#it wasnt Meant to be time but it sure is now
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late night anatomy practice that turned into a little more
#linkeduniverse#lu time#2023 art tag#yeah alright .#it wasnt Meant to be time but it sure is now#i drew the hair last n wound up w time so whatever HSKABF#pretty tho#croptop n baggy pants for the win#i was so sad to put the waistband on the pants cos there was a stomach there thts hidden now but its ok#time was literally retired n living w his loving wife before the adventure . give him some fuckibg weight
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I can’t believe I’ve never seen anyone mention that Fords college counselor told him multiple times, point blank, to ‘seek therapy’ OH MY GOSH. This man 😭😭 his issues have issues and keep ignoring the help that the people around him try to give him bc he believes he needs to do stuff on his own. The foreshadowing is wild. Stanley, the college counselor, and Fiddleford, all of them trying to reach this man and tell him it’s okay to ask for help.
I hope he and Stanley both got the therapy they needed post-Weirdmaggedon. Or at least talked through their issues like function (semi functional) people
#Can’t believe I haven’t seen anything about this detail#Ford was NOT thriving he was scraping by emotionally and putting all his energy into succeeding in one very specific area#(Academically)#Fiddleford was his lifeline 😭😭#that man was not meant to function alone he just wasnt#First Stanley then Fiddleford and then Bill. Then Fiddleford again. Then he had no one for 30 years#By the time he’d convinced him self. (As he always does) that he’s better off alone#That idea gets shot in the foot point blank just as Stanley gets shot in the head and Ford faces the idea of truly losing his twin#This was supposed to be a shitpost and now it’s ANOTHER analysis I’ve spent way too long on#Gravity falls#stanford pines#young stanford pines#ford pines#grunkle stan#backupsmore#im actually not sure if this is journal 3 or BoB cause I haven’t gotten the book yet. I found this screenshot and lost my marbles#Can’t fucking wait to actually have journal three in a few weeks#You guys are gonna get sick of me#stanley pines#stan twins#fiddleford mcgucket#bill cipher#journal 3#book of bill#character analysis#whoops
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i think its kinda funny (now ive gotten over my fear of arti at least i used to be so fucking sad abt this) that a lot of ppl thought arti was decently easy and spears was really hard meanwhile i was the COMPLETE opposite. spear master my beloved arti my beloathed
#ive gotten over my anxiety around her campaign now but i STILL dont really like it#scavs werent designed to be fought . the entire thing with them is youre meant to stay on their good side or they'll fuck you over#and imo arti BARELY has enough abilities that help with that#the only thing that does really is the parry . grenades are good for groups sure but you cant throw down in the base game so it can be-#-REALLY hard to aim them . im very glad ive gotten over the anxiety around her now (i had the WORST time playing her. this was before i had#-a decent amount of my accessibility mods and i wasnt quite ok with myself cheating yet and... horrid. i hated it so much)#but i really think there should be more accessiblity and difficulty options in remix. ESPECIALLY for arti#rw#lev.txt
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tried putting on my radiator for the first time this winter (we've had snow this week.... its focking cold) but it trips the fusebox for the entire flat lmfao. I'm fuuuucked 😐
#all the other radiators work fine its just mine :'(((#and bc its thw weekend they wont come out to fix it until monday at least so thats great#its fine i havent needed it on this week so far and i have layers and a hot water bottle so ill be fine but i did cry abt it a bit#but not so much abt the radiator just a lot on my mind.. i couldnt pick up my prescription after work either bc the secretary left half an#hour early and the very kind nurse who had a look for it anyway couldnt find it and i cant get there any earlier next week bc of work#i know itll be fine ive already sent an email to ask if they can send it to my local pharmacy instead ill get my meds before they run out#but still i cried a bit walking home from the clinic 😢 just been a long week even if not a bad one. and i miss my friend whos moving#he'll be on the plane now.... man. its a bit selfish but im also sad abt it bc he always noticed how i was feeling when i was at the gym#like if i was privately dealing w some shit or just wasnt quite myself he could tell n would find a moment to gently ask or just be there#without probing abt it like man hes so reassuring and kind and has such a big heart. before he left he asked me to look out for some of#the quieter ones in our group and make sure they feel included and someones listening to them when he wont be around to anymore#😢💔💔💔💔 and i know i didnt know him long enough to become proper good friends with him but it meant a lot that he looked out for me#like all i really want in this world is to feel seen n safe esp when im having a hard time. and none of my closer friends really do that#and thats okay like its not their fault and they just express their way of caring differently but sometimes i feel so lonely ah....#and also my period is due and im kind of scared of how painful itll be bc the last few have been so bad snd i find loneliness a lot harder#when im in a lot of pain and anyway this is all probably just the pre period hormones making me so tearful so it doesnt matter#its ok made a big bowl of rice so im going to eat that wrapped up cosy in bed with a movie i think. and then sleep#.diaries
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ITS BEEN A FUCKING WEEK. PASS THE DETRITUS
#howling#had a lvl 1 trauma at abt 720#which sucks but we were managing fine#call er back at 750 as protocol to ask if theyve transfused and if theyll need more and to make sure they have a t&s ordered#secretary confirms that both units were transfused + they wont be needing more (lol) + a type and screen WAS drawn just not ordered yet#ok cool. all i have to do is wait for the specimen so i can crossmatch the units#im chilling in bloodbank doing bloodbank things#meanwhile. er calls the front desk (blood bank has a separate phone line. they specifically called the lab line instead)#lab assistant takes the call (like normal). theyre not sure what er said exactly but theyre planning to transfer the patient somewhere#and mentioned 'something like mpp???'#midnight tech was upfront and overheard. immediately asked if they meant MTP#lab assistant wasnt sure but said she had asked if er wanted to talk to blood bank (aka me) and they said no#both the assistant and the tech assumed that they DIDNT actually mean mtp because that would be fucking bonkers#if they casually mention it to a lab assistant and NOT FUCKING BLOOD BANK#and i didnt hear about this phone call until like maybe an hour or two later btw#anyways. yeah no they called an MTP#thats always fucking awful but they DID bring down the t&s partway thru#patient had no history and the only other specimens on file were drawn at the same time#so i order a confirmatory type to make things easier later on. it needs to be drawn by either the nursing team or by a lab assistant#screen is negative so at least we only need to do an immediate spin crossmatch on everything#we get all the units emergency issued + the platelets are ordered and issued normally after the t&s is done since it doesnt need a xmatch#er cancels the mtp. theyve transfused 6 out of the 8 units we sent them. two remaining units being sent to or#or is told directly that the mtp was canceled and that theyd need to call a new one if things escalate again#ok. things are calming down. its fine. i got all the xmatches done and theyre all compatible which is great#we get in a delivery from arc of platelets bringing us back up to 6 on the shelf (we need 5 on hand tomorrow morning for an open heart)#(at this point i find out about the phone call i mentioned earlier)#i get a call from or. my heart sinks immediately#or nurse says they need 2 rbcs and 2 platelets and theyre sending someone down RIGHT NOW to pick it up#we still hadnt gotten that confirmatory btw#im too stunned to say anything else so i just go ok. and hang up
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why do i always have to love the killers everyone hates 💀
#i reaaaaaaaaally love the knight. but im truly not inspired to play him in public matches#not only bc i only got him tonight and i suck but also bc every damn video i watch ppl dc immediately against him#i swear DCing has become more of a problem while i was gone????#like yea its always been normal for someone to dc bc theyre pissy abt getting tunneled or something#but surely it wasnt this common to just immediately stop running and give up when you see the killer for the first time#(oops sorry i used DCing and killing yourself on hook interchangeably here but i meant that to me both seem to be way more common now)
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boy how do you reblog such great things
been cultivating my dash for years. i also found most of them in my drafts
#looked at my drafts to find a Rb about my day / the boy i like (☕) BUT. IT ATE JT LMAO POST IS GONE#however i will do it here and now#SO IT WAS “CULTURE DAY” TODAY BUT MOST PPL USE IT AS NON UNIFORM DAY#I go in & see ☕ in form and go to assembly blah blah blah dont see him again until 3rd period#i sit behind him in english bc we have a room change and i have an excuse hes sososo funny and talks to me like the whole time#same as biology but he got kicked out for talking too much lol#then at lunch he disappears nd im a little bummed BUT HE APPEARS FROM THE HALL AND INVITES ME#so i go and bring my friends too and we sit while he & some younger years dance#and hes dancing and slaying etc etc all flamboyant /pos /pos /pos sometimes on the stage sometimes near us#near us he looks. fucking DEAD into my eyes and sings along to the song when its like “i know you like me” or sum#NDJSBDJSBE AHHHHH#and im sat a little away from the group but he sits with me specifically#friendgroup takes a pic without me really noticing & my friend Annabelle jokingly goes “why is Bev looking at ☕ with so much love”#I laugh it off. but ohhh ny god u have no idea. i was heart eyes motherfucker the whole time#HES SO CUTE IM SCREAAAAMING WITH THE WAY HIS KIPPAH KINDA MOVES HIS HAIR & HIS NEW GLASSES & SHIRT THAT ISNT UNIFORM SO I CAN SEE HIS WAIST#UGHFJSBSKSB MY GOD MY GOD MY GOD#hes so cool its so scary to be around him#then in PE we were meant to habe just dance for the last 2 weeks but theres been no available room#our group were in the gym but we got permission to wonder around instead#☕ says “whatre you doing?” i say “walking aimlessly” and he says “OH MY GOD PERFECT SAME LETS DO IT TOGETHER”#so him & me & my friends r walking and then im like. can we play just dance in the tennis courts#So he gets it on his phone starts playing and dibs me as a partner for Girlfriend and Timber. oh my sweet lord.#GODDD HES SO PRETTY AND FUNNY AND COOL IM OBSESSED WITH HIM OH MY GOD.#so anyway. thats the answer to your question LMAOOO#loz tag#asks#beverly says stuff#the bev is gay chronicles#☕#like before i wasnt sure if i LIKE-LIKED him or if it was hyperfix or smthn. im now 100%sure i really really like him
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Thinking about how one time at church, this girl who always asked how I was doing once told me that I couldn't say "tired" anymore and had to give her a "real" response. Almost casually told her I wanted to kill myself
#i was 13 skfkfj#idk what happened but im pretty sure my beat friend interrupted and answered the question for me (thank god for her)#i was so depressed back then but then when people noticed i just *shocked pilachu face*#oh god autistic memories are coming back to me now#i also had multiple people try to ask me if i 'wanted to talk outside' and such and me being a dumbass i always either said 'no'#or said yes but didnt know it was an interrogation. i just thought they wanted to talk outside cause it was nice out#in my defense it WAS nice out and i didnt want to go outside sooo#theyd be like 'sooo hows it going' and id be like 'what are you actually asking me :3' but not really cause i didnt know#that people werent saying what they meant back then#it was a very confusing time for all of us#lmao i was purposely obtuse other times thougj#friend asked to see my wrist (IN THE FUCKING CROWDED YOUTH ROOM?? girl ily but get some manners and common sense)#and i just. showed her the wrist i didnt have scars on yet lol#then later she physically forced my sleeve up to see the other arm 🥲 and she wasnt even nice after. anyways were not friends now
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I've been following that AITA blog for a bit now and it has me thinking about my own life situations with conflict and drama. A passive "do I have anything I could submit to that blog?" But upon thinking about it, it's like... I really find no value in asking strangers whether I'm "the asshole" in situations. There are situations where I'm clearly not at fault, situations where I was a little shit but it was justified, and at least one situation where I have a definite "Oh yeah, I was definitely the asshole there". All in the past, so it's not like I'd even need advice or anything. I already know, so what's the point?
Maybe it stems from me being a generally self-aware and self-confident kind of person. I know what's going on with myself, know when I've wronged people, & I have a mentality of "well, I'll try to not do that in the future." Even if I feel a little guilty thinking back, what's the point of asking after something when I know I'm at fault? Or situations where things were complicated and both people had fault in things, but I know I wasn't being shitty on purpose & that's what matters to me. Ultimately, it results in a bunch of strangers drawing conclusions about things I really don't care about outside input on.
Still love reading the blog tho. There's something about reading up on random people's life drama that satisfies that gossipmonger soul in me So well.
#speculation nation#i think the most blatantly YTA thing id get is when i ghosted that guy i was seeing back when i was 20 or so#wasnt ever actually dating but i made it sound like i would. very much led him on.#then realized i just wasnt into cishet guys At All and dropped him out of nowhere bc i was 20 and didnt know how to deal with feelings#objectively it was a pretty awful thing for me to do. and i feel bad that i did it.#have i ever tried to reach out and apologize tho? no lmao#it happened so long ago now i feel like itd bring more animosity than relief anyways.#id like to think ive learned from it tho. Dont Date People Just For The Hell Of It.#god it rly is my romantic history where im the biggest asshole. my prior girlfriend too#i do feel bad about that. i never meant to hurt her but that sure is what i did.#it was better to break it off when i did. wouldve been better had i did it earlier but oh well.#then as a teenager and my whole fucked up romance life then...#but NO LONGER!!!!!!!! hopefully lol. im rly into my current girlfriend and after my last one ive been dedicated to. not do that again.#cant date people just because im bored. that's never ended well for me.#i learned my lesson this time for SURE!!!!!#anyways yea id say more constently id be The Asshole in these situations. but im only human man it happens.#other situations it's usually just fucked up situations with me being a toxic little shit in response bc it's all i knew.#idk. community voting doesnt matter to me. learning from my prior mistakes and shortcomings is what matters to me.#it's interesting to see the blog tho. people are insecure about some of the most trivial things sometimes...
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the gangs all here :)
#fantastics from exile tribe#sato taiki#i was going to post this as a translation but decided i wasnt qualified bc i couldnt exactly figure out wtf 流右 meant lmao#but unofficially here in the tags im p sure it says something like#'ahh this is cuter than ever huh.. my kid is always having a good time lol' (taikis kid = upagoro)#but anyways right u are taiki this is ADORABLE#all the kids having a playdate😭😭😭😭#i hadnt thought of all the member merch creatures being friends but I DO NOW#absolutely crying at the staff putting all the member merch together backstage to greet them tho😭😭😭😭#this is how i would have them all together if i could buy them🥺 theyre besties and have to stick together#i would put them in so many situations pls ldh let me buy them PLS
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i will never stop saying i love you. idc if it's strange. i love you random stranger at the grocery store, i love you scruffy dog stucking your head out of the window of your owner's car, i love you moss growing in the cracks of the sidewalk. i will find love in everything and everyone
#personal#out of it bc double dose of my nerve meds but im feeling sappy. i love everyone ok peace and love ✌️💗#ive finally gotten to a point where i can say i love you with confidence so if i wanna say it im going to#but i only say it if i mean it. wasnt sure if i meant it all the other times but now i know bc now i see love everywhere i go#i may be upset tomorrow. maybe in a few hours even. but rn i feel love so much around me so im content
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hello!!!! he is here (in his rain boots) to offer a distraction! lol
whats the format you prefer w snz stuff?? (like a fic, wav, video, etc!)
in his rain boots!!! ToT I love him omg so precious~ thank you for sending in the ask!!
For making myself, or consuming content?
Content Consuming Wise, I love art, wav, and fics, buuuut I think I may lean towards fics..? Still love the others, but I find in general that fics are easier content to consume for me, but still provide a full experience?? Idk man maybe it's just that I read a fic today that changed my brain chemistry (shout out to bestwhumpist) but im just. Fics. Agughghh~ (though a good wav is still ~chefs kiss~)
Making Myself, honestly I enjoy making most forms of content! But recently I've been having a lot more writing burn out, so wav making has kinda been something I enjoy more~ even though I'm still not that good and it takes me forever hahaha~ But I'll always remember my roots with fics, I've always enjoyed writing!
#waterfallasks#thank you for sending this innnn <3#i wasnt sure which you meant so i went with answering both options#hope that's alright!!! but yeah i find im more selective with wavs then fics honestly#and uh... maybe a bit of a controversial take but- i dont tend to actually like videos!#like its generally i find ones i DO like and thats surprising rather than finding ones i DONT#assume dislike until proven otherwise type of deal i guess!~#BUT ALSO IN THESE TAGS SHOUTING OUT BESTWHUMPIST AGAIN FOR THAT T/RIGUN MASTERPIEC#ive said this to her but the line about “give me a real one this time” or whatever it was#changed me. it changed it me and it lives in my head now. i dont remember the exact wording but that line. aughguh
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I know lol <3 /vpos
! You can make any male character significantly hotter by giving them excessive piercings.
#this screenshot was from november 19th#(exactly a week ago)#the first time i wasnt 100% certain it was intended for me. in case the fire emoji meant something else#(which is why i didnt acknowledge it to you beyond liking the post) (if i was wrong that’d be embarrassing)#(sometimes people use the fire emoji almost more like a face emoji)#(ya know. brain ofc suggesting any possible compliment isnt really intentional unless its completely undeniable)#but i did blush and giggle just in case (i was pretty sure it was for me)#(hence the screenshot) (just to save for when i wanna go back and read compliments)#(im not saying the way you phrased it before was bad or inferior i really liked it hehe)#but now im CERTAIN it was for me hehe#thank you <3#i hope you can get some sleep#love you!#lilac tags
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I don't know anymore
#it is hard to get out of bed.#i know i hurt her i know i didnt listen to her feelings again#but its hard to think about anybody elses feelings when youre being broken up with#i dont ever want to love again#i dont ever want to put myself through that again#im not a good person#and i surely dont deserve love#she was the closest i had ever come to wanting to get married and live a life together#i realize thats just never going to happen for us#no matter how much i love her#i just dont know what to do without her now#i dont know#its not like i meant to stop giving her attention#its not like i meant to not see her for so long#its just how life played out for us#and it fucked me over#and im angry and im allowed to be#i just needed time#and i would have given her all the time in the world#and no matter what i say it will be my fault in the end#because i didnt try hard enough#didmt love enough#didnt go see her#wasnt mature enough somehow#everything about me she hated anyway...#everything#im sure she only stuck with me because i was the only one giving her attsntion#and when i couldnt as much because of my sickness and me going through so many fucking issues#she bailed#no matter how i try to see it im just left like i always was and always will be. there is no timeline where i get what i want in the end.
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okay but working at the theatre has some rly interesting side effects. such as "oh hey i notice if the actors are actually not quite on top of their game for once" or "i notice every change in speech or where they walk" and in this one case also "what the fuck are they even doing with that scene it changes every single time wtf"
#sometimes they do a certain piece of dialogue?#sometimes they shorten it?#sometimes they completely throw out that scene?#and i dont know whats it meant to be bc im pretty sure ive seen all three versions during an actual performance#theres another piece of text also that kept shifting but i think that ones set now#i think it was the same the last three times i heard it#no but its so interesting still#like if that was the first time id seen the play id be like WHOA showstopping performance#and now im like yeah its still a banger play and performance and yall are amazing actors#but also that one guy wasnt really feeling it today was he#best thing its a guy ive talked to!!! its so cool#i still not over getting the opportunity to meet the people ive been staring at admiringly for over a year now#and theyre chilld as fuck too! like! whoa#well so far i havent Actually talked to many of them yet#but i WILL#i will talk to so many people#and next time ill even get my nerves down and actually like. also tell them what i think of them. as actors#bc they should know that theyre literally amazing#especially [rant redacted]#and when i say rant BOY can i go off!!#a biscuit's rambles#anyway i dont think i ever want to leave the theatre#like. in general. theatres are so cool
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hello gamers minor life update I have been doing Real bad lately so I will likely continue to be very inactive, but hey on the bright side I have been fleshing out some eternal gales lore I reworked a while back and I can happily say that Dodie no longer completely contradicts the very nature of reality in eternal gales and the fog tower™ officially has a real reason to exist again so hell yeah to that
#rat rambles#eternal gales#oc posting#this is a piece of lore I technically updated a while ago but I mostly just relocated dodie home to a different piece of worldbuilding#but now Im fleshing things out a bit more and Im so glad that I set myself up such an easy way to jump ship on the old stuff#it also makes my life easier because it means that I have an actual reason for mase to be the first person dodie encounters in person#also an actual reason to trap him at first sorry dude it adds to the suspense#longggggg story short dodie lives in the universe's core of sorts#its where all the other characters are transported to at the beginning of the story due to other stuff#I already had it as a thing that the core attempts to replicate the casts home and food and such to help maintain them#but the fog tower™ had its core echo in place since forever basically#mostly because the narrator wanted to get dodie a home set up in the core instead of having to find a way to house her in notmal society#now the tower wasnt exactly meant to be found but it still had to be real enough to actually get echoed so it was real enough to be found#hense why mase's family lives in the lower half of it#the top half is fully reserved for setting up stuff to be echoed to dodie's tower#this is mostly handled my cup aka dodie's long distance mom figure#but most of that stuff was done before dodie was properly created and as such cup had to fight for their life to figure out how to best get#this child growing up in fucked up situations as happy and stable as they could with limited budget and time#they were also dealing with doing a lot of this behind the backs of mase's parents as the two wanted them to provide just the bare basics#despite this cup managed to sneak in a shit ton more video tapes than they were supposed to and attempted to cover as much as possible#ofc dodie still ended up incredibly unstable and fucked up anways but she still loves her long distance video mom dearly#up til she was like 12 or so those tapes were the only way she could see and hear another person#but yeah in the echoed version the lower half of the tower is mostly consumed by plantlife and the such#hense why dodie avoids the area like the plague she has hashtag issues regarding plants#oh yeah Ive also been thinking abt fydd a lot lately#I have been slowly developing a bit of a side plot for him in my head that Im not 100% sure Im going to commit to but Im mivrowaving it#basically I was thinking abt each of the human casts sort of quote unquote domains are#by that I mean the whole reason they get drawn to the universe core is because theyre all sorta connected to universe functions#fydd is one of the weird ones because his place in the system is the basic software ig would be the best way to put it?#hes connected to the very base of the system that the rest of the functions are built into
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