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I’m Trans and Insane and I’m doing fine.
[TW Psychosis, transphobia, psychophobia, medication, psych ward]
“Are you sure ?” she asked.
I remember looking back at her in disbelief, because that was certainly a question I never asked her when she came out.
“Why do you ask ?” I say.
“Dude, I’ve seen you go into depersonalization so hard you even thought you were a human soul in a robot vessel and now, you want me to trust you when you say that you, too, are trans ?”
That’s the memory that comes back to me as I fold and put in my bag my psychiatrist’s note attesting that I suffer from gender dysphoria, NOT LINKED to any psychotic symptoms. Here it goes in my folder with my prescription note, an increase - again - of my anti depressants and Xan, and my endocrinologist’s HRT prescription, increased too - finally.
I go to two separate pharmacies to pick up each prescription for two reasons:
There is only one in this godforsaken town that always had testosterone in stock.
I can’t explain to you with words the look you can get when you give back to back, to someone who, despite not being a doctor, works in healthcare, a note for trans HRT and then a note for psychiatric meds.
And I’m lucky, because I’m not taking antipsychotics anymore. Contrarily to what you could think, it doesn’t magically makes the voices and the shadowy people disappear, but it can make a mess of your head pretty bad and my doctor and I both agreed that I didn’t need more damage up here than what I already had. And no, it doesn’t make your delusions vanish magically too: in fact, I was still pretty certain that I was talking to my soul family out here in Argentine telepathically about my mission on Earth, the meds just made it more difficult to understand their voices, but the belief was still solid.
Anyways, I’m back home with the Hoy Grail I fought tooth and nails to get: a letter from the Sacred Council of Mental Sanity also known as Psychiatry that I was, indeed, a bit delulu, but also trans, and that both things didn’t play into each other. My transness wasn’t a delusion, my delusions didn’t have anything to do with being trans.
Or did it ?
Chicken or egg, you know the drill. Did I have my selves fractured before and one of the piece that shattered my brain happened to make me trans or was I just trans with a shitload of traumas in the back that made me insane ?
But don’t worry, at least, trans people when we’re together, we have each other’s back ! Right ?
“Transidentity ISN’T a mental illness !! We don’t DESERVE to be FORCIBLY LOCKED UP and MEDICATED and MADE TO CONFORM FOR OTHER’S SENSE OF SECURITY !!”
Neither do I, RIGHT ?
Oh
Or do I ?
Remember what she said, my girlfriend, right at the beginning ?
How I can’t be trusted about myself when sometimes I don’t even have a sense of self anymore or I have too much selves who fight against each other ?
And what do we say to that ?
Get treatment. Get in-patient. Take medication. And for the love of God, shut the fuck up about it, you’re giving us a bad name.
Because being trans and crazy can’t exist. It’s absurd. You have to fix one of these two things. Choose which jacket I’ll wear, and they call it a straitjacket for a reason it seems, so am I queer or am I insane ?
All I know today is there isn’t a universe in which I’m a trans without any mental illnesses, or mentally ill without being trans. And yet, I can’t tell you how many time I got asked “do you think you’d be trans if you never got through [x trauma] ?”. I. Don’t. Know. I’ll never know. And I deserve just as much agency as you get despite being mentally ill. If you don’t believe in that, don’t come yapping about “liberation for all of us”, but “if one of us is crazy they’ll all think I am too and that can’t happen”.
No LGBTQIAA+ person deserves to be told they need to be put away, to be cured, to be allowed out in the open only if they’re deemed “acceptable” by society’s standards. And no mentally ill people deserve to either.
No trans person should be going through years of counseling to have the access to HRT.
And I shouldn’t have had to threaten my own mother’s life to avoid being locked in an adult psych ward at 14.
If you ever think, for one second, that these two things have nothing to do with one another, you are far removed from history.
To hear queer people say “yeah but some mentally ill people are dangerous !” feels like you don’t even know where you come from.
And if I want to say, that me being trans is linked to me being mentally ill, or at least, that both are connected in a way, all hell breaks fucking loose.
So I’ll explain very carefully.
See, when I was young, my mind got shattered into a thousand of pieces I had to try to glue back on. All these pieces of myself broke further more down the line because I couldn’t catch a fucking break. And now, it happens that the final puzzle does not have the same face it had before. It happens that its shape changed over time, for reasons over the control of all of us who tried to build ourselves back. Now there’s a bigger picture, less pieces, a few other shadows, and me. Built from the shatters. With my own needs and afflictions.
And whoever you are, whatever your agenda might be, I will not let anyone take any agency away from me under the false pretext that I can’t know anything for myself. They say that about children, they say that about minorities, about physically disabled people, about the people they want OUT. And my trans siblings, you know that.
I came out for the first time 7 years ago, to my then girlfriend, who was the one asking the question that is the first sentence of this text. I came out a second time 3 years ago. Been on HRT, had top surgery, had psychotic breaks, got my meds changed, switch therapist.
Because I am trans and crazy. And yet, all these choices I made, I made myself. It didn’t have to be that hard to get the basic care I needed. It didn’t need to be. But it WAS. And I’m part of the lucky crowd of people who had access to out-patient treatment, who never have been locked up in ward, who managed to stay alive through meds withdrawals without medical assistance when I had no therapist.
Be very careful of when you start to put conditions on the rights you think you deserve. Be very, very careful about your definition of sanity and of how it warps the way you see people. When you start to say “I have access to that, but there’s people like X or Y who shouldn’t BECAUSE”, pause and ask yourself what led you to think this way. More often than not, you’ll find yourself playing the same mind games as the ones you swore to fight against, and when it gives them the upper hand, they won’t hesitate to come for you after that.
#lgbtqiaplus#ftm#trans#transgender#mental illness#trauma#tw trauma#tw psychophobia#psychophobia#tw psychosis#lgbtqia#genderqueer#ftx#trans rights#actually psychotic#psychotic disorders#psychosis#psychosis mention#neurodivergency#trans mental health#queer#transmasc#trans issues#psychodivergency#mad pride#insanity#anti psychiatry#psychiatry#actually mentally ill#madpunk
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I used to dislike Lazarus Pit Madness headcanons but I've seen people say "he doesn't need magic madness he has normal madness" and "why would you need a magical explanation for his behaviour have you people never heard of cptsd" and while I understand the sentiment (and Jason definitely has cptsd) this is exactly what I'm talking about when I say dc has a dangerous habit of demonizing/villanizing mental illness and it has a real impact on the fandom's perception of mental illness. Winnick isn't the worst when it comes to Jason's writers but the fact that he wrote Jason as both a brilliant hypercompetent villain and a sympathetic character that makes you go "oh hey, he has a point..." should not distract you from the fact that no, decapitation is not a common symptom of cptsd.
#i told myself i'd let it go because I understand the annoyance with the idea of the pit madness#and the points that were made to a certain extent#but i keep seeing it and it's so frustrating#i just had a conversation with a friend the other day who said “oh i never thought about it like that”#“to me it's fine if they don't have accurate depictions of mental illness because it's just comics it doesn't have to accurately depict life#“it's not gonna have an impact”#but then i log in and it visibility has had an impact if people are saying that#and i understand the appeal of jason as a villain#no hate to the fans#this is clearly on dc. they have a responsibility.#also fucking kill the joker omg#dc critical#jason todd#jason todd deserves better#tw psychophobia#red hood#under the red hood critical#i still think red hood jason is a fascinating character#and he does have cptsd#but it's a villanized/demonized depiction of it and we should acknowledge that
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TW suicide attempt, psychophobia Kasem and Ijaaz belong to @noa-de-cajou
"You're a dumbass, jeez", Kasem shouted "How could you do this to me?!" "Calm down, or the nurses are going to throw you out of here", Ijaaz calmly responded. "I'm going to fetch you coffee for the both of you, I think you need some... time to talk together."
I reached for my glasses when I heard the door being shut. I dared not take a look at my husband, whom I felt glaring upon me.
"Why ? Just why, Gaspard?" "Didn't you read my note?" "Of course I read it!", they screamt on the verge of tears. "Why are you like this? Why didn't you talk to me? Why?" "Because that therapist is right. Because everyone is right", I said with a trembling voice. "I am bad for you. I will ruin your life and I will ruin our child's life if we have one. Everyone is right, Kasem. Everyone."
I finally gathered enough courage to lock eyes with him.
"I should've succeeded. And you would've been happy with Ijaaz."
He tried to respond, before giving up and collapsing on the chair of my hospital chamber. He wiped a tear off their cheek.
"You know I can't live without you. And... I have done enough harm around me and-" "For fuck's sake SHUT UP!" he burst out crying. "Shut your fucking mouth! I've almost lost my husband due to your bullshit, if another word comes out of your..."
They let out a muffled scream. I looked at him in silence, waiting for him to continue.
"I am so sorry not to have seen anything", he finished by saying. "I don't blame you, I am a good liar. And I had a plan since... forever, I guess. Never thought I would really act on it, I thought that narcissism would shield me from that, but... Here we are." "Idiot", he mumbled/ "What shame, defeat and self-loathing do to a man", I said while putting out my glasses. I couldn't bear the disapproval in his eyes, in the way his mouth bent.
He rose from the chair, and came to my side. My hand in his, they somewhat forced me to stay in contact, not to retreat in my head, and his touch was comforting. It proved me he was in my corner, after all. I didn't deserve that tenderness, but I am only a man. I closed my eyes and prayed for him to stay.
"Look at me, making it all about me again", I whispered. "What a fool I am." "Gaspard, this is about you now. You tried to kill yourself. I am just... relieved you're alive. This is a lot to process", he murmured before he kissed me on the forehead. "When you were still asleep, I uh... I talked to the doctors, and we agreed that the soundest thing is that you get hospitalized for a bit. It's up to you, but... you know." "I just want us to go home, now", I chuckled. "I just want to cook dinner with you, watch a movie and I don't know, just cuddle until we're asleep. I want to go home." "I'll... see what I can do."
We just stayed silent, wiping each other tears. I snuggled against him, their warmth filling me with comfort and a sense of being loved for who I am even if I am a mess. And it was just so much of a feeling, I just needed him by my side and I couldn't stand living in a world where I am the monster and he was my victim. He deserved so much more, so much better, than I could ever provide. But still, he loved me. And he was the most important person in my entire life.
"Never again. I don't want to see you like that ever again." "I'm sorry", I couldn't help but wept.
I opened my eyes. They were close enough for me to distinguish their features. His ocean eyes. His long hair. His smooth skin.
"I don't want to hurt you anymore... You're too precious for me." "I know, Gaspard. I know you do your best, and you don't know how much you do for me. I want you alive. I need you alive." "Will we go home soon?" "We will. I promise."
#tw suicide#tw suicide attempt#tw psychophobia#writing#writeblr#writers on tumblr#hurt/comfort#oc#i cried writing this#i am weak#domestic angst#[inserer un nom]
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Will Wood style X Jason Todd (DC)
The Myosotis Conundrum (Aka The Bush is on Fire Aka Iphigenia Sets Up A Dead Man's Switch)
I-ayayay am a selfish, selfish nasty man
You can check it black on white, section F60.2
It says I-ayayay am doomed to be a nasty man
It's written in your books and it's all thanks to you.
And maybe it's a cop out but for who?
For me, for you, for the idea of the idea of my idea of your idea of me and you!
Whoo!
Iyayay am a man, I'm a bomb, I'm a corpse with my hand on the detonator
I am really not that bad up until you press the trigger
I'm explosive as an explosion
I'm concussive as brain damage from a blunt force lesion.
Why are you afraid?
So many have done so much worse
Really I'm pretty tame
Why are you ashamed ?
You've crafted us a pretty neat curse
And now we're playing your own game!
(And now the chorus!)
I know my place (Do you?)
I know my place (Do you, do you?)
I know my place and it's six feet deep with a worm in the eye (What about you?)
But how far did you dig because you're not that high (Did they bury your heart where they buried my bones?)
And oh (I know my place know my place)
Why are you darkening your door (Know your place know your place because we share the same face)
You could bear to smile a little more (dark dark mirror on the wall)
It's a family reunion (they never prepare you for the violence of the fall)
It's the fibrosis osmosis of the scar tissue tying the god and the angel and the devil the fall and the son
We're always being chased in our nightmares
God we've had some really good scares!
Maybe what's chasing you wants you to look at it
Maybe Euridyce is crying out with her wrists slit.
(And if you dare to) Look at me without blinking
Think of me without sinking
This would make a man out of a salt pillar and a butterfly into a caterpillar.
And I-ayayay am a selfish man (stay in your lane or they will grind you down)
To become our fathers is so very human (going insane is no reason to drown)
And I-ayayay am looking for a place to rest
That's far away from you
If Abraham fails the test
Then what the fuck do you call what you do?
"You can't kill your father", they say
Can't is for quitters who don't try enough
"Tragic character", they say
But everything is a comedy if you just say it with a little laugh!
And I-ayayay (wall up your cellar, cover your well)
Am only our second worst enemy (better build your prison next to my cell)
And I will take responsibility for the atrocity but don't you say it didn't happen to me.
I know my place (Do you?)
I know my place (Do you, do you?)
I know my place and it's by your side in the family portrait (I'm not escaping you)
The day will come we'll be reunited just you wait (You're not escaping me)
And oh (I know my place know my place)
Why are you darkening your door (It's a gentle love song)
And when it all goes wrong
You could bear to smile a little more (We'll both be singing that song)
Singing I-ayayay know my place, know my place
It's a family reunion (god and the angel and the devil the fall and the son)
And your deontological hysterical dys-ethical intellectual role will not save you from being the father of your son.
#tw ableism#psychophobia#jason todd#redhood#under the red hood#batman under the red hood#uth#a death in the family#red hood#dc#dc comics#will wood#well i tried#an attempt was made#dsm 5 critical
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Spoilers for the new Reverse 1999 chapters
TW Psychophobia, Torture, Intergenerational trauma?, Suicide Attempts...
Now started playing the new story chapters of Reverse 1999. And while I KNEW what I was going to go through, the instant I saw Isolde tied up on the electric chair... I reminded.
I reminded what it did to me as a mentally ill kid to play Alice Madness Returns. What it did to me when I watched Penny Dreadful as a young adult. So I paused. To talk about it.
I am one of the lucky ones. I never had go to a psychiatric ward (my parents tried to get me there after my first suicide attempt, but it was an adult only service, and as a 16 years old I wasn't old enough to enter, luckily my mom was there to attend to me all summer since she worked from home).
I did suffer the stigma, in many ways, but I did not suffer the medical abuse to a no return point extent. Of course the abuse in general is still terrible, but I got lucky. Some friends did not. Someone you know surely got through that. Everyone knows someone broken by psychiatric institutions. And a lot of these unlucky individuals did not recover, and sometimes died from this abuse.
We can argue that it's much better now, that there isn't torture anymore (that's a lie, getting tied down is torture, getting isolated is torture, and I won't start talking about how close to prisons psychiatric wards are, and yes I hate the reality of prisons too).
We can argue about all of this.
But we are still counting our dead. Mourning people that were not helped, not cured, but drowned even further into despair and left in shreds.
And my body knows, when I watch these pieces of fiction, when I read the history of how our condition were "studied", how the DSM got written. I feel an overwhelming and unspeakable fear. Because I know, it's me on the screen. It's my story. It could've been my exact story.
It has been the story of many unluckiest, unprivileged people (at this point I have to mention that of course, it is not just pure luck : if you aren't white, if you're lgbtq+, if a woman, you're particularly poor, if you're from a pious family, if you have commorbidities and many more can add to the list, it's going to be harder and you are the first ones on the list).
I can't ease this feeling. It's like a survival instinct. You know you don't want to ever have to go there. Even if "it can be fine sometimes", "there are some safe wards" or whatever. If you are mentally ill you just know.
So a kind reminder : always consider this when dealing with someone close to you that have mental health issues and seems to not be able to get the help they need, or sometimes are in emergency state. Please don't call the cops. Don't call the emergency services. Please don't get them to a psychiatric ward first without trying everything else, especially if they aren't ok with going there. It is, in and of itself a traumatic experience to live, and even the less abusive institution ARE abusive because psychiatry's history is what it is. It's not because some privileged people got out of there unharmed (and again I can't agree with that) that everyone would.
Anyway, it's all over the place, I can't find a good way to word this, because there is no good way to word that I'm terrified by all that shit, with reason.
Take care of yourself, of your loved ones. You can't change the world, and it is designed in a way that we still have very few alternatives to psychiatry nowadays, so you can't really avoid it all together. Just know that it's not only fiction and incredibly triggering for some of us.
Cheers. If you can relate and wish to read the new Reverse content maybe take your time to be ready, not alone, in a good mindset.
#reverse 1999#spoilers#isolde#reverse 1999 isolde#mental illness#mental health#mentally ill#psychophobia#psychiatry#psychiatric wards#mental health history#intergenerational trauma#cptsd#representation#venting#personal
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Hey!
Astrophel, He/Him.
Thanks for visiting my account!
Here I will publish various kinds of art based on your requests, in particular fan fiction (although maybe I will publish drawings too).
For now, requests are open, so don’t be afraid to give me ideas for different types of art!
But I want to warn you that I will not accept anything with fem readers. I want to make this blog aimed only at gn and male readers, so with your idea (which is great, I'm sure!) with a fem reader, you should go to another creator.
MY YES!
Smut stuff, NSFW in particular(Don’t worry, I will mark it with a special tag if you are uncomfortable with this genre of reading.)
(Ero)Guro, a detailed and non-detailed description of cruelty. I’ll warn you right away that I’m new to describing this kind of stuff, so if you have more experience or just want to correct me, my DMs are always open!
Headcanons. From the sweetest fluff "How [OC name/character name] and [OC name/character name] spend their mornings/etc" to the most horrific descriptions of violence of one character (or even characters) towards others.
Incest, big age difference, etc. I absolutely don’t care who’s sibling and what age your characters are, but I understand that this is very triggering for many, so I will also publish similar posts with a separate hashtag and TW/CW (And also please don’t try to somehow reproach me for this or somehow condemn me, cancel me, etc., etc. My job is to create art, fiction.)
Trans guy/s, non-binary characters, etc. You guys are in a safe place.
Abuse, Self-harm, etc. Again, such fics will be published under a special hashtag so that you guys still feel comfortable being here.
As you understand, I publish and write whatever your perverted brain wants, and I promise you 100% anonymity and respect. But, of course, I have my limits.
MY NO!
There is no separate list of things that make me uncomfortable, but I can refuse your request if it seems uncomfortable/strange/unpleasant/etc.
I don’t have a DNI either, but for disrespectful attitude towards others (homo/transphobia and queerphobia in general, propaganda and approval of such behavior, neurophobia, psychophobia, belief in “narcissistic/borderline/antisocial/histrionic” abuse (fuck you. I have cluster B disorder, and I certainly won’t approve such crap on my account), and simply being aggressive towards others will lead you to a permanent ban.)
Btw, selfships and self-inserts are also okay! Love you guys.
BYF!
My level of English is quite low, and I also created this account in order to develop my level and just to ✨️have fun✨️, so if you see mistakes, please point them out politely. I can also often be late with fanfiction and requests, but I will try to publish them faster. Please be patient, thank you.
FANDOMS YOU CAN REQUEST ✎
Poppy Playtime(Current hyperfixation)
Danganronpa(Fanganronpas too! Sdra2, DRDT, P:EG)
Texas Chainsaw Massacre
Scream
Madoka Magica
Yandere Simulator
Omori
Hotel Hazbin
MASTERLIST ★
None, for now.
#poppy playtime#poppy playtime x reader#poppy playtime x male rrader#danganronpa#danganronpa x reader#danganronpa x male reader#texas chainsaw massacre#slashers#slashers × reader#slashers × male reader#puella magi madoka magica#madoka magica#madoka magica x reader#madoka magica x male reader#yandere simulator#yandere simulator x reader#yandere simulator x male reader#omori#omori x reader#omori x male reader#hotel hazbin#hotel hazbin x reader#hotel hazbin x male reader#hazbin hotel#hazbin hotel x reader#hazbin hotel x male reader
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Psychiatrist: "We see so many people faking *insert any neurodivergence here* ! They don't fit the diagnostic criterias and yet think that they are this thing."
Me at my screen: "or many it's the closest thing to what they're feeling and you're missing something here, maybe they're not faking and just don't have all the symptoms??? Just a suggestion 🙄"
#charlie is rambling#yeah yeah i'm going to sleep#but god can they hear themselves s#sometimes#tw psychophobia#tw ableism
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my personal brand of fandom wank is continuously twisting Anders' ableistic portrayal in DA2 into a fable of channeling your anger and welcoming that which brands you dangerous to society.
fuck all that 'are you a man or a monster' narrative, you are an affront to God's creation and that is extremely sexy of you.
#dragon age#anders#rustypipes-rambles#I'm OK with anders apologists but I think they miss one critical point#a fictional character is a tool#you don't need to justify using it#there is no real physical entity being harmed#murder to your hearts content. it's fiction babey#tw psychophobia
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honestly i hate the whole image thats being created around like, “demon possession”. like its almost always someone with a terrifying mental illness, and the church has convinced people that its a source of evil. so instead of helping them and you know, using actual science, we hurt them to try to get the “evil” out. and now because of horror movies and stuff so many people have these preconceived notions of mental illness, which creates this atmosphere of hatred and fear which prevents so many people from actually getting the help they need. i just hate it so much its evil
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After thinking things over, the next issue of my zine will indeed be about mental illness, but also about the overlap between being trans and mentally ill and the psychophobia/transphobia/mix of both I've received from medical professionals, cis and trans people alike, as a result.
Because seeing every other day "trans people don't deserve to be locked down in psych wards and medicated BECAUSE transidentity isn't a mental illness" and be called slurs (retard, schizo, psycho, etc) when you try to gently say that in fact, NOBODY deserves to be mistreated, not even mentally ill people, is... Well, it's something.
#genderqueer#transgender#trans#lgbtqiaplus#ftm#psychodivergency#psychophobia#psychophobia tw#tw psychophobia#actually mentally ill#mental illness#mental health#transphobia#transblr#lgbtqia#queer#transmasc#genderfluid#actually psychotic#psychotic disorders#schizo spectrum#actually schizospec
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Symptoms that are not, in fact, listed in any description of cptsd:
> decapitating a bunch of people and shoving their head into a duffle bag
> exploding a train
> murder, in general
> being statutory raped by your adoptive dad's ex-wife in a violent and racist character assassination that will never be acknowledged as csa and has several layers of incestuous despite them not being related
#oh jason definitely has cptsd#no question about that#and yes you can use it as a framework to better understand him#but cptsd alone is not pipeline to chopping off heads#dc has this weird idea that trauma will randomly make you evil#tw psychophobia#and the talia/jason one being framed like it's a sign of jason being “insane” rather than a straight up traumatic event#dc critical#jason todd#under the red hood critical#red hood lost days critical
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[[OOC post that may explain some of my motivation on writing Kildare as I do.
Hello! I’m the mun, ratchimera, and I’m a Brazilian! Brazil, you know, this country known for it’s natural beauty, beaches, hot girls, carnival, Rio, trolling people at the internet, Amazon forest, biodiversity, friendly people and...
One of the biggest cases of genocide of psychiatric patients in the world, known as “The Brazilian Holocaust” that had over 60.000 deaths due to medical malpractice and torture. Barbacena was a concentration camp for “mad” people, who were obligated to work naked until their deaths, and then their bodies were sold to med schools... And this absurd only stopped at the 80s! Wikipedia link.
And I’m a psychiatric patient.
So humanizing “crazy” characters is important for me.
If you think my portrait is somehow offensive, please tell me. I’m trying my best.]]
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(TW: Psychophobia)
So, this comic made me feel kinda bad... (The red line is a cut of some pages)
I don’t remember Fethry acknowledging the fact that the rest of the family treats him different because he’s mentally divergent.
And at least in this comic, he seems to resent it and needle his family about it, trying to make them feel bad. That means that at least some of the times people treat him with condescension he is aware of it - which happens all the time.
But their faces in the second-to-last panel broke my heart because they’re still looking down on him - and he knows it, and he answers to it in the last panel.
I think that adds a lot to the character tho; the fact that he knows most people treat him as an incapable.
(I think Donald is the only one who actually argue with Fethry in the same terms he argue with anyone else.)
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Et il y a une meuf blanche qui porte des dreads et la meuf qui fétichise les métis, elle est aussi psychophobe.
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I just learnt that Martin Freeman was problematic. I'll still post Sherlock related things because I still love this show and his character (same thing for MCU or any other thing) but I am really digusted and disappointed.
I still think he is a good actor but not that he is a good human anymore
Tw: Rape, Islamophobia
He is also really really rude about a woman
It was on the story of a ig and Tik Tok creator who explained that he wouldn't do anything related to MF or Ben because they're both problematic.
For Ben:
Tw: Psychophobia (I think it's the good word, I'm sorry if it's not.), Sexual agression and transphobia.
Please, maybe repost so we're all aware of that. I'm in this fandom for like, one big year and it's the first time I read that.
Edit: I confirmed these informations and, trust me, I would have preferred to see that they weren't true. So, please don't roast me, I wouldn't do that kind of stuff for the fun :)
#fandom#jonhlock#sherlock#sherlock bbc#jonh watson#sherlock holmes#benedict cumberbatch#johnlock#martin freeman#Everdeen Ross
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TW Validism and psychophobia
Personally I would like to speak on the subject… so it’s let’s Go for a thread!
(On all the completely unworthy stuff that we hear regularly 100 times a day)
1:
“It is for your good the curatorship”
*point on the fact that a disabled psychic person can’t buy something without being criticized when buying a plush for example* (while Karen Valide buys a handbag with 500 balls and shocks no one as randomly)
2:
“Why do you touch the AAH?you’re just pretending!”
*point on the fact that our rights are unfair according to the valid and that it is a privilege to have access to certain things when you are disabled psy*
(While we are still forced to deal with the things not at all suitable for life in society but good pays your advantage obviously)
3:
“It’s the fault of screens if you’re ADHD!”
*point boomers on youth so saying completely lost who dares not laugh at hyper serious stuff and who has the nerve to defend his simple existence…naughty autistic!
(While we already existed before the discovery of high-tech but good stuff…)
4:
“Stop shouting that you’re NeuroA and then first you haven’t really disabled why you’re entitled to have a disability card?”
*guilt and pathologizing about the fact that your disability is not seen because anyway askip just has some difficulties and then it’s all… without really knowing yourself*
(While the concern is that we are constantly classified according to the “gravity” of our “pathology” review your aprioris please it becomes dangerous to get so much misunderstanding on the real subject)
5:
“You’re really screaming for nothing… when I think there are people who would dream of being in your place, you should be happy and avoid complaining!”
* Unbearable point of the life lesson on the model of “good and bad disabled” as if we were happy to have access to something that should be… logical all the time!
(Although hand washing is pure commercial bullshit but obviously jean-valid prefers to marvel at “your beautiful different because you are all wonderful »
6:
"Ah, but you're lgbt+ AND practical, but normally you can't be the 2, you're too weird... that's why you're trans... that's because you're too weird... that's really your autistic?"
Waw I don’t have the words to describe how cis NT really has no genes to ask us if we are legitimate to live peacefully without having to answer those kind of hyper-embarrassing questions that humiliate us more than anything else…)
7:
You are so brave and an example you know... and you never thought you were fashionable if you hadn't been autistic?
* Life lesson point as if we were not already accustomed enough, let's see...*
(Although it is screaming and completely eugenic but WTF… as if I were forced to prove my happiness ah the… but nan I claim my disability for the cause worries you…)
8:
“I think you're great and that autistic or not you can't see as much as that... on TV they're more... you know what... by the way I told you about the daughter of a friend who also has it?”
*point that starts from a compliment I guess but thank you I'm fine despite this kind of comment by people not at all informed on the subject because apparently TV is safe while on the contrary it's mainstream to death... then I don't know me... I've already told you about the guy I met in a bar and who told the same kind of clichés? *
(While on the fact... well by force it makes me smile nicely because the NT don't even imagine for a minute that not only am I “able to fight for a cause that is close to my heart” but in addition I am far from the old problematic clichés about the gaze of disability in general... like the DSM completely slammed to the ground now... *
9: “You talk a lot after…you did the studies really above it?well you don’t have the right to talk fall!”
*inflicting point I can’t stand it anymore… so my guy… already I am a concerned person… I express myself, it’s not like I was in charge of people “like me” as you say and I got out of the popotin every second like Sophie Cluzel*
(So in short… people who have no idea what the life of a person with a hand is really like… blah bla I speak san puts the subject rider with false and often erroneous words)
10: “I’m not crazy! Why you can cancel a YouTuber for just that?
*point where we imagine that we crazy we should be ashamed and hide and not at all to let it do but good it really is bad to know us…*
(While the feeling of wanting to do pedagogy for a community of fans using a psychophobic thermal baths ben, that’s all benefit for the person who might feel concerned and who already has trouble finding a place in a group)
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