#infodump about myself

[cherryblossombabies]

about me infodump

my name is august, you may also call me Cherry

I use he/vae/it/astral/shifter pronouns

I am astralgender, trans masc, RealityShiftic, and autigender

I am a high support needs, high masking autistic

Roles/alter types in my system I’m in-

-multiject

-hybrid alter

-trauma holder

-mood booster

-keyhost

sexuality’s/romantic orientations (not that this really matters)

-aegosexual

-biromantic

-polyamorous

-aroflux

Theriotypes-

Pale fox

Crow

Fruit Bat

Golden retriever

Maine Coon

Hyperfixations-

reality shifting

Amanda the adventurer

warrior cats

DCA

Mr hopps

my little pony

regression types-

2-8 age regressor

puppy regressor

raccoon regressor

[foxdemonkurama]

The Dark Place -- The Art of Alice Wake

Now, when the monster comes, I turn it into art. My nightmares caught on film. And this is the focus of my new exhibition. To show people the world is so much darker than they ever knew. I'm calling this exhibit "The Dark Place."

[some-pers0n]

I just went outside and saw the northern lights in person for the first time in my life I have bigger things to freak out and find joy in than the new year right now

[oppysbabydoll]

I'd like to request tfp ratchet x transmasc reader ^^

hey, thanks for the ask! i appreciate it. sorry for the late reply; i hope you enjoy!

tfp ratchet x transmasc reader (sfw)

once again reiterating: i don’t subscribe to the idea that the transformers follow humans conventions of gender. so hearing transmasc doesn’t equate to man confuses him. i wouldn’t even say he has a hard time seperating the two concepts than just… understanding the differences between gender

for him, our existence itself takes time getting used to. he initially has trouble even identifying one human from the other because he’s so unused to our appearances. it’s like seeing a bunch of quintisessions—you’re so off caught by how… Non Cybertronian they are, you don’t really take into account how each one is different individually. yours included </3

fortunately, he gets better! as you two met on your job as the cybertronian-human relations diplomat, he becomes accustomed to your appearance. from your small height (to him, at least), your soft eyes, your… hair (is what other beings of your species had referred to it) to the scrunched up expression you gain as you perform paperwork, your appearance is a sight for sore eyes

“you changed your look,” ratchet comments. you look up from your papers. for once, he isn’t looking at the computer, completely ignoring your existence. instead, his eyes—optics, you correct yourself—are wide, completely caught off guard. staring right at your hair.

you give a hesitant smile, ignoring the fear of judgement coursing through your body. “yeah.” you resist the urge to play with your hair; the new cut disallows you from doing so. “what do you think? do you like it?”

“it’s much shorter than your usual length.” he crosses his arms. “why?”

you bit your lips. you consider making up a reason, to give an excuse but… you clench your fists. you promised yourself you wouldn’t hide. not anymore. that was the purpose of this haircut.

“i’m trans,” you admit. “transmasc, to be specific. despite being afab—assigned female at birth, i don’t follow their standards.” a hand goes to your hair, touching a few strands. his optics follow the direction of your hands. you watch him carefully. “one standard is long hair. so i cut my hair to go against the mold.” you scratch your head. “to better fit my identity.”

there’s a contemplative silence from ratchet’s end. you ignore your desire to run. yet you cannot help but let your eyes stay glued to the floor, transfixed to a particular crack in the ground.

“my opinion on your… haircut, is irrelevant.” you meet his gaze. maybe it was the light but… the neon blue seem oddly gentle. “what matters is if this style reflects your identity.” head tilt. “does it, [name]?”

you smile; you can see pearly whites reflected in his optics. “it does.”

[finniestoncrane]

my thing is, i want to talk to people. i want to be good at socialising. but i've never really had much practice, so i don't know how? i don't know how to carry on a conversation. it makes me nervous and anxious and makes my stomach hurt and it tires me out. i would love to have a constant back and forth. it'd be swell lmao

unfortunately. i cannot and it's confusing. i want to talk, but i can't. and i also don't want to? mental illness cocktail gets in the way

like earlier i was going to speak to people, i'd typed a couple messages out!! but i figured they wouldn't want to talk to me which is fine i know that's likely just the anxiety. so then i thought "i know, mitigate the risk!! i'll ask if people want to chat about a specific topic with me so they have to opt in" and then panicked because that would mean people would talk to me? which is what i wanted? LMAO

confusing and irritating, so i made a meme

[gideonisms]

man I get so sappy when I think about how I have people in my life I can text one million times in a row and they still like me. It's like if you spent all your life on stage performing an elaborate high-stakes dance and then someone was like hey you wanna go out and get fast food together after this

[whatisgender1]

Infodumping can be someone asking you about that book you are reading, and then you proceed to tell them all of the plot and sidetrack to explain along the way all of the little things in characters and worldbuilding because you have no one to talk to about the book and you really like it and you were just waiting for someone to ask, and then, much later you are told no one actually cares about what you are interested in because talking about pretty and sexy people is more interesting and then you feel bad.

[lacertae-dreamscape]

i think what's wrong with me is that everyone infodumps on me but i never infodump on anyone

i should inflict that on someone

[frogus]

the urge to become a teacher vs the realization that they do not get paid what they're worth.

[webvampzz]

i love rambling about things i like but everytime i do i lose 10 points of mysteriousness so i have to refrain from doing it as much as possible

[definatelymrhyde]

Someone please give me an excuse to talk about the actual morals and lore of Worse than I had thought Jekyll and Hyde because there’s so much of it and I can’t write it into the actual fic because it would end up being one of those giant lore dumps that wrecks any previous immersion

[ne0nwithazero]

Cable AU Weird Route moments with no context 💖

[stitchwraith-stingers]

wc au leaders who fucking cares at this point

[roadkill-punk]

we r so back

Hii guys it's been ten billion years since I posted but imm backk.

You can expect me to start uploading stuff I've been working on in the last while, mostly ultrakill fanart, I have like fifteen angel ocs now.

I've been doing a lot more traditional than digital art recently which I'm always a little hesitant to post but like. Who's stopping me lol.

I'll be going through asks soon (God I'm so sorry I took so long to respond to those I swear I love it when you guys interact with me,) and checking out what I've been missing since I haven't really logged into Tumblr much in the last while. Feel free to @ me in anything you think I would like bc it has uh. Been awhile.

Happy to be back, hope to engage a little more with y'all :3

[ravandfriendsxiv]

Fandom Peeps to Get to Know Better

tagged by @captainqster

tagging: @eidingate @expedienceffxiv @humblemooncat @dearestcherry @upatreewithoutaharness

three ships I like: I'm not really into shipping outside of OCs but these make me more likely to swivel my head towards the screen:

Garak and Bashir [Star Trek DS9]

Roy Mustang and Riza Hawkeye [Fullmetal Alchemist]

Sadu and Cirina [FFXIV]

first ship ever: OCs that have long since been buried lol

last song you heard: Tell It to My Heart by MEDUZA ft. Hozier (thinking about a specific OCxOC pairing)

favorite childhood book: Everworld series by K. A. Applegate

currently reading: The Iron Widow by Xiran Jay Zhao

currently watching: Just finished Squid Game S2 and deciding whether to start Arcane S2 or continue an X-Files rewatch that dropped off last month

currently consuming: Spicy peanuts

currently craving: Jalapeno poppers - down bad for them right now but do not have time to make some or buy some

[fluffalpenguin]

the mean girls of duel academia