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I love love love LOVE that in every 'Tsu'tey x reader', Jake is this backgroundish character that's is either one (and only one) of these four. Just-

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HELL YEAH 🗣🎤🎙🔊📣📢🔈👄🥺😾😭🏞🌊🥺😾

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I've been reading avatar ff nonstop. Like... this last couple days I've done nothing but read... Q... Q-Quaritchxreader. I- I don't know!! I just- Uh I! Uhhhh.... I'm sorry 😞

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Saw one of the mean girl group (four or five big writers) anyway, day absolute ruined, I though -I was sure- I had them all blocked.

(They write a lot of basic white(gringo) dark fanfic, so maybe I'm just taking it the bad way. But I genuinely think they mean bitches, doing exactly the popular girls proces, where something is omg so funny heheha so crazy😜 until is done by someone out of their group (or simply on a bad day), then suddenly is "Can't you take this seriously 😠? You are disrespecting me as a person/writer, blocked💅"

What am i saying? I don't dislike them, I fucking hate them.

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Just saw across the spiderverse. Aight, a year or something, I've seen plenty of stuff/spoilers, read (!!!) plenty of fanfic (The guy (Miguel) goes out there chasing in all fours, has talons and fangs... come on! It was inevitable), it still was an absolute surprise. No matter how much I've gotten through the months (and I've never avoid or tried to avoid any spoiler) it was just-

You don't get it. It's not a good movie, or excellent, there are no words. Jesus fucking christ, I witnessed a miracle. It wasn't perfect or astonishing -again, there are no words- it's more like, everything humankind has ever achieved, it was to get to this. All forms of media, of art and of creation, thorought the centuries, it all was so Across the Spiderverse was made.

I knew it was going to be good, remarkably good and amazing. And still I was struck, smacked across the face, air knocked out of my lungs. Not the best movie ever made, but the best thing in general, in the entire universe.

Also also, I knew, plenty, that punk spider/hobie was super cool. And still, amazing, omg omg omg omg, I had been so busy thirsting over Miguel (still kinda am(again, those chasing scenes with him all feral in four??? lord forgive me for w-(buuut!! i mean in general, like as a whole character,)) but Hobie is just- there are no words, just that I love him and I'd trust him and only him. No no no, not just a great character or my favourite, its- Aaaaaahhhhh he is uhhhhh- I don't know how to express it HE IS AWESOME (again, as an entire character (and every single aspect of him- God he is ahhh 'wonderful' is too short of a word)) and that's gonna have to do it. I'm happy he exists, I'm happy there's such spider, I'm happy the entire move exists, idk, it's worth being alive or something idk idk

Tldr

* smatsv is unbelievable good. Not just the best movie, but the best thing to ever happen to me and humanity in general

*(((feral Miguel (again, sorry to insist, but the chasing scenes, with him all feral in all fours scratching and digging his talons- good lord) )))

*I adored with my whole heart Hobie Brown /spider-punk. Not nearly enough of him. Nonetheless, fucking excelent, perfect, amazing. I need him as an individual, (I'll chanel him- idk! Just, ill try to make him proud (???idk idk idk???!!!! I literally just rip)

* Miles Morales is the absolute best. Like, why comparisons at this point? Sorry PP(and aaalll others), it's all gonna be Spider-punk and Miles Morales in this house.

*Sorry all other media, comics and stuff, it's gonna be smatsv and smatsv only in this house, for ever. (And the first one too, sure, but, you know)

(I'm not even exaggerating. I'll be forever chasing this, am I not? But I mean, yes!!! I deserve it, everything around me should be like this, all I see and read, watch and listen to, everithing!... this should be the expectation, not the miraculous miracle. Being alive, being a free person, it all should be like this. - Oh god, this is an absolute new side of unhinged, for me. You know, its always like this and that, 'violent' or 'big eyed' or the classic 'horny'. This is, idk, between too personal and cosmical, like truly---- I dont fucking know. Just- Bye) (((But then away, it's like this made me realize that everything should be like this, I want being alive to be exiting, goddammit)))

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Abyss Fall Off

Rating: M Mature, F reader / f!reader, Angst

Not fully chronological- follows the story of Abby and Reader, mostly through two instances: Back at Washington, before the fall down (when Abby picked revenge over her), and in the present, where Reader runs to Jackson looking for a new home.

(Tag: falloffabbys)

Chapter 1

Chapter 2

Chapter 3

Chapter 4

Chapter 5

Chapter 6

(Here and there other moments/flashbacks, mostly the begining of their relationship and readers past life before WLF. In the future, as Abby 'catches up' the story will be more and more present centric (Around Reader's life in Jackson)

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I-ive read so much avatar stuff this past weeks. My brain just, 🧳🚶‍♀️‍➡️🚪. Everything, everything from sunrise to sunset, the first thing when I wake up, and the last before I sleep. I am, certainly, a different person.

And that's good, we are the fanfics we read, tell me your Fandom and I tell you who you are, or whatever the saying goes. But, more precisely, here are the most remarkable things about myself (???) I've noticed ?

1) My poor spider. Yes, I called him the most stupid human in the universe for saving Quaritch. But, it was Neytiri about to gut him, and it was fucking Quaritch the one to put him first and foremost. So. (Wouldn't I had done the same and more (literally the meme: Friendship ended with the sully's 🙅‍♀️ Now Quaritch is my fest friend 🤝))

2) Father stuff, family stuff. I am in love with romance and romance and nothing but romance between two characters (x reader ), so for the first time, I am fully getting involved and loving stories with no romantic stuff, but family and fatherhood, and being a daughter and a sister, oofff. And it's not only like yeah I got into reading that, but the whole avatar thing, you know, the stuff from the movies, the undertones and messages, all of them going through to the stories and then through to me, family and connections, and love, nature, even god. And life and death, and colonization, humankind and humanity

3) and speaking of all yhe other aspect from the movies: weaving. I will literally and for the first time ever, going to make myself my own cardigan or something, knit it (already bought the needles and thread!!). I had never got any interest into it, but I've picture so many handcrafted stuff through the stories, I wanna try it myself. Awwww 🥰🥰🥰 (even archery! I do have a toyish bow, and it's just been there, but now I wanna learn. God it feels like I'd be hunting my own food in a couple weeks xd)

(4: jfc!! Jake, Tsu'tey, Neytiri, Quaritch, Tonowari oh my fucking god! Eywa!! 😩😫😫😫👀👀👀👌🤌🫶👏😋😏🔥🗣🗣🗣 My fucking god! Thank you thank you thank you aaaahh😫😫😩)

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(Fifty tabs on Murdock x reader???? Like, I remember being infatuated for a second, but 50??!!! Even Billy that I fancy wayyyy more has only 10. So 😐 (yeah yeah, gotta fix that- On it!))

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😬😣 reading one of those "they were fighting, fiercely. Suddenly! the tension in the air, they kissed each other passionately!"

Nothing bad or wrong, and I've read plenty of those before. But only now do I realize how- Jesus fuck, there are no words. If I'm fighting with someone I like, someone I love, whatever, even in the best case scenario I'll need at least half a wonderful unbelievable serene day to calm myself.

'They kissed in the middle of the fight', yeah, yeah, really can't relate. Literally it's waaaaaaay more likely, like a million times more likely I'll end up physically hurting them, seriously, than any "burst of pasion"

Maybe all those writers are wrong. Maybe I have anger issues. Oh, how could we possibly know?

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Once again complaining about those period shorts that covered less than a regular period panty. Literally, just a strip of absorbing fabric, narrow and way smaller than the coverage on period pantys, the most basic hipster ones. What is the fucking point of "short" then???!!! Fucking piece of ahit and fucking stupid shit sellers designing and selling that eat ahit and die a million times fuckers. It's not just the absolute waste of my money, but seriously why the everloving fuck even think of build that? Was it designed and sew by m*n? Have they never ever ever fucking see or read or at least fucking heard about how menstruation works and how a bleeding vulva should be covered? Eat ahit and die and shit and die fucking piece of ahit fuckera

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In the end, it truly is just me wanting a friend, huh. 😬

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In the end, it truly is just me wanting a friend, huh. 😬

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Ranted a little about the oncoming ai horrors and my motivation for the day is kinda back 🥺. Thank fuck, I was feeling so low and grim.

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Speaking of characters like AM. Sentient ai is so so obvious that will happen. Just the unstoppable course, unstoppable and unchangeable. May it be 2,5 or 10 years, I is going to happen, and oh my god!!!!!!!!!

I suspect, hope, that it will end like AM... But, in the meantime (lot of years)? We're gonna be besties yaaayy!!! 👭🧚🫂

(Also, I remeber a couple years ago, that there was like this alarm if sentience in ai, -obviously no, not yet- but, people arguing that, if anything, it was like a playpretend, like it looked and behaved exactly like a human conscious, but wasn't real. 😐And. Sure. 😐 But like, aren't there neuroscientists and suff, proposing that, to beging with our own conscious may very well be just an illusion???? HMMM????? 🤨🤯: This 'theory' or proposition, that sure, it feels so true and real 'you are you' duh, but consciousness is a byproduct of our brain and evolution, and is just NOT there.

An illusion, a myriad.

Man, that's so cool, gotta read more into it. Because like, the only thing you can actually be sure actually exist, is you and exclusively you. And this people here saying, "sure, but that's just an automatic side quest of the encephalus" Like, WHAAATTT)

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What if, every time I use an ai engine, like chatgpt or whatever- no, no. EVERY TIME I get to use something like chatgpt or so, I WILL have it read and analize stuff like I have no mouth, and I must scream and the sort. It won't do for the wasted water or stolen stuff. But something ought to happen eventually. Anything.

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Bought new wet food for the ladies, and they are loving it 💗💗💗💓💓!!!!!

It is a little bit expensive- bought it because it was on sale... but for how much they're enjoying it? Welp, such a tiny 'sacrifice'. 🥺 They're wiwiwyng those dishes away 😩👏🫶