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i-may-be-an-emu · 8 months ago

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I hate talking on the phone so much oh I hate it so much I hate talking on the phone why can’t I just ring people and not need to type up a whole paragraph

#I am literally shaking and crying #My new meds are messing with me and I had to call in sick to work #I don’t know why I can’t talk on the phone #It’s over now #its over now #I’m okay now #i justbhate talking on the phone I had a script but the person who picked up said “how are you going” instead of “hello” and it threw me of #Phone anxiety sucks #ugh #its over now I’m okay now

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lotus-pear · 4 months ago

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soukoku shippers can NEVER come after kunizai now with the excuse of them having no angst i think they honestly win tragic yaoi of the year award WAIT UNTIL DAZAI HEARS HIS PARTNER GOT TURNED INTO A 7/11 $2.50 FROST GLACIER SLUSHIE 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

#ITS SO OVER WHAT THE FUCK………#IVE BEEN JUMPING OVER SPOILERS LIKE ITS THE OLYMPICS BUT NOTHING PREPARED ME FOR HAVING TO CONFRONT THE FACT #THAT DAZAI WILL HAVE TO COME HOME AND REALIZE THAT KUNIKIDA IS GONE #head in my hands i’m fucking MISERABLE right now #IMAGINE BEING TORN FROM YOUR FAMILY AND COMING BACK TO REALIZE THE ONE PERSON WHO MADE YOUR HOUSE A HOME #WHO HAS GUIDED YOU INTO YOUR NEW LIFE #WHO HAS STAYED BY YOUR SIDE AND TRUSTED YOU WITH THEIR ENTIRE HEART #IS NOW DEAD? AND YOU HAVE TO MOVE ON WITHOUT THEM? WITHOUT THE STEPPING STONE?#IM ACTUALLY GOING TO KMS THIS IS NOT OKAY ASAGIRI #bsd 117 #bsd #knkdz

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yayi-fuji · 6 months ago

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“Rae, why does this coin look so unique compared to the other yen?”

“Oh! See how this one has a face instead of the number of value on it? It’s because this is American currency, this here is a quarter, worth 25 cents. They have George Washington’s portrait in them.”

“That- That’s George Washington!? The first president of the United States!?”

“Uh… yah? What’s wrong?”

“Nothing! I simply, uhm… envisioned him rather differently than… this.”

Based on Even in the Next One !!! This isn’t an actual scene inside the chapters, but it’s just so easy to imagine them with how lively they feel. Please go give it a read if you haven’t yet <3

To @jobrrr : AUUGHH I’M IN LOVE WITH YOUR FIC!!! It has been a few months since I last became this invested in one :’D It just feels SO real and there are so many thoughts in my head as a result; hopefully I overcome my shyness and drop a comment proper sometime soon. Thank you for your service.

ALSO @melpymoo ! HUGE thank you for reading this alongside me omfg this is crazy, never before has a hyperfix been revived this violently 😭 Ty for granting me the space to be totally normal about these 2, looking forward to the rest of your reactions ^^

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dilutedconfusion · 7 months ago

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I did a thing…again.

Just realized that ya’ll need to click for better quality for some reason this post looks especially bad 🤚

#OKAY so this piece is a little old #I think I posted it on my twitter (of which I do not use anymore) and nobody really cared for it #WHICH IS FINE #I don’t make art for others I do it for me #BUT I know for a fact that some of you will definelty like this so I’m posting it on here as well #I added a WHOLE new just standing still sketch of Killer and a bunch of doodles to make it more fun #but technically the orginal piece was just the ‘in murder mode leaning over one’#which I could post seperately if ya’ll wanna see that idk??#ya know without the extra image of him and the doodles so its looks less like a collage #ANYWAYS back to the art I REALLY like how I drew Killer in this #LIKE HE LOOKS SO GOOD #ITS CRAZY #so pretty so lucious so cute #I’m literally obessed with drawing flame lighting #everything looks pretty in a nice warm glow #so yeah #he be standing #he be killing #hes killer #OH and all the doodles are of course easily apparent the rest are his trivia #oda thinks his flower is a snow drop #that boy would be a chef in a real world au #and one of his hobbies is playing the drums #so if ya’ll didn’t know that now you do #i also like to think how I wrote his name is how he signs his name #killer one piece #kid pirates #illustration #digital art #one piece

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karamell-sweetz · 1 month ago

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you know what guys. after this whole thing goes down, i hope we get the ACTUAL kamiyama school festival and it is a very good comparison to the first one. where we can see clearly how much mizuki has grown since that first event in january 2021, since that first school festival in middle school.

and i hope mizuki gets to have fun with her friends and can hang out with ena. and i hope ena has fun too. i hope she gets to tease akito, forge bonds with her classmates at the fried squid stall, and hopefully get roped into a dumb show with the oddballs 1 2. i hope this is ena’s pandemonium. i hope we all can have a little bit of joy and whimsy while getting to see how much the gang’s lives have changed at this point.

and i hope rui is a little worried for mizuki — i sincerely hope he is somewhere in mizu5, quietly waiting by the rooftop like he always has for her. but by the end of the schoolfes event he can look at mizuki, her whole face bright as all eight students in our little kamikou main cast gang come down from the rooftop (for one last time maybe, but we don’t talk about graduation in front of rui… unless ofc we bring it up this event) and he can say “you’ve come such a long way, haven’t you, mizuki? i’m happy for you.”

#project sekai #karamell yells #mizuki akiyama #ena shinonome #rui kamishiro #mizu5 #sorry for making this sort of about rui. will not happen again #I HAVE SO MANY THOUGHTS ABOUT THE KAMIYAMA HIGH FESTIVAL EVENT #and i will elaborate on the graduation thing btw #@ lunchtime i came with this wholeee scenario #rui’s a lil bit worried about mizuki after whatever happens in mizu5 #and is all ‘oh boy i hope she’s enjoying today’#and cough okay i stole this bit from honakana wedding BUT #tsukasa’s like ‘well rui. you know what time it is’#‘its our last school festival rui. we need to make sure everyone’s having fun!#tis the duty of us seniors HAHAHAHA ok so blah blah blah’#and just ig. kidnaps ena for a little bit #phantom thief style. she is so confused but plays along #and mizuki and rui (and the other 2nd years) get to go around the school to look for them #over time rui kind of realises ‘hm. actually. mizuki is having so much fun right now… wow the power of companionship :)’#and ofc the final destination is that rooftop #and rui lets the 2nd years go in front of him and watches them…. and is all ‘wow. i might never get to do this again.#i’m so glad we get to be connected like this :)’#blah blah. wholesome ending. blah………..#what a ramble hey #but tis my duty as chairwoman of rui #a friend of his is a favourite of mine #cough SORRY AGAIN

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robindium · 1 year ago

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t4t steddie arguing who gets to carry the other over the threshold

they comprise and take it in turns carrying each other

#stranger things #steddie #steve harrington #transfem steve harrington #eddie munson #transmasc eddie munson #eddie: i’m the man so i should carry you #stevie: i’m taller and stronger than you so i’m less likely to drop you #eddie: are you challenging me??#stevie: …yeah i guess i am #eddie: bet #eddie: *drops stevie before making it through the doorway*#eddie: …would it still count if i gave you a piggy back?#stevie: i mean technically yeah bc you’d be carrying me #eddie: *gives stevie a piggyback over the threshold*#stevie: okay let me down its my turn now #stevie: *effortlessly sweeps eddie into a bridal carry and walks outside then immediately back inside*#eddie: *swooning*

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lockandkeyhyena · 8 months ago

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So so sorry if you've answered this before [or if you just didn't wanna talk about this] but I noticed your part is absent from the Primadonna Spottedleaf map? Again sorry if this is overstepping bounds but I'm just curious if you knew about that

all good. got kicked for supporting bi lesbians i think. they just said ‘because of the drama’

#which is weird because they supported me previously #gonna say it.#tons of wc creators have no spine. i really tried to understand not wanting to get involved in ‘drama’#and prioritising your participants #but it got to the point where people who agreed with me would still kick me from their maps to sate the rabid callout culture #anyway. can you tell i’m bitter? i’m very bitter. i put in free labour for so many maps and while it is within a host’s rights to kick #whoever they want. its also within MY rights to be bitter about it #sorry lol. rant over #ignore me #anyway it would be nice if people were this aggressive about the people who raided my servers calling me and my participants racial slurs #but i guess racism just isnt as big of a deal as random bullshit queer infighting #OKAY #SORRY #RANT ACTUALLY OVER NOW #yeen rambles #ask

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daboyau · 8 days ago

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Got half a foot chopped off my hair yesterday and i’m coming to terms with that. the cut is almost what I’d like after i got it wet and it got wavy again (the hairdresser straightened it for some reason and i hated it lol)

i think i need to give myself bangs though

#My wife from the other room: “are you okay…like. Mentally?”#Me with scissors in my hand after locking myself in the bathroom: “totally tubular” :)))#Dab babbles #Last time i was stressed about work i gave myself bangs five minutes before I did a presentation fir my manager and a few other higher ups #And another time i dyed my hair green #She always assumes if i do something on a whim with my hair its bc i’m not doing well in the brain #Which like #not to be a stereotype but #Fair assumption #Anyway i’d like work to stop being shit and for family members to stop getting cancer and/or dying #I’ve lost four people in the last year #My grandma was just diagnosed with cancer #My uncle was given six months #I have to make sure his kids don’t end up with my parents no matter what bc my mom is offering to take them and that CANNOT HAPPEN #My grandpa isn’t doing well and now with my grandma sick i’m stressing over how they’ll fare #There’s a lot happening and these tags are where i’m unloading it all bc nobody is gonna read them #Whoops #personal #Vent

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ghxstkn1fe · 1 month ago

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i just woke up in the middle of the night, started immediately like catastrophising because that’s just what my brain does. and then, not 30 seconds into it, the concept of Jay Ferin was inserted into my mind. i instantly felt better. she’s like my guardian angel <3

#kicks my feet like an anime school girl #jayyy <3 love herrr <3 #ok i back to sleep now #i just thought to share that cause it’s very funny to me :]#i would like to emphasize that the last part is a joke but also not because wow girly just ‘get down mr president’ed me #except the bullet is the crippling feeling of impending doom and the president is me #which is crazy because i would never ever want to be the president i mean truly FUCK that but whatever #lmao okay but nice to know my brain still loves my pirates :]#i’ve been very very focused only on reading Worm and a few other books that i haven’t even watched Judgement yet :(#which isn’t a bad thing cause i loveeee worm sooo much and there’s nothing saying i have to watch the episode immediately upon its upload #but still man idk i think jays losing steam with keeping my anxiety back #she’s only one girl </3 #a very lovely girl that i adore! but only one nontheless #though i’m sure there are people on here that would disagree hehehe #ok cal go to sleep now #baiiiii everyone :3 #see you all tomorrow where i will have a very rough school day and then watch jrwi and everything will be sunshine and rainbows again #late night rambles are done for now :]#over the hills

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kavehater · 4 months ago

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I’ll never understand younger siblings whining about their older siblings moving away like I bet yall were nasty and annoying too like wow all those years and you claim to adore the older sibling and post oh woe is me the older sibling abandoned me … girl … the older sibling didn’t have a parental certificate or anything.

#since when were we friends nor did I have any obligation over you or towards you #we are literally roommates here acting like we’re friends #dora daily #I say this cause I saw yet another younger sibling on tiktok trying to make themselves a victim like the older one is clearly avoiding the #whole family and changing their phone number so u guys don’t contact for a reason like wth did you guys do that’s so bad they would go #through all that trouble #‘older siblings will never understand how doing that affects us physically and mentally’ oh quit whining and cope #I didn’t have an older sibling I relied on only myself heck not even strangers help me when I’m in dire need #I think yall need to cope harder and wake up to the real world #not all younger siblings but a lot of them like my little brother 13yo is good id never want to abandon him but the rest … yeah bye #idgaf you should’ve not been an idiot because believe me ik kids mess up but not like this #and now she’s grovelling at my feet bye grovel harder #like just an hour ago or so she came up to me and was like I’m going to school for the first day are you gonna miss me #I said no because she always tells me no when I ask her if she missed me #and somehow she had the audacity to be upset like okay #the same girl who tells me to move out btw #my mum said oh u have to be her best friend cause if she has nobody here then she will have to rely on strangers #and she would find herself in trouble cause they don’t have good intent oh gee I wonder which person caused me to do that #it’s honestly ironic #like Eris and virtue happened because she couldn’t step up and be a normal mother byeeee #and anyways whyre you acting like having a sibling is essential #it honestly isn’t like why would I be nice to a girl who dogs on me and beats me up and is disrespectful #she’s not that young anymore she’s almost 12 #‘oh they have different personalities’ well i hate hers and im not to be forced to like it either its my right

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mithomite · 11 days ago

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hey just a reminder that sometimes you have to accept that you’re going to have to have feelings without a filter, and you’re going to have to tell people that you care about them, and you’re going to have to start saying i love you. if you want affection and love and adoration you cannot close yourself off forever and ever. keep up your walls as you must to protect yourself but not forever. and if you feel like you can’t ever let them down then i’m sorry. i hope you find someone that makes you feel safe enough to start saying and feeling these things.

#lolaa.txt #little thing about emotions.#i’m not affectionate. not really.#im a deflector and i laugh off affection and love a lot #and all it has ever done for me is push away people who want to help me so so badly.#and it’s a slow change. slowwwww. the tiniest steps .#and i go back so often.#today my boyfriend said he missed me and that i was pretty when i woke up and i told him i was going to never speak to him again #because i cannot accept these things and it so so hard to say that i appreciate it #but i know i know he needs to hear it and he needs to feel appreciated yknow?#and im working on it im trying so hard #especially when you have been fucked over for saying your feelings in the past. it’s hard. it’s so hard. and i’m sorry #just. tell your friends you love them. tell people when you’re excited or happy.#smile when you get to do fun things. laugh at jokes! scream and yell and cry and hit things and grin and be out there #numbness will not fix what problems you have. it won’t.#it’s comfortable but you can’t have love without discomfort sometimes #sorry about all this i’m just . i’m having a bad day and it’s really hard today to be open to everyone #so this is my try #i am upset. and i miss my friends. and i love my mom and i am also mad at her because i am frustrated with the world right now.#and i am tired but because its tiring to force myself to exist and feel #i need to relearn how to be a child about it #and that’s okay #that’s all ; sorry for the long tags. thank you for being here

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r0semultiverse · 4 months ago

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I don’t know, me personally, I just think two adults playing pretend & pretending being gross together with full open communication & consent between them is harmless, but maybe that’s just me.