#in denial that its actually ended
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butterfi · 2 years ago
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Okok so toh SPOILERS!!! And this is going to be long I'm so sorryy
the last episode of the owl house is out and omg please watch it, it's so awesome !!!!
I'm trying not to spoiler it for anyone who is going to read this so if you want to come talk to me abt it you can message me and just bring up the fact that you wanna talk abt Watching and Dreaming. Like this shit has effected me sm. I'm crying that shit hurt mentally.
It was so good though like the animation was awesome and like that show is why I want to get into animation but it's all the effort and actually getting myself to do it like I do with my art, but still oml the effort the team put into it , they did so good like all of them did an awesome job !!!!!
I swear I'm going to just casually get a cosplay of Luz from Watching and Dreaming done at some point and may or may not end up wearing it for Halloween if i do go through with it.
Ok ok bye and pleasee this show was sol good I swear I'ma change my account to TOH stuff because the brain rots coming back. And we are gonna see how long that lasts for.
Ok bye nowwww!!! Thanks for listening to my lovely rant :D
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ghostlycleric · 1 year ago
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THE SAG AFTRA STRIKE IS OVER
OH MY GOD
THIS IS NOT A DRILL. THEY GOT A FAIR DEAL. FILMING SOON FOR ST
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seaweedstarshine · 7 months ago
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Sometimes I think of Amy Pond, who grew up being called mad by those who wielded the word as a tool of exclusion and shame —
Amy Pond, who though forced into the hands of four psychiatrists, still clung to that which they called madness until those systems which elevate psychosocial conformity above humanity stripped it from her —
Amy Pond, whose imaginary friend reappeared for a single hour after twelve years and reignited that faith before disappearing for two more years —
Amy Pond, who spent those those two years under the same implicit threat ingrained in her through psychiatric violence, and thus began to believe the man who stopped the invasion was “just a madman with a box,” only for him to agree, and to also call her “mad, impossible Amy Pond,” reframing madness as non-negative for the first time in her life —
Amy Pond, who ignored the disembodied voice of her imaginary friend even as she ran away with him for real, who still lived each day with the traumatic internalization of deviancy dictated upon her by the psychiatric-industrial complex that shaped her from childhood —
Amy Pond, who wouldn't acknowledge the Doctor's voice, such that it took an Angel in her eye that was literally killing her to ensure she couldn't reality check herself —
Amy Pond, who stood before a room which muttered about “the psychiatrists we brought her to,” and though afraid, escaped their rigid parameters of acceptable existence.
#I like seeing it as indicating she began hearing his voice when he was gone for all those years! why else wouldn't she say anything?#actually psychotic Amy agenda#Amy Pond#eleventh doctor#reclaimed language#oh look its another antipsychiatry themed doctor who post#sumn abt in Fairies At The Bottom Of The Garden audio AND Imaginary Enemies comic we see Amelia bein called slurs against psychotic people#(shes called psycho in both)#like!!! and SO MUCH OF AMYS STORY is about her claiming her agency in ways that previous companions weren't allowed to-#companions whose status as a Wife was a signifier of an to end of their value individually- 'this is no place for a married woman' etc#in some cases Wife-ness forced upon them *as* a denial of agency 'I spent all that time trying to find you I'm not going back now!' etc#whereas Amys story deconstructs that; Amys “Choice” is an illusion- Amy being a Wife doesn't demote her agency as an companion#anyways I love that aspect of reclaimed agency for Amy but ALSO#“madness” as an expression of agency against systems of oppression is SO relevant. the mind defends itself and the alternative isnt better#the oppressive system in this case being ableist structures and the psychiatric system ITSELF which is a whole other layer#the moral being that even if the Doctor WAS a delusion? he'd still be a needed coping mechanism for a child who says “ppl always leave”#and instead of examining her feelings of abandonment they insist 'aLiENs DoNt ExIsT' as seen in the 'sTaRs DoNt ExIsT' psychiatrist in TBB#they don't care that she's in PAIN- why would they?- they just care that she's 'abnormal' and therefore not deserving of humanity#(eleventh) doctor is neurodivergent tag#I mean technically this is about Amy but I once (twice) used that tag on the post about the Master. its the spirit of it!#and Amy Pond + her Raggedy Doctor as “mad” people is very *chefs kiss*#((you know what im putting the tag on my last Amy post :D ))#Mels experienced this very differently and I'll make a post about her at some point- I just wanna make sure my points are got across better#sumn abt Amelia's “crazy” was Mels' “delinquency.” Amy treated as if she doesn't know her own life while Mels treated as threatening#sumn abt adultification of Black girls while Amy is infantilized#Amy Pond who could rewrite reality in a reborn universe because she grew up with a Crack in her wall that no one believed was special —#ableism#saneism#unreality#because I mean Amy's stand against psychiatric dehumanization was to REWRITE THE UNIVERSE with her Crack powers
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hballegro · 1 day ago
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[full of turkey and deviled eggs, half asleep] I don't think this story is sad enough actually I think I have to make it worse
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nosygay · 4 months ago
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in a disenchanting turn of events my father's cancer arc has inspired empathy in my sister so once again im just a heartless cunt. "I can't hate him like that anymore"? skill issue if ive ever seen one
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voiceofthesilly · 11 months ago
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If me thoughts were more coherent id type up a thing about how if it weren't for our specific circumstances stubborn would often doom us but alas
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just-sp-in-inginthevoid · 5 months ago
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"Takeomi is Sanzu&Senju's half-brother" headcanon, sure
But is the Akashi grandmother biologically related to him or not... Hm....
#i can see it go both way#still ends up shitty bc the akashi household is without a doubt abusive#but the way it could be#HM......#mindless rambling incoming#non-blood related could go 'youre not related to me - youre basically a stranger i allow to live in my house (also take care of#my grandkids/my son's kids for me)'#blood related could go 'youre the reason your mother/my daughter left'#argh argh argh#blood related add more depth/complexity (story-wise) methinks#bc its really the 'youre just like your father (derogative)' speech BUT#with non-blood related they dont actually know takeomis bio father - just that he looks insanely like him#but with blood related the anger is HERE#non blood related is mostly just disdain#like 'we're keeping you bc your mom left and we loved her. thats in memory of her. (also: raise your siblings)'#blood related also has that but theres also the full denial of seeing him as his moms son? hes just his dads kid#non blood related is 'you bear our family name bc you mom and stepfather got married. we're legally forced to provide for you'#blood related also has that -- but the grandmother would know him from before that#not a lot bc ive got other hcs to stick to but. but.#the common point between the two is 'akashi grandma loves her grandkids (sanzu&senju) but has utter disdain toward takeomi'#(not enough to be the one in charge of raising them tho *coughcough*)(altho i do think she died when sanzu&senju were tweens)#so like. choosing 'isolation by being allowed to stay for legal reasons(+sanzu&senju)' or 'isolation despite being blood related (and also:#the moral obligation of taking care of blood descendant; even if you want them out)#plus plus takeomi looking like his father while sanzu&senju look exactly like their mom - subconsciously or not grandmother rather look aft#the ones that look like her daughter than the one that looks like the man that (supposedly) ruined her daughters life#Akashi headcanon day ig#arghhhhhhhh#and then theres the fact his stepfather is more accepted/welcomed in the family than he is
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lanatusnebula · 6 months ago
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Well clearly I am confused.
#My art style keeps changing and every time I do something new#I yearn for the days of old#where i want to draw what i used to draw like but also loathe the anatomical inconsistencies#i think 2020 may have had my best works which sucks because i'm on the decline#text post#lana please shut up#i also want to ask why there are mmx fans that keepndrawing charactera with#odd skin tones that are very drastically different from canon#it confuses me greatly#is it from an au or some sort of fic that isnpopular on here#or a fanon type thing because it seems to be consistent between select artists#i think skin color alteration is very strange on canon colors#i just end up collecting characters with my skin color like miruko or grey instead of altering things#its odd but fine i think i just dont understand the motivation behind it#actually it's kinda reverse of what artists do to faputa on pixiv#it makes me feral when people make faputa reg's skin color and then go “it's the lighting”#as if to say if you put me under a white light then i too shall be white in skin tone#or god forbid they have someone say indoors and become an entirely different race#maybe both ways makes me mad idk#i just hope it isnt the same thing that happened with dave strider back in homestuck days#it might be and i'm in denial#i will probably stick to canon skin colors for my fanart#unless the skin tone varies in the ref images then i'll bullshit it#adding tags is like whispering#but most of my characters (human looking) have whacky skin tones#by which i mean theyre usually everything but pale#but at the same time#the only pale character i can think of is the stark white one that is based on 0²#and i guess my tiger character but he has vitiligo since he was made Back Then when it was a fad#everyone else is fucking green or orange or somethign
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marklikely · 1 year ago
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i feel like im never going to be fully satisfied by any saw sequel (or the fanbase for that matter) bc i dont think the majority of ppl involved read jigsaw the same way i did.
#all these attempts to like humanize and flesh him out just end up totaly misrepresenting him and his goals#no he is not actually trying to improve the world hes a sadistic little man whos angry about dying and coping with it badly#he gets a front row seat to all his games and cuts trophies off his dead victims. bc he likes the violence#he puts people who absolutely DID NOT DESERVE IT (in saw 1 at least) in these elaborate death traps that they overwhelmingly fail to escape#sometimes he puts a completely innocent person in the crossfire (like seriously who is that guy who amanda had to kill to get her key)#hell they explicitly say that guy in the chair trap did nothing wrong he was just dying 'for a greater purpose' to test the trap.#but nobody ever acknowledges all this its just like 'what if we give him depth by saying serial killing isn't so bad'#and it never works and usually ends up with him being unbelievably self impressed and annoying#id honestly rather they explore his 'depth' by just. expanding on him as in denial and wanting revenge#which tbf i thought X was doing a decent job at until the last half hour when they threw the character study away entirely#like just give me a jigsaw who is angry at dying and takes it out on the Living because he has no other outlet. ill accept that.#him killing people who need to go can be like. gory tasteless fun in the sequels but it makes it like.#idk. less satisfying to me? or it just puts this wall up that makes the movies not come together the way the first one does.#avpost#movie diary
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kaythefloppa · 2 years ago
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The "TV shows that have ended their run, yet fans refuse[d] to accept that they're over" starter pack.
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nerdie-faerie · 2 years ago
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It seems to really be hitting my mum just how young she was when she had me in light of her upcoming birthday
#+Extra#like on the one hand she feels old cus its a big birthday coming up but on the other hand it seems to only just be hitting her just#how young she is to have a 22 year old daughter which is frankly old news at this point she was always too young just in denial#we had a very odd conversation last night in which she started off by saying that my soon go be 18 yr old brother and the 19 yr old#definitely arent responsible enough to watch the kids for a couple of hours while she gets her hair but then that its ridiculous that an#under 18 yr old (her phrasing) cannot open a bank account without a parent because she was entrusted with an entire human being at that#age and so he should be able to open a bank account by himself and i was listening like no thats the wrong conclusion its the opposite the#adults in your life shouldve been more concerned about you also what a revisionist recount saying that no one was concerned about you#having a baby at the age and it was probably because my dad was an adult so they felt they had no need to be concerned when i know all of#your family tried to express concerns that you wouldnt hear which led to years of animosity during my childhood staff at your college also#expressed concern as did your friends you just dont wanna admit that now. also how can they not be trusted with the kids for a couple of#hours when youre 15 minutes down the road as basically adults when 1 is going off to uni in September supposedly and the other has#basically moved out already and i was left entirely alone with the kids at younger than 15?#the sexism and gender stereotyping continues to perplex me#anyway hoping no one got to the end of this rant to add that im once again reminded that my birthday is actually just a day for my mum to#mourn the youth she missed out on by having a baby stupid young
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eggmeralda · 2 years ago
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the onceler 🤝 notre dame de paris 🤝 the clash <- disappearing randomly and giving me trust issues about my own brain for the rest of my life
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dubacheryking · 1 year ago
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how dare will toastito write so many completely relateable songs. i have been listening to almost nothing but csh the past few days and i am beyond inconsolable about it
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perenlop · 2 years ago
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always feel kinda weird when i make a canon character “worse” than they are in canon in my own hcs but also like hyness was a literal cult leader who exploited the sisters and hit zan onscreen and literally used her and her sisters bodies as tools in his boss fight so like. canonically he is a horrible person who’s actions just get sweeped w a vague “oh he might have been corrupted actually theyre cool now” ending. so i guess its not that strange to just lean into him being abusive in my hcs
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snekdood · 2 years ago
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Im p sure my sister made a fake acct on instagram, larping as the people she said were doing all of these Horrible Illuminati type things to her and i guess. Shes trying to convince me its real too? Bitch. Your dumbass is so far behind. I know your entire game and im so tired and bored of you. Like. All you have in your life rn is being able to be creepy online to people you formally knew, consuming conspiracy qanon shit, yelling at your family members for not pampering you bc you decided you deserve special treatment and Arent actually ashkenazi bc that would fuck up your entire worldview, like, girl, you're so boring and readable. You dont know secret shit about the world no one else knows about, otherwise you wouldnt be so easily and readily able to find that conspiracy bs anyways. I dont know why you keep trying short of being bored and needing attention.
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nbrnty-replies · 5 months ago
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oh Im so unwell... life destroyed, the vn destroyed me who could've predicted it.... I am bawling in shock I had to stare in awe for the credits it's so expected but the sliver of hope killed me....
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