#im not yearning for anything at all
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Endless List of Platonic Relationships That I Love - The Adams Foster Family
"DNA does not make a family, love does."
#sapphirebluejewel#the fosters#thefoster#lena adams foster#lenaadamsfoster#stef adams foster#stefadamsfoster#callie adams foster#callieadamsfoster#jude adams foster#judeadamsfoster#mariana adams foster#marianoadamsfoster#jesusadamsfoster#jesus Adams Foster#Brandon foster#brandonfoster#found family back at it again#it just feels really genuine#im not yearning for anything at all
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thinking about wolfwood (ID in alt text)
#vashwood#vash the stampede#nicholas d wolfwood#trigun#trigun maximum#from awhile ago! i forgot to upload it here i think#i realized looking back at this. wolfwood has shrunk even more. DFGMKSGMS im sorry everyone has to bear with that. short woowoo#is engrained into my bones.... but anyway. im a big fan of vash yearning if that was not obvious from my previous comics.#not to say wolfwood doesnt do the same ofc... but im just thinking about vash's layers of repression in emotions and how he holds it#all together for the most part.... and when he yearns it's not like a dopey lovesick smile or anything. his cheeks are red but he's all “:(#bc he's Shy about it. and troubled by how much he's thinking about ww. but he can't help it and even less so when ww is right there#it's a very honest expression from someone like vash i think. and wolfwood can start to tell when he's faced with it and in turn#also gets embarrassed . silly the both of them#ruporas art
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orpheus and thanatos 💚
#persona 3#ryomina#ryoji mochizuki#minato arisato#makoto yuki#lizzy does art#HIII EVERYONE :3 happy halloween.... (has been working on this for four weeks off and on)#i've always yearned to see art of ryoji and minato based on thanatos and orpheus!!!#i know that ryoji can be likened to being the eurydice figure which i agree with but I HAVE BEEN THINKING SO HARD ABT THEM LIKE THIS OK.#it was nice to give drawing something more ambitious (for my standards) an earnest try again! i love working with lineless and lighting#and working on this has inspired me to HOPEFULLY start doing some studies of sorts! i want to learn so many things...#all so that i can make ryomina as epic as possible...#also LET ME TELL YOU that thanatos coffins are making me realize i seriously need to do drawabox or something.#trying to put them in perspective is hard... but im pretty happy with what i made!!!#also can i just say i love how shapely orpheus is?? i love orpheus joints etc etc its so nice. very fresh#sighs longingly. i love them very much they make me want to do better at things. i hope everyone has a wonderful week ahead! 💙#very excited to see what people do for ryomina week (<- they haven't made anything 4 it yet bc Busy... but i'll submit smthn late maybe)
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my one and only new years resolution is sesbian lex ♡
#/srs#im dead serious i cant take the unfortunate accidental celibacy anymore pls#i just need skme#not even a gf#just. yk.#THATS ALL ION NEED ANYTHING ELSE#pluto.txt#lesbian#wlw yearning#wlw#wlw post#dykeposting#butch4femme#femme bait#sapphic post#sapphic#dyke nsft#butch bait#butch4all#butch#masc lesbian#wuh luh wuh
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I talk so much about how i want to fall in love for all the things i could do for someone and all the things someone could do for me but deep down, if i’m being honest, i want to fall in love because i just so desperately need to know that love is actually real and that there are people out there capable of truly loving me
#wlw#wlw mood#sapphic#sapphism#lesbian#just like growing up and losing so many relationships#friendship and family relationships all of it#it’s hard to remember that there are people out there who can love you and that that love will stay#regardless of whether or not you can give them something#idk all the love in my life just feels gone and i don’t really think there’s anything i love anymore sometimes#but then i remember the world is big and i should stop worrying so much for now#i dont know my life is a mess lately#and it’s 5 am and i haven’t slept#and im still grieving things#and hope and patience are so hard sometimes#and there’s something about the ugly side of the whole idea of ‘yearning’ that i think about a lot#because so much of my yearning ISN’T pretty or wistful#it’s achingly desperate and lonely and uncertain#i dont know#i dont know if any of this is worded right#or if it’s all nonsense and i should just be quiet and go to sleep#idk
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I think its somewhat telling that the gnosis was placed inside the shouki no kami rather than scara containing it in his chest the same way that venti did with his gnosis. I get that its probably more so because scara needed a much grander body for his god form and the electro gnosis just so happened to be at the centre of it… but i cant help but think of it as the games way of telling us that he truly is not fit to contain the gnosis, even in peak form when all his powers are unleashed, he still needs to build a whole new body as the gnosis’ vessel, that the so called “heart” he thought was rightfully his would not actually make him satisfied or fulfilled, as it seems to be the embodiment of all of scara’s obsessions
#erm i feel like this is all very obvious but im just now thinking of this#bc i was thinking about scara and his constant yearning for a heart…. ok#sorry to be that one guy pointing obvious things out and acting like its some grand discovery 🥺😞 lolol#that being said i was kinda disappointed that the shouki no kami was his boss form#like dont get me wrong i love his eva mech with all my heart#but i always wanted a sort of… idk true form of HIMSELF the same way tartaglia and signora had them#not saying foul legacy is childes true form and yadda yadda yadda but like… i cant explain ig#foul legacy… crimson witch of flames… and whatever happened to arlecchino in her bossfight is what i was expecting with scara#i mean king for not fitting in with all the others but#cmon man… i wanted you to go plus ultra or whatever… did ei not install you with like a function where you go all raiden mei and grow a few#cm taller and grow beautiful breasts or something… not even like a raiden shogun tru puppet form or anything…#i wanted to see my king not eva mechs ok imosrry#still love shouki no kami tho dont even joke about it lads#scaramouche#wanderer#wanderer genshin#genshin impact#genshin
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alnst spoilers (obv) okay so, ive been thinking. last year sua got to cover ruler of my heart, which is the song where luka was trying to impersonate her to use against mizi. with all the theories about luka doing the same to till with ivan, what if ivans cover will be the song for round 7? just like he impersonates sua with romh, he will impersonate ivan this time. the way mizi saw sua singing that day, till will see ivan too.
#yeah this has been consuming my brain the whole morning idk what to tell you#omg yall imagine if we get an ivan unknown (till the end...) cover. wouldnt that be funny.#im still thinking about what could hyuna be covering#each character's cover has a reason behind it#at least to me#i wont talk much abt it rn but since mizi → black sorrow (yearning for sua)#sua → ruler of my heart (what mizi saw)#till AND mizi → unknown (till the end...) (what till wanted to happen)#till → all in (his rebellious nature)#luka → sweet dreams (i dont understand much about his character. however it sounds as if hes... searching for something. anything)#i think the my clematis and cure covers go without saying#oh wait i just had an idea. tillvan duet for black sorrow?#i think its unlikely since someone (mizi) already covered black sorrow#however it would be interesting to listen to#for the same reasons as to why till got to duet u(tte) with mizi#AND ALSO SOMEONE GAVE ME AN IDEA ON ANOTHER POST#hyuna dueting with mizi for all in!#again very unlikely since we JUST got an all in cover (ily till) but it would be so fucking sick if we ever got to hear that#alnst#alien stage
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everytime i see another borderline call themself a "yandere irl" im like :(( noooooo don't try to appeal to the losers who wanna romanticize your worst.......... nooo they dont have ur best interests in mind.
#nobody gets to reblog this just in case tumblr finds my irritated ramble post#almost every post under bpd - ESP the yearning posts - is tagged “yandere irl” and im just pretending that i dont see it.#i know we're all desperate as fuck as borderlines for scraps but . RUN. in the other direction if ppl start saying that shit to u#they dont wanna see ur worst and love u anyway they just want to take advantage of u !!!!#it's a hard pill 2 swallw bc here they are bc theyre like “omg i love ur crazy side bae hahaha” and ure like oh my god wowwwww........ yess#they dont mean that. they Don't.#micetalk#like.. no dont go thru that agony. please. they literally do not want anything good for u at all.
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i think the 4 or so years of posting art online (to barely that much avail) is finally getting to me. like its saturated. more in tags
#talk#i think its starting to show in just how little ive been interacting with any fandoms in general#dont get me wrong i still love when im able to get reception on my art but its just#idk i feel like my work isnt sufficiently good and right now especially my motivation is at an all time low#like i just havent been able to find the will to draw anything That Good. ive been getting into new medias and stuff that friends recommend#to me but all in all nothing is quite clicking like it used to. nothing is sticking. maybe im just depressed and yearning and missing shit#but idk it feels like i used to feel something more for artistic work. now it feels like a chore and some days i only draw because of#the daily karkat account. anyways sorry for the ramble please enjoy a karkat drawing or whatever else i#decide to put in this post#problem: lost my muse. solution: probably a w4rd
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i Hate being sick
#♡.gabi barks#hatehatehatehatehate Sickness and colds and being sick and#Eugh. i feel gross. i feel icky. i hate it.#the cocd is so bad guys. sososo bad. its awful#i just want to be normal and not sick and be on my phone#ill reply to asks soon but. i have been going through it#been deprived of my dogtime#calling it dogtime and not what I Call It bcs im possessive….#been deprived of dogtime and have had stuffy nose and been tryinf to ignore my cold by still doing my makeup wnd trying to Appear Normal#but i cant do it anymore 💔💔💔i slept So Much today#not even like. the Amount of sleep. just how many times i slept or took a nap#i think s because i Usually hibernate at the beginning of my cold so i can sleep through the fever and the worst of it#but. didnt want to bcs… dogtime..#and now its catching up to me…#literally hibernating and my sustenance is cough drops to soothe my throat#also. cant even sleep rn bcs s dark and i watched two scary movies n im a scaredy cat and i cant stop thinking of it#need my guard dog 💔💔💔 i feel ill#WHATEVER GOODNIGHT. sorry for yearning…. im sick u have to look past it…#goodnigjt i love u all#merry (late) christmas im sorry i didnt post anything butlike i said.. sick#just know i love every single one of u and i appreciate you all soso much and im happy u all enjoy my work and sometimes even enjoy#interacting with little ol me <3 love u guys im kissing you all rn
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istg if I have to sit there overwhelmed with the feeling of yearning for someone to buy me flowers in a platonic way I might just buy them for myself
#i am having a moment#well ive been having a moment all day#i just hate the fact that all these people get to experience love from someone who would do anything for them#and im just stuck in a limbo of wanting someone and hating the idea of having a partner#anyways#vent over#aromantic#yearning#platonic yearning#platonic#qpr#aspec#aromantic problems#aro#cupioromantic
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I can't get over how much Azula looks like a chained animal in the last scene
#because she lost#and she knows shes lost#but what choice does she have?#she has to keep fighting and i don't think she even knows what she's fighting for#she sees her mother before her coronation and#its all in her head#she doesn't actually see her#but what she imagines is her mother telling her that she loves her#and thats all she yearned to hear but now that she “hears” it she can't stand it#because she is supposed to be a monster#thats how she justifies what she's doing#shes a monster so she has to be terrifying and ruthless and merciless#anything but be like zuko#and her moms favourite?#the one she loves?#its zuko#so if her mother loves her is she really a monster?#anyway im rambling#but i fucking love that traumatized little girl so much#princess azula#avatar the last airbender
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❄️ What's your dream theme/plot for a fic and who would write it best?
oooof tough question! i would love a kid fic for either bokris or jance, idk if there are any out there already tbh but im actually a sucker for single dad dating au's lmao
meeting through the kid, like idk jan is the single dad and nace teaches music at an elementary school and they meet at some school festival or parent/teacher day smthn like that. idk what it is about kid fics, i just think they can get soooo sweet and interesting bc you dont just get heartwarming dynamics both with the parent but also with the new partner bonding with the kid, but also the complicated bits. figuring out dating when you have a kid to take care of, you dont want to just force a new parent figure on the child but also ofc want them to get along but it all takes time and might not always work out the way you want it to etc etc
theres a lot of potential for interesting dynamics and challenges to overcome and bond over, i just think theyre neat 🥔
i have nooo idea who would write it best though, i literally cant say. not that i wouldnt trust anyone with it but i dont think this is a plot where i would go "oh 100% this sounds like something xyz might write" you know?
✨️ send me asks!
#idk what it is abt kid fics! im not even personally interested in having kids like its not a yearning or anything i just really love a well#executed kid fic and i think theyre so sweet and intriguing 🫶🏻#i mean i guess im also not really too interested in romance and look at what im writing. lol.#im also still thinking abt holidate bokris adopting children in the future bc you KNOW theyre not staying child free#but theres nothing concrete at all in my mind other than 'yeah theyll have kids one day 👍🏻'#inbox#anonymous
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I rlly rlly want to impress my teachers but i have no motavation so i just sit in my room rotting in my bed thinking about what their reactions would be instead of actually studying
#then i start to think of failing all my exams and cry#i rlly need to study#school life#i hate it here#i hate school#PLSSS GIVE ME ONE MORCLE OF PRAISE#i cannot spell anything how has my A* streak in English not ended#i just want to be good at something#low key dont know what i’m doing in life i think i might just work the same minimum wage job in the same town until i kms#any sugar daddies hmu#give me money#and little treats#why cant i just be in a studio ghibli film#kikis delivery service#i want to be that woman in the bakery#I YEARN FOR THE BAKERY#bread#baked goods#life#i cannot#maybe i should end it all#the tags are more text than my actual post at this point#i yearn for smiley faces and nice notes on my work#by teachers lmao im not out there wanting random ppl to GRAFFITI my book#exams#exam stress#i have no hope
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oh boy oh boy the playlist is hitting i feel like ive been injected with yearning juice but good lord am i so full of love and the desire to serenade
#hehe :3#the magic of music tbh#but god#so much yearning#i cant sing rn either but#oh to seranade a loved one#or god to be seranaded#im a sucker for anything artistic tbh#i realize its only 5:30 rn shush#all hours are yearning hours
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they say you’re a little much for me you’re a liability you’re a little much for me so they pull back make other plans i understand i’m a liability get you wild make you leave i’m a little much for everyone
#thinking about ✝️#wanting to die#no this isn’t about anything religious if ykyk#which i think like none of you do 😭🤚💀#anyways keep dreaming of him keep yearning for him#even tho it’s been months almost a year now#godddd will this limerence ever go away#probably not bc i wont block him bc im so delusional as to think something might happen between us one day#as if he hasn’t all but told me he doesn’t want me#goddddddddddddddddddddd#he said he liked my body and my face so it has to be me#something is rotten inside me i swear#lmao if you’re reading all this i’m sorry
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