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notahorseindisguise · 2 years

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hey guys its my birthday everyone wish me a happy birthday and say something nice!!

#its not at all my birthday #its just. really not LMAO #but gosh. im feeling like shit #just feeling awful mentally and emotionally and everything is so painful #but i dont want to tell anyone that #ill seek help when i need to #but for now i just dont want to be perceived as struggling #i just really want some nice messages to make me smile and like myself a little more #so if u feel comfortable doing so please leave a nice message on this #and pretend like you didnt read these tags please<3 #i dont want to be perceived as struggling #i know that sounds unhealthy but i dont know how to describe it in a way that makes it sound healthy #just know im taking care of myself. i promise. and youre gonna have to trust me i know what im doing #just rn i dont want people to know im struggling #but i also want nice messages please if possible :')#these tags are way too long sorry #corntent

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hinamie · 13 days

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to moving forward

#my art #jujutsu kaisen #jjk #jjk fanart #jujutsu kaisen fanart #jjk art #yuji itadori #gojo satoru #fushiguro megumi #nobara kugisaki #itadori yuuji #megumi fushiguro #jjk spoilers #satoru gojo #jjk manga spoilers #hina.comic #before any1 says anything i KNOw his birthday is in december ik ik ik this is just 2 show some post-battle bonding after the trauma #its winter in canon n megumi's birthday has passed and he spent it being piloted like a mech so they need to celebrate Now!!#also this was technically a request lmao anon wanted megumi birthday angst hehehehhe i hope u like it <3 bc it KILLED ME DEAD #im going to collapse remember when i said this wasnt harder than the hydrangeas im having second thoughts #page 8 made me want to bash my head in #could have stuck with one flashback image could have left them monochrome could have done literally anything 2 ease the workload #but noooo the chronic overachiever in me would not allow it #rule of threes i had to include all of them and they Had to be in colour it wouldn't have hit the same if i had kept it monochrome #i needed it to look how childhood memories look i needed it to look oversaturated and hazy and fond but unmistakably Gone #it may have killed me but im so proud of this rn like from an art style perspective these megumis and yuujis r top tier by my standards #personal favourites r the first and last panel of crying megumi like not 2 pat myself on th back but expression?????? hello??????#enjoy your cake megumi you've earned it <333 sorry fr hurting ur feelings it will happen again #oh my god i can sleep tonight bless <333 and i met my 3 day deadline NICE im so good at what i do

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satandoesntwannabehere · 4 months

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erm hallo 👋👋

have some doodlez !!

#art #undertale au #fan art #dust sans #killer sans #horror sans #nightmare sans #murder time trio #doodle #i should be studying #help #its 2am #BUT THEYRE SO SILLY I LOVE THEM #theyre all menaces to society #they need therapy and nightmare is NOT helping #ok bye i shall return too my year long hibernation #honk shoo mimimimi #ALSO IT WAS KILLERS BIRTHDAY AND I ALMOST FORGOT EUEEUEU</3

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caccry · 3 months

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On your left!!!

#ITS MY BIRTHDAY SO I DREW THEM #was gonna do a meet the artist but then my laptop crashed and i lost all of it so #cody and rex instead #i went ham crazy on this and i like it so so much #guys did you know i like the clones. did you. did you know.#the clone wars #star wars #tcw #fanart #captain rex #commander cody #illustration #digital art #my art #caccry art #loolllllll lol #hahahaha #yeah idk i went into a fugue state to finish this

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yi3248 · 4 months

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happy birthday simon ghost riley

all the joy and love for you, simon

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heartorbit · 2 months

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find another role, carry on the show

#EDIT IT DIDNT SAVE MY TAGS. hey so this post got a thousand notes huh. interesting. surely nothing will change #i'll leave all the old tags. for my thought process. and its kinda funny #take a bow stupid idiot (throws a tomato at them)#in stars and time #isat #siffrin #siffrin no middle names no last name ദ്ദി ˉ͈̀꒳ˉ͈́ )✧#... or is it. Smiles #i'd like to draw mira for her birthday but um (hasnt open artfight website in a few days) im scared.#also i have NICE ASKS TO ANSWER.... But im scared. give me a minute #Uawaaaaagh i drew this bc i was trying to animate a little bit but it just . Didnt look good. im not good ag 2d animation #tch. ill keep trying cause there ar e way too many songs that and now about isat because i have brain worms. i need amvs.#IM SCARED TO POST THINGS THAT ARE SPOILERY BECAUSE I WANT MY FRIENDS TO PLAY ISAT. BUT.#isat spoilers #in stars and time spoilers #sasasap #sasasa:p #WHAT IS THE PROLOGUES TAG.#tshirt that says 'i <3 killing the image in the mirror and taking its place' on the fromt #and a list of megan thee stallions tour dates on the back. お金稼ぐ俺らはスター #Im kind of tempted to edit this to be the versiom with the eyes. or maybe twt can have that. or. well #all of my friends are on twt (trombone slide sfx) so maybe thats where i should worry about spoilers.#ill see if i want to slap an eyepatch on them in the morning #Im one of those people who was like idgaf about twohats (lets it simmer for a week) Oh my god. Oh my god. Ohmy god #EDIT. i swapped it out for the Eyes version it should be fine as long as its tagged formspoilers right...#ill post eyepatch vers on twt partly bc spoilers but also ppl over there can be .. annoying ..... ....#i fear i would get 800 You Forgot The Eyepatch replies. PLEASE JUST SEE MY VISION.#[BANGING MY HANDS ON THE GLASS] HIS HAND. LIKE IN THE PROLOGUE. WHEN THEYE. HANDS. HELD[EXPLOSION

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pachimation · 2 years

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new year, new you,,,,,,,

ITS SCARA’S BIRTHDAY WHOOOOOOO 🥳🥳 thank you for being born you have infested my thoughts for the last year and a half like a cockroach and i literally cannot get rid of you no matter what i do <3

#genshin impact #scaramouche #wanderer #kunikuzushi #kabukimono #yea im tagging all his aliases why does bbygrl have to go by so many names :’3 #popping the biggest bottles of champagne rn for him #its so wild that he has a birthday now and that he’s playable #like woaahhh wtf i can make him sprint around and do stupid shit??#i can put him in my teapot?? i can make him play windtrace???#my art

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bluebelledmoon · 3 months

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kagome chan... you are everything to me

(((op has not finished watching inuyasha so no spoilers thanks! :)))

#bluebelledmoon's art #this took so long #uhhh happy late birthday pug thanks for getting me into this iam stuck like quicksand #i tried writing her name in japanese okay. dont come after me i did my best #this helped me learn sooo much about color weeee #LOOK I USEE HALFTONES CAN YOU SEE CAN YOU SEE #its so hard to draw kagome iwth her hair and face just because of the inuyasha artstyle. which is certainly why all of these have different #art styles for her face. dont question me #this is definitely in my top five anime ever. i am so hooked pug how dare you #kagome higurashi #kagome #inuyasha #inuyasha fanart #inuyasha fandom #inuyasha anime #inuyasha art #artists on tumblr #illustration

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sans-guy · 11 months

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instead of one Big fancy art u get small very messy doodles cus im actually very busy. happy Anniversary underfell thank u for the lifelong brainworms

#pretend its his birthday ok. he gets fancy steak and extra snuggles (which is not a whole lot more he gets snuggled all day already)#underfell #fell #my art #sans x reader #throw that tag on there why not #sits #i love him #cant believe fell invented men 8 years ago

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gentlegentian · 8 months

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i feel like one of the biggest things the mdzs fandom tends to forget is that lan wangji is silly

like yes he's stoic and jade faced and perfect but he also:

blushes SO often

loves bunnies and anything related to them

throws little tantrums when he's away from his husband for too long

gets flustered easily

is a MENACE when drunk

messes around with his husband

buried his son in a bunny pile

is a biter

so yes, whilst hanguang-jun is a big scary warlord, lan wangji is just a silly guy who likes bunnies and messing around with his husband :3

#HAPPY BIRTHDAY HANGUANG-JUN MY LOVE #guys its lan zhans bday #did u know its lan zhans bday #guys i love lan zhan so much #hes actually so silly #i could rant about this for hours #i have reciepts and all #mdzs #lan wangji #cql #mo dao zu shi #gentlegentian #lan zhan #the untamed #danmei #grandmaster of demonic cultivation

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tangledinink · 10 months

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interdimensional fankid playdate...? 👀 @beannary @star-sparkler

(they're having a playdate, too.)

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icewindandboringhorror · 20 days

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On average, what is the total MONTHLY amount that you spend on dining out*?

*(This doesn't only count going out to restaurants, but also stuff like picking up fast food to bring home, getting a coffee on the way to work, getting a premade sandwich from a grocery store deli during lunch, buying a quick snack from a convenience store or food cart whilst walking somewhere, ordering a pizza or any other food to be delivered to your home, etc.)

*(If you often dine out in groups/as a household: calculate and divide the costs so that you get a Per Person average. This is for YOU individually, NOT the total household/group costs)

(I'm sure polls similar to this have been made before (very common topic), I just haven't personally seen one that I can remember, so, I was curious to do my own! I was discussing this with a group of people today and it was very interesting to see how widely the number varied between individuals. :0c )

(Reblog for bigger sample size if you can, and feel free to explain your answer in tags if there's anything extra to add!)

#polls #tumblr polls #I'm mostly in the 0/1 - 25$ category. Maybe the rare month is a bit over $25 if there's something specific going on like birthday.#Which I'm NEVER eating in an actual restaurant (erm... covid... plus I just hate restaurant environments. i would rather pickup #the food and bring it home to a peaceful quiet environment that I control lol). But more typically like stopping by a grocery store deli #section or something. I don't have coffee that much. And I can't eat fast food much due to my health issues/diet restriction stuff #so if I'm out like coming back from an appointment and I start feeling really sick and weak. I know that a hamburger will just #blow up my system and cause nausea or something. So I try to pick the breadiest most #neutral looking turkey sandwich at the safeway deli to eat during the hour ride home or whatever lol #I actually kind of wish I could do stuff like get food more often vecause it would take the burden of cooking everything off of me #but.. alas... Money... and Health Things... T o T #I still wouldn't do it ALL the time but like... once a week instead of once a month or something.. or maybe turning into a coffee #person.. I do love drinks A LOT .. i am a drink person who will have 5 different drinks sipping on at all times #But i just have to make them all myself mostly lol #And I cant really have too much coffee since it will make me sick. so like.. teas and juice mostly #When I inevitably become a millionaire by never using social media never networking and only finishing one #sculpture every 5 months which I dont even post about or sell - then I shall... get more drinks..#I will somehow wean my body onto coffee and drink one a day solely for the ritual of it #Though even then... I would still probably just like.. buy the mateirals to make it at home or something #Like if you had a million dollars you could just buy a kitchen grade ice cream machine and other stuff to make your own milkshakes and #coffees and smoothies and bubble teas. Genuinely I think even if I were a BILLIONAIRE I would still look at playing likr $8 for a single #coffee and go .. uh.... I could just buy the equipment to make this and then save that money. PLUS. its in my house now so no need to #have to leave. I can make my own drinks in the comfort of home. .. ideal..#Like no matter how rich I ever got I would still have the lingering scroogey stinginess. like i am NOT paying for that. I will jus #make it myself. Especially if it was an Everyday thing. Anythign thats part of my routine I try to optimize and make as efficient as #possible... ANYWAY.. In an IDEAL world I would get treats. but probably not that much. as on a daily basis it would start to get #to me and I would just save up to buy kitchen machinery if I was rich lol

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asleepyy · 11 months

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fell for you? no, my dear. i fell for me. so i could see you keep that familiar smile. but you seem to be losing it anyways.

#good omens #good omens fanart #oopsie!omens #aziraphale #crowley #ineffable husbands #azicrow #reverse au #its my birthday tmrw so i drew this quickly to celebrate with you all!

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heymacy · 6 months

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IAN GALLAGHER + his journey with bipolar disorder

╰┈➤ “At times, being bipolar can be an all-consuming challenge, requiring a lot of stamina and even more courage, so if you’re living with this illness and functioning at all, it’s something to be proud of, not ashamed of." - Carrie Fisher

#happy world bipolar day to all my bp babies #(more thoughts at the end of the tags)#shameless #shamelessnet #shamelessedit #ian gallagher #cameron monaghan #*macygifs #bipolar disorder #hello pals how are we doin #i made this gif set in july of 2023 and never posted it because 1) i was terrified to share it and potentially see Bad Takes in the tags #and 2) because my hyperfixation was waning. and while both of those things are still mostly true (the fixation comes and goes)#i feel like it's really important to share as ian's bipolar storyline was not only so vital to his character it was a bit of representation #that isn't often given to the disorder and those (like myself) who live with it every single day #world bipolar day is a day where we can both celebrate ourselves and our resilience and also raise awareness of the reality of the disorder #which is both terrifying and beautiful at its core. this disease is not a death sentence or a sentence to an unfulfilled and miserable life #while there are challenges galore when it comes to balancing life with this disorder it IS possible to live a full and productive life #and i think it's really important to have representation of that in media - and while shameless dropped the ball on a LOT of storylines #over the years THIS is the one they really fucking nailed and i am incredibly grateful #i first started watching shameless while in the midst of a major depressive episode and i was later (finally) diagnosed during an extended #hypo/manic episode - this show and ian's storyline got me through so much and made me feel so seen and validated in my struggles #world bipolar day is also vincent van gogh's birthday (happy birthday buddy) who was posthumously diagnosed with bipolar disorder #and who experienced both depressive and hypo/manic episodes during his lifetime (and was regularly institutionalized)#it takes a lot of help and support to keep us going. it takes the support of our family and friends and *most* of all #it takes patience and kindness and understanding - which is so so so easy to give if you are willing to love and listen #so please. be willing. listen to our stories. be patient with us. show us love without conditions. support us in any way you can.#we are worth it #i promise #anyway. that's really all i wanted to say. happy world bipolar day to those who celebrate (me) and may all of us living with this disorder #go on to live happy fulfilling beautiful magical lives

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stealingpotatoes · 11 months

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lil merricaldemy comic + some new redesigns!!

(commission info // kofi support!)

#i went to all the effort of painting merrin only to decide 'yeah i like the hair ive been doing this whole time tbh'#also this is my way of announcing i started jedi survivor hiii (its on sale and i cba to wait for me birthday)#cal kestis #merrin #nightsister merrin #luke skywalker #star wars #my doods #outfit design #merricaldemy #jfo #jedi fallen order #jedi survivor #semirealism

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heartorbit · 12 days

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🩷💛💚💜

#emu gets 2 birthday arts becaus ei Lauv her.#project sekai #pjsk #prsk #emu otori #proseka #wxs #Youcan tell when i pist at 1am bc i cant think of a caption. WAUUUUUUUGH I NEVER FINISH DRAWINGS IN TIME FOR BIRTHDAYYYYS #ignore the other one i did. that was a group thing. so it was eaiser. also it was like a redraw of last years #sorry 4 drawing this for hours after class instead of my assignment i have to hand in at 2pm tomorrowww in my defence its mostly doneee #I GOT HER BIRTHDAY CARD ON MY FIRST 10 PULL. ANNIVERSARY SET BE NICE TO ME. NENE LIM BE NCIE TO ME.#kind of mad as hell bc i like how the unrendered version of this looks MORE i overrender things snd i dont likeeee it #Falls flat on my face and eats concrete. whatever. THE NEW CARDS ARE CUTE haruka clocking in at her fulltime ikemen job #i wish her outfit was a bit more interesting like streetwear esque or smth.. i love her csrd but the outfit is like #the same as 100 other prepass outfits. i like the direction the flyer cards went in. kohanes outfit in that is cute and unique but simple.#Krsekai gets all of the cool outfuts jpsekai keeps implementing the same skirt + sweater combo and suit. Come on #I LOVE THE RECENT KRSEKAI PREPASS IUTFITS OK. NENE LOOKS LIKE S LITTLE GNOME. IM OBSESSED. I NEED TO DRAW THEM #i need to draw other things though. Sorry.

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