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I miss my dad.
I miss my aunt.
Today has been so hard.
This weekend has been so hard.
#grief#kiki shouts into the void#this weekend has been so hard#at least with dad we had some time to come to terms. to say goodbye#this was so sudden#we were supposed to talk on the phone yesterday#she was gonna visit after thanksgiving#which#while sometimes it was fraught#it didn’t matter#none of that fucking mattered#i would let her rearrange my room to her heart’s content#i’d let her talk to me however she wanted#just to have her talk again at all#i have shawls that are half done for her. yarn that was earmarked for her#we had a pile of presents waiting to be sent#saved for christmas#had sent them a subscription box of fun things to eat.#it arrived there sat#we texted almost every day in the family group chat#i keep pulling up our thread to share something anf then i remember#i went to share a knitting project with her#and i can’t#we had plans to see a show in jan#we had plans for camping in the summer#that is going to be so hard#there were bad times. yes. some things were very difficult sometimes.#but i also laughed so much. and even if things were difficult she was ALWAYS in my corner#i’m just. so sad rn#i miss her
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“Rae, why does this coin look so unique compared to the other yen?”
“Oh! See how this one has a face instead of the number of value on it? It’s because this is American currency, this here is a quarter, worth 25 cents. They have George Washington’s portrait in them.”
“That- That’s George Washington!? The first president of the United States!?”
“Uh… yah? What’s wrong?”
“Nothing! I simply, uhm… envisioned him rather differently than… this.”
Based on Even in the Next One !!! This isn’t an actual scene inside the chapters, but it’s just so easy to imagine them with how lively they feel. Please go give it a read if you haven’t yet <3
To @jobrrr : AUUGHH I’M IN LOVE WITH YOUR FIC!!! It has been a few months since I last became this invested in one :’D It just feels SO real and there are so many thoughts in my head as a result; hopefully I overcome my shyness and drop a comment proper sometime soon. Thank you for your service.
ALSO @melpymoo ! HUGE thank you for reading this alongside me omfg this is crazy, never before has a hyperfix been revived this violently 😭 Ty for granting me the space to be totally normal about these 2, looking forward to the rest of your reactions ^^
#I was planning on working on this in the server vc while we listened to the LN2 audiobook#But I got so fucking invested all over again I didnt and actually just sat there in dread#counting the pages until *that* scene on the final chapter arrived#i was sick#i was ill#its okay though drawing afterwards was my therapy#ANYWAYS#im gonna go read ch12 now wish me luck im worried#ilu Rei Oohashi you’ll forever be famous no matter if you can make a crème brûlée or not#just PLEASE COMMUNICATE#long live yuri#okay tag time#watashi no oshi wa akuyaku reijou#wataoshi#i’m in love with the villainess#im in love with the villainess#claire francois#rae taylor#rei ohashi#iftv#iltv
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Various inhabitants of rivendell
(inspired by @thesummerestsolstice here and here)
#silm#silmarillion#lotr#rivendell#maglor#erestor#i hope you do not mind me borrowing garthaglir like a particularly cool rock on the playground#i imagine glorfindels arrival at rivendell like#he walks into the library and runs into garthaglir#both of them scream#but then later glorfindel sat him down and taught him to do fancy braids#now they are friends#later he was part of the redhorn pass search and rescue team out of loyalty to the people who took him in#(bonus points if he was originally a caradhras orc...)#he has joined glorfindel in Team Hair Down During Battle and elrond is so tired#although later he teaches elrond the local dialect of black speech#they spend weeks in the library transcribing texts and poring over the etymology of particularly quenya-derived words#orcs are kind of undead (see: aure entuluva battle) and elrond is weird and somewhat maiarin#somebody eventually forces them to go take a break after three weeks of nonstop linguistics-bonding#feanors ghost is Proud#(he also is glad that erestor eventually befriended lindir because hey! thats one grandkid who didnt disown everyone)#the one old feanorion and thingols guard both refuse to modernize their armor#elrohir is like 'you know mail is a thing now right?? leg armor has existed for two ages and youre still wearing your fancy battle robes'#to which both of them will yell something only vaguely understandable about modern armor being poorly made#and then proceed to fight about whose armor was actually more effective at the dagor nuin giliath#(theyre that old)
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i like the car movies a lot.......
#cars#pixar cars#lightning mcqueen#sally carrera#my art#art#drawing#fanart#sketch#these r SOOOOOOOO messy dont worry abt jt#i love sally n mcqueen so muhcnman#sally the love of my LIFEEEE#also his pyjamas in the court sketch r. bc i asked my pals what we think he was wearing when he got separated from mack. bc its SO funny to#imagine him in his pjs in court trying to seduce sally#like realisitclally hes probably not. they peobably gave him a change of clothes he did in fact make a mess#but man.....the idea of him stood there in his own branded pjs . .....it enamours me#temporary wheelchair user mcqueen after his crash is reel to me <3#he doesnt even need it for that long but by god he decks it out#note that they have rings on in the cars 3 ones...theyre married...#the second one is all sally when she arrived at radiator sprrriiings i rhink of her too much#ft flo & sheriff#ur sheriff. ur watching the road leading into town (even the towns basically dead anyway noones fucking coming in so ur legit just sat ther#eating lunch and thinking abt ur husband). a blue porsche rolls in and ur like huh. a visitor. thats new. the porsche suddenly just gives#out in the middle of the road and ur like. oh shit lemme call mater. before u get the chance to do that u r cut off by the LONGEST BEEP#IN HISTORY as sally carrera#burnt out from lawyering#slams her head on the wheel and yells FUCKKKKKKKKKK. this is MY canon now.#sheriff watching a stressed 20 smth in a business suit repeatedly knock her head against her steering wheel while muttering about#how this Has to be her annoying bosses fault somehow#wondering if he should offer her some help or just let her get it out of her system
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I forgot how good the Pendragon family drama was
#im sat here eating popcorn#while Arthur challenges Uther#morgause#has also arrived#bbc merthur#bbc merlin#arthur pendragon#uther pendragon#fuck uther#morgana pendragon#gaius merlin#merlin#gwen merlin
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i'll write a proper long post about this thats more detailed eventually, but another deliberate way hannibal manipulated will in s1 is by blurring the lines between their therapy sessions conversations about will's emotions and killers' emotions/motivations.
for example:
will is frantic and traumatized by his hallucination of killing the girl that georgia madchen killed in 1x10. hannibal responds to that, then relates will's experience to the killers experience. uses the word delusion as a bridge. this prompts will to dig further into the killer's head. while he's responding, will is closing his eyes and staring off into the distance, as if he is seeing what the killer is seeing. then, using the word lonely as a bridge, he brings the subject back to will.
hannibal does this constantly.
even in episode two, the second time they had ever been alone in hannibal's office together, hannibal does this.
will is frantic and traumatized from his hallucination of hobbs in the grave of one of the mushroom garden people. hannibal just barely talks him down from it, then instantly changes the subject to the killer. forcing will back into the killer's head. then changes the topic to will again. blurring the lines between them, again, and again, and again.
#obviously this wasnt sadistic#i think at first hannibal was just curious what would happen if he fucked around like this#but then he arrived at the genuine belief that he was helping will through doing this#through what will told him in their sessions#man literally admitting to enjoying murder the first time he sat down in the stupid patient chair LOL#so will was definitely not 100% innocent from the start at all#hannibal just made him worse#or better depending on which perspective you look at it from#nbc hannibal#hannibal lecter#hannibal#will graham#hannigram#pluto analyzes#hannibal meta#hannibal analysis#buffet froid#amuse bouche#hannibal 1x10#hannibal 1x02
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Hi, how is college fairing?
it's been a little frustrating but otherwise mostly alright, thanks for asking! hope you're having a nice dayyy
#not me tearing my hair apart from my lecturer asking me to change my stuff and then going like 'why did you do this'#my good sir it was your feedback what do you want lmao#it's been weeks arghegrjrggrkgrggargkrgk#on the other hand ive been busy so theres that too#but like a good kind of busy?#there'll be some halloween event by my school this sat-sun and me and a few friends are running a booth to sell some art stuff and stickers#it'll be from 10am-10pm at straits quay in penang#if anyone's around feel free to drop by and say hi!#we don't know the exact location of our table yet but you'll know when you see a table with an amount of rwby things lmao#i wish i could do some more other stuff but yknow. time and the cost of printing#all our stuff would probably arrive tomorrow or friday; hope that it'll look okay hhh#we also have like. 700 pieces of hard candy courtesy of a friend's mom lol#i've always wanted to try out doing something like this so it's nice and exciting#sorry it's been a hot minute since i last blabbed this much in the tags 😂
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Just remembered that Will sat on the icebox in the van for the 30 hr ride back to Hawkins
#byler#stranger things#that willelmike dynamic in the van after the monologue needs to be studied under a microscope#like why couldn’t we see the aftermath of his monologue???#what happened??#when will sat on the icebox did el and mike look confused??#did they offer to leave room for him to sit there but he declined politely like no that’s okay…#followed by the next 30 hrs of awkward#I know the vibes were OFF#that’s the reason they only let us be confronted with them by the time they arrived in Hawkins#they needed to shift the mood to confusion about Hawkins’ state#bc they could not reveal what the vibes were like before that#no but the prospects of el hugging all of them after saving max#and it’s like emotional and they’re all so relieved she’s alive#but then shortly after that when they’re planning going back to Hawkins#she’s distant again#maybe it’s with everyone so they just brush it off as her needing time to process everything#but it’s still suspicious because…#why are things with her and mike still feeling very off#and then that’s when they’re getting into the van and then will just adds to the awkwardness even more by sitting on the icebox 😭#I also noticed 2 pillows on the backseat so it’s likely that’s where byler slept in s4 during their shenanigans#so I’m guessing that where el and mike slept while Will slept on the floor 😭#no but seriously they could not show any of that without giving it all away#the angst and heartbreak and confusion and regret would have been so loud 😅
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eva for @deathianartworks' bday. happy birth 🎉
#i didnt think i would get anything done 😭 got a cold n its been draining all my lifeforce ngl#eva is v cool i totally didnt have that ref you sent in the discord for witchy open for like a week among my forest of tabs n looked at it#every now n then n went “i need to get that done” only for the day to arrive n i hadnt done anything n just sat down. head empty.#blacket out. came back with this.#my art
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Bookbinding (2 copies) of This Thing of Darkness by @maggieandthedragon, spring 2023.
This Thing of Darkness (Fantastic Beasts, Percival Graves x Credence Barebone) is a serious but hopeful look at the difficulties of helping someone face depression, whether it be for intervening in a crisis or the providing support in the long slog of continuing to get up every day. People are messy and difficult, but it is good to be together. As dark as it might be, we can receive help, and sometimes the help we offer each other is the most important thing in the world. It's no wonder this is one of the most popular works in the pairing tag. Recommended also for compelling side characters and interesting magic system additions.
-------------------------------About this project under the cut
This is one of the first fanfics I bound for myself when I started ficbinding last year. TTOD is one of my top ten favorite fics of all time and when I realized I could learn to do typesetting and bind fics I immediately knew I wanted to make a hard copy of this novel. My personal copy has a different spine because it’s part of a matching set of my favorite Percival x Credence fanfics; the set is almost complete.
Materials: text laser printed on archival paper; Italian rayon bookcloth, purple batik-pattern cotton backed with handmade wood pulp paper, bookboard, PVA glue, cotton cheesecloth used as mull. Stitched with cotton thread, beeswax, and linen tapes, plus embroidery thread and hemp cord for the endbands. Endpapers are marbled Italian paper by London-based artist Stephan Parenti (Peacock Paper studio) which I got on Etsy specially for this binding because I wanted it to be fancy.
I learned how to stitch endbands for this book as well. The bindings aren't perfect but I’m still quite pleased with the result. The whole time it’s been on my bookshelf I keep looking at it and going heehee I made a book ✨✨✨✨ Author copy has been mailed to maggiedragon.
#artists on tumblr#bookbinding#ficbinding#fanbinding#gradence#handmade books#my art#fantastic beasts#this thing of darkness#maggiedragon#these sat partly finished on my shelf for so long until I could find the right endpapers#author copy arrived in the mail today :DDD#tailfeather binding#here there be fandom
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albert and julian at dinner with friends / january 2023 (x)
#bands#the strokes#julian casablancas#albert hammond jr#casamond#post tna era#eye contact#(insane voice) so like julian arrived last right so why did the two on the left stand up to let him sit inside beside albert#he couldve just sat on the outside#and yet.#grasping at straws is an olympic sport and casamond fans are winning
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Bo-Katan Kryze + Chapter 17: The Apostate
#bo-katan kryze#katee sackhoff#bo katan#the mandalorian#star wars#swedit#can't believe one year ago bo invented sitting#no heterosexual explanation for how she sat on that throne either#din is stronger than me if i would have collapsed foaming at the mouth if i arrived on kalevala and saw her sitting like that#ANYWAY i love her i love her I LOVE HER her redemption arc means everything to meeeeee#you can see how dead and hopeless she was here ugh i'm so proud of her#also primadonna by marina came on shuffle while i was making this djdjdkd fits her well i think#bo edits#my edits#my gifs#hopefully i'll make more of her now i have some scenepacks heheh
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Steve Harrington: Certified Airport Dad™️
#you know he’s got everybody up and at ‘em six hours before their flight#he has everyone’s tickets#he’s weighed everyone’s luggage twice#he has a snack bag#he’s checked the boarding schedule sixteen times since they arrived#he also hasn’t sat down yet#everyone is placing bets on how long it will be before he freaks out and realizes they forgot something#i’m on vacation rn#so this is the best i can do for a#steve harrington father’s day#post#hcs by g#steve harrington
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Just one of those things I just need to yell out so my executive functions work but make a separate post because I'm already getting blocked for my hot takes...
Are Doctor and Master trying to change each other? Oh, lately it's been framed as this, sure, but are they really? Or are they just trying to convince each other that when you get right down to the bottom of it, what the other wants is the same that they want, the other just hasn't realised this yet, but surely with a mind like that they'll arrive at it eventually, because it's the only rational conclusion?
#it's not a conflict between a creationist and an evolutionist it's a conflict between a kantist and a nietzscheanist#contrary to popular belief neither of them sat down to justify evil they were both trying to derive ethics from reason yk#SOMEHOW they arrived at completely opposite viewpoints#dw meta#thoschei#doctor x master
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think I cooked too hard and ended up in jazzprowlrod hell. do NOT send help, I'm still getting a feel for the place. seems neat
#in other words i've finally started reading jazzprowl fics#after avoiding them for yeeeears#b/c when i first joined the fandom i didn't really like the stuff for them i read#usually had an unnecessary power gap that usually favoured prowl#and i was like jazz you're cool but you can do better than this#but BOTH of them being disasters in their own way? now that's a dynamic i can dig#and i'm me so of course i'm sat there going 'hmm yes but what if roddy was there'#and thus we have arrived at jazzprowlrod#thank you for reading my tag ted talk
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v interesting to see how leather ages btw. eg my jacket from the 80s has more creasing etc on one arm than the other (assuming bc the prev owner used that arm more) but super interesting to see the difference in direct contrast
#txt#carol ily. the name and half her ol number is still written in the neck of the jacket#according to the prev seller it was bought n worn in london in the 80s and just kinda sat unused in a wardrobe sincd#n when it arrived to me in the mini pocket it had an old 70s nz 50c coin which adds to that a bit#i keep it in there as a lil token. bc why not
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