#it's going to be a rough next few days
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Fucking thrown about Taeil rn. 🙃 He's not my bias but my friend's and he's managed to avoid everyone that was accused of shit like this by sheer vibes. He's been into kpop since 2012 and managed to swerve on kris wu, seungri, himchan, etc all before their related scandals dropped. The fact that he ults Taeil already has me denying that it could be possible. But SM kicking him before any allegations even dropped??? I can only hope that this just happened midway through contract negotiations and that's why???? I'm so utterly lost about all of this because old man Taeil with a broken hip is the one I would have expected the least. I'm in shock and denial right now and can only hope that this is some wild misunderstanding. I need the facts that come out before I lean one way or another in all of this but I'm bracing myself mentally. 😬
#aquila be quiet no one cares#kpop more like aquila shut up#I just want to know what he's even being accused of beside sex crimes#but something tells me that it has to be deranged if everyone is unfollowing him and sm of all people kicked him out#it's going to be a rough next few days#god casper hasn't had to go through something like this since jonghyun I mostly want it to be a misunderstanding for his sake#I know Taeil the least out of the members like I'm really hoping for the best and preparing for the worst here#poor Jaehyun tho my dude basically had his solo canceled in the face of this 😬#I couldn't even focus on dojaejung bc the news about moonbin dropped the same day and his acting shit keeps getting canceled#bro really is cursed#I know everyone is immediately agreeing with that one girl on Twitter and assuming that's why but we have no knowledge#everything there is just speculation so far with nothing being officially said beyond sex crimes and its not related to a same sex minor#I've seen these sorts of things go either way but the reactions from people that know him are tilting me towards wtf Taeil territory#trying to stay as neutral as possible but I think this isn't going to end well
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An old deleted snippet from my work 'Cats and Communication.'
#dc comics#batfamily#batman#batfam#tim drake#robin#damian wayne#ao3#fanfic#ao3 fanfic#just posting to distract from the clusterfuck going on right now#which will probably be my catch phrase for the next four years#anyway lets just forget and be escapist for a few days#deleted scene#rough draft#very rough#hence the why it was deleted
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another animatic because i was possessed
#call of duty#gary roach sanderson#simon ghost riley#ghost cod#cod mw2#cod roach#cod#roachghost#ghostroach#my art#animatic#the past few days have been rough on my laptop#this will really be the last animatic ill do for a while#but i learned... a bit? hopefully i still remember it the next time#im going back to my regular schedule#i see tons of mistakes but uhh ill fix that later (indefinitely)#would you believe me if i said i finished this in 3 days#yeah me neither#fun fact this song was originally for a different fandom but the ghostroach brainworms got me first
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absolutely delicious flavour of edizzy is where theyre Actually Married but neither of them know it, while also being acutely aware of everything-
they celebrated 25 years of their matelotage. they are having sex on the regular. both of them think the other thinks their contract is purely for financial reasons and the sex is just fun + convenience.
#'hes just having sex with /me/ because he knows im not going to stab him in the back (literally)'#meanwhile theyre having the most tender schmoopy sex known to man because theyre both so fucking in love#(not 2 say anything abt the actual sex theyre having they can be as rough as they want itll still be tender because theyre having FEELINGS)#'of course we have a matlotage it'd be silly to not have a financial agreement when our lives are so entwined. whats mine is his'#and at the same time theyre celebrating anniversaries with blowout bashes and gifts and shit and just#theyre so fucking aware of their marriage but theyre SO STUPID about it#'but what if he doesnt like me like that' about the man whos slept next to him for decades#nyxtalks#ofmd#izzy hands#israel hands#edizzy#blackhands#anyway it ends when someone else finally points it out#classic steddyhands set up. eds talking about his relationship with izzy and stedes like 'youre married' 'yeah but not like that'#'absolutely yes like that edward- am i the other woman?????' and it takes a few days and a lot of convincing but they talk about it#and realise oh theyve been real actual married all their lives huh#que more fucking schmoopy sex. hand holding and tears and shit and maybe its a little cringe but its their wedding night ok ????????
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Hey everyone, long time no see! Apologies for the months of silence - but I’m back now! I needed to take a much needed step back from HOCO and focus on some other projects of mine (as well as play a ungodly amount of BG3 hehe).
On my break, I also decided to kinda tear down HOCO and rebuild it from the ground up. I wasn’t really pleased with how the story was going and I think that really contributed to the burnout I felt with the project. I still would like to include the premise of the various life stages, but may go about it in a different way than I had initially planned - things to think about more I suppose!
Anyways here’s some behind the scenes of what I’ve been up to - starting with revisiting the cast’s (+ Nico’s) main outfits and updating them :3
#🪳 - roachie scatter#♥️ - abt hoco#💌 - abt henry#🥀 - abt lyra#🧸 - abt elijah#💋 - abt sandy#📻 - abt nico#all traditional bc me and digital art / my tablet are beefing rn 😒#these are all rough too - they will get more polished up once i make official character sheets and the like :3c#and dont worry Henry still has his iconic letterman it's just not always on him (esp once in the adult life stage) :3c#i'll start answering asks again these next few days but I may have to go through and filter some bc last time i checked i have like 300+#i love yall but idk if i wanna answer all that ;w;#also roach try not to have a clear favorite of the cast challenge level impossible
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update on the whole tooth situation: I need surgery 🙃
#ngl it’s been a……ROUGH 24 hours#barely had much sleep and the pain has been near constant and terrible#and got probably the worst news I could have gotten for this so just not feeling great all around#but I’m on antibiotics and painkillers. just been white knuckling it through the night hoping it gets easier#I think it is#anyway idk how active I’m gonna be in the next few days#and it’s my birthday tomorrow….who knows how that’ll go now#I have the best friend in the entire world though who has been with me through this whole ordeal 🥹
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Hope everything is alright soon, you seem to be going through some not-great stuff rn 💜
Accept this virtual hug? 🫂
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ty 😞 virtual hug accepted very much so
#mochi speaks#🐾 anon#with the rate things are going… I’m buckling myself up for a very rough summer#and depending on how tonight and the next few days go… might end up single again ;-;#this year really hasn’t been kind to me#at all
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saw your recent post, just wanted to send my best wishes
your srtimator videos have really cheered me up recently, hope you can find something to do the same for you
:)
thank you very much ;-; currently watching scar stream lol. im really glad you like the videos so far 👍
#next video will go up next week probably#asks#but i really appreciate it a lot ive had a rough few days
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*Watching Dom Studios and Wu_Xing (Original Creator of the Clockmen, excluding Large Clockman) beefing with each other*
Oh dear, Oh Heck, OH COSMOS
#ooc post#Damn they be beefing with each other because Chief Clock was Killed#This is going to be very rough on Twitter the next few day isn't it#Skibidi Toilet Multiverse
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Wish me well
In my descent
Into hell
#my writing#poetry#poem#seriously#the next few days are going to be rough#Expect less poems for 3-5 days#spilled ink#creative writing#poets on tumblr#writers on tumblr#quick write#writers and poets
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the power i will receive in a matter of days will be astounding. watch out
#i am making this post to ramble. idk if it will actually change anything but i am trying 2 be hopeful .#ive been very. Rough all month thus far both physically and mentally and occasionally both at the same time#i am just hoping tht wat i am getting soon will help me do things bc ive rly had no energy to do anything at alllllll#and i rly dont want to like. Explode i would like to get things done#i have things i owe to people!!! i just dont have the spoons to do it Ever and it piles iup and up in my head#it fucking blows dude i have been stuck in a horrendous loop for like almost 6 months#i just want 2 be normal u know . i am hoping something will change soon#if it does not change in the nesxt few days when my shit arrives i think im like. Done For in general#like if im unable to get anything done in the next few days then i am going to very seriously have to reconsider#literally everything i do online i think. its a bit fucked up#ik it sounds like an exaggeration bu there is noooo way in hell i am Surviving like tihs !!!!!!! slash srs#i wish twitter circles did not die so i cold blow up in there bu back to ye olde norm of tumblr tags will have to do#also it feels less invasive so like. win for me ig. i do miss rambling nonstop in tags#i miss tumblr!! i miss a lot of old stuff. reminiscing for reasons both good and bad. the tumblr stuff is the good side tho#anyways i have been slowly chipping away at writing thigns this month and ik its like. not a lot at all.#but its a lot to *me* and when youre someone whos only capable of doing so mch its like. a big deal#(im writing pmdnd stuff finally getting back into gear nd stuff i have been trying to slowly draw the npcs#that ive made whilst trying to recover in other areas bu rghghrghgrgr i dont ewant to draw#i havent wanted to draw in a long long time blows up)#i shuld. stop typing actually i am rambling too much i jsujt have nowhere to mindlessly ramble anymore technicaly#i dont want to bug my friends w me being unwell all the time DFJKGHDFKGFG#mayne i will try to ccontinue with the npcs. we will see based on if i post again in the next 30 minutes
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on the phone having a sad and awkward conversation with my brother (he is in the psychiatric hospital and mad about it) and so to lighten the mood he says well how are the red wings doing. well bud i hate to tell you this but...............
#red wings (handshake emoji) my brother: going through a rough patch these last few days but next week will be okay.#ignore me everyone. im having emotions abt my brother that feel too big for my body.#haha lol. im going to church tomorrow which should make me normal again#podium
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I want to write but dry January just ended and I have video games to play. My life is hard.
#… also my pi ended up uhhh resigning for my research is fucking dead lol#which is concerning 5 months before graduation but ya know#also I played hollow knight which was amazing and so so so hard#and then started playing cyberpunk which is… surprisingly so good#but it’s on the Xbox and my SO is playing baldura#gate on that right now#so I’m playing yakuza infinite wealth which again I love so far#video games are so fun. I totally want persona 3 reloaded after this also#so that’s my excuse for not writing at all…… although I do think about akutagawa every day#the next chapter is rough because its just really sad in a way#I love writing misunderstandings but my boy Akutagawa is going to take things not well#but it’s been a month since I’ve updated I feel so guilty lol#the few people that are reading it are so nice and supportive and I really don’t wanna let them down
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In today's episode, I unnecessarily whack Echo with the character development stick (he doesn't like it)
Hope you enjoy :D
#ninjago#echo zane#Hyped about the next chapter#It's gonna tie up the Fragmented Mind. chapter series#Already got a rough layout of it in my head#Here's hoping I can get it out in the few days (or next week I dunno)#guy's writing#Wait forgot to tag Dr. Julien fuck#dr julien#There we go
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Pain. Agony
#i guess i am going to the iabca show this weekend since i was invited to help out.#but the next akc show i am being pulled in 6 different directions and so scheduling must be done.#onofrio!!!! please!!!! it is less than 2 weeks away!!!!!#counts are as expected. i know most of the dogs entered in breeds i care about*#(* i care about all breeds but i only watch a few im genuinely interested in owning)#but i think there are going to be conflicts and these conflicts are going to be annoying to plan around#beauces SHOULD go first thing in the morning which would be awesome. if gsheps go directly afterward - awesome.#then i need to groom and be ringside for roughs. hopefully they go after lunch or just before.#but my friends would like some help with borzoi which i love to help with. but borzoi often go around the same time as roughs#late morning/early afternoon#and i need to set aside plenty of time to shoot the shit#i should honestly just get a hotel with someone instead of a 5 hr#drive/day#back and forth for two days#i should really go fri through sun for the specialties but i already took friday off the following week to volunteer for an independent#specialty#it really is incredible how one year ago i was looking for a dog show to go to - any dog show - and all i could find was one collie show#infodog you have changed my life in many ways.#oh and i am going ukc mode in november which will be fun. a friend might need some help with her girl (who i am obsessed with)#i dont like ukc as much as akc but it is nice to see klee kais and ambullies and silkens#its just too relaxed/unstructured 🤣#obviously i like to know a plan WELL in advance.. lol
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as a person who grew up loving anime and seeing the relevance and importance of found family over blood family, and as a young queer adult who keeps reading about how important community is for a person whose very identity goes against the 'traditional family' it's (really) kind of disheartening to realize I'm never going to have my own found family. Especially when your blood family just... Isn't there
#Been thinking about this a lot#When I was a depressed pre teen I had accepted I was doomed to be alone#But then I found friends. Real friends#And I though. Hey. Maybe they could be my family#But as an adult going through an impossible situation with next to zero support or care I'm having to come to terms again#That I'm never really going to have that. A family.#Not unless I conform to what society expects of me and find a man to get married and have children with (I'd rather die)#It's been a rough few days while I come to terms with that#And try to come to terms AGAIN with the fact that my parents don't love or want me#I think it'd be easier if they just disowned me all together instead of making me go through this.#And it's horrible because I'm stuck in a situation I can't get out of very fast. It's a long process#Of getting a job and accumulating money so I can move out#And not getting the support from my parents but seeing my brother get it.... It drives me insane#I hate being o psych medication but I have to be or I'm going insane#I keep wanting to harm myself or kill myself and it takes everything in me to not make a harsh decision#Right now there is nothing keeping me going other than inertia of decisions I made a few months ago.#I have to keep moving because I'm terrified of what is going to happen if I stop.#Psych medication isn't helping. Therapy isn't helping. Exercising isn't helping.#I keep having dreams that I find someone who truly loves me and it's so.... Warm. Comfortable. Safe. I just want to keep asleep in them.#Forever.#It's a pain to wake up and realize I'm never having that in real life. Just a warm hug.#Yesterday I realized if I attempted suicide it would take people a few days to find out#And it's not because I don't talk to people. I do. But. It's always me starting conversations these days#If I don't say anything usually no one starts talking first#Which is fine you know? But also so lonely
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