#ocd ptsd ragatha is just a very dear concept to me
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glad that the ragatha post seems to be resonating w ppl :)
#as someone who has ocd and ptsd ragatha feels very like. familiar#and it influences how i write her#my source for being able to write the resulting obsessions is me because ik from experience how it works#since i have very prominent ocd that incorporates themes that have to do w ptsd#sorry for psychoanalyzing you ragatha it will happen again#also fun fact!#the img i just posted is actually slightly related to the comic i made...#theyre not right after one another or smth but#the idea behind the comic actually had to do w what i was trying to depict in the prev img#that she gets very obsessed w making sure the people around her are like.... still alive#and will compulsively check in on them sometimes#my reasoning is tht in ep 1 she checks on kaufmo. in ep 2 she checks on pomni#which obv can be read as not too deep it can just be her being nice#but like.... idk#w the way sshe acts abt the literally everything else its like#it really feels like smth she does. just gets stuck in a loop abt the idea tht anyone that isnt in her line of sight couldve abstracted#and goes to check bc esp in unpleasant situations and when traumas involved its way harder to resist compulsions#esp when they give you the illusion of control in a still-traumatizing scenario#anyway. im rambling#ocd ptsd ragatha is just a very dear concept to me
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