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I love love love LOVE that in every 'Tsu'tey x reader', Jake is this backgroundish character that's is either one (and only one) of these four. Just-

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HELL YEAH 🗣🎤🎙🔊📣📢🔈👄🥺😾😭🏞🌊🥺😾

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I've been reading avatar ff nonstop. Like... this last couple days I've done nothing but read... Q... Q-Quaritchxreader. I- I don't know!! I just- Uh I! Uhhhh.... I'm sorry 😞

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Just saw across the spiderverse. Aight, a year or something, I've seen plenty of stuff/spoilers, read (!!!) plenty of fanfic (The guy (Miguel) goes out there chasing in all fours, has talons and fangs... come on! It was inevitable), it still was an absolute surprise. No matter how much I've gotten through the months (and I've never avoid or tried to avoid any spoiler) it was just-

You don't get it. It's not a good movie, or excellent, there are no words. Jesus fucking christ, I witnessed a miracle. It wasn't perfect or astonishing -again, there are no words- it's more like, everything humankind has ever achieved, it was to get to this. All forms of media, of art and of creation, thorought the centuries, it all was so Across the Spiderverse was made.

I knew it was going to be good, remarkably good and amazing. And still I was struck, smacked across the face, air knocked out of my lungs. Not the best movie ever made, but the best thing in general, in the entire universe.

Also also, I knew, plenty, that punk spider/hobie was super cool. And still, amazing, omg omg omg omg, I had been so busy thirsting over Miguel (still kinda am(again, those chasing scenes with him all feral in four??? lord forgive me for w-(buuut!! i mean in general, like as a whole character,)) but Hobie is just- there are no words, just that I love him and I'd trust him and only him. No no no, not just a great character or my favourite, its- Aaaaaahhhhh he is uhhhhh- I don't know how to express it HE IS AWESOME (again, as an entire character (and every single aspect of him- God he is ahhh 'wonderful' is too short of a word)) and that's gonna have to do it. I'm happy he exists, I'm happy there's such spider, I'm happy the entire move exists, idk, it's worth being alive or something idk idk

Tldr

* smatsv is unbelievable good. Not just the best movie, but the best thing to ever happen to me and humanity in general

*(((feral Miguel (again, sorry to insist, but the chasing scenes, with him all feral in all fours scratching and digging his talons- good lord) )))

*I adored with my whole heart Hobie Brown /spider-punk. Not nearly enough of him. Nonetheless, fucking excelent, perfect, amazing. I need him as an individual, (I'll chanel him- idk! Just, ill try to make him proud (???idk idk idk???!!!! I literally just rip)

* Miles Morales is the absolute best. Like, why comparisons at this point? Sorry PP(and aaalll others), it's all gonna be Spider-punk and Miles Morales in this house.

*Sorry all other media, comics and stuff, it's gonna be smatsv and smatsv only in this house, for ever. (And the first one too, sure, but, you know)

(I'm not even exaggerating. I'll be forever chasing this, am I not? But I mean, yes!!! I deserve it, everything around me should be like this, all I see and read, watch and listen to, everithing!... this should be the expectation, not the miraculous miracle. Being alive, being a free person, it all should be like this. - Oh god, this is an absolute new side of unhinged, for me. You know, its always like this and that, 'violent' or 'big eyed' or the classic 'horny'. This is, idk, between too personal and cosmical, like truly---- I dont fucking know. Just- Bye) (((But then away, it's like this made me realize that everything should be like this, I want being alive to be exiting, goddammit)))

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Abyss Fall Off

Rating: M Mature, F reader / f!reader, Angst

Not fully chronological- follows the story of Abby and Reader, mostly through two instances: Back at Washington, before the fall down (when Abby picked revenge over her), and in the present, where Reader runs to Jackson looking for a new home.

(Tag: falloffabbys)

Chapter 1

Chapter 2

Chapter 3

Chapter 4

Chapter 5

Chapter 6

(Here and there other moments/flashbacks, mostly the begining of their relationship and readers past life before WLF. In the future, as Abby 'catches up' the story will be more and more present centric (Around Reader's life in Jackson)

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I-ive read so much avatar stuff this past weeks. My brain just, 🧳🚶‍♀️‍➡️🚪. Everything, everything from sunrise to sunset, the first thing when I wake up, and the last before I sleep. I am, certainly, a different person.

And that's good, we are the fanfics we read, tell me your Fandom and I tell you who you are, or whatever the saying goes. But, more precisely, here are the most remarkable things about myself (???) I've noticed ?

1) My poor spider. Yes, I called him the most stupid human in the universe for saving Quaritch. But, it was Neytiri about to gut him, and it was fucking Quaritch the one to put him first and foremost. So. (Wouldn't I had done the same and more (literally the meme: Friendship ended with the sully's 🙅‍♀️ Now Quaritch is my fest friend 🤝))

2) Father stuff, family stuff. I am in love with romance and romance and nothing but romance between two characters (x reader ), so for the first time, I am fully getting involved and loving stories with no romantic stuff, but family and fatherhood, and being a daughter and a sister, oofff. And it's not only like yeah I got into reading that, but the whole avatar thing, you know, the stuff from the movies, the undertones and messages, all of them going through to the stories and then through to me, family and connections, and love, nature, even god. And life and death, and colonization, humankind and humanity

3) and speaking of all yhe other aspect from the movies: weaving. I will literally and for the first time ever, going to make myself my own cardigan or something, knit it (already bought the needles and thread!!). I had never got any interest into it, but I've picture so many handcrafted stuff through the stories, I wanna try it myself. Awwww 🥰🥰🥰 (even archery! I do have a toyish bow, and it's just been there, but now I wanna learn. God it feels like I'd be hunting my own food in a couple weeks xd)

(4: jfc!! Jake, Tsu'tey, Neytiri, Quaritch, Tonowari oh my fucking god! Eywa!! 😩😫😫😫👀👀👀👌🤌🫶👏😋😏🔥🗣🗣🗣 My fucking god! Thank you thank you thank you aaaahh😫😫😩)

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(Fifty tabs on Murdock x reader???? Like, I remember being infatuated for a second, but 50??!!! Even Billy that I fancy wayyyy more has only 10. So 😐 (yeah yeah, gotta fix that- On it!))

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Its always the unthinkable incomprehensible horrors, but here i am, trying to describe a medical appliance and i have not the first idea of where or how to begin

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I remember yeeeears ago reading Carmilla. My frontal brain stuff not yet getting the homo stuff, but sure as fuck, how unbelievable dumb everyone was!

"Check for Carmilla, she could be anywhere and be anyone. O hey Mircalla! Hello there Millarca"

😐

And sad because they killed her, too.

(Ugggh back then reading Carmilla, Dracula, The Vampire, Frankenstein, and Lovecraft. Ugh, i was, like 😮‍💨😫💋🧛‍♀️💅 girl)

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Aight, what millions of you have been waiting and begging for. Here:

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Had a dream, not good, but at least interesting, but I woke up before the wood part. Something I love love love and haven't do in years, and when on the fucking car driving there, I woke up. Extra extra rage and hate and disdain and yearn this fine afternoon.

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Shit comment I saw. (nottextual) "Oh, new chapter. Good. Thought you had abandoned it"

😐 A hateful one would be better, Fernando

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If my autocorrect changes FUCKING to DUCKING oNE.MORE.FUCKING.TIME

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Sadly, I have 84 traumas 😞 from all the times I read a wlw story with scissoring in the tags, only to be met with the fingers things ✌️, and not actual scissoring 🦵 Still recovering ☹️

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So, it can be quite an experience when the fic puts words like vagina or penis, because you know, it's always aaalways cunt/pussy and dick/cock. Whatever, nothing like ??? Wathever, maybe a half a second pause. Again, Wathever.

The punch in the gut I got the other day when I read Testicles. ?!??!!? I don't know!!! it felt like discovering a corpse 😂 like a forbidden word, like little old me (10 yrs old) searching 'marica' or 'puta' in the house dictionary. Uhhhh just, silly 🤷‍♀️👉👈

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I remember like 3 years ago, I was all so animated and dutifully doing some indeep cleaning in my home, and I remember moping and all, and all the while I was ranting to myself about a Djin x reader ff I was reading. Ahhhh I really need that motivation again (in general but more precisely about ff I read, Annnd, most importantly, about things to keep me going through house chores)