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euclydya · 21 days ago

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tuinkign ablout. Hanahaki Disease adn how we aplareentlt have a similar thing in our system. those Effected dont cough up flowers (... often) but instead find that certain flowers sprout off of them at random. it's not painful until it Is (#yearning and all) and Yes the members mainly effected by this are our bpd holders . and then daisy but whatever the fuck is going on with daisy is like. idk he's an outlier adn should not be counted

#pk;m curly🩹#suffice to say im finding it hard to sleep with all this lavender everywhere #i. well . Y'KNOW. <2 #usually the lavender sprouts from our heads. just behind our ears. at random mind you. or maybe there's correlation #maybe it's whenever you're on our mind. which is... often‚ yes‚ but‚#fhfhdhdhdjfn #sometimes the love gets. painful to feel. it overflows and that's when the flowers start sprouting inside our chests i think #and that's not like. a death wish or anything it doesn't kill us. it's like a minor nuisance that'll ease up in a few hours #but usually the flowers appear behind our ears. a symbol to show how much you mean to us.#in my case specifically they sprout all through the gaps in my bandages. Alllll over my head. i dont exactly have ears anymore for #the flowers to sprout behind. dhdhdhfbfdj #and right now i feel one lodged in my chest. it'll dissipate in a lil bit but for now... mm.#it... hurts. in a good way.#if i remember I'll tell you to your face but whenever you read this i want you to know that loving you is not hard at all.#easiest thing in the world‚ really #you mean the world to us and I'm glad we met you. I'm glad we stayed alive long enough for our paths to cross #... i do have an art idea based off this but it leans more into the horror of hanahaki but i think it'll be fun #@🗡️#this. go.t rambly sorry

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