bit of grudging respect for The Pilgrims when he learns of the lengths they went to to protect Wukongs heart and Honor.
How Zhu Bajie, despite is usually prickly Attitude toward Wukong, was the most steadfast in getting Suitors to back off whenever they tried to overstep the boundries set by the tournament, and took pride in parading any disqualified rule breakers who tried to breach the Monkey kings rooms.
How Sha Wujings used his Terrifying strength and quiet intimidation to send suitors running by the dozen. Often acting as the main guard for Wukong when he wanted some time alone.
How Ao Lies usual clumsy demeanor fell away to reveal a well of protective fury that became burned into history, unafraid to put his true form between Wukong and those who coveted him.
Even Tripitaka, tho unable to fight on Wukongs behalf, always remained by his Desciples side during the past tournaments, keeping Wukong calm with meditation, lessons and Tea so the Monkey king didnt take any potentially rash actions.
Much as he will always dislike them Macaque has to admit that they did care for Wukong when he could not.
Im thinking Mac finds himself split on what to do about the new tournament initially.
Part of him just wants to courtnap Wukong himself and be done with it, hoping that maybe he's reading between the lines right and wukong will accept him back, but another part of him feels he has no right to take such action.
So he decides to join the tournament and show all these lowlives how little of a chance they ever had at being Wukongs mate. Whether Wukong accepts him back or not.
Whether he disguises himself to enter the tournament or competes as himself, either way Mac is going to school all these losers in how to actually court the monkey king.
Final note i came up with another idea for a courting tournament event! Once the suitors have been whittled down to a managable number, more combat inclined demons might choose to have their suitors spar with them, not with the goal of either side being defeated, but to test compatibility. Yes like pacific rim. Its not a fight. Its a conversation.
Idea: Demon Courting Tournaments
So seeing so many Epic the musical Ithaca Saga AUs for Lego Monkie kid got me turning some thoughts in my head like fidget toys.
At this point i think most of the LMK fandom is familiar with courtnapping as a trope in some way and the afformentioned Ithaca sage aus, especially allthe ones based on The Challenge song, have given me thoughts.
So... what if.
COURTING TOURNAMENTS.
When especially powerful or desirable demons are being pursued by too many Suitors and theyre sick of having to deal with each one individually, a more organized solution is called for.
Ideally with the help of friends and family the sought after demon will call all their suitors together and set forth a series of challenges to win their hand.
Common challenges include things that show off a suitors strength and ability to provide, ya know fighting, races, hunting contests. But also more unexpected things like say, cooking competitions or Art and poetry or a judging of gifts, to determine which suitors actually know the interests or desires of the person theyre courting.
The challenges narrow down the pool of suitors until the final decision is made.
Buuuuuut
If the sought after demon doesnt wish to mate and marry, they can appoint a trusted friend or family member as their "Champion" in the tournament.
The Champion's job is to act according to the pursued demons' best interests, knocking out undesirable suitors, acting as the eyes and ears for them to see if any of the suitors might actually be compatible. Amd if it comes to it, winning the tournament themselves to assert the pursued demons right to remain single.
So where am i going with all this?
Well one i wanna write a Spicynoodles fic with this sort of premise but, while i was planning that i had MORE THOUGHTS.
Specifically thoughts about Wukong.
Sun Wukong returning home from his legendary journey now a god, a hero and, to his dismay ...
Single.
With Macaque's absence and presumed demise, Wukong finds himself with dubious honor of being perhaps the most eligible single demon in all of Asia, much to his chagrin.
Not only does he have no desire to find a new mate (he has... had a mate, his only mate, his dear lost Moonlight) The increasingly frequent attempted courtnappings are interfering with his efforts of rebuilding Flower Fruit Mountain (His Kingdom, His people all he has left except his pilgrim brothers).
Its pissing him off to say the least. And perhaps one or two especially powerful suitors wind up causing Wukong to make enough of a commotion that Heaven urges Wukong to find a more Orderly Solution.
A Courting Tournament.
Wukong is Annoyed but if this spectacle results in him finally getting some peace and quiet hell do it.
The Pilgrims are at his side through the whole fiasco.
And it works... for a time.
See the Handsome Monkey King, Great Sage Equal to Heaven, the Victorious Fighting Buddha, is just to tempting of a potential mate for all these demons to take the hint.
So in his long Life Wukong has to Suffer through multiple courting tournaments being held in his dubious honor so that all these randy demons will get the hell off his mountain.
At least 3 happen. One of Wukongs Pilgrim brothers acting as his Champion each time, all of them fighting increasingly fiercely to protect their Little Big Brother from the careless affections of his many suitors.
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💿 • 𝓱𝓾𝓰𝓼 𝓶𝓪𝓴𝓮
𝓮𝓿𝓮𝓻𝔂𝓽𝓱𝓲𝓷𝓰 𝓫𝓮𝓽𝓽𝓮𝓻

☆ chan x idol au f!reader fluff
☆ established relationship
☆ y/n is worried that when she helps chan produce she keeps messing up
☆ TW : hugging, kissing, flirting, self doubt , pet names , angst, crying , y/n breaks down
chan and you loom over his laptop ,it’s 3 am, this is the 3rd time this week u have been up this long with chan. do you mind? not a single bit, in fact you cherish every moment seeing your amazingly talented boy friend perfecting the songs for skz’s newest release. even if you don’t say this to a single soul, you have got to admit chan in his cozy hoody, beanie, perfect chocolate brown curls slipping out of it and his bare face, is just perfect to you, hot even.
he passes you your signature light pink gel pen as he asks, “y/n baby, can you see if you can help me write this verse? i just can’t seem to get it right.” “of course channie” you answered back reassuring him you will make the perfect verse, you stare at the paper, reading over chan’s lyrics. you grab your note book writing down multiple ideas then stare at it further more, again re writing your ideas, an extra word maybe, a ryhme or maybe even a completely different line, you think to yourself, intill you give up. you scribble it out ,causing the paper to tear. chan hears the massively loud rip of paper, he immediately spins his chair to face more in your direction.
“baby are you okay?” he inquired full of care as well as plenty of worry, “yeah yeah, im fine. my finger slipped and i accidentally ripped the page sorry my love” your voice full of doubt and anger, anger at yourself for not being able to write a song, who even were you if you couldn’t write a song? did chan deserve someone as truly utterly talentless as you? thoughts raced through your head, your eyes slowly welling up. until you broke, sat there next to your boy friend, wondering if your even good enough to be his girlfriend, or as he always swore his future wife.
he immediately grasped you in his arms, his heat pulling you back to reality. “y/n? i know your aren’t ok please just tell me what’s wrong?” he asked trying to stay calm and composed. he hated seeing you like this. you didn’t say a single thing, not even a single shake of the head, you just further nuzzled you head into his chest,still sobbing. chan grabs the notepad discreetly while he still holds you close. he reads between the scribbles as well as he can.
“y/n angel, this all can’t be about your writing, right? your song writings amazing and perfect just like you, please just look at me baby” he whispers whilst he besties a sweet gentle kiss on your temple. you finally look up, when he gives u get another kiss, further snaking one arm around your waist, the other around your shoulder.
“im sorry baby… im sorry that i just can’t write anymore, you don’t deserve this im sor-“ you remark, only to be shushed by chan like always .”no no y/n, do you know how much i love you, how special you are to simply put it, your irreplaceable. i’ve never loved another the way i loved you baby. please never say that, your perfect, talented, beautiful and so sweet, please never forget that!” he insisted, deeply saddened by the thought of you thinking so low of yourself, lifting your face up slightly. “i literally adore you, your my forever and always my love. im so so lucky to have you, you could of picked anyone else, but you picked me and that just makes me the luckiest and happiest boy ever, babe” he mentioned affectionately.
you two should there for a minute, blushing, yet still intertwined.
when finally he sat you down on his chair, crouched down, whispering in your ear, “i love you y/n please don’t forget that”. you immediately cocooned him in a hug constantly showering his face with kisses, intill you were out of breath. “i love you too chan, i love you more than you will ever, ever know”
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summary: Miyori and Jey were in a relationship for three years until she saw him laid up with another girl that wasn’t her and it broke her heart so she decided block him on everything and focus on her career until she gets a text message from him.
This fanfic is 18+! NO MINORS ALLOWED
word count: 5928
smut warning; it’ll come in the story randomly so PLEASE PLEASE look out for it I’m not really good at writing ✍🏽 smuts but I’m improving at the moment.
Jey Uso x Miyori
AWFUL GRAMMAR IM GETTING BETTER I SWEAR LOL.
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MIYORI Since Jey and I found some closure, things have taken an unexpected turn. He’s been reaching out to me more frequently, texting and calling much more than usual, even though he’s in a relationship. It feels as though I’ve become a source of comfort for him whenever he needs a break.
I can't believe she's leaving comments on every single picture I share on my social media. And don't even get me started on the Shaderoom; I really can't take them anymore. Today was supposed to be my day off, a chance to unwind while Jasmine was out with her new guy.
I was comfortably lying in bed, engrossed in a show on TV, when suddenly I heard my phone ringing. I reached over to the dresser beside me and picked it up, noticing that Jey had sent me a text.
Joshua🖤 sent a message
Joshua🖤: mamas let me come see you
My face turned into confusion why did he want to see me so much? It's not like we aren't together and besides I got what I need from him and that was closure what more did he want from me?
iMessage 💬 Mimi💓: what's goin on? Joshua🖤: I wanted to see you before I leave for the road Mimi💓: Josh I don't think that's a good idea atm your gf is already trippin and being negative Joshua🖤: I'll deal with her later on that just let me come see you please Mimi💓: Joshua Joshua🖤: Mimi Mimi💓: omg I forgot how annoying yo' ass can get whenever you don't get your way cmon and no funny business either Joshua🖤: I'll be there in like an hour Mimi💓: kk
The memories from that night keep swirling in my mind, bringing back the sensations of his kisses and the way he touched me. It was an experience that left me feeling exhilarated, almost like butterflies dancing in my stomach just at the thought of it.
FLASHBACK - MIYORI AND JEY Miyori kept her arms wrapped his neck as he circled his hips around hitting her spot as she cried out his name loudly for the neighbors to hear, he had his hand wrapped around her throat gazing down at her with his lustful eyes.
"Keep cumming for me mamas, I like that shit." He grunted.
Their skins were slapping against each other sounding out the whole entire room as Jey kept her legs pinned down to her sides causing her to roll her eyes in the back of her head.
He had her mind in a daze while she bit the bottom of her lips tucking them in the process as he dick was beating up her gummy walls.
"Fuckkk, daddy, I missed you and this soo muchh." She whined while unwrapping her arms around his neck and began rubbing all over his tatted chest.
Her pussy was swallowing him whole just the way he like knowing that no other man can handle her like he do, even before what he had did he still loved her and took care of her.
His thrust was sharper and deeper letting his dick glide against her cervix kissing it nicely as he felt her pussy clenching around him.
"Yeah? You missed me huh? Come show me how much you missed this dick." They switch positions with her back being arched while he went back inside of her letting her do her own thing.
She threw her ass back on him in circles swallowing up his tip so well it had his mind spinning like crazy giving her ass a whack. "Mhmm, keep goin' for me mamas you doin' so good for daddy."
Miyori arched her back some more to the point where her stomach was touching on the bed giving Jey more leverage to pummeled her wet cunt.
He followed her movements fucking her in a fast paced almost breaking her back in the process.
"Ouuu, dadddyyy, fuckk." She cried out.
"Gimme' this fucking pussy mamas, give it to me."
FLASHBACK OVER
It left me feeling overwhelmed with emotions, but I truly believe it was the closure we both needed. The situation had me feeling like I was losing my mind. Even though I was still navigating my depressive state, I found a way to take care of myself. When I'm with him, I feel different, almost like I'm not myself.
Everywhere I moved in the house, it felt as if his scent lingered in the air, creating the illusion that he was still present. Yet, he was nowhere to be found. I rose from the couch and made my way to the kitchen, craving a snack. As I reached up to the top of the cabinet, I finally retrieved what I needed.
I was just about to step down when I heard the door creak open, and there was a familiar face peering out. His playful expression made me chuckle at his antics. "I'm good to come in right?"
"Boy c'mere and stop being scary I'm not gonna bite." I mentioned as I stepped down from the countertop and moved in his direction.
As we embraced, I inhaled his familiar scent, and in that moment, he surprised me by lifting me up by my thighs. Instinctively, I wrapped my legs around his waist as he carried us toward the sofa.
I found myself sitting on his lap, facing him, as we locked eyes for a brief moment, which made him chuckle softly.
"Damn, did I fumble a bag?" Jey joked.
I shrugged my shoulders, "yeah, you did fumble a bag honey I mean c'mon look at me." I responded, tossing my hair playfully.
I moved closer to him, feeling his hands firmly hold my hips as he began to gently rub circles, sending a warm, fuzzy sensation through me.
"A'ight Ma, don't be like that for real, I do miss you silly ass." I leaned back when he said that.
"You talkin' bout you miss me but you been with her ever since I left you four years ago, what department is she not doing right in?" I folded my arms around my chest while tilting my head at him.
He smacked his lips at me while rolling his eyes, "damn near everything if I'm being blunt even though we are on the road together she don't be showing me no type of affection or anything she isn't like you Mimi." He confessed.
I gently ran my fingers through his curls, feeling the tension in him as a soft groan slipped from his lips. I listened closely as he opened up about his feelings after all these years, reflecting on his relationship with the girl he had cheated on me with while he was away. Now, out of the blue, he’s expressing how much he misses me, saying that she just doesn’t compare to what we had.
I sensed his hand gently encircling my throat, drawing me nearer to him as he unexpectedly pressed his lips against mine. Caught by surprise, I found myself responding in kind. "I miss you though Mimi I really do."
A playful smile crept onto my lips as I gently held his chin with my small hands. "If you truly miss me, you'll need to show me that and earn my trust again. I'm going to make you put in the effort all over again," I said, subtly highlighting my features to remind him of what he had been missing.
"You gon' make me work for it?" Jey asked as I nodded my head. "Hell yeah I am, imma have you work for it I'm emotionally scarred Joshua like bad I got cheated on twice by you and then the dude I was previously with, I'm not finna jump back in to what we previously had so you need to work for it."
He nodded his head, "A'ight I hear you mamas." Jey sat up straight, holding me in place with one hand still gently around my throat. The tension between us intensified as he placed soft kisses along my jawline and down to my neck.
"How bad do you want me to work for all of this? To have you as mine again?" He murmured.
"Hmm, very hard, I need papa to work very hard for mama." I sensed a playful grin on his face as he leaned in to kiss me.
The kiss unfolded gently and passionately, allowing our tongues to dance together in a way I never imagined I would experience again. Being wrapped in his embrace, surrounded by his familiar scent and warmth, felt surreal. As he released his hold on my throat, his hands glided down my shorts, firmly grasping my hips, igniting a rush of emotions within me.
As I settled onto his lap, I could feel the heat of his desire pressing against me. My arms encircled his neck, and when I momentarily pulled back to catch my breath, he drew me back into the kiss, as if he were desperate for more. It was clear he had been longing for this connection, something he wasn't receiving from his current girlfriend, who seemed to be withholding the affection I was so willing to give.
I got one up on her.
As we were about to move forward, the sound of the door creaking open caught our attention. Jasmine's voice filled the air, and we both sprang to our feet. I turned to see her standing at the door, a look of surprise on her face, accompanied by her new partner.
I buried my face in Jey's chest, feeling a wave of embarrassment wash over me as he let out a soft chuckle.
"My fault, I didn't know y'all was getting busy in here, Hey Josh." Jasmine said.
"What's good Jazzy." He replied back as Jasmine and her new man went upstairs together.
I could feel Jey's gentle kiss on my forehead, prompting me to lift my gaze to meet his eyes. My cheeks warmed as he leaned in and pressed his lips softly against mine.
"Let me take you out on a date before I leave." I found myself sitting up instantly, captivated by the depth of his gaze.
"What time do you leave?" I asked.
"I leave in the morning, so I wanna take you out on a date." I smiled at him while nodding my head agreeing to the offer. "A'ight then baby girl imma head to the gym with Uce then I'll see you later tonight." He leaned in and kissed me softly on the lips once more as I stood up from his lap, noticing the outline of his arousal visible through his grey sweatpants.
I couldn't help but feel my mouth water as I watched him notice my gaze fixed on it. His awareness prompted him to playfully swat my backside, making me yelp in surprise.
"Keep on staring at it, imma have yo' cute ass busting all over this dick." His voice was deep and resonant, and when he spoke, it sent my stomach into a whirl, making me roll my eyes at him.
"Boy, whatever we'll see tonight, now go on now." I said pushing him out the door hearing his chuckle.
"A'ight I'll see you tonight, imma come pick you up." He leaned in and pressed his lips against mine as we walked down the steps to his car, and I gently closed the door behind me.
I noticed Jasmine making her way down the stairs, heading toward the kitchen, just as I was doing the same.
"Girl, what was that all about between you and him?" Jasmine Asked.
I sighed deeply I knew she was going to ask me about Jey and I knowing how nosey she is.
"I'm just making him work for it that's all, he said ol' girl ain't doing it for him especially on the road." I said while drinking me some sweet tea.
"So is my favorite couple getting back together? Or what?"
I nodded my head, "maybe, just have to see how hard he's going to work for it especially while he's away on the road oh he's going to crashout since Ol' girl ain't showing him no type of affection that I've been giving him." I replied as Jasmine clapped her hands.
"Period bestie! Make that nigga work for it!" She encouraged me as I just chuckled at her.
☞ JEY I was at the gym, focused on my bench press reps while Jimmy stood by to spot me, ensuring I stayed safe. With my AirPods in, I was lost in the music, but my thoughts were solely on Miyori. Jaida barely crossed my mind at all.
That kiss we shared was something I had longed for deeply. Jaida was never able to give me that, which left me feeling like I had made a terrible mistake by betraying someone as precious and gentle as Miyori.
That's when I heard Jimmy say something to me.
"So what's going with you and Mimi twin?" Jimmy inquired as I removed my AirPod from my left ear.
"I'm taking her out on a date tonight before we hit the road in the morning." I glanced up at him as I wrapped up my set.
"A date? Oh man she's making you work for it huh?" I nodded as I hung the metal rod back on the hook, wiping the sweat from my brow. "Absolutely, I miss her, man. Jaida might not show me any love or care when we're together, but with Mimi, it’s a completely different vibe." Miyori was the best girlfriend I ever had, and I really messed things up by getting involved with Jaida. If Melo and Trick hadn’t pushed her into my life, I might still be in a relationship. I just didn’t consider how much I valued Mimi.
I took a sip from my water bottle before heading Jimmy speaking, "just wait until we hit the road oh man you finna act the damn fool, but what about Jaida then?" He asked.
I let out a sigh and said, "What about her? She just doesn't connect with me the way Mimi does. I feel so guilty for being with Jaida; you can't imagine how much regret I carry because of it."
Jimmy sat opposite me, gently patting my back in an effort to comfort me. He understood how much our family cared for Miyori, and he could see how upset our mother was when she learned about my actions.
"Look." Jimmy exclaimed, "you gotta win her heart again dawg and imma help you with that but please don't fuck it up this time around or I won't hesitate to have the whole family beat yo' ass aight?" He said as him and I chuckled at each other.
I was about to speak when I felt my phone vibrate in my pocket. I pulled it out and noticed a text from Jaida, which made me roll my eyes at her message. But then, a message from Miyori appeared, and it brought a smile to my face.
Bae🥵 sent a message
Bae🥵: what's goin between you and your ex girlfriend?
Mimi💓 sent a message
Mimi💓: Hey Papa 💋
The way she referred to me made me want to put in so much more effort for her and to be by her side again. I missed her deeply, which is why I chose to reach out to her before Jaida. In the grand scheme of things, it was her curiosity that mattered most to me.
iMessage 💬 Joshua🖤: what's up baby girl Mimi💓: I was just seeing what you were doin that's all Joshua🖤: somebody sounds bored on they day off need someone to come over huh? Mimi💓: don't get ahead of yourself sir you know I'm not letting up easily Joshua🖤: sends attachments/ you sure about that? Mimi💓: hmm you missing me already papa? Joshua🖤: hell yeah I'm missin yo' cute ass Mimi💓: keep on missing me then Joshua🖤: oh? So you wanna keep playing like that huh? Mimi💓: I told you, you gotta work for it papa is it difficult not to? Joshua🖤: nah it ain't difficult I gotchu tho don't worry Mimi💓: mhm I bet you do Joshua🖤: you gon fold tonight anyways Mimi you know how I get with'chu Mimi💓: Ik papa 🙂↕️ but keep working hard for it and we'll see Joshua🖤: be ready by eight tonight aight? Mimi💓: aight then papa
It feels like she's just toying with me, thinking I won't go over there and sort things out with her after messaging Miyori. I chose to leave Jaida on read because I realized I didn't want to stress over who I'm with. It didn't seem worth it when she wasn't giving me any attention, so why should I invest my energy in her?
"Mimi said Hi by the way twin." I said heading over towards the dumbbells.
"She just text you or something? Yeah yall two finna be back together just wait until I tell mama about this." Jimmy said as I hit him on the shoulders.
"Don't say nun yet to her you know how she'll get when she finds out."
☞ MIYORI I was upstairs in the bedroom, preparing for the date that Jey had organized for us tonight before he had to leave for Monday Night Raw. As I was applying my favorite lip liner in the mirror, I heard the door open and saw Jasmine walk in.
"Girl, you look like a snack for real, Josh finna eat you up." Jasmine continued talking as I sighed and set the lip liner aside, gently rubbing my lips together.
"He's not gonna do a damn thing, I told you he has to work for all of this if he wanna be with me again." I responded as I applied some color to my lips, followed by a touch of lip gloss to enhance their vibrancy even further.
"Mimi, you know you love that man as much as you say you do I know you." I simply gestured for her to stop, fully aware that she was correct. I did love him, and I still do, despite everything he put me through. Even as I try to move on, my feelings for him remain, but now he needs to put in the effort to earn my love back.
That's when we heard loud music bumping from outside the house knowing that it was him parked in the driveway, he always knew how to make a grand entrance. "Yo' Nigga here Mimi." She teased as I gave her the finger while she headed downstairs to go open the door for him.
I applied some lip gloss and gently pressed my lips together as I picked up my purse and keys, ready to head downstairs to meet Jey. As I descended the steps, I spotted him waiting for me, holding a beautiful bouquet of my favorite roses. A smile spread across my face as I made my way toward him.
He looked incredibly sharp and had a captivating scent. Dressed in a striking all-red ensemble paired with white Air Force sneakers, he sported a Rolex on his wrist and a stylish Cuban link silver chain around his neck. His mullet was complemented by a fresh fade on both sides, adding to his overall polished appearance.
I can't even begin to express how his smile, with those dazzling grills, made my heart flutter. It was so hard to stay composed in that moment, but I was resolved not to give in. When we embraced, I felt his hand gently caress my back, giving it a firm squeeze. Then, he leaned in and pressed a tender kiss on my shiny lips, making his own glisten in the soft light.
"You look so good mamas." Jey said softly.
"You do too Papa, these flowers for me? I'm surprised you remembered." I Joked while taking the roses from him.
"Of course they're for you, why would I forget yo' favorite flowers huh?" He said pressing a soft kiss on my cheek.
As we stepped out the door, I couldn't help but roll my eyes at him while he clasped his big hands around mine, the sound of Jasmine's voice echoing behind us.
"TAKE CARE OF HER JOSHUA, AND DICK HER DOWN GOOD!" She yelled out as I raised my middle finger at her, while Jey shook his head and laughed at the scene.
I felt an overwhelming urge to express my frustration when she said that out loud, knowing the neighbors could hear her. I kept reminding myself that I wouldn’t back down tonight, repeating it in my mind to boost my confidence and regain control over the situation.
Jey held the door open for me, allowing me to slide into the car before he closed it. I watched him dash around to the driver's side, where he quickly got in, shut the door, and started backing out of the driveway, taking us to our destination.
As I gazed out the window, the stars twinkled in the night sky, and the moon cast its gentle light over the darkness. While we drove toward the restaurant, I felt his hand softly resting on my thigh, and I stole a quick glance at him, savoring the moment.
He looked incredibly handsome tonight; it's hard to believe someone like him can be so striking. His charm is timeless, and I found myself captivated by him as he drove.
"You done eye fucking me or what baby girl?" Jey said as I turned my head quick.
"Boy, nobody was eye fucking you, don't get into yo' head." I remarked while feeling his hand slide up a bit.
He was too close to my pussy he tryna be slick to make me fold for him tonight but that's not going to happen, we stopped at the red light as his hand began rubbing my folds causing me to swallow a lump in my throat.
"You nasty mamas, no panties? giving me access to this huh?"
"W-whatever nigga." I stammered on my words as his fingers were rubbing on my clit slowly and steadily.
"You saying that now but you ain't stopping me from doing this to you so what's up?" Before I could say anything the light had turn green and we continued to drive on towards the place keeping his fingers there.
I bit the bottom of the lip trying maintain my focus as he was rubbing my clit so nicely it felt like I was losing control over the situation, to gain some control I moved my hand towards his thigh rubbing against his stiff member through his jeans.
He flinched at my touch glancing at me with a smirk on my face. "Two can play it this game papa." Jey had a smirk on his face while shaking his head.
"You wanna keep playin? Imma have yo' ass fold before I do I know you Mimi."
"I know you too Joshua." Since he want to tease me and shit I might as well do the same thing to get things shaken up a bit.
We arrived at the restaurant, and as he parked in the lot, he gently pulled his hands away from under my dress. He turned off the engine and stepped out of the car, making his way to my side to open the door for me.
I grasped his hand, noticing the shadows in his eyes that spoke of both darkness and desire. It brought a smile to my face, realizing the kind of influence I had over him—something that perhaps the girl he was with couldn't achieve.
He spun me around to admire my dress, and then playfully gave my backside a light slap, making me yelp in surprise while laughing. As he drew me in closer, I caught a whiff of his cologne—my absolute favorite.
He gently pressed his lips against my cheek and murmured something that sent shivers down my spine. "imma fuck the shit out of you after this." I touched his nose making eye contact with him.
"You talk a big game Mr Fatu, without knowing who's going to fold first after tonight and it's goin to be you." I said in a cocky tone.
"Nah, it's goin' to be you because you know how I can handle you don't forget who run this shit baby girl." His hand was wrapped around my throat kissing me on the lips making my pussy ache for his touch.
Ain't no way in hell imma fold because of him.
☞ After dinner, the atmosphere was filled with playful teasing and gentle touches during the drive home. When he finally parked in Jasmine's driveway, he shifted the car into park, unbuckled his seatbelt, and leaned toward the back seat, curling his finger to beckon me over. I happily obliged.
I found myself sitting on his lap, feeling his hands lift my dress as he gently traced circles around my backside before playfully giving me a light smack and holding me firmly.
"I told you didn't I? you folded first before I did." Jey said.
"Shut up and come eat this pussy boy." I noticed how effortlessly he laid me back on the leather seat, making sure my dress stayed draped over my stomach without a second thought.
He bent closer, our bodies meeting as he pressed his lips to mine. The kiss deepened, slow and intense, while my fingers wove through his curls, allowing him to guide the moment.
"You gon' let me eat this pussy out? This my dessert for tonight." He murmured between the kiss.
"Mhm, come get your dessert papa." I murmured back as he pulled away from the kiss placing his face between my thighs kissing them gently.
MINI SMUT WARNING - JEY AND MIYORI Jey placed kisses on her pussy lips before swirling his tongue on her clit once he did that he locked his strong arms around her thighs so that she wouldn't leave keeping her in place.
Miyori forgot how crazy this man can get whenever it comes to her feeling him French kissing her pussy so well it made her arch her like on the leather seat, her fingers curled up in his curls.
"Oh my god, Joshua." She moaned.
"Mhmm, imma claim what's mine that shouldn't have been taken in the first place, he couldn't do you like this huh mamas?" He groaned out in the air.
Miyori managed to shake her head while he was devour her pussy pulling on her folds before heading back in with his tongue lapping around her empty hole.
His tongue was perfectly performing magically, darting and twirling over her wet cunt hearing her letting out the most beautiful moans that he loved to hear from her.
She tried squirming away only for him to pull her closer to his lips eating her like it was his last meal of his life had her screaming his name, his tongue lapped over her clit giving it slow and steady licks in between before sucking on her swollen clit.
Miyori could feel her orgasm building and building up each time he was sucking in her clit, he inserted two fingers inside of her curling them up perfectly while pumping them in and out having her seeing stars.
"Joshuaaaa, ouuu s-shit." She whimpered softly gazing down at him seeing him look up at her like he was a lion catching his prey at night.
His fingers were hitting her g-spot so good she started to lose herself through his touch, he was fucking her through it letting his moist muscles lap around her aching hole.
"This all mine right? You mines right? Tell me you love me." Jey growled as she felt her pussy vibrating to his sudden growls.
His fingers were thrusting deeper and deeper inside of her swirling his tongue like crazy as she was gripping onto his biceps tightly almost digging her manicure nails into his skin.
"Daddyyyy, I love you so fucking much, ouuu shit."
Miyori was shaking and squirming around for her release within seconds with her eyes rolling in the back of her head.
She let out a loud scream as waves of her orgasm washed over her feeling her body shaking along with her juices flowing out of her like a river listening to him slurping her up like a slurpy.
But he wasn't done with her not just yet he continued to slurp all of her juices up before continuing to suck in her swollen bud, thrusting his fingers in a fast manner.
She tried pushing him away due to her being sensitive now but he didn't care not one bit he wanted her to remember this while he was gone—remembering that she belonged to him and only him.
"Joshuaa, I-I can't, I-I fucking can'ttttt." Miyori whined.
"Yes you can baby girl, gimmie another one for daddy, give me that shit." Jey demanded fucking her with his fingers relentlessly as she rolled her eyes in the back of her head.
Suddenly, another orgasm washed over her yet again causing her to have tears running down her eyes messing up her make up in the process screaming his name out loud.
Letting more and more of her juice flow out of her as he sucked it up with ease letting her make a mess in the back seat basically marking her territory.
He stepped back, playfully smacking her backside, watching as her body quivered. Leaning in, he gently pressed his lips against hers, which quickly escalated into a passionate kiss, allowing her to savor the sweetness of their connection.
SMUT OVER
My body trembled as he softly caressed my thighs, his gentle touch bringing comfort. He placed tender, wet kisses along my neck, all the while wiping away the tears that streamed down my face.
"God, you didn't have to do me like that Joshua." I remarked, shaping my lips into a playful pout.
He chuckled at me, "I gotta leave my mark on you mamas." He said as I managed to hit him in his chest.
We tidied ourselves up after noticing the chaos in his backseat. As we stepped out of the car, I feigned surprise at how all of this could have come from me. I intertwined my fingers with his as he guided me up the steps to my door.
He embraced me tightly, his arms around my waist, gently swaying us back and forth. Our eyes locked, his gaze deep in my chocolate brown ones, as I mirrored his affection.
"You worked hard today papa." I teased earning a whack on my ass.
He looked down at me, his tongue brushing over his lips before he pressed them together.
The way he gazed at me stirred something deep within as I gently held his chin, my thumb softly gliding across his cheek.
"I worked very hard tonight huh? What more I gotta do to get you back Ma?" He asked rubbing circles around my ass cheeks.
"It's a lot more you gotta do in order to win my heart again so I hope you don't suffer while being on the road when she isn't giving you the attention you need."
I gently tangled my fingers in his curls, giving a slight tug that made him let out a soft groan, while he instinctively placed his hand around my throat. "You know just how to get me there don't you huh?"
I smiled at him innocently, "of course papa, that's why you have to work very hard for this but you need to go and get some rest okay?" After that he kissed me on the lips lifting me up by my thighs.
He placed me down on my feet letting me go.
"Drive Safely okay? I'll see you again papa." I said.
"A'ight then mamas I love you." Those words again made me stop in my tracks turning my head to look at him with a smile. "I love you too idiot." I went inside of the house while shutting the door behind me seeing Jasmine in front of me.
"Y'all two are nasty as fuck." Jasmine commented on.
"Girl, what the fuck ever like yo' ass don't be loud late at night with yo' nigga leave me alone." I retorted while heading upstairs.
☞ JEY As I lay in the hotel bed, scrolling through my social media, I came across the story I posted of Miyori looking absolutely stunning tonight. It hit me hard—I'm already feeling her absence.
I wasn't concerned about Jaida's anger; if she had noticed, she would understand the history I shared with Miyori. As I was reflecting on that, I noticed a text message from Miyori, which included two attachments.
Mimi💓 sent a message & two attachments.
Mimi💓:


Mimi💓: here go some pictures to keep you company on your drive goodnight 💗
When I tell you I felt myself getting hard I was hard as a rock I was not letting her get away with this looking all fine and shit.
iMessage 💬 Joshua🖤: no bring that ass back here ain't no going to sleep Mimi Mimi💓: Joshua you tired me out tonight we can talk about this tmr Joshua🖤: hell nah you think you slick huh? Mimi💓: what? Idk what you talkin' about papa Joshua🖤: yk what I gotchu when I see yo' ass again you hear me? Mimi💓: mhm loud and clear Josh Joshua🖤: goodnight little girl Mimi💓: nighhht🫶🏽💋
I couldn't help but laugh at myself, shaking my head as I realized she was driving me a little crazy. I set my phone on the charger and settled into bed, taking a moment to get comfortable and adjust myself.
She was going to be mine again and I stand on that shit.
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A/n: is Jey going to crash out while being away from Miyori?
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ive been meaning to make this post for weeks but im trying to avoid doing hw rn so heres a list of my fav caitvi fics that ive read so far
"I Did a Number on You" by stingingscoprion (smut one-shot)
it's the author's take on the caitvi sex scene (or how they saw it going down, since it was released before act 3 came out). after i read it i was reallyyyy hoping that the sex scene would go something like this since i thought it would be right after the caitvi argument scene </3 sometimes i still pretend it was this way just cuz it was written so well and so true to their characters imo and it holds weighted conversation w cait apologizing etc etc that i think a lot of people were hoping for. i absolutely adore the way the author wrote out their dialogue.
"Creature Comforts" by belmione
this takes place after the battle scene. it's just a deep conversation between caitlyn and mel while cait's in recovery. vi is briefly in it but i really loved the take and again i thought the author did cait and mel a lot of justice because i loveddd the way their conversation played out. honestly i think it could pass for a deleted / unreleased scene from the show.
"you were the crash and now i break" by goldfyshie927 (smut one-shot)
one of my FAVORITE takes on caitvi hate sex. it takes place between act 1 and act 2 (so during the time that vis a pitfighter and caits a commander). cait sneaks out to go clubbing and ends up finding vi (who's also a dj in this fic).
"your dearest fantasy (i could be a good mother)" by shadowsandsouls (smut but also has a larger plot - multichapter)
BARK BARK BARK BARK BARK BARK!!!!! PROBABLY HAS TO BE MY FAV CAITVI FIC OF ALL TIMEEEEE I THINK ABOUT IT SO MUCH!!!!! cait and vi talk about the prospect of having kids after sex one day and it basically goes into their journey of trying to get pregnant. the author did soooo much research into league lore and it has to be one of the bestest most in-character fic i've EVERRRR read. ALSO ALSO PREGNANT VI!!!!! this fic was the entire reason i even decided id be down with caitvi ever having kids because the author wrote their struggles SO WELL and SO REALISTICALLY. every single time they spoke i was just shocked at how accurate it was to their characters. if caitvi ever did have biological kids i will accept it in no other way than this.
"The Space Between" by urdnot_wrekt (smut one-shot)
it's a smut one-shot that takes place after the mel and jayce and vi and caitlyn meeting before the final battle. it's the author's take on what happens the night before the battle (yes cait and vi have sex again). but it's not even about the sex i think the author made the emotion SO poignant and i could seriously imagine so much of the heartache that cait and vi were feeling in span of this fic.
"crawling back to you" by sweetpea56 (multichapter)
it's a fix-it fic that takes place during act 2 but i believe it diverges afterwards. it's the author's take on some scenes we never got to see, especially from caitlyn's perspective, and it starts off after caitlyn interrogates singed. i really like this fic cuz firstly so much of caitlyns character seems very realistic from what's been put up so far and i feel like the author has a good understanding of her character. we didn't really get to see much of caitlyns thought process in season 2 which is why i love this fic becuase the author does a really good job of doing that and on outlining her redemption arc a little bit.
"A Thing That Wants" by esotericarms (multichapter AU with some smut)
it's a modern setting but it still takes place in between zaun and piltover. cait's a journalist and vi's a boxer. cait is assigned to report on vi and of course smut and romance ensues. i really liked this fic i thought the yearning was written so well and the au was such an interesting idea.
#i will deifnitely have more later im reading several rn but yeah these are some that stand out to me#caitvi#arcane#caitlyn kiramman#vi#caitlyn
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yknowwww there is something... deeply uncomfortable about the way mel never speaks directly to viktor in the 'build hextech weapons' scene. she really only speaks to jayce. plenty of people have pointed this out already but like the one scene they actually share a meaningful interaction and she treats him like he's beneath her. all this after jayce has emphasized how important viktor is, that hextech is theirs, together. she unequivocally ices him out, there's no other way to interpret this scene. the way it's shot too - from viktor's perspective, looking up at her, as though to reinforce the same belief in him. like he doesn't even bother expecting respect from her - or anyone from the upper echelon of piltover. he's fully accustomed to being dehumanized by everyone around him at this point. sometimes even by jayce, despite the trust they clearly have in each other.
then of course after this scene is viktor experimenting on himself. it's pretty clear that he has internalized his own dehumanization. crazy.
#dont open these tags unless you want to read an essay im so serious#quick disclaimer i do properly ship jayvik as of s2e9 aha#sorry abt the like. spam. but yk this what rewatching an insanely detailed show with fresh eyes does to a mfer#arcane#.txt#i think mel and jayce (among others) both exhibit the same kind of casual classism#jayce somewhat more obviously with his whole 'the zaunites are dangerous' spiel#and mel more subtly. its in the way she shows very little concern for the plight of the undercity until yk. it explodes in her face#she's been on the council for a decade. has done little but rub elbows with the elites of piltover and amass her own fortune#pretty clear she hasn't so much as blinked at the horrific state of zaun. this makes her a very willing participant in its oppression fyi#and then of course her treatment of viktor#ive seen it pretty heavily debated and i don't really see any reason to deny or defend these actions of hers#likewise when jayce accosts viktor and reprimands him for going to the undercity or makes a hextech weapon there's no reason to excuse him#these are clear examples of classist behaviour and i dont think it does anybody any favours to ignore it#jayvik#<-tagged bc those who do not want to read criticism of or about mel will likely have it blocked#im not here to stir the pot thanks#there's also something a bit kooky about the idea of 2 privileged rich kids commiserating about the sad state of the undercity#meanwhile a literal resident of said undercity whose perspective they could REALLY use is dying in a lab using his own body to try and#cure a common zaunite ailment/disease#meanwhile they wont help until they feel piltover is 'safe' (aka has WMDs to use against any perceived threat aha....)#anyway#its all very complicated and i dont doubt that their intentions were good (...mostly) but the road to hell and all that#it just rly bothers me that viktor was like. right there. a wealth of insight into zaun. and neither jayce nor mel even bother engaging him
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and also "putting everyone in a simulation will make it all ok 👍" and also "let's park next to this random system's sun" and also "we can't live on our own planet because of our own folly" and so on
#and also an inablity to accept the inevitable...etc etc#i thought of some more but then i forgot them 😋#originally wanted to post this with other sillies but then i was like. well i dont wanna spoil anyone on either a these games so erm. ya#nine sols#outer wilds#nine sols spoilers#outer wilds spoilers#outer wilds echoes of the eye#echoes of the eye spoilers#echoes of the eye#if youve played nine sols could i recommend outer wilds: a space exploration game where u play as a cute and short lookin alien whos#unraveling the mysteries of their solar system although there isnt any combat and although there are horrors theyre not like. well.#nobodies bein harvested thats for sure. and its very much about the story#and if youve played outer wilds uhh. i. dont really know if i can recommend nine sols even though i Can summarize it as a game where u do#explore and there is space and u Are an alien (from a humans pov) and you Are cute and short (from a humans pov)(until u learn the horrors)#and there Are horrors but erm. well. shrug emote. it Is a combat game thats the primary reason#the horrors are less the horrors of space and how easy it is for you to die and the idea of said causes of death and also the unknown. and#more the sins of some REALLY fucked up cats. ethically dubious science sins. actual guts bein spilled. i mean i aint actin like the warning#of the game id recommend lookin those up. sure is a game tho (i cried)(just like w outer wilds)#feels like i could recommend a non combat game to a combat game player easier than the other way round#the theoretical combat game player would be capable of playing a non combat game right#feels harder to imagine the other way around. then again i Did find outer wilds mechanically difficult at times in a way that combat games#can challenge me. so. shrug#all that matters is if u enjoyed the dialogue n interactions in nine sols...if u didnt vibe w that then im unsure how much outer wilds woul#vibe for you. etc etc#idk why i started typing up a whole ass recommendation in the tags. anyway have at ye#idk who'd read this far but i salute you FSDHLFSDHKSFDH
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merry xmas! im drinking rum with aleks and listening to some really old techno. i blurted everything about ouro and all the tough things surrounding, and its future, and i got so excited i yelled and yodeled into the dead and dark forest. it's been such. such a good christmas. 2025 got nothing on me. we live we die and we fucking live again. hold my hand. giggle with me. have some zacapa. i love you
#!!!!!!!#when the end of year actually feels like the exhale of a breath you've held for years? i mean. this feels almost too good to be true#not to say im not struggling. but its hard to acknowledge that when everything feels like this. like hope. like homecoming.#a force majeure of optimism but still. grounded? real? yeah. real. more real than anything has felt in years and years#i wish you a lovely holiday whether you celebrate or not#and i wish. i wish upon a thousand stars and the black matter in between that i can be present for the creativity that is a physical thing#an anchor in my body. an anvil. something i just yearn to make real and place in someone elses hands#i have no idea if im doing it the right way! if it reads as i recieve it from the frail ends of my synapses. but god damn it if i wont try#ouro got me this far (even if you had to wait for the story- the story gave me what i needed to just. change what needed to be changed befo#e I tell it to you. i truly don't know how to explain it. im just shaking your shoulders and rattling trees and telling the cosmos thank yo#!!!!! augh difficult to explain can't do it#im smiling angelically at you while man o to is playing on the speakers. and there are stars in the sky and good company beside me.#hope tonight treats you kindly#happy holidays<3
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Hello! I just discovered your blog and I immediately became captivated by your webcomic, but I'm unsure where to read all of it. I know it's on Webtoons, but I can see it hasn't been updated for a while, and you still post about it.
Are your physical novels just prints of the webcomic? Are they a continuation? Is the story complete? Thanks in advance!
Hi there!
Glad you found me and are enjoying my comic!
It's only on webtoons, and the story is not complete yet! We're 2/3 of the way through right now. It's currently on hiatus, and it's scheduled to come back in about 2 months!
I'll explain why it's been so long if you're curious, but also for my followers who might also be wondering about it under the cut. Sorry, it's pretty much just me complaining haha
I took a month off I took 2 months to get the books printed I took a month to prepare my next comic and I took 2 months to write the rest of the series (I knew the character arcs I wanted, but not the time periods or mysteries!!!) I've been working on actual episodes since then
I had to take some time off because of some pretty extreme burnout due to the sheer amount of work it was to draw over 800 pages and write 6 complete stories in a year and a half... I was getting sick almost weekly due to the overwork, it was really really bad honestly. I was having to work 60+ hours every week just to keep up...
The nature of the comic itself is also difficult... Each of the arcs is a complete, self contained story which can be read (ideally) without context, and my arcs need to be about 10-13 episodes each... And since I have an exact number of episodes to work with, it's even harder.
It takes a ton of planning and a ton of refinement, and working week to week with no breaks I was forced to put out second or even first drafts, so I just wasn't happy with the work I was doing... And to do that for the rest of the series? I wouldn't be proud of the work I did.
Plus... To be entirely honest, webtoon has treated me quite badly IN MY OPINION... They deprioritized me before I launched (I had to beg for more promotion, I'm not exaggerating), they outright denied me the opportunity to even ask for a raise, I don't make any money on fast pass and they pay me less than my partner makes working at trader joes. My first editor left me completely hanging, my second editor (who I loved) was fired... And they told me I wouldn't get a third season before my first season even finished. So it was just repeatedly completely demoralizing.
I'm sorry it has taken so long, it'll have been 10 months by the time I come back. But I realized... I won't get promotion either way. I won't get more episodes either way. I won't get more money either way. So to finish everything, to make it feel good, to make it something I'm proud of, I chose to take longer to make it better.
I am fully aware I will lose a significant amount of my readership for this and it might genuinely affect my career moving forward. But it's what I had to do! So I'm sticking to my guns on it, and I'm confident long term it'll be worth it. It never could have been this good if I didn't take this much time.
#asks#steakandpeanutbuttersandwiches#I'm SO sorry youre new and you asked me such a benign question and I responded with... this... LMAO#I swear to god I tried to make it as short as possible#theres just a lot auauuaghkhgjk#basically. way too much work. not enough money.#so it either is gonna be good and take longer or be worse but come back faster#and I chose to take longer#so.#I'm really sorry and I wish that this decision didn't also come with the... pretty much guarantee that it will negatively impact my career.#I will lose readers. I will lose potential readers for my future work. it looks bad on me as a creator to take such a big break. etc. etc.#but it's good. it's so good. you have to trust me it's like the best stuff Ive ever written#it. ok well to be honest#it'll probably feel extremely simple and extremely natural#but it's been SO much work LMAO#I am not exaggerating I have written over 200 pages of scapped ideas to get to where it is#I'm sure it won't make sense why it took so long while reading but you gotta trust me LMAO#ideally it doesnt even 'feel' different right. cause its gotta be cohesive with the whole thing#but there is SO MUCH TO WRAP UP#THERES SO MUCH#and to make that feel natural in this little space oh my GOD it is so hard#ok omfg I'm doing it again I'm going on way too long again IM SO SORRY#YOURE NEW HERE AND IM DOING THIS IMMEDIATELy#this is like 90% for my followers who I know are curious about this and I'm just using you as a jumping off point to talk about it#cause I don't really like to make standalone posts very often#I likely will make some kind of official announcement about it when the date is extremely set in stone#right now I think it's still only tentatively scheduled so it could still change#and I'll say something more... refined and restrained... then.#but for now this is like. actually everything. I think#I'm sure I forgot something but whatever lmfao
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glad that the ragatha post seems to be resonating w ppl :)
#as someone who has ocd and ptsd ragatha feels very like. familiar#and it influences how i write her#my source for being able to write the resulting obsessions is me because ik from experience how it works#since i have very prominent ocd that incorporates themes that have to do w ptsd#sorry for psychoanalyzing you ragatha it will happen again#also fun fact!#the img i just posted is actually slightly related to the comic i made...#theyre not right after one another or smth but#the idea behind the comic actually had to do w what i was trying to depict in the prev img#that she gets very obsessed w making sure the people around her are like.... still alive#and will compulsively check in on them sometimes#my reasoning is tht in ep 1 she checks on kaufmo. in ep 2 she checks on pomni#which obv can be read as not too deep it can just be her being nice#but like.... idk#w the way sshe acts abt the literally everything else its like#it really feels like smth she does. just gets stuck in a loop abt the idea tht anyone that isnt in her line of sight couldve abstracted#and goes to check bc esp in unpleasant situations and when traumas involved its way harder to resist compulsions#esp when they give you the illusion of control in a still-traumatizing scenario#anyway. im rambling#ocd ptsd ragatha is just a very dear concept to me
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more rejuv things but its. its just this guy again, im sorry shes all i can draw
#everyday im like i wanna draw :] and then i just end up with this thing on the page#i refuse to draw hands holding. because i cannot and im too lazy to figure it out#oh yea a couple of these i havent posted before because theyre lame to me but ill put them here for now#anyways!!#i was gonna say something about a couple of these but i forgot#oh well#pokemon rejuvenation#does she. lose her ribbon in blacksteeple. i forgot#she still has it to me..#to me her c15 hair tie is a torn part of the ribbon#anyways again. yesterday i finally figured out what the rejuvrp is. very cool stuff im so incredibly intrigued by it#i have no idea whats going on! but it looks so cool ill try to read it more later.#oh right again about the rejuvrp thing. the character designs ive seen are so so so cool i want to draw them so bad#i think i have to ask about that first though and there is! no way i am going to do that!!! i do not want to bother them#and i think my heart would explode from the fear of it all before i even typed the message.#that and im very lazy! theres a very good chance i wouldnt even draw it in the first place#anyways unrelated but i think if i get another comment from someone on something i Will Actually Explode.#i see someone said something and it kills me on the daily. what is happening... thank you.. i appreciate it very much...#sorry to whoever read all of that. um. hi youre really cool and i hope you have a good day/night#i think being on twitter has done something to me i have to leave it immediately. anyways back to twitter#wait actually i should go back to playing rejuv. im still in the grove from when i first posted the gym leader melia au. im afraid to leave#also play pokemon rejuvenation no i will not stop saying that everytime i post one of these
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every now and then i experience brief moments of self-awareness telling me to make major changes to the fusionsprunt story
#queue#maybe it has to do with this need of visualizing it as an actual tv show. it's not necessarily a bad thing#it's so much fun to question what would happen if a specific part was rewritten or twisted into smth else. how would it work and all#for example. i've been thinking. what if Hunter was an actual robot? how does his interaction with Exocannis and B2 change bcs of it? :0#i dont think that part will be rewritten but it's an interesting possibility#one thing i wanted to change is Gideon's lore though!#the way he disregards B2 doesn't sit right w me (and ig it didn't with everyone else who read the lore)#also! there's not much info about his childhood. it was nice until BOO TRAUMAAA.#overall i wanted to introduce him some other way. the way Gideon Rigell would do!#perhaps with a little comic? a loose dialogue in an artwork of sorts#comparing him to who he is currently is like going. wow! good job buddy ur getting better! but also you should probably seek therapy...#as for B2. i have some ideas.#some times i enjoy exploring new designs in which she looks VERY non-human or has some sort of non-human mentality#a true alien!#i wanna redesign her siblings and make all of them have an 'x' somewhere in their names#what if Beatrix had 4 siblings? what if she was the 'youngest'? what if they were all created by the same person#a person who was responsible for their creation but who also treated them like their own children#some kind of enthusiastic visionary with a passion for robotics who genuinely cared for machines. even 'mindless' ones#Also B2's relation to the Holloway Comet#like no. that's the. that's The Mother. that's the mother guys that's UNQUESTIONABLE#im talking about Monument Mythos vibes yknow. about giant n terrifying monuments/objects#i'm also cooking up ideas for comics focused solely on Bee#oneshots of sorts.... i should probably start sketching......#why am i having good ideas when i barely slept last night HSBWYSBWHDBHQHASSHHA#starbstalks
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Saw one of the mean girl group (four or five big writers) anyway, day absolute ruined, I though -I was sure- I had them all blocked.
(They write a lot of basic white(gringo) dark fanfic, so maybe I'm just taking it the bad way. But I genuinely think they mean bitches, doing exactly the popular girls proces, where something is omg so funny heheha so crazy😜 until is done by someone out of their group (or simply on a bad day), then suddenly is "Can't you take this seriously 😠? You are disrespecting me as a person/writer, blocked💅"
What am i saying? I don't dislike them, I fucking hate them.
#atenceladusiaawfytbwb me be saying 🤠🧐#thatbkind of poeple‚ are just fucking cunts and should be 'skiped'. But since apparently is a characteristic of being popular‚ well‚ 🙃#let me desahogarme: 1) Theyre ultra yapper on that 'freedom of speech'‚ 'its just fiction'‚ 'live and let live'‚#'if you don't like it (me) just fucking block'- all good‚ no? Boy arent they the fucking police later‚ about EVERYTHING and EVERYONE#2) the fucking high-school mean girl (very related to 1): something is so so good‚ and so so right‚ and so so funny... inside their clique.#Then is fucking disrespectful and patronizing and evil. Punctual example: talking and banter and reblogging and commenting between them‚#like about something on common‚ lets say an abc fanfic and this and that‚ how crazy it is‚ process of making it‚ ideas#fun facts/ideas. all very positive and lighthearted and juat nice‚ entertaining to see. Then like the next day 🙃 an ask (that i hope#was anon‚ because girl‚ no one deserves that) about how it was‚ how is going. Boy. And first let me ve cery very clear I know the most basic#ettiquete about fanficnand writers: you dont press‚ you dont ask‚ there simply is not a polite or decent way to asknfor updates or dates#one just doesnt do that. I myself have have experiencing the very disheartening/infuriating experience where the comment#is “oh thank fuck‚ though you quit/abandoned the fic”. That was NOT the case‚ it involved asking for some timeline or so‚ but in no way was#it pressing for a date or updates or anything‚ and‚ it was very withing the previous dinamic‚ of just asking and talking and so. Said blog#owner juat fucking demolished the asker: “Oh.my.god how dare you? who do you think you are? you come to my house and talking to me like#this? You're a very disgusting human being and you must know it. this level of disrespect and patronizing- and it just went on and on. And#that is actually a very vafy important part of the 'mean' girl part. its not just rejecting‚ but it HAS to be through some shit long discour#se. Owner just went on and on on how unbeliabable the ask was (not like it was a normal ask itself‚ very polite itself#and very very tamely withing what they had been doing with the clique prior. Anyway‚ that was the star. everything just was like that.#im afraid that without that call‚ id still just following them and reading them‚ just here and then thinking “phew‚ you really gotta talk to#them a certain way to not upset them‚ haha😬“ anyway#cod fandom#cod mwii#tlou fandom#tlou#tlou 2
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tuinkign ablout. Hanahaki Disease adn how we aplareentlt have a similar thing in our system. those Effected dont cough up flowers (... often) but instead find that certain flowers sprout off of them at random. it's not painful until it Is (#yearning and all) and Yes the members mainly effected by this are our bpd holders . and then daisy but whatever the fuck is going on with daisy is like. idk he's an outlier adn should not be counted
#pk;m curly🩹#suffice to say im finding it hard to sleep with all this lavender everywhere#i. well . Y'KNOW. <2#usually the lavender sprouts from our heads. just behind our ears. at random mind you. or maybe there's correlation#maybe it's whenever you're on our mind. which is... often‚ yes‚ but‚#fhfhdhdhdjfn#sometimes the love gets. painful to feel. it overflows and that's when the flowers start sprouting inside our chests i think#and that's not like. a death wish or anything it doesn't kill us. it's like a minor nuisance that'll ease up in a few hours#but usually the flowers appear behind our ears. a symbol to show how much you mean to us.#in my case specifically they sprout all through the gaps in my bandages. Alllll over my head. i dont exactly have ears anymore for#the flowers to sprout behind. dhdhdhfbfdj#and right now i feel one lodged in my chest. it'll dissipate in a lil bit but for now... mm.#it... hurts. in a good way.#if i remember I'll tell you to your face but whenever you read this i want you to know that loving you is not hard at all.#easiest thing in the world‚ really#you mean the world to us and I'm glad we met you. I'm glad we stayed alive long enough for our paths to cross#... i do have an art idea based off this but it leans more into the horror of hanahaki but i think it'll be fun#@🗡️#this. go.t rambly sorry
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man makes a post specifically about /mike's/ level of comfort to do overtly gay shit, and how often it's /will/ who gets written as the uncomfortable one, people read it on mike and will's ability to do public gay shit /together/ in hawkins. okay
stopppfbshsjsbsbd it's ok 💔 the mike angst jus doesn't hit like the will angst does on bylertruther.edu.gov i guess.. they were going based off of someone else's tags so thts why it steered tht way i think.
one day we will be able to acknowledge that mike's inability to withstand even the most innocent and brief of touches with will specifically and his constant pushing will away and hyperfocusing on el may be something more in the realm of mike struggling with his sexuality and his feelings and choosing to focus on the less scary and more "normal" thing as a means of trying to get control over his situation instead of just.... (looks at the gen tag) assuming that mike is a gay disaster with no depth who is in a relationship with a girl he knows he doesn't romantically love but obviously that's as deep as that goes and there's nothing more to it or troubling about that at all? okay ❤️
mike can't hug will, can't even brush arms with him, but that's just because.... (checks tag again) will is so unbelievably sexy that it melts his brain? ok. mike is in a relationship with a girl he doesn't like Like That or in the Correct way and he STAYS in it even though he feels like shit and tries his best to make it work and worries the entire time over it way more than even she does.... but nah. he's fine! he's got that shit on lock bc he's clearly the king of compartmentalizing and self-acceptance. he'll jump right into that gay shit easy peasy and kiss will on the mouth asap!!
like. jdvdjsnshahajsn. rambling in this ask bc my tummy hurty which is making me feel like my brain is a box of bees tht someone just shook but i just. mike as a character is so endlessly fascinating there's an entire WORLD to explore in him as a queer dude in his precarious position like. it's a wealth of angst it pulls at your heartstrings he feels so much but he can't express it he Refuses to express it until he has no other choice and they're at the literal end of the fucking line he ruins things and then he tries desperately to fix them he knows his loved ones so well that he knows just where to strike and what to say to make it better like he's just . he thought he had to let go of what he loved to be a man he quit holding and touching his gay best friend that he has feelings for and tossed him to the side in favor of his gf who is supposed to resemble him.
i just. HE LITERALLY DOES THAT WITH NO ONE ELSE?! AND YOU GUYS (/gen) THINK ITS WEIRD AND CRAZY AND OOC FOR HIM TO BE HESITANT TO DO GAY SHIT..... TO BE SCARED TO ENGAGE WITH THAT PART OF HIMSELF EYES WIDE OPEN KNOWINGLY WALKING INTO THE LIGHT AND EMBRACING THAT LARGER THAN LIFE CHANGE WHICH IS SO OFTEN A DEATH SENTENCE........ YOU THINK IT'D BE WEIRD OF MIKE WHEN WE ALREADY KNOW HE DOESN'T ALLOW HIMSELF THE SAME GRACE, UNDERSTANDING, OR ACCEPTANCE AS HE DOES OTHERS?
takes a deep breath and plops down on ur dash . i jus have a lot of Mike Feelings okay ...... i see an opportunity to speak on him n i Take it!!!!!!! there is so much to him and his experience and people just don't want to come anywhere near it or any of the possibilities and it Kills me it really does .
#the ppl on tht post were right im not saying they were wrong at all we were jus having diff conversations ❤️#bc although it can be fun to read about Out and Proud mike chasing will ..... i do like to consider the natural continuation of what we've#seen on our screen and the way that mike would approach a romance with another boy. for himself first and foremost#it's such a common queer experience and yet... it gets no love or acknowledgement here#ive said it fifty times but mike couldn't even hug or touch will................. meanwhile he was hugging and touching other dudes.....#the difference? mike doesn't have feelings for those dudes. so the true difference is the homosexuality involved.#laikeeeeeeeeee im just saying............... even will can continue to touch other dudes even the ones he's in love with..........#but mike can't..... and mike is the one that pushes will away and lashes out and gets mean and acts weird....#but somehow the idea of mike not being as enthusiastic or eager as a lot of ppl assume is Weird. ok ❤️#asks
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