#it would make everything 1000% more realistic lmao

[pharawee]

[bebx]

honestly I don't expect sylki to happen at all at this point. the most I expect is some kind of platonic unity, like them standing with a shared smile a united force, maybe holding hands. unless they go with making them kiss before parting ways or something, a gratitude of what they've given each other. But if the show simply...continues the path it's setting itself on, sylvie will get to be free at the end, live and create her own life, have her own connections, her own friends, like we saw her so settled and at peace in. that would be best for her arc, best as the prize of them winning. unless they make it that she has to choose to sacrifice herself in order to save other people, for some sort of "growth" reasons. (but, that's still just unnecessarily killing her; not sylki.) they've fought, they've both helped each other, and now they grow beyond each other.

as for lokius...idk just being a realist? or pessimist? (optimist?? lmao) I don't expect, also, anything more than showing them as a ""platonic"" (heavily up for interpretation) united front. they'll succeed. they'll win each other at the end. they'll reside over the tva, with beautiful smiles for each other. because loki has no want expressed for a timeline life. his want, over and over, his need, is just to have mobius with him always (for all time). not just his desire for this friendship but the full, complete friendship he's already achieved, through growth, and grown from. he's changed (and he's in love), and he gets to keep it. we've seen him lose it again and again -- it will end with it remaining.

I honestly can't believe, just, the constant care, and softness, the gentle hands and voices he has for mobius. the way mobius's name is always the main one on his lips he's defending, arguing for, fighting for his rights and his happiness, always his advocate, fighting to keep with him as his literal main motivation, tears in eyes and on cheeks. "the man I know...you saved my life when I first arrived. you saw something in me that I hadn't seen in myself." the confession of it all. the high romance. the longing, the comfort.

I expect an ending where you can 1000% interpret them as being in love (because they are). (though with just enough openness that general audience can claim "friendship" if they so desperately need to.) but...any other network, like...the consummation of their romance is the endgame, the pinnacle of them both expressing and feeling what they mean to each other through a high-emotion kiss. because there's such emotional, textual, core-to-the-story setup for it.

either way, I expect loki to keep all his friends (unless ones like casey and B-15 would prefer their timelines), to keep the extra-special connection with mobius, crucially, and, honestly...for sylki not to be a thing or kiss at all, but just be on perfectly good terms with each other now. and if they do make them kiss, it can't break me, because I can read that as platonic, and everything he's felt for mobius as something more. the whole dynamics of their relationships was contained beautifully and perfectly in that bar scene. that's the crux of all of them. I loved it.

I mean I wouldn’t be surprised if marvel still made sylki endgame in the end (look at the steve and peggy case in endgame), but I do agree with you and I hope you’re right here. aside from the whole ship war thing, the bar scene between loki and sylvie feels to me like a breakup scene where both parties are on good terms and are still good friends, and that’s the vibes I genuinely get from loki and sylvie this season.

I’m genuinely happy for her that she finally got a place where she could call home and the people whom she could consider friends and family (not loki or mobius but the people she met in her new life).

making her and loki get back together romantically wouldn’t make any sense at this point. but again, knowing that this is marvel and disney, I wouldn’t be surprised at all if they pulled the sylki endgame in the season finale next week.

(there’s also rumor from people who claimed to have seen the entire season that loki and sylvie did end up together in the finale, and while I know there’s no way to confirm this until we all find out next week, I wouldn’t be surprised if it’s true.)

also I agree with you about lokius. they wouldn’t make it “too explicit” but yeah, like you said, if they were to make lokius “canon”, the most they’d give the audience would be some hint that they could be more than best friends. but I wouldn’t expect an outright love confession or a kiss. would love to be wrong about this, but it’s too good to be true and I’d rather expect nothing than to have my hopes up too high and get disappointed lol

[birbfeeder2artisticboogaloo]

TWO TOWERS THOUGHTS!!!!

there are more of these bc the two towers is probably my favourite of the trilogy, despite the distinct LACK of boromir 😔

BUT i did notice a few things that baby birb totally ignored or forgot about!!! find out what they are........below 😈

one of baby birb's fav shots of aragorn was when he's lying across a rock tracking merry and pippin bc it reminded me of that one episode spongebob squarepants where the lads end up riding a rock to the customer's house 🤣 'it's not a boulder, it's a rock! a big, beautiful ROCK!!' lmao

baby birb ALSO loved all the shots of everyone running. as a smol individual, i had to run EVERYWHERE to keep up with the Tall Folk 😒 sure it was nice seeing THOSE feckers sprinting for a change!!

am still very confused about why anyone listened to grima what's his name, ur man's half the way to gollum u know 👀

tangential to the running scenes: i love aragorn's doofy run where he's flinging his one arm about like a silly. reminds me of my OWN unhinged run 🤣 (it is possible that these films are more deeply imprinted upon me than i thought 😅)

'LOOKS LIKE MEAT'S BACK ON THE MENU, BOYS!!!'

legolas's FACE every time he has an emotion. delightful

knowing that viggo mortensen broke his toe made me laugh at the helmet kicking scene tbh, i know it's meant to be poignant but that EXTREMELY REALISTIC scream of pain got me going like 🤣

shout out to treebeard holding merry and pippin in his tree hands. i kept thinking 'what if he just. smashes them together like barbie dolls 🤣'

ORCSES. HOBBITSES. i actually love gollum-smeagol, he's too pathetic for me to hate. HE'S LITERALLY SAT THERE SINGING HIS LIL SONG AND EATING A RAW FISH. LEAVE HIM GO HE'S NOT BOTHERING ANYONE ;A;

that gifset ruined everything for me. 'this forest is old......very old....' old as balls. that's just the line now. i no longer acknowledge the original. 😔

cheeky gandalf!! 'u wouldn't part an old man from his walking stick!! 🥺😳😘🤭🙄' (<- this is how birb thought using emojis worked a scant five years ago. be GRATEFUL i was not on tumblr back then, for the carnage would have been GREAT AND TERRIBLE!!!)

i love love LOVE the scene of the trio beating the shite out of the bg guys while gandalf walked slowly toward the king. u just see legolas punching a dude in the face, aragorn ZOOMING round in front of gandalf and off to the side, it's hilarious 🤣

whEN THEY TOSS GRIMA DOWN THE STAIRS LIKE JGY 👀

so many ICONIC lines!!! 'boil em, mash em, stick em in a stew!!'

'it's the beards 👀'

U DROP ARAGORN OFF A CLIFF???? OH! OH! JAIL FOR ORCS!! JAIL FOR ORCS FOR 1000 YEARS!!!!

rip eowyn, she's so lonely and sad that the slightest validation from a hot guy she's known for five minutes was enough to make her fall stupid in love with him 😔

(i am also stupid in love with him, but it's different when i do it bc. um. uhhhh. 👀😳)

god he IS great tho, isn't he??? he's so dirty and greasy and wet and soggy, i love him and his dirty face and his dirty clothes and his dirty hands i love him i love him i lo

legolas got SO ANGRY about the orc telling them aragorn went over the cliff, he took it SO PERSONALLY. this makes birb want them to kiss each other 😊

they can kiss gimli as well, i don't mind!!

also the king awkwardly patting legolas on the shoulder like he's a slightly homophobic dad trying to comfort his gay son after a break-up, 'i still care about u but im super uncomfortable so im just not gonna say anything ok?? ok. manly head nod. im out 😐'

OPEN MOUTH KISSING??? BEFORE MARRIAGE????!!!!!!! OBSCENE!!!!!! LEAVE ROOM FOR THE HOLY GHOST!!!

side note: poor elrond, here he is trying to make sure his daughter has a good life and all she wants is to marry the dirty ranger like

'u think u know a girl, u raise her for 2000 or whatever years, organise her birthday parties and buy her a pony and teach her how to control the river, and then in the end she leaves u behind and marries a guy with a fraction of her lifespan, dooming herself to future suffering and despair smh 😔'

also arwen's face when aragorn is breaking up with her,,,,,'what did daddy say to u?? this is bc of what he said, isn't it?! i can't believe he's still interfering with my love life!!!!' ;A;

that lil ~half caress~ aragorn does to legolas's hand when he's returning arwen's necklace to him????? it's like??? idk super romantic??? it made my stomach go SWOOP?? if i stare at a gif of this scene i feel a bit dizzy??? is that weird. am i. weird 👀

i want them to make out with each other, sorry lads 😔

the annoying thing in all these medieval fantasy type stories, when there's not enough men for the war, they're always conscripting 10 year old boys, while the teenage girls and young women without any kids are hiding with the elders and children. LIKE. HOW can u justify sending little 8 yo haleth son of hama to the front lines?? LOOK AT HIM!! HE'S TINY!!! surely a 15 - 21 year old young woman would have a better chance of NOT DYING than a wee lad!!! they're peasants, they're used to hard labour!! do directors/writers etc think it's more ~realistic~ or sth?? do ppl think NO WOMAN ever took up a sword in a crisis??? even if certain things are Not Done (and in some places, even under penalty of DEATH), the Rules tend to fly out the feckin window once there's an emergency!!! I THINK 10,000 ORCS MARCHING ON HELM'S DEEP COUNTS FOR AN EMERGENCY???????

all im saying. is if we're all going to die anyway, then EVERYONE should get a sword. even the kids. ESPECIALLY the kids. it went really well in the walking dead when the lil girls each had a pistol. i promise i can be trusted with weapons i p romi s

the best thing in medieval-style warfare is when the two armies stand across from each other and shout insults back and forth for a bit, like 'you're ugly!' or 'you're smelly!' or 'i slept with your sister, and it weren't anything to write home about!!'

please could somebody fetch gimli a ladder, ur mans can't see above the fecking wall like nnO NO NOT THAT KIND OF LADDER

legolas and gimli counting their kills will never NOT be funny to me

MY KING A BEAST!! LOOK AT HIM GO!!! HE RODE A FUCKING LADDER AND CRASHED INTO A BUNCH OF ORCS LIKE A KILLER WHALE GOING AFTER SEALS!!! ;A;

god when he shoves open those doors and ARRIVEs it's so so so fucking hot. god he is sso hot. he's so hot i love him i love him i

lol they sneak out the side door like 'hee hee hoo hoo, no one shall see us~' 🤣

'TOSS ME!!!!!' *yeets the dwarf*

legolas SHIELD SURFING!!! HANG TEN, BRO!!! GNARLY WIPE OUT!!! 🤙

im sorry

imagine being such an asshole that u make the fucking TREES angry??? like, u make the trees hate u SO FUCKING MUCH. that they literally come MARCHING OUT OF THE FOREST to commit mass property damage???? 👀

when i watched the scene i shouted 'TILL BIRNAM WOOD DO COME TO HIGH DUNSINANE!!!!' out loud but nobody laughed ._.

come onnnn it's funny right??? esp since we know that 'no man of woman born' can kill the guy in the next film!!! iT'S FUNNY, RIGHT??? ;A;

sam and frodo tumbling down the stairs also made me laugh but i paid for it immediately after when sam goes 'it's your sam. don't you know your sam?' fucknig KILL MEEEEE PLS

the most iconic, most beautiful, most painful line of the film-----the one that always makes me cry, the one i couldn't forget if i wanted to, the words that stand between me and DEATH------

'That there's some good in this world, Mr Frodo. And it's worth fighting for.'

GOD. IM FUCKING DEAD 😭😭😭😭 beautiful delivery as well, shout out to samwise gamgee for being the best man to walk middle earth, i will now lie in a puddle of my own tears _(:3」∠)

[alstroemerian-dragon]

Bruh tumblr didn't even tell me you responded, I 1000% agree with you on fuyus view of kids cus like he’s from a world where kids were (literally) property of corse he’s gonna have complicated relationship with kids also the idea of whether they even deserve them is so sad cus the topic is hella grey. Also everything with Hajime oh boy that’s a bag of worms on its own he’d hella spiral if he had one

Don’t feel bad that the convo doesn’t have a lot of what you wrote! If anything it’s gonna sound more realistic cus unless with a therapist everything everyone says in a serious convo is dipped in like 3-5 layers of context that will never be brought up unless asked especially depending on how emotionally open they are

Also don’t apologize for having things to do, real life comes first :)

oh dw tumblr is sooooo functional (sarcasm)

the thing about fuyuhiko is i think hed be really really good with kids. despite everything, he loved natsumi so much, and you can tell that in a better world he would have been such a good big brother. i try to convey that in anything i write pertaining to his relationship with natsumi (which. the way theyre Actually related is something ive taken significant time thinking about lmao its Not simple), that he loved her and tried to do what he thought was best for her and protect her from the worst of their parents’ bullshit. i dont doubt that some of the times his parents hurt him during fights he was protecting her.

the problem is that he doesnt believe hed be good with kids because. fuyuhiko to me is the kind of person who because of circumstance and trauma believes that he is fundamentally a Bad and Broken Person but that hes Okay With That, that at least he can use the time he has left to protect the people who he sees as Good (ie most of the rest of his class, people who he sees as innocent, etc). this is something i think he believed even as a kid, and therefore something junko used wholeheartedly to manipulate him. its complicated.

but like… hes not. hes not a bad person, hes not broken, hes traumatized and has really bad anger issues, yes but. hes genuinely a really good person. he has a really strong moral compass, and overall believes in minimizing harm as much as possible, at least when it comes to people who dont deserve it. given enough time (and therapy) i think he would make a really really good parent.

and hajime… oof. personally i think hajime could ALSO be a really good parent (because its me) but again. lots of time. lots of therapy. his relationship with his parents is a whole other post in itself, but at the end of the day, hes definitely got multiple talents related to being nurturing in him. maybe not ‘ultimate father’ ‘ultimate mother’ or whatever because they would have been talents from teenagers, but something. and again, hajime is really really intent on human connection and letting himself and others feel emotions in a healthy way. thats a really good quality in a parent!!!

a lot of moral and ethical stuff regarding the remnants is SUPER gray just by virtue of who they are and it makes me go bonkers crazy wild makes me scream wail etc. love me a moral quandary. love me a fuckin. trolley problem-ass situation

[starfire-s]

here’s a list of the best, mediocre and worst kdramas i watched in 2020

no one asked for this but it’s happening because i have thoughts (also all opinions are my own if you disagree then get well soon i guess... no i’m kidding make your own posts about it don’t hate me please) ahsjsj anyways click to read a lengthy post and if you actually read the whole thing then thank you i hope you enjoy this wild ride! 

THE BEST KDRAMAS -

mystic pop up bar - this show had everything i ask from a kdrama literally i can name it all found family (to real family), well thought out characters, a mystery plot, special effects, soft romances that were well written, a happy ending! no show in 2020 even comes close to how good this one was! the writers literally guided you throughout the whole thing so you could come up with theories and didn’t do a ‘aha! gotcha’ thing where they want to prove the audience wrong but they wanted us to be right and satisfied! the worst part about the drama is that it’s still so underrated and people just brush it off as some random fantasy show but it’s so much more than that! 1000/10

flower of evil - who doesn’t want to see lee joon gi being the son of a serial killer, living with the name of a man who is in a coma, and hiding his real identity from his wife who is a detective? this show constantly had me at the edge of my seat on a weekly basis so the emotions i went through while watching this are unparalleled! the writers also did such a good job on writing a coherent story that made sense and tied up all the plot points in the end. just a really satisfying show to watch! 10/10

where your eyes linger - i literally bought a $8 viki pass to watch this show so it should tell you everything you need to know about how i feel ahsjsj the episodes were 10 minutes long but we got a good story with well written characters who got character development in a total of 80 minutes it’s insane! honestly it’s still hard to believe this show had rookie actors because they were just so emotive that you could feel all the happiness, sadness, yearning and pining! probably one of my fave kdramas this year because of the acting that i always constantly rewatch! would recommend 10/10

crash landing on you - okay so this drama was actually released on my birthday last year and it was a time in my life when i was going through a lot so maybe it’s the comfort this show provided me through that time this is why i have such a soft spot for it? like the romance was good, it was funny, there was found family, the nk soldiers were all softies, there were strong female leads, soft male leads!!! ahh!! no other show on this list made me think about the unification of south korea and north korea irl because i wanted se ri and jeong hyeok to be together 4ever! but the only issue i had with this show was the ending they gave seung jun if they didn’t do that i’d give this show a 10/10 but just for that they get a 9/10

psycho but it’s okay - this was one of those shows where you’re literally like ‘wow everyone here needs therapy’ but this show was amazing i loved the story telling and how each episode related to children’s book/fairytales! the writers also did a good job with how carefully they talked about mental health in depth without villainising their characters but actually tried to make the audience understand why they were this way which included all the side characters too who had a well thought out story in each episode! also the dynamic between moon young, kang tae and sang tae was everything to me the actors all did an amazing job portraying their characters, it truly was a healing drama. the only thing i didn’t like about this show was the whole plastic surgery plot with the mother like that was very far fetched but it provided drama so i’ll let it slide because the rest was amazing. this show is a solid 8.5/10

18 again - another underrated gem! who would’ve thought a remake of that zac efron movie could be this good!! lee do hyun stole this show for sure the way he portrayed his character and gave heart eyes to his kids (when he’s only 25 irl was the best thing i saw this year ahsjs) i loved the family dynamics in this show, i loved how it talked about what it’s like to be young parents and how society still think it’s taboo to be divorced! it’s a show that makes you laugh and cry at the same time and that’s why everyone should watch it! however, the biggest clown thing this show did to me though was that i got sls for the first time while watching a kdrama... hwang in yeop if u’re reading this i love u and u deserved better 🤡 that aside this show was a 8/10

itaewon class - i actually didn’t watch this drama as it was airing because i thought i wouldn’t enjoy the plot but when i watched it i binged the whole thing in 2 days and my biggest regret is i didn’t watch it sooner! everyone knows i have a soft spot for park seo joon since he’s my favourite actor i’ve literally watched all his dramas like he could star in the trashiest drama out there and i’d still watch it and be like wow (looking at she was pretty 👀) this show aside from the acting had one of the best revenge plots in a kdrama! just watching a character realistically hustle his way to reach the top while fighting the corrupt man whose son killed his father was so so satisfying to watch! however, the love triangle in this show was questionable idk what they were trying to do with that but it personally annoyed me! but still i’ll give this show a 7.5/10 because i enjoyed it a lot!

do you like brahms? - kim min jae and park eun bin.. that’s all you need to know about why this is a good kdrama! i’m usually not a big fan of melodramas and everyone knows i prefer rom coms but this show was just so perfectly melo that i loved all the angst and pain we got!! also just watching two introverted people awkwardly fall in love was amazing! the characters story arcs were also handled pretty well with song ah finally learning to speak up for herself and joon young learning to express how he truly feels! but... the love square? was probably the most annoying thing the rest in my opinion was nicely done! i know people had mixed feelings about the ending but i loved that after all the pain joon young and song ah went through they got a happy ending together! 7/10

find me in your memory - okay this show started off very slow and it was confusing at the start but as it progressed everything in the plot started to fall into place! i mean this show really took opposites attract to a new level where the male lead could remember every single detail from his life but the female lead had to forget some of her traumatic memories to help her cope with her life! they were also tied together through a mutual character who was a big part of their lives in a different way! just an interesting melodrama with interesting characters i liked it! and moon ga young... i love you queen!!! 7/10

THE MEDIOCRE KDRAMAS -

more than friends - was the storytelling in this show groundbreaking? no. was the acting decent? yes. also probably the main reason i stuck with this show until the end! i think we can all agree lee soo had the best character development on this show he started off as a bad boy who wore one ear stud to actually becoming a well liked character... who else did it like him? no one. also the chemistry between the mains was 🔥 but the second male lead was so annoying is there a opposite word for second lead syndrome because i had that for sure! i think the best part about this show was the people i watched it with on here... shoutout to the five of us ahsjsj also this show introduced me to a talented actor/singer like ong seong wu (y’all know my kpop knowledge is nonexistent so no i didn’t know he was in a band called wanna one) all in all a predictable show but i had fun watching it so 6.5/10

tale of the nine tailed - i didn’t actually watch this show i watched it through gifs and instagram posts ahsjsjs so am i qualified to talk about my opinion definitely no... will I talk about it anyways yes lmao. lee rang deserved better that’s all goodbye and take care. 5.5/10

start up - probably one of the most awaited opinions. y’all thought this would be in the worst kdramas section but i decided to give this show some rights. the show started off strong, lost it’s way after episode 6 and then the last episode gave me what i wanted so i have mixed feelings. the writing was not the best i think we can all agree, love triangle as a plot device? wow so groundbreaking 🤡 the characters on the other hand... i loved every single one of them i mean ship wars? i don’t know her. the show had a lot of potential that was wasted but we also got some cute moments between the characters so there was really no winning or losing with this show? but in all honesty you can’t put a talented cast together like this and then just decide to give the audience a mediocre plot but the writers did exactly that! i think i can redirect y’all to my ‘crimes this show committed’ post for a in-depth analysis. lastly nam do san was a GOOD and REFRESHING male lead and ji pyeong was also a GOOD and FUN second male lead!!! this show gave me the ugliest ship war ever that i was transported back to my high school tvd days so thank you for that!! but the cast was loveable and all had a lot of chemistry together so here’s a 5/10 maybe that's too generous but... i think the reason why i didn't enjoy watching this show as much was definitely because of the tag on here lmao

THE WORST KDRAMAS -

the king eternal monarch - i miss clowning this show so much. the amount of braincells i lost while trying to understand this plot... i should be compensated by the writers. however, woo do hwan was a treat to look at on a weekly basis... however the writers kept decreasing his screen time even though he had a dual role... make it make sense? and i cannot comment on the plot of this show because i still don’t understand anything? also in my opinion tae eul and lee gon were the most bland couple of 2020, there was no chemistry between them and there was just a random kiss in episode 5 and they randomly said i love you... where was the development? also lee gon was soooo boring and such a one dimensional male lead! literally all the side characters were so much more interesting and the cast was good... but this plot. 2/10

do do sol sol la la sol - i wanna fight the writer who decided that the plot twist on the show would be that jun is a minor? i had no expectations from this show but it looked cute and nonsensical but that plot twist made me run the other way so fast that i never looked back! just because jun is a boy they really thought this would be excused like lmao we all have critical thinking skills???? the clown behaviour. a solid 1/10

record of youth - i hate this show so much. imagine not utilising park so dam who just starred in the biggest oscar winning movie to her full potential. imagine just making her a love interest to park bo gum’s character in the year 2020. i watched it up until episode 6 and i kept waiting for her character to get development... but it never happened so i dropped this show. also this show featured the MOST useless love triangle i have ever seen in my life like what was the point? also park bo gum’s characters family was straight up annoying (minus the grandpa) but they got so much screen time like that should’ve been given to park so dam... also villainising a gay side character for no reason at all in the year 2020? this show was a waste of my time i want the 6 hours i spent watching this back. -100/10 

backstreet rookie - i watched one episode of this and literally wanted to rip my eyeballs out of my head. idk what ji chang wook was thinking when he signed this drama i think he lost his ability to read because that's the only reasonable explanation for why he chose to star in such a dumpster fire show! this show had a racist character... had a high schooler kiss an adult... sexist jokes... just the worst things you can think of in a drama... this show had it. i still can’t believe so many people watched this show to the point where it had better ratings than pbio... really made me question everyone’s taste? but sorry can’t relate my taste is excellent so here’s the rating this show actually deserves -1000/10

if you made it this far... thank you for reading. let’s continue to love some kdramas together and get clowned by others in 2021! looking forward to it 😅

[grizztheexplorer]

Grand Army review from a technical point of view! Bc my theatre major ass keeps thinking about it and i have opinions!!! Btw this isn’t about writing, plot, nor characters. These are all opinions on tech points, like acting, editing, lighting, sound, camera work, and directing!!

1) The acting its 10/10 so good. Soso good. Joey and Dom in particular did amazing. Not their characters, ik everyone has complicated opinions towards Joey as a character, but the actresses EMBODIED those characters. Def stronger than the rest. Most of us hate Tim but like the actor did great too. Honestly? Loved the acting from everyone. There wasn’t an scene where the acting took me out or felt off.

2) camera work/directing. Amazing. Some choices were in particular so good. In the pilot when the explosion happened and the camera subtly shook and then from the window pov it went sideways? Amazing. The shot of the staircase with just bodies in circles moving? The beginning shots being the raw, dirty reality of public schools? I really liked it. Loved so many scenes throughout the show having no music as background and instead u just hear people around walking and the silences or background noises. Makes it more realistic but it didn’t take attention away from the scene bc the sound and camera were focused where they needed to. Really liked the bathroom with the condom scene too.

3) editing. Some scenes go hand in hand praising with directing and camera work, but i wanted to make editing its own paragraph bc that last edit push was what made it work. The horrible taxi scene, im sure how blurry things were was a director’s choice. But the editing made it really good. Is explicit, horrible, and triggering, and yet not as triggering like 13RW shots. 13RW felt so unnecessary and triggering for no reason other than shock value in their assault scenes, but while this one is also very triggering it was done with a different focus. They also didn’t just explicitly showed everything on focus, they made it blurry and sound came in and out. In a way that u both feel Joey’s control slipping and the claustrophobia and maybe Tim’s consciousness coming in and out of focus too. Then the sound and image become sharp again AFTER the thing was done. I think it was very well done. Afterwards too, when Joey was realizing what happened to her in school and the sound for her kept coming in and out. Or if not out, it sounded almost underwater. Vission became blurry too. Really REALLY well done. When she’s imagining what Luke and George said too in the lawyer’s office and she sees her parents faces but on top fractions of what George and Luke said too. Again sound didn’t sound sharp and u see half images. The editors and director just had really good ways to pull the audience inside the characters’ minds and feel what they are feeling without the need to do it all through dialogue/acting. They used audio and camera shots as tools soso well. The end when Jay taped his mouth?? The silent shot at the end with no music but the impact of the image created a very well atmosphere and realistic. Instead of forcing inspirational music in the background is the silence where we as an audience don’t know if what happens afterwards due to that is gonna be good or not. Had there been instrumentals it would have been all about what Jay is feeling, the build up and then the heroic moment when he stands front. Instead we took the moment as a whole. Just a kid protesting. The image is strong with the lights on him, we see the shot from the back of his head and the audience in front darker. Very strong and all, but the music leaves us hanging. Is that it!??? No one claps??? No one moves?? And I 1000% think that was intentional. Instead of just being like “FUCK YEAH HE DID THAT” we stay like “... and what happens now with that?” The silences many scenes in general where used very different in comparison to many teen/drama shows i see nowadays and it gave it a raw/realistic feeling. I really liked that.

4) editing/lighting. Now this one was 50/50 lmao. It was either really good, or really fucking bad lol no in between. Some times the lighting was so good for the mood, also that sad gloomy light u think in high school. Like the gym in ep 2 scenes, they have light, the lights are bright and all, but the editing of the coloring still makes it gloomy. Then you have Dom in her party and Joey dancing in the last ep, the lights are sharper, the colors come out more!!! Bc the scenes are happpy!!!!! But... the coloring in the church scenes (and honestly all scenes in the catholic/christian school) with joey in the last ep... the editing of those colors were awful. Too saturated. The joke is, the lighting was good. Fit the vibes great, but the editing sucked. Specially that moment when Joey meets another girl who tells her she also has been abused and believes her. Is a powerful scene but all i could think about was “the lights on the shots feel like these are tumblr gifs” bc it is weirdly saturated on a brown way with the benches background. Like.... both of their skins look weirdly edited and the background looks weirdly edited too. That took me out a lot. The dance scene with joey was also soso good, but in contrast I didn’t like the color editing when tim was texting her. The parts of him look also a little off in regards to color. Not like it was on purpose either. I guess ultimately the 50/50 comes from the lighting always been good, but the color editing has moments when they just missed the mark by a lot. Sid getting into college was also another off moment. The lightning was okay but the color editing felt gloomy. That was a happy bright moment and instead it felt weairlg saturated with brown tones, which is from the editing not the camera/light work.

[waka-chan-out]

Hi Meg!!!! 1000!!!! Aaaahhhh! I started following you right after you hit 300 and I'm really really happy about how fast you're growing! Instead of the usual fic, I've got a big ol compliment rant for you (and also a fic coming soon don't you worry)

I don't know if I've ever said it to you before but I really appreciate you and your commitment to centering the reader's experience in your fics.

Like first of all, you write dom!reader which, WOW! Not something you see every day.

And second of all (this is something I've gathered slowly through reading your stuff) but I think only 1 of your NSFW fics doesn't have the reader climax, and thats a really stellar ratio compared to a lot of the other NSFW blogs I read.

Also, thirdly!!!!!!!! The quality of your stuff is so good? You can really tell how much effort you put into characterizing people. Proofreading is hard work, and I'd totally understand if it was work you'd be unwilling to do (god knows I am), but every fic you write is so clean and polished and genuinely fun to read.

I can't stress it enough then I say that your consideration for the reader alone means you deserve every follower and note you get, but on top of that, you're also such a good and creative writer.

I'll have the 2nd part of the Atsumu sequel for you soon but 1000 followers is a big milestone and I wanted to congratulate you before I completed our little tradition lol.

With admiration and pride,

Fay

(P.s. congrats on your new job! I wish you all the best)

FAY YOU’RE GONNA MAKE ME CRY

first of all, thank you for sticking with me for so long 😭 getting messages from you makes my week every time and i don’t know what i did to deserve your effort and affection but i’m so glad you’re here.

everything you said means the world to me because that’s exactly what i strive for every time i write and post something. the whole reason i started writing was because i was having a hard time finding stuff that i enjoyed on here, because i’m more into dom!reader stories and i’ve discovered it’s hard to find much of that. i also really wanted the reader to feel like an actual person rather than a blank slate that’s just meant to be — for lack of a better word — used by the character. it means so much to me that i’ve reached people that seemed to feel the same way that i did, and i love being able to create content for them.

(i don’t know why i have so much to say but i figured i’d cut it a little so people can read everything else if they want to lmao)

i try to go out of my way to write scenarios where the reader finishes because ((((as someone that has had very disappointing sex with men)))) i’m trying to write the ideal scenario and it just makes sense to have them going out of the way to make sure you have a good time. i’m glad that doesn’t go unnoticed! i always feel weird when i leave the reader hanging but realistically it makes sense in certain scenarios? idk i try my best.

i’m so glad you appreciate that extra effort! i know i talk a lot about how i’m an english creative writing major on here, but i think it’s so relevant because it means i feel wildly uncomfortable if i don’t put all of my effort into a story, even if it is “just” smut, ya know? i can’t allow myself to post something that i haven’t read through and revised at least once or twice. unfortunately this means it takes a while longer to get content out (the reason the seijoh third year fic is taking so long is because i’ve fully restarted it like three times because i would hit a dead end and have to pick it apart to find what didn’t work like i do with my normal stories lmao) but i think it’s worth it because i can post things that i feel really confident in.

seriously, thank you so much. this is the highest praise i could get and it means so much to me, especially coming from you. you are very much appreciated !!

i’m looking forward to the rest of the atsumu fic! this little tradition is my favorite thing and i can’t believe you just send me this god tier content for free? i wish you could see me when i read them because i just sit here with the biggest grin on my face and more often than not have to put my phone down and take a deep breath before finishing it. it’s fantastic. if you ever decide to post on your own, let me know, because i’ll be your first follower and #1 fan.

i love you fay !!!! thank you for everything and thank you for the congratulations !!

[taeguboi]

BTS as... ‘ordinary’ employees

Okay so when I say ‘ordinary’ I mean as in not famous basically. This is more what I just have personally imagined them doing and I think I’ve lost that somewhat ‘realistic’ touch I used to have a few years back when I was more of an avid writer for this blog and could have an idea of their actual personalities, current likes, etc. This is also in no way a reflection of what I think they are and aren’t capable of so please don’t scream at me if your bias has a ‘lower’ role than you might have expected.

Sorry I do like to blabber on before these things, don’t I? 

I hope everybody is staying safe anyways and happy imagining!

BTS as... Masterlist here

RM

Pawn Shop Sales Assistant

learning everything about every thing

if you have an object to sell for cash

he probably knows everything about it

or at least like a lot about it

his career is in early days right now

because it’s a family trade

but he learns from the best

but asks not to be favourited over other staff just because he’s the manager’s son

like you know he wants someone to tell him if they think he didn’t get a good deal for that ring

no special treatment please

sometimes uses a bit of the old charm to get a good deal

many girls like that

some of the guys not so much

especially the boyfriends

whoops

meets his wife there

she’s a fairly regular customer

buying good finds from charity shops

or finding stuff in the house

and taking them to the pawn shop to get by and save up a little

they really click

after like the 11th visit he finally plucks up the courage to ask her out

“so, uh... I clock off soon and I was wondering if....

uh....”

and he gets quite flustered because he really likes her

“... would you like to maybe grab a coffee with me?”

and she sort of teases him to fluster him

“I don’t like coffee”

“Oh erm....”

“Just kidding”

and inside he’s like “don’t DO that to me!”

fast forward a few years and he’s got a kid with her

but anyway back to joon as an employee

has many many friends in and around the industry

just people over the years who he’s needed to contact to double check some stuff about an item

sometimes there’s the odd nutter who comes into the shop

like any shop really let’s be honest

but oddly enough, Namjoon has a calming effect on them

maybe he’s just really patient

maybe he has great negotiating skills

but if someone kicks off at one of his colleagues

it’s resolved in under ten - fifteen minutes

he reasons with people who are shocked to find out that their gold isn’t actually real gold

or negotiates with those who thought they had something worth more

or sometimes just has to outright sass back at the aggressive ones

but most people find him to be an agreeable guy

banter with his dad / manage

rand although he gets on with everyone there

there’s that one colleague that just becomes his best mate

and this mate is also in on the banter

but again, there’s no staff feeling left out or not getting the same treatment

it’s a family business

and anyone that helps them along the way is family too

Jin

Sales Assistant

in a big supermarket

stacking shelves

helps customers that can’t reach the higher shelves

such a gentleman

lovely customer service

some wish they could give him a tip

but he wouldn’t take it most of the time even if it was allowed

he doesn’t need to be paid to show basic kindness

it’s just manners really

but he doesn’t fully realise how much he goes above and beyond

very patient at explaining stuff to people

he’ll repeat directions 10 times if he has to

and he helps the elderly make smarter shopping choices

not that his manager knows that though

because he’s supposed to focus on building up bigger transactions

but what can he say

he’s just a people person

empathy and understanding levels are like 1000/10

a good bean

wish you could be served by him all the time

people purposely queue up at his lane when he’s on tills

because he just provides a friendly smile 

and pleasant conversation

“how was your day?”

and he’s not saying it because he has to

he’s genuinely interested in what everybody has to say

takes forever but becomes a supervisor

some of his workers often mistake his kindness for dumbness

is that a word, ‘dumb...ness’?

but actually he more than knows what he’s doing

cashes up faster than anyone else ever

has solid ideas to help both business and customer

and whilst it’s a bit difficult getting them out there to higher people

they go for it

from ideas about what customers have previously asked for that the store doesn’t - didn’t - have

to community projects courtesy of tokens from shoppers

even a park that gets set up nearby is named after him

he may seem like just a sales guy to an outsider

but really he’s the heart of the local community

Suga

Tech Support

the funniest you could come across

you know, if you were listening in to the way he deals with some

just pay attention and there won’t be any problems

sometimes he’ll have those days where he’s like

*sigh*

“Have you tried turning it off and on again?”

totally not an IT Crowd reference oops

but seriously that can work like half the time

used to work in some dull office

but took his work to his house

he can basically work wherever and whenever he wants now

as long as he’s got a laptop and a connection

that is the one change he made in his life that made him a lot happier

because although some might turn their noses up to a job like this

it suits him down to the bone

and he doesn’t really care to change career paths any time soon

is up to date with all the tech trends

owns one of everything

well most things

he even has like a drawer of many phones

it’s like a museum of the company he works for lmao

has this spare room that he turned into an office

which definitely could be mistaken for a man cave

the ultimate problem solver

in work and in life

like he can get a phone call about a super complex problem 

and he knows what to do just like that

or a mate has a problem with some relationship

and the reply he gives them is just wow

and he’ll have just made their problem sound a lot less stressful or problematic

loves to help people in and out of work

he understands that the people he is helping might be at their worst moment in their work

or it’s an older person desperately wanting to contact family

he doesn’t just solve the technological problems

he calms you at the beginning of the call

he motivates you at the end and wishes you luck

he talks you through the technology in layman’s terms so you can understand what it is you’re doing

and that attitude continues in his social life

he’s the sober friend when you’re crying in the club toilet drunk

he’s the friend that comes knocking on your door because he hasn’t heard from you in a while and he wants to check everything is okay

he will drop you a phone call the day after to see how you’re hanging

or just because

just because he’s an absolute sweetheart

J-Hope

College Tutor

the type that is fairly laid back

but won’t take any shit 

so go through your assignment at your own pace

just don’t take the mickey

like he will understand that you might have some personal shit going on

and he’ll extend a deadline under special circumstances

but don’t push your luck by lying to him

happy to have banter with the students

makes lessons fun

but also productive

actually the most productive class(es) of anyone’s day

he’s just one of those tutors you’d love 

because he’s engaging

and there’s that one other tutor that no one really likes

because this other guy is boring, dull, basically almost jealous of the students and their ambitions

and although Hoseok won’t say a bad word about his colleague

he can teach you more in half an hour than the other guy does in the entire year

and when you pass the unit he won’t even take credit for the significant part he played

really fucking modest

but he really is one of those teachers that builds lives

keeps quite to himself generally though

has just a small group of friends outside of the college

it’s important to him to keep professional and personal life different

just an overall cool guy

very fair

some say a bit boring

but he’s just sensible really

no one from colleges knows he has a wife

some girls swoon over him and speculate he could be single

and usually he’s oblivious to / ignores any flirting

he’s just here to do his job

he’s here to educate

and he’s here to help you

and he’s happy to help you

Jimin

Dance Instructor

yes, it’s a bit of a typical idea, sorry

but come on

dishy dance teacher whilst you try to learn a style of dance

some students may or may not purposely so bits wrong

because they know Jimin can sometimes be quite physical in his teaching

“Okay, no worries, let’s go back to that bit... It goes like...”

and he’s just behind you to guide you

nice

has his own dance school

holds sessions in the local community centre every weekday night

Monday: contemporary

Tuesday: Street Dance

Wednesday: Musical Theatre

Thursday: Tap

Friday: Ballet

the little un’s are in from 4pm - 5pm

preteens 5pm -6pm

teens / young adults 6pm - 7pm

and finally the adults at 8pm

it sounds like hard work

but dance is all Jimin knows

he’s more than used to is

his stamina is so good

and once his business as a teacher gets up and running

he can afford to put on shows 

to showcase all the hard work his students have done

every year, some time in spring

the nearest theatre in town

it’s not as successful as, say, the pantomimes at xmas

but there are plenty of family and friends of the students interested

parents come to watch their kids

adults come to watch their friends

and so on

He has so much faith in everyone

and is proud of every little achievement 

at kid’s tap class he’ll be like “wow Sally! that’s amazing! you did a pick up!”

or “keep it going Amanda, you can do it!” at adult ballet

but it’s not just dance achievements he’s interested about

the things you do in your life matter too

sometimes he can be like a therapist

pulls you aside after class if he doesn’t think you were quite as on it as usual today

“are you okay today? you seemed distracted”

yes by your beautiful presence

just kidding

kinda

and you can just tell him

he’s always there to listen if you need to talk about something that you don’t want to tell friends or family

he’s there for anything really

like maybe a teen is struggling with exams 

and his encouragement really contributes to them pulling through

“you passed maths! I’m so proud! I knew you could do it!”

and there’s always the big squeezy hug that follows

he loves everyone

everyone loves him

no one can say a bad word about him

like seriously, no one can

V

Vintage store owner

Tae always wanted to own a shop

ever since he was a kid

he didn’t quite know what it was that appealed to him

but just the idea of running a store that’s your own

that’s the dream he worked towards

ever since school

weekend jobs

errands for neighbours

he saved every penny

and invested it on the cute little building 

on the block before the high street

Not like a charity shop

well some of the stock is second hand

but that’s because it’s real vintage

actually not just vintage, further back than that

like some of his stock can be referred to as ‘antique’

anything that has history

everything in his little shop has a story

the decorative chandelier that belonged to a middle class family in the early 1900′s

a vase made in Japan that someone brought back from touring the country years ago

velvet upholstery that could have been part of a noble household in Europe

glassware from the 70′s with intricate design

just cool stuff

you could spend hours in his shop

knows a lot about antiques, collectables, etc

blink and you’ll miss if you want something there

if you see it and you love it the first time you go in

you better buy it

because it’ll be gone even by this evening

his knowledge makes him a brilliant sales person

because the way he delivers the information about an object

just makes you want to buy it

so as you can imagine, sales are always good

everyone within a couple miles radius probably has something in their home bought from Tae’s store

Jungkook

Firefighter

because phwoar

lmao sorry

wait, no I’m not

can’t you just imagine it though

the uniform

the muscles

okay sorry not sorry

a true hero 

like sure, all of his colleagues are too, of course

but he goes that little bit extra

takes more risks

he doesn’t let much scare him

passionate about what he does

can mean he gets a bit extra in other aspects of his life

because he knows the dangers of literally anything

like you leave the hairdryer plugged in a few minutes after using it and he’s like

“NOOO!”

*dramatically, almost full takes a leaping dive to get there, unplugs it*

adrenaline rushes

he lives for those

a very can do attitude

feels amazing after rescuing anyone from anything

it could be a cat in a tree, evacuating people in a flood, or a person from a house fire

if he has helped them, it’s all rewarding

just good at everything

the job of course prepared him for lots 

but he’s just like REALLY good at everything

first aid pro

ultimate calming skills

navigation and driving - smooth

excellent judgement

even the science behind it all, he knows more than enough

all that jazz

he often gives lessons to younger people

because it’s important that incidents can be prevented

he’s very popular when he makes appearances in schools

because all the girls fancy him

obvs

some guys too hahaha

and I don’t just mean the ones that are quite sure they might be gay

anyways

pretty close to being a real life super hero

like he has to work at unsociable hours

but everyone in the area knows him

there’s hardly a street he walks down without someone saying hello

and even when they’re experiencing some of the worst possible situations

he just brings smiles to people’s faces 

[eldritchsurveys]

757.

When was the last time you did clay work/pottery? >> I don’t think I’ve ever done clay work.

Do you like art, hate it or just not mind it? >> “Art” is far too vague and broad of a term.

If you had to choose would you prefer dull pain for 12hours or sharp for 2? >> I would rather not make choices like this, particularly because of cognitive biases based on perceptions of time and pain, but also because my obvious choice is “fuck off, I’m not choosing pain”.

Koala or Kangaroo? >> Koala, I guess. They’re extremely determined to remain an extant species despite the fact that everything about them is just fucked up, lmao. I relate.

Do you know the words to the national anthem of your country? >> Yeah, you kind of get it drilled into you from an early age in this country.

Is your country ruled by a president, prime minister, queen or other? >> A president.

Does blue occur in your national flag? >> Yes.

Talking of flags. Do you like football/soccer? If yes, do you play and what position? If not, leave blank. >> ---

Would you rather be a Model, Famous Scientist, Singer or Chef? >> I’d rather just not.

Would you rather be a pilot, crime scene investigator or estate agent? >> No.

Does making others happy really make you feel happy? >> Personally, not necessarily. I guess I’m glad they’re happy, but in a more abstract sense than directly feeling happy about their happiness. I’m painfully aware that the English language is a bit impoverished when it comes to talking about the intricacies of emotional response, hrm.

What colour literally doesn't appear in your wardrobe at all? >> Yellow. Which is funny, since gold is my favourite colour and sunflower is my favourite flower and I seem to favour some yellow tones in general. But I don’t think that translates to me wanting to wear, like, a yellow shirt.

Do you actually read the answers others give to your surveys [I do]? >> If I made a survey, then yeah, I woudl definitely want to read other people’s answers.

Did you ever swear at a teacher in school? Why? >> I don’t think so.

Have you ever pricked your finger on Holly or another 'sharp' plant? >> Yeah.

Speaking of Holly, do you adore Christmas or does it bug you? >> I do love it. But on my own terms.

Have you ever wrote your own short story? >> Yeah, I’ve written plenty.

What about a novel? Or herhaps you started and couldn't finish? >> I did write a novel-length story once, when I was 18-19.

Either of the above, if this was the case, place short synopsis here: >> Meh.

Do you prefer SciFi/Fantasy/Action/Horror or Rom/Com/RealLife? >> I prefer fantastic stories to “realistic” ones.

What do you have a lot of faith in [note: can be anything]? >> I think I’m rather impoverished when it comes to faith.

Think of a material thing you want. Name it here (material, made or bought] >> A new gaming rig.

Would $100/�60 be enough for this item? >> Not sure what the second currency is supposed to be because my browser didn’t translate the symbol, but no, $100 wouldn’t be nearly enough.

How about $1000/�600? >> The machine I’ve got bookmarked right now is $1000, yeah.

Would you rather have a big house, a lot of kids or a high flying job? >> I’d rather have... a house? I don’t want it to be big, but I definitely don’t want any of those other things, so.

Have you ever been to a creepy/haunted/abandoned place? >> Maybe.

What did it look like and what were the circumstances? >> ---

What's your favourite dip? >> ---

Chocolate Cookies or Fudge Brownies? >> Neither, thanks.

I give you a little baby puppy. What do you name him? >> Please do not.

Is crime a big problem in your area? >> Not really.

What's your town/city most well known for? >> Beer? I don’t fucking know.

Do you know a Jack? What's he like? >> Yeah. He’s cool, idk.

How about a Lisa? What's she like? >> No.

Are most your friends older, younger or the same age as you? >> ---

Do you subconsiously hang out with those with the same starsign as you or as eachother, perhaps due to certain personality traits? Think about it: >> I don’t hang out with much of anyone, so I couldn’t say.

Name 5 objects that you don't have but would like right now? >> New fan (bladeless would be cool, for the quiet), Bose headphones, aforementioned gaming rig, new bottle of absinthe, wizard robe.

When you have children, would you like twins? >> lmao “when”

Do you know any twins? If so, what are they called? >> I don’t think so.

If you were given the choice to choose your childs gender, would you? >> ---

What instrument would you love to learn how to play? >> ---

Does the sound of knocking/tapping startle you? >> Yeah, man, I have an exaggerated startle reflex.

What's the scariest story/urban legend/creepypasta etc you heard? >> *shrug*

Do you miss someone currently? >> No.

When was the last time you were in hospital? What for [if comfy saying]? >> The last time I, personally, was in hospital (and not visiting someone else) was in October of 2018. Or 2017. Might have been 2017. Time isn’t real.

When was the last time you went to the dentist? >> A few years ago.

Do you get along well with your family doctor/your doctor? >> ---

What personality trait does nearly everyone in your family seem to have? >> The kind that makes you treat children like shit.

[timeisacephalopod]

Ive seen endgame! Spoilers under the cut and I’m not tagging this as spoilers because I’m literally telling you now its spoilers.

1- what the fuck was the point of Tony’s kid? We had more than 10 years with this character, he doesn’t need a kid for emotional impact when he died and now I’m kind of pissed they threw this fucking random kid in there only to orphan the poor thing and make Pepper a single mother. What fucking bullshit. Never should have been a storyline.

2- Pepper in the suit yaaaaaas.

3- Wanda. Fucking loved her moments. And Thanos’ “I don’t even know who you are” was fucking iconic lmao. I mean her “you will” was okay but holy fucking damn that was the funniest shit from Thanos.

4- they killed viz permanently lmao yeah I didn’t give 2 tits and a snare drum about him anyway so I don’t care.

5- Steve. What the fucking fuck did they do to him? Don’t get me wrong, I like Peggy, and I liked him and Peggy in FA. They were cute. But it was a 4 month fling in the middle of of a war. Not that it can’t be important, but after 15+ years you are telling me a 4 month fling from Steve’s youth is more important to him than everything else? And what of Bucky? He leaves him to HYDRA and after all the shit he went through in WS and CW you’re seriously telling me he’d just LEAVE him there like that? I don’t mean to be a dick to Peggy because I do like her, but narratively speaking Bucky has always played more importance to her except when they want to make Steve feel nostalgic. I’m sorry, I’m fucking over that plot line.

More than that though she moved on in her show, she had a life after Steve and he went back and took that from her. And I don’t see why aside from no one let him grow as a character while also having him grow as a character. He went through a huge character shift in WS and then we saw nothing of it. Aside from his motivations in CW, which make sense given the context of WS however much I disagree, we see none of that development and I’m fucking tired of watching him lament over a relationship that lasted for a shorter time than a high school semester. To any normal person, and even to Steve given his non normal stance, he would have moved the fuck on. Also he made out with her niece that one time!! How is he living with this!

Also Sam says they never had a Captain America but Steve was still big when he danced with Peggy, which means he got the serum, which means he still can’t age right, which begs the question of how the tits long did he live? And again, what does this mean for everything else considering getting the serum implies he was, at some point, Cap even if he was never the Cap they knew. What the fuck! I’m actually the most mad about this because Steve, post WS, probably would have been one of my favorite characters given his extreme narrative shift and just how interesting that could have been if anyone ever fucking let him move on with his fucking self but no. Instead we end with him in the same spot he started in! I watched ten years of this shit for him to do NOTHING? All that development (that the narratives never really let him go through in totality because he narratively never shifted out of his War and Peggy Phase even while his character, on an individual level, moved out of that several times) and I watch him end in the same place he started?

Honestly I’m pretty pissed about that. Especially with all the did with Bucky. I seriously can’t believe Steve fucking left him there, ignored every piece of information he had, ruined Peggy’s original happy ending, and then didn’t even grow as a character. I like that he got a happy ending, I think he’s earned that, but I simply cannot believe a 4 month fucking fling meant so much he’d ignore his best friend, HYDRA, Peggy’s original marriage, the fact that he made out with her niece that one time, and everything else to end up exactly where he started. Which is why I don’t really care for him to begin with- because the narrative always leaves him right at the beginning and I don’t know how to invest in a character that grows but never grows. If he narratively was allowed to grow he would have been so. Much. Better. It is so fucking frustrating to me that he never moved the fuck on. You have no idea.

6- “I can do this all day” “Yeah I know”

7- “You look like melted ice cream”

8- Hated almost everything they did with Thor. Fat jokes? Yikes. Though I did love that ice cream line. Loved the bit with Frigga. And like. Thor being devastated and traumatized is ok. I think that’s realistic enough even if I wonder how someone that’s been alive for well over 1000 years doesn’t know how to handle himself with slightly more grace. I would have liked to see him crack differently.

9- Cap picking up Thor’s hammer and Thor being happy about it? 10 000 times better than the garbage Whedon wrote. Loved that.

10- Nebula. N E B U L A. NEEEEEBBBUUUUULLLLAAAA. Start to finish fucking loved her. She was amazing. 2 questions though- how did she not kill herself when she killed herself? Which in itself is a fucky question to ask. And also the second contention point I have with the movie beyond time travel bullshit is why NO ONE asked where she was post Nat (that in a minute). I know they were sad about Nat obviously but Rhodey is a full bird colonel, he keeps track of thousands of people for his job, plus all of his involvement in Tony’s antics, plus the Avengers and you’re telling me he didn’t notice her gone even with Nat? And Tony, you’re telling me he didn’t notice her gone? He was the one who bonded with her the most and he didn’t notice that he’s now technically lost two people he was close to? And Rocket? He didn’t notice? Are you fucking kidding me? I thought that was bullshit.

Even if, by chance, Rhodey somehow didn’t notice his partner in crime was missing (”I wasn't always like this” “Neither was I”- new BroTP yo!) when I think his military experience alone would have made him the second most likely to notice after Rocket (because he knows her the best) then Rocket should have. And if for some reason Rocket didn’t notice despite her being all that’s left of his found family, making him extra invested in her whereabouts, over Nat, whom I think he’d care about but not like Nebula, then Tony, who spent all that time with her in space, would have noticed.

Fucking someone would have noticed her gone. And the whole second half relies on no one noticing this moment and I call absolute bullshit on that. Someone. Would. Have. Noticed. Rhodey if for no other reason than experience of keeping track of people in war zones, Rocket if for no other reason than her being his last remaining connection to his family, and Tony if for no other reason than Nebula being a large part of the reason he’s alive. I was completely thrown from the story here. I simply can’t see how they could over look that even considering Natasha.

11- Natasha. Are you fucking kidding me? You killed her over Clint? I fucking hate MCU Clint. He’s boring, he’s nothing like the comics, he’s a fucking prick, and I don’t give a fuck about his family or anything to do with him. I liked him best when he was going to kill himself for Natasha. That is the only moment, as Marie Kondo would say, sparked joy for me. Otherwise throw the whole thing out. Fucking Natasha over Clint. Fuck you. That was an insult to the viewers. I don’t give a fuck about Clint, I don’t give a fuck about his kids aside from thinking they didn’t deserve the snap, and I don’t give a fuck about his story.

My mom said he was a plain Timbit (donut hole for the US readers) in a donut world and I honestly think that’s insulting to the plain Timbit, which is something we give to dogs as treats in Canada. Clint isn’t even a dog treat to me and they killed Black Widow over him. Fucking pissed.

12- “That suit does nothing for your ass” “No one was asking you to look, Tony!” “That’s America’s ass!” .... “That is America’s ass”

13- I actually really liked what they did with Bruce. I was excited to see all the benefits of the Hulk and Banner in one! That was pretty cool!

14- Strange’s reappearance was pretty badass. And Wong! I was excited to see him there! Was a bit surprised by Tilda Swinton’s appearance but okay. I didn’t hate it. Loved when she punched Bruce out of the Hulk lmfao that was so funny. I do like that she apparently does that to everyone lmao. I should write a fic where she punches Wong’s soul out of his body when the meet just because I think it’d be funny. And I’d love to see more Wong.

15- Steve vs Steve was really cool, I liked that. And fucking Hail HYDRA holy fucking shit I almost lost my ass. Couldn’t fucking believe he said that (and knowing that he just leaves that all for Peggy, his 4 month fling? Find this wildly out of character for him). Then he fucks right off with the tesseract omg.

16- Scott had some iconic one-liners. “That’s America’s ass!” “Okay I'm going to go inside you” omg. Ant Man was a joy to watch in this. I find Endgame used his character right.

17- I know I said it but Pepper Potts in the fucking suit y’all! I don’t know who was watching Morgan but also Pepper Potts in the fucking suit!!

18- That time travel shit made things entirely way too fucky. I knew that’s what they were going to do because that’s all that made sense, but I thought it was fucking stupid. And can Thanos even snap the stones out of existence? Because Tilda Swinton’s speech implied if he did something like that timelines would essentially do the funky chicken and die. She removed the time stone and shit was supposed to get weird, remove all 5 and what happens? Wtf? He fucking hid those stones. Did like Thor’s bit there though, killing Thanos. I think Nebula earned it more than him but I also think it was a good moment for Thor before his character became a fucking joke. 

19- narratively I understand why they started with Clint’s family dusting but I don’t give a fuck about Clint or his dusted family. I would have preferred watching a civilian lose his shit.

20- Steve you need therapy, stop leading therapy sessions. Especially when your advice is ‘move on’ and you literally go fucking nowhere in your life even after you went all over hell’s creations. Get this man a proper therapist he needs like 15!

21- lmfao Russos talking about gay representation and it was a guy talking about a date. I shit you the fuck not that was it. Gay. It was barely even there. Only straight men would ever assume that could possibly count as representation holy fuck. Like thanks for the blink you miss it shout out I guess. You remembered gays exist, wow!

22- Strange’s one finger thing, I liked that a lot actually. I think it functioned both as a great call to action and a nice reference to Stephen’s power.

23- Quick question, why was Tilda Swinton in New York? Because they went back too far for Strange- at first I when they mentioned 3 stones in NY I was like wait, when’s Strange’s story supposed to happen? After WS right? He can’t be in NY with the stone? But then Tilda showed up and I was like... why isn’t she in Nepal at the teaching sanctum? Because apparently the NY one isn’t a teaching sanctum and as far as I knew she was training Mordo and Wong there at this time so wtf? And it can’t be explained with ‘she knew she needed to be there’ because she punched Bruce out of hulk and he had to grovel to her to get the fucking thing from her and only managed because she knew Stephen gave up the stone willingly and would never do so without good reason because he’s the best fo the best. So like. Why was she there aside from plot convenience? That was a little too easy. Frankly, the whole plot was a touch too easy but still.

24- tired of aliens we’re supposed to relate to looking like humans but in pink while aliens we’re supposed to dislike are animalistic and non human looking. That’s a garbage trope.

25- The black woman in the elevator who made Tony and Steve is 100% Fury’s mother no one can convince me otherwise. I think the timeline matches up but I don’t care if it doesn’t she’s his mom now. He gets it all from his mama.

Bonus: stop trying to make Howard happen, Marvel, its not going to. I fucking hated that scene with Tony and Howard. What kind of bullshit abuse apology was that? Howard then, sure, he didn’t suck quite yet and seems to be aware of his own shortcomings. Howard in the future? Sorry, irredeemable crap. Narratively interesting irredeemable crap but irredeemable nonetheless. Tony panicking and saying his last name was Potts was great though lol. I’ll take it as evidence he took Pepper’s last name when they got married.

Bonus Bonus: I cried when Sam held the shield. I’ve been gunning for Sam to take over as Cap since we met him and everyone told me it’d be Bucky. I argued that we’ve already seen the story of a super soldier as Cap, it would be more interesting to watch Sam as a relatively normal guy take over as Cap. And I like Bucky traumatized and Winter Solider-y. I think he’s more interesting that way. Seriously though, Sam as Cap will be amazing and I didn’t expect to cry at that of all things but I did. I’m so excited to see him in that role!

Bonus Bonus Bonus for any sorry fucking soul who’s made it this far in I think I might update the Tony, T’Challa, and Their Gaggle of Children verse to include Morgan (but older) finding Tony only she’s his actual assed kid and no one believes it even though they have a striking resemblance. Which annoys them both because he got the media to buy all his other fake kids with easy to track down parents but not his actual kid. Ending with Nebula showing up and him claiming she’s his kid and everyone buying it.

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‘Teleponesis’ (Telekinesis and Teleportation)

This power allows User to move, manipulate and teleport objects. User can take things apart molecule by molecule and rebuild as such. They can make things disperse only to make them reappear somewhere else. For teleportation, user can teleport anywhere within a five mile radius. They  should limit themselves to one mile because the further out user goes, the more it could hurt them. User can teleport humans and animals but it comes at a price. The main drawback is the fact that the user can't do these things on living creatures such as humans and animals. Plant life is excluded from this drawback. Weight is another limiting factor. When using Telekinesis, user has quadruple the strength of a normal human, but the heavier the object to an average human, the more energy is drained when picking up an object. With Teleportation, once user teleports someone or something besides themselves, all of their powers become disabled. User can teleport 10 times in one hour. 11 will cause uncontrollable vomiting. 12 will cause them to pass out or go into a state of passing out. And 13+ destroys the user's organs slowly.

Audiokinesis

User can manipulate any sound at will. User can change low frequency sounds to high frequency ones with a simple thought. This allows for the user to create distorted sounds that can cause bleeding from the ears and migraines, thus, leading to the disabling of whoever they are fighting. The effects that this power gives off towards the opponent can be reflected onto the user’s self. 

‘Dual Sight’

User can stop and slow time using each of their eyes. The left eye can slow time while the right eye stops time. The time slowing ability slows time to half of the original speed. User can use both of these abilities for as long as their body will let them. The power requires the corresponding eye to remain open while in use. If the user blinks before they deactivate it, they will go into a state of unconsciousness. With each activation of the power, the user’s organs slowly deteriorate, getting exponentially worse as the uses increase. The effects are microscopic at first and, over time, will grow to be more painful and lethal. To reverse these effects, user simply mustn't use the power for a week for all of the deterioration to heal. 

Resurrection

User can bring any formerly living entity back into life. They simply has to touch the entity to begin the resurrection. The only known drawback is the time factor. However long the entity has been dead, there will be a set amount of time for each length. (e.i. 1 day - 2 minutes. 2 days - 4 minutes. 12 hours - 30 seconds. 6 hours - 15 seconds. 1 hour - approx. 2 seconds. 1 minute - 0.3 seconds. 1 year - approx. 12 hours.) The person User uses this power on forgets all that happened 24 hours before their death. They have no recollection of how they died.

Origami

This allows the user to manipulate any paper in their vicinity. They can fold it into whatever they please. Whatever the user folds the paper into will become realistic or act in a realistic way. A paper sword has won’t become a real sword but will cut as such. There is no known drawback besides the fact that the user must have paper on their person at all times. 

Bumblebee

User harnesses the ability to summon a swarm of up to 1000 bees. The user also holds bee-like wings. They can also retain any learned information for a long time, things like complex calculations and foraging efficiency. User can also create a honey-like substance that has healing properties by simply throwing up (Gross, but efficient). More honey is required to heal larger wounds. It hasn’t been proven that the user’s dancing abilities were directly related to the bee’s form of communications. The user has to kill all of the remaining bees to begin to summon more, so they 've made a special spray to do so quickly.

Ice Make

This allows the user to create ice from thin air and manipulate it in whatever way they please. For example, user can create simple weaponry or minor structures (Such as a small stairway). The drawbacks to this are simply the energy factor. The more ice creations that are made, the more energy is drawn from them. User can also experience frostbite or an exponential drop in their body temperature.

Time Harness

User has portal creation. User can create up to two portals anywhere they can directly look. User can also make a portal to a place they 've seen in a photo as long as they know the coordinates of it. User can reverse time for a single person while touching them. This can only go back 30 minutes and each time they uses this, the timeframe halves until they fall asleep. Then it resets back to 30 minutes. User can age a person up and down. User simply has to imagine what they 'd look like as a certain age and the other person would shift into that age. No attacks can affect the opponent. User also has to keep their eyes closed while doing so. User can see all foreseeable outcomes in a situation that will happen 10 minutes from their current time. User can also touch an item and examine the events that the object has faced within its lifetime or existence.

(For my OC, Stephen, the future vision thing has no drawback, but he does have short term memory loss, so he can easily forget what he just saw.)

Space Harness

This power has several abilities in it that makes the power itself.

Firstly, they can create a bubble that is impenetrable. No one can go in, and no one can go out. All the laws of space apply in this bubble except for the deadly cold and lack of oxygen. This is so they can have a better chance at hitting their  attacks. Only drawback to this is that they slowly suffocates in this bubble while the other person does not. Secondly, User can form a bubble in their hand that can see any point in space. Not much use for that, though. There isn’t a known drawback to this ability. Thirdly, they can create an explosion similar to a supernova but it has no damage effects. The only damage comes when it knocks the opponent backwards, potentially hitting the ground. It can also blind the person temporarily. The biggest drawback is the amount of energy it takes to use, causing them to only use it at most twice a day, not that they always has a need for it twice a day. Lastly, they can shoot an orb that, on contact, can force a person to see any point in space. They are still on Earth, but the opponent sees space. The only drawback to this is the fact that the orb has to hit. There is also a cool down of 10 minutes before they can use this again. There is a passive ability that has no known advantages. User can touch any object and examine the astral contents within it.

Inflation

This power allows for the user to inflate any part of their body. Their skin has an elasticity factor to it to allow for more inflation. If inflated fast enough, this power can be used for mobility, such as bouncing. This power can also be used as a knockback ability. User can also suppress any damage that one might take when falling from a certain distance. Much like a balloon, User goes into a state of lightweightedness and can easily be knocked back. User must inhale enough air before being able to direct it towards the body part that they wish to inflate. The user will also have to hold their breath if they wish to retain the inflated form. If a body part is inflated too much, the user will pop. 

(Luckily, I have a resurrection character who can save the user, lmao)

Light Compression

This power allows for the user to shoot a beam of compressed light particles in whatever direction they please. This laser also gives off a wave of heat. The heat must touch the opponent for a set amount of time to actually burn. User can also create a flashbang that temporarily blinds the opponent. User can, however, blind themselves with their flashbang. The user’s hands also experience burning when the laser is overused.

Radioactivity

User must touch everything with all five finger pads to activate this power. The user can melt any object they touch to a radioactive waste-like substance that allows for any kind of telekinetic-like manipulation. They can create weaponry based on the amount of radioactive waste they gather. User can experience ARS, or Acute Radioactive Syndrome, if exposed to too much radioactivity, which includes headaches and diarrhea. They can also experience, as well as the opponent, minor radiation burns if there is contact with the waste.

Acidic Spray Paint

The user can spray a material similar to spray paint that has acidic properties. It simply has a burn like boiling water. If enough is sprayed, then the user could actually burn through objects. The user can experience minor burns that are one-fifth of the potential damage the paint can cause. The color of the paint can be determined by personal wishes.

Blood Manipulation

User must get a taste of their opponent’s blood (or even their own) to be able to manipulate it. They can create weaponry and armor for protection for their own blood. If they taste the other person’s blood, they can only cause blood to rush to certain points in the body. They can move blood from the brain (but not all!) to other points in the body to cause passing out due to lack of blood in the brain. The only thing the user can’t do with the blood is remove the blood from the opponent’s heart or any other vital organs, or at least all of it. Just enough to keep whoever User is fighting alive. User also can’t move while using this unless it is his own blood. The user can also experience diseases that the opponent may have that can be contracted through bodily fluids, such as Herpes.

[relaxandlaughatyourself]

Dem edits one vid and their channel takes a hit. "Dem ruins everything" 😂 just joking. I'm sure it's just a temporary blip. And I doubt Ika would have edited it any differently. I would rather they both agree on the content in the future though, coz it's a little stressful not knowing if the other one will like it or not. 😂

Their channel did not take a hit. They gained 400 subscribers yesterday and about 300 today, that’s well above their usual average. The past week or so has seen incredible growth because the three rules video (which was dem’s idea ironically) took off for whatever reason, the kind of growth they saw with 800-1000 subs a day is not going to be the norm nor is it realistic. The three rules video has slowed considerably the last day and yet they’re still pulling in thousands of views and hundreds of subscribers. My point is that if you remove that video from their channel, the channel is doing just as good as always, and even a bit better than normal.

Dem did an amazing job editing this video, you could not tell this was his first time doing one start to finish (though he had helped extensively with others and his own), and perhaps Ika would have taken a couple scenes out, like her telling him that they’re not going to tell the people where they are, but leaving them in makes them more relatable and real and and shows this was not staged and shows who they are and their personalities even more.

The thing I love about their channel is that Dem is all in, he is just as excited about and committed to it as Ika is. And that’s not always the case with youtube couples. Ika always said that he would edit some too and provide guidance, so it’s not like this was truly his first time. It was different as you said because Ika didn’t see it, but she also knew the content that was filmed and allowed him to fully edit it; if she truly had a problem, it wouldn’t have happened how it did. These two are also so in-tune with each other and know what the other will think and feel, Dem wouldn’t have left anything in he knew she would hate (Ika herself left in her fixing her wig in the long distance video despite saying she was going to edit it out). And although it caused some anxiety for Ika, I’m sure she was glad to not have to edit (that shit is hard work!) and she was having fun with it the whole time; if she wasn’t she wouldn’t have posted so much publicly and they wouldn’t have joked back and forth on twitter.

I think it’s also important to remember that Ika and Dem are doing this for fun, and while it’s fun for us to look at their growth, we shouldn’t get too caught up in it. Though that is significantly easier said than done lmao

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thanks for tagging me @kurapls

Rules:

1. Post the rules

2. Answer the questions given to you by the tagger

3. Write 11 questions of your own

4. And tag 11 people

1. Do you prefer hot summers or cold winters?

Oo well i live in a tropical country so i’ve never experienced winters before but mildly cold weather? i think thats better than sweating all the time + u can get cozy and snuggly with a warm drink when its cold

2. Name one otp, one notp, and a rarepair (any fandom)

OTP: Soukoku would be my no1 otp like i just love the dynamic and the push and pull and angst and hurttttttttt (lmao do i make any sense i just IDK MAN THEYRE SO IMPERFECTLY PERFECTLY MEANT FOR EACH OTHER??)

NOTP: fucking broccoli moss bitch ruining my ship  *cough* moving on i dont rly have any notps? that i dislike,,, mmm maybe odazai (bsd) or Mal and Alina (The Grisha Trilogy) im still pissed that the darkling died ok

Rarepair: TODOBAKU. i was so sad when i learned that todobaku is considered a rarepair but goD BLESS THE FANCREATORS HONESTLY? tdbk may not have a lot of content like popular ships but each fic/art is always high quality bless

3. Are you watching any anime right now?

oh man i’ve been drowning in kdrama and exams and bts and i havent even completed bnha season 3 yet QwQ

4. Would you rather have infinite food or never have the need to eat again?

MMm i care a lot about how my appearance and physique is like so it depends? Like if i dont get the effects from the foods i eat ill gladly take infinite food hehe but never having the need to eat is also a practical choice so id take that too 

5. Fic tropes that make you the saddest.

AMNESIA(tfw u typo insomnia). IMAGINE LIKE?? UR OTP?? THE OTHER HALF DOESNT REMEMBER ANYMORE AND ITS WORSE THAN BREAKING UP AND WHATEVER BC PERSON A’S MEMORIES OF PERSON B IS FOREVER GONE AND PERSON B WILL LIVE WITH THE KNOWLEDGE OF WHAT COULDVE BEEN AND WHAT THEY DID TOGETHER AND FUCK MAN.

6. Grab an object to your right. What did you grab?

an empty glass of milk

7. Pick 1 character you want to punch and 1 character you want to adopt

*glances at entire collection of adopted characters* i would adopt dazai/chuuya/sebastian morgernstern from TMI (i cant chooose okay chuuya is #1 son material but dazai is such a morally grey character and it makes him all the more, er, endearing?) and I’d punch (i’d say an anime chara but if i do i’m going to get decked for it 00) fitzgerald since hes the guy i dislike most in bsd 

8. Could you take care of a plant or does everything you touch die?

i’ve never taken care of plants before so idk heheh

9. What was the last dream/nightmare you have?

mmh i rarely dream? and when i do i dont rly remember them...the most hilarious nightmare ive probably had was 1000 cats that looked exactly like my cat invading my house and threatening me in deep rapper voices and when i found my own cat she was getting mated on by several other male cats (dont listen to rap while hugging ur cat to fall asleep kids)

10. 1 thing on your wishlist

a scholarship to harvard :p or someth more realistic: bts’ 2017 summer package or the wings concept book qwq

11. Night showers or morning showers?

ive taken showers at 3am i love night showers bc when u go to sleep u feel more comfortable? whereas morning showers are like u standing there still bleary as fuck and the water just slaps u in the face

My questions:

1. What’s the most replayed song on your playlist?

2. How would you describe your fashion style/attire preference?

3. Favourite villain?  (from any fandom)

4. Is ice cream x french fries disgusting or delicious?

5. Favourite flower?

6. Last thing that made you laugh/smile?

7. Someone/people you want to be w/ u in an escape room/horror movie?

8. Favourite thing in a fanfic/dream fanfic plot/trope?

9. MBTI type?

10. Favourite kind of characters?

11. Last thing you ate that you enjoyed?

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[leftnipsdoodles]

almost got ‘em all! thanks everyone for asking! answers are below~

1. What age did you begin getting into art? Why did you get into it? hmmmmm im gonna try to answer this as interestingly as i can. so ive been drawing all my life and i think it was just bc a) there was always art supplies lying around and b) i just had so many things in my head and wanted a way to express them or just get them out. like when i played with my toys i was always completely quiet bc i was imagining everything in my head. sound/speech/words just weren’t as interesting to me as a way to put my thoughts out there as visuals were. also i rly liked ranma 1/2 and wanted to draw it.

4. Do you make merchandise? Favorite kind of merch to make? i don’t. i did think about making charms once, even if just for myself. you know, those cute, chibi-esque ones everybody makes? then i remembered i couldn’t draw sth cute if you put a gun to my head.

5. Who/what are your art inspirations? I listed some of my favorite artists the last time i answered questions like this so i guess this time i’ll go with the ‘what’ rather than the ‘who’. to me, the most inspiring thing are atmospheres. it could be a garbage container with 1000 stickers stuck and half-way teared down on it. the way the colors and rips in the stickers look and how it adds to the mood of the location. or sometimes it’s listening to a certain song at a certain time in a certain place that creates a unique mood and inspires you. but looking at art has never been an inspiration. so there’s that.

6. What is something (a technique, behaviorism, etc.) that you do with drawing that you think is unique to you?

ok but in seriousness, i don’t think there’s anything. any uniqueness comes from a lack of skill and knowledge so i don’t think it’s worth mentioning. like what do you even want me to say?? that i edit pictures i drew in clip studio in ms paint?? bc i do.

7. Describe your style. What would you change? neither here nor there. i feel like you can tell i’m a bit scatterbrained bc my drawings always look like they were done without any kind of direction lmao.. in general, i’d like to draw more realistically. i’d like to look at my own drawings and think ‘this pose looks rly natural, the way the clothes fit, the way the face looks, the perspective, the way this character interacts with the environment; it all looks right’. i’d also like to be able to use colors better but it’s hard when you struggle to name more than 3.

8. How do you get out of an art block? well, usually, I don’t. i’m pretty sure i’ve been in one for the past 3 years or so lmao (lamenting my anguish online) but i’ve been told that just working through it is the best way to go. just drawing. even if you hate everything. future you will thank you for it, bc you’ll probably be learning things while doing so, even if you can’t see it at that moment.

9. Does your style reflect who you are visually or your personality? both tbh. if you saw a pic of myself next to a drawing of proto danny you’d definitely see a resemblance in a way. (things like the clothes i draw him in are a given i think. ive probably drawn 90% of my wardrobe at this point) but my personality too. the things i spend more time on while drawing, the colors i choose, the mood in my drawings. that’s all a part of me. im pretty sure my oc tags are fairly accurate documentation of my mood swings and general attitude towards life throughout time lmao also, this thing i summed up in my tags a few years ago

10. What do you find easiest about drawing? getting the ideas for it

11. What do you find hardest about drawing? actually drawing said ideas. look, the moment i sketch the idea down it’s already 50% worse than i imagined it, then when i go to actually draw the thing it turns into sth so bad that i can’t even come up with a forced joke about the scenario. but anyway, lately the thing that scares me the most about drawing (and why i can hardly do it) is heads. heads heads heads. faces faces faces. i just cant do it man lmao

12. Is art part of your career or a hobby? What is your goal with art in life? my goal is to get a better hobby and to never have to return to drawing ever again. but that’s wishful thinking. i guess it’ll always stay my biggest hobby but i’d consider my life a failure if it ever turned into a career.

13. Advice to give to beginning artists? draw your ideas. never limit your creativity bc you don’t have the skill to express it to its full extent. a crappily drawn picture that conveys a cool idea or creates a cool atmosphere is just as good as an expertly crafted painting that has a lame subject. there’s a reason ppl admire the mona lisa but would rather read 90s manga than stare at that portrait all day. god. i guess motivational speaker is another career that’s out of the question lmao but you get what i mean!!

14. Advice to give to your artist peers?

also don’t take advice from me.

15. What have you drawn recently that you are proud of? ‘recent’ is relative, and so is ‘proud’, but i still rly like how this pic turned out. i just feel like it looks very decided, like i knew what i wanted to do and did it (i didn’t)

16. Show something you drew in the past that shows your improvement. 2017 - 2011

ahh tbh.. looking at this i don’t feel like i’ve improved a lot at all lmao..

17. Show something you drew in the past you’re still proud of. this pic might just be one of my favorites i’ve ever drawn. it’s still alright art-wise and it’s probably the most from-the-heart thing i’ve drawn so obviously, i have a soft spot for it lmao but i also just found this again and i still love it, even tho it’s ugly. also this bone which, infamously, is my crowning achievement

you know what i find funny rn? that it’s hard for me to decide which pic to choose for this question. i mean i went through my old art and cringed a LOT but there’s so many pics that im rly fond of, now that i’ve gained some distance to them. i wonder if it’ll be like that with the stuff i draw now, too.

19. Share a tutorial or reference that helped you. nothing concrete but i’ll mention ‘blind drawing’ again. it helped me get a different feel for the lines i’m drawing and, theoretically, would have made me better at drawing from life too

20. Plug time! Where else can followers find you? in the woods around 3am. don’t make eye contact.

[theareya]

even numbers for the gaming asks!

Okay, its been 1000 years since I posted this gaming ask. But here are the answers!!!! I put most under the read more…

2. First game you played?The first game I ever played ever, in thehistory of forever, was Super Mario Bros. at my babysitter’s house, if mymemory serves me correctly

4. Longest consecutive hours you’ve played agame?Ohkay, let’s see. Without eating or bathing,but I did get up briefly to bathroom and drink water, I finished uncharted 1,2, and 3 consecutively in 120 hrs. Needless to say, I never did that again, asthe blood vessels in my eyes popped, I ate two bigmacs after, and my parentsyelled at me. Otherwise, without moving or tending to most of my basic bodilyneeds, 10 hours max as of late.

6. An underrated game from within the last fewyears?I don’t know, I’m probably biased and neverreally look online to see how the game was rated/how it’s doing. Oh! But! Ireally liked Battleborn, which was basically a game that came out like a littlebefore Overwatch? Or near the same time, actually. You also fight in teamsagainst one another with unique character abilities to obtain certainobjectives. Honestly, it is extremely well done and detailed, but very muchfalls in Overwatch’s shadow possibly due to similarity and budget D:  8. The game with the best atmosphere/scenery?I’m biased. I love Bioshock. But I also am ahuge fan of those apocalyptic, dystopia aesthetics. So, essentially, anythingalong the lines of bioshock, Fallout, and Last of us.

10. Prefer PC or console?I’ve always played on console. And I’m so bad atPC. You would think it’s a bit easier to aim a cursor to shoot at something,but I’m particularly bad at that.

12. Most bizarre game you’ve ever played?Most games are pretty… bizarre. Most of theactual weird ones I’ve only seen online on those “top ten weirdest video games”but maybe Katamari? There are definitely weirder ones… The Nightmare Within wasalso… strange. I don’t actually know what counts as bizarre anymore in thegaming world. Shrek party…

14. Do you watch playthroughs online?Sometimes, yes! If I know I am never going toget the game. For example, an xbox exclusive (I do not have an xbox) or if Ialready played the game and want to see others suffer, lmao. Or if I like thestreamer.

16. The best year in gaming you’ve experienced?… I don’t remember. I’m going to say 2011.

18. Worst game you’ve played?There are probably worse games, but I’ll go withthe most recent one I’ve played, which was Bound by Flame. It was kind of thisunfortunate mix of—attempt at—Dark Souls, Dragon Age, and other medieval games.Some parts of the gameplay were unnecessarily hard for kicks, with no way toovercome the boss aside from chipping away at the health by throwing a rock atit, while your single dead companion lay sprawled in the middle of the fieldten seconds into the fight. And of the one and a half romance options pergender you were allowed, none of them were very enticing. Spoiler** I overcamethe end fight by purchasing 10,000 potions to fight the dragon. I made itthrough just fine, only after using 600 potions. Strategy was little help, butheyo I made it through. 20. Favorite publisher and/or developer?…Sony? I don’t know… I’m terrible at thesequestions.

22. If you could turn one game into movie, whichwould it be?You know I don’t know, since any game thatturns into a movie makes me want to cry bitter tears of hate. I’m looking atresident evil specifically. But if I could turn Bioshock into a really goodmovie with the proper actors/actresses, storyline, extras, atmosphere, then …yeah.

24. Ever cried because of a video game? Whichone(s)?…Too many. Nothing gets me more invested andemotional than a videogame. I guess the only one that has made me actually cryvisible tears is Journey. The ending overwhelmed me in an inexplicable way.

26. How often do you play online? Co-op?Relatively often now, especially withOverwatch, and the fact that a lot of my friends have Overwatch as well. So,like, every other day, if not daily. Otherwise, I love co-oping with a friend mostlybecause the AI that they give to work with you tends to … suck butts. Lookingat Resident Evil… again.

28. Who got YOU into gaming?My babysitter. Haahaa. I used to hang out ather house all the time and I’d watch her play all sorts of games. She’s alsothe one who gifted me my purple game boy color :’D30. On average, how long does it take you in thecharacter creation screen?Could be up to an hour. But at least 30minutes. It depends on if I know what I want.

32. Do you cosplay?I do! But I’ve actually only cosplayed animethings. Most of the video game stuff I would like to cosplay is too hard and/orI wouldn’t do it justice. Also I’ve been parts of group cosplays generally, sowe gotta find a good match.

34. Favorite male npc?For some unknown reason, the only personpopping into my head right now is erandur, the dark elf companion, from skyrim.Like… he’s not my favorite npc, but…my mind is drawing a complete blank. And isjust repeating that name over and over in my head. Oh boy

36. Best antagonist?Albert Wesker. …Spoiler??** Look… if you gottathrow him in a volcano to get rid of him after 200 tries of “just survive longenough” fights, he’s pretty good to me. Please let him die.  

38. Have you tried a game, hated it, then triedagain, and loved it?N….no? There are some games where I getfrustrated, then invite a friend to play, who is extremely over-leveled, andthen they help me… live. Does that count?40. Favorite voice actor?Okay, I love Troy Baker. How can one person beso gosh darn versatile?? For anyone who doesn’t know (I doubt that) He voicesJoel from TLOU, Booker from Bioshock, Sam Drake from Uncharted, to name theones that pop into my head. And he does like a million other voices, and sings,and is just very excellent overall. 

42. A game you will never forget (in a bad ORgood way)?Resident Evil 5 in the respect that I justplayed it during a very happy time in my life with one of my friends. And itwas also when I learned that I really love co-op, as well it was a supertreasured bonding time with that friend. We legit screamed so obnoxiouslythroughout the whole thing, apologized profusely, yelled for help. Like thatgame brought out our full range of emotion while playing.

44. Do graphics matter?Not necessarily. They add a nice kick, butthere are quite a few games I can think of where the gameplay and story aremore prominent. Storyline is generally always the main thing I look for first.Storyline and characters. 46. Always, sometimes, or never use subtitles?ALWAYS. Even for NPCs. Like the setting thatsays “ALL SUBTITLES” one of the reasons is because it alerts me to enemiessometimes too as they whisper in the distance. Which is the closest thing to awarning from jump scares that I’m going to get.

48. A game you’ve always wanted to play but havenever gotten to it?Um. I’ve actually been pretty aggressive ingetting my grubby hands on the games that I want. EXCEPT. Nearly everythingthat came out after Kingdom Hearts: Chain of memories?? Like 2.3, 2.4, 2.5, 5 ½,365/3 days  idk there were too many?? AndI basically had almost every console except the PSP so I just kind of gave up??

50. How many games do you own?…uh… too many?? At least 200 if you total allof them from the dawn of my first game boy color.52. A game you will always stand behind, andsupport no matter what?..Fable. OKAY So, even though the game, alongwith the game company crashed and burned, I really loved that first game??Along with The Lost Chapters. I essentially based the experiences I had withFable 2, 3, Journey on how good the first game was. If I were to make someoneplay it now, they would probably think it’s pretty dumb, but I thought it was acleverly made game…54. A sequel you really want?… lmao Fable. AND/OR The Wolf Among us, becausethat’s been sitting there for far too long.56. Do you tell people irl that you play videogames?Yeah. If it comes up in the conversation. Or if…they have merchandise that I want.

58. Ever have someone walk in on a sex scenebetween you and you LI?N…o…60. The game you are best at?I know Bioshock inside and out… I don’t knowwhy I’ve played it so much, it’s a very linear game, but wuh. Also weirdly, I’mvery good at Sonic Adventure 2 Battle. And the only reason I’m obnoxiously goodat that game is because of the Chaos. I love those ridiculous little things andwould do anything to make sure they’re happy and healthy. And in order to dothat I had to play each stage multiple times to get the right power-ups andanimals to feed the Chaos…. There was a whole garden. And god.

62. Would you want to work with video games whenyou are older?I feel like if I start working with it I’llstart disliking it very much, unless I literally work as a tester… that getspaid a decent amount. Like seriously, walk in, sit down, play for… hours uponhours. Otherwise, I do not have the creativity or skill. lmao.

64. Describe your favorite video game using onlythree words?Underwater death city.

66. Game with the yummiest looking food?Final Fantasy XV. Okay, so I haven’t finishedthe game. I’m really not even that far into it, like… at all. I just saw thefood and got hungry. It’s so realistic and pretty.  

68. An older game that you’ve just recentlygotten into?I guess… Fallout New Vegas was pretty old, butthen my friend bought it for me on sale, and I tried it out and it was supergood??? And now I’m really into the Fallout series.

70. Do you play any mobile games?I.. play Fire Emblem Heroes, and a variety ofother mobile games like.. Notice me Senpai, Zen Koi, Mystic Messenger, uhhh…whatever is recommended sometimes. .

72. Have any guilty pleasure games?Not really. I’m pretty prideful in every game Iplay, including my otome games.74. Which game has the best lore?…Once…. Again, BIOSHOCK. Idk there are just somany little things in the city that you can find that point to the history ofthe residents, and what happened to them. There are those audio messages and littlesecrets that everybody has in the city, leading to its fall. I just love it somuch. Skyrim is a close second, to be fair. It’s more immersive and I canroleplay more on there.

[1358456]

Review Response, Destiny #034, Legacy #001

Since it's been a week since the Legacy update and two weeks since Destiny update, neither of which has gotten 10 reviews, and I doubt that they'd ever reach 10, it's time to combine 'em together and respond to all of them.

Destiny

1) Poor Y! Yveltal is just beating the dead horse…girl actually.

Yep. Poor old horse-girl.

2) So Diamond,Red, Platinum and Emerald are either dying or badly injured White somehow has managed to be the least injured of the junior trio Ruby and Sapphire are fighting again Y has been resurrected twice now but cannot control her body but instead she just moans at everything because once all her flesh has been stripped then I can't imagine that most people would recognize her thus maybe leading some pokedex holders (Ruby and Sapphire) to kill her without actually realizing that they killed a junior until maybe much later after they get out of the mind control (or don't whatever)

White has somehow managed to be the least injured... ... wow. I did not think of that. Time to... change that?

3) I love this story more than I love my family thank you for updating it

... Er... um... ... Um... No prob?

4) Man. That part with Y was pretty gross. I feel really sorry for her. She just wants to find some peace and have the nightmare end, but she keeps being tortured into resurrection. It kind of makes me wonder what else you have in store for her since her conflict with X has...at least I think it has...been resolved. So the other dex holders finally figured out what happened to Ruby and Sapphire. I wonder what they're going to do to handle it.

The conflict with X may have ended, but the pairing itself still needs a few more scenes.

5) I'm happy to see this updated again. I really wish I had any constructive criticism, but all I can say is that I'm excited to see what happens next. Like, I need to reread this story.

Apologies for taking half of a year to update.

6) Blue's such a bitch lmao girl you didn't do shit you really don't have the right to criticize Green's plans. Also Y just... go away. I know she not technically alive but. I'm so sick of her.

To each their own. Also, I figured this would happen in regards to Y. I still stand by my decision, since I know what I'm going to do with Y in the very near future.

7) Best battle scene youve written in a while

THE very best battle scene in a while... since this is the only battle scene in a long while. The best, by default! ... Also the worst. By default.

8) The Destiny chapter is finally up! It looks like the Mega Hunter is very close to being defeated, but like ... How will the dex holders deal with Zygarde? And what if it's 100% Zygarde? And isn't 100% Zygarde supposedly like an equalizer of the environment, so will it help stop the primal Groudon and Kyogre? It kinda makes sense. I love what you've done with Y, and how realistic her resurrection is. Only her head can move, her clothes and shoes tend to slide off, and she can't even close her jaw, because she doesn't have the muscles to. Looking forward to the dexholder's next battles, and the next dexholder deaths.

The next death should be occurring within one or two chapters. Probably.

9) AMAZINGGGG! That entire battle was incredible! Very well written. Blue is without a doubt my favorite one in this story. I liked how we were seeing a good amount of the battle from platinum's point of view too. She is always strategic with her moves. I really liked how she performed here, and BAM gets exploded! Love it! Added the shock value to it. I am so ready for the next chapter.

Good old Explosion. No one sees it coming. And I figured, Mega Steelix had to explode, which would result in more than one single blast as all of its individual sections would explode, thus bypassing Platinum's Hardened Shields.

Legacy

1) It's too bad your updates are so spread out, but the quality makes up for it more than enough, least it does for me

Thank you. I'm hoping that the updates won't be so spread out anymore.

2) Y is hands down the best Dexholder.

Indeed.

3) You might as well of written "Y is great. Platinum is great" 1000 times in a word document then published it. Also why is everyone except Black such an asshole?

Clearly you missed the first half of the chapter. Well done.

4) So I guess that they might try to capture Platinum for ransom?

Heh. "Not again!"

5) Heh. Black is left way behind as the last priority to any of the dex holders. Poor guy, but it is funny. I feel bad for Blue, though. She wants to get close to Red bur fears rejection too much. Maybe once she sees Red's interactions with Y and Platinum, it will boost her confidence.

Oh ho, Blue will FEAR confessing. ... It'll probably be brought up next chapter.

6) "We can kidnap someone and demand ransom..." Why do I feel like Platinum's gonna get kidnapped AGAIN. At least she'll be able to bust herself out this time. And I like how Blue's such a respectful house-mate. Unlike your previous house-mate. I am really feeling for Black. It can't feel good to be below your junior, and a Pokemon. I am really hoping Black can at least tie with Y, but with her three dragons, that's probably not going to happen. Also, another reason Y got the badges so fast, were because theKalos gyms are sooo Easy. Looking forward to the next update!

... Do not remind me of the freaking roommate. I STILL have to deal with all the phonecalls coming in that's meant for him. The bastard left MY cellphone number for his stuff.

I actually don't remember the Kalos Gyms at all. So... that's why Y's entire Kalos Gym challenge was done in the background between the prologue and the actual main story.

7) Heh what a transition from Destiny's latest chapter to this one. Reminds me of going from SA to SL lol anyways interesting how black is... Maybe a little to angsty? If he's going to be like this then he will easily be my least favorite in this story. I mean... He's acting worse than Satoshi and Goku!

Black won't be like this for long. And hey, at least he knows enough to keep holding on White's hand. Unlike the other two.