might work as a dishwasher if the position is still open in a couple days . which is funny because dishwashing is my least favourite chore by far and it makes me want to fucking Well i shant say . but its better than nothing at least i wouldnt be bored in my room alone. and id get free lunch. BUt i would have to email and say hi is this position suitable for someone whos like, near-comically short but not in a way protected by the ADA and such
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Vyvanse is such a silly little drug. I get up at 11, take it at noon, what's a normal sleep phase I don't know her.
The first hour passes and I'm like "dude nothings happening except me getting sweaty and my heart's going a bit faster" and then I blink and it's another 2 hours later and I've just blitzed doing every chore available to me, organized all my shit for the day, read through 500 tumblr posts, watched some random-ass YouTube clips, and made myself food I don't want to eat because my appetite is suppressed but I know food consumption is a task. It's like all of my ADHD bullshit for the entire day happens at light speed over a few hours.
Then I sit down and can do The Big Task of the day for 5 hours or more and, unlike with a hyperfocus, can remain focused on it even after taking breaks to go do other stuff.
Then the end of the day hits and I'm tired and need to go to sleep but I still feel the Productivity Need so for some reason I watch 50 more "Educational" YouTube videos until it subsides and then finally fall asleep at 2am.
Like. Does it cure my ADHD? Absolutely not. Does it make me less chaotic? No. But does it allow me to consistently channel my ADHD energy productively? Oh, yeah. I'm not 100% sure that's what my doctors were going for when they prescribed it, but I gotta be honest I kinda love it.
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3 good things
Rotation has continued to be pretty chill
Had a nice shift at work with a cool pharmacist
Got some free covid tests from the vending machine at work
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Could you draw Aleth with 🏄 OC in what they would wear to the beach/pool? Can’t lie, they are my favorite! 💜
Of course! I could see them having a gender-neutral swimwear like this that they like to wear. Took some inspiration from styles that were popular in the 1920ies :]
They're looking for a good spot to place their towel. ☘️ 🧡
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The unfortunate thing about ITNL chapter 15 is that it's a bit of a slow start to the chapter. Leading into the stuff.
But once I hit The Part, I'm probably gonna write the entire rest of it in a fit of delighted mania. Just like I wrote the entire Brilliant Dynamtes Neon fight and the rest of that chapter in one sitting. Except I will have even more fun heheh
Definitely a sadistic side of me coming out with this chapter. But Eh, I'm a hurt comfort writer, that's basically my job lol
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