#im not mad about it though
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so i spoke with a friend from my hometown and there is apparently so much community theatre drama that i simply HAD to go see a show in town when im there for my pre top surgery physical
and of course the show theyre doing is one i was the lead in 4 years ago that directly led to the community theatre schism that fractured our small town theatre industry forever as well as several lawsuits and general facebook drama
i am so excited
#drama#theatre drama#community theatre#my hometown#its a hot mess#also they dont know im trans#though my friend did encourage me#to change my facebook profile picture#so now its my new headshots#with me as a guy#this is so stupid#but i cant wait to see if they ruin the show#both me and my friend were in the cast before#and there were only 4 people#the other 2 people are doing it again#so we will see the other half of our cast#this is so wild#not how i expected today to go#im not mad about it though#gay and trans#transmasc#transgender
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I've been playing classical guitar for 2 years and it's slowly taking over my life.
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Very cool new statesman one from channel four but someone’s like straight up spilt some shit on it or something because there’s a huge mark across his face lmfao
#im not mad about it though#i like how they have these little flaws that show how old they might be as they’ve been slightly worn out over time#i like wondering who’s drawn the little notes and such on the back#channel 4#the new statesman#rik mayall#alan b'stard#press photos#mine
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okay very freaky how similiar the timelines are last time it was also shortly after the 1 year mark but i didn't become really ready until another year passed and i'm pretty certain that will happen this time too... i am so predictable
#im not mad about it though#last time i was pretty pissed that it was taking so long#im okay with slow now bc what is the rush anyways#it either works or it doesn't#i can't force it anymore#i was younger back then and i thought i could just be a certain way and the problems would fix itself#but no what happens is what happens and i cant change how another person feels#i only know what i feel and how i feel about it#i am giddy happy though eheh#🧃#but i cant believe that last time was like 3 years#sure it wasn't three years STRAIGHT but#the involvement was 3 years long#june 2019 to june 2022#i ALSO CAN'T BELIEVE that it might actually (almost certainly) be coming to an end for real this time#i thought it would never end i know that is so dramatic of me but#i'm relieved honestly#but with the timeline being so similiar im also scared the same bad things will happen again#but you know i'm older i know myself better i am getting better at choosing people to be in my life#so maybe not#besides the first time was like a year roughly second was 2 years#so it definitely went up bc i got better at figuring out compatibility#so whatever happens this time it will be Better#is all i can say#im going Really slow this time i'm not forcing myself to feel any type of way that i do not feel#or doing anything that makes me feel overwhelmed or trapped
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this show rewires you fundamentally in 60 seconds and then just goes on to have more seasons. audacity
#house md#gregory house#james wilson#hilson#screencap#s03e02 “cane and able”#imagine bringing the receipts to the ceo of bodylanguage#“does sound like you though”#“worried your wings would melt”#“god doesnt limp”#are you kidding me? this is rapid fire and im already dead#havent stopped thinking about this#I do like that Wilson is wrong about House's ego here#he tries but he doesn't really get house#idk being worried and so wrong then doing stupid shit with all that is just very human#house isnt even mad and goes along with it#long post#longpost
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the goncharov stuff was on my dash, have no idea what it is (still dont) and i just started reblogging with the mindset of “i’m sure i’ll figure out what it is in a bit”
goncharov context
#i know some people might be mad that im 'ruining the joke' by explaining it#but as someone who has both been gaslighted and has delusions and memory issues i dont want other people to#go through that because of me. theres nothing funny about it.#goncharov is funny though dont get me wrong. id argue its actually funnier with the original context.#goncharov#unreality#🐉
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Poptart to Poptart to Poptart to Poptart communication.
#nonsense#2 arms left#shakea poptart*#why are you so marketable#anyways haha uh#I have been mad busy this week#I am finally no longer unemployed!#yay job now!#but oops less free time!#so sorry about the no art the past week aha#adjusting#also the keychains took so long to package lmaooo-#im so excited for peeps to finally get the keychain though omg!
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hermann thoughts: if i discredit newton and his approach enough, the martial won't give him the equipment for his kaiju drift, and i can protect him from himself. if he despises me for it, so be it. there is little i wouldn't sacrifice to see him safe.
newt thoughts: this is a Best Science competition and i have to Win
#unscientific aside#newmann#pacific rim#thinking about them again today#it's very easy to read hermann's animosity during the movie as him being pissed off at newt for his 'completely crazy'#theories getting attention + being a massive nuisance in general#that's exactly what it looks like if you just listen to WHAT he's saying#however if you pay attention to WHEN he says it & pay attention to his face when no one is looking it's very clear there's more going on im#like the kaiju entrails comment. newt has all these tables with guts set up right next to the line & has clearly been working there for age#theres a big pile of intestinal-looking tubes over on hermann's side of the floor already! not a peep from hermann!#but then when newt tries to join the conversation he happens to throw another little squidgy bit & suddenly hermann jumps on him about it#brings up in front of the marshall how CONSTANT this unprofessional conduct is while also cutting newt off#he physically puts himself between newt & pentecost#interrupts newt every time he tries to talk#starts making snarky little personal comments AT newt to discourage him - 'don't embarrass yourself' 'yes [just get to the point]'#'this is the point where he goes completely crazy' [significant look at newt]#keeps hovering in the background looking between newt & pentecost#like. ok he is SO MAD that newt is getting pentecost's attention here. obviously#the thing that does it for me though is how sad and resigned he looks when newt finally does get to the point#this is not the face of an angry rival#this is the face of a man with ulterior motives for his animosity#i dont think newt has any ulterior motives hes aware of lol he thinks hes in a movie about 2 geniuses vying for scientific superiority#happens to be in love with hermann but hasnt realized because hes so mad at him all the time#he only realizes how much hermann cares when he offers to drift with him
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If I don't make light of everything, I'm gonna explode.
#BNHA#Boku No Hero Academia#MHA#My Hero Academia#Shouto Todoroki#Touya Todoroki#Dabi#Natsuo Todoroki#Rei Todoroki#Fuyumi Todoroki#Todofam#Lady Nagant#Kaina Tsutsumi#Hawks#Keigo Takami#Spinner#Shuichi Iguchi#Bnha 426#mha 426#bnha spoilers#My Art#i have a lot of gripes with this chapter including touya's future and the minimal interactions between all the siblings#him and shouto had such a good moment though so im happy about it!! ive had this hc that touya likes soba too for so longgg#i screamed when i turned out right!!#and the apology...i hope this is another thing where the docs turn out to be wrong about him. he did awful things but this is not his endin#also the image of touya with his cute hair but the dabi scars and his coat... ahhh pain#i'll restrain myself from commenting too much because im kind of disappointed and very sad#gotta say i was mad excited about a kaina appearance bc unfortunately her chara has been handled SO badly start to finish; wasted potential#But at least we get her pretty face so I'll take the crumbs (< I need to be in lesbians with her)#and now this JAIL ENDING baby no get out of there and beat some sense into your kohai
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the more i think about it the more im convincing myself that if the show does do past book-plot-adjacent devil's minion that ends in a memory wipe instead of turning, then it means they've already incorporated a version of the period after daniel's turned where he ends up separating from armand and lives with marius for a long time. BUT that period of separation has become daniel living a human life for four decades instead.
book daniel focuses on his model towns, frequently disregarding almost everything else around him; show daniel focuses on his career above all else and ruins his marriages and relationship with his daughters....
but even with no past dm the separation after show daniel's turning works well too, on a much smaller scale. either way i just don't see them being able to incorporate that particular dynamic between marius & daniel in the future considering the differences between book & show daniel and for time reasons too, which is why i feel it's "already" happened in an altered form, either decades ago or during the timeskip between seasons. daniel's still gonna interact with marius in some way but i can't see it working out the same as it does in the books yknow
#have i made a post about this before. i think so but whatever#i may be proven completely wrong but until then ill keep thinking about it#also even though i havent read that far in the series i know daniel ends up overcoming his 'madness' and still stays with marius#but for the purposes of this concept im just thinking about the initial dynamic between them#iwtv#daniel molloy#devil's minion
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i'm so happy you brought back up the topic of rick's shitty writing of anyone even remotely non white / "white passing"
with that being said, do you think the shitty script he gave to annabeth in the show has to do with him just being deeply uninterested in adapting his story to include characters of color? bc it seems like once rick encounters a character that cannot be easily erased all ethnic or racial identity of to fit them into an usamerican specifically white ass narrative, he gets lost.
i just keep thinking how the only thing that "changed" about annabeth as presented in the show was her race but her plot relevance and her characterization got downgraded severely. meanwhile percy, whiter than before (wheres the mediterranean god look......................................), got half her functions. like i just look at rick in context and i wonder if he just gives so little fuck about characters of color he cant even write a decent character arc for an adaptation of a very established persona
thoughts? thank u!
I wouldn't be surprised if it's Rick (and the writer's room, since it actually seems Rick isn't all that heavily involved if much at all with the script itself based on some interviews) just has internal biases that he refuses to reflect on. It would be a consistent trend with the uptick in offensive writing in the books themselves (see: the troglodytes in general, all the Jewish kids in CHB being in Hermes cabin, etc etc). Rick seems to want to engage with these topics but refuses to actually assess how he's approaching it and his own biases while also overemphasizing his engagement with the topics. It's a kind of big talk/words vs actions type thing to me.
[this got a wee bit long so throwing it under a cut]
I was having a couple of conversations about this topic recently - one being group reading/discussion of WottG and how, allegedly, the slightly different characterizations in that book are inspired by the actors in the show. Annabeth is repeatedly and frequently described as motherly and maternal in the book, plus some other misc characterizations that make you tilt your head and go "Wait, what about Leah made you want to write Annabeth this way?" and concerns about it leaning into stereotypes. (It's also strange, because in the show Sally is MUCH more aggressive and less maternal, and this is painted like it's supposed to be a girlboss thing cause her being too soft and motherly was too weak or something? But now book Annabeth is now being described as all soft and maternal??? What. What is happening.)
Another conversation that i had with my therapist (cause we talk about pjo a lot lol) and later repeated and discussed more with other folks on discord more specifically regarding the show was a lot of discussion about the casting. Particularly casting choices and how the writing either is refusing to take casting into consideration to respectfully approach how things would be changed to avoid problems or are actively changing the script for characters in a way that is potentially if not downright offensive. Clarisse is the number one example i bring up because a lot of people say that the reason a plus sized actress wasn't cast for her was to avoid the "fat bully" trope. The thing is, there is ALSO a POC bully trope that is just as bad if not worse, so if they were actually taking offensive tropes into consideration one would expect them to avoid that too (especially since Percy was cast as a pasty white boy - which just makes it all look worse)? (Also other plus-sized characters like Dionysus and Gabe were also cast as skinny, same with Tyson. So it just seems like they don't want to cast plus-sized actors either.)
But also they're rewriting stuff that actively puts the casting decisions into worse tropes. Like hey, why is Percy (a white guy) the one who knows the "real" versions of all these myths and is expositioning them to Annabeth (a black girl), who in the books is supposed to know more than him? Why does he know better than her for some reason and have to guide her? Why is Percy teaching Annabeth about pop culture and how to be a kid? Not to mention stuff like the show constantly encouraging the viewer to doubt or distrust characters like Grover and Clarisse and Annabeth as red herrings as to who the traitor is. Plus there's no adjustments to stuff from the books like Annabeth initially being somewhat aggressive/antagonistic towards Percy, or Clarisse's aggression and bullying towards Percy to try and circumvent those being bad tropes in the contexts of the casting.
And there's an ongoing trend of characters who are antagonistic towards Percy in the books being divided into two groups: those who continue to be antagonistic towards Percy in the show, or those who are tweaked to suddenly become kinda silly-goofy and significantly less threatening. Gabe, Dionysus, Ares, and Hades are all examples of characters that should be antagonistic towards Percy but are softened SIGNIFICANTLY and played for laughs in the show. Echidna is played as a twist antagonist because she initially because she approaches the kids as very sweet and helpful. And they're all cast as white! Meanwhile other characters like Clarisse, Luke, Zeus, etc, are still antagonistic towards Percy (plus also like Annabeth initially and again, Grover being painted as a major red herring). Plus some new additions like Hermes, Mr. Lin Manuel Miranda himself, being wholly introduced into the plot when he's not supposed to appear until book 2, and all he does is sabotage the quest. Like, it's weird! That's a weird writing decision!!!! I get wanting to get that sweet sweet LMM cameo money, but, why is Hermes an antagonist here???????? he's not even supposed to be here yet!.
We also have stuff like Poseidon (who, like many of the god/major kid pairings so far seems to have been cast to match each other appearance-wise) saving the day for Percy and being this weirdly good dad, versus the books where we get the iconic "I am sorry you were born" line and Percy and Poseidon's tension is part of their arcs. Notably, Poseidon does this by ceding to Zeus, who is actively about to start a war. While Gabe is rewritten to be a total loser, Sally is MUCH more aggressive and her yelling and screaming at young Percy is supposed to be sympathetic for some reason? If Gabe were acting like Sally does in the show, he would actually be significantly more like his book counterpart! The show is making active decisions to paint these characters the way they do!
Admittedly, part of it may just be they got overzealous with their casting (not inherently a bad thing! diverse casting is good!) and then proceeded to not consider how that casting affects the way the characters are perceived. It also doesn't bode well for certain guesses we can make going further into the show - Thalia is very at odds with Percy initially. She's a very aggressive character. They fight a lot! Also Annabeth's description already implies that they're tweaking Thalia's character to be more "tough love" versus the books where she's significantly more of a bleeding heart when she first meets Annabeth. Like, I'm very happy about Thalia's casting, her actress seems amazing, but also I'm VERY concerned with how they're going to approach her character to make sure it doesn't end up wildly offensive. Athena is similar - we can guess based on casting decisions so far that they're going to try and cast Athena as similar in appearance to Annabeth/Leah. The show has already painted Athena has antagonistic and uncaring towards her daughter. If projected trends continue, these things are not gonna be great.
And the show does seem to rarely want to engage with these topics - like the scene with the cop in the train. You can tell what they wanted to address by having Annabeth be the one to confront him. The thing is they were too cowardly to actually have that conversation! They paint the kids as being unreasonable and getting unnecessarily upset when they aren't directly being accused of destroying a room, therein painting the cop as the one in the right in that situation. The implication seems to be a little bit they were going for "Oh, this is Annabeth's hubris getting them into trouble" but. that's such a bad way to do it! That's like the worst way you could have done it! (This is also a trend in books from HoO onwards, more or less - Rick tries to engage with certain topics, often using characters of specific demographics, and then proceeds to do a really bad job of it.)
There are also some aspects that are just like - in the books, Luke being a middle-class blond-haired blue-eyed pretty white boy is relevant! Because the fact that he has privilege from that particularly in how he's perceived is part of how he came to where he is and why he acts the way he does. Percy not having those same privileges, and having aspects like constantly inherently being labeled as a trouble-maker just based on his atypical (neurodivergent) behavior and coming from a lower socioeconomical background play heavily into his character!!! Percy being both a poor and disabled kid (and implied potentially POC) plays DIRECTLY into why he feels so strongly about standing up for other disenfranchised kids (in SoM, explicitly including other disabled kids and kids of color). It directly relates to his experiences and standing up for kids who are like him because he didn't have that, versus Luke whose perceptions and goals are very self-oriented. Now, in the show, we've essentially swapped Percy and Luke's appearances, and that paints a very different narrative. And that's important to acknowledge!
#riordanverse#pjo#pjo tv#pjo tv crit#rr crit#Anonymous#ask#wottg#< for some minor discussion of Annabeth in the recent book#racism //#percy jackson#< tagging percy but not gonna tag everybody else cause i mentioned like half the cast lmao >->o#this is an early morning ramble so forgive if it's not super well put together#it's very aggravating though because. like. the casting is GOOD for the most part (sighs deeply at Tyson)#(im sure his actor is fine or whatever but i will eternally be mad about the disability erasure with him)#the actors are GOOD! theyre good at their jobs! and particularly the kids seem to know their characters VERY well!#and the amount of diversity we're getting is really nice! it's really cool that the show is very diverse!#but the script is SO BAD!!!! it shouldn't be on the actors to make up for how bad the script is!#especially with how it's painting characters offensively!#im sure a lot of it isnt intentional but that doesnt excuse that it DOES exist#long post //#< lots of long posts the past couple of days lmao
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open discussion the community on here is so rough i would honestly leave if i had anywhere else to go. the us vs them mentality is strong and very harmful, when people try to talk to each other they just argue and never listen. the community is split between the two stances of "you like nsfw vore porn and are a freak" or "you are a wholesome only sfw vore lover/you are a minor" with no room for nuance because its been pushed out by all the arguing. its hostile and it sucks and i don't blame anyone for wanting out. theres so many issues here that cant be easily fixed but all the god damn fighting doesnt make it any easier
#speakin words#v0re#soft vore#nonsexual vore#extreme cuddling#im going mask off fuck it i am so mad.#this is probably going to get me blocked. but i dont care ive been suppressing how i feel to keep an audience#i dont agree w a lot of how things have been handled. its not like theres a big person to consult to fix it all but peoples behavior is bad#i want to have a discussion about this i really do i feel as though i am insane for feeling this way.
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green beetle black beetle
#star wars#the original trilogy#boba fett#darth vader#hi. sorry for star war jumpscare. genuinely#i feel like ive kinda been on an art hiatus lately due to health stuff#i got diagnosed with a parathyroid disease recently (wahoo) so now i know why i have been feeling so bad! need more tests though#anyway. in the mean time most of the entertainment my brain can handle has been like. youtube clip compilations of shows and movies#not even the actual shows or movies. literally just sections of them on youtube#i wish i was joking#the only reason i know what happens in succession is because i have watched it in disjointed order in youtube compilations. not joking#anyway so ive learned a lot more about star wars than i ever. thought i would#mostly just the original trilogy and prequels. some of the old comics & books are interesting too#(sick to my stomach) i like darth vader he has like the same personality as ganondorf except he had no good reason for doing anything#when vader/anakin does literally anything weird or unacceptable it like. makes me laugh so hard its like jerma when he sees a car accident#boba fett’s costume design has been rotating in my head a lot too it’s very good#he’s very colorful and like. matte/unpolished compared to vader and it makes them a cool duo visually#those 2 are my favorites. vader why is the space cowboy the only person aside from sidious or tarkin who is allowed to get mad at you#sidious is my 3rd favorite. he sucks so bad as like a person that you just. you have no expectations of him except just being evil#so its just really funny like everything he does is horrible and he’s so happy all the time like good for him#i’m making it sound like ive never seen star wars before. i have i just never really cared about it until i got an endocrine disorder lmao#but yeah idk art may continue to be slow while im figuring out treatment stuff#if anyone reading this also has or has had hyperparathyroidism im wishing the strength & radiance of 1000 beautiful horses upon you
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saiki kusuo accidentally making common sayings/expressions literal by subconsciously activating his powers..
happy/giddy = "feel like im floating/i feel floaty" = actually levitating
embarrassed/flustered = "my face is on fire" = hes actually on fire
shocked = "i froze up/i was frozen in place" = cryokinesis..
angry = "smoke blowing out your ears" = ACTUAL SMOKE
glaring at someone from behind = "burning holes in the back of their head" = actual fucking laser eyes ouch dude
ignoring someone = "giving the cold shoulder" = temperature lowers every time theyre near him
#not an original thought#i know people have written about him accidentally activating pyrokinesis when hes mad or embarrassed before#idk about anything else though...#giggles#sorry this is cringe. im in shackles saiki kusuo literally has me in a chokehold help#saiki k#tdlosk#the disastrous life of saiki k.#saiki kusuo#meows post
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had to draw him myself as well
#mush art#thai took me so long cause i tried shadowing it but isk if it turned out better#idk but i like it#im thinking about him#shouldve gone to bed but im know to waste my time#voltron#vld#voltron legendary defender#lance mcclain#monsters & mania#vld pike#thats his name right#his hair accidentally got a kinda redish color mmmmmmmm#didnt mean for that to happen#fanart#i like it :- )#as usual i dont do proper lineart even though i colored and everything#me and my one layer sketch lineart are making out nasty styld forever#lowkey like coloring ngl#i Couldve mad ethis better but its like a wip that i wont finish yk
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#1 pet peeve as a shadow enjoyer is that "faker" is not shadow's nickname for sonic, it's sonic's nickname for shadow. shadow never calls sonic faker once in sa2, and i don't believe he's done it in any other media either?? sonic only called him faker in the first place because the news thought he was responsible for the crimes shadow was committing.
besides, having an insult-turned-friendly-teasing type nickname doesnt really. fit? shadows personality at all?? but it DOES fit sonic's perfectly
if anything, shadow would go with a dismissive "hedgehog", but he's a straightforward guy and usually just calls people by their names
#orion rambles#obviously this isn't something im genuinely mad about#these are silly cartoon hedgehogs at the end of the day#but man does it irk me a bit#like even sonic veterans make this mix up#i see it most often in fanfic and im just like. he wouldn't say that though.....#shadow the hedgehog#sonic the hedgehog
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