#im scared of growing up

[acewasnthere]

I will never be this young again

[bird-stream]

i am but a loyal dog to the passage of time. and i want to bite the hand that guides me.

[moonypml]

growing up with you has been a privilege

we've watched them grow up. that's one of the things that makes me the most emotional. we've seen them change hairstyles, make mistakes and learn from them, be successful radio hosts, go on tour multiple times. we've seen them discover new music, share new interests with us, trust us more and move to their forever home. they've achieved a lot professionally, but also personally. they've grown into (even more) inspiring people, they've become their best version, they are happier than ever. and the best part is that we have proof of it, and that we can go to their youtube channels and live it all again, learning something new every time we do it.

we've also grown up. most of us have become adults; we have degrees, jobs, or we don't have any of that but are learning to love ourselves and getting to know who we really are. we've made friends thanks to them, some of them are still here, others are still in our lives, but they don't watch them anymore. some people have even met the love of their lives through them. they have improved our lives greatly; they have changed it.

it's incredible everything that has happened these past 15 years... everything we (dnp and us) have achieved. i wonder if they think of us and our growth the same way we think of them. if they get emotional over what they have created around them. they're gardeners, and we're the flowers they've been growing for 15 years. i hope they think they have the prettiest garden, because i do.

[tart-miano]

TW: FLASHING LIGHTS!!

Yaaaaay i can finally post this! Happy (almost) Halloweeeeeeeeen

[nabaath-areng]

Orbital trajectory.

[skunkes]

the thing abt the surgery is that yes I do get litle moments of being ecstatic it finally happened but also I just feel Normal now. like my base state for all my life up until last week was worry, horror, and panic when i'd occasionally remember the very unwanted thing my body was capable of, spiraling into what ifs on potential conflicts in my life and future... and now i just feel Not Stressed Out All the Time. Normal.

[nyupuun]

My starter pair in Flight Rising

[rowanisawriter]

going through all the stages of grief today lmao!! whatever im gonna play video game now!!

[rapidhighway]

is teen titans good? i never actually watched it but ur art is tempting me to give it a try … superhero stuff is not typically in my realm of interests lol

I think it's pretty good, especially if you're interested in watching a fun show about a group of friends who fight crime together. There's lots of villain of the week, character-focused episodes with some very cool gems here and there. Also, TT doesn't require any knowledge of dc at all imo xd like, it definitely enhances the experience when you can point at a guy and go "I know him!" but it's really not needed for the plot or anything

[byeeizzy]

Today is my birthdaaaay

[calikitters]

this song makes me so unwell because it is sooooo quintessentially pjo like every character has a line here it's insane I'm sobbing so hard

[prince-liest]

A bird grasshopper apparently laid eggs in my basil before I slaughtered it, and now I have to check for the tiny little green fuckers every day and crush them with rocks while they steadily eat my basil and strawberries. There's a bird nesting like 15 feet away and I really wish it would just eat them or something so that I could feel less guilty over it. I have a weird mix of feelings about the whole thing, but apparently the Venn diagram of guilt and vicious spite overlaps widely, haha.

[scarlet-sam-chaos]

nm just a girl freaking out about going to college and having to share a living space with people like actual humans-

[leviiackrman]

I am fighting for my life to be mentally stable and it’s not working

[mayoiayasep]

oh so we're getting yume backstory RIGHT AWAY huh.

[disconnected-dragon]

miles g strikes me as the kind of person who's all "whatever. i don't care. i don't care. im a badass, im a motherfucker, don't fuck with me, bitches" while not realizing that everyone can see he's abt one bungled mission away from breaking down and sobbing in the street