#its okay to be wrong sometimes
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Okay this is something I feel very strongly about and want to address. This conversation is something I feel many ppl in the Marauders Fandom need to hear, and hell even ppl outside if it need to hear parts of this. This is going to be a little long ik but I have a lot to say.
1) You say you hate the death eaters and Evan Barty and Reg, and that they're "wizard nazi's". But seriously? Is that what we're doing now? Comparing FICTIONAL men to actual NAZI's??? And whatever argument you have to that, I don't want to hear it. "they were the equivalent" "they were just as bad" no tf they werent? I'm sorry but please dear God do not go around comparing fictional ppl to a real life historical disaster. These people are fictional and you know this. Stop fighting over them like they're real. Ik ik we all want to be one of those dead gay wizards from the 70's but come on we're really fighting like this now? And yeah ik a lot of ppl use this Fandom as an escape (myself included) but sometimes it's really important to live outside of it for a moment. Realize that they're fictional.
2) you "hate that other ships are over looked because teenage girls have a weird thing for gay men". Excuse me? So... anytime there's a popular mlm ship the entire Fandom are girls fetishizing gay men..? Yeah let's not overlook this. This is important. I get that a lot of wlw ships are overlooked in favor of wolfstar and jegulus, I do. But that doesn't mean that we don't know they exist. For example, probably more than half of the ppl that interacted with your post were scrolling through wlw tags, as you tagged nobleflower quillkiller marylily and dorlene (I myself was looking through nobleflower). And we're all teenage girls? Seriously? The only friends of mine in this Fandom are actually men. And yeah I may only have like 3 friends but that shiws something doesn't it? Gay men and enbies are here. They like the ship. We're here. Don't forget about us. I also think it's important to note that the actual marauders were all men, so it shouldn't be much of a surprise that ppl stick to them and their ships more than the girls who are technically side characters.
3) you hate Evan Barty and Reg, but then and go tag it with wlw ships including nobleflower and quillkiller. What im about to say is a VERY important part of the sexism in this world that ppl constantly look over. This is gonna sound kinda controversial at first but hear me out. IT. GOES. BOTH. WAYS. if you hate Regulus Barty and Evan for being deatheaters, hate Bellatrix and Narcissa too. Yes Narcissa redeemed herself but SO DID REGULUS!!!! Regulus canonically tried to single-handedly kill voldemort from the inside. I feel like you've forgotten this. And then there's Bellatrix. If you hate Evan and Barty because they're evil, that doesn't make Bellatrix a "girlboss" and she didn't "slay" no. She was a murderer. And psychotic. And manic. So yeah. If you hate them, hate Narcissa and Bella. This is what ACTUAL equality is.
It's alright if you want to live in your own part of this Fandom, there's nothing wrong with that. What IS wrong is that you announce how horrible everyone is before you leave. Don't tear us down and bolt, because that's what's ACTUALLY wrong with this fandom.
tbh guys im so tired of jegulus so so tired of it i hate how obsessed ppl r with them and i hate how much space they take up in the marauders fandom. i hate that other ships r overlooked bc teenage girls have a weird thing for gay men. i hate the misogyny in this fandom. i hate how yall r willing to die for a bunch of shitty men who are canonically wizard nazis and child abusers because you hate women too much to appreciate them and their stories. i actually just hate everything abt this fandom and i will be living in my own little world from now onย
#marauders#jegulus#wolfstar#marylily#dorlene#quillkiller#nobleflower#marauders era#dead gay wizards from the 70s#know what youre talking about before you fight ppl#its okay to be wrong sometimes#wlw#mlm#this fandom is a safe place dont make it filled with hate#this is important to me can you tell?
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pov you didn't get to do Halloween so you and your besties run around taking photos two days late
#hehe#commander wolffe#yeah I drew the scar on the wrong side of my face#idk how mirrors work#its fine everything is fine#idk considering I literally only had my friends liquid lipstick and coagulated blush I think I did okay lmfao#ugh damn i should make kama next year#pls ignore the janky ass patches tho#but they were Leia and Obi Wan and we tossed around a lightsaber and it was awesome ๐ฅ๐ฅ๐ฅ#anyways kinda? face reveal??? idk pls don't kill me I like being alive sometimes
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as much as i enjoy the more wholesome fantasy high parents like jawbone and sklonda and the thistlesprings thereโs something so compelling and achingly real about bill seacaster that makes him my favorite. he and fabian have a relationship that is so deeply unhealthy and entrenched in distorted ways of viewing other people and parenthood and the world, and yet is so fiercely and undeniably loving. like, is bill seacaster a good dad? what does being a good dad even mean for someone like bill? bill seacaster has such unrealistic and toxic expectations of fabian and a myopic, entirely self-centered way of relating to him for most of his life, and yet, you truly get the sense that even if fabian disappoints him again and again and never steps out of his shadow and never becomes the man bill wants him to be, bill will never love him any less than completely and unconditionally. bill seacaster is a man who has built his entire life and sense of identity around doing whatever he wants and never facing consequences and never thinking about anyone else. bill seacaster becomes disappointed in his son. and he finds the idea of that so unacceptable that, instead of demanding that fabian meet his expectations, bill loves him so much that he reconsiders his entire concept of himself and the purpose of his life, and he grows. a man whose legacy and identity was based around selfishness and narcissism and unwillingness to bend, and fabian makes him change.
#bill seacaster death scene will always make me lose my mind frankly#i thought you were just going to be me; a way for me to live forever. but its better than that. the storyโs going to get better#mine#fantasy high#bill seacaster#fabian seacaster#like bill wants nothing more than for fabian to be better than him and so no matter what fabian becomes he WILL be better than him#he will always be proud of his darling boy no matter what because heโll change the very definition of pride#like heโs kind of a terrible dad whoโs absolutely fucked up his son and given fabian so many issues#and yet he loves him more than anything else including himself and his sense of self and everything heโs ever valued#idk i just love that. i love the way the show says you dont have to forgive your parents when they hurt you. you can hate them and thats ok#but it also says sometimes your dad hurts you and he loves you enough to realize he was wrong and change for the better#and you can still love him even when you know he hurt you. thatโs okay too
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I think some people forget that peppino can be kind of a jerk. He's not your perfect awkward nervous guy who can do no wrong, he is not perfect, but that doesn't make him a bad guy. He has flaws, because thats a normal human thing to have.
Sometimes he gets angry and a bit mean, sometimes he takes joy in beating the shit out of the tower residents, sometimes he gets selfish or says something mean to someone. His anxiety is not his only flaw, please don't forget that. He is not a perfect sunshine boy who can do no wrong. He is not nice and friendly 100% of the time. He is a human person, he is a complex being who cannot be easily defined as completely good or completely bad.
Sometimes good people do shitty things. Sometimes a person will not act in the kindest way possible. Sometimes someone will do something not realising (or caring) how it makes others feel. Sometimes people have bad days. Sometimes people make mistakes. Sometimes people are wrong.
Peppino is a human, he is not immune to being a jerk sometimes. Again, this doesn't make him a bad person, it just makes him human, and I don't want people to forget that and misinterpret him as being someone whos only flaw is his anxiety. Yes it is a key part of his character, but theres more to this guy than that, thats not his only flaw or imperfection or whatever you want to call it. He's not 'kind perfect guy who also has anxiety', theres more detail to who he is than that.
Peppino can be a bit mean, Peppino can be hotheaded, and you know what? Thats okay because thats what a person is like sometimes, and that is a sign of a complex and realisticly written character (even if he is a cartoon guy, his personality still feels realistic). He's not the same guy all of the time, he doesnt respond to every situation in the same way, he's not a one note character. Sometimes he sucks as a person, but its okay because despite all that, he's a loveable and endearing character, and he isn't a horrible terrible person, he just is human, and thats okay.
#okay rant over just had to get that out#pizza tower#peppino spaghetti#peppino pizza tower#pizza tower peppino#pizza rambles#I'm not implying that having anxiety or other mental illnesses is a flaw or makes you a flawed person I just couldnt think of a better word#so sorry if it comes across that way!#I dont even know if I made any sense and got my point across but hopefully I did#my guy kind of sucks and that okay because I love him#sometimes people get such heavily head canoned interpretations of someone they forget what the actual character is like#and its like yeah nothing wrong with hcs but you got to remind yourself that maybe your version of him isnt the same as he is in canon#your brain can twist a character into your idealised perfect version of them which can stray from the actual guy you started with#and you gotta remind yourself of that sometimes#of course if were talking about au peppinos than ignore all of this but if were talking about just regular guy peppino than please remember#he's a bit of jerk sometimes okay? and we love him for that
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It was currently 2:00 in the morning. And the only things keeping Donatello Hamato alive at the moment were cans of Red Bull, Dr. Pepper and a slice of pizza. And by โsliceโ, he means the entire box.
Whichโฆthe more and more Donnie thought about it, that was a hell of a combination to consume for the rest of the night. Also super duper concerning. But it kept him 101% awake, so he couldnโt really complain all that much.
But why was the young scientist staying up so late you may ask? The second youngest was currently working on the de-mutagen mutagen to un-mutagize Mr. OโNeil (try saying that 10 times fast). The tallest turtle has been engrossed in the project for weeks; his eyes have been stuck to his computer as if someone glued them there.
Butโฆwhy would Mr. OโNeil need โde-mutagen mutagen?โ Wellโฆyou, my friend, ask the good questions at the wrong time. You see, Donatello and his brothers kindaโฆmaybeโฆaccidentallyโฆspilled mutagen on Aprilโs Dadโฆ
Accidentally! Accidentally. It wasnโt really as bad as it sounded. I mean, how would you react if you saw your Dad turn into a mutant and start flying all over New York? Pretty cool, right?
โฆAlright. Maybe it was as bad as it sounded.
Turning Aprilโs Dad into a batโฆcreature-likeโฆthing wasnโt a part of the plan in all honesty. Which was why the tallest turtle of the four was so stubborn on getting this freaking blob of green slime disgustingness finished.
I meanโฆit was him and his brotherโs fault that the scientist got mutated in the first place. And as well as Donnie knows, thatโs Aprilโs only family she has as of right now. And that just makes this whole mutation situation (<- hey that rhymes) even worse.
Donnie knows all too well what itโs like for a family member to go missing out of his control. I mean, have you met him? Or literally anyone in his household? It wasnโt out of the ordinary that they would (or could) get kidnapped, captured, or held hostage from time to time.
I mean, the skyโs blue. The grass is green. They get taken from away each other on a daily basis. Duh.
โฆAnyways; steering away from that sad but true fact, Donnieโs family was, well, his family at the end of the day. His comfort.
And so to justโฆtake that comfort outlet April once had and not do anything about it seemedโฆinhuman.
I mean, he wasnโt humanโฆnot human in the slightest, really. But you get his point.
Huh. Andโฆspeaking of family, if Leo was in the second youngestโs room right now, the young leader wouldโve said some statements along the lines of: โDonnie! Sit up! Your backs built like a shrimp!โ or โDon! Stop typing and sit up straight before your back looks like a crooked tree!โ
And in all honesty? He should probably fix his posture. But Leo reminding him every millisecond of the day makes him not want toโฆ
Besides, itโs not like he was using the computer for shits and giggles. He was using it because he needed to use it. Because he had to use it.
I mean, the more and more he thought about it, wasnโt it really his fault in the first place? He was the genius. He was the scientist. He was supposed to know the answer to every. single. problem.
Even if the problem wasโฆwell, himself.
But what could he even do at this point??? April cut all contacts with him, Mr. OโNeil could be who knows where, and Donnie just ran out of pizza!
Triple. kill!
Wellโฆperhaps using that kind of phrasing isnโt appropriate at the moment, but your picking up whatโs heโs putting down, right?
โฆoh God, heโs starting to sound like Leoโฆthatโs how tired he was.
The scientist groaned, resting his head on the table and rubbing his arm in irritation.
My gosh did he miss sleep.
Even if he got, like, 3 hours on a daily basisโฆit was 3 hours of sleep! Which is something he rarely got anymore since everything has happened.
He rubbed his arm a tad bit harder, glaring at his computer screen as if it was the most disgusting thing to ever make way on this planet.
And thatโs saying a lot. I mean, have you met Raph?
The purple banded turtle sighed in pure annoyance, tapping his other finger on the desk in a repetitive motion.
Back and forth.
Back and forth.
Back and forth.
At least this he can do without screwing it up. Like heโs done with absolutely everything.
Donnie tapped faster.
Back and forth. Back and forth.
โYou look like absolute sugar honey iced tea, broski.โ Donnie jumped at the sudden voice, stumbling out of the spinny chair he was sitting on as he grabbed his bล staff which was planted on the floor. He drawed the staff, only to find his baby brother with his hands slightly up in a surrendering position.
โOh. Hi, Mikeyโฆโ The taller turtle relaxed, dropping his staff in complete exhaustion and sinking into his chair like he wasnโt about to chop the other into pieces.
God, did he want sleep...
โWhy are you up so early, Dee? Itโs, like, 3 a.m. nowโฆโ The youngest turtle asked as he walked over to his older brother, pulling up another spinny chair as he sat next to him.
โLate. Why am I up so late. Morning technically starts after midnight. However, 3 a.m. is way too early to be considered part of the daytime. For most of the world, it is still dark outside at this time. And so,ย 3 a.m. is considered night.โ The purple banded turtle rambled. Mikey blinked in confusion at his brotherโs rebuttal, rolling his eyes playfully, โNerd emojiโฆโ
Donnie didnโt even counter the remark. He wanted to, obviously. Sibling bickering is a thing, yโknow.
But he had to finish this cure even if it killed him. And how the way things were going, he would have to be revived 14-15 times in order to complete it.
Mikey looked at his older brother worriedly, seeing how focused and entranced he was on the computer. And usually? That wouldโve been an amazing thing. Like Mikey here, Donnie would tend to hyperfixate on certain things and spend hours upon hours researching and de-coding andโฆ
Well, you get the idea.
But ever since April stopped talking to them completely, Donnieโs been soโฆprone to figuring out a way to cure her Dad.
If there even was oneโฆ
And the youngest couldnโt even remember the last time he saw his immediate older brother in a bed. Sleeping. And that made the youngest worry. Worry beyond repair. And if you didnโt already know, he doesnโt do worry. Thatโs Master Splinterโs jobโฆif you werenโt able to tell by all the grey/gray hairs.
โYou're doing the tappy-tap thing; you only do that when you're nervous or stressed about something...โย Mikey randomly said out loud.
Wellโฆnot entirely randomly.
Anytime the second oldest would do that, he would usually end up moving his hand down to tap onto his thigh, and then the light feeling would be overwhelming for him and so he would start scratchingโฆ
It was a domino effect that Mikey really didnโt want to go down if he didnโt have to.
The taller teen looked down at his left hand andโฆsure enough, yep. He was rubbing and scratching and tapping his arm like some crazy crack addict. He adjusted them so they were in his lap, trying not to fidget with any part of his body but soon started bouncing his right leg. โSorryโฆโ He mumbled.
โWha-? Noโฆyou donโt need to apologize. I just didnโt want you to hurt yourself, Dee. Thatโs the only reason why I pointed it out.โ Mikey rambled comfortingly, frowning a little bit as he saw Donnieโs face in a scowl. The elderโs hands tapped on the desk again, his nails gripping onto the table as he did so.
Tap.
Tap.
Tap.
Mikey glanced at his brother sadly. Heโs never seen Donnie this upset beforeโฆand that made Mikey worry. And again, Mikey didnโt do worry.
The blue eyed teen went into his pajama pants pockets and grabbed a rubix cube. He honestly completely forgot he had it in there and just happened to remember in this exact moment, but perhaps it was a good thing he forgot.
Because it was obvious his big brother needed it right now.
Mikey gave the other the cube, which he gladly accepted. The taller turtle frustratingly solved the cubeโฆnot because solving the cube was frustrating, but because he was frustrated with himself.
โYouโฆwanna talk about itโฆ?โ The youngest asked gently. โNoโฆno not reallyโฆโ The older said as he looked at his computer blankly, solving the cube.
My gosh he needed sleep. And he knew he said that a couple times already but being tired was starting to getโฆwell, tiring!
And you know what the worst part of all of this was?
He did the best he could.
The best he could muster wasnโt enough but at least he tried. Saving the world every day and night sometimes didnโt always go as planned.
But was that good enough? No. Of course it wasnโt. But at least he tried. He always tries. There hasnโt been one mission he hasnโt at least tried to do his part.
It's just kinda hard when youโre a 5'8 mutant turtle that the whole world is afraid of and yet you save their asses each and every day.
The ironyโฆ
And on top of it all, he hasnโt been making a smidge of process.
The mutagen still looks the exact same as it did a week ago. And the week before that. And the weeks and weeks and weeks before thatโฆ
โDeeโฆโ Mikey started, looking at his older brother with sad, pleading eyes. โNo. Stop. Donโt look at me like that.โ Donnie scowled, โIโm not in the mood to be pitied.โ Mikey returned the cold stare slightly, crossing his arms loosely, โWell, you should be in the mood to sleep.โ
โIโm not tired.โ
โLike hell youโre not.โ The smaller turtle laughed bitterly, although nothing at the matter was truly โhahaโ funny. More so โwhat the actual fuckโ go to bedโ funny. โYour eyebags literally have a whole story arc right now. A plot and everything. You canโt tell me your not even a smidge sleepy.โ
โThatโs hilarious. Itโs almost like I just did.โ Donnie spat, glaring at the rubix cube as he continued to solve it.
The freckle faced turtle sighed, โJustโฆlook. Listen to me for a sec, okay?โ Donnie solved the cube, putting it on the table as Mikey held his hand.
โI know that your work is important to you. And I know you feel responsible for Mr. OโNeilโs mutation.โ He started, squeezing Donnieโs hands comfortingly, which caused the elderโs hands to untense a bit, relaxing in the otherโs hold. The smaller turtle smiled at the small but impactful motion.
He started up again, โWe all do. But weโre not gonna get any step closer to figuring out the cure if our #1 scientist bro keeps working himself to death...โ
โAnd by the looks of it? Youโre 50% thereโฆโ The younger said as he let go of the otherโs hand, getting a better look at his face. โHow would you feel if I stayed up working on this all week? Wouldnโt you be worried?โ
โYouโre not smart enough for that.โ Donnie mumbled, a small smug smile on his face.
Mikey gave his brother a playful punch to the shoulder, rolling his eyes playfully as his older brother laughed, tears welling up in his eyes. The blue eyed teenโs eyes widened in surprise, looking up at him.
โAre thoseโฆhappy or sad tearsโฆ?โ Mikey asked. โProbably both.โ Donnie snickered, wiping away his tears, โSorry. You know how emotional I get when Iโm tiredโฆโ
The smaller teen hummed in acknowledgement, resting his head on the taller teenโs shoulder. โHow about this: Iโll stay with you in youโre lab to help you go to sleep.โ He offered, a small reassuring smile on his face as he looked up at Donnie once again.
โOkayโฆbut what do I get in return?โ
โA good night sleep.โ The younger deadpanned.
โTouchรฉโฆโ Donnie hummed, now too tired and too emotionally drained to argue at this point. He yawned, standing up from the chair as the action was soon being followed by the other turtle in the room.
โDo not kick me while weโre lying down, got it?โ
โNooooo promises, bro-broโฆโ
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โOkayโฆI feel utterly ridiculous.โ Donnie mumbled as he crossed his arms in Mikeyโs hold. Since Donnie couldnโt sleep, the youngest thought it would be a great idea to give him a hug just like their Dad did when they were turtle tots. Which, was to basically hug them from behind while the turtle being hugged was lying down slightly.
It helped them sleep on hard nightsโฆand it seemed like Donnie was having a hard night.
โDonโt be. Itโs alright.โ The youngest smiled reassuringly, giving his brother another tight squeeze. โDad did it exactly like this! Youโll fall asleep in no time!โ
โWell, Dadโs a 6'2 mutant, Mike. Youโre 4'6 while Iโm 5'7. This hug is nothing but just pure awkwardness...โ
โIโm 4'10!โ The smaller mutant corrected, obviously offended by the false statement.
โThen Iโm 6 feet tall.โ Donnie chuckled.
โOkay, Mr. Wise Guy! Do you want this hug or not?!โ
The elder chuckled, making no further comments as Mikey hugged him. The two sat in comfortable silence, enjoying each otherโs company as the quietness overtook the room.
โIโmโฆsorry for being such a dick earlierโฆโ Donnie murmured sadly, โI wasnโt being bitchy on purposeโฆI was justโฆโ He paused, trying to figure out what he was going to say before suddenly losing the train of thought. โStop thinking so hard. Youโre gonna hurt your big brain.โ Mikey pouted, poking Donnie in the cheek a couple times.
โAnd donโt worry about it. I didnโt take it personally. You were really agitated and tired so you had to let your Alpha male come out. No shame in that.โ
โStill. I shouldnโt have treated you like that. So Iโm sorry.โ Donnie simply mumbled, before blinking in confusion a couple of times, โWait. DidโฆDid you just call me anโฆAlpha male?โ
โI sure did.โ Mikey beamed proudly.
โUghโฆI hate you so freaking much, y'know that?โ
โSuuuure you do. Iโm the Alpha, Iโm the leader, Iโm the one to trustโฆโ The youngest started to sing, rocking himself and Donnie side to side as the eldest tried to get out of the hug. โIhi rehefuse to get comforted by ahan individual thahat knows thahat atrohocity by heart.โ He snickered.
โOh come on! I think Iโm a pretty good singer!โ The purple banded turtle only rolled his eyes at the comment, scoffing lightly, โMeehee and yohou hahave different definitions ohof thehehe word goodโฆโ
โFine then! Iโm a great singer!โ Mikey challenged.
โLihihike hell yohou are, yohohou bihig oaf.โ
โIโm shorter than you, Einstein!โ
โDoesnโt mehean your nohohot bihigโฆโ Donnie mumbled giggly but smugly.
The youngest glared, jabbing Donnie in the side, causing the russet eyed turtle to shriek loudly in surprise. Mikey giggled, poking Donnie in the sides repeatedly. โThe Boo scream from Monsterโs Inc goes crazy, bro.โ
โMโMihihichael!โ
โThatโs my name~! Whatโs up? You need something?โ The orange banded turtle asked teasingly, peering down at his brother who was now squirming uncontrollably.
โNo? Well okay thenโฆโ The youngest mused as he continued to wreck his brother. โWโWahait! Wahait! Ihihiโm gohonna wahahake eheveryone uhuhup!โ Donnie squealed,ย leaning against his little brotherโs chest as he squirmed in the hold.
โThen stop laughing then.โ The younger one huffed, smiling even more as Donnieโs blush increased in volume and size. โBuhut youโre tihihickling me!โ
โI think that sounds like a you problem, dear brother of mine. Maybe you should try being less ticklish and it wouldnโt happen to you!โ
Donnieโs giggles became more frantic, turning his face to hide in Mikeyโs side. The younger smiled at the shy gesture, ceasing his tickling for a moment.
โI promise Iโll stop when you want me to, okay?โ Mikey said with a soft smile on his face; which, was nice and all but at the same time why did he have to be so nice about it???
Donnie nodded embarrassed, preparing himself physically and mentally. โOh! And thanks for opening this spot for me, Dee.โ The smaller mutant giggled as he scribbled his fingers against the crook of Donnieโs neck, which made the taller turtle flail around and try to hit him. โHehey! Hey! That's not very nice!โ
He pulled one of Donnieโs arms up and wiggled his fingers directly in his underarm. โNAHAโ *hic* NOHOH!โ The older cackled as he desperately tried to pull his arm back down as he hid his face deeper in Mikeyโs side. The blue eyed mutant awed teasingly at the sight, chuckling to himself as his big brother laughed his heart out.
โNAHAT *hic* THEHERE! PLEHEASE!โย
โNahat thehere?โ Mikey faked gasped, โWhat aboutโฆright here~?โย He giggled, squeezing right above the other turtleโs hip bone. Donnie kicked and squirmed as more hiccups followed.
โAwhโฆis my big brother tickwish~?โ Mikey said as he buried his face into the crook of Donnieโs neck, giggling as the olderโs cackles began to increase in volume at the teases. โShuhuHUT yohOURโE *hic* TRAHAP!โ The purple banded turtle shrieked, trying to push at his baby brotherโs face to try and stop him.ย ย
โYouโre hiccups are adorable, big bro~!โ Mikey cooed, now noticing how red Donnieโs face have gotten due to all the laughing and teasing. Mikey stopped tickling Donnie but his face still remained in the crook of his neck, smiling at the giggly mess he made of his older brother. Donnie glared while laughing, pushing on his baby brotherโs face.
โStaHAP!!! Stohopโฆโ
โIโm not even doing anything!โ The other laughed asย he hugged Donnie, rocking him back and forth again.
โLihiterallty dihihieโฆโ Donnie giggly grumbled, trying to wipe off the grin happy smile his brother plasteed on his face. โYohohouโre. the. absolute wohorstโฆโ He giggled tiredly, curling in on himself as he swatted his baby brother away from him.ย
โNowโฆdo you wanna go to bed or should weโฆโ The orange banded turtle trailed off of his sentence, looking down to his elder brother whomโs eyes started to droop.
โPff. 'Night, Dee.โ
โMhmโฆโ
Donnie relaxed in Mikeyโs hold, which made the younger oneโs eyes soften greatly. He pulled out his phone, taking a picture quickly and going into the familyโs group chat:
๐๐๐บ๐ฅTeenagers who are Mutants who are Ninjaโs who are also Turtleโs๐๐๐งซ๐ผ
Yo ๐ผ๐ผ๐ผ
Mikey???
What are you doing up so early?
>:3
Ur lucky Don isnโt online here Leo
He would go on a full on RANT abt the โlateโ and โearlyโ bs
Iโm awareโฆ
So whatโs up, Mikey? You okay?
Yeah๐๐ฅ!!! Iโm fine!!!
Just wanted to tell you guys that Iโm in Donโs room catching some axโs โจโจโจ
WJAT??
BAHAH EXCUSE ME
CAN I JOIN
NONO STUPID AUTOCORRXT
ZโS I MEANT ZโS. AS IN SLEEP
S L E E P I N G
LIKE SNOK MIMIMI TYPE STUFF
Jesusโฆ
Mikey. Never do that again.
IT WASNT WVEN MY FAULTT
SO DOES THAT MWAN NO AXES???
SHUT UP, RAPHAEL
๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐!!!
Oh grow up, Raph
Yeaaaaah Raaaaaaph, grow up ๐๐๐
๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐โผ๏ธโผ๏ธโผ๏ธ
Anyway ๐พ
I came into his room bc he was working on the mutagen thing
Ohโฆ
Poor Don.
Heโs been working on that thing for ages
Thanks for doing that, Mikey.
Iโm sure he appreciates it.
He better
My shell hurts from supporting his big ass
DAMN
Just go to bed, Mikeyโ b4 Leo kills the both of us
Love ya bro
See u when u and Don wake up
Love you guys too ๐๐๐๐๐
Mikey smiled as he turned off his phone, putting it on Donnieโs nightstand as he relaxed against the bed frame. He rubbed his brotherโs shell comfortingly, humming a small tune softly.
โHey, Mike?โ
โHm?โ
โThank you for this. Iโฆdidnโt know how much I needed itโฆthank you. I love you.โ
Mikey smiled brightly, squeezing Donnie a tad bit tigther, โLove you too, Don. Now go to sleep before you become more wrinkly than you already are.โ
โOh, fuck youโฆโ Donnie chuckled, drifting off to sleep along with his little brother.
Things werenโt perfect. I mean, they never will be. They never would be.
But being apart of a team means your never alone.
And being apart of a family means youโre never alone.
And as long as Donnie had hisโฆheโd be quite alright.
He can finish the mutagen laterโฆas of right now, he needed to go the fuck. to. bed.
And thanks to Mikey, he can finally do that.
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#Lee!Donnie#Ler!Mikey#MUAHAHAHA#Bet you guys didnt think I could write angst huh#WELL YOURE WRONG๐ซจ๐ซจ๐ซจโผ๏ธโผ๏ธโผ๏ธ#Hope this was delishโฆdef delish for me#Guys Iโm so sorry for being so freaking cringy#Its a lifestyleโฆ#Im so happy none of you know me in real life bc GOSHโฆ#IM WORSE.#IF U THOUGHT THIS WAS BADโฆWAIT UNTIL I POST MY MM FIC#Re-reading it and why did I make Mikey say โAlpha Maleโ#OKAY WHY DID I KINDA EAT THAT UP ๐ฅ๐ฅ๐ฅ๐ฅ๐ฅ#JUST A TADโฆ#Sfw tickle community#Sfw tickle fanfiction#Sfw tickle blog#EEEEEEEE#They are my everything ๐๐งก#The group chat name I made them makes me giggle sometimes#Mootie patootie#Mutualโs ask#Tmnt 2012 tickle#Tmnt 2012 tickle fic#Tmnt 2012 tickle fanfiction
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Granted I never finished my little pony or even got to cozy glow at all but I see people complain about how she "didnt deserve her fate" bc she was "literally a child" and I feel like its missing how the target audience are also children. Like a 9 year old isnt gonna see cozy glow as "a small baby child who was never given room to redeem herself, she shouldn't have been turned to stone like the other villains" they're gonna see her as "just like that mean girl in school who always picks on me and never gets in trouble for it because the teachers like her, I'm GLAD she got turned to stone! FUCK tiffany!"
#text#in general for childrwns shows or books or what have you#you shouldnt use the 'omg theyre only children...' excuse unless it is actually used in the text#bc the target demo isnt gonna think 'theyre only children' theyre gonna think 'theyre just like me!'#its like whenever there are child protagonists saving the world and adult fans say 'omg theyre child soldiers...'#like its okay if thats what you get from an adult reading but i think you should acknowledge how its SUPPOSED to be for the kid target demo#who will see it and think 'wow that girl is my age (or a couple years older) and doing all sorts of exciting things!'#and then they hope they get to go on an adventure some day#tldr. theres nothing wrong with engaging with art for a younger age range from the pov of an adult#but i think we can ALL get a bit too ahead of ourselves sometimes and forget that it was written for children#and the big bad is supposed to be equivalent to a childs school bully or maybe a slightly grouchy grandma
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good omens au! but this time please consider demon vash and angel woowoo
#vashwood#trigun#trigun stampede#vash the stampede#nicholas d. wolfwood#its a very sketchy speedpaint#pls have mercy and judge my terrible lines#i KNOW whats wrong okay#i was pressed by time and the need to share#its a crime to have stampede wing design and not use it in GO au#proper pics shall commence sometime next week#when i get all my stuff working the way it should
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I know my ass says this every time thereโs a new season but god DAMN, heartstopper is such a good show for teenagers
#the klock keeps ticking#heartstopper#and also before i go on my ramble let me get my obligatory angy moment out of the way#i wish aled was in the show im never gonna be over this i think isaac is turning out great but like#every time i see him it just feels so wrong lol its like. WHERES MY BOY WHERES MY GUY RADIOOOO#okay anyways#i only watched the first 2 episodes of s3 but damn its just like so good at the tone#so good at being sweet but serious when it needs to be#so good at showing healthy communication methods in a way teenagers can practice#and just like saying that hey. your partner is struggling with something and you arent responsible for fixing them cuz you literally cannot#do that and you are literally 16 theyre gonna need much more than this#and this is a part of growing up and having your relationships mature like you will have to go through shit like this together sometimes#and its a lot but you can still show love and support without straining yourself it just takes practice and patience#im so glad a show like this exists for teenagers cuz damn i havent seen anything be this good for that specific demographic in uh#like ever? something thats so good at acknowledging that teenagers have these problems or drink or have sex#without doing some euphoria bullshit#just tows the line so well
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personally i think the backlash coming from de-gothing gerry has less to do with peoples personal and differing headcanons and more to do with the fact that as soon as he was mentioned to be happy, people could no longer see him as goth. which is. Not Good. as a goth, there are very few examples of happy goths in media, because people subconsciously equate being goth with trauma or mental illness. and this isn't to say that people whose goth identity overlaps or is directly connected to their trauma or mental illness are wrong or invalid! It's actually the opposite. again, you can headcanon him however you want it's all up to you, but i have seen people saying that because he is happy there is no longer a need for him to have "badly dyed hair" or to be goth, as if these are universal indicators of someones happiness. i'd urge you to think about the implications of that.
#this is coming from someone who is mentally ill and goth by the way#and yeah people can have badly dyed hair and be goth BECAUSE they are sad and thats okay#but to assume this is the universal measurment (even subconsiously) of happiness or stability is wrong#from my personal experience i and other goths have felt happier after becoming involved in the scene and subculture#and this isnt me stopping you from headcanoning him as not goth by the way that would be absurd#its just important to try and realise that sometimes we have subconscious beliefs or biases about certain groups#stickers lore#tmagp#gerry keay#tma
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You guys should read 17776. It's best to go in blind. It's about how football will look in the future.
(Warning that there is a very fast moving part specifically in the beginning in case you have photosensitivity, and the story includes gifs and videos. If you are sensitive to unreality some parts may bother you.)
#i cant really say too much because part of the experience is the confusion and slight unreality.#there was a post going around sometime in... 2015-18? maybe earlier linking people to it#i havent seen it in circulation in a very long time and this is an extremely good thing to read.#so maybe we can get this into tumblr circulation again#if you like homestuck youll probably like this? it's a multimedia story. but its a hell of a lot shorter than hs lol#ri rambles#stories#recommendations#but yeah if you are confused it's okay you'll understand. youre supposed to be like ??? in the beginning. just fyi#it's not super duper long.#maybe a few hours read?#probably less#something is terribly wrong#17776 football#17776#im bad at guessing story length because i read really fast#it will make you feel things. i promise.#you WILL be confused.#but itll clear up
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people acting as if laios can Do No Wrong and infantilizing him because he is autistic are annoying as hell. especially because laios belongs to my favorite genre of character: "person who desperately wants friends and deep relationships because they're lonely, and while part of their problems stem from people not wanting to understand them and refusing to meet them where they are, they also genuinely come across in a way where you Completely Understand why others can get turned off from them"
#.txt#dungeon meshi#laios#like. okay. i think its a very autistic experience to Want People In Your Life So Badly but because you act differently and have a hard time#with social cues you dont get that easy friendship and it sucks and youre lonely as hell#<- source: im autistic#but ALSO. i think some people forget that missing social cues genuinely makes you rude. even if you dont mean it#intent goes a long way but sometimes the autistic experience is realizing that Unfortunately You May Have Been A Dick#or that being intense or overbearing or disregarding boundries you dont know are there Drives People Away#like idk i think wanting people to look deeper and see whats worthwhile about you while also realizing youve unintentionally#driven people away#and that you can be misunderstood AND need to improve how you treat people#is an interesting story (growing as a person while also understanding that you were worthwhile the whole time even if others didnt see it)#on TOP of being a. idk more true to life autism expereince at least for me#and characters who have these kinds of arcs are really fascinating to me and i think theres a lot of nuance to them#and idk it sucks when people try to act as if lack of malicious intent suddenly means everyone who doesnt love you unconditionally is wrong#to be clear sometimes its not the Neurodivergentisms that drive ppl away sometimes its smth else#but idk i find more nuanced approaches to characters like this feel much more engaging to me and its lame when it seems like ppl go out#of their way to remove nuance from characters :/
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It's actually kind of heartbreaking how many people feel their life has ended right after high school or college, and honestly, the heavy romanticization of that period of time is so overwhelmingly predominant that it can be hard to avoid. It's insidious to constantly be told that ages 10-24 are the only worthwhile parts of life, that everything after is essentially meaningless and dull.
It's hard not to look around you and think that your life still is open and full of potential when you're told over and over again that the rose-tinted childhood is the last time you were alive. It's hard to realize that your life isn't over when you walk off the stage of your graduation.
We must realize that we will always be full of potentials. Your life won't be over until you take your final breath, and then? That's simply another chapter in your story, one of many. Let yourself realize that you're alive in the here and now. There will be good and bad, but never a complete loss of potential or hope.
#positivity#it's just... weird when you see somebody your age who says how over their life feels you know?#and i feel for them. i feel their pain and the emptiness of not knowing what's next or what you should do#and that's sometimes the scary part of life. but your story isn't over yet#one day it will be. one day you'll put the pen down and dry the ink on the yellowed pages and close your book of life. but that's not today#you are allowed to be an aimless spirit. you are allowed to breathe in without the crushing weight of productivity#the idea that your only potential happens when you're too young to realize it is wrong#your potential has nothing to do with feeling your youth and how little you know#it is hard to really internalize this and remind yourself to make space for hope and positivity...#...and you might not be ready to internalize this. that's okay. i'll wait with you (in a strictly spiritual sense)#we can wait together and not think about any of it. just to rest and collect our minds and feel the world hold its breath with us#all this to say that your life isn't over yet. you don't have to beat yourself up over not having lived at fucking 18#allow yourself the compassion to realize that you needed time to grow and mature and explore the world in your own way
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have started quantifying everything in my life based on how much i think it brings actual value and joy to my life except idk how good this mindset is. cause stuff like friends and family and hanging out with them and shelter and movies/books/videos i like and nature etc are like duh obviously they add value. but recently its been like oh i dont need extra nice clothes or yummy but unhealthy foods or cute little items or alcohol/drugs for a fun time or etc etc because they will not add real value to my life. but also maybe small temporary joys add up to create a bigger joy? or maybe the joy from small temporary joy takes away from a more genuine happiness. like maybe youre too distracted by the small temporary thing making you happy to think about real things that will make you actually happier. idk. maybe this is a bad mindset around happiness. or maybe its good.
#like i've convinced myself i could spend my adult life completely sober only buying what i need to#eating like the same vegetable and meat and rice slop every day#and that would be the best way to live. or something#but also maybe im so wrong and its okay to let myself indulge in small joys sometimes#i dont know.
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this is long sorry but i wanted to make a statement for the press (treat tumblr like a public diary) and the children of divorce (mutuals)
i know that obviously i am heartbroken that joeff and i had to split and part of me is really angry that it had to happen that way but its not like its anyoneโs fault. this is a no fault divorce. we love each other we just couldnโt continue the relationship. but i go home and i see him and we hang out and its normal but then i remember that the future we wanted is dead and THAT is a horrible feeling but the worst feeling would be not having him in my life at all and i am glad that we love each other enough to be friends and we were friends for so long before we started dating bc then we know that we can do it. im glad weโre going to be apart for a few weeks bc it is still really raw but ultimately it is for the best and we agree that we are soulmates just maybe not romantically. which sucks but the right person for us will be glad that we didnt force ourselves to stay together just for the comfort of familiarity. i just have to tell myself that it wasnt a waste of time and everything will make sense eventually even if it doesnt right now and i want to be mad but theres nothing to be mad about except sometimes life is unfair but you live it anyway.
#i know i talk my shit on here sometimes when i let myself get angry but i dont mean it. he didnt do anything wrong#i mean in retrospect some things could have been done differently but its not like someone cheated or was abusive or anything#it was just circumstances stopped lining up. which happens! especially if youre young. people dont grow up at the same rate and thats ok#like we still live together and are friendly we have no beef weโre both just sad that it didnt work out in the end#but we cant be hanging out together like we used to for a long time because a period of distance will make it easier in the long run#which sucks because i want to go do all this stuff with him and see our friends and be normal but we cant until weโre solidly Apart#we just need to be our own people for a while because neither of us have ever really been alone bc we glommed onto each other as soon as we#met umโฆโฆ. at age 19 and 20#so we need to figure out what we want for ourselves as individuals without letting the other one drag us down yknow. so its okay!#but we are figuring things out and everything is a circle so weโll be right back!
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the way i see it the supernatural finale could be interpreted as disrespectful and a slap in the face to the characters who fought so hard to create their own story, write their own destiny, define all odds and live their lives outside of gods will in this case but personally to me the whole "this was always gonna end like this", "love was there and it didn't chnage anything. but it still matters that the love was there", and the fact that their story and legacy will live on and the fact that sam and dean died the way they were introduced to us in the very first episode and the way both characters always predicted,, is kind of,, its kind of beautiful,..
#don't get me wrong i kind of hate the finale#i wouldve loved an ambiguous very much open ending i feel like that wouldve been the besg choice tbh#but its okay#let me find beauty and symbolism in the disappointment#dean u shouldve lived such a long life u shouldve had many days of comfort and happiness#no like he actually fr had none of those and ACTUALLY#i will always love you dean winchester my favorite character in the world#dean winchester#supernatural#destiel#sam winchester#sam i love u so much sometimes i feel like i understand u on such a deep deep level its amazing#castiel my beloved u deserved so much better#i fully blame the writers for everything#and john winchester#fuck john winchester
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We're definitely getting an emotional or somewhat moment for this mf.
I feel it in my bones.
#digital circus#digital circus jax#jax#and im NEVER WRONG ABOUT THESE FEELINGS#Okay sometimes#okay#its not always accurate ๐#but i feel it BAAD with this one
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