#infodump about myself

[cherryblossombabies]

about me infodump

my name is august, you may also call me Cherry

I use he/vae/it/astral/shifter pronouns

I am astralgender, trans masc, RealityShiftic, and autigender

I am a high support needs, high masking autistic

Roles/alter types in my system I’m in-

-multiject

-hybrid alter

-trauma holder

-mood booster

-keyhost

sexuality’s/romantic orientations (not that this really matters)

-aegosexual

-biromantic

-polyamorous

-aroflux

Theriotypes-

Pale fox

Crow

Fruit Bat

Golden retriever

Maine Coon

Hyperfixations-

reality shifting

Amanda the adventurer

warrior cats

DCA

Mr hopps

my little pony

regression types-

2-8 age regressor

puppy regressor

raccoon regressor

[foxdemonkurama]

The Dark Place -- The Art of Alice Wake

Now, when the monster comes, I turn it into art. My nightmares caught on film. And this is the focus of my new exhibition. To show people the world is so much darker than they ever knew. I'm calling this exhibit "The Dark Place."

[finniestoncrane]

my thing is, i want to talk to people. i want to be good at socialising. but i've never really had much practice, so i don't know how? i don't know how to carry on a conversation. it makes me nervous and anxious and makes my stomach hurt and it tires me out. i would love to have a constant back and forth. it'd be swell lmao

unfortunately. i cannot and it's confusing. i want to talk, but i can't. and i also don't want to? mental illness cocktail gets in the way

like earlier i was going to speak to people, i'd typed a couple messages out!! but i figured they wouldn't want to talk to me which is fine i know that's likely just the anxiety. so then i thought "i know, mitigate the risk!! i'll ask if people want to chat about a specific topic with me so they have to opt in" and then panicked because that would mean people would talk to me? which is what i wanted? LMAO

confusing and irritating, so i made a meme

[gideonisms]

man I get so sappy when I think about how I have people in my life I can text one million times in a row and they still like me. It's like if you spent all your life on stage performing an elaborate high-stakes dance and then someone was like hey you wanna go out and get fast food together after this

[whatisgender1]

Infodumping can be someone asking you about that book you are reading, and then you proceed to tell them all of the plot and sidetrack to explain along the way all of the little things in characters and worldbuilding because you have no one to talk to about the book and you really like it and you were just waiting for someone to ask, and then, much later you are told no one actually cares about what you are interested in because talking about pretty and sexy people is more interesting and then you feel bad.

[webvampzz]

i love rambling about things i like but everytime i do i lose 10 points of mysteriousness so i have to refrain from doing it as much as possible

[definatelymrhyde]

Someone please give me an excuse to talk about the actual morals and lore of Worse than I had thought Jekyll and Hyde because there’s so much of it and I can’t write it into the actual fic because it would end up being one of those giant lore dumps that wrecks any previous immersion

[ne0nwithazero]

Cable AU Weird Route moments with no context 💖

[stitchwraith-stingers]

wc au leaders who fucking cares at this point

[roadkill-punk]

we r so back

Hii guys it's been ten billion years since I posted but imm backk.

You can expect me to start uploading stuff I've been working on in the last while, mostly ultrakill fanart, I have like fifteen angel ocs now.

I've been doing a lot more traditional than digital art recently which I'm always a little hesitant to post but like. Who's stopping me lol.

I'll be going through asks soon (God I'm so sorry I took so long to respond to those I swear I love it when you guys interact with me,) and checking out what I've been missing since I haven't really logged into Tumblr much in the last while. Feel free to @ me in anything you think I would like bc it has uh. Been awhile.

Happy to be back, hope to engage a little more with y'all :3

[fluffalpenguin]

the mean girls of duel academia

[infinity-or-oblivion]

so my loa batkids au has gained a little traction and i’ve hit a bit of a wall when it comes to writing new stuff so here’s an infodump to hopefully kill my writers block xoxoxo

first of all, jason. my forever number one blorbo. there’s a bit of a role reversal here because compared to all the rest of them, jason arguably had it the easiest. like we’re not going to compare traumas but an argument could be made. i honestly don’t remember if i mentioned it at all in the actual series yet, but the story i have for jason is that his childhood with willis and catherine was about the same as canon/commonly accepted fanon, meaning he was homeless around nine years old. however, instead of living on the streets for years, it was only a few months tops before meeting bruce.

and bruce! this is very fun to me, but basically i was thinking that if he didn’t raise dick, then why couldn’t this version of bruce be younger? so bruce becomes batman in his early twenties, which is also around the time that he visits the league of assassins for training and damian is conceived. (for a little more about that, here) and bruce is roughly 25 when he finds a tiny 9-10 year old jason trying to steal his tires. just imagine that it’s so fucking adorable and heartbreaking ANYWAYS bruce, despite being overall a disaster, doesn’t let a malnourished 10 year old out to fight crime right away, so there’s a couple years between when jason first meets bruce and when he becomes a child soldier yayyyy!!!! but legit, it makes a lot of difference to jason, because you know how canon!jason has some self-esteem issues (for lack of a better term) around bruce not really loving him/seeing him as a son because bruce started training him as robin (and as dick’s replacement) immediately after adopting him- you know that whole thing? yeah well here, despite jason actually offering to help bruce as a vigilante, this bruce is like hell nah you’re literally ten years old and the size of a six year old no way, and those few years in between really stick in jason’s mind as solid proof that bruce really does love him, not for what use he can provide, but simply as a son. also being the only child definitely helps with that

(that little detail of jason and bruce’s relationship is slightly inspired by minimum height requirement, which is absolute batfam gold btw)

okay so. slight pet peeve of mine is in aus where dick isn’t the first robin, the legacy is still called robin for whatever reason (lookin at you reverse robins aus) because!!!!! how dare you erase mary and john grayson’s importance!!!!! (look there’s more nuance to it than that i know but. to put it simply it feels like flying graysons erasure to me) so in this au, jason can’t possibly be called robin. the real robin has been missing for roughly seven years at this point

and listen. i tried to be creative and come up with something cool and original for jason’s vigilante name i really did, but apparently i used all of my naming talent on nighthawk (fucking love that name for dick it’s so fantastic) so we just have bluejay. womp womp

also! on my list of things to expand on: main timeline stephanie!!! i’ve had an absolute blast making myself cry while writing every heart sings a song, incomplete and those who wish to sing always find a song, but spoiler steph will always be my babygirl. and duke!!!! i have not written barely anything for duke in this universe but believe me i have some Thoughts. perhaps even Ideas. basically a lot of steph&duke and steph&babs and steph&duke&babs because i love my little underrated trio

also just more babs in general, because like. i’ve had so many tiny little snippets of cass and babs and their sweet little relationship just sitting in my notes for literal years now that i really just need to organize and expand into their own fic. and yet. i have not done that. but rest assured cass&babs are very very important to me

such is the curse of female fanfic writers: always destined to fixate more on the male poor little meow meows than the female bad bitches. seriously what the fuck is up with that guys i don’t get it why does this happen

[spookythesillyfella]

guys i swear "Panic" – Caravan Palace and "Hole Dwelling" – Kikuo are super mega hv tony nd sketchbook coded . maybe even chester if i dare say hahahhehaushahhahajusttaketheshotskerchbookjustTAKETHEDA. M NSHOT

[goingghostcomic]

Does the fact that DP now has an official canon continuation affect you while working on the comic

Like does the new canon stuff influence your own vision or has your vision for your reboot remained the same since you started?

Sorry it's taken so long to answer so I'll match with a long answer and update in my process, I'm so sorry lol

But no, an official canon continuation will not stop me from making the comic. And while I do own the new comic and plan on getting all the future official DP merch I can get my hands on, it wont effect my story in the slightest because I haven't read it. Plus I've already written my story and I'm very happy with it. I will someday read the new comic but not anytime soon, I'm just so happy it exists and that it's in my hands either way.

What might stop me (for a little bit at least) is a full on rebooted series, not a continuation/revival because the fandom has been around so long and we've all influenced each other in big or little ways. And since we're all playing in the same sandbox there's naturally some overlap. But this started as a pitch bible/proof of concept for a full on reboot of my own and if there's an active reboot airing I'd be very sad it wasn't mine (so silly I know lol but it's true).

What has stopped me is the a back and forth issue I have on the comic in general. I have found a style of comic I enjoy making, but I have gotten in my own head about it being stiff and bad. I know practice make progress and I'm getting more confident about it and also considering making it into a fic with art and slowly adapting it into a comic just so I can have some thing to post and put out there. But my iPad is dying and outside of sketches on paper I haven't been able to write or draw to the extent I'd like. I've been saving for a new one for a while now and about half way there but life happens and it takes a toll on my savings. So I'm trying to decide what's the best way to proceed and I have a lot of options and that's also a little overwhelming, which sounds silly typing out. But it's easy for me to feel guilt every time I try to commit to one game plan because all my best options rely on me getting a new iPad

[moe-broey]

Making this side by side comparison. For no reason in particular

Also hell I'll even raise you,

(from: Nicknames infodump/Freshly out baby trans Moe)

[thehealingsystem]

me going to read the illusion of living and there isn't any gay sex scenes in it