#its over now

[solplease]

boom. reverse crowe and sol

[1eos]

set up my warps where i was at 74/90 to get a guaranteed 5 star bc i really want lingsha.....pulled 10 expecting the special 5 star animation......it starts.....and im like iktr just for it to reveal to be fucking clara. see what happens when u desire? i just need to let it go.......

[jedidragonrider]

As insanely frustrated I am with the end of the finale, THE END CREDITS MUSIC SLAPS SO HARD

[i-may-be-an-emu]

I hate talking on the phone so much oh I hate it so much I hate talking on the phone why can’t I just ring people and not need to type up a whole paragraph

[whsprings]

haha remember when I was in res and sh'ing every day and the staff gave so few fucks that they didn't even take away the thing i was using?? and even let me have my shaving razor (once)? because I do and I still get pissed about it

[hankvondouche]

When this joint came out niggas was like "I ain't know them other niggas could sing too"

[standarsh]

LOVE

LOVE LOST LONG AGO

[travelingtwentysomething]

My dad died when I was 26, he left me enough money to buy a small house on an acre, and to live on for about a year. I had no worries for about a year. And one of the things I purchased to fill up my home with things I never let myself buy before. Was mugs. One says "I've got anxiety" over a rainbow. One that says "don't look at me" under a picture of Medusa. One is ceramic, shaped like a cauldron, and is big enough to be a bowl, I use it for soup. One is pretty pottery glazed with light blue over constellations (my favorite). One has a tarot card that says "Justice" with RBG on it. One is a tarot card that says "The Hermit" with a witch going into her cottage. One just has pretty pink blue and green mushroom line art. One says "Village Witch" with a cute cottage stamped on it. I bought a ceramic replica of the Hercules Cup Merch from the Disney movie. I bought a tea cup with a ceramic Lucky Cricket lounging against the side like a hot tub from Mulan. I bought a tea cup shaped like Chip from Beauty and the Beast. I bought a mug shaped like Groot's head. I bought a mug that has the Hellfire Club logo on it and a horn for a handle.

I have never felt more free than when I had "fill up this empty kitchen cabinet with mugs" money.

It's over now and I'm back to the struggle and it's infinitely harder now that I know what being truly financially secure feels like. But I have mugs and books and movies and blankets to remind me, that my interests are worth buying and enjoying. It's only a hell of a lot easier to enjoy those things when money isn't a worry.

When I grow up I wanna be upper middle class.

[ilovettrpgs]

i just remembered that seeing the minecart movie trailer immediately sent me into a week long emma myers hyperfixation and i dont know how to feel about that

[crumb-crumblet-s-crumbington]

bumblebees first day out of sublevel 50

[oftengrok]

How do we distort love into insanity?

This is present throughout humanity.

For one to truly understand this experience,

They themselves must have been this brand of delirious.

Then with time and self reflection,

It becomes clear, that was lunacy not perfection.

I loved you so much,

That I fell out of touch.

In the moment it all seemed to make sense.

Looking back now, it was maladapted defense.

Blind and unaware, hidden by layers of trauma from so many years.

You would loom, smile, even laugh, overwhelmed and rabid with utter control of my body, my tears.

To try, to fight, to reason, to run, comply, deny, yield, was never more than my error.

You would win, I'd stare, disturbed, catatonic, and petrified from terror.

How could you toy with my mind for selfish gains?

How could you damage me like that, bestowing ruin and bloodstains?

But the physical was nothing compared to the injury inside.

Parts of me got lost, went mad, and actually died.

I hated you for taking advantage of my demented psyche.

But now that I am sound, I know, you were just as crazy as me.

[pigswithwings]

above all else a trans woman is a person. above all else a trans women is a woman who goes to the same grocery store as you and buys fruits in the same grocery cart as you and goes home and eats her dinner the same as you. above all else a trans woman is a woman who dresses like you do and talks the same way you do. above all else a trans woman is a woman who wants to be cared about the same way you want to be cared about and a trans woman is a woman who makes friends the same way you make friends. above all else you should care about trans women because they are people. treat her as such.

[button-brr]

hi welcome to garbage planet. can i take your order?

my fated gray lady sent another sad little boy who only likes to fuck when he's high who only vapes stuff he says he's going to get rid of one day. {cotton candy clouds that sweeten the deal a little bit] but mostly they just remind me of him and the nic makes me soooo fucking sick.

no serious plans no genuine love

I see their empty hollow laugh grins. so surprised a prince, handsome as I am, even looks at them. yeah. I love cute boys. I like sweet boys. I like fucking adult children who don't know how to make their beds and they sleep with stuffed animals and throw full blown fuckin tantrums when they run out of weed. but I promised myself I wasn't gonna do it again. so it's over. it has to end. it has to be over. I have to end it.

I'm so fucking sick.

of you. and him. and men like you. men like him. men who think they're more special than anyone else. men who don't ask if I'm doing ok. men who see and coo over me like I'm a child. I'll tolerate it. but I'm not fucking falling for it anymore.

I'm back in the shadowlands, it seems.

those are old tricks to me now. I see through your mask better than you see the placement of mine. and I have nothing to ask of you. keep whatever you want. things are trash are replaceable. disposable. everything is garbage in the end. in this garbage world. here on fucking garbage planet. I just didn't expect such a so much of negativity to come back so quickly. I just wish I could sit and think and be alone all over again. i would. happily.

nobody I need to see. nothing I need to do.

just me and my closet and dark air where I can sob and nobody can see my tears, not even myself. I hate obligation. I take responsibility and I take it seriously but I'm sick of bad dogs. untrained monsters barking their way into my path. I'll step into the weeds if I have to, find a stray hiding too sweet for this world. raise a good fuckin dog from scratch.

I don't need ruined goods.

I don't need a monster. I don't need a rapist beast jerkish ass self hurter that doesn't care about other people's feelings. you wanted to and you did and you want to and you would. human nature is to repeat whatever you can get away with whenever it works. not this fucking time. I'm sick and tired of it. I want good pure love. I'm not sticking around for this fuckin bullshit. that's all it is. two dates and you're fallen for me completely? you think couples counseling is gonna fix this? grow the fuck up. get a job and stop telling your mother everything. maybe then once you can buy your own things and pay your own rent, you'd find someone willing to fuck you good and right despite everything bad you do. I can't keep control of you. I don't want it.

im sorry i left a mark at all.

its not hard to cover up something you dont want people to see. you did it really well the first time. my love bites and bruises never landed so well before, too bad your sorry act crashed and you burned the bridges i was building. good riddance.

you are a fucking albatross. a #curse. a burden. a nothing. a bother. a beast. I've had enough.

[gr0undr10tz]

unfinished chimera falin wip

[illuminatedferret]

post-canon fics where hua cheng gets amnesia'd back into wuming, who inevitably finds out His Beloved Is Married always read like the meme "I'll be his second husband." (what happened to the first?) "Nothing you can prove."

jump to xie lian, who knows exactly what mental contortions the love of his life would go to rather than recognize that xie lian loves him, deciding to humor wuming's murder fantasy for shits and giggles. 'you want to murder my husband, wuming? hm, i dont know... he is nice. except for the time he proposed to me and then immediately walked it back as a joke- oh, you'd treat me better than that? you'd never do something so cruel? well... im listening.'

cue hua cheng getting his memories back like "gege i thought we were over this. gege. gege stop laughing. gege please. i said sorry!"

[brainworms-all-night-long]

Obligatory FUCK this post fictional character birthday post