#it's going to be two years almost ?? ?!??!???!??!?
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from mila13la' instagram - december 09, 2024
#i am honestly just doing this just to distract myself#it's almost two am and i can't stop crying because the eras tour is over lmaooo#and i think it's more because i was part of it after many years of being a swiftie you know?#like the first time she comes to mexico and i actually have the money to go and see her? the four fucking nights?#man now i can't stop thinking about those days#anyways sebas looks handsome and he's wearing the iconic red jacket#deleting this later#probably in the morning idk#sebastian stan#sebastianstanedit#sebstanedit#fysebastianstan#sstanedit#stansclan#gbbb#tw flashing#tw eyestrain
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Steve, inspired by Hope Is Not a Bird, Emily, It’s a Sewer Rat by Caitlin Seida
for Maiasaura and @marveltrumpshate
and for the amazing @leveragehunters who wrote a marvelous companion fic: Who is the country
#Steve Rogers#Captain America#Marvel#get your fists up it's time to FIGHT#thank you for your patience Maia I know it's been almost two years#Look at me go#LEVERAGEHUNTERS WROTE A FIC Y'ALL#IT"S SO GOOD
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Oh oof I slipped and hit them with dark and serious beam. 😣
#connverse#Connie Maheswaran#Steven Quartz Universe#Steven Universe#This had been WIP for almost a year and has been edited a bit some days ago#I did not pick up on it now to see if I can edit further though. I'm just going to leave this at that#This was inspired by a dream I had about watching a post-apocalyptic(?) anime movie about two survivors going through their lives#Apologies if that one was yapped before in this blog. Trying to keep repeating statements already mentioned before is a habit I hope to avo#Anyway. It was almost a dialogue-less movie. actually not sure if the characters did say anything#The movie doesn't explain stuff to you. You just got dropped in a world and experience with the main characters for a few days#In the dream after watching that movie I went to Tumblr (naturally. Lol) and theories about it popped out#And there was a connverse cross-over fanart of it. Lmao#One of the main characters was EXTREMELY calm and stoic. And the connverse AU version of it was that's because Steven is in a comma and his#Pink mode activated as a defense mechanism against the creatures around while in such a state. 😭 So Pink Steven from Change Your Mind#And like. Oh? What if he's conscious? He's just watching his body have a mind of it's own and he can't control it? That's kinda terrifying#And of course like most of my dreams about shows I enjoy. I woke up before I could dream more about it. 😵#my shiz#skedoobles#SU#SU AU#also implied Pink Steven I guess#pink Steven#I rage-stopped drawing this because I know what needed to be fixing but the fixing I've been doing isn't fixing it. Lol#I'm specially frustrated with Connie's bangs and eyes. And like. Man. I'm just going to stop it right there before I make it worse.#It does make sense she has a bad haircut given the dream's setting. But it was not decided that was exactly what this drawing is about.#Also I'd imagine Steven to be having a full beard if that was the case.#Anyway enough yapping I have to get some sleep. Lol#Ohmygod just realizeddd. the in-dream movie sounded like I was describing 'Angel's Egg' jshsjajdbdjfbskkd Haven't seen that film in a while#My dream's movie had a Studio Ghibli artstyle and pretty colorful. But I would actually really like the somber vibes in Angel's Egg#for this AU though. 🤔🤩🤩
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Somebody sedate me
#faceee art#the amazing digital circus#tadc employee idea#tadc#honestly i did not think that I would've ever come back to this fandom but alas#This episode almost broke me holyyyyyyyyy#it was good. very good#scrumptious food#Also i slammed my fist when i heard “6 years of computer science#Anywho I'll probably not draw these two in a while so back to my gobb cave i go#also u can tell this was rushed
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winged insect—funeral pyre
#sleep token#vessel#vessel sleep token#sleep token vessel#sleep token fanart#take me back to eden#tmbte#artists on tumblr#i haven't drawn since june#i struggle with my art so much it slowly destroys me#but i finally enjoyed drawing something#tmbte lives rent free in my head forever#the first time i listened to that song i broke down on the bus#in the last two years people tried to drag me down so hard#and i almost did go down#i lost each and every friend i had#(friend break ups are so brutal jesus)#but rn i think i finally stepped on the path of healing#and i try to do what i love again#so maybe this is me biting back in anger#but hey i wouldn't have seen sleep token if i'm with them still#SO the budapest ritual??#that i've seen with my own two eyeballs??#and heard with my own two ears??#and felt in my very bones??#broke me snapped me in half folded me up and then put me back together#(sorry for the rambly tags have a vessel and a bug <3)
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Late as always, but another year of wings, swords and the absolutely best bois <3
#las!art#artists on tumblr#art vs artist#i'll also be rebranding to a new handle in January#remember the best boi? the one in the last panel here#yeah that one <3#i've been tired of using the nick i came up with when I was 12#in 2018 i was like 'god I want to change my handle#but what if nobody will remember me'#thus i spent another six to seven years with the name I wasn't really comfourtable with for various personal reasons anymore#sigh#can't change it over at ptn but small victories i suppose!#I've been also going around as only Alas/Las for almost two years now anyway#time to seal the deal#vent over <3#happy new year folks!
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lets goooo lesbians lets go
(do not assume i watched anything past c3e1 and do not post spoilers or any plot details in the tags please and thank you)
#my c3 catching up is going great lmao#but really tho someone posting major spoilers in the tags for my art made me stop watching for almost two years im insane#critical role#critical role fanart#imodna#imogen x laudna#imogen temult#laudna#cr3#2024
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i liked the sparring scene from the start of siege of darkness a normal amount
#ugh i've been working on this for like several days#it's been so long since i fully shaded and rendered something so the perfectionist in me is tempted to just keep adjusting shading opacitie#but no i'm posting it now and then i'm never going to look at it again#lest i notice a mistake#artist things. you understand#these two... they are sooo good to me i love them they're adorable#i love them and their stupid personality flaws and their stupid will they won't they romance and their stupid mutual pining <3#ordinarily a male mc ogling at their love interest might come off as creepy but 1. drizzt has emotional issues so it's ok and 2. he's a gir#i almost put a lesbian flag behind him in the doodle of him staring at catti but i reeled it in#but for real transfem drizzt anyone? i've been thinking of this nonstop am i the only person to ever have thought of that?#i actually legit am shocked i've not seen anyone else in the fandom make that observation yet cuz he's SO transfem coded to me#it makes sooo much sense and catti-brie's relationship with wulfgar is like TEXTBOOK comphet too BUT WHATEVER WHATEVER it's fine it's fine#don't even worry about it#one day i'll rant about it#The Cattidrizzt Yuri Rant#it's on the horizon#but the point is they're cute & i like them#starless night and siege of darkness are def my favourite books so far#ESPECIALLY STARLESS NIGHT LITERALLY SUUUCH A GOOD BOOK#you know how long it's been since i got so obsessed with something that i drew this much fanart of it??? YEARS#it began SO SUDDENLY but these books have me in a CHOKEHOLD#legend of drizzt#drizzt do'urden#catti-brie battlehammer#catti-brie#putting 2 tags for her cuz realistically who is searching her name with the clan name on this site.#lod#forgotten realms#dnd#i feel like because of lighting my drizzt design's skintone looks comically different in every drawing i do of him
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the quietest week in tusla was the week Darry bundled all seven boys up in two cars n drove them all a million miles away to the nearest beach. On contrast, the most disruptive week in tusla was the week immediately followin.
#apparently its difficult to get up to mischief when u are all sharin the smallest cheapest rooms that will house SEVEN boys#came home sunburned n full of godawful ideas cooked up in the eight hour drive between tusla n any significant body of water#dallas is burned to a goddamn crisp#n SO fuckin mad#soda came home with this gorgeous tan that is servin to do nothin but piss dallas off more#johnnys got freckles hes never seen before in his life#ponys also burned#tomato twins#two bit fell asleep with somethin on his chest n has god awful tan lines#they all almost drowned#twice#theyre all already beggin to go back next year#darry is EXAUASTED#he needs a vacation from the vacation#he comes home n collapses face down on his bed starfish style n is out like a LIGHT#the truck broke down three times#all three times Steve got out to look n just sorta banged on shit until it started again#ponys watchin him just beatin on it goin i thought u were a mechanic#n steve kicks it real hard n its starts again n he goes well. its on now aint it.#the outsiders#ponyboy curtis#sodapop curtis#darry curtis#dallas winston#steve randle#johnny cade#two bit mathews#makin these instead of actual fics bc im so burnt out rn#but one day maybe#i can see this bein a multi chap thing
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please let skoova stev be in the 3rd jedi game he's trustworthy and will be good to the fishies on tanalorr
#star wars jedi survivor#jedi survivor#skoova stev#beedee doodles#i drew this uhhh... almost two years ago and i never posted it lmao#so here you go#my fiance got me a lil skoova figure from etsy for my birthday last year but he's unpainted and i'm lazy#he's still on my desk at work on proud display but he's just a sad little gray guy
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blessed be (lorscher bienensegen) | telling the bees (wiþ ymbe)
"Bees" [remixed, abridged], Claudia Emerson // "Letter to Someone Living Fifty Years from Now" [remixed. abridged], Matthew Olzmann // "Letter to my Great, Great Grandchild" [remixed, abridged], J.P. Grasser | Len Redkole, Nina Weiss, Brian Babineau, Christian Peterson, Mitchell Leff, Dave Isaac, Megan DeRuchie
#liv in the replies#if i were insane there would be an appendix to this called telling the bees however i finished this at 3am yesterday its nearly midnight &#my cutoff is when my ahl asg stream cuts. GOD by now i should know when i save a poem like hmm. not applicable but god it'd be perfect#THAT'S A CURSE. DON'T PUT IT IN THE DOCUMENT. DON'T SAVE IT. FORGET YOU READ IT. IT'S A CURSE!! <- things i should've told myself when i#went to read bees was already like 👀 &then the first line was FUCKING CLAUDE!!!!! anyway. sorry also this is like. insanely long but ALSO#regarding mf claude. the first picture is a leftover from the claude edit i made years ago so that feels GREAT and BEAUTIFUL & also for me#as ever y'all will be getting a full breakdown. starting with what i regularly have a breakdown about every time i see it which is joelle's#james 1:12 tattoo which if u use the king james version (gay) is blessed is he who perseveres under trial because having stood the test he#will receive the crown of life the lord has promised to those who love him. which i always go blessed is he who perseveres // for those who#love him. and that's joel. ignoring him getting it then getting sent down on his birthday IGNORING IT. also we know the frosty/maple leafs#hahaha fuck the flyers lore right? good. that's morgan and his dad also bc i love a baby picture & it was perfect. also the dave isaac pic#next was in an article talking about morgan 'stung' by draft camp. shut UP. i have an alt for tells him with claude and ALSO hate the#elephant w/phil bc myesie u fuckin leaf-eater (giraffe) but i love the composition of that jake shot & had to use it (it was also almost#tells him) with thylacine jakey frog nolan also raff the extinct whale bc i needed him here. if my editing on incapable of joy is bad no on#tell me i did some SHENANIGANS to put morgan in there & color-pick/alter his jersey. new skill. i think euphoria is one of my favorite for#the sake of pride night but ALSO that polaroid kills me very time &they're so stoners contemplate the universe but ALSO i love transcendenc#so that whole three photo string i think is my favorite. and i was in looking at these like listen okay it's okay there are only so many#photos in the world. you can repeat from others you've seen before. except ALSO there's so many of these freaks together do you separate#and every time i was like there can't be more there was more. don't ask the number of back-ups for the sweetest blossom/pinch/ruffle sets#okay also the ready to be stung one was a surprise favorite fit for me because i love that line but wasn't sure how to convey it? so it's o#i think with how morgan's face is and the almost of it all. yes joel hardest trier is in there purely for me i do have an alt but. how coul#u doubt him. insert sasha's tweet abt how much joel loves philly but all his quotes have been abt being excited for morgan to have a fresh#start. AND NOT EVEN TWO MINUTES IN CALGARY AND YOU'RE STILL INSEPARABLE god i literally googled frost farabee calgary to find the last#blessed [because. heard but not seen you know of everyone traded but you went together. not seen. (which ties into the terrible appendix)]#and IT DIDN'T EVEN TAKE ME TWO MINUTES TO FIND THAT!!! WHAT DO YOU MEANNN anyway. sorry again it's so long & also i will be vanishing a wee#& a half after posting [redacted] is kicking my ass & im doing [redacted fun things WAIT ACTUALLY U CAN KNOW ONE i'm seeing hippo campus]#morgan frost#joel farabee#philadelphia flyers#calgary flames
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Your Kieran is at perfect snuggle height for your Florian it drives me insane thinking about it 🥹
damn, my real reason behind making florian that tall has been found out. ( /j )
same, though. i imagine florian to be pretty physically affectionate with people he loves so i could totally see him resting his head on top of kieran's and leaning on them whenever he can.
#the rest of the bb league are lucky florian's only at the academy for a semester bc these two would be SO ANNOYING#mfs that are almost late to class bc they're acting like one of them is going off to war when they're just in separate classes for an hour#i can't blame florian tho he had to shove down his feelings for kieran and try to ignore them for a whole year#so it's understandable that he'd want to be affectionate towards her now that he has the chance#lub these two so much...#pokemon#pokemon scarlet and violet#pkmn scarvio#rival kieran#pokemon kieran#trainer florian#tealmaskshipping#candyappleshipping#kieflo#( i'm gonna start tagging their other ship names too )#hc : (pkmn) mjverse#chara : florian russel cavallari#chara : kieran hinoki#🎨 : mj draws#asks
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good morning wyllstarion nation
#baldur’s gate 3#baldur's gate iii#bg3#astarion#astarion ancunin#wyll ravengard#bg3 astarion#bg3 wyll#wyllstarion#wyll x astarion#astarion x wyll#JUST COVERING ALL MY BASES HERE#ANYWAY HI THIS IS SO DUMB I'M SORRY#these two have been rotating in my mind CONSTANTLY i had to do something about it#cryptk.png#<- that's my art tag :D#OH RIGHT I ALMOST FORGOT#BLOODFRONTIER#THAT;S THE NEW ONE GOING AROUND#editing this years later#bloodpact#apparently that's one of the main ones too
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The horrors persist, but me? Not so much
#im petrified my chameleon is going to die#he’s ofc the breed that has the smallest amount of research on#and the oldest to ever be recorded is a year and a half#he’s almost a year and two months#im prepared mentally but not emotionally for his inevitable death#actually borderline#actually bpd#bpd#bpd feels#bpd thoughts#bpd problems#bpd stuff#bpd mood#bpd shit#bpd blog
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living in a country with nationalized healthcare after being raised in the US is just
> experience uncomfortable medical issue > leave it untreated for months or years bc it's "not serious enough" to warrant professional medical attention > it gets worse > finally go to a clinic > they ask me how long i've had this problem and i tell them how long > they look at me like i'm a fucking nutter, treat it in 5 minutes, and charge me $6 USD > i walk out feeling like the world's luckiest idiot
#crumb post#shout out to the time i almost let a skin infection become septic#literally the only reason i went to a clinic was bc my taiwanese coworker saw me limping and ORDERED me to go#god bless her fr#anyway just went to the dermatologist and he removed a painful callus that's been bugging me for the past two years#i was too embarrassed to tell him how long i'd left it untreated so i just told him one year#fixed it in like 2 minutes :`)#healthcare
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been really scared about burning out all my friends by asking for too much help but I think what's actually happened is that I've hit a wall where I myself am just too burned out to do the asking
#curseblogging#it is. the disability grief coming for me again.#like we have a pretty broad network and no one has been resentful and everyone is really good about Actually helping#and not running into the issue a lot of disabled people have where they don't actually get what they ask for#but i am just so fucking tired of not being able to do anything for myself#and can tell i am trying to compensate by going well. what if i just never wanted or needed anything ever.#ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhh#i was genuinely fine about this for the first like two years that i was sick#but sometime last summer i just hit a wall and now whenever i need to ask for a ride somewhere i start sobbing#and i don't know. what to do about it.#it's almost like being severely disabled is an inherently traumatic experience or something.#fucked up :(
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