#irreparable harm

[howifeltabouthim]

Perhaps this was an after-life. Vast tracts of his soul no longer existed, his soul was devastated and laid waste, he was functioning with half a soul, with a fraction of a soul, like a man with one lung.

Iris Murdoch, from The Book and the Brotherhood

[govtshutdown]

So much for getting some rest for a few months.

[eirianerisdar]

So I’ve just blocked the insane person who tried to justify Perez’s actions on my post by literally saying “he was angry” but idiots aside I’m genuinely concerned that there’s a level of “my baby can do no wrong” that makes someone willing to justify medical endangerment as “my baby was angy and he can express his angy however he wants even if it’s pushing someone’s head after he made impact with a wall at 300km/h”

[danmeichael]

me writing relationships where the relationship isn't quite platonic or romantic and it's comfortable and easy but there's a wanting and a hunger underneath it all that haunts the characters and makes their closeness all at once warmer and bittersweet: ehehehehehe. ehehehe. nice.

me reading that: i need to remove my ribs from my body one by one and break them over my knee.

[woodchipp]

I have been going through your omori and because im curious, you have been approaching your re-write with the premise that mari killed herself, which is the best choice since it gives mari agency, but how would you approach it if you hypehetically had to keep sunny killing mari?

You wouldn't have to keep the idea of basil and sunny covering her death and keep it as a twist, im just curious because the theme of people commiting irrreparable harm and what it means to continue after that is something i take great intrest in and I would like to know your thoughts on it ^_^

Fair warning - this will get gross. Reader discretion is advised.

Honestly? The best (and only) approach I can think of is making Mari abusive. Preferably sexually. That way, you could keep the plotline of Sunny killing her while giving him an actually understandable reason for doing so. People won't see that Mari getting offed as "commiting irreparable harm", but you know what? Sunny would.

I think this sort of confused feelings would be interesting to explore. He should feel guilty. She deserved to die. What she did to him hurt. He was having fun, so he should keep his mouth shut and not make others' lives worse while they're already grieving. She only ever saw him as a pet, a toy to pleasure herself with, as someone lesser. She loved him like no one else, because surely she wouldn't have gotten him out of the lake otherwise. She was a saint. She was the Devil.

The stress of that... dare I say, nebulous Something weighing on his mind would force him to retreat to Headspace, where he has a more robust support system and Mari is the blameless, flawless angel he wants to see her as.

I suppose foreshadowing of what the exact nature of Sunny's trauma is could be details like his insistence on wearing a turtleneck sweater in the middle of summer or abruptly closing the photo album at "He acts just like Mari's new kitten!" before becoming nauseous. There's also the prominent hands motif throughout the game, which would similarly adopt quite the different meaning in this context.

Perhaps the game could establish a contrast between Sunny, who tries to cover up as much of his body as he can, and Omori, who is barely dressed at all since Headspace is the only place Sunny feels genuinely safe in :)

Bad Touch Mari was actually my very first idea when I got around to thinking of how to rewrite this game lol. I scrapped it because a) even though I did some research, I still didn't feel qualified enough to write about such a heavy topic and b) it made the story way too black-and-white for my liking

[thissmycomingofage]

OK you know what ? Fuck that. Fuck her. That's it. I'm done with her. Done with her.

[mxwhore]

Its time to hurt you guys

[mymp3]

I just saw Minato described as the "normal one" on a meme post.

[livvyofthelake]

i feel like the second you start thinking you have a moral or ethical reason to object to a piece of art is when you just become impossible to speak to about anything. grow up oh my god

[pigeonluvrr96]

your honor…

your honor, you’re absolutely correct, my client did do that. she absolutely did all of that. can i defend her, you may ask? no i cannot, nor do i have any desire or inclination to. if i’m being completely honest with you, i hope she gets worse. i hope she continues spiraling further and further -

[triija]

[marshmellowtea]

Proshippers literally pretend that POCD means you are a pedophile and want it what the fuck are you on about? Proshippers try to force pwOCD to engage in checking compulsions because they pretend it's pro-recovery.

normally this is the kind of ask that i would just quietly delete but i'm actually going to answer it rn because this is so absurd i have to laugh. no, bestie, the people pretending that people with pocd are pedophiles are YOU GUYS. that's all you! antis are the one who i have seen treating intrusive thoughts as secret desires. antis are the ones i've seen with "people with pocd dni" in their bios. and fucking antis are the ones who have made pocd so commonplace on this website in the first fucking place because of the way you try to look for proof people are predators in the most innocuous shit.

believe it or not, part of ocd recovery is accepting the thoughts you have and learning to deal with them in some way. y'all want people to feel ashamed of their intrusive thoughts forever to "prove" they're a good person and that's the exact opposite of healing. that's just making ocd worse. and, in speaking of learning to deal with them, one of the ways to DO that is to write fiction about said thoughts and make them less scary to you! that's part of the reason why i create and enjoy fucked up fictional content! it's a way of dealing with my intrusive thoughts that puts the power back in MY hands, and treating these fictional depictions meant as coping mechanisms as "proof" someone's a predator is not just stupid, it's also cruel, because you are actively trying to make someone's disorder worse.

i guess you missed this part of my original post, so i'll say it again here: when i was an anti, you fucking people had me so convinced i was doomed to sa a child because of 1) the fact i like dark fiction exploring topics such as csa, and 2) my intrusive thoughts themselves, that i thought i was going to have to commit suicide. my life was in danger because of you people. and i was a fucking teenager when this all was happening! i should not have had to deal with that, but because you made this environment so toxic and preyed on my already existing ocd, i did! i was miserable and i hated myself and i thought i was a predator in the making! that's a horrible way to live!

tldr; go fuck yourself anon lmao, you have no idea what you're talking about and the extensive damage people like you have done to people with ocd. fuck off <3

[ursidaez]

is anyone else thinking about the social climate of early american mafia where these young boys were born and raised in these horrible crowded environments, where you spend your whole day with your family- working, going to school, and sleeping alongside them. is anyone else thinking about the specific kind of social grooming a generation of impoverished men underwent that turned them into grizzled and foul animals, capable of murder. is ANY)ONE ELSE!!! THINKING! about those specific conditions in which a human brain must be put under in order to kill in cold blood before youre even 18....

[kazieka]

“im not a radfem im just a Christian” “im not an asshole im just a huge dick” “im not an arsonist im just a murderer” literally get fucked

[111notstraight111]