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๐๐ข๐งก ๐ต๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ข: @savemeafruitjuice๐๐ข๐งก
ยทฬฉฬฉฬฅอ๏ผ*โขฬฉฬฉอโฉโขฬฉฬฉอ*ห๐ท๐๐๐ข ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐โฆ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐โฆ๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐. ๐ท๐๐๐ ๐ข๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐, ๐๐๐๐๐๐!!!ห*โขฬฉฬฉอโฉโขฬฉฬฉอ*ห๏ผยทฬฉฬฉฬฅอ
๐ถ๐๐๐๐: ๐ท๐๐๐/๐ฒ๐๐๐๐๐๐
๐๐๐๐๐: ๐น,๐บ๐ผ๐ธ
๐ป๐๐: ๐ณ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐ข๐
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๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ข: ๐ณ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ข๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐โฆ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ (๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐), ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐.
(๐ฐ/๐ฝ: ๐*๐๐๐ ๐ณ๐ฝ๐ธ. ๐ฑ๐๐-๐๐ข๐. ๐ฐ๐๐๐๐. ๐๐๐ข๐๐๐๐๐. ๐ต๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐โฆ)
๐พ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐: @tiggleebug @what-youd-expect @veryblushyswitch @someone1348 @titters-and-tingles
@odder-outlet @itzsana-kiddingmenow @kanene-yaaay @turtletimewriting @mysteriouslee
๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐: ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๏ฟฝ๏ฟฝ๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐โฆ๐๐ ๐ข๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐โ๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ข ๐. ๐๐, ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๏ฟฝ๏ฟฝ๐'๐ ๐ข๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐, ๐๐๐ฃ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐ข ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐โจโผ๏ธ
๐ฐ๐ป๐๐พ ๐๐ฟ๐พ๐ธ๐ป๐ด๐๐ ๐ต๐พ๐ ๐๐ผ๐ฝ๐ ๐ธ๐ถ๐ท๐ธ ๐๐ธ ๐ธ๐ต ๐๐พ๐ ๐ท๐ฐ๐
๐ด๐ฝโ๐ ๐๐ฐ๐๐ฒ๐ท๐ด๐ณ ๐ธ๐โผ๏ธโผ๏ธโผ๏ธ
๐๐: ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐, ๐๐๐๐-๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐/๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐/๐๐๐๐๐, ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐.
ยทฬฉฬฉฬฅอ๏ผ*โขฬฉฬฉอโฉโขฬฉฬฉอ*ห๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐ ๐๐ข, ๐ธ ๐๐๐๐ ๐ข๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ขห*โขฬฉฬฉอโฉโขฬฉฬฉอ*ห๏ผยทฬฉฬฉฬฅอ
It was currently 2:00 in the morning. And the only things keeping Donatello Hamato alive at the moment were cans of Red Bull, Dr. Pepper and a slice of pizza. And by โsliceโ, he means the entire box.
Whichโฆthe more and more Donnie thought about it, that was a hell of a combination to consume for the rest of the night. Also super duper concerning. But it kept him 101% awake, so he couldnโt really complain all that much.
But why was the young scientist staying up so late you may ask? The second youngest was currently working on the de-mutagen mutagen to un-mutagize Mr. OโNeil (try saying that 10 times fast). The tallest turtle has been engrossed in the project for weeks; his eyes have been stuck to his computer as if someone glued them there.
Butโฆwhy would Mr. OโNeil need โde-mutagen mutagen?โ Wellโฆyou, my friend, ask the good questions at the wrong time. You see, Donatello and his brothers kindaโฆmaybeโฆaccidentallyโฆspilled mutagen on Aprilโs Dadโฆ
Accidentally! Accidentally. It wasnโt really as bad as it sounded. I mean, how would you react if you saw your Dad turn into a mutant and start flying all over New York? Pretty cool, right?
โฆAlright. Maybe it was as bad as it sounded.
Turning Aprilโs Dad into a batโฆcreature-likeโฆthing wasnโt a part of the plan in all honesty. Which was why the tallest turtle of the four was so stubborn on getting this freaking blob of green slime disgustingness finished.
I meanโฆit was him and his brotherโs fault that the scientist got mutated in the first place. And as well as Donnie knows, thatโs Aprilโs only family she has as of right now. And that just makes this whole mutation situation (<- hey that rhymes) even worse.
Donnie knows all too well what itโs like for a family member to go missing out of his control. I mean, have you met him? Or literally anyone in his household? It wasnโt out of the ordinary that they would (or could) get kidnapped, captured, or held hostage from time to time.
I mean, the skyโs blue. The grass is green. They get taken from away each other on a daily basis. Duh.
โฆAnyways; steering away from that sad but true fact, Donnieโs family was, well, his family at the end of the day. His comfort.
And so to justโฆtake that comfort outlet April once had and not do anything about it seemedโฆinhuman.
I mean, he wasnโt humanโฆnot human in the slightest, really. But you get his point.
Huh. Andโฆspeaking of family, if Leo was in the second youngestโs room right now, the young leader wouldโve said some statements along the lines of: โDonnie! Sit up! Your backs built like a shrimp!โ or โDon! Stop typing and sit up straight before your back looks like a crooked tree!โ
And in all honesty? He should probably fix his posture. But Leo reminding him every millisecond of the day makes him not want toโฆ
Besides, itโs not like he was using the computer for shits and giggles. He was using it because he needed to use it. Because he had to use it.
I mean, the more and more he thought about it, wasnโt it really his fault in the first place? He was the genius. He was the scientist. He was supposed to know the answer to every. single. problem.
Even if the problem wasโฆwell, himself.
But what could he even do at this point??? April cut all contacts with him, Mr. OโNeil could be who knows where, and Donnie just ran out of pizza!
Triple. kill!
Wellโฆperhaps using that kind of phrasing isnโt appropriate at the moment, but your picking up whatโs heโs putting down, right?
โฆoh God, heโs starting to sound like Leoโฆthatโs how tired he was.
The scientist groaned, resting his head on the table and rubbing his arm in irritation.
My gosh did he miss sleep.
Even if he got, like, 3 hours on a daily basisโฆit was 3 hours of sleep! Which is something he rarely got anymore since everything has happened.
He rubbed his arm a tad bit harder, glaring at his computer screen as if it was the most disgusting thing to ever make way on this planet.
And thatโs saying a lot. I mean, have you met Raph?
The purple banded turtle sighed in pure annoyance, tapping his other finger on the desk in a repetitive motion.
Back and forth.
Back and forth.
Back and forth.
At least this he can do without screwing it up. Like heโs done with absolutely everything.
Donnie tapped faster.
Back and forth. Back and forth.
โYou look like absolute sugar honey iced tea, broski.โ Donnie jumped at the sudden voice, stumbling out of the spinny chair he was sitting on as he grabbed his bล staff which was planted on the floor. He drawed the staff, only to find his baby brother with his hands slightly up in a surrendering position.
โOh. Hi, Mikeyโฆโ The taller turtle relaxed, dropping his staff in complete exhaustion and sinking into his chair like he wasnโt about to chop the other into pieces.
God, did he want sleep...
โWhy are you up so early, Dee? Itโs, like, 3 a.m. nowโฆโ The youngest turtle asked as he walked over to his older brother, pulling up another spinny chair as he sat next to him.
โLate. Why am I up so late. Morning technically starts after midnight. However, 3 a.m. is way too early to be considered part of the daytime. For most of the world, it is still dark outside at this time. And so,ย 3 a.m. is considered night.โ The purple banded turtle rambled. Mikey blinked in confusion at his brotherโs rebuttal, rolling his eyes playfully, โNerd emojiโฆโ
Donnie didnโt even counter the remark. He wanted to, obviously. Sibling bickering is a thing, yโknow.
But he had to finish this cure even if it killed him. And how the way things were going, he would have to be revived 14-15 times in order to complete it.
Mikey looked at his older brother worriedly, seeing how focused and entranced he was on the computer. And usually? That wouldโve been an amazing thing. Like Mikey here, Donnie would tend to hyperfixate on certain things and spend hours upon hours researching and de-coding andโฆ
Well, you get the idea.
But ever since April stopped talking to them completely, Donnieโs been soโฆprone to figuring out a way to cure her Dad.
If there even was oneโฆ
And the youngest couldnโt even remember the last time he saw his immediate older brother in a bed. Sleeping. And that made the youngest worry. Worry beyond repair. And if you didnโt already know, he doesnโt do worry. Thatโs Master Splinterโs jobโฆif you werenโt able to tell by all the grey/gray hairs.
โYou're doing the tappy-tap thing; you only do that when you're nervous or stressed about something...โย Mikey randomly said out loud.
Wellโฆnot entirely randomly.
Anytime the second oldest would do that, he would usually end up moving his hand down to tap onto his thigh, and then the light feeling would be overwhelming for him and so he would start scratchingโฆ
It was a domino effect that Mikey really didnโt want to go down if he didnโt have to.
The taller teen looked down at his left hand andโฆsure enough, yep. He was rubbing and scratching and tapping his arm like some crazy crack addict. He adjusted them so they were in his lap, trying not to fidget with any part of his body but soon started bouncing his right leg. โSorryโฆโ He mumbled.
โWha-? Noโฆyou donโt need to apologize. I just didnโt want you to hurt yourself, Dee. Thatโs the only reason why I pointed it out.โ Mikey rambled comfortingly, frowning a little bit as he saw Donnieโs face in a scowl. The elderโs hands tapped on the desk again, his nails gripping onto the table as he did so.
Tap.
Tap.
Tap.
Mikey glanced at his brother sadly. Heโs never seen Donnie this upset beforeโฆand that made Mikey worry. And again, Mikey didnโt do worry.
The blue eyed teen went into his pajama pants pockets and grabbed a rubix cube. He honestly completely forgot he had it in there and just happened to remember in this exact moment, but perhaps it was a good thing he forgot.
Because it was obvious his big brother needed it right now.
Mikey gave the other the cube, which he gladly accepted. The taller turtle frustratingly solved the cubeโฆnot because solving the cube was frustrating, but because he was frustrated with himself.
โYouโฆwanna talk about itโฆ?โ The youngest asked gently. โNoโฆno not reallyโฆโ The older said as he looked at his computer blankly, solving the cube.
My gosh he needed sleep. And he knew he said that a couple times already but being tired was starting to getโฆwell, tiring!
And you know what the worst part of all of this was?
He did the best he could.
The best he could muster wasnโt enough but at least he tried. Saving the world every day and night sometimes didnโt always go as planned.
But was that good enough? No. Of course it wasnโt. But at least he tried. He always tries. There hasnโt been one mission he hasnโt at least tried to do his part.
It's just kinda hard when youโre a 5'8 mutant turtle that the whole world is afraid of and yet you save their asses each and every day.
The ironyโฆ
And on top of it all, he hasnโt been making a smidge of process.
The mutagen still looks the exact same as it did a week ago. And the week before that. And the weeks and weeks and weeks before thatโฆ
โDeeโฆโ Mikey started, looking at his older brother with sad, pleading eyes. โNo. Stop. Donโt look at me like that.โ Donnie scowled, โIโm not in the mood to be pitied.โ Mikey returned the cold stare slightly, crossing his arms loosely, โWell, you should be in the mood to sleep.โ
โIโm not tired.โ
โLike hell youโre not.โ The smaller turtle laughed bitterly, although nothing at the matter was truly โhahaโ funny. More so โwhat the actual fuckโ go to bedโ funny. โYour eyebags literally have a whole story arc right now. A plot and everything. You canโt tell me your not even a smidge sleepy.โ
โThatโs hilarious. Itโs almost like I just did.โ Donnie spat, glaring at the rubix cube as he continued to solve it.
The freckle faced turtle sighed, โJustโฆlook. Listen to me for a sec, okay?โ Donnie solved the cube, putting it on the table as Mikey held his hand.
โI know that your work is important to you. And I know you feel responsible for Mr. OโNeilโs mutation.โ He started, squeezing Donnieโs hands comfortingly, which caused the elderโs hands to untense a bit, relaxing in the otherโs hold. The smaller turtle smiled at the small but impactful motion.
He started up again, โWe all do. But weโre not gonna get any step closer to figuring out the cure if our #1 scientist bro keeps working himself to death...โ
โAnd by the looks of it? Youโre 50% thereโฆโ The younger said as he let go of the otherโs hand, getting a better look at his face. โHow would you feel if I stayed up working on this all week? Wouldnโt you be worried?โ
โYouโre not smart enough for that.โ Donnie mumbled, a small smug smile on his face.
Mikey gave his brother a playful punch to the shoulder, rolling his eyes playfully as his older brother laughed, tears welling up in his eyes. The blue eyed teenโs eyes widened in surprise, looking up at him.
โAre thoseโฆhappy or sad tearsโฆ?โ Mikey asked. โProbably both.โ Donnie snickered, wiping away his tears, โSorry. You know how emotional I get when Iโm tiredโฆโ
The smaller teen hummed in acknowledgement, resting his head on the taller teenโs shoulder. โHow about this: Iโll stay with you in youโre lab to help you go to sleep.โ He offered, a small reassuring smile on his face as he looked up at Donnie once again.
โOkayโฆbut what do I get in return?โ
โA good night sleep.โ The younger deadpanned.
โTouchรฉโฆโ Donnie hummed, now too tired and too emotionally drained to argue at this point. He yawned, standing up from the chair as the action was soon being followed by the other turtle in the room.
โDo not kick me while weโre lying down, got it?โ
โNooooo promises, bro-broโฆโ
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โOkayโฆI feel utterly ridiculous.โ Donnie mumbled as he crossed his arms in Mikeyโs hold. Since Donnie couldnโt sleep, the youngest thought it would be a great idea to give him a hug just like their Dad did when they were turtle tots. Which, was to basically hug them from behind while the turtle being hugged was lying down slightly.
It helped them sleep on hard nightsโฆand it seemed like Donnie was having a hard night.
โDonโt be. Itโs alright.โ The youngest smiled reassuringly, giving his brother another tight squeeze. โDad did it exactly like this! Youโll fall asleep in no time!โ
โWell, Dadโs a 6'2 mutant, Mike. Youโre 4'6 while Iโm 5'7. This hug is nothing but just pure awkwardness...โ
โIโm 4'10!โ The smaller mutant corrected, obviously offended by the false statement.
โThen Iโm 6 feet tall.โ Donnie chuckled.
โOkay, Mr. Wise Guy! Do you want this hug or not?!โ
The elder chuckled, making no further comments as Mikey hugged him. The two sat in comfortable silence, enjoying each otherโs company as the quietness overtook the room.
โIโmโฆsorry for being such a dick earlierโฆโ Donnie murmured sadly, โI wasnโt being bitchy on purposeโฆI was justโฆโ He paused, trying to figure out what he was going to say before suddenly losing the train of thought. โStop thinking so hard. Youโre gonna hurt your big brain.โ Mikey pouted, poking Donnie in the cheek a couple times.
โAnd donโt worry about it. I didnโt take it personally. You were really agitated and tired so you had to let your Alpha male come out. No shame in that.โ
โStill. I shouldnโt have treated you like that. So Iโm sorry.โ Donnie simply mumbled, before blinking in confusion a couple of times, โWait. DidโฆDid you just call me anโฆAlpha male?โ
โI sure did.โ Mikey beamed proudly.
โUghโฆI hate you so freaking much, y'know that?โ
โSuuuure you do. Iโm the Alpha, Iโm the leader, Iโm the one to trustโฆโ The youngest started to sing, rocking himself and Donnie side to side as the eldest tried to get out of the hug. โIhi rehefuse to get comforted by ahan individual thahat knows thahat atrohocity by heart.โ He snickered.
โOh come on! I think Iโm a pretty good singer!โ The purple banded turtle only rolled his eyes at the comment, scoffing lightly, โMeehee and yohou hahave different definitions ohof thehehe word goodโฆโ
โFine then! Iโm a great singer!โ Mikey challenged.
โLihihike hell yohou are, yohohou bihig oaf.โ
โIโm shorter than you, Einstein!โ
โDoesnโt mehean your nohohot bihigโฆโ Donnie mumbled giggly but smugly.
The youngest glared, jabbing Donnie in the side, causing the russet eyed turtle to shriek loudly in surprise. Mikey giggled, poking Donnie in the sides repeatedly. โThe Boo scream from Monsterโs Inc goes crazy, bro.โ
โMโMihihichael!โ
โThatโs my name~! Whatโs up? You need something?โ The orange banded turtle asked teasingly, peering down at his brother who was now squirming uncontrollably.
โNo? Well okay thenโฆโ The youngest mused as he continued to wreck his brother. โWโWahait! Wahait! Ihihiโm gohonna wahahake eheveryone uhuhup!โ Donnie squealed,ย leaning against his little brotherโs chest as he squirmed in the hold.
โThen stop laughing then.โ The younger one huffed, smiling even more as Donnieโs blush increased in volume and size. โBuhut youโre tihihickling me!โ
โI think that sounds like a you problem, dear brother of mine. Maybe you should try being less ticklish and it wouldnโt happen to you!โ
Donnieโs giggles became more frantic, turning his face to hide in Mikeyโs side. The younger smiled at the shy gesture, ceasing his tickling for a moment.
โI promise Iโll stop when you want me to, okay?โ Mikey said with a soft smile on his face; which, was nice and all but at the same time why did he have to be so nice about it???
Donnie nodded embarrassed, preparing himself physically and mentally. โOh! And thanks for opening this spot for me, Dee.โ The smaller mutant giggled as he scribbled his fingers against the crook of Donnieโs neck, which made the taller turtle flail around and try to hit him. โHehey! Hey! That's not very nice!โ
He pulled one of Donnieโs arms up and wiggled his fingers directly in his underarm. โNAHAโ *hic* NOHOH!โ The older cackled as he desperately tried to pull his arm back down as he hid his face deeper in Mikeyโs side. The blue eyed mutant awed teasingly at the sight, chuckling to himself as his big brother laughed his heart out.
โNAHAT *hic* THEHERE! PLEHEASE!โย
โNahat thehere?โ Mikey faked gasped, โWhat aboutโฆright here~?โย He giggled, squeezing right above the other turtleโs hip bone. Donnie kicked and squirmed as more hiccups followed.
โAwhโฆis my big brother tickwish~?๏ฟฝ๏ฟฝ๏ฟฝ Mikey said as he buried his face into the crook of Donnieโs neck, giggling as the olderโs cackles began to increase in volume at the teases. โShuhuHUT yohOURโE *hic* TRAHAP!โ The purple banded turtle shrieked, trying to push at his baby brotherโs face to try and stop him.ย ย
โYouโre hiccups are adorable, big bro~!โ Mikey cooed, now noticing how red Donnieโs face have gotten due to all the laughing and teasing. Mikey stopped tickling Donnie but his face still remained in the crook of his neck, smiling at the giggly mess he made of his older brother. Donnie glared while laughing, pushing on his baby brotherโs face.
โStaHAP!!! Stohopโฆโ
โIโm not even doing anything!โ The other laughed asย he hugged Donnie, rocking him back and forth again.
โLihiterallty dihihieโฆโ Donnie giggly grumbled, trying to wipe off the grin happy smile his brother plasteed on his face. โYohohouโre. the. absolute wohorstโฆโ He giggled tiredly, curling in on himself as he swatted his baby brother away from him.ย
โNowโฆdo you wanna go to bed or should weโฆโ The orange banded turtle trailed off of his sentence, looking down to his elder brother whomโs eyes started to droop.
โPff. 'Night, Dee.โ
โMhmโฆโ
Donnie relaxed in Mikeyโs hold, which made the younger oneโs eyes soften greatly. He pulled out his phone, taking a picture quickly and going into the familyโs group chat:
๐๐๐บ๐ฅTeenagers who are Mutants who are Ninjaโs who are also Turtleโs๐๐๐งซ๐ผ
Yo ๐ผ๐ผ๐ผ
Mikey???
What are you doing up so early?
>:3
Ur lucky Don isnโt online here Leo
He would go on a full on RANT abt the โlateโ and โearlyโ bs
Iโm awareโฆ
So whatโs up, Mikey? You okay?
Yeah๐๐ฅ!!! Iโm fine!!!
Just wanted to tell you guys that Iโm in Donโs room catching some axโs โจโจโจ
WJAT??
BAHAH EXCUSE ME
CAN I JOIN
NONO STUPID AUTOCORRXT
ZโS I MEANT ZโS. AS IN SLEEP
S L E E P I N G
LIKE SNOK MIMIMI TYPE STUFF
Jesusโฆ
Mikey. Never do that again.
IT WASNT WVEN MY FAULTT
SO DOES THAT MWAN NO AXES???
SHUT UP, RAPHAEL
๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐!!!
Oh grow up, Raph
Yeaaaaah Raaaaaaph, grow up ๐๐๐
๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐โผ๏ธโผ๏ธโผ๏ธ
Anyway ๐พ
I came into his room bc he was working on the mutagen thing
Ohโฆ
Poor Don.
Heโs been working on that thing for ages
Thanks for doing that, Mikey.
Iโm sure he appreciates it.
He better
My shell hurts from supporting his big ass
DAMN
Just go to bed, Mikeyโ b4 Leo kills the both of us
Love ya bro
See u when u and Don wake up
Love you guys too ๐๐๐๐๐
Mikey smiled as he turned off his phone, putting it on Donnieโs nightstand as he relaxed against the bed frame. He rubbed his brotherโs shell comfortingly, humming a small tune softly.
โHey, Mike?โ
โHm?โ
โThank you for this. Iโฆdidnโt know how much I needed itโฆthank you. I love you.โ
Mikey smiled brightly, squeezing Donnie a tad bit tigther, โLove you too, Don. Now go to sleep before you become more wrinkly than you already are.โ
โOh, fuck youโฆโ Donnie chuckled, drifting off to sleep along with his little brother.
Things werenโt perfect. I mean, they never will be. They never would be.
But being apart of a team means your never alone.
And being apart of a family means youโre never alone.
And as long as Donnie had hisโฆheโd be quite alright.
He can finish the mutagen laterโฆas of right now, he needed to go the fuck. to. bed.
And thanks to Mikey, he can finally do that.
ยทฬฉฬฉฬฅอ๏ผ*โขฬฉฬฉอโฉโขฬฉฬฉอ*หFINห*โขฬฉฬฉอโฉโขฬฉฬฉอ*ห๏ผยทฬฉฬฉฬฅอ
(P.S.: If you enjoyed this fic, please consider reblogging!!!)
#Lee!Donnie#Ler!Mikey#MUAHAHAHA#Bet you guys didnt think I could write angst huh#WELL YOURE WRONG๐ซจ๐ซจ๐ซจโผ๏ธโผ๏ธโผ๏ธ#Hope this was delishโฆdef delish for me#Guys Iโm so sorry for being so freaking cringy#Its a lifestyleโฆ#Im so happy none of you know me in real life bc GOSHโฆ#IM WORSE.#IF U THOUGHT THIS WAS BADโฆWAIT UNTIL I POST MY MM FIC#Re-reading it and why did I make Mikey say โAlpha Maleโ#OKAY WHY DID I KINDA EAT THAT UP ๐ฅ๐ฅ๐ฅ๐ฅ๐ฅ#JUST A TADโฆ#Sfw tickle community#Sfw tickle fanfiction#Sfw tickle blog#EEEEEEEE#They are my everything ๐๐งก#The group chat name I made them makes me giggle sometimes#Mootie patootie#Mutualโs ask#Tmnt 2012 tickle#Tmnt 2012 tickle fic#Tmnt 2012 tickle fanfiction
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when you start reading again and it's like oh. oh . the sun actually does still shine.
#i am a worse more awful person when im not actively reading a book#can u explain why#cottagehome#cottagecore#cottage moodboard#reading#books#cottagecharm#countrycottage#tea#love#text
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i've figured out the hack to writing is to write badly so that you can eventually write good when you go back to edit. unfortunately that means that i'm going to have to go back and edit. sisyphus rolling that damn boulder up the hill emoji.
#๐#even worse there are some banger lines among the dogshit so im REALLY going to have to edit hard to keep them#screaming crying throwing up rending my clothes and tearing out my hair I HATE MAKING ART ITS MY FAVOURITE
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The group chat with Wade, Logan and Nicepool
#me and the boys discussing Venom likeeee#HOW TF IS THIS STILL TRENDING YOOO YALL SOME WHORES!!! (its me. i am some whores.)#marvel#deadpool#deadpool 3#deadpool and wolverine#wolverine#wolverine x deadpool#deadpool x wolverine#wade x logan#logan x wade#wade wilson#logan howlett#poolverine#ryan reynolds#hugh jackman#gay#lgbt#lgbtq#honda odyssey#yeh im including that tag because someone could've gotten pregnant there with all that motion#nicepool#shawn levy#i can fix him#i can make him worse#i can get him pregnant
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*after Odysseus and Athena are reunited*
Athena: oh, one last thing. I promised Ares that you will kill every visitor in your castle
Odysseus: oook? Why though?
Athena: they punched your son and called your wife a tramp while trying to marry her
Odysseus:
Athena:
Odysseus: *deep voice* bring it
#i know later it gets worse with telemachus#but im working with the information officialy released#and yes athena is safe and sound#the end of god games? dont know what your talking about#epic the musical#epic the wisdom saga#epic odysseus#epic athena#epic telemachus#epic penelope
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lonely
#homestuck#hom3stuck#home24uck#home2t4ck#dirk strider#lil cal#admin draws#fanart#do you ever think about cal is the only company he had for. a while#it was an empty cal. but i dont know if that makes it worse actually#and then fate just said nope you gotta drop him into the depthy. srry not sorry. fu.#im posting shit so out of order my god. this has been up on twt for like a few days now.#drawing solkats rn so i might post that next regardless of whar else i drew lel
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not active in the wc fandom here but sometimes they say cool shit
#warrior cats#warrior cats fanart#moonpaw#moonpaw wc#i drew this in the wrong colorspace and now it looks so much worse on my monitor than my tablet im so upset!!!!#i just wanted to get this image out of my head and onto a screen tho so its fine i guess
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"I'll show you every day that choosing to live was worth it"
some of my favourite scenes from @hijinks-n-lowjinks' fic things i would miss from the other side . this fic tore my heart out fr but like in a good way and i wanted to pay it homage the only way i know how <3
#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#jjk fanart#itafushi#fushiita#yuji itadori#fushiguro megumi#megumi fushiguro#jjk spoilers#jjk manga spoilers#I LOVE PLOTTING AND ALSO SCHEMING#listen i have a lot of feelings and i needed 2 process them and i do that by making art 2 target my mutuals directly#read my about it's there it's in the fineprint if we talk You Are Not Safe smile#i just . BITING BITING BITING this fic#the domesticity the grief the casual yet unfathomably deep soulmatism.......im ruined i tell u Ruined#so naturally i dropped everything#remember how i said lefts/rights r my enemy my beloathed my nemesis. MIRRORS MADE IT SO MUCH WORSE FHGDSAJFGJS I WANTED DEATH#i was like this is incorrect. no this is correct. flips them around in my head. no im wrong again actually#purgatory tbh but we got there (watch me be wrong again tho if i am wrong again i think i will Cry)#anyway!!! i don't have much else to say except pls read the fic and show jinx some love they 1000% deserve it this fic 1000% deserves it#i could only draw so many scenes but i would draw all of it if i could#fr i ws so paranoid abt accuracy lmao cut 2 footage of me looking up rice cooker models and wtf the colour 'carnelian' was#i hope i got everything right i hope i did it justice :'>#also if any1 mentions how megumi's arm in 3 is at an awkward angle. look me in the eye and tell me youve comfortably cuddled with someone#i will call u a liar
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iknow my comics are ugly please just hear me out
#So me and my friend were talking about โwhos the most likely toโ with ratiorine#and she asked โwhos the most likely to confess first?โ#and i said Nobody. Theyre both doomed forever. Unless it happens on accident.#and this is what i imagined#โ
my art#art#honkai star rail#should i tag ratio even if hes not here#hsr aventurine#ill tag ratio because his husband is here#hsr dr ratio#hsr topaz#ratiorine#aventio#Someone reblogged my post with the tag golden ratio.#golden ratio hsr????#excuse me???#why are yall making new ship names without me. How DARE you be so creative without me in the room.#GET BACK HERE#i can literally talk about these two for hours im so serious its getting bad like it already was bad but now its worse
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shuro has never had someone other than maizuru take care of his hair so he was very nervous lmao. eventually laios gets better and he gets fancy with it
later:
#dungeon meshi#or he gets worse and keeps putting it into knots. who knows!#laios touden#shuro dungeon meshi#nakamoto toshiro#art#laishuro#would he have ever practiced on falins hair when they were children? who knows... im inclined to think no tbh
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Bruce: Okay, Damian. You need to promise to be good for the Doctor, theyโre not an enemy in disguise trying to administer poison. Weโve known her for years.
Damian: The clinic is by crime alley! She most certainly owns several firearms that she could use as soon as Iโm incapacitated!
Jason, raising his pistol: Firearms?
Bruce: No, Jason, no guns. Weโve spoken about this.
Damian: Anyone could be a part of a test from my grandfather! We need to be prepared!
Bruce: Itโs just a vaccine shot!
Jason, very slowly raising his pistol: ..Shot?
#hes like a dog hearing a recognized word cue#jasons not obtuse he just has very selective hearing#batfam#batman#bruce wayne#jason todd#robin#damian wayne#red hood#batman and robin#damian wayne and jason todd#incorrect batfamily qoutes#incorrect batman quotes#you can bet that making jason get shots was even worse growing up#chat im going to musical tryout callbacks tomorrow and cast list will be out in 2 days ๐๐๐ wish me luck
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this is opla!zoro, to me ๐
#one piece#one piece live action#opla#crazy that i have to actually tag for spoilersโฆ i never watch things within six months of the release#usually itโs like. yearsโฆ#zoro#usopp#luffy#someday i might tag my vaguely shippy art#but for now im choosing to leave it up to the viewers interpretation#anyway i enjoyed opla a lot but my general opinion of zoro is โi can make him worse :)โ
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if anyone needs help identifying things that can become moral scrupulosity OCD obsessions/compulsions, heres a list of some i've experienced:
rereading your posts/texts over and over
checking your notes and/or followers list frequently to "make sure" bad actors aren't interacting with you
checking OP's blog before interacting with posts
compulsively opening a social media tab to look at your notifs and then closing it, over and over
fearing ways that things you say/do (or don't do) could be taken in bad faith. being anxious that your words/actions will be misconstrued as morally wrong, bigoted, rude, or aggressive
feeling guilty or obsessing over whether you should or shouldn't have reblogged a post
feeling like you aren't "allowed" to disengage from online discourse or unfollow people who post it
fearing you're being stalked, talked about, or called out behind your back. fearing you'll never be forgiven and that people might even celebrate your disappearance or death, even though you havent done anything wrong
searching your own name/username to see if anyone is actually talking about you
imagining defenses you would make against nonexistent heinous accusations or arguments against you, to prove that you didnt do it
feeling like you have to roll over and become a doormat when others are cruel to you, because it could cause strife if you do anything other than grovel or apologize
having trouble enforcing your own boundaries out of fear that they are somehow "wrong" or unethical
ending up surrounded by people who have all the "right opinions" but are super mean and unpleasant, and make you feel like you have to walk on eggshells
fearing that just HAVING moral ocd makes you a bad person somehow (for example, i often fear that having moral ocd is somehow pushing a 'stranger danger' or misanthropist agenda, even though i actually have a lot of faith in my fellow humans)
some of these bullet points are not inherently bad on their own, but if you find yourself having this kind of anxiety very often, that's not normal, and it's time to get offline or even seek professional help if it's impacting your life
this list is catered to how online culture influences moral scrupulosity, it is not indicative of how everybody's moral scrupulosity functions, and it is not exhaustive
#amygdalae#ocd#actually ocd#moral ocd#moral scrupulosity#ive had OCD since as far back as i can remember but it used to be religious and contamination related#i actually started to grow out of my OCD symptoms until i started using social media as a teenager. i had trouble making friends IRL#i ended up in some very emotionally abusive online friend groups that basically trained these behaviors into me like a dog#its not entirely their fault. its something im just biologically predisposed to. and it can latch onto anything!#the wild part about OCD is that it grows and changes with you. for better or for worse
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#he just does whatever. in my mind.#i draw him doimg whatever#hes like my barbie doll#no#worse hes like the beanie boos i used to play with to tell my stupid stories about mermaids. or whatever.#i dont remember what i was doing in like 2016 but it was beanie boo related#whatever that was is what im doing wirh him now#its 1 am#nothing im thinking is coherent#please ignore my ramblings#gravity falls#gravity falls fanart#stanford pines#ford pines
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sanji x the bear
#someone's mentioned it in the qrts and i just had to#im still figuring out how to draw him#ngl zoro is even worse#my art#sketches#sanji#the bear#black leg sanji#op#one piece#one piece fanart#op sanji#but maybe i'm close? no idea
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soundwave and his weird ahh husband who always somehow managed to get into his quaters without waking him up
#The most diabolical post i have ever written#but then again i have written worse#transformers#tf#soundwave#shockwave#tf soundwave#tf shockwave#wavewave#shocksound#soundshock#soundwave x shockwave#shockwave x soundwave#someone needs to tell shockwave to knock on the door next time#and not randomly coming in and sneakily sleep with him#i ran out of ideas to draw srry#i had to draw this after finally getting a random idea#more of a doodle but hey who doesn't like goofy ass doodles?#i feel like im doodling more than drawing#but at least it counts as drawing???#idk as long as i am happy and having fun with drawing wavewave all the time then yeah#it is drawing
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