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Why do I never understand what is normal? What media is popular? what hobbies are considered weird? what normal people are interested in?
#emma posts#it’s like how some people overestimate how many people read fanfiction#but I know not many people do that#it’s just with other stuff#when you find a lot of people like you online and some in-person you sometimes forget how most people do things#I don’t WANT to make myself normal#but it would be nice to know which things someone at some boring event would be interested in talking about#it would also be nice to know where I should start when someone asks about a special interest or hyperfixation#it’s one thing to talk to other people who are interested in it#and people who know you and have gotten some knowledge willingly or not#it’s another thing to have a conversation with someone at some formal event or meeting about something and fuck up about what is common#knowledge and interests#especially with things I’ve been into since I was a kid#or haven’t talked about with more normal people in my life#just because it hasn’t come up#or they might react politely because they know me but new people???#this is less ‘you’ve gotten out of touch’ and more I’m not sure I ever was IN touch#I’ll talk to some normal guy neurotypical at a volunteer position or something and be completely thrown off guard by my lack of#understanding of what is unusual or uncommon#it’s actually pretty inconvenient#and awkward
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Love your art so much. Will you show us cool nature pics from your country? I'm literally so stoned I forgot where you live sorry.
Sure anon, why not. I'm not a photographer so the quality of these is kind of slushy at best. I like nature and wander around a little bit, but I rarely hike properly, so I don't go to that many scenic places. These are mostly from regular walks. Long post warning.
Summers are short but very green, and since we're at the arctic circle we get sunlight around the clock. Some of these were taken at midnight or early morning small hours. Most of Finland is very sparsely populated and covered in boreal forests.
Finland is a very watery country, lots of lakes in particular.
Sometimes you get intense sunsets
And winters are very cold, snowy and last about six months. In summer we have midnight sun and in winter there's the polar night to counter it. Around late December sun only rises for about two hours per day where I live so it's very dark for many, many weeks on end (which is wonderful if you get seasonal depression like I do). But sometimes the weather and lighting are just right and you get this ethereal pastel effect that I love.
#we also have northern lights pretty regularly and those can be magical but I'm not enough of a wizard to take good pictures of them#I have a friend who Photographs Nature With Intent and goes to all these natural parks to do it#but I'm not them so this is the best I can do#I particularly regret that I don't have any bog/swamp/marsh pictures to show you because they're actually really aesthetic locations#believe it or not#and an iconic part of Finnish nature#anonymous#long post#answered#lamentably the best ethereal pastel effect only happens on very cold days like from -20°C to -30°C#so if you take out your phone and remove gloves to snap a photo your phone battery dies very quickly and your fingers freeze#so it's a bit inconvenient
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#ts4#ts4 interior#build/buy she's like a lover to me#ive been playing the mbti challenge here!#i'm trying to figure out rotational gameplay 🤧🤧#i have a bug/glitch in my game that doesn't allow me to use household inventory and the money shows “infinite” when building#it's so inconvenient for my gameplay#but i cant be bothered to figure it out#i actually timed myself with this one and it took 6 hours for me to fully decorate#and this is a converted warehouse build i got from the gallery#it's pretty spacious#there's a loft that i didn't show that's an artist studio
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"Steph got fired from Robin for doing something all the boys did without consequence--"
I'm trying to explode you with my mind. I wish it could work.
#it's only 'true' because you've removed 90% of the surrounding context#because it's inconvenient to your argument#and I know it doesn't matter and I know it shouldn't annoy me this much but goddamn#criticize canon for what it actually did not for the extra bullshit you made up#venting#fandom rant#rant in tags#I have never ONCE seen ANYONE try to PROVE this they just STATE it as a fact and everyone GOES WITH IT#because it's a vague argument that could mean just about anything#whereas when you ACTUALLY compare her actions 1:1 with the closest equivalent incident for one of the boys#it becomes really clear how the devil is in the details and Bruce's logic is pretty consistent and reasonable actually
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I'll shut up now
#🌹.sebastian#🫀.pics#i made an npd meme did i do good#istg this is what we're at today#something inconvenient happens and he's like it's okay you're pretty and somehow that works#trying to make light of my turmoil pls tell me this is somewhat relatable#npd#actually npd#npd meme#npd mood#cluster b#cluster b safe#cluster b memes#npd safe#narcissistic personality disorder#npd feels
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*jersey vc* MenTA ayLNESS, bABeY! <3 🤪 xx
#nina speaks#i have mental problemS bROTHA#it is like 8 am why am i making insane self indulgent sp sh purchases#jail oh my god#anyways i am SO excited#my favorite past time is wearing my sp shirts#specifically with the I <3 GIRLS ( why are we so pretty? ) ohmighty tote bag#so men are like ah a woman with taste…fOR OTHER WOMAN OH NAAAAH#and are repulsed by insane raging femcel energy and think it’s unladylike#and not dainty or uwu of me to like their favorite disgusting man show#like first of i do not want u either king keep walking shsjs#but istg if a weird man ever comes up to me i’m just gonna start reading them rm top to bottom in the jkyle voice#and showing him my pinterest boards like oh u like stan and kyle? well my stan and kyle are freak nasty bromosexuals#and i like to put them in tiny lil outfits and have them make out in wildly inconvenient places#and women will just know i am not cooler them and am pathetic and will do anything they ask bc i am a l0s3r#AND ITS TRUE QUEEN WHATEVER U SAY BEAUTIFULSJSKS#like no i have no plans i mean i am just answering my so fanfic ask memes haha bUT I CAN CANCEL UH SHAJAJA HEEELP#i will in fact fan u and feed u grapes and read u my fanfics as a bed time story#like i’M HERE AS A FAVOR FOR A FRIEND NOT FOR YA LIL EM CEE AR CUVABYAND#babe are u listeninG okay okay and then stan as rAVEN GOES BUT KYLE DOESNT STAN IS RAVEN#BABE kYLE THINKS STAN IS DEAD BUT ACTUALLY HES FAMOUS ROCKSTAR RVAEN OF CRIMSON DAWN ALSO HES TRANS BABE ARE YOU LiStE#i am insufferable anyways who wants me
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I managed to miss two buses in a row this morning, due to Circumstances (and I even RAN for the second one so that was for nothing) which is v annoying, but to make myself feel better, here’s some wins from this past weekend:
- I went back to one of my organising things after my 3 months out, and it was actually very lovely! saw tons of people I haven’t seen in ages which was great.
- I was stuck on a crochet thing and therefore was avoiding my crochet buuut I was extremely brave and figured it out and fixed it and I no longer have to avoid my crochet.
- cleaned some boots.
- went to my favourite cafe a whole two (2) times, even took a walk, honestly winning.
- did some planning to sort out some commitments for the next few weeks.
so like. maybe I can survive missing the bus/being 20 fuckin minutes later than I wanted to be/getting stuck in traffic/having to be on the bus with dozens of children. I haven’t been this late yet this year soooo it had to happen eventually.
anyway, I wish upon you all the best luck of not-missing-buses. may your tuesdays get off to better starts than mine.
#text post#my post#it’s actually pretty lucky that I don’t have that much planning to do this morning#so it’s not like. disastrous#just annoying and inconvenient and my knees hurt for what yknow#but it could be a lot worse#also last week was a bad week for buses in the afternoon#like I got stuck or had to wait ages pretty much every day#and this week both yesterday and today there was bus drama in the mornings#so I’m a bit suspicious#anyway the weekend was really really good actually#I got so many little things I’d been putting off done#and like. it’s so nice to go somewhere and recognise so many people and they’re all there and you get to see them and hug them???#it was great#we love Friends#yesterday and today are meant to be my Chill Days this week#as I have A Lot on for the tail end of the week#so I am going to Channel Calm and not be annoyed about the bus#I can do this#ok I’m gonna stop rambling in the tags now
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doodling off the side
#mypost#record of ragnarok#buddha#shiva#ror#they are both hindi related deities#so it'd be interesting complex to see knowing ROR twists things A BUNCH in mythology canon from simply influence#honestly I think Shiva and Buddha would be pretty chill if not too direct with each other and it wouldn't be until their interest hits#and eventually collides would they go out their way to actually bother too deeply converse#if you can call it that what Buddha's definition of a conversation is with a god he doesn't have a high opinion of#shiva will very very well argue with him or find a reason too I personally find him to be an overwhelming sort#attempt to quote on quote argue at least if Buddha even lets him get that far in at all#i think they would both not even off handedly acknowledge the fact they both had to work hard and earn their godly spots to walk in heaven#and both be willing to die for their beliefs and standing is as far as their respect for one another would fly#in retrospect if seems like they would simply tolerate the other's inconvenient presence#my art#bored atm while drawing
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might work as a dishwasher if the position is still open in a couple days . which is funny because dishwashing is my least favourite chore by far and it makes me want to fucking Well i shant say . but its better than nothing at least i wouldnt be bored in my room alone. and id get free lunch. BUt i would have to email and say hi is this position suitable for someone whos like, near-comically short but not in a way protected by the ADA and such
#text#legally they would not habe to accomodate the fact that im 3 pixels tall and live in a cardboard box. which is pretty funny tbh#The thing im worried abt is like. putting dishes away bc if their storage is up high to save space i would be fucked LOL#i can barely do the dishes at my own fucking house bc the cabinets are too high its so embarassing#im 4'11 which REALLY ISNT THAT SHORT when u consider people with actual medical reasons to be short#its short enough to be super fucking inconvenient but not short enough to be like.. disabling or anything. just annoying#ANYWAY. i could probably listen to my Tunes andclean dishes#and it WOULD most likely make me want to Well i shant say. but itd be better bc its not my mother telling me to do it#and there probably would not be fruit flies and other such things to deal with. hopefully. so that would be nice#Man idek if im like eligible for work study or whatever -__-#need to get my fucking fafsa sorted
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the way that i make ocs is that i make completely different characters and then my brain says “what if: Girl” and im powerless to stop it
#trousled rambles#uhh anyway remember that functionally immortal pap i was talking about? yeah shes a mean lesbian with a vampire cowboy gf now. sorry#yeah i need to make a whole new oc world for them now bc they dont fit in the one i already have its actually pretty inconvenient#fgh delete later probably i just needed to share#i might still try to develop the papyrus au but. well you know how it is with brainworms
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Vyvanse is such a silly little drug. I get up at 11, take it at noon, what's a normal sleep phase I don't know her.
The first hour passes and I'm like "dude nothings happening except me getting sweaty and my heart's going a bit faster" and then I blink and it's another 2 hours later and I've just blitzed doing every chore available to me, organized all my shit for the day, read through 500 tumblr posts, watched some random-ass YouTube clips, and made myself food I don't want to eat because my appetite is suppressed but I know food consumption is a task. It's like all of my ADHD bullshit for the entire day happens at light speed over a few hours.
Then I sit down and can do The Big Task of the day for 5 hours or more and, unlike with a hyperfocus, can remain focused on it even after taking breaks to go do other stuff.
Then the end of the day hits and I'm tired and need to go to sleep but I still feel the Productivity Need so for some reason I watch 50 more "Educational" YouTube videos until it subsides and then finally fall asleep at 2am.
Like. Does it cure my ADHD? Absolutely not. Does it make me less chaotic? No. But does it allow me to consistently channel my ADHD energy productively? Oh, yeah. I'm not 100% sure that's what my doctors were going for when they prescribed it, but I gotta be honest I kinda love it.
#not video games#late nights with ali#nd blogging#actuallyADHD#I'm pretty sure my docs were intending for a bit more... how you say... stability?#but a lot of my ADHD traits don't go away. just the most important one- activation-based executive dysfunction#And honestly without that I think I like the way I function with the rest? usually anyway#If I'm in control of it. I love my hyperfocus. I love my bouncing around chaotically. I love being impulsively spontaneous#don't get me wrong. there are days where I do hate my adhd. when the emotional regulation problems kick in it's hell.#rejection sensitive dysphoria is a bitch. I can forget self care in lieu of 'more important' things. my working memory can fuck me over.#but in comparison to how I lived before medication? it's amazing. and I've learned to be fond of aspects of my disorder#and to live with the ones that are inconvenient. it's so nice honestly#I could do without the sweating and appetite suppression. but it is SO worth it to like my own mind again.#before I was diagnosed I knew I had it. so my only options were self medicating with caffiene and developing an anxiety disorder.#the thing that bypasses the dopamine-based activation is adrenaline-based activation#so I literally just. got so anxious about stuff I needed to do that it would trigger the adrenaline activation where dopamine failed me#I don't think I actually 100% KNEW that's what I was doing per se. but I do think some of my anxiety came from intentional doom spiralling#anyway moral of the story. Vyvanse helps with ADHD is some truly strange ways but at the end of the day it's a fucking miracle#New River Pharmaceuticals developers of lisdexamfetamine I am kissing you on the mouth
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i need to stop being nervous abt speaking other languages on here TT_TT
#all of my eng only online friends need to learn spanish/tagalog posthaste. pretty please. for me.#also maybe japanese if you are so inclined because i'm struggling with it & the lack of practice is definitely a factor#at least i can practice sign irl even if i'm still terrible at that too aegahaha#jestersvaguely#honestly reading is always the easiest part of learning languages. speaking SHOULD be easy from exposure but. the speech impediment 💥#especially around people i care abt making good impressions on my nerves just go haywire it's actually quite inconvenient#regardless of the language. i need like two hrs of conversation to actually get the hang of it <- the curse & blessing of family gatherings
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😔 unrelated but related my sister (same as the last post) said I was bossy
#🥺 she specifically said to me that i was just going to be bossy again like i always am#my mom then also proceeded to say my sister told her I was being bossy and she lowkey agreed 😭#she swears it wasn’t in a bad way but that i even nods her around#and yesterday?? my mom 😭 commented on my clothes and yes I know I didn’t look too nice I was sweaty and tired#but i don’t have pretty clothes or style as sister once pointed out so like 🥹 just let me be#i thought I was cute and now I’m a lil insecure about them#😔 okay that’s enough it was just stuff that bothered me#actually this is completely unrelated but i always wanna participate in those#‘show me your oc and I’ll draw it for this themed thing’ posts my friends do#but 😭 i don’t wanna inconvenience them so I never participate#it makes me a little sad that my life is an inconvenience to others in my head#okay That’s it hope you’re well if you read all that
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people?? being niceys to me???? for no reason except loves me?????????????
it's more likely than i think, apparently.
#this post brought to you by Grandparent i was forcibly estranged from most of my life suddenly being in it lots more than#the other side of dad's family AND my mom's family combined and like?? actually doing things??? to help me???? without asking for anything#except that i give him a personal update about my life so he doesn't find out on fb#which i can get behind even if my logic makes perfect sense to me as to why i don't do this#(easier to reach a wider crowd of people who can disseminate the information from there + don't have to repeat myself especially if it's#like stuff i'm still really tender or emotional about + keeps me from spilling all the beans about my private life because fuck FB + i don'#tell ANYONE specifically - everyone is getting the news the exact same way so i'm not running into any favoritism nonsense#though i'm getting the impression the fact that a large portion of my life was avoiding looking like i was picking any particular side migh#not be the way a vast majority of people go through life#much to ponder wow my family really is fucking toxic as hell#i can't even accept help offered to me without making sure they know i don't want to inconvenience them at all#which like???? idk which culture THAT'S originally from but boy did my family come from that one#i'm pretty sure i'm supposed to completely reject any assistance completely but like#a bitch got no money i'm not saying no if my granddaddy wants to send me some because of reasons#hilariously learning that this side of the family also has all of the same symptoms and issues i have#and that i had noticed that my mom's side of the family has rampantly which just like#of fucking course my genetic makeup was a perfect storm of Fuckery#i got loose joints and heart problems on BOTH sides on top of pain issues and audhd and mental health issues just smothering the damn tree#i have so many complex emotions regarding my biofamily i s2g lol
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3 good things
Rotation has continued to be pretty chill
Had a nice shift at work with a cool pharmacist
Got some free covid tests from the vending machine at work
#3 good things#personal#apparently it's going to snow soon#I actually kind of hope it doesn't snow much though because it's so inconvenient OTL#but I do really like how pretty it is
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Could you draw Aleth with 🏄 OC in what they would wear to the beach/pool? Can’t lie, they are my favorite! 💜
Of course! I could see them having a gender-neutral swimwear like this that they like to wear. Took some inspiration from styles that were popular in the 1920ies :]
They're looking for a good spot to place their towel. ☘️ 🧡
#lovewood#aleth#ask answered#misc art#dev talks#thank you so much for the ask!#I didn't want to go back too far with historical fashion inspiration#Because apparently earlier bathing suits were pretty inconvenient to wear in the actual water#And we can't have that!
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