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Gepard is a Silvermane so he must necessarily see corpses, horrors every day, every day n every day, like, he spends 6/7 days of the week on the front so he spends his life seeing dead people n things like that so I was wondering l: Geppie can't be sane, it's not possible ?? Even the most imperturbable woman or man cannot stay sane while living this kind of thing all the time, in my opinion he must have periods of acute depression and lots of nightmares n sleep paralysis, stuff like that idk n he hides it or takes loads of antidepressants
What dya think about it
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ur right ur right like no way gepard is 100% ok. i think he like is very fucked up by all hes experienced and he only seems to have it all together cuz like. its how he copes. he avoids the reality of what hes experienced by putting himself entirely into being the captain and not really acting or living much for himself. i imagine that like. he feels he cant fall apart or be impacted by The Horrors cuz hes The shield of belobog. so he puts himself entirely into that protective role both to ignore his own traumas and justify some of what hes experienced. especially in terms of any time he would doubt cocolia or what they were doing like. he was absolutely dodging the cognitive dissonance by just putting himself into being captain and following orders 'for the greater good'
i hc that outside of his job hes basically a mess. a shell of a man. he cant be outside of his job/title much because he cant sleep at night and he gets stuck in his own head. he struggles with taking care of himself or really doing anything for himself
#anon#hes Traumatized babey!#i think a major part would be like. 'the things ive seen and the people whove died is fine because it was for a good cause' is smthin#he falls back to a lot. its all for a reason! he cant fall apart or be impacted because it was to protect ppl!#so finding out that like. cocolia was fucked up and her orders to him Werent in the ppls interest?#itd break him
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wrestling to be the first to greet you (they broke into your house)
#null rot#hantengu#hantengu clones#sekido#karaku#urogi#aizetsu#demon slayer#kimetsu no yaiba#kny#they say it doesnt matter who gets greeted first but then go into a full out brawl to be the first.... they probably break things and then#fight again to be the second who gets greeted and then again for third.. an.d. again for fourth... then one more time for-#GYAHHHHHHHH#LIKE BRO THEY JUST LOOK LIKE THE TYPE TO FIGHT OVER YOU#THEY FIGHT NORMALLY LIKE SIBLINGS BUT THEY RAKE IT A STEP FURTHER CAUSE THEY'RE DEMONS BUT IT'S NORMAL TO THEM#AND WHY IS ZOHA THE STRONGEST???? YOUNGER = STRONGER????? PHYSICALLY?????? IM SEEING IT THAT WAY#IN THAT CASE ITD MAKE SENSE SINCE THE OLDEST IS HANTENGU HIMSELF..... AND HES...... HIM#i always see sekido losing wrestling battles and Aizetsu being the one to win if its pure strength alone#bUT if theyre playing dirty i can see the turning tables...... but maybe thats for another day....#GYAH FUCK THE POWER SCALING BETWEEN THE FOUR BRO I NEED TO KEEP GOING#THESE MFS ARE TESTING MY ABILITIES WITH HOW MANY TIMES I HAVE TO KEEP DRAWING THEM...#FOR NOW LOOK HOW MUCH THEYRE DUMBASSES#and yes. the crotch shot to urogi was intentional on aizetsu's part. hes so subtle mean girl coded to me
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God he'd better hope the dormizone isn't occupied when he comes in
#warframe#warframe drifter#warframe operator#excalibur umbra#dominus thrax#warframe isleweaver#guardian spiral#That king is gonna be on ice so thin he could break it by breathing wrong#Everyone around him will be ready to stab him at literally a moment's notice#if hes not on his best behavior and drops every last ounce of his bitterness or the emotional manipulation we see in duviri hes getting sho#His ass is NOT getting a grilled cheese#Probably thinks briefly that the operator and him could get along because they're both kids but uh oh#Just like thrax that is not a fuckin' child#they've got plenty of experience killing things and living#itd be so awesome#itd be so cool#also after looking at the artstation page for thrax's model#the dude has just like normal person legs as well as his normal person hand#straight up just has his calves out and I never noticed
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at my best, I'm a sacrificial lamb at my best, I am something you could handle
#anya mouthwashing#daisuke mouthwashing#swansea mouthwashing#curly mouthwashing#mouthwashing#mouthwashing game#art#//#spoilers#image lyrics: pressed - alvvays#top left refers to anyas trouble sleeping and inability to share what shes going through with anyone. also quilt stitching. curious#nobody can hear you scream in space and all you can do when your planes going down is try to breathe#daisuke my beloved youre surrounded by people who kept letting you down. then back up as a saintlike character in death. you must be dizzy#but wait. newspaper clippings in the background theyre totalllly talking about you dude. look theres streamers and foam and everything#on heavily overexposed film all you can make out are the darkest parts . or it could become a beautiful nuanced grey. isnt that great curly#i modelled his eye here in the shape of the first photo of a black hole. why wont anyone but jimmy look him in the eyes?#hi swanseas palpable guilt. i guess if you stop biting the hook he'll get bored and finally end this game of cat and mouse#the whole piece is haunted by jimmy btw . notice how the yellow arrows zero in on the Real Problems to him#this next part i wrote after watching a video on the board game in mouthwashing because i spent a lot of time choosing editions#daisuke: toys r us edition with his piece already in the home row so winning by just 1#(the lowered expectations towards him + the safety net his family provides... which would not actually matter much after the crash...)#swansea: the royal edition#standard used on the tulpar + theres a move where you can form a blockade with 2 pieces and nothing can move forward or break it#even your other pieces (they changed this to be more lenient on everyone else after the crash i mean in the newer editions)#anya: homemade fabric board with influences from diane allison-stroud. the one i used is called the reader#(an artist who recreates boards from the 18-1900s and designs new pieces many of which are decided to memories from her childhood#she often pays homage to her mother/grandmothers textile arts)#i swear i had inspo for curly too but i cant seem to find the one with rounded edges encroaching on the middle like i drew#little distinguishing his part from the board itself (jimmy) but of course those two are Very different and itd be wrong to mix them up#how could i forget jimmys fear of -itys and stubborn menu options of leave and do nothing. finally all the stars become the tulpar logo :)
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kabumisu on a butchy little fishing date. i dont know. it came to me in a vision
#scribbles#kabumisu#theyre gna be too busy making out by the time they actually get a bite to notice but thats fine#i think itd be funny if they tried a bunch of new things together to see if it sparks any of mithruns desires and usually he doesnt really#end up gaf but kabru has a pleasant enough time just being out. effective way to trick him into taking a damn break sometimes
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it's just business, but what's a girl to do, y'know?
#dpxdc#dpxdc art#dp x dc#batpoopart#wfts au#hell is a warm place au#tesla should!!! tazer!!! the red hood but itd be bad business even tho jason is breaking all the rules#but imagine watching your sorta friend and fake 'man' get the shit beat out of him by his one of the penguiens enforcers lmao#its easy to forget the mob is the mob when times are good :(#i do like letting the women in this danny's life treat him like a dress up doll tho :)
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Behold! FairGame comic!!! Clover and Qrow fit the roles of the Happy Prince and his Swallow friend eerily well, I must say.
The prompt for class was to pick a fairytale and give it a new genre. And like, fairytales, retold stories, what choice did I have really but to do rwby?
Go read the original story by Oscar Wilde, all the comic’s text is a direct pull from his writing, and plus then you can see my vision. I have the whole script planned out in my brain, where Qrow learns to be less jaded by helping Clover, and the ending kiss brings Clover dramatically back to life (instead of killing Qrow, like in the actual story) bc magic happy endings idk.
#rwby fanart#qrow branwen#comic#illustration#clover ebi#rwby fairgame#like. yall Clovers role in the show is literally to die and haunt the narrative#a fanfic where he meets qrow already dead? delicious#and yes this is an AU where the show didnt really happen. like sans team rwby shenanigans but still probably ozpins shenanegans#basically qrows still a lone bird and clover still teaches him to see the good in the world but clover does this as a fuckn possessed statue#and if i were to do a full comic then id definitely give clovers backstory a full montage instead of one page#and it would probably stay the original text like in this comic. itd only break away after the kiss bc thats when they deviate from script#so like. a narration of the dead bird and statue while showing the actual two walking away into the sunset
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need more fics where Ghost is obsessive. where he’ll kill for Johnny, where he *does* and he does it well. where hes fucked up and unhealthy but does it so casually, so without a thought. too used to a fucked up life to know the difference anymore
#bro has so much trauma#i just think#that as much as itd be funny if hes just a goofy guy#just a guy from manchester#theres also something so special about him obsessing over the one good thing in his life#of him being determined not to lose it again#i think with Roach he couldve been simon#couldve lived his life semi normally#but i think that after losing him he breaks#and now with jonny hes determined to keep this#a starved dog finally being given food#protective of whats theres#selfish for once in his life#y’know#simon ghost riley#ghost cod#cod ghost#john soap mactavish#cod soap#ghostsoap#soapghost#ghoap#sharpie screams
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dude i have so many thoughts on fresh gaining emotions and how hed be so much MORE dangerous with them than without….. i need to write them down sometime
fresh pre-emotions: murder is unradical bro i ain’t a killer!!! torture is swagtastic as long as i’m the one doin the torture hahaha <3
fresh gaining emotions, unable to cope with anything as he never learned how in his short few years of life, has 0 support system because he’s a torturous parasite who’s whole personality he projects is a complete facade, takes advantage of any deeper connection while seeing it as a weakness/a reason he’s ‘better’ than those he manipulates, and is at risk of being killed or replaced by a “new better” version of himself if he slips up even once or ever shows a hint of weakness: WILL panic, freak out, and try to kill you if you make him feel anything in a desperate attempt to feel in control of himself again and make the emotions go away
he needs someone to help him through it but is so SO resistant to loving and being loved, self-sabotaging every chance he gets until he’s all alone again. he doesn’t want to be happy, and he believes he doesn’t deserve it even without every outside circumstance against him. he’s so tragic and he wears glasses that say YOLO on them


#fresh sans#fresh!sans#utmv#freshposting#<- MY TAG FOR FRESH THOUGHTS#HAPPY EIGHTH BIRTHDAY LOVEBALL. U CHANGED ME FUNDIMENTALLY AS A PERSON#I COULD NOW BUT ITD JUST BE LIKE A JUMBLE#ABSOLUTELY NOT TO SAY HE WOULDNT EVER BE ABLE TO BE HAPPY AND EXIST WITH EMOTIONS OR INVALIDATE ANYBODYS INTERPRETATIONS!!!!#MY BEAUTIFUL NAE NAE SON LEARNED SELF LOATHING AND OHHH HE IS WORKIN OVERTIME#this post has been brought to u by my work break#SORRY I LOVE HIM SO BAD HES SUCH A MESS#chat
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do you think marci being bald kick-started the grid going bald y/n
hes ahead of the curve hes ahead of everyone... unfortunately i think its a curse that takes a few people every winter break (remember sharls haircut last year lol)
marc is the opposite actually hes growing his hair out for winter 😁 dont know how fast hair grows but if he stops touching it up like late september then there should be something on top of his head for the cold...

#its actually so cute im so mad :-( his elf coded self#“grow out” is a stretch but itd get “long” enough that you can run your hand thru it#ill draw him with longer hair from time to time but the buzzcut was a conscious design decision 🧍♂️#i always draw big hairs... it was time to step out of that box#ask#marci#f1 oc#this is the ocs tag#my art#CORRECTION sharl wasnt bald. its more like bad haircut winter break curse#rm59
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god almighty (non-religious), i wish i wasn't low empathy. it sucks so much when a friend is not okay but you can't find the right script for how to handle that right now and you can't make yourself care as much as you feel you should. maybe if i was less tired and generally depressed myself, or if there was an active problem that could be solved, then i could actually figure out what to say. i can listen to venting fine, but i'm not about to promp it or anything because i don't really know if it's prying or prompting sometimes.
like, darling, i don't mean to just not answer you but you're clearly in a bad mood and not lending yourself to a normal conversation structure because of it, and i don't know what to say so i'm not saying a damn thing. sorry you aren't doing well, i wish you were and stuff, but i also don't naturally have the pieces that make me able to respond to that shit so i've elected to simply not.
#npd#actually npd#autism#actually autistic#low empathy#hes done a shitty job at responding to me objectively not doing well too#so im not sweating being a shitty friend#i wish i could do better but he should understand not knowing how to respond#otherwise hes a hypocrite#because hes watched me cry and have a panic attack at work and literally say “if i cant step away soon i will fucking walk out” thru tears#and his response was “lol alright” and not taking my spot or anything to get me a smoke break#when i was specifically telling him that i needed to step away for a minute#so his responses arent top notch or anything either#itd be cool if i had the energy to figure out a proper response#i want to be a good friend#id do anything for him if directly asked but im bad at guessing at how to help/care about people unfortunately#so theres that
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Sometimes i think about the fact that Jing Yuan has no one he can lean onto and be completely vulnerable, you know those situations of "i look for an adult, but it turns out im the adult" situations? Thats him
Im not saying he has no companions, he does, old and new, but there always feels like a gap inbetween them, a bridge no one nor him wants to cross, either its from his fear of losing more people in his life without realizing or his title as a general
His position doesnt help him in that aspect either, because if the people sees their leader waver it would shatter the trust, he always has to be multiple steps ahead all the time and put a front that he knows what hes doing no matter if he does or doesnt
Hes not alone, and yet he keeps everyone at arms length, surely itd get lonely eventually?
#EVERYONE LEANS ON HIM BUT WHO DOES HE LEAN TO#He constantly putting everyones needs above his own#then when will he truly be content#hes comfortablr but is he truly content#jing yuan#honkai star rail#ramble#brainrot#its so incredibly lonely to be him#i like to believe hed slowly learn to be more open though but itd prob take him literal amber eras lol#let him be happy please hoyo#he deserves a break and retirement#hes so deeply traumatized but doesnt have the time to unpack it so he keeps it hidden and let it be lost to time#LET HIM BE HAPPY
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I need more fake dating aus that don't result in them falling in love.
like, fake dating trope except it actually works.
because imagine how funny, let's say, Pandora x Regulus x Barty fake dating would be.
just. the reactions of everyone else. would be so flabbergasted.
even in the skittles alone. dorcas would probably know it was fake dating so she'd be trying to hold in her laughter whenever one of them does something remotely romantic.
and Evan. Evan wouldn't get to know cause of barty. so he would be. so confused. and so scared.
it'd be hilarious
(might lowkey write a texting au of this)
#the only things that could break evan are barty without his shirt on and this.#itd be even better if we account rosier twins because HIS SISTER IS DATING HIS CRUSH??? AND HIS BEST FRIEND#imagine if he tried to give a speech to them at the beginning and they're just trying not to laugh and nods siriusly#and barty puts a hand on evans shoulder and looks at him flirtatiously and goes “id never dream of it#rosekiller#jegulus#pandalily#marauders era#marauders fandom#pandora rosier#barty crouch jr#regulus arcturus black#evan rosier#dorcas meadowes
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thinking about richard big
#partly just thinking about how the script change for his come in her come on her line changes him#its really weird to think about how one line can make or break a character#thats true for most saf characters#like if curt didnt say “it doesnt even matter if i killed my best friend” and said boyfriend itd change his entire character#anyway with the way i write richard big is just like#the guys got just severe tone issues and shit#and i feel like hes working on it but meh#my au of him is cool though#richard big being a spy and thatd why he acts so weird au mu beloved#yeah idk i have nothing else to say#richard big#spies are forever#tin can brothers#tin can bros#⌗ 𝐍𝐀𝐑𝐑𝐀𝐓𝐈𝐍𝐆 𝘛𝘏𝘌 𝙽𝙰𝚁𝚁𝙰𝚃𝙾𝚁. ﹙ general blog tag. ﹚#☆ — ❝ AND THERE ARE BAD GUYS MY MAN! ❞ ﹙ SPIES ARE FOREVER RAMBLES ﹚
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he will not be getting over it
#i made this before the crossover doodles#so this isnt canon to the immortal au#but also i think itd be funny if they met their prime counterparts#and immortal au shadow was just like ugh this is so like you to break the universe#and never lets him live it down#they twirl around in my head occasionally (im already making a playlist)#((and a comic))#immortal au tag#art tag#sonic#sth#shadow the hedgehog#sonadow#sonic fanart#sonic the hedgehog
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white knucked grit teeth rattling the bars of my cage DONNTTTTT FUCK THIS UP FOR HIMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM
#damian wayne#dc#batfam#was recently made aware that doctor!damian is canon now#so i am emerging from my anime cage to say:#THIS IS SUCH A GOOD FUCKING CHARACTER CHOICE OKAY YOU DONT UNDERSTAND#DC DOONMNTTTTTTTT MESS THIS UP FOR HIM PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE I AM B E G G I N G#little bratty assassin boy who hates everything and everyone and has killed hundreds of thousands#embarks on the character arc of the CENTURY#to slowly. painstakingly. make his way from#protect/save via killing#protect/save but nonlethally#to i can save more people by doing no harm. AUGH#damian wayne..... the guy that you are#hes actually my favorite fictional character of all time thats my fucking son okay#oh my GOD im so happy for him#HE QUIT‼️‼️‼️‼️ BREAKING GENERATIONAL CYCLES WITH THE BOOYYYYSSSSSSSSSS#i just love when child soldiers grow up to help people instead of harming them#peak former child soldier careers are teacher and doctor argue with the wall#i need to make a comic w now!damian talking to his past self. itd be peak#GODDDD I LOVE HIM SO FUCKING MUCH okay sorry#actually no im not sorry. i Lied#DAMIAAANNNNN DAMIAN IM YOUR NUMBER ONE FAN <333333 ILYILYILY MORE THAN ANYONE ELSE <333#if he has no supporters im dead in the ground
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