#is that what the tumblr girlies call it

[novakiart]

a messy dm wip I won't finish because I'm unhappy with it but they are still very dear to meee

[callhertwice]

call me by your name

[necrotic-nephilim]

jealousy really is the driving force of DamiTim as a ship. love that for them. love how Tim has the Robin mantle ripped away from him and he has to suffer the jealousy of watching Dick and Damian bond. how possessive over Dick Tim can be, to have him stolen by Dick.

even more so though, is the jealousy from Damian. how on earth do you cope when you finally get to be Robin, a role you've convinced is your birthright, and no one really likes you? every prefers the Robin who came before you? Dick regularly reminds you that he can always go and call Tim back when you act out? like the complex Damian has over Tim is unreal. Tim, who was born with a silver spoon in his mouth and had everything handed to him his whole life. he never had to struggle or fight for his place like Damian did. Damian has spent his whole life fighting and proving himself, and yet he can't ever seem to truly claw the mantle of Robin away from Tim. even when Tim lets it go, becomes Red Robin, they seem to share it. Tim can slip back into the role of Robin whenever someone like Dick or Bruce need him to, because *he's* the Robin who they need. he's the Robin who was able to find Bruce. he's the Robin that Ra's wants an heir out of. he's the Robin who even Jason respects. in Damian's eyes, everything Damian has fought tooth and nail for, was handed to Tim.

so of course he's going to react to Tim with violence and aggression, especially after finding out Tim has contingency plans for him. no matter how much Damian proves himself, he's never going to be enough, especially not to Tim. and so his deep refusal to see Tim as family, to acknowledge Tim's legacy is all driven by such an angry jealousy. Tim understands aspects of Bruce's legacy that Damian doesn't, like the need to sweet talk and play nice with the elites of Gotham, even if they're corrupt. they exemplify different aspects of Robin, and the aspects that Tim exemplifies are the aspects that Damian knows he'll never fully understand and therefore holds such a deep contempt for. he wants to fight criminals, not play nice with politicians. Tim understands the side of Gotham that's utterly foreign to Damian. if anything, he represents that side of Gotham, to Damian. a pretty little rich boy who's nothing but a know-it-all and not a real son of Bruce. he can't be a Wayne. he can't be Damian's family.

and all of that angry jealousy leading to unhealthy obsession turned a weird, angry crush from Damian is just my bread and butter. that is how DamiTim should be. to me. Damian obsessed over hating Tim Drake so much he accidentally ends up sort of in love with him and that only makes Damian angrier. because he can't prove everyone right by *also* liking Tim. he can't let Ra's win like that, because frankly why wouldn't Ra's be delighted by Damian and Tim getting together. and it builds and builds with angry passive aggression towards Tim that culminates in angry hate-fucking-that's-not-just-driven-by-hate. love and hate are always viewed as opposites in shipping and i think they're the same intense passion just in different directions. and for the best ships, they're very intertwined. what is DamiTim is not the peak of that. "i put so much of myself into hating you i had no choice but to fall in love with you somewhere along the way" core. love that bleeds into hate and hate that bleeds into love. "you make me so angry i regularly passively try to kill you but not with any real effort because who would i obsess over if you were actually gone" core. murder attempts as a form of courting. contingency plans to take each other out as a love language. they're unwell.

[drinkyrselth]

Tempting & delicious

[virgininorbit]

what I thought summer would be like 🌑🌀🩵

[tylchristine]

and the toughest part is that we both know what happened to you, why you’re out on your own

[bumblebee-art-blog]

Okay, chat, but if I gave Maddie a girlfriend?

She needs love and I will volunteer as tribute.

The fandom and the show could never make me hate you, Maddie Nolen.

[allyyyyyyy]

All those little times you said that I'm your girl You make me feel like your whole world

I'll wait for you, babe, that's all I do, babe Don't come through, babe, you never do

Because I'm pretty when I cry

[huellitaa]

i will not call my enemies fugly hoes

i will not call my enemies fugly hoes

i will not call my enemies fugly hoes

[waltwhitmansbeard]

some of y'all: if the sword was just a "thing" then orym should have no problem setting it aside and not using it!!! he's not entitled to it!!!

those same ppl: laudna deserves to unilaterally absorb the power of the sword to feed the necromantic bitch half-puppeting her corpse whom the party already knows is explicitly evil and untrustworthy

[callmebyyournamelover]

[licorishh]

i love og soap too much. my stomach hurts. i don't feel good.

[paintpaintpaintman]

A little bit tired. Everyone needs a break every once in a while!

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Being a cult leader is one thing, being a god is another. I think it would be rough for the first few centuries, and even though they don't need to sleep, The Lamb should indulge in a little nap here and there.

I wanna make short comics about Narinder being a new bishop lol I mean I bet he gets it

After my last post, I'm doing a lot better. I just got hired for a new job with better pay and I've been able to have a few days to myself, and it has helped me a ton. I'm still not doing *great*, but it's not unbearable like it was before. All of the reblogs I got from people wishing me well also super helped me, I appreciate such kindness! Small steps up from here, right? That's how we all do it, anyway.

Thanks for looking at my stuff, as always 💖

[cassie48]

This is my bible

[lunaireas]

jfc i need to spend some money today

[mi-a-mor]

If I'm scolding you (after some mistake that you made) with all the bad curse words included (in all the possible languages that i know)....that's only because i love you, you STUPID!! 🥰