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One of the things I have noticed is that for all the articles that extremely concretely explore all the ways that AI make life worse right now, and will continue to make life worse, the things that are "good" about AI not only remain vague. As details of the "good" parts emerge, they make it clear that even the "benefits" of AI are evil.
This article compares the specter of AI relationships romantic and otherwise to pornography incapacitating peoples' ability to have normal sexual relationships with human partners.
The bad parts of AI are bad and the good parts of AI are bad too.
#it increasingly offers you an existence of perfect solipsism#an infinite recursion of yourself into yourself where the AI knows you better than you know you#and feeds you what it knows you want#but if you have no externality from which to draw#how do you even exist?#these explorations assume that they begin with a person who grew up and acquired a personality and preferences 'in the wild'#and then the AI merges with those to make them ever more 'you'#but imagine two generations from now#where the person is born with AI#immediately the AI will not merely be giving the person what the person wants#it will be actively creating the person#as soon as the infant child shows that it prefers green over blue#an algorithmic unfolding of all the statistically probable preferences will unfold for that child#unfolding in perfect isolation from the rest of the species#this is describing a prison#why even bother with AI?#why not just pump dopamine straight into the brain
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when i say 'god forbid women do anything' im talking about amerie wadia from heartbreak high
#she's the worst/best person alive depending on who you ask#did she (and her best friend) create a full sex map of all students' activities in the old stairwell? yes. and what about it?#did she punch someone for saying he liked ed sheeran? yes. and what about it?#she didnt do anything wrong!!!#amerie wadia#heartbreak high
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We don't envision season 5 right when we talk because what is that actually gonna be like? This isn't a romcom. Mike finds out about the painting but Will is like throwing up blood and slugs in the corner.
edit: to clarify I wasn't saying "no time for romance" I was saying "it's horror show with raises stakes and angst. Mike will have to figure out how to bring up this truth bomb he discovered when more important things are clearly going on and there aren't the most conversational opportunities". I mean MORE juice, not less.
#stranger things#byler predictions#byler#stranger things speculations#like genuinely he will find out and be STALLED#because there are more important matters#like how do you be mad at your friend who's actively dying#(and also you're in love with)#we know there's a lot of complicated feelings about the painting but imagine getting hit with all those WITHIN the circumstance of whatever#horror shit#i think they will tie the two together like how season 2 created space for the emotions of the shed scene by intertwining them but#it IS more complicated to find out a big truth bomb about someone who is PREOCCUPIED to say the least#mike is like “ a year and a half ago you lied to me ”#and will is like “and 30 seconds ago i was crawling around on the ceiling catch up wheeler”#like you can't just interrupt with that personal life stuff#the writers can fit it i know that
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tex red vs blue is insanely transgender but im the only one who sees it that way because im crazy in the head.
what if there was a past version of yourself. a woman, a wife, a mother, with long hair and a sweet smile. and she died long ago. and you are her. but you are not her. you're nothing like her, but the people who knew her desperately want you to be her, want to preserve the memory they have in their minds of the woman they loved through you. but you never asked to be her, never asked to carry the burden of someone else's expectation of who or what you should be. you have a new name. you prefer to go by this one. people remark on how weird it is that it's a guy's name. sometimes the people who loved [the past version of] you call you by your old name. they are not referring to you when they say it. you live in the shadows of someone who's long gone, and you're something different now, but you don't feel like you're ever allowed to define yourself on your own terms, to be your own person, to control your own life, because you exist solely through the memories people had of you. and the longer she has been gone for, the more desperately people try to get her back, the less you resemble her and the less you know who you are, or if you ever even got to be anything at all. what i mean is that transition could have saved him
#rvb#red vs blue#DONT ask me why i got up in a cold sweat at 7 am with thoughts on tex red vs blue. i miss her so bad#anyways i do think if anyone in rvb could ever be actually trans coded (which nobody is because theyre created by fucking rooster teeth)#its gotta be tex#but because i know a trans subtext couldnt ever possibly be intentional i also think tex is a fascinating subject on the#''dead wife'' trope and the way stories like this treat female characters#and how tex's existence somehow seems surprisingly self aware as she actively rejects being the Dead Wife#and its brought to attention how existing solely as the angst memories men had of their dead wives#actively denies her of agency as a person inside the narrative#but also more generally denies dead wife characters agency in any narrative theyre written on#tex's struggles as a character inside her narrative are also the struggles of fridged/killed off female characters outside their narratives#on a meta textual level by being written by men in male centered stories who dont allow the women they write to exist as people#tex is a fascinating character and i am fucking furious she exists in a that stupid ass show. ill save you girl. ill take you out of there#🧃.txt
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it was just going to be a few warmup doodles but then she infected the rest of the page like the ever eternal and spreading spores. hod!!! hod. hod :)
#lobotomy corporation#lobcorp#hod#hod lobcorp#lobotomy corp spoilers#I GUESS i almost forgot i drew her box form#lobcorp spoilers#and michelle actually. ..#both very tiny. itty bitty. microscopic#other sephirah there too as normal. i cant have her alone. and Angelina as well on the top patting her#i have a hard time fully capturing her for some reason. in my mind. maybe its because is the disconnected period!!! mentally#she genuinely wishes to care and be kind yet theres a dissonance with what she does..? or how it ends up being taken or what she does to en#up bringing those actions into reality. she can be forceful? wanting to have employees attend therapy sessions and meetings for suppression#tactics. which i think is also something the safety team is incharge of iirc. so that means shes doing way more that what she needs to on#her job as a sephirah. just for the sake of employees#she really does care as shes one of the only to Directly attempt to change their circumstances and quality of life and health#sure chesed doesnt punish employees when they dont do their work assigned or stress them out with work#but he doesnt actively push to attempt to make changes to aid employees besides the research perks which is to the manager#yesod IS right next to her and does also genuinely care but when it comes to employees hes distant at best when it comes to them and the#way he tries to protect them is by enforcing rules but he doesnt really create or attempt to help them like hod does#yesod is sort of a passive? way of doing it. yes he doesn make a push to enforce said rules but he doesnt make new ones. just follows what#is already there in place. hod tries to make new ways and not just for the safety of people like how yesod's has them physically fine and#not letting them over a certain threshold of mental corruption but she tries to have a program to Directly Address such a thing#its born out of care but the genuine worry of being a good person and her naivety ends up having it do more harm than good#sure there may be some employees that actually like and find it useful but so many are just accepting to their fate of Dying to where#her care seems pointless. shes a sephirah and to them a literal metal box why would they go ahead and feel bad for what an 'ai' is feeling#as she is interrupting their free time in the company#which is rude. and shit. iirc the counseling is compulsory but people go because shes a sephirah and their superior. the thought was there#but again it comes off wrong and ends up not working because shes their superior in the end#EEK!!! yeah... hod. the hod. there is WAY more but i can't fit it all here and i already typed enough
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the magnus archives is a podcast about the horrors of having a job
#and not even just the archives i mean. like every other statement is a look into a different career and the horror extracted from it.#im rlly interested in the fact that a lot of people giving statements have very unglamorous jobs (waste collector/cleaner/exterminator etc)#or are otherwise explicitly working class and live mediocre lives or have fallen on harder times. the cracks in life where the bad seeps in#even a lot of the ppl with fancier hobbies or jobs are often criminals or doing illegal activity. just the way societys laws create gaps#for the bad things to get us. and of course the ARCHIVES where you are stuck in a dead-end job that is actively ruining your mental health#and you literally cannot quit like physically no matter how bad it gets and your boss is the most evil person ever and you are fated to die#to die because of your job. and you had no idea. what could you do? it was your job.#tma#the magnus archives
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Ngl, I’m actually pretty uncomfortable reading my old posts defending the goodness of the common people and their right to defend themselves—as persecuted groups or as individuals—from hierarchical tyranny, given how easily in this current irl moment a not-insignificant amount of people have fallen into supporting an active genocide, because I cannot separate this from how much pushback I got (and still sometimes get) for being consistent in my politics
#I don’t want to say it’s triggering#because that’s not the right word#but what do you call the thing you feel#when you spent the last 1+ year arguing that common people are usually good#and hierarchies of oppression are bad even if certain individuals you like are at the top#that violence is not all inherently bad#and violence against oppression is in fact good#all topics that are major themes affirmed in the literal texts being discussed#only to have people YELLING at me that i am wrong#because THEY believe that the only thing that makes you a good person#is joining the corrupt hierarchy and affirming status quo#only for me to turn on the news and see this same logic of disaggreers#being used to justify an active genocide#maybe it’s cognitive dissonance#because my understanding of fiction is always couched within the reality it was created in#but the fact that the same arguments can be used to justify crimes against humanity#in both fiction AND reality?#it makes the act of fandom discourse less… enjoyable#less innocuous
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when you're the only person who keeps living through the time loop, the people around you cease to be people and become mere characters. your treatment of them doesn't matter because they're not real and they won't remember. the only way to give anything meaning is to end the loop; their actions don't affect the loop and therefore are meaningless. you're the only one who has the ability to change the future, so anything you do in service of that goal is justified.
but. kim dojka looks at yoo joonghyuk and says no, actually, these characters are people. whether they remember or not is beside the point because they are real right now. and you don't give your life meaning by achieving some accomplishment that retroactively makes everything that came before worth it - you give your life meaning in the living of it.
#'meaning' isn't a reward you get for clearing a scenario...it's something you actively create every day as you make a life#kim dokja: it's WORTH IT! i know it's worth it because we are making it worth it!!!!!#ohhhhh waoaohhohh getting a transmission to my brain...suddenly feeling the urge to rewatch palm springs (2020)#time loop fiction is sooo fucking potent like ok you can read about this person who alone out of everyone has agency#thereby alienating them from all their fellow creatures...but watch out#orv#time travel#agency#existentialism#kdj#yjh#omniscient reader's viewpoint#my posts#f#also the fact that it's kim dokja - the 'reader' - who's creating meaning...sorry excuse me. there is something in my eye.#and this is coming from the guy who is very much committed to reaching the end of the scenarios! that is very much his goal#and what he's working toward. but the meantime is not something to get through. it's life and he's choosing to live it#he's like maybe this is fiction maybe we're all characters but it doesn't matter because the story is real to the people living it#his whole thing is that he refuses the idea that the story is unchangeable. he refuses the lack of agency#he's like well i will just make my own story. i will make my own meaning#and if there's some author out there that i'm the character of well good luck keeping up with me. mwah
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Just wanted to say that your characters feel like real people in the best possible way! I really enjoy reading the snippets of lore you post about them.
(and also, your art style is beautiful - it's extremely recognizable, unique, and makes the graphic designer part of my brain very very happy)
That's so nice to hear, thank you!
#maybe this sounds weird but#when you reach a certain level of familiarity with a character you've created it almost starts to feel like they're a person you know#and whose comings and goings you're just documenting for some reason#it's like#when they get enough momentum it requires a lot less active planning on your part to figure out what they would do and how they would think#you just know#does that make sense?#also thank you I'm glad you find my style recognizable and unique!#answered#chelerin
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i think its some of damiens responsiblity to think what kinda relationship he cultivaded with his fans. and why is centering his need for explaning, defending and further protecting his self/image is his knee jerk reaction. unless you do those things a social media break is just another way of image management. plus it wont feel better when you come back and you are still centering your image which causes you too act defensive/childish. you cant support things thru acts of fear and nervousness and not expact them to crumble! i know people joked abour his virtue signalling in the past, and they are jokes, but its a curious thing people notice that around him enough to point that out. i hope he can actually look into that part of himself with a more honest critical lense.also these twitch stream where he wants this magicaly ''positive'' enviroment where people can ''escape'' is just unrealistic at best. this is a livestream where people rush on each other to talk to you. its by nature feeding into these things im afraidi positivity is not the warm blanket you think it is, its more of a trap lol
#some thoughts#blocking fans in general is a very emotional but stupid move lol(to me) as a somewhat public figure he must understand that block feature i#practically useless to him other than get his frustration out maybe for a minute? then what?#it only creates a snowball effect.#idk its feels counterproductive altho i can still understand where the frustration is coming from#stan twitter can be nasty. getting cussed by 17 year old with no emotional regulation and too much time lol#anyways this is absolutely not about him having the perfect response/apology.. that'll happen and idc about pr managing his reactions lol#also personally i dont find the joke much of a big deal. its whatever. lazy lowblow at worst#he just needs to be realistic about his internet presence and how it interacts with his defensive/nervous personality#and in grand scheme of things the way he interacts with ''activism''.. its not for him/about him.#at the end this reaction is a part of him! he can do what he will with that#hope he has people around him that can be critical about his intentions/reactions without it being taken as a personal attack
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rennala marika toxic yuri i cant get you out of my head
#long rant incoming#it is very much implied that marika and radagom are their own people/personalities. theyre just stuck in the same body#i am of the belief that radagon was created or manifested after marika ascended to godhood#as his presence is mysterious and miriel was actively confused as to why just. some guy. some champion would have so much control over an-#-army (referring to the caria/erdtree war)#i think its fascinating to think radagon and marika are the same person. not just in the literal inhabitance of the body. like two-#-different sides of a person#but the lore very much leans towards them having their own conscience#as much as i like the former idea#BUT the description of the preceptors hat/mask has implications that rennala possibly knew of this secret#because what other secret does radagon have to hide?#and like. she stayed with him despite this.#(sorry for the amount of this i said imply/implication)#there is not much material to go off of for marika/renalla but its not like there isnt ANY#toxic yuri......#i once talked about an interesting parallel between them but i literally have to fresh myself up on that#as i dont think about them very often#edit: oh fuck me dead i forgot to tag spoiler#elden ring spoilers
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HAPPY BLOG ANNIVERSARY!
it's officially midnight here, which means i'm allowed to post this! so ... happy one year anniversary of enduring the plague of avalon upon your dashboards! alternatively, thank you so much for giving me a place to babble about my #1 favorite comfort character who has experienced zero comfort. ( i swear i am being SO NORMAL about this. yes i did literally buy cake and party hats. ) whether we speak on the daily, you've just gotten here or anywhere in between, i want to extend my sincerest gratitude for being on this absolutely wild ride of a blog with me. there's been ups and downs, but ultimately i feel like my passion for writing has been ignited stronger than it's ever been before. i am still always so excited whenever i get the chance to log on here and create stories with all of you — and i wouldn't have that opportunity if it wasn't for this little corner of the internet you've helped make truly special.
there are so many of you i feel lucky to have met. ( and so many i would love to get to know better, too! ) i hope we can continue writing together for many more anniversaries to come. and if the day ever comes that they finally pull the plug on this cockroach of a hellsite, i'll forever remember this community as the rpc that got me to laugh at petrichor.
have a wonderful day / night! i'm sharing the cake with everyone in spirit.
#𝟎𝟎𝟏 : 𝘴𝘦𝘭𝘧-𝘢𝘱𝘱𝘰𝘪𝘯𝘵𝘦𝘥 𝘱𝘳𝘦𝘴𝘪𝘥𝘦𝘯𝘵 𝘰𝘧 𝘴𝘤𝘢𝘳𝘢𝘯𝘢𝘵𝘪𝘰𝘯. ◟ ooc .◝#( i struggle sometimes because i know i tend to hide behind my muses / headcanons / ic posts --#because i am honestly just so bad about talking about / as myself & i think part of it has to do with me being really nervous / awkward )#( we all love ye olde social anxiety & the myriad of ways it manifests etc etc )#( but!! i just wanted to do / say something silly because i really do appreciate you all so much )#( even if we don't actively talk / write imagine me liking your posts as a little high five of appreciation for what you create here )#( this blog & rpc have helped me grow so much both as a writer and as a person. )#( having a place to express my interests & meet other people with similar interests has had such a positive effect on my life )#( i'm making plans to meet my best friend in person one day and it's only happening because i made this account & reblogged a gifset )#( yes it's sappy but i really do mean every word )
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There is something very ironic, to put it lightly, about seemingly being so unique or at the very least, maladjusted in some way that it is impossible for me to connect with people or to have a social life, but just apparently not unique enough to not be considered someone considered unique. According to American society.
I just want to have my handful of people that see me, laugh with me, and in heaven above, even see my creations at something other than internet garbage. It's literally a fantastical unicorn once you're past the age of 23 unless you worked out something really special. I don't enjoy anything anymore. The world has taken everything from me.
Being creatively unaccomplished, having no partner, kids, friends or community makes you nothing at all. It is a living nightmare.
#I know that posting about psychological trauma happening online to strangers that don't care is a fruitless activity#but if I don't post it somewhere I'm going to implode in my skin from all this life inside of me unexpressed#genuinely#I am a genuine crazy person who has justifiably lost their mind#THERE IS NO HUMANITY IN THE MIDDLE CLASS#and anything that you create to try to GET YOURSELF OUT IS CONSIDERED WORTHLESS BECAUSE NOBODY CARES AT THIS AGE
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I feel like to describe Steven's shows as him flaunting wealth and eating gold from the bussoms of royalty is quite a dishonest summarization and transparent way to not even try an understand what the fuck the show is. Its a show about sharing and partaking in different cultures lmao. Like, you know there are classes in college for that right? Literally just exposing you to different cuisines and culture's? Thats Steven's show and I don't see the ethical problem in budgeting money to do so, if you want to watch that sort of entertainment (i do! I do! I do. You don't that okay). He's always been about connecting with others and sharing life experiences. Yea he owns a Tesla, lame shit not gonna lie but I'm not a wimp and I'd say that to anyone with a Tesla, even Steven. So yeah fine whatever rip on him for that lmao. But to call a show wheres he's just touring to connect with others and share their food out of touch and classist? Pfffftttt. Wow how cruel and unethical. Criticize him all you want, but none of you are. Its all half ass accusations and weird fucking Vibe Checks where you deem him Not Right cus he didn't smile correctly or wide enough. You are not his friend but Also, not his life long enemy fool. You don't know him well enough to hate or love him accurately.
#i do believe the attacks were him were subconsciously biased#such as he doesnt emote the way i want him to to garner sympathy#WEIRD#WEIRD THING TO SAY#i forgot how WEIRD people are online#youre not an empath#youre an assuming and nosy nelly#its just#whatever excuse you give yourself to act like an ass is a loser move#i dont like tina fey because i just dont#yall can be the same fuck you dont need to create assertation as to why this person you dojt know sucks on like#a personal level or even ethical cus he did nothing wrong ethically than be annoying#taylor swift is ACTUALLY doing unethical things to the environment like shit on her for that all you want#but i would find it weird if you were shitting on taylor like she was your friend#like the Gaylors#THATS WEIRD#watcher#steven lim#also actively racist i saw you and guess what yah blocked#you wont see this cus of that but ya blocked
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#it's been literally 7 years since my last post#so an old meme is only fitting#my life has again spiraled to the point of me rediscovering this torturous game#i'm sure there will only be like 2 people who will ever see this#1 of them being me#not only do few people still use tumblr#but even fewer are still active fans of mm#i can't imagine i have any active followers...#but i figured i should say something before i start up again#to commemorate my fall from grace back into the rabbithole#it's also seemingly impossible to find the content i want with tumblr's new search system#maybe it's old by now but it's new to me#looks like i have tons of old posts in my drafts tho so maybe i'll post some of those later#i should probably change my theme and icon but i'm too lazy for that rn#if this post does happen to grace another's eyes#feel free to unfollow#i understand not wanting unhinged nostalgia cluttering your dashboard#personal#ALSO#i was absolutely delighted to find out they not only created a v route#but one for saeran too#i am now too old for the latter#but i'm pretending he's at least 25 so i can play his route and not feel like the biggest creep on the planet#wild to think the eldest characters would now be 35...
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everyone “the ai is going to take over the world!”
Me an intellectual “brain organoid computation is a man made horror”
ANYWAY HOW’S IT GOING GUYS!!!
I for one accept the LITERAL newborn babies-
(this isn’t even a joke they are literally the equivalent of newborns or pre-term babies with the ability to interact and move in digital or real worlds… which we can grow and develop… bro why did we do this to children)
-who are being used for computer computation, I am so fucking sorry for them holy shit.
As soon as they figure out how to make a circulatory system it is OVER, these poor babies LITERAL BABIES will be basically tortured in a torture nexus being used a biological CPU’s for their entire lives..
they have sentience they are LITERALLY BABIES holy shit.
so uh, yeah artificial intelligence being the hype????
(I knew it was never gonna happen lol, it's a bit too hard and annoying)
FUCK NO BRAIN ORGANOIDS!
anyway nothing particularly fancy I’ve literally expected this to happen my entire life now, and it’s here.
like.. clones, genetics, bioengineering, all this cool stuff it's happening!!!
and uh kinda horrifying I do hope they are treating the organoids okay. the military, and other cool governmental orgs are totally using these.
and that is HORRIFYING, but you know we persist!
anyway cyberpunk is here, be nice to the children (brain organoids) and uh go about your day's guys!
#-pop#activism stuff#Hi guys welcome back to pop updates you on the latest in computers#now we have created uh cyborgs? Literal babies?? To use in computer computation???#personally the cat’s out of the bag with this one#I am so fucking sorry for these poor guys that is a fate worst than death. (NOT REALLY LITTLE BRAIN ORGANOIDS)#”oh but it’s just some brain organoids” bro that’s where they keep the living part of you#without a brain u die. The brain is the u. Tiny fucking little guys with literal eyes half the time#are being subjected to digital hell I am SO SORRY FOR THEM#cyberpunk#cybersecurity#cybercore#computers#punk community#punk#ai#artificial intelligence#technology#brain organoids#before u ask no I am not pro-life I'm pro-choice#this is just INCREDIBLY SCREWED UP#and I for one am not forgetting these are like literally human children <3#ai art#character ai
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