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porrigens · 5 months ago

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i should be able to start walking again,

like you did one day.

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#siinamota #powapowap #vocaloid #hatsune miku #strobe light #this song is super special to me :)#not much else to say atm!!! LOL #im on holiday so maybe more posts.. maybe not.

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astarionposting · 1 year ago

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Aeterna Amantes 2/?

This blood on my teeth it is far beyond dry, and I've captured you once, but I wasn't quite right.

So I'm telling you that you'll be safe with me.

Why is this song not on Spotify anymore I’m so sad 😭 I used to listen to it over and over again when I was like 12..

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ryuubff · 9 months ago

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chinese new year is still going on so i have a reason to start spreading my half-chinese!sebastian propaganda 🧧

#stardew valley #sebastian got the chinese side from his bio dad #stardew sebastian #stardew robin #stardew farmer #stardew valley fanart #sdv fanart #sdv #sdv sebastian #sdv robin #sdv farmer #i draw skrunkly #i think im terrible at drawing kids #children are so hard to draw. WHY?#yeah i got a new brush over the holidays. using it like crazy #guys maybe if uni didnt kick my ass id post more consistently #sorry for my garbage handwriting btw #it wont get better!

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lotus-lamps · 11 months ago

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im not late YOU'RE late (man whats with me and niko related celebration art and being late with it)

this did not turn out the way i wanted to but. oh well.

HOWEVER. I GOT A NEW APPLE PEN FOR CHRISTMAS. SO. INCREASED ART MOTIVATION AND ART CAPABILITIES LETS GOOOOOOOOO

also yes i AM obnoxious enough to put my watermark in the middle of the drawing. yes new watermark. old one was boring lol. plus i rarely go by cozm now

okay bye bye enjoy your break!

#art #digital art #lotus drawdles #niko oneshot #oneshot #oneshot game #oneshot fanart #happy holidays #merry christmas #you know what i did. i accidentally put all my extra ramblings into the actual post and not the tags.#now i will have nothing to rant about here :(#OH YEAH do not question the background lmao my perspective capabilities are very great i know #the colors are a lot more diluted here (compared to ipad) but. i kinda like it better ngl #i wanted to experiment with shading more but i ended up with same old same old. this style is pretty fun tho #time to get back on the proseka grind. im so bad at it lol #no more sky for me only proseka #rip sky loved you sky was a chore though maybe i'll get back to it at one point lol #all my hyperfixations rotate though so nothing new ngl #bye byeeee #artblr #artists on tumblr

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tinyfantasminha · 12 days ago

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#i went to sleep at 3am and its 6am now bc i criedmyself to sleep 👍��#sorry to ventdump my annoying insecurities again #i cant bring myself to do something i really want anymore #been having these thoughts since last year but this year its a lot more apparent #ideas are not scarce but the motivation/time to execute them are #i wish i could take an indefinite break on taking commissions bc by the time im finished with all of them im too burnt out/1 #to draw for my blog and by the time it passes my motivation for these ideas also vanishes/2 #I cant actually stop now bc im still an unpaid internee working for experience+portfolio so I need the money #I feel like shit whenever i can't get art done at the appropriate timing (ex: thematic holiday/character bday/event etc)#everything passes too fast and its already too late and the hype dies #its so hard to stay relevant and charismatic enough #Looking back I can't say im 100% satisfied with ANY art i posted this year #“was it worthy? is it still relevant? did I waste my time doing this?”#im too overly emotional over this (unfortunately) popular fictional lion beastman #“I want to yume/draw him more often/talk more about him!”#why? hes already popular enough. He has louder and more popular users who do that for him. nobody would care if it's you.#you'd get a swarm of hate. nobody would send you nice asks about it.#you don't get nearly half of the asks you used to receive back then. people just aren't interested in you anymore.#maybe you should delete your blog and start drawing trendy doodles of whatever is being hyped up at the moment.#.#if I can't execute original ideas what's the point of it?#I hate HATE having to do trendy art of whatever unfunny meme is being hyped up at the moment #but sometimes its necessary for the algorithm to boost you and to get some actual crumbs of engagement and new followers #what else can I do? being interesting on your own or having an interesting oc is no easy feat. I envy those who manage.

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todayisafridaynight · 2 months ago

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i’m pretty surprised that you can be in a fandom without really checking the tags regularly for new content or discussions that’s pretty impressive

ive got twitter for that and twitter has shown me enough as is

#snap chats #i dont even check twitter specifically for rgg its just that my algorithms been formed that way cause friends send me tweets #on the real though jvALEKJEKL ive always. how you say. played with dolls alone #so being alone online isnt hard or anything particularly 'impressive' to me its just how i roll #ive always lived in my head i guess- with my interests that is. its fun up there vlkeajkla #i still like to hear from other people of course but for the most part im happy with just myself im not all that pressed for others #i think its also just. i have. other interests? so i dont really think i want to look at One Particular Thing that day. at least for tumblr #i MIGHT just cause thats how the day goes but i dont think 'i feel like looking at rgg art today'#whatever i see I See and that'll be that yk i love a lot of things and think of a lot of things #evidently SOME things take a hold of me more than others- or ill wanna be more public bout it at least #but thats jsut cause i just feel SO MUCH for Whatever Thing It Is At The Time that i want to share it. so then i do jvlskjs #with that in mind can i really say im 'in' a fandom when i dont particularly interact with it LMAO #again always happy to do so but im like an estranged uncle if anything #come over once a year to drop gifts off then i leave. ill still respond to holiday cards though if theyre sent #also for discussions ill usually just talk to my brother about it since he'll usually be The Main Sponge for my rambling LOLOL #god's strongest soldier i promise i try to hold back but im afraid i feel my brain physically tickle my skull #my brother always has to watch in real time me be consumed by a piece of media. like its a symbiote its really funny #cause at this point we'll meet in the kitchen and ill start like 'you know whats really funny..'#and he'll just. 'ok so who's it about today' LIKE PLEAAAASSSEEE. anyways prepare for my ninth 90 minute lecture about This Character #i also have a friend that i talk about my interests with- not all the time but enough that im like. Yeah Im Good Talkin Bout This #like the dopamine in my brain is activated JUST enough when i get to have quick short convos bout it with her #honestly maybe i should use my blacklisted main and rb ALL of my sideblog posts there #just so the people following that can Also witness me be consumed in real time <- will not do this

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jacklelanturn · 2 years ago

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You hear that, Zach?

My gift for @talltarakona for @michaeltillotson 's SWERY gift exchage! I decided to go crazy with colors and symbolism as per request so i hope you enjoy it :D! I know i had alot of fun doing it ^-^

#my art #deadly premonition #francis york morgan #francis zach morgan #fanart #digital art #clip studio paint #artists on tumblr #digital painting #illustration #scopophobia #swery exchange #swery65 #i wanted to do extra little doodles but the holidays and before u know it its the posting deadline :sob:...#im proud of this though so im ok with posting it on its own ^-^#i hope after this i can do more dp stuff bc i had alot of ideas back when i was 100%ing dp1 ... its like a good game maybe... TO ME #hope everyone has a happy new year btw ^-^#im gonna post up a little art summary tomorrow to celebrate!

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klesek · 1 year ago

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novem-bur day 25: amogus. fwiatc edition! me when the uh. when the impostor is sus haha anyways words r lyrics from "scapegoat" by ghost and pals and uhhh. dont ask why the guy from among us is like the angstiest bur in fwiatc but also im going to tell you anyways (under the cut !)

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um. so this is imp (short for 'impostor') and [REDACTED] (he has a name but its not revealed yet because he. hasnt talked to anyone but imp in the fic yet unless you count when editor saw him which i absolutely dont. anyways) and theyre the burs from among us ! yes burs plural . bc imp is the Impostor and [REDACTED] is the Crewmate and i made among us worldbuilding bc i love science fiction a normal amount. so basically "impostors" (thats what humans call them), aka what imp is, are a 'hostile' alien species who 'possess' and kill other intelligent species, mostly on cargo ships ! the reason for this is. not yet revealed in fwiatc technically but one can kind of draw conclusions. but the main driving factor is what you see in the background of this art- a star getting sucked into a black hole. yes thats a black hole In my defense no one really knows what they look like ! anyways the 'impostors' are shape-shifting alien parasitoids who infect and take over a host in order to Do Their Job. and originally imp was supposed to be like a straight-up antagonist whos like rly bad and a murderer etcetc and he Is a murderer he kills [REDACTED] (different guy. spoilers lmao) but i made myself emotional over him and now hes just a silly little guy with a million identity crises because i said so!

uhh TLDR i made among us backstory, got attached to the murderer i made, and now imp and [REDACTED] are two of my favorite burs. i love them and i need to run them over with an 18-wheeler

#novem-bur #wilbur soot #among us #wilbur soot fanart #fwiatc #art #i assume that 'amongbur' is. among us bur ! idk what else it would b but also i second-guess myself way too much #so like if amongbur is smth totally different then like. shhh no its not #ummm i dont like this v much and im a lil disappointed bc i wanted 2 draw smth rly cool for these two bc theyre the funniest 2 talk abt-#-without the context of the fwiatc story bc like. among us #but swagever im just gonna. Post it #also i meant 2 post last week but i was working on this and another drawing and irl (holiday) stuff so :((#maybe if i remember later this week and have time then i will !! i kinda doubt it bc this week has school and im gonna try 2 draw most-#-of the burs this week bc most of them r in fwiatc #but we'll see !!#almost hoping this causes someone 2 want 2 read fwiatc to get any more fucking context bc that would be HILARIOUS #anyways posting now.

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lucky-draws · 9 months ago

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why am i like oh no maybe i post maria too much when i literally spent 2021-2022 posting nothing but ocie. well i will unlearn my misogyny and post even more maria

#in 2023 i posted no art except for maybe one banger and a handful of bad sketches #rn im like oh god i want a JOB but also kind of enjoying the extra time for art that unemployment affords me. such is life #i really need to get back into writing though i haven't been reading enough:/ i have ideas but sitting down k to write is so much scarier #than drawing #also wait it's literally like less than 2 months til summer holidays so i will literally have time to play m/gsv oh god #if my laptop can cope then i guess summer 2024 will be my m/etal gear resurgence. my rising revengeance resurgence 🔥#i was looking back at some old art the other week bc i was sorting thru my old computer files and all my art scans are on there and i was #like good god the proportions the cringe etc. which is good because it means i improved. but also there's some old stuff thats kind of #“better” or more fun or something than some of the recent stuff despite the technical ugliness and im like .yearns for that sparkle etc #also i miss the where's ocie era it was fun.i need to do it again in some form it would probably b quite rejuvenating to get sillay again

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luminous-faerie · 10 months ago

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not me refreshing the line-up page for the festival near where i live every five minutes

#lissie speaks #this text post is brought to you by lissie listening to kate nash all day and bc i saw her there last year i started thinking about it agai #and the little voice in the back of my brain is going maybe bas will be there this year so u should keep refreshing #to which im like yeah but the initial lineup is released on weds like it says on the website and im still here hitting refresh #basically i want to see bastille live and i wouldve gone last year but the one nearest me wasn't even that near and i was on holiday #at the time #also i do just need more live music in my life soooo #manifesting a bas maisie peters hozier kate nash f+tm garbage lineup pls plsplsplspls pls #anyway if anyone read all that good for u bc i would not have

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bunnyb34r · 10 months ago

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Almost been a full 2 weeks.

#marquilla #i praying that the post office is just that backlogged from the storm and holiday but idk anymore #if someone did steal it it would more than likely been from the post office bc i get the mail near immediately #if they did I hope they're enjoying not being able to get high bc its an opiate blocking medication so useless to them #but at that specific dose valuable to me #but maybe the pharmacy is experiencing a backlog idk #cant do anything til fucking monday though and that's infuriating #like will this cost me one of my refills? which will then fuck me over doctors appt wise?#im just so tired of this

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lucifers-horror-harem · 2 years ago

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I come out of the depression funk enough for me to peruse tunglr for five minutes and I've been spam followed by porn bots what in tarnation HAPPENED HERE

#*touches soil* something bad happened here #friendly reminder that i enjoy being the local cryptid that strikes when i have something new to say or post #and then disappears into the shadows again #so HI EVERYONE IM NOT DEAD I PROMISE #i just have been trying to get thru the holidays with my sanity intact #and then maybe write some more after that but currently i have nothing #MERRY CRIMMUS PALS #hopefully i will be alive more soon

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usertoxicyaoi · 2 years ago

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anyway boyyofgod are in their workshop era and the videos they post on their socials are so funny im so excited for it all to shape up over the next few months!!!

#fhcbsjcic the latest one they posted of xin and tar is so funny jchdjxic AAAAH I LOVE THEM!!!!!!!!#so if its a november release and its may now surely theyll start shooting soon-ish bc yday they put up a video #of the writers talking about the scriptwriting sooooo!!!!!!!!! HMMMMM. YEAH.#anyway im so glad im SOOO glad.#also i cant wait one more week of work and then one week half term holiday!! i'll probably rewatch onhct and i might gif it over the next #couple of weeks maybe.#in a way its v refreshing that rn apart from naked dining and our dining table - once they finish - idr have ....#a new show to watch? and so its exciting to just go with the flow and follow my gut when i stumble upon a trailer or a show #like this year i havent pressured myself into watching a show .... if i wanna i will. and if i dont vibe with it ill drop it #instead of slogging with it. so i literally do not know what i'll watch this summer once nd and odt are over ....#but yeah i know i'll find something just out of pure searching and aaaaah!! the excitement and newness of it all!!! is so !!! serotoniiiiin #faiza talks

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phagodyke · 4 months ago

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had a very weird dream the place I worked was in the marine exploration industry and I was presenting a review of a deep sea probe we were retiring and then woke up extremely abruptly bc my body started digging my uterus out with a million tiny blunt spoons YOWIEEEEOWWW

#fuckinghellllll this pain is smth else entirely. trying to be normal abt it bc its 2am and im so tired please let me go back to sleep #filled a hot water bottle so now we wait for that to do its thing and ill take some ibuprofen #ohhhhh just realised i only have 3 ibuprofen capsules left. and a full day of work in 6 hours... chuckles. im in danger ahahaa #fuck me okay ill get up half an hour earlier and go to tesco before i get my bus i think it opens 7am so should just be able to make it #i take it back abt that organ post can i get my reproductive system removed 🥹🥹🥹🥹#it has no right being this bad im not in FUCKING labour GET A GRIP!!!!!#grabbing my tubes and shaking them and shaking them and yanking them out #swear i had more ibuprofen than this where the fuck is it.#so annoying the premier near my work doesnt open until 8:15 bc thats exactly when my shift starts 🙃🙃🙃🙃#wait maybe theres a tesco nearby nvm nah just google mapsed and its barren around there #so i have to go before i get my bus. okay okay thats fine. setting my alarm for 6am. its that or killing myself #it has been. half an hour now is it going to lessen!!!!!!#JUST FOUND ANOTHER PACK IN MY BAG BUT ITS EMPTY THIS IS SO CRUEL......#okay. sorry this is so disjointed im clawjnf at the walls and then i come bacm and type another tag and then i claw some more #im gonna refill my hot water bottle and please let me sleep please i cant do work on so little and also in so much pain #jesus ill see how i feel when i wake up again maybe i should call in sick #so devastating i cant take codeine on these meds bc that was the only thing that helped :-( i need to ask if there are alternatives #or maybe i should go med free while im on my period so i can take it. but idk how long it has to be out of my system to be safe #and i dont want withdrawal ughhhhhh #hate usinf a hot water bottle during the summer its too warm for this. miserable. wait i should dm my flatmate if she can spare a little #ik n she might need it to take on holiday but just enohgh for today would be so good wah #and then i dont have to leave.so super early #okay ill do that then putting phone down so i can try sleeping even with pain pleaseplease #goodnight :-(#.diaries

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coridallasmultipass · 7 months ago

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#ughhhh i started writing a quick bro / dave for todays date but im def not gonna finish in 45 minutes nooooo #its my ki.nk and i wanted to savour what i was writing by dragging it out hffffffff #wish i thought to start it before last night ughhhhh #but ughhhhhhhh dudeeeee its hapeninggggggggggg #god im so fucking thorsty for it #no one writes it the way i want it #and now ive gone and made it silly by trying to do it for today #but i cant just take those parts out bc they're so... baked... into the plotline #hfffffffff why didnt i just make this its own thing ughhhhhh (bc dave would never wanna do that sober thats why)#hffffffffffff screams #writing sm. ut is so time consuming for me #(tbh writing is on its own lol)#but to write. my fave thing. for the first time. its a lot of pressure for a fic that was supposed to be a quick joke #bro ended up being fucking smitten as hell too bc thats how i feel abt this ki. nk lmao #i dont think im even gonna get hi tonight lmao its okay a holiday doesnt mean shit when its something i do on the reg #im so tired hhhhh im just wasting more time typing out more tags bc im too tired to write fic words lol ugh #delete later / /#maybe i will so i can just go the fuck to sleep rn and write more when im more awake. date be damned. im not finishing in 30 mins lol #and even if i did finish in 30 mins i sure as hell aint proofreading and posting within 30 mins #ok yeah gonna get ready for bed and set the writing down for when im not gonna write something rushed ill regret and have to undo later

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room4creation · 1 year ago

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Being Delulu rn bc it’s his birthday so I said happy birthday and he said thank you and I’m mad abt it !!(!:£:!:£:!: AHHHHHHHHWHESJEBEBE

#someone Chuck a brick at my head PLEASE #also I didn’t even say happy birthday as a GAME I said it because he’s a friend Whayever but like UVDJRBEJDHJDDNDN #IM SO MAD. ABOUT IT.#tbh maybe this is gonna sound crazy and it’s like … context for the last post or whatever but #he’s on holiday w his friends and his message reply was thank you very much xx which to me was WEIRD bc in the few times we’ve texted he’s #never xx … sooooo idk I just feel like there’s some sort of game but I’m probs being psycho and immature #not that it even matters :)#at all.#I think that’s what I’m more mad at … I’m not more mad it I’m just mad abt multiple things

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