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m dyeiong my hair eihter 2day or 2morrow but we gettin the dye 2dayayayyaya!! YIPEPEE RED AGAN
#ajax posts ཋྀ#the red faded so it looks awkward#like#its kinda faded#and i get asked if it smy natural hair color it makes me wanna kms.#LIKE BRO ITS SO EMBARASSING TO SAY NO#CUZ IT LOWKEY LOOKS NATURAL#CUZ ITS NOT THTA BRIGHT YA KNOW
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obligatory beach divorce doodling
bonus rough cover redraw of x-men #41 (1995) But Beach Divorce below cut
#mcu#marvel cinematic universe#xmen#xmen movies#xmen first class#cherik#charles xavier#erik lehnsherr#professor x#magneto#snap sketches#'snap i thought you were drawing old cherik this weekend' so did i but i was inflicted with visions sorry </3#i have my lil 92 comic sketched so ill do that tomorrow. not finish it but ill work on it 💀#i wsa just gonna draw the first thing but then i figureed i might as well draw Most of the beach-divorce-related things i want to#just so i could put it all on one post. however this is a lie and i know ill wanna doodle more beach stuff#the first drawing Unsurprisingly was motivated BY the xmen 41 legion quest cover- at the very least the total blackout of erik's face#i wanna draw more of erik using his powers .. i wanna figure out how i wanna draw the effect etc etc#i was just gonna redraw the cover but i already liked the sketch i did of the first thing so. here we are#plus i figure someones already done a redraw of the cover but if anyone cares ill finish my version ig LOL#as for the comic ermmm it was just an excuse to draw erik with glowing eyes </3 and fading-glowing eyes </3#thats why i didnt draw the whole. Choking Moira bit. but i wouldve if i was redrawing the whole scene#kinda wish i did now that i think of it cause it coulda looked cooler prob but oh well maybe in like. three months when i redraw this#for exactly five cents ill redraw the whole beach divorce erlkjealkaje i can see it so clearly in my mind#what if first class was a comic drawn by a freak thatd be wild#but yeah thats why everything look rough as christ these were just supposed to be silly lil thangs#'silly things' and its beach divorce OK.#ok bye im gonna do my homework
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me and that fucking subspace that i hate
raw version without the pixelated jazzy filters and stuff :3
#phighting#phighting!#phighting roblox#roblox phighting#medkit phighting#medkit fanart#medkit#subspace phighting#subspace fanart#subspace#subspace tripmine#subkit#roblox fanart#roblox art#this is da previous paper doodle i did but digital now#idk why i digitalized it i guess i just wanted to color them#well now you have my personal interpretation of them as humans#i kinda struggled a little removing the notepad lines so ignore that..#did you notice it did you notice it#the white roots is a reference to how they have white hair in other versions#the white hairstrands is because theyre both so fucking stressed and old#and the colored streaks is an effect from the crystal :3#all of this is incredibly self indulgent sorru guys#plz dont jump me if i did something wrong 🙏#its not noticeable but instead of giving my subspace pink faded hands hes getting deterioating graying ones#idc im making him look like a half-corpse now#his hairs lighter and graying too coz hes rotting idk#how does the human body work
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to your joy i tether (not a lot, just forever)
fandom: dragon age pairing: solas x nuala lavellan words: 3,225 tags: hurt/comfort, blood & injury, angst with a (hopeful) ending notes: major endgame spoilers for datv!!! this is my contribution to the solavellan fandom ahdjfgaf. set immediately post datv. please forgive any typos.
It is quieter than she expected. Grey, for as far as her eyes can see, rather than the sickly green that has haunted her for years. No wailing and torment and voices to drown him, her, them both, as Nuala had expected. Just a stone pathway, leading off into oblivion. Dead grass forgotten in the cracks. She takes a tentative step forward and mourns the lack of Solas’ body heat when he stays rooted to the spot.
The fade, as always, surprises her.
The rift seals behind them, taking with it what little colour it had reflected on the stones and leaving them in the closest thing to not-quite-darkness the fade can ever manage. She shakes herself from waiting for that tell-tale hiss and rush of air that had always followed the sealing of a rift, reminds herself that she is not ten years ago when a simple flick of her wrist could solve all their problems. Her hand - the one she left rotting on the stones of the Crossroads - can’t save them anymore.
It’s been so long.
CONTINUE READING ON AO3
#datv spoilers#solavellan#dragon age#datv#dragon age the veilguard#solas x inquisitor#ch: nuala lavellan#nuala x solas#userfenharel#OK AGADHFGSAGFDSJF ITS DONE#i actually really like how this turned out#i truly dont think its canon for nuala to have kissed him in front of everyone at the end of datv#like maybe they hugged or she cupped his face or something??#idk i just think they both have wayyyyy too much baggage and trauma and its not the right moment#theyll get there eventually but it takes Time#which thankfully they kinda have now being in the fade / regret prison / black city??? or wherever the fuck they are#anyway pls enjoy <3#writing tag#< shit cant forget that lol it's been a while
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dont talk much abt this but this is a milestone worth celebrating! longest ive ever been sh free for since i started struggling w it as a teen. here's to another year ig!!
#text post#ik its not but thats like my talking tag hdhd#tw self harm#just in case ppl dont wanna see it#but yeah screw my birthday its also my sober date which is more important fjbd#wild how much some of my scars have faded too#some are still kinda puffy and red but im prone to hypertrophic scarring so yknow. also they were p deep so its expected#but yeah one year!! and im. much much happier for it
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"I think we can help each other out!"
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gosh the color palette in these is great
#wheucto#art#bfdi#tpot#bfdi fanny#tpot fanny#bfdi one#tpot one#xfohv one#FINALLY ITS BEEN COMPLETED AUGH. i'm going to explode now#it was so great it vaporized my computer/silly/hyperbole (krita was actually pretty slow though. mildly annoying)#it was too big of a file to be uploaded to tumblr. i had to compress it <///3#tpot 12 spoilers#i now realize the purple i used is closer to like... a brownish color thats kind of just the faded color in between dark blue / bright red#- orange but thats okay#colors weehooo#also i wanted to try something more painterly#its kinda funny how originally i was mostly just thinking of coloring one and like most of my time was spent doing things other than that.#and then when i colored (shaded? highlighted? i did the shadow as a base color) it was like. super quick lol
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Soooooo I did lich emmrich...for science..
AND IM SORRY I DONT LIKE IT HOW IS IT MORE COMON THAN SAVING MANFRED??????????
#i have a feeling its simular to those who ascended astarion bc they believed his act#but waaayyy less evil and way more healthy#like im a strong believer that if emmrich wanted to become a lich so badly#he wouldnt be asking us to make that decision for him#it feels kinda cheap to encourage him to live and embrace mortality#then be like “actually jk its your dream so go do it”#one of the biggest sticking points for me is his reasoning to become a lich#he'd be more in tune with the fade and see all its secrets and such#but it would also allow him to “be of service past” past his time#like my sweet gentleman sir#what YOU want is what matters#screw what the necropolis wants others will come along and continue your work as you did for those before you#people die. lives end. we wont get to finish everything we started#and thats normal and okay#emmrich is in such a fascinating position where he has the chance to say no to all that#and actually live 5ever#but is a long life better than a life well lived?#on the other hand: get dat skeleton ass baybeee if thats what youre in to#im just fascinated by if lichdom is something emmrich really wants#or something he thinks he should want#im sure ill rant about this another day lmao#feel free to chat with me about yalls thoughts cause id love to hear them!#dragon age#da4#da4 spoilers#datv spoilers#da:tv spoilers#emmrich volkarin#veilguard spoilers#emmrich spoilers
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i need a drawfee archive that's got every stupid funny moment documented in chronological, alphabetized order for when i spontaneously remember a really obscure bit that i need to find or else i'll explode. i need to be able to type an extremely vague description in a search bar and have it understand me completely.
#slight tangent but a part of me wants to learn how to edit comps just so i can make one of all their parody song bits#theyre so dumb and they bring me such joy#you could prolly get a 20 minute video thats JUST mr brightside references lol#anyway for context#i had a memory of someone drawing the same image twice pop into my head with no prompting whatsoever#all i could remember was that the colors were funky and the images were droopy?? and im 93% sure it was jacob#and it was too off the rails for me to easily link it to a specific challenge or thumbnail#all i knew is that it felt kinda recent so i spent like 20 minutes scrolling the timeline of every video starting 9 months ago#and i did find it! much easier to find when its within a year thank god. its from 'making art out of our worst spam emails'#specifically jacobs section. and id say the 20 minutes was worth it. the duplication and immediate fade in of the render will always send m#so ye go watch it if youve got nothing else to do. help me justify the time cost lol#drawfee#sea rambles
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Psalm 73:26, Psalm 46:10
hey uh i’ve been extremely unwell recently, was at the hospital for 12 hours last wednesday. um i’m genuinely worried about about my body being able to withstand the what is dubbed the “escalation of my symptoms”. so i just want to thank everyone for making this tumblr experience the best yet. thank you for treating me like a person and for your encouraging words.
for all the bodies in the pit for the knees on the floor and in bush that sides rural highways for all those in the lake those frozen by winter or frozen by freezer for those whom cling to the rock the ones burnt and those who never stopped screaming
i love you and it was never your fault. god loves you and it is the free will of man, our greed that has allowed for great evils to brand our backs and infect our lungs. you are meant to be here in this moment so please live. i hope life unfurls like a rose for you. it takes time. don’t let your anxiety or shyness bar you from opportunities. find the divine in simple pleasures.
#evidence of life#i know this is quite glib but don’t know what’s next and if my physical body can make it there#sucks the purpose of this blog my project sea legs never got to be in its live / active phase#anyways again this is not goodbye this is i genuinely don’t know if i’m waking up tomorrow this isn’t 2 scare anyone this is 2 say thank you#what’s a chill way to say that i didn’t go into detail about my illnesses n kinda fading fast like it’s not even ~me it’s my body giving out#this isn’t a suicide letter or my final words or something silly like that it’s that medically and physically idk what’s next#if you pray i’d appreciate prayer or if you’re spiritual in any way or keep people in your thoughts in a special way pls do so for me#it’s the end of our holiday but it isn’t goodbye !!#mwah#yeah i really don’t know how to write this without it sounding like fluttershy i think i’m gonna die soon sorryyyyy
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Not trying to start discourse, I genuinely want to know where people stand on this.
#I’ve been hesitant to talk anything sandman related bc it just makes me uncomfortable now#I understand the showrunner isn’t neil and its not the cast’s fault but it’s still his vision so it’s kinda…#I’ll always love morpheus and other sandman characters since they helped me a lot#my respect still goes to the supposed victims I thought we’d get more info but neil gaiman disappeared unsurprisingly#and the news faded#the sandman#netflix#dc comics#polls
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#heyooo im sad#im just feeling like i dont fit in anywhere and i just fade into the background for people and no one actually really likes or cares about#me and i just kinda exist as an npc and yea im kinda just overwhelmed#like i just wish i had friends#and i have a lot of just pent up sads over a lot of stuff and i just mught punch a wall or something idk#idk i feel like every person in this world is like a puzzle piece just trying to fit together and for some reason im a dice#like im in the wrong game bros i dont know how to connect#does that make any sense idk#anyways i really love you all and im really happy to be back on tumblr cause its the most included ive felt in anything in a very long time#thank you for including a dice in your jigsaw <3#bipswordvomit
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Funny that chilchuk has a thing for pretty blondes and ended up on a team that's half pretty blonde... Mr tims do u have anything to say for urself...
#i think he enjoys the eye candy and hates it#like before the laios monster hyperfixation reveal and the party getting closer do u think the touden siblings were like#chilchuks kinda hot coworkers that like... he's not interested but at least they're something nice to look at while you listen to them say#just the dumbest thing and its technically a labor violation and against your contract and you know its not bc theyre bad but#like. fr guys read thw damn contract#until you realize that you are trying to use your contract to get out of a company barbecue that honestly sounds kinda fun#they just aren't allowed to ask you what you're using your time off for even if its for planning#anyway.#he def likes big tiddy blondes and I mean. laios and falin are definitely that. interesting 🤔#im a chillaios enjoyer tbh#dungeon meshi#and marcille is also very pretty and blonde but I honestly think his dad instincts kicked in as soon as his ew elf instincts faded for her
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I’m freaking out rn because what do you mean I don’t look exactly like Shuichi Saihara from the hit game Danganronpa V3: Killing harmony
(Look in tags if you wanna see my sleep deprived rant)
#I WANT TO LOOK LIKE HIM SO BADLY ITS NOT EVEN FUNNY#But for some reason the world is just against me for some reason#because literally the only thing about me that is similar to him is my hair being blue#and the dye is fading so soon it’ll be back to boring brown hair#(NO OFFENSE TO OTHER PEOPLE WITH BROWN HAIR BTW)#but another thing is that I don’t even look slightly masculine#like the reason I wanna look like Shuichi is that he’s more kinda a feminine looking man#but I’m not even close to being masculine#anyways this is why I shouldn’t be up at four am#I’ll make my Christmas post once I wake up#danganronpa v3#drv3 killing harmony#danganronpa drv3#danganronpa v3 killing harmony#drv3#danganronpa#shitpost#shuichi saihara#saihara shuichi
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lost a bet to a guy in a chiffon skirt (but i make these high heels work)
#sorry cc posted smth about don't threaten me with a good time and px11 and then i brokentelephoned too close to the sun#the remy renaissance#printer man. i was going to add remy for arson era but the pose adapted. alas.#what's that ao3 tag again... crack taken seriously? wjkdhf#in the sense that i wanted to draw him in a terrible outfit and then it spiralled#sorry for yassifying him#fun facts: took cc sims + prev iteration and stuck them tgt hence the rainbow suspenders#// the wall has a low opacity <<burnt wall>> google image search overlaid on it#// the posters (super faded) were the search results for 1. dominos pizza ad 2. hp printer ad 3. vcv advertisment words written out#// added a little bit of chromatic abberation for funsies to add on to the effect :3#//i didnt mean to but this is giving lowkey the vibes from 2000s/2010s music videos??? maybe its the high exposure rainbow and grunge??#// shoutout to the obligatory scattered bloodstains. those were fun to do#// this has been an excellent exercise in taking myself less seriously#it's kinda scuffed! but the vibes are there
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do any other systems have switches that are more like. shifts? like its less its this person then switch then its this guy its more. its this guy now its blurry then it feels like this other guy but its like, consistent?
for us theres usually no moment of bam ur done fronting its this other guy now, its more u kinda blur out then this other guy blurs in (or other guys). i always felt kinda weird about it bcs it felt like we were 'switching wrong'
#i saw another post talking about how the memories kinda like. fade after n thats how it is for us too#theres no moment of its gone n its usually partially there when we switch then it fades#our system is very fadey (silly)#-blurry#sysblr#system#system things#system stuff#osddid
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playing dressup with my wife!!!! hi to the one other person that is still interested in fmwl <33
less (no) clothes under cut >:3
#yes this is just that image in-game =w=b its one of my favs (all of them aree)#also yess all the pieces work independently like actual dress-up games!! would love to make more clothes for her someday but :P#i love her so much you have to understand.#in my mind she actually doesnt really have bobs bc shes gender like that but >:P i will take any chance to draw tidy.#dudee im kinda upset her ears dont show bc she canonically has a ton of piercings but ig this one will have to do <33#im actually so obsessed with thatt. i love my wife!!!#from madness with love#arakawa shuuji#my work#sillyposting#i worked on this most of my afternoon goddamn im tiredd#its so worth it shes so hott#sorry for not making her fatter or hairier Y-Y#also dont look at how her left arm fades off i forgor that i wanted to cut that part off =w=bb
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