#it hurts to breathe. like the muscles

[galpalaven]

i am in such an extreme fibro flare i didnt know i could experience this level of pain without like needing the hospital lmao

[idontliketomatoesleavemealone]

OH RIGHT WHOOPING COUGH CAN BREAK YOUR RIBS

[thecommunityoftrustworthysinks]

this is not afcKING DRILL YOU GUYS I POPPED A JOINT IN MY NECK BACK IN PLACE THAT HAS BEEN CAUSING ME PAIN AGONY AND INABILITY TO MOVE MY NECK RIGHT FOR LIKE 5+ YEEEEAAAARSSSSS

THIS IS GENUINELY ONE OF THE GREATEST THINGS THAT HAS HAPPENED IN MY LIFE IM NOT EVEN EXAGGERATING LIKE THIS IS UP THER EWITH MY TOP SURGERY I CAN TOUCH MY EARS TO MY SHOULDERS I CAN ROLL MY NECK IN BOTH DIRECTIONS ???????????????????????????? I CAN STRAIGHTEN MY NECK. I CAN STRAIGHTEN MY NECK AND THERE ISN'T AN EXCRUCIATING INDENTED VERTEBRAAAAAAA

[nuppu-nuppu]

I really wanna draw but I'm suddenly super sick and everything hurts pls send help

[stirdrawsandreblaws]

if you see this feel free to reblog and bitch abt whatever you want in the tags

[idnull]

hey, so sorry i haven’t been online, i really really overextended myself these past two weeks physically and mentally, and now i’m paying for it by being so sick i can barely function lol

i promise i’m gonna try to be on tomorrow or monday (i have plans on sunday)

i love y’all, thank you for your patience

[autistic-katara]

ok but why did rollerskating cure my anxiety

[quietwingsinthesky]

thinks about child-but-growing-fast amara and lucifer in the same room and gets ill.

[freakqueer]

yall would not believe how fucked my back is

[scrawlingwithstyle]

my skeleton is held together with overstretched rubber bands and a whole lotta hope

[yoshiyakiryu-archive]

I haven't gotten out of bed yet and my alarm hasn't gone off to get up but I can already tell it's going to be a bad day

[symbioticsimplicity]

I'll be honest friends, I'm really feeling The Longing.

[typenull]

I’ll reblog that commission post tomorrow to gauge more peoples responses in normal hours, its not even certain whether i’ll open them or not. my best friend also very nicely offered some help but i dont want to speak for them so we’ll see more on how the situation develops later... It just sucks because fibro pain is so stupidly abnormal compared to what people usually think of pain as. It’s hard to explain allodynia to people. My back hurts, but it’s not my spine, it’s deep within the muscles and burning at the top of my skin... They hurt to the touch and it feels like the hot, push-and-pull feeling you get in your muscles after you run a lap, but *all of the time* and from *any stimulus*, all over my body. I have to be selective with the clothes i wear and had to stop binding well over a year ago. it’s hard to explain that to most people and have them take me seriously… I’m tired of having to sit on the floor of the walmart checkout and lean against the cooler… I don’t want to have to do it anymore…

[theboardwalkbody]

Help me

[twilitty]

on another note:

you need to learn to love what's good for you.

i don't mean a partner or a job or school.

i mean getting out of bed, drinking water, eating an apple, brushing your hair, going outside, and everything else that seems so hard to do but feels so good once you've done it.

it's amazing what you (body + mind) are capable of. never underestimate yourself. fuel yourself with beautiful art and lovely friends and fresh air and nourishing meals. fuel yourself with loving movement and care and self love.

its hard at first, i know, but eventually you will learn to love these small things and they wont be as hard.

it wont stay this hard, i promise.

[cappurrccino]

need star trek medicine to be real so I can just go get a little psssh of "no more pain, no more coughing" juice and then take a nap for a month to make up for all this lost sleep