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Oh the one hand, Vex and Kerry is weird to me simply bc I’m so used to it being him and Vax, they are the soulmates in my stories…. But Kerry being Victoria’s step dad🥺
#it’s definitely toxic at first#Kerry grieving and rebounding from Vax#and Vex hasn’t had a partner since Victoria’s dad who she immediately left#so it’s like not healthy#but they would play the part because they both need it#otp: a sweet disaster#cyberpunk 2077#kerry eurodyne#cyberpunk kerry#kerry#cyberpunk v#kerry x v#kerry eurodyne x v#Kerry x fem v#Kerry Eurodyne x fem v#cyberpunk female v#vex kane
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every so often I have to take an extended moment to ponder canon gothcleats and I am bowled over by the emotions that overcome me at the thought of them
#Honestly I make this post monthly#But just#in the words of scary Marlowe herself “I’m choking on the promise of it all”#Like I think abt them as young adults in a relationship for the first time finding their footing#I think about them getting married and their wedding and Grant and terrys reactions to it#I think about how Jerry came into their life bc he’s definitely adopted#They make me so emotional I love them dearly obsessed with this stupid finale bit they make me sick in the head#Guy who wrote a “the last five years” format inspired gothcleats fic during toxic gothcleats arc listening to the last five years: oh my go#dndads#dungeons and daddies#I simply always wanna talk about them#gothcleats
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excuse me i just stumbled on this photoshoot (?) on Twitter and
wtf why does peat have that rich 太太 (tai tai) energy?? (ie. a wealthy, spoiled, pampered trophy housewife)
why does fort look like his assigned bodyguard who is officially just there to make sure no one gets to his boss through his 'wife' but he's also totally fucking his boss' wife on the down low
they totally plot to murder peat's rich husband and have him inherit his fortune and afterwards fort stays as his kept man bodyguard and peat rules his financial empire with an iron fist.
why do i need a fic about this like i need to breathe.
Edit: so i wrote a thing (its mahasamut/tongrak and its way more intense then i even anticipated)
#fortpeat#fort x peat#fort thitipong#peat wasuthorn#this has very 'freak for freak' energy#both of them are very grey morality and more than slightly obsessed with each other in that possessive way thats definitely a bit toxic#oh actually this could fit for:#mutrak#tongrak's the type to get upset if anyone (eg. the waitresses at the parties he attends) pays attention to his dashing young bodyguard#and mahasamut will leave possessive marks juuuuust underneath the line of tongrak's collars so that he knows tongrak can't fuck anyone else#at least not without it being clear that someone else was there first#their dynamic is all about shifting power plays where outside the bedroom tongrak will do something to rile mahasamut up#so that the second they're home mahasamut will pin him down to their bed and fuck him into submission again#the servants all desperately wish they'd stop fucking in random places because they all know way too much about their kinks#mahasamut x tongrak#tongrak x mahasamut#rakmut#fic inspo#its the blazer/top thing that peat's wearing that is just peak tai tai energy i can't#<my posts>
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I’m rewatching Fantasy High and Fabian’s responses to The Hangman during their season one interactions are some of my favorite moments:
“Yes, yes, in due time, Bike. Now, to the ice cream shoppe!”
“BIKE! Hangman! No! No, we don’t talk about women in that way! … but she is rather cute”
“Well, I mean just make sure on the yellows, like just push through.”
#like Fabian is definitely a jerk in the first season#but he also drinks his respect women juice#and there’s a lot of emotional growth and buildup to#toxic masculinity is dead I dance now in season two#Lou Wilson is just an incredible actor#and COMMITS to his characters#and the relationship between him and the Hangman is amazing#fabian seacaster#fabian aramais seacaster#Lou Wilson#the hangman#fantasy high the hangman#brennan lee mulligan#fantasy high#fhfy#fantasy high freshman year#dimension 20#d20#d20 fantasy high#roleplay#can someone make stickers out of these quotes please#I’d buy all three lol#fantasy high quotes#Fabian quotes#edited
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okay. just rambling here, but, i think armand took more than just the end of the interview away from daniel.
we got that little moment about that night, saying 'you asked me to' to louis. 'you asked me to take this from you, you could not live with it,' leading into, 'i look after you when you cannot look after yourself, i make those choices for you.'
we know that during the chase and devil's minion era, daniel was an addict, who was, by his own admission, slowly killing himself. he was also addicted to blood.
it's really not too far to make the jump, if devil's minion occurred, that armand made the choice to step in, in his own mind, for daniel's best interests. i know this isn't a unique jump to make, but; again with armand's "i look after him when he cannot look after himself" continual reiteration, i think it's a fair assumption.
he can also replace and blur memories, which makes the discussion of alice and paris -- why the dessert from that night? -- and how immediate and sincere his answer of "she wanted to say yes, but she didn't trust you. you hadn't given her a reason to." this could be the night he took them away, replaced himself with alice, planted something similar for her to start the relationship, then step back and watch it fall. and i think the thing that stands out there is just how tender he is while saying it. there's an undercurrent of something else entirely underneath, it isn't a dig at daniel in the moment, despite the pushing earlier in the scene.
and then in s1, when louis say to daniel, "i'd give it to you now." and the cut to armand, still in disguise, and his micro-expression of horror, the way he stiffens and looks away... and the little moment of what i read as conflict when daniel says no. his jump to "may i be excused?" i can't tell in the moment, if he's horrified about the offer itself, the fact that it is louis offering to turn daniel rather than himself, or the fact that daniel denies it. because i don't think armand could actually let daniel die if this was the case.
the disguise itself-- why pretend to be rashid? i think part of it is to try and hide behind a human persona to keep those memories at bay; especially given the little moments of flashback that got triggered by little mannerisms. i can't decide whether they're intentional pushes or not, whether armand wanted/wants daniel to remember on his own, or wants to keep it under wraps. i think, even if he believes he doesn't want it to come forward, he truly does deep down.
and once he's revealed himself as armand, the way he gazes at daniel, his beautiful boy. the continued "our boy", from both he and louis, the "he's still in there, somewhere..."
and i think "our boy" is also really interesting, because why would daniel be armand's boy, based solely on the moments that louis initially remembered? armand didn't really have any emotional connection to daniel that night, sure, he saved him, but that doesn't really mean anything; he saved daniel for louis, not for daniel's sake.
and, jumping back "our boy,[...] he's still in there somewhere"... there's implication that louis might know about it? again, i don't think this is related to the original interview, or at least, limited to it? i don't have anything concrete here, just vibes, but again, why is armand's boy still in there somewhere?
and sure, some of these are reaches and i don't think i'm necessarily right, but god it would be deliciously awful if i was.
#tvc book spoilers#meta#iwtv#interview with the vampire#devil's minion#daniel molloy#armand#iwtv spoilers#i'm spitballing here and also haven't reread qotd in a while (about to start it now) so details are. hazy.#i'm also definitely not the first person to have had these thoughts i just needed to get them all down#anyway. think about the drama.#there's also some fun stuff there about armand potentially sabotaging daniel's relationships because 'if i can't have him no one can'.#we know he's possessive as hell. we know he's controlling. what human could stand up to a vampire influencing their life?#him monitoring and managing daniel at a distance. checking on daniel's thoughts at all moments of the day and night.#gently nudging daniel to be more nocturnal to make it easier to keep an eye on him.#i should. probably write something about this huh. it's clearly embedded in my brain. the inherent toxicity of vampire relationships <3#and also. the little tale of the body thief reference too. like. is that going to effect daniel?#we have precedent for an old man to be put into a young man's body and turned into a vampire. why not here?#additional essay in the tags sorry hjgdfjh#it's late. this has been on my mind for ages and i'm so brainfoggy right now. forgive me if none of this makes sense
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a slight continuation of this
no caller ID pops on your screen, pulling your attention away from your previous task at hand: not fucking up your eyeliner. you typically wouldn’t care if it was a little uneven, but you’re going on a date tonight, for the first time in so long, and you want everything to go as smoothly as possible.
which is why you groan when you end the call, and that same no caller ID pops right back up seconds later. you know who it is—who else would it be? you figured he’s already seen your story of being excited for going on your first date in a while, on the only app you hadn’t blocked him on. petty? perhaps, but it’s on him to be keeping up with you despite you cursing him out for wasting your time and then blocking him right after.
you watch it ring though, contemplating for a while longer than you should. you blocked him for a reason. no need to entertain his same shit that he always spews to you when he realizes that he might be losing you once more?
….but it doesn’t hurt to hear the hero beg for you.
“What do you want, Bakugou?” You sigh irritably as you finally answer his call, putting him on speaker as you go back to even out your eyeliner. You hear him huff on the other side of the phone at the use of his surname, but he doesn’t say anything about it, instead, quickly telling you what he’s been bothering you for.
“Who’s the fuckin’ loser that’s gonna drool over how good your tits look in that stupid green dress you love so much?” Bakugou grunts, and you instantly feel your face heating at his crude words. You glance over with a frown at that same green dress that makes your tits look good, where it hangs on your closet.
“None of your damn business, Bakugou.” You snap at him, wondering if it’s too late to find something else to wear. “Not like you ever took me out in my stupid green dress.” Your voice holds a level of bitterness that only he can bring out of you, and you hear his sigh through the speakers.
“I told you this before, I’m always—”
“Busy.” You cut him off, voice suddenly thick as you think back on the countless rejections he’s splattered at your feet every time you tried to further your relationship with him. “You reminded me of how busy you’ve been since you first started this whole situationship.”
“Situation—? Huh? We were dating!” Bakugou protests with a huff, and you can hear how he paces the floor quickly. You glare at your phone, setting down your liner to instead pick of your (his) favorite lipgloss.
“You’d have to ask me out to be dating, Bakugou. You’d have to court me to be dating, Bakugou. You’d have to make time for me and take me out on dates and not hide me to fucking date me, Bakugou.” You spit at him, venom dripping off of your lips in waves. You don’t know why you answered, why you even entertained him. You shake your head with a huff when the line goes quiet, eyebrows quirking up when your date sends you a text to make sure you’re still on for tonight.
“I’m sorry.” Bakugou mutters pathetically, his voice suddenly soft. You hesitate, for some reason, when it comes to texting your date back. Why do you always hesitate when Bakugou is around?
“Let me make it up to you, court you, and shit. I can take you to one of my favorite places, you can wear that pretty green dress and that gloss you know I love.” His voice is pleading, thickening and sweet and suffocating. You shouldn’t respond, should reply back a yes to your date.
“Please? You know how much you mean to me.” Bakugou mumbles, and you can hear the earnestness in his voice. Why haven’t you said yes to your date yet?
“I’ll do better this time. Just one more chance, sweetheart.” Bakugou’s voice is so soft, you’ve never heard him this vulnerable before. You sigh with a shake of your head, slumping back into your seat in defeat.
…
Sorry, I can’t make it tonight. Something came up. Maybe we can reschedule for another time?
#sorry this is kinda angsty lol#but I saw this tt earlier where this girl was so giddy bc ‘no caller id’ called LOL#and it just reminded me of the first part to this#at first he’s all ‘no we can’t date bc of xyz bullshit reason’#but the moment you’re like ‘I’m done w this toxic back n forth we’re not even a couple’#he’s like WE WERE TOGETHER THE WHOLE TIME!!!!!#delusion is what I like to call it#also he definitely takes you out to a place that’s very secluded and exclusive#to shut you up for the time being#the whole ‘at least I took you out!’ shtick#I hate him actually#but the toxic hate sex goes crazy ☝🏻#okay gn I’m sleepy and I felt so shitty today#or yesterday#so I’m hoping today will be better#maybe I’ll mediate before I start on my work#I wanna go on a walk sometime this week bc it’s gonna be great weather but my anxiety keeps telling me#that one of the stray cats or foxes is gonna attack me AKSJDKDJDJD#omg does anyone remember me talking about that calico kitty in my backyard at one point???#I haven’t seen her since and I hope she’s okay :( we miss her :(#—new treat in the streets! 🍫#bakugou treats! 🍬
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years ago Toriyama said 'i didn't really like vegeta but he was really helpful to the story' and honestly?? more of that. more of those. you don't have to like him but is he good for your story? he'll be good for your audience too, bet
#i LOVE when characters that are intended to be killed off accidentally become an integral part of the story#he changed his mind about geets too -- even once said him beating goku would never happen but then canonized it years later#the VERY definition of a character having earned it#but also I thought it was really interesting that he described vegeta as a character who wrote himself! i am injecting that into my veins#he talks about subconsciously adding him to scenes and just letting him move the pen on his own so to speak and jksfsd how fitting#not to armchair psychology but i love the idea that vegeta was a toxic part of the author that healed as he was writing him#may we all encounter and develop that oc in our lifetimes#also genuinely and truly love that he was shocked that 'someone with that hair' was popular and how often he outflanked goku in polls aklsj#rip toriyama you were always so real for it#i always love his interviews but the one that said he sought bulma's help and bit by bit became less ruthless ;^; i love they#i will never forgive toei for writing him like he doesn't respect her when she's the first person he DOES respect. meet me in the pit toei
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Information below the cut and nightmare scenario in the tags.
Interesting facts: This cover was the last video he posted to YouTube under this channel before ST formed. This was also almost a year exactly before the ST YouTube channel was created.
#lost media#circa 2015#the 1975#the 1975 song sex#the 1975 piano cover#another not so fun fact:#ves and/or st have most likely crossed paths with taylor swift#because i am 98% positive ves has met matty#so its not entirely impossible that ves has met and might date tswift#and that's a relationship where i can't decide who would be the most toxic#the only good things about this scenario are:#it would last less than a year (my money is on 5 months)#and both fandoms would get an epic breakup albums out of it#sadly this would almost definitely mean the end of st's anonymity#can you guys tell this kept me away wednesday night?#literally called out of my first day back at work because of this realization
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So sick of the "independent and feisty" hermione characterisation... this is a woman who smells her crush in love potions, sees him in magical mirrors of desire, calms down at his scent, and threatens to kill him if he even considers divorce
#i think its so funny that ron was like omg we've been married for soooo long 🥰 and hermione was like so u want? a divorce??#why would that be your first conclusion!!#hint: it's because she's mad at him for marrying padma patil in a different parallel universe#hermione is definitely the kind of person who has a terrible dream about ron kissing some other broad#and then gives him the cold shoulder for a week#which. ron was also this person.#look i rlly do think they're just a SMIDGE toxic during their school years bc of how BAD they are at this being in love with your bff thing#but god. its so fucking FUN#get worse! throw up on the street bc she kissed someone else!! commit aggravated battery bc he got a girlfriend !!! KISS WITH A FIST DOT MP3#theyre so monumentally possessive about each other u can tell they just want to. live inside each others ribcages.#sorry for being crass. but you know they fuck nasty after the war.
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Merry shitscram from Kia (and the tree she failed to eat)
#kiadanta#my cats#ragdoll#cat#it's a live potted blue spruce btw#they are VERY SPIKY#and also non toxic to cats#kia definitely tried to chomp this when i first got it last year#but she swiftly reconsidered#the needles are spiky enough i have to wear gloves to decorate it#and the fallen needles can stab clean through a sock into your skin#but it's definitely effective at surviving cat crimes
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running a guild type D&D series of one-shots irl; this is the leader and leader’s apprentice of the Daybreak Guild ☀️🗡️
#Aasimar#tiefling#dungeons and dragons#dnd#dnd ocs#dnd5e#dnd character#dnd art#dnd campaign#my system is largely based on how the old Pokémon mystery dungeon DeviantArt groups worked like. structure wise#those were the backbone of my childhood tbh#the leader’s name is Akira Ikari bc I’m being shameless about my references#she’s called ‘The Day Breaker’ because she slayed a malevolent sun god with her sword#AND YEAH THE SWORD IS DEFINITELY JUST THE SWORD OF THE CREATOR PLUS THE BUSTER SWORD#it attaches to her hair and she pulls it out. her neck muscle game is insane#she’s a butch lesbian Aasimar fighter#and Ofc she had a toxic ex who I haven’t designed yet… but she’s the rival guild leader#the apprentice is a sorcerer tiefling and he’s a character I’ve sort of had for a while… definitely the descendant of characters from like#the first campaign I was part of like. ever… six years ago#his name is Sigmund Farcite and he was like. raised as Akira’s sibling bc his mom#like. kind of sold his services to Akira but didn’t actually want him to ever come back to her (his mom is a traveling merchant)#i definitely spent too much time on these but gahhh I’m so proud of how they turned out#not sure that they really fit together either but f it we ball
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I'm so sorry
But in the alternate timeline where Bruce dies in the alley, Martha becomes the joker and Thomas becomes Batman... what if the joker-ication process of Martha is a slow thing. They all mourn the loss of Bruce in their own ways while blaming themselves. Alfred blaming himself for not being there to fight the dude off before anything happens to anyone. Thomas blaming himself for taking Bruce to the theatre. Martha blaming herself for suggesting a nice walk home.
Overtime Martha gets more confrontational towards the two, "THIS IS YOUR FAULT FOR TAKING US TO THE STUPID SHOW! YOU LAZED ABOUT WHILE MY BABY WAS DYING!"
The words getting more harsh until Alfred confronts her in the kitchen saying it's no one's fault and they should work on comforting each other instead of tearing each other apart.
Martha laughs and slowly the laugh gets more psychotic before she takes the knife she was using and stabs him with it.
Thomas finds Martha laughing over Alfred's body, his blood smeared over her face in the shape of a bloody smile and he screams.
They're both broken.
Hi!! Thank you for the ask, first of all. Sadly, everything that has to do with the joker in a story-focused way (aka where I have to put a lot of energy into) Is a bore hazard for me.
#i guess the reason i can't get into the joker is mainly due to the fact that the media chose to hypercomplexify him#in my eyes the line between joker and a regular toxic man is very blurry. for exemple#co depency on other men - in this case bruce - abuse of women. children. justifying terrible decisions on a society#he explicitly makes worse. 'joker isn't actually insane' is a long debunked myth.#insanity -- if we go by classic definition- is doing the same thing over and over and expecting different results#joker's actions are repetitive because he WANTS the same results all the time. which makes me think of men#having such a deep seeted hatred towards progress and positive shifts in society. when there's a change in community#be it diversity. inclusion. breaking societal norms. or the improvement of injustices towards minorities#whos the first group to cry? men.#and that makes me think. maybe joker isn't a crazy guy. maybe he's just a regular guy in terrible make up#and you can't get more pathetic than that
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Saw something earlier that said something like:
"I think the biggest reason I like Mileven is because it's just refreshing to see the main girl in a supernatural series not be involved in a love triangle"
#First of all#we're watching different shows man#there is definitely a love triangle#Second of all#how boring - and in milkvans case toxic -#does your ship have to be for your main reason for shipping it is the#“lack of a love triangle”#byler#byler tumblr#byler endgame#mike wheeler is gay#anti melvin#anti milkvan
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Alecto Prediction #5
A solid chunk if not all of Alecto will be written in an Early Modern style. This chunk will include Gideon and Harrow ACTUALLY TALKING *tm*. Their dialogue will form a sonnet a la R&J’s pilgrim dialogue.
Bonus prediction: Paul recites the Queen Mab speech
#my brain made me first type ‘the Queen Babs speech’#let’s make Queen Babs a thing#I have beef with Romeo and Juliet and it’s definitely totally justified and not simply because of a toxic friend I had a few years ago#the locked tomb#gideon the ninth#alecto the ninth#harrow the ninth#nona the ninth#tlt#tlt series#alecto predictions#alecto speculation#alecto theories
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My favourite thing about the buffy fandom is that the show is filled with evil awful men who consistently drag Buffy down and make her miserable but fandom will ignore all that to focus on a few of the traumatized child soldiers who are either orphans or have abusive parents and they'll be like hmm actually THIS character sucks and is the worst because they were not nice to Buffy. If I ignore everything else and focus only on a handful of episodes it proves that they were horrible people the entire time and Buffy deserves better. The only one who was REALLY there for Buffy is MY fave.
(Their faves tend to spend a solid third of their screen time being misogynistic but shhhh no trust me he GETS Buffy like no one else. It's a special romantic bond, dark gothic horror or whatever. He calls her a bitch 10 times but look how sad he is when she finally snaps.)
Like absolutely Buffy deserves better she deserves therapy and a fresh start and healthy boundaries but we simply wouldn't have a show if they weren't all messed up kids with ptsd who hurt each other horribly and the love that saves them is also what dooms them, an endless vicious cycle until the whole city collapses. They start off as friends and end up as... something else. Buffy and Xander and Dawn are family and no matter what happens or how shitty they are to each other at times nothing can change that loyalty. It doesn't matter if x or y deserves better they're never going to go searching for it they've simply been through too much trauma for anyone else to come close! Willow would need an entire other post to summarize the friendship development she and Buffy go through but it's so good exactly because of how it goes from sweet to pure pain and grief.
Everyone is free to like and dislike whoever they want but I do feel bad for people who genuinely hate Buffy's friends because what a miserable way to watch the show considering what a huge part of it they are lmao. Yeah yeah Angel and Spike scarred her for life and their love is so powerful whatever. Willow literally will not let Buffy stay dead she is going to get an A in best friend sidekick, something that is normal to want and possible to achieve. Buffy has no choice in this she's the hero so get your ass out of heaven girl we need you to pose and fight monsters so Willow can pretend to have self esteem. Oh you got shot? Walk it off bullet fixed. You might be needed later if the one who healed you decides not to kill the entire world.
Cordelia and Anya take turns being the funniest and most refreshingly straightforward person on the show. Tara is genuinely lovely and I am so sorry Willow and the Scoobies happened to her but it is very nice that they all get a kind friend who stays kind until the end. Dawn is so fascinating her life is a horror story and she wasn't even real at first or there at all for the first four seasons and yet I clap and cheer whenever Buffy gets extra violent with the people that hurt her. Xander... yeah no I get the Xander hate fully he's exhausting especially as a teen. But the fact that the mental wellbeing of two of the most powerful people on this planet is tied to the aliveness of Just Some Guy? It's delightful. He made friends with a shy autistic girl in kindergarten and they later both trauma bonded to Buffy and it saved the world. Amazing.
#i always find the “scoobies or dawn or x character” were awful to buffy arguments so funny#because beyond their first season not a single dynamic on that show was free from toxic codependency#it's the trauma bonding your honour#like yes they suck. absolutely! that's why it's so fun#the counterarguments of “No they were really good actually” are equally funny because sure they were at points#but they were definitely all fucked up#I wouldn't love Willow or Faith as much as I do if they weren't just. Awful people. Nightmare kids who grow into even worse adults#before eventually mellowing out a tiny bit.#btvs#btvs rambles
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🥺 goodbye.......
#ginshariblog#elden ring#not done w/ the dlc bc i'm living vicariously through the secondhand whimsy of co-op with friend who is playing it for the first time#i do have to go back in at some point to get some equipment tho bc i flatout forgot to finish some of the catacombs#but i most definitely got up to the final boss gate and went why should i and then left#i did like the dlc like story's kind of got some bleh parts and i go back and forth on whether or not i think the big ''twist'' was good#i think it definitely drives home the point that no major character in this game is wholly good or bad though#but it was a nice change of pace to go back to being Scared of Everything#i malded tho...........my lord i malded#the only game i have screamed at with that much toxicity before this dlc was like. crash bandicoot.#of all things
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