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Being a Logie Girlie is not for the faint of heart
#logan sargeant#williams#why do i do this to myself#i always gotta root for the underdog#i can never make things easy for myself#logan to aston martin 2025#in delulu we trust
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THE THEORY WAS RIGHT. DAMIAN'S GONNA BE THE FIRST
#Endo I said cook a little NOT A WHOLE MENU#OH MYLLL#it's cute how she actually trusts him like#Maybe not the first for now but let me be delulu#also we got henryx martha dkjs#what was that chapter#i can't processss#spy x family manga#spy x family#spy family#sxf#damian desmond#anya forger#spy x family anya#tatsuya endo#spy x family spoilers#spy x faily chapter 96
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since the dragon age summer is upon us, here's my bingo card for my hopes/fears for dreadwolf! clown wig is on for summer game fest š¤”
empty templates are on a separate post if anyone wants to make their own!
#dragon age#dragon age dreadwolf#dragon age summer#bioware#bingo card#if game fest is clownery in xbox gameshow we trust#excited and delulu#even threw my random wolf theory in there#dragon age the veilguard
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P10 to win tomorrow š¤š¤š¤
#ive been doing kms rides for weeks now#it is getting boring#so now i choose to be delulu#he can win#we have the pace#trust in unc fr#delulu for lulu#it like we experienced brazil#and honestly anything is better than that#lewis hamilton#f1#formula 1#las vegas gp 2024
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When Matthew tells you he's been a bit stressed with debut preparations, you help him get his mind off of things. With some handcuffs and a torturous, never-ending hand job.
#you know what. maybe i am delulu but the more i listen to this the more i think it sounds like him. oh whale#caption kinda sucks but you get the gist. the one i had before was even worse because brain no worky#it's also almost 6am and i just worked a wink shy of 12 hours so who knows if i'm even in the right headspace to even be editing and postin#i just kinda remembered that it's been a minute since i proposed it and i'm in a fuck-it-we-ball kinda mood#if it's a flop kindly let me know and i will delete in the morning i.e. when i wake up#whenever that'll be#i'm like 82% percent sure it's a flop though#so don't be afraid to tell me if it sucks bc trust me i already know#ayo have i ever rambled this much in my smut post tags? i think i've finally lost it#in my flop era for sure because what is this. what am i doing. why am i the way that i am#def going to bed now#pls don't hate this as much as i think y'all are going to#seok matthew imagines#seok mattew scenarios#seok matthew smut#seok matthew audios#zb1 imagines#zb1 scenarios#zb1 smut#zerobaseone imagines#zerobaseone scenarios#zerobaseone smut#kpop smut#mine
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I literally canāt believe cockles is losing that poll I didnāt think it was physically possible like am I that delusional
samgirl voter fraud strikes again i think ngl
#maybe we can be delulu together#but fr tho i don't trust any poll anymore lmao#even when there's no cheating they're already dubious tbh but now it's worse
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A "black cat" looking at a "green rose".?????!!!!!!! š
I think I know what he's trying to say. šš
I mean he know what this means. And he know we know what it means. So if he's still doing this then there might be something we are not aware of...
I'm not making any conclusions. Just showing what he's showing us.
#mileapo#I maybe delulu#still i believe it was never just Fanservice#there's something we don't know#but I keep my trust on them#kinnporsche#kinnporsche the series#mile phakphum#apo nattawin#he knew exactly what he was doing#he know we know he know
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SPOILERS FOR JJK MANGA
GEGE HAS CHOSEN HAPPINESS!!! I NEVER STOPPED BELIEVING
DADDY IS TRULY HOME I REPEAT HE IS HOME
NAH HE'D WIN!!!! š£š£š£š£š„š„š„
#gege your my favourite character now#jjk gege#gege akutami#jjk gojo#gojo#gojo satoru#happiness fr#this is why we keep being delulu#trust in gojo
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In delusion we trust
#love#crushes#advice#boys#crush#relationship#boy help#love quotes#relationship quotes#tips#delusion#delulu#in delusion we trust#new life motto#quotes#life quotes
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even though this season's been like ass with the tractor, fred has been giving me confidence that maybe actually, finally, next year just actually might be our year
#fred vasseur#charles leclerc#scuderia ferrari#ferrari#f1#formula 1#like the way hes talking..... sharl no1 driver next season?#as long as the car is good... sharl is prioritized.... we can do it i swear i'm not delulu#i'm delusional!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i'm not a clown!!!!!! i swear guys just TRUST ME#(me and charles unfortunately Get it. like its always why ferrari#but we Get it.)
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when when he takes a second look and then lowers his gaze š¤š§āāļøš§
can u tell im delulu
bro mashallah man but like letās be honest he probably had to take that second look to register how goddamn ugly I amš
I cantš«
#Iām so goddamn delulu but trust me our babies would look so good#Iām insane#Iāve seen him once#Once my friends#sobaart#And and I asked my bro as casually as I could about him and turns out WERE THE SAME AGE? AGAHAHAHH#I was worried he looked a bit older ayyagusxhiswhwiobsizubis#Omds odms#allah has his plans man#And he was so cute too Omds at the protest thee was some dirt patch by where we were and he was using the sole of his shoe to mark in#Letters to spell out āfree Palestineā and Omds#and he looked so silly I cabt#And he came w his mom and anushuah#I donāt even care about talking to him I just eanna to see the guy again#Like bruda can get w anyone for all I care I just want to see him#Iām so insane#free palestine#free gaza#ceasefire#israel#palestine#sobarant#muslim#islam#islamic#allah#hijabi
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thank god for mood stabilizers š¹
#gore of girlhood#gaslight gatekeep girlblog#healing#carrie bradshaw#delulu is the solulu#iluvrespidol#real shit#girl interrupted#nana osaki#in sexyy we trust#sailor mars#happy n healthy#happy pride š#be who you are#lmfaooo#Spotify
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jeon jungkook fanfics you should definitely watch before he comes back from the military.
(because girl you need it!) ąØą§ ā§āĖ
Trapped ąØą§ by @jasminefics
ā billionaire jungkook with serious anger issues, unrequited love (not really), forced proximity, marriage of convenience.
(the bgm alongside the writing is just topnotch, this author portrays jungkook as a grey character so wonderfully, you will find yourself confused but equally enthralled because you donāt know if youāre supposed to hate him or lowkey understand where he comes from)
One Night Stand With A Wanted Criminal ą¼ by @bangtanff
ā criminal jungkook, enemies to lovers, she fell first he fell harder kinda trope, smut, angst.
(this is a mini web series at this point, the one that deserves to air on netflix or amazon prime, the visual quality of this fanfic is unrivalled, the playlist is so convincing youāll think its an album originally made for this series only, the best jungkook fanfic on youtube (in terms of quality)
Some Little Things Called Love ąĖ. įµįµ by @.dreamers
ā strangers to lovers, drama, angst, slice of life.
(it took me a while to get over this series, because I couldnāt stop crying my heart out for them, trust me when i tell you that my entire perspective on life changed after i finished watching it, some kdrama script writers need to take notes or hire her because the storyline is so impactful, we need more of such genres)
The Other Man Ł ą£Ŗā by @hwangguemfictions
ā love triangle, slowburn, depressed oc, simp jungkook (who fell first, and harder everytime)
(you might feel a little pissed at the beginning but every character is right at their own places, you canāt really judge or despise anyone, i love this fic with all my arteries)
From Now, Forever. šÆ by @hwangguemfictions
ā whole kdrama feels, strangers to lovers, ill and sick oc, toxic delulu jungkook.
(I could feel the pain over the screen yaāll, the endings really bittersweet!)
Stalker ąØą§ by @starkofwinterfall
ā stalker jungkook, university au, kidnapping, found family.
(this is so good omg! takes me back in time š«š¤š½ had me screaming, blushing, sliding down the door!!! the plot twist will blow your mind girlies)
have a good watch sweet cheeks ą½»ą½“ŪŖŪŖā”.
#bts jungkook#jungkook#jeon jungkook#jungkook x reader#jeon jungkook smut#jungkook fluff#jungkook angst#jungkook x oc#jungkook scenarios#jeon jungkook x reader#yandere jungkook#jungkook x you#jungkook smut#jungkook fanfic#jungkook recent#bts taehyung#kim taehyung#jungkook jeon#bts fic#bangtan jungkook#bts jk#jk
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Yandere shop! Choose your yandere!
I was thinking, did you ever listen to yandere asmr videos? If so, you will catch on quickly that this is based on the yandere shop, which was so popular in asmr videos during the pandemia. - coffee
If you didnāt, quick summary Coffee gave me: imagine if there is a place where you can enter and you can ābuyā (they pay you since you are going to take care of a serial killer so he donāt kill people while you two got your twisted love) a yandere of your choosing.Ā - tea
Word count: 1.2k but this will be edited to correct misspellings or weird sentence structure later, sorry in advance.
tw: yandere behavior, willing reader, delulu, written in you/yours, reader is a little nervous but really interested, you can choose humans yanderes and non-human (although humanoid) yanderes!
You fix your clothing and take a deep breath, your mind filled with āwhat if..ā yet, you were here, in a place that you didnāt trust was real
A creak takes you out of your thoughts, a smiling man dressed rather formally, greets you cheerfully.
āSorry to interrupt when you are so absorb in your pretty mind My dear, but you know, a little push may help youā
He said as he extended his hand to you, well, you already made your way here hoping to get a yandere so you gather all your corague as you take the man's hand. He led inside the shop, you can hear the click of the door closing behind you as you follow him.
āOh, I hope you werenāt thinking of backing up so quickly Dear, want something to drink?ā
You gently shake your shake as you sit down in one of the couches, on the inside it looks pretty much like a coffee shop.
āSmart choice but you still seem rather nervous, want to say something before I go ahead and show you the catalog?ā
āWell, I wanted to know, what can you do for the yandere you like to like you back? What if the one I choose doesn't like me back?ā
Your worries were met with a not-so-subtly laugh from the man which make you kind of annoyed and embarrassed.
āSorry Dear, I just never thought I ever meet somebody that feel insecure about the love of a yandereā
Now you wanted to punch him, is a normal question to ask! The yandere have their own way to fall in love!
āLet me give you a quick explanation, if they had a darling, both of us know they would be busy stalking them. The yanderes we have donāt have a darling, but are eager for the sense of love on their own way which may not suit everyone so to avoid problems, this shop was put in place as a matchmaker between differents kinds of yanderes and people who enjoy them"
You sight in relief as you nod.
āalright, who is more likely to go even more insane if they don't get a darling soon.."
"Sorry, what did you just say? I couldn't hear you well"
"Oh, nothing Dear, I was just searching for the ones that been waiting the most, is how the list work, I will show you a few options first so you have an idea, you can ask for another kind if you had something else in mind, I'm sure we got something that will suit your taste; Although, do remember that is just one yandere, we had problems with that before"
"How is it that someone got the permission to have more than one? I thought you guys will keep in track that since well, it's dangerous for anyone"
"She didn't have permission but she manage because she stubbornly wanted a yandere harem, the result are expected, averyone in that house died except for one yandere, he is again on the list, and as you can guess, he end up more being more... intense. He is totally your perfect option if you like a very possessive yandere, he's a more serious yandere for that experience"
āThat will be dangerous for me too?ā
"Dont worry Dear, he is truly desperate for love like the rest, his name is Dizie. But if you rather a more gentle treat, Gabriel is your guy, I don't know much about him since he said that only his darling will get to know everything about him. As far as I know, he's kind of yandere that will kiss the ground were his darling walk, a worshiper you can say, if you like someone looks at you like you are a deity, he's definitely your perfect match"
āIsnāt every yandere a worshiper in their own ways?ā
"Well, I guess? Is true that others have another especĆfic ways to worship, look, he's the baker, relishes in your enjoyment of their pastries, a very skilled baker that knows how to include the most unique of ingredients to make the sweetest of treats, dreams of putting his heart and soul in every treat he bakes for his darling, his name is Oliverā
"What kind of ingredients tho?"
āThe next one you may like is actually a popular singer, he chooses to keep anonymous unless chosen, but if you want to be a celebrity or date one, he is someone you can guess that will love to spoil their darling, heās on the talkative side, if you like art or stuff like that, you will enjoy his house. although he babbles a lot of how he wish to hear the voice of his darling obsessively for hoursā
The seller seems to dodge your question.
āAh, of course, we also have some special yanderes if humans are boring or less attractive for you, look, heās Myotis, the classic vampire, he even has wings! Isnāt it perfect to see the sky closer while you enjoy the company of a yandere that looks like he just came out of a book? If you are also into short kings, you gonna love him without a doubtā
"He's not going to drain me out of blood, is he?"
āDear, why would a yandere who waits so long for their darling, kill them? But if vampires aren't your type, you could go for a mothman! You will be the light of his life, literally. Heās a big softie and kind of clumsy; he just eagerly waits for the arrival of his daylight. A good choose if you like special clingy yanderes, he is not around humans too much, but he said he wanted to be called Lior if he got chosen. Oh, if you are on the stronger side, you may want to keep your eye on Tarak, he said something about his name meaning something like star and protector I think, I guess he chose the name by himself, heās a prideful dragon and really loves to talk, honestly, Iām not that intelligent to understand some things that he say, but if you like to know new things by listening, asking or reading, he's your man, you can try trying to teach him something new, I don't think is impossible to archiveā
āYou know what agā¦ā
You stopped talking when you catch a security camera in a corner moving around frantically yet appear like not seeing anything?
āDonāt mind him, is just Grier, even though I donāt know if that's his real name, I do know he loves trying to spy here using the security cameras so we end up having to put tape on them when a darling is coming to the shop; as you can guess, heās a hacker, if you choose him, you will be very well protected and taken cared of since you gonna be being watched even if you think you are alone, if that what you wish for, please do choose him.ā
The seller looks at you, waiting for an answer, to choose what kind of yandere you want or ask for a specific type now.
āYou donāt really go outside too much, so I donāt think you gonna have problems with any of themā
You act like you didnāt hear his murmur as you look at the papers in your hand of every yandere he just talked about.
If your favorite options lose or you want something specific, just send an ask! We love comments and interactions in general so don't be shy.
seller post
Sneak peek of the first encounters
Grier post
sorry for any misspellings or weird sentence structure ā£
images from pinterest ā
#tea speaking#coffee speaking#oc#yandere#yandere male#male yandere#yandere oc#yandere x darling#yandere x willing reader#nonhuman#soft yandere#tw yandere#x reader#oc x reader#reader insert#yandere x reader#yandere oc x reader#monster lover#yandere x you#yandere writing#you choose#monster x human#monster x reader#monster x you
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Iām Trans and Insane and Iām doing fine.
[TW Psychosis, transphobia, psychophobia, medication, psych ward]
āAre you sure ?ā she asked.
I remember looking back at her in disbelief, because that was certainly a question I never asked her when she came out.
āWhy do you ask ?ā I say.
āDude, Iāve seen you go into depersonalization so hard you even thought you were a human soul in a robot vessel and now, you want me to trust you when you say that you, too, are trans ?ā
Thatās the memory that comes back to me as I fold and put in my bag my psychiatristās note attesting that I suffer from gender dysphoria, NOT LINKED to any psychotic symptoms. Here it goes in my folder with my prescription note, an increase - again - of my anti depressants and Xan, and my endocrinologistās HRT prescription, increased too - finally.
I go to two separate pharmacies to pick up each prescription for two reasons:
There is only one in this godforsaken town that always had testosterone in stock.
I canāt explain to you with words the look you can get when you give back to back, to someone who, despite not being a doctor, works in healthcare, a note for trans HRT and then a note for psychiatric meds.
And Iām lucky, because Iām not taking antipsychotics anymore. Contrarily to what you could think, it doesnāt magically makes the voices and the shadowy people disappear, but it can make a mess of your head pretty bad and my doctor and I both agreed that I didnāt need more damage up here than what I already had. And no, it doesnāt make your delusions vanish magically too: in fact, I was still pretty certain that I was talking to my soul family out here in Argentine telepathically about my mission on Earth, the meds just made it more difficult to understand their voices, but the belief was still solid.
Anyways, Iām back home with the Hoy Grail I fought tooth and nails to get: a letter from the Sacred Council of Mental Sanity also known as Psychiatry that I was, indeed, a bit delulu, but also trans, and that both things didnāt play into each other. My transness wasnāt a delusion, my delusions didnāt have anything to do with being trans.
Or did it ?
Chicken or egg, you know the drill. Did I have my selves fractured before and one of the piece that shattered my brain happened to make me trans or was I just trans with a shitload of traumas in the back that made me insane ?
But donāt worry, at least, trans people when weāre together, we have each otherās back ! Right ?
āTransidentity ISNāT a mental illness !! We donāt DESERVE to be FORCIBLY LOCKED UP and MEDICATED and MADE TO CONFORM FOR OTHERāS SENSE OF SECURITY !!ā
Neither do I, RIGHT ?
Oh
Or do I ?
Remember what she said, my girlfriend, right at the beginning ?
How I canāt be trusted about myself when sometimes I donāt even have a sense of self anymore or I have too much selves who fight against each other ?
And what do we say to that ?
Get treatment. Get in-patient. Take medication. And for the love of God, shut the fuck up about it, youāre giving us a bad name.
Because being trans and crazy canāt exist. Itās absurd. You have to fix one of these two things. Choose which jacket Iāll wear, and they call it a straitjacket for a reason it seems, so am I queer or am I insane ?
All I know today is there isnāt a universe in which Iām a trans without any mental illnesses, or mentally ill without being trans. And yet, I canāt tell you how many time I got asked ādo you think youād be trans if you never got through [x trauma] ?ā. I. Donāt. Know. Iāll never know. And I deserve just as much agency as you get despite being mentally ill. If you donāt believe in that, donāt come yapping about āliberation for all of usā, but āif one of us is crazy theyāll all think I am too and that canāt happenā.
No LGBTQIAA+ person deserves to be told they need to be put away, to be cured, to be allowed out in the open only if theyāre deemed āacceptableā by societyās standards. And no mentally ill people deserve to either.
No trans person should be going through years of counseling to have the access to HRT.
And I shouldnāt have had to threaten my own motherās life to avoid being locked in an adult psych ward at 14.
If you ever think, for one second, that these two things have nothing to do with one another, you are far removed from history.
To hear queer people say āyeah but some mentally ill people are dangerous !ā feels like you donāt even know where you come from.
And if I want to say, that me being trans is linked to me being mentally ill, or at least, that both are connected in a way, all hell breaks fucking loose.
So Iāll explain very carefully.
See, when I was young, my mind got shattered into a thousand of pieces I had to try to glue back on. All these pieces of myself broke further more down the line because I couldnāt catch a fucking break. And now, it happens that the final puzzle does not have the same face it had before. It happens that its shape changed over time, for reasons over the control of all of us who tried to build ourselves back. Now thereās a bigger picture, less pieces, a few other shadows, and me. Built from the shatters. With my own needs and afflictions.
And whoever you are, whatever your agenda might be, I will not let anyone take any agency away from me under the false pretext that I canāt know anything for myself. They say that about children, they say that about minorities, about physically disabled people, about the people they want OUT. And my trans siblings, you know that.
I came out for the first time 7 years ago, to my then girlfriend, who was the one asking the question that is the first sentence of this text. I came out a second time 3 years ago. Been on HRT, had top surgery, had psychotic breaks, got my meds changed, switch therapist.
Because I am trans and crazy. And yet, all these choices I made, I made myself. It didnāt have to be that hard to get the basic care I needed. It didnāt need to be. But it WAS. And Iām part of the lucky crowd of people who had access to out-patient treatment, who never have been locked up in ward, who managed to stay alive through meds withdrawals without medical assistance when I had no therapist.
Be very careful of when you start to put conditions on the rights you think you deserve. Be very, very careful about your definition of sanity and of how it warps the way you see people. When you start to say āI have access to that, but thereās people like X or Y who shouldnāt BECAUSEā, pause and ask yourself what led you to think this way. More often than not, youāll find yourself playing the same mind games as the ones you swore to fight against, and when it gives them the upper hand, they wonāt hesitate to come for you after that.
#lgbtqiaplus#ftm#trans#transgender#mental illness#trauma#tw trauma#tw psychophobia#psychophobia#tw psychosis#lgbtqia#genderqueer#ftx#trans rights#actually psychotic#psychotic disorders#psychosis#psychosis mention#neurodivergency#trans mental health#queer#transmasc#trans issues#psychodivergency#mad pride#insanity#anti psychiatry#psychiatry#actually mentally ill#madpunk
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realistic sex with san
san x f!reader fluff | smut | mdni a/n: welcome to this series. where i'll try to imagine how each member would actually fuck, as āØrealisticallyāØ as possible. happy sannie day. enjoy ā” disclaimer: i say realistic but lets be honest this is pure delulu behaviour and total fiction. everything is solely based on the vibes the boys give off.
i feel like san isnāt the pursuing kinda guy. heās really shy at the beginning, especially if heās crushing on you. since heās a cancer baby ā he would actually avoid you/ignore you.Ā
At first you would just think he just does not care about you, not necessarily hate you because he would seem so laid back about it but in reality his heart is racing when he sees you and itās just easier for him to avoid you
so why doesnāt he just go for it? what??? no! youāre crazy? what if you werenāt interested? he would never be able to accept the rejection. so heād rather have this crush stay as it is. unless you take actions into your own hands? (spoiler it's what youāll have to do to score this man)
at some point the others are tired of seeing san snob you when youāre around then gush about you when youāre away so one of the member just spills the tea (spoiler alert it was either joong or woo because they were sick of it or yeosang but he didnāt mean to)
so with that new knowledge youāll just have to make your move
i think he has a careful/cautious nature so he doesn't fold immediately because you could be playing games we never know but he definitely doesn't take long before he gives in because heās head over heels and can't resist you
after a while, if your actions and words are consistent things change. he gets confident and heās all over you all the time.
heās pda line with mingi and woo
he just loves to have you near him, he wants to feel that you are near.
if thereās people around he wont care he just wants to hold your hand or for you to sit on his lap (if heās feeling naughty he will even sneak his hand on your ass, give a light quiet little spank or just squeeze it in his large gym rat hand because this man just loves your ass)
heās perfectly fine with you doing your own thing. he doesn't require to be doing every single little thing together but he wants to stroke your thigh when youāre reading and heās watching his cheesy romantic kdrama. because yeah san is a whole ass romantic. the hopeless kind.
but heās also realistic. he knows loves comes from trust and communication and oh boy he just knows how to talk to you. even if heās a little susceptible sometimes (i think he is a sensitive boy thats whoās hiding being the muscle mountain) he always communicates with you effectively. and that's because of his nurturing nature (cancer baby ā)
At the end of the day san wants to coddle you, cherish you, LOVE YOU.
he has so much love to give. i mean he said it himself he grew up receiving a lot of love so he knows how to receive it and give it
speaking of it love isnt sanās only infinite resourceĀ
i feel like san has also a lot stamina probably the highest out of all of them doesn't mean he has the highest sex drive (thatās probs mingi or joong) but when heās in the mood he can go for a looooonnng time he is tireless, he is relentless
for instance he never taps out first. when your body is exhausted and your shivering and trembling and heās came thrice already you have all the rights to assume he is done but then he folds your legs up on your chest again and you whimper because you donāt know if you can take it anymore so he whispers āplease baby i just need one more, okay? will you be my good girl, just one more time?ā you moan and arch your back as he slides in and he shivers from slight overstimulation. but nonetheless you look up to him through your wet lashes and nod. so he instantly starts to sharply snap his hips against yours, making you whimper meekly. āthat's right baby. I knew you could do it, youāre doing so wellā he whispers as he gently holds your chin up to bend down and kiss you.
that would be a common occurrence if heās domming BUT! san is a switch especially with you he likes to hand out the reigns once in a while because he trusts you.
and if he subs that stamina becomes your greatest ally. you can just tie him up and work him with a fleshlight for hours, milking him so many times that the last orgasm has his cock twitching but nothing coming out anymore. You make him cum so much that you both lose count at some point. if he finishes and he softens a little sloppy kiss, a little teasing of his nipples (i feel like he has sensitive nipples idk why kdslmfkdfdmlskf) and then boom heās hard again. that man just canāt resist you. and he whines for you to stop, to continue, heās not sure. you can just make him go insane and he loves that.
ok so i teased it in yunhoās part but i think san has a size kink. big one.Ā
the reason behind it i think is actually an insecurity of his. i donāt think heās satisfied with his height you can kinda pick up in his body language that itās a sensitive subject whenever itās brought up by the other members and i think itās also part of the reason why he works out so much. sure he will never be tall tall but he can definitely be big. so i think san would be into a partner thatās smaller than him (rip us tall girlies)
so he loves to tower over you, he loves that heās able to hide you behind him, completely conceal you.
if heās fucking you missionnary he loves to really emphasize that. ālook at you, so small down there?ā he loves taking the overly sweet and condescending tone when he doms (it makes you melt every time). āyouāre doing so well for me baby. your tiny little body is taking my big cock so wellā and he would lay his weight on you, really making you feel small.
also quick side note regarding š size. i don't think san is really long i think heās average BUT heās definitely girthy. Heās got some width to him and i also think heās slightly curved upwards and god does he take advantage of that. if he fucks you missionary the angle is just devine and he loves to push down on your belly making sure you really feel him (dont mind me screaming rn because of sanās secret bulge kink)
he also loves when you tend to his size kink while heās subbing. that could sound counterintuitive at first but hear me out
if heās lying on his back on your shared bed and you are riding him and edging him he would keep his hands to his side not to influence your rhythm. he goes absolutely insane when you say ālook at you big boy?ā giving a particularly harsh bounce. āyouāre suffering quietly? why arenāt you flipping me over and taking me exactly how you'd wantā at this point he would beg and squirm so perfectly. āi know why because you know you must not. because youāre a good boy and youād anything keep it that way right baby?ā maybe teasing his nipples a little bit making him grit his teeth. āyes yes i wanna be good for you. i wanna be your good boy. p-please. ah fuckā¦ pleasepleaseā. so there you turn around and aim for the finish line he just can't get enough of seeing your perfect ass bounce on his cock. itās his favorite position he just loves it whether he doming or subbing he loves it and it doesn't take long before he collapses and stuffs you full of pipping hot cum with grunts interspersed with small whimpers.
then when sexy time is done i feel like san is the kind of guy that has to hop in the shower he doesn't stand being sticky especially to bed. if youāre too tired itās okay because heās strong and he will carry you to the bathroom and wash you and then heāll tuck you in bed and spoon youĀ
heād rather be the little spoon because heās a big pouty baby after sex. but heāll settle for anything if he gets to sleep curled up with you
bonus: i think sanās special kink would be recording you, making a sex tape with you. then watching it together. he would actually love to see more clearly how good he makes you feel or how small you actually look next to him. something he cant really see when heās in the heat of the moment. he would also definitely tease you about it. ālook at you, love. youāre shaking. i guess i must be that goodā he would get so cocky about it but if you retort anything his wits go from 100 to 0 real fast. āwhat about you? look at you fucking moaning and worshipping my pussy? you really canāt get enough of it can you?ā then he pouts for a second. Then he wraps his strong arms around your waist and pulls you close to him. āyouāre right i canāt get enough of your pretty little pussy.ā gives you a kiss on your nape and breathes heavily against your skin āi love how wet you get for me.ā an other kiss and another sultry whisper. ācan you show me again?ā (circle back to the stamina thingā¦ heās INSATIABLE šµāš«)
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a/n: finally back with this series! san was so fun to write actually. who will be next jongho, yeosang or hongjoong? just request them in the comments hehe <3
realistic sex with seonghwa, with mingi, with yunho, with wooyoung
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